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A Satan Afterlife
7/22/2010


I was in some kind of shelter that had posters on the walls about choosing my afterlife. One read, "Live your afterlife through Satan and do whatever you want! Just $1 Everyday!" I went into some room to learn more about it. The person handed me a brochure for Satan's Afterlife and I really liked the cover art for it. I was going to read through the contract, but then I walked to the eating room. I sat down by a guy that looked like Alexander Skarsgard, but it wasn't him. The guy was a vampire, and he showed me his fangs. We have sex on the table.



Gender Change?
7/22/2010

(I looked like Jay Baruchel)

I don't understand this dream, but I'm not myself in it at all. First person view. I'm a guy, and I'm running around some kind of huge shopping/activity building. I guess a mall, though a very large one, that sells every-freakin-thing. I'm just running around, and this lady is running after me. She's saying things like, "Stop! Security get him!" Although I see no security guards anywhere. The mall looks very futuristic, quite weird. It's like it is made of glass, or plastic, or a shiny metal. I don't know. There are no doors or any shops that i could see, but then on the right I see a staircase that goes down. I make a U Turn (lol) and start running down the spiraling staircase. I could hear the foot steps of the lady following quickly behind me. As I watched for the steps, the size of them, and the patterns seemed to change. When I was finally done and on the next or maybe the bottom floor of the building, I was in a very large hallway, much like the one above, but this was the entrance to the theater. There was one arcade racing game there, and I jumped up and down in excitement. Then the lady reaches the guy/me (I'm still a totally different person?) The guy that isn't me/Me-IDONTKNOWlol starts to touch the lady, and I guess they have sex, but I don't know because the next I see is the guy is running through the grocery store part of the building, and the lady is following him. The guy grabs her ass and then runs out the door, and the cashier yells, "He just felt her up! Get him!" And then three guys run out after the guy/me/wtfidontknowlol And one of the three guys points a gun in my/the guy's face. I/The guy says "Please don't shoot me."

Yeah...

OMG. So finally I wore myself out completely after running errands all day yesterday. When I went to bed, I was telling myself that I would remember my dreams over and over like a mantra and more often recently I've been looking at my hands and telling myself to remember to do that in my dreams. From the lucids I've had already, it's not the realizing that I'm dreaming that I was having trouble with that I need to do RCs all the time, it's the stabalizing that I need to work on, and I know looking at your hands helps. Also when I was falling asleep I thought about the nature of dreaming in general and that I'm a whole person in my dreams and I never really have gotten the chance to realize that in a lucid. Ugh. I better add goals to my signature. Anyway, I had another lucid last night!! YAY!!

The Skank is at my House

We were in a house that doesn't exist IRL and the skank went out the window to smoke a cigarette. I crawled out the window and sat on the roof with her.

The Lucid Bookstore and the Dorm Room

I'm at the bookstore that I work at and I am walking through the area where the textbooks are kept. I keep seeing money everywhere, just little piles of cash, sometimes change. I'm picking it up and I take a look at the bills and they're not your typical denominations, they're like $4 bills and stuff. This makes me realize that I must be dreaming, so I become lucid. The first thing I do is get a sense of myself and look at my hands. Then I look up and walk out of the bookstore and into a college campus. There are people walking to a dorm building and I follow them. I open the door and go up several flights of stairs following this one guy to his room. In his room he has some beakers on his desk like from a chemistry set. As I was going to ask him to remove his clothes (just to see if I could while I was lucid) I lost lucidity.

I think so far that's the longest I've been lucid.

Night of 1/17/09

Stealing Tips

I'm walking around in a lunch line, but it's like in a strange mall food court. Like there were places to eat and they were all set up like this... instead of going up to the counter, you go into like a store and it's set up in a circle: you enter, go around and pick out what you want to eat and at each station there are cashiers. Each cashier had a tip jar on top of their register. I saw a kid in line ahead of me and he was taking tips and no one was noticing or saying anything to him... so I took a dollar from someone's tip jar and stuck it in my pocket. Then a security guard comes up to me and asked if I took anything!!! And I said no and got the dollar out of my pocket and dropped it on the ground. I told the security guard that the guy he's looking for is ahead of me in line and as I'm saying this, the guy runs out of the line and out the door to the "store." I run after him and tackle him. I don't know what my motivation was for doing this. ha!

