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Possibly the most vivid dream I've had in recent memory and my first remembered lucid dream! Amazing, is all I can say. I took melatonin before sleeping, which may have contributed to everything. It truly is like nothing you've ever experienced. I will try to explain it in detail.

I'm watching movies with my family, one of which is Terminator I think, and eventually I get up and leave to go for a drive. I end up taking a car somewhere and now am on my way home. As I drive behind the guy in front of me, I lose footing on my brakes and try hard not to bump into him at a stoplight. I come very close to his bumper. At this point, when the light turns green, I guess I assumed I was driving on my own, but the view from my car still looked suspiciously close to his bumper. At this point, the view from my car and the backseat of his car, were completely relative. I was in the back right seat of his car now. As I looked behind me I noticed I was not in my car, or driving it, and it was nowhere to be found. So as he noticed me, I began to explain, telling him I didn't know how I got there and to just turn around. He takes the first turn and starts heading back to where my car might be. It's at this point I believe I think to look at my hand to see if it's normal, and to my extreme and utmost suprise, my hand is morphing. I can't really explain how it looks, but it switches from four fingers to more fingers to my hand again. I am in complete shock, but control myself as to not wake up. The car stops, I look around me through the windows. I am in a city, and in front of me are buildings, old buildings with billboards. Lots of people are out, walking around, I stare at some, some stare back at me. Words on the billboard change to nonsense to strings of sentences with no meaning. I am completely excited and happy I am lucid dreaming. I think I may have told the driver of the car this. It's infinite possibilities, just the thought of such is amazing. I wish I could share this feeling with people who nothing of it. It's like having your own world. Albeit hard to control at first.
Note: The driver of the car has a very worried and disgruntled look on his face for the entirety dream. This is the only expression I noticed and his face I can't remember or explain in detail.
I want to immediately test if I can do whatever I want. For some reason I look down at my feet and imagine something silly, and rather imagined just for the purpose of testing. My shoe slowly becomes a rainboot. It worked. But as I get out of the car, things began to lose context. I can only explain it as the foundation of 'reality' (reality being my dream) shaking. Breaking apart almost. My mind is shaking me awake, but not so easily. I try to hold my fantistic world together. The sun is shining. The driver gets out of the car, we are parked beside a streetlamp, in what appears to be the same location except closer to the buildings in front of us and now it's drizzling rain. Details change constantly. He runs into a house directly 100 feet or so in front of the car. So I follow. The house is vivid. I walk inside and there's a party going on. The living room is the first room as you walk in, I barge through past a dining table straight into a kitchen that is half-and-half the same room as the living room. At the end of the kitchen is a wall, a bulliten board with flyers and concert listings posted all over, in front of and below this wall are stairs leading to a basement. I follow the driver. In my mind, I am completely aware that my dream may fall apart at any moment. I am aware that time in the dream is considerably longer than real life, I began hurrying up despite this. I want to get back home. I walk down and pass some subconsious strangers, some look at me and some don't even notice me. I take a right into a room, it's got a fridge full of drinks, and two couches. I walk through that room and take another right into a different room where more people are. There is a table, a couch, and maybe a TV on the wall. I walk up to the table and try to fit in, allowing the atmosphere of the party to take over. Some people walk over and look at me and go over to some friends. I'm afraid someone will ask what I'm doing there and kick me out. I leave the room and go back to the room with the fridge. The couches are full of people. I sit down just to get up and open the fridge, I see many beverages. Root beer, Beer. At first what I think is orange soda, I grab to discover it's some sort of sparks drink. It's an assorted fruity alcholic beverage. Mandarin I believe. I grab it, and then I grab a bottle of coke, or something like that. I sit back down. I feel nervous, people look at me, someone asks why I grabbed two drinks. I don't see the driver anywhere. I leave the room and head back upstairs, where I bump into... the driver. I tell him I got to get outta here, and he stills looks quite disheveled. He nods yes. He almost seems too acceptant. I then ask him if he's here to guide me in my dream, he nods yes again. I run upstairs, now positive that I DO NOT want to wake up, that this cannot possibly even be a dream. I go to the living room, it is empty, there is a tv on, lights are dim, I go to the couch. There are piles of clothes laying all over. I remember stuffing things into a bag, trying to hurry to collect the two drinks and anything else I needed. It shouldn't have been that hard. I notice 5 dollars peeking out from someone's shirt, and I grabbed it. I hoped I could take it and use it in my dream, or hoping that when I awoke, I would still have the 5 dollars. I assumed the driver was back in the car. I open and leave the front door. It's raining out.

I am now back at home, and leaving my back door.It's raining out. I'm heading into my backyard. There is a car with it's headlights on parked beside a trailor, I run towards it. I know that my brother is inside with friends smoking, but I knock and ask anyway. A kid named AndyZ is driving. My brother pauses before answering but says yes. I say Alright, close the door and run back inside. I hear laughing from in the car before I'm inside.

From here, I appear at a river in Missouri. It is beautiful. It is quite shallow. My eldest brother grabs me and pulls me in further, much to my dismay. I yell and tell him this is why I hate this. He gets mad, stops struggling to bring me to the middle of the river and yells back before going on. I am with my entire family. The river beams with greens, blues and yellows reflecting off a sunset somewhere in the sky. I began a path upward the river beside the rocky and dirt-hilled side near the shore. The shore dissapears and to my side is only trees and stones, stones placed deliberatly. The sky is mighty and gorgeous. The trees fade, the river gets deeper. My dad is not far behind me. I feel like a young child in this part of my dream. I grab and climb above some rocks, getting out of the deep water that had me up to my neck and on my tip toes. These stones are smooth and like bricks but bigger. I climb above them as far as I can go, and look out on the other side. It is a dried out long strip of land. It is a mirror reflection of this river, except waterless. Abandoned construction vehicles sit stuck in mud, varying down the long stretch of mud and dirt.
I climb back down and walk along the stones until I reach a point where they no longer divide the two rivers. The river we are in slowly begins to dry out the farther we progress. This dream feels like days and days on end, we get to know people at stores in towns, but I don't remember how it ends. And I don't remember how I got there.

At some point it feels like I may have woken up in between the lucid and river dream. The river dream was not as controlled. It's hard to remember

First, let me get out the bits and pieces from assorted dreams I had throughout the night, most of which I've, unfortunately, forgotten.

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I remember coming home to my mother's house, just to find my cat sitting outside the door. We had apparently locked her out whenever we left to whatever we were doing.

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I'm driving to school with a female friend of mine. I mention how I haven't smoked in months. She hands me a joint. I thank her. I get out to school (It's actually my elementary school this time.) and realize I don't have a lighter to smoke it with. So I run around looking for someone who I think might have a lighter. I remember talking to somebody once, and they were shocked that I was actually going to smoke that here. I told them there was no way I was going to be in a class room for two hours (For some reason, we seniors had to go to our sixth grade teacher's classroom on the last day or something for some reason or another) without being high. I was just going to go smoke it in the bathroom, or something.

Unfortunately, the time got there that I had to go into the classroom. So, I go inside, and find, not surprisingly for a dream, rather than the people in my sixth grade class being there, just everybody from my senior class. We apparently have to take a test, too. I'm pissed, but can't do anything about it. Also, the teacher is a blonde in her thirties, rather than a raven-haired woman in her fifties, like my actual sixth grade teacher.

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Now on to the strip club!

So, I don't exactly remember what happened. We enter an auditorium, which is supposedly my high school's auditorium, but is much larger than that ever was. We've got the entire leadership class sitting on the right bleachers, and a DJ where the left bleachers are supposed to be, with the leadership class teacher in front. He announces something or the other about the strip club, and the leadership class claps as we have curtains go down, blocking out the DJ, the students, and the teacher.

Aaaaand now the auditorium turns into a strip club. I'm not sure how, I'm not sure when. I just know it does.

There's actually only six guys in the entire strip club. Me, two of my friends, A and B, two other random guys, and the bartender.