Fishing

This is just a fragment, maybe it was a whole dream that really just wasn't that interesting. I'm in a shallow lake in a boat and I'm fishing... the top of the lake is covered in grass clippings.

Christine's Messy House

Somehow I end up at my friend Christine's house, who I haven't talked to since her little brother died in a car accident two years ago. This isn't her real house. But I know she's a pretty messy person, so it didn't surprise me that her house was a total wreck. The thing that stuck out the most was that there was a flat screen tv in the living room that took up the entire wall. I wish I would have written this down sooner because there was a lot more to it that I just can't remember.

REM Rebound last night was kinda epic. I really don't know where to begin.

I just wish I fully recalled my lucid. Actually it'd be nice to have full recall of all 10+ dreams. . .

I'll see what I can do about an entry later tonight, but did anyone see me in dreams last night, perchance?

UGH! School started this week and my sleep has been soooo offffff. I'm only remembering fragments here and there, not really even worthy of posting. Ex:

a spider spinning a web that resembles puzzle pieces, working at an ice cream shop, being in a huge tent during a rainstorm at night, closing a door that wouldn't sit right in its frame.

I'm hoping that once I get back into the groove of the semester my stress level will reduce and I will be having better dreams. wish me luck!

My dreams haven't been as vivid as they usually are over the past few days. I don't know why. I'm not stressed out or anything, I'm getting plenty of sleep. I hope my body and my brain figures it all out.

Car Wreck Cops

I'm at a post office I think. I'm in line behind a man at the counter who has sheets and sheets of stamps. Just like a huge stack of them. All different designs and different values. He's just trying to mail three letters and put some stamps on them. I pointed out to him that he should use the smallest denominations first to get rid of them.

He leaves and it's almost my turn at the counter and four police officers walk into the building. I look down at the floor and see that I have a grocery bag full of fireworks at my feet!!! I'm sure I don't want to get caught with this. The cops point at me and tell me to come with them. I leave the bag of fireworks and go out the door with them.

We get outside and we're in the covered entry way to the building. It's maybe thirty feet long and the parking lot is to the side and at the end of the entryway. I see a couple of guys walking towards the parking lot. It's night. I look into the parking lot and don't see my car where it was parked. The cops tell me that my car got wrecked and they took it away on a tow truck. I ran to the guys walking away. I grabbed one of them by the collar and demanded he tell me what happened. He didn't understand English and he was Asian. I was mostly mad because my camera and my ipod were in the car, along with the rest of the fireworks.

Last night I watched the Golden Globe Awards. I think that's why I had this dream.

I just remember a little bit... I was getting text messages from and interviewing celebrities. No one in particular that I recall. I was exhausted when I went to bed, so I bet that's why my recall was not so good.

Chorus Class Karaoke

I'm walking around a high school campus and I'm in an auditorium. I don't have class this period or I'm skipping. I walk by a stairway leading down into a grassy area where chorus class is. I'm not in the class but I overhear some girls talking about being naked for class!!! I look down at them and they see me and say I should come to class or I'm not going to see everyone naked!!!

Next thing I know I'm outside and there's a set of risers and girls (clothed) on them only on the top row. I'm seated to the side of them and the teacher is calling people up to sing karaoke and the girls on the risers will sing the backup. This girl I went to high school with, Lynn, goes up and sings something, but on the three monitors that have the lyrics, the lyrics to her song weren't coming up... the lyrics were for Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer. And when she was done, everyone clapped because she did the song by memory without messing up.

Next, someone told me that a guy was going to go, then it was my turn. The teacher called the guy's name and he wasn't in class that day. SO it was my turn. I wasn't ready, I hadn't picked out a song!! Everyone in the class who wasn't on the risers had a different page of songs to choose from. I was going person by person looking at all the music and none of it was alphabetical or organized in any way at all. Some of it was even handwritten instead of typed. I wanted to sing "Without Me" by Eminem but I couldn't find it anywhere. I saw Prince at the bottom of a page and I thought the list of songs would be on the back but nooooo. So I just started singing "Without Me" a capella.

Renee Cleans the Kitchen

I am at my parents' house in the kitchen and my sister had cleaned it all up. This is probably a result of the fact that I'm constantly on my mom's ass about keeping the kitchen clean, and no one in the family is talking to my sister right now.