One or two girls are entertaining the two random guys. One of the other girls in the club (I think it might be a dance club, I'm not certain, actually.) comes up to me, grabs my crotch, and pulls me in for a make-out session. She drags me away from A & B onto the dance floor. Yep, it's a dance club. Anyways, I'm there with my martini (I'm not sure when I got the martini, I just know I did.) out on the dance floor with this chick (She's not even my type, really. I prefer cute over sexy, and she's got no cuteness. Plenty of sexy, but no cute.) and I'm dancing in my white boy style of dancing, but she doesn't seem to care, which pretty much convinces me she was paid to do this, or something like that. Anyways, as I'm finishing my martini, I notice that the dance is going to last only as long as my martini is still there. I finish it anyways, and the stripper/girl/whatever is transported into the martini glass as a miniature version of herself. I almost accidentally swallow her. I return the martini glass and the girl to the bartender.

At this point, the strip club ends, and the red velvet curtains are raised once more. I get a little freaked out, because I realize that everyone, the students, the DJ, the teacher, were sitting behind the curtains for that entire time. Anyways, the teacher disperses the proceedings. One of the kids in the leadership class, a friend of mine named N, walks up to me, and mentions a conversation I had with her sometime earlier in the dreamscape, about how one of my friends decided to smoke in her house. She says something about how my friends smoke in her house, and then use up all of her air freshener trying to hide the smell. This is about where I "wake up."

I think this is the first false awakening I've had. While not necessarily a REAL false awakening, since I didn't wake up in my bed, it's still a dream within a dream sort of thing.

So, I walk through the doors of the auditorium, again. It's sort of set up like the strip club. I do a double-take, and think, "Wait a minute, didn't I just dream this? Did I have a prophetic dream, or am I dreaming again?" Unfortunately, this second idea doesn't hit me, not just yet.

There are rows of seats set up. I figure it's some sort of awards ceremony. I go down to the back row, and see one of my friends, F. F was always a very... Forceful sort of guy. I tell him about the dream I had, and he's focused more on the fact that I said I had the dream "last night". I say "Fine, I had the dream the night BEFORE last night." He's like "No, (Jack), you had the dream THIS night."

Holy shit, I just thought of something. I think F was a DC trying to jar me into lucidity. Fuck, I'm dense.

After arguing with him a bit, I finally agree. I go forward through the middle to find my own seat. I eventually sit down, and the ceremony starts. I don't pay much attention to it.

Eventually, I forget exactly why, I decide to do an RC. I breathe out deeply, hold my nose shut, try to breathe in, and...

Feel cold air enter my lungs.

WELP.

Now, at this point, I'm not completely aware. I think it might have just been a fluke, or something. So I do another RC. I try to put my finger through my hand. While it doesn't go through, I notice I can't feel my fingers. I look at my hands. Five fingers on each, yeah... But they're morphing. Like, they're slowly but surely changing shape as I look at them.

Okay, okay, fine, my subconscious says, you're dreaming. Happy?

So, now I'm at low-level lucidity. I look back up at the stage, and see one of my friends, A (Not from earlier) up on stage in a one-piece black dress. Now, A isn't exactly the... Most slim of girls. In fact, it seems like the dress might fall off at any second. My id automatically seems to want to command the dress to fall, but my super-ego is like "no, no no. Let's just watch the dream. Let's not try to control it, because that's how we've lost lucidity before."

Too bad my lucidity barely lasted half a minute before I faded out. Oh well. I'll probably need to start remembering to rub my hands and stuff like that, if I want my lucid dreams to last longer.

07/19/10

I contemplate world domination/destruction. Fortunately for the planet, I still can't teleport.

Note: As of July 21, this is no longer true. Watch out, world.



I look down at my right hand and count my fingers. "One. Two. Three. Fourfivesixseveneightnine." I get distracted and start counting off random numbers, but I'm lucid by this point, and looking around.

Dream goals... right. I wanted to go to Walmart and open a portal to hell. No reason, I just thought it would be fun.

I try to shift to a new location, attempting to bring my companion along.

I wake up in bed. Except for the part where I'm still dreaming. I know it automatically, but I still do a quick count of my fingers. The ring and pinky fingers are alternately multiplying and fading out of existance, so that's normal.

I "wake up" again, but I still know I'm dreaming. I go outside and decide to along the sidewalk at a sprint, just to see how fast I can go. I run up a hill that doesn't exist in real life, surprised that I can actually feel a physical drag slowing me down.

I consider the possibility of using running as a reality check.