*Non-Lucid at first, then Lucid.*

It started out as a non-lucid dream. Me, a girl with messy brown hair, and another girl were in some sort of video game. We entered a cave and started walking through. We stopped at a corridor. It had two hallways and we were trying to find out which hallway to go through. Then, we heard a roar come out of one of them, and, out came a mummy. We ran through the opposite hallway and came to a dead-end. We could hear the mummy behind us. We were desperate to find a way out, then, I found a secret passage and we ran through.

The two girls went to talk to an old man that was in the room we went into. I, on the other hand, was looking for a way to get out. I opened a door and there was sort of a train track inside. The three of us heard the mummy's roar, and we ran into the train track room. We kept running until there was another dead-end. Then, a bright light washed over us. When the light faded, I was standing in front of my house. Then, I found out that I was in a dream. I had little time before waking up, so, I called out to my DG. The person who replied this time was none other than...the girl with messy brown hair from the mummy game.

It turns out my DG was giving me a test before I could meet her. I passed, then met her. She looked nothing like she did in my second LD. I remembered my first LD and asked her if she could teach me to fly. She did, she told me to flap my wings like a bird, and it worked. Then, I made a mistake. I took advantage of her and tried to kiss her. She disappeared and a different girl appeared in front of me. I looked for her and found her in my sister's room, read the book, "Gone With the Wind". (awesome book) Then, I woke up.

*I made the mistake by trying to kiss her, I hadn't seen her in a dream since then.*

22.07.2010

I break in a home and then, forced to work for them. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A somehow crazy night, I did not sleep very well. I think I went very tired to bed because I felt tired the times I woke up to write the dreams down. I also used for the first time a flashlight instead of going to my regular table, but it does not help, it vanished half of a dream so I will keep traveling to my kitchen to write the dreams down (no table in the bedroom, only my journal next to me) I recalled eight dreams, but mostly fragments. 5th day without lucids. Tonight it will be a MUST lucid night

Eight:

My wife and I were driving somewhere. I think we were doing some errands. One of our errands was stopping by a home and doing something in the neighborhood. My wife wanted so badly to take a shower and she decided to break in a random home (it was in our errant list) to shower.

We entered this apartment. It was a big apartment and no one was inside. I was worried we would be caught while in there. My wife told me she would shower ASAP. While she was getting her shower, I took a small tour around home. It was a fancy home. Modern black and white furniture. They had a small TV that I decided to watch while my wife was getting ready. I saw on the TV the news. They were talking about a couple that was arrested because they broke in a home. I felt worried that would happen to us.

Suddenly, the door opened and five people came in. I got nervous. My wife just finished her shower, but we were still in there. I greeted them and I told them I was fixing their wireless. I told them the wireless of the building crashed and I had to go home by home. An old lady told me that for sure I stole stuff. I did not steal a thing and I felt bothered. I replied, "No. I got nothing!" She told me that for sure I stole some oil from them. We walked to a small table were they had a few odd bottles of olive oil (really odd bottles)

A female DC approached at me. She was the owner of the place and told me we had to do something about my break in. We went to another room. It was huge and there was a bar surrounded by chairs in the middle of the room. There were several bottles of olive oil. This place was also a restaurant. We went to another room. I could hear the previous room filling with customers. She asked me if we had any knowledge about Olive Oil. I told her I, in fact, work in an Olive Oil store. She smiled at me and told me I had to work for her. I was sure I had to work for free.

She told me I had to serve the customers and give tastings. She also told me I had to work on Fridays even if did not want to. She said, "And I will even pay your this! $7 an hour!!!" She was smiling and very excited about it.

Missed dream signs:
- Breaking in a house without even opening the door.
- The odd bottles.
- The reaction of the DC when they saw me inside their home.
- A restaurant inside a regular home.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Leave for a ToTY.

22.07.2010

Cursed Chess (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A somehow crazy night, I did not sleep very well. I think I went very tired to bed because I felt tired the times I woke up to write the dreams down. I also used for the first time a flashlight instead of going to my regular table, but it does not help, it vanished half of a dream so I will keep traveling to my kitchen to write the dreams down (no table in the bedroom, only my journal next to me) I recalled eight dreams, but mostly fragments. 5th day without lucids. Tonight it will be a MUST lucid night

Seventh:

I was in a dark place. It was kind of Gothic. I heard a DC saying to another one, "I am going to stop joint ambiguous with mantras for all these people!"