Fragments: I'm driving a Bentley. I'm either Crowley or Aziraphale from Good Omens. Something about one-ways and suburbs. Or maybe that's Suburban (the truck). I can't read my writing.

I find my keys. They're hanging from the doorknob of my bedroom.

False Awakenings. Scare Factor: 1.

I wake up. My keys are still missing. Damn you for giving me hope, Id.

I am sitting in a cafe which is a mix of our favourite Coffeeshop in Amsterdam and my favourite cocktail bar at home. The tables are small and round but I have never seen them before.
I see stairs going up to another level but I don´t know whats up there. I look at the cashier and its the girl from the coffeeshop. The seats are red and comfy so I lean back and look outside the window. On the way to the windows I can see my friends who are sitting at the minitables and rolling joints. Outside I can see a river going by, a gray street, a tree and a bike. The weather is cloudy and I am happy to be inside. Suddenly Dave is in front of me with his huge Mohawk and aviator sunglasses
"Hey man this is Netsky, our coder, the one everybody tries to hunt down"
This is very disturbing and I should have known that this is a dream by now but I cant control my dream. Netsky is a DnB DJ I sometimes listen to. Dave and my friends I have been to Amsterdam are part of the Team Germany Call of Duty team. The coder he was talking about is **** (censored because of ToS) who has been working with me on an illegal computer project. There is no connection at all.
I look at Netsky. He is small has long hair and looks kinda confused. He wears glasses, a grey shirt and a green faded jacket
"Hey man"
"Whatsup"
He sits down at my table and an awkward silence begins, I ask him if he wants to smoke with me but he refuses. I lean back and close my eyes when he suddenly tells me "Look at your watch man"
I lift my arm in front of my eyes and realize that its way too late
I open my eyes and check my real watch. F*CK its 7.35AM and my work starts at 8... Thanks Netsky or whoever you were.

23.07.2010

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NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID







Dream: Tearing it Down

★★★☆☆

There has been a recent strand of some kind of white powdery substance circulating the streets. People who take it are usually never heard from again. As it turns out, this stuff makes anyone into a demi-vampire whose uncontrollable transformation turns the unfortunate soul into a young girl (age ranging from the late teens to early twenties).

After unwillingly becoming one of these beings, I partake in some shenanigans whilst transformed, seducing an 'important' person in my old church, only revealing my true intent once I had gotten him into his car. He ran screaming, to my delight.

Afterwards, I'm conscripted by two true vampires and a small band of demis who reveal to me, along a tropical stone beach, the source of the white powder. Lining the ocean-side, as far as the eye can see, are oil-rig-like structures pounding the ground into a fine, magic dust and releasing pillars of smoky pollutants into the atmosphere.

We destroy everything, sparing no one.

Lucid Dream: Taking a Bite Out of Crime

★★★☆☆

Ridiculous people are being ridiculous.

Their ridiculousity triggers my lucidity, but everything is super hazy. I stabilize by grabbing something extra weird and purpley and then chomping down on it with mine mouth teeths. The rush of sensations is enough to pull me into the dream, and solidify my control.

I'm outside on a town street. Various shops and other places of interest frame the sidewalk. Some cars pass by on the intersecting street up ahead, but the few cars on this street, including one puke-green PT Cruiser, are parked in a parallel fashion.

Naiya shows up out of nowhere and we immediately stop a criminal using basic dream powers like TK, or something. After that, we hang out for a bit before I let myself wake up.

Really wish I could remember more of this one. =/

Fragments: Do You Remember That One Time At Band Camp?

★☆☆☆☆

Several fragments of me seeing Naiya in what I believed to be RL, and asking her about the dream from before, go here.

Dream: Into the Stratos!

★★★★☆

I have the pleasure of being pre-Shippuden Naruto and joining all the needless drama going on with Sakura. She gets upset and runs off, just before some bad dude comes and stops the squad from leaving. Sosuke tries to leave by fighting his way out, but gets put in his place quite handily.

Switching perspectives, I'm now myself, hanging out in tall grass for gods know what reason. But no matter, it's time. . .

Teleporting to the meeting location, I find Sakura standing there, wiping her face. I ask if she's ready to go; she nods. Taking her arm, I