I got to a room. It was a giant chess. The chess was cursed and your soul would be trapped for ever in there if you dared to enter. From this point, the dream turned into a movie that I was not in it. I saw several of the pieces that were random DCs and some random Simpson's characters.
Bart was playing and fooling around this chess. There were two pieces that had no soul, as no one was on them. Bart said that the horse sucked. A DC approached the chess and said he wanted to be a horse. An entity appeared and grabbed the horse that was next to Bart, brought it to the other guy and placed a Tower next to Bart.
The entity told Bart that the Tower was a very powerful piece on the board. Bart started to laugh and play around the Tower. Marge Simpson was cursed by a Queen. She was the Black Queen. She had a trumpet and the chess piece instead of feet. She shouted, "Fly Bart!!!!! Fly away from here!!! Flyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!"
Bart stepped on the Tower and started to laugh and said, "Cursed!" He stepped down, "Not cursed" He repeated this process a few times in a row until he was on the Tower laughing.
His feet started to melt inside the base of the Tower. I could see there was like a brown stuff that was melting his feet. He tried to step out but he was not able. The dream vanished.

Missed dream signs:
- The nonsense of the very beginning (what was said to the DC).
- The cursed chess.
- The Simpson's characters.
- The entity.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Explore this Gothic world.

22.07.2010

In the country (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A somehow crazy night, I did not sleep very well. I think I went very tired to bed because I felt tired the times I woke up to write the dreams down. I also used for the first time a flashlight instead of going to my regular table, but it does not help, it vanished half of a dream so I will keep traveling to my kitchen to write the dreams down (no table in the bedroom, only my journal next to me) I recalled eight dreams, but mostly fragments. 5th day without lucids. Tonight it will be a MUST lucid night

Sixth:

- I was outdoors.
- It was day.
- Various DCs.
- Kids.
- Olives.
- In the country.
- Sunny.
- I was having a good time.

Missed dream signs:
- Unknown.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Leave for a ToTY.

22.07.2010

Giving a bath to my cat. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A somehow crazy night, I did not sleep very well. I think I went very tired to bed because I felt tired the times I woke up to write the dreams down. I also used for the first time a flashlight instead of going to my regular table, but it does not help, it vanished half of a dream so I will keep traveling to my kitchen to write the dreams down (no table in the bedroom, only my journal next to me) I recalled eight dreams, but mostly fragments. 5th day without lucids. Tonight it will be a MUST lucid night

Fifth:

My cat was laying in the sink comfortably. I was in a different home than my regular home, however, the bathroom was the same. My cat was a little wet and I decided to try to give her a bath. I opened the faucet gently and my cat did not freak out. I start bathing her and she appeared to be fine. I was able to give her a whole bath without getting freaked out. She kinda liked it.
I was excited in telling my wife that we were finally able to give a bath to the cat without issues.

Missed dream signs:
- My cat liking the bath.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Leave for a ToTY.

22.07.2010

Having a drink (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A somehow crazy night, I did not sleep very well. I think I went very tired to bed because I felt tired the times I woke up to write the dreams down. I also used for the first time a flashlight instead of going to my regular table, but it does not help, it vanished half of a dream so I will keep traveling to my kitchen to write the dreams down (no table in the bedroom, only my journal next to me) I recalled eight dreams, but mostly fragments. 5th day without lucids. Tonight it will be a MUST lucid night

Fourth:

- Doing some tests.
- More DC around me.
- Something about dreams.
- There were drinks.
- I was going to have a drink at the Pata Negra's restaurant.
- Some co-workers were there and talked with me. There were also some random customers.
- There was a guy over the phone.
- I was asked questions about a dream.
- Asked if the police was with him.

Missed dream signs:
- Unknown.
What I would have done if lucid:
- Leave for a ToTY.

21 July 2010
It was a highly unclear dream. Nobody in the dream was happy. Bon Jovi's 'Living on a prayer' was playing. The dream seemed very long and confusing, it had a negative atmosphere. I fell asleep at 10:00 and woke at 11:00 remembering this dream vaguely. Then i woke at 01:00. No recall. Then i woke at 04:00. Again no recall. Lost a lot of sleep and had a very bad day. I'm hoping for better luck tonight =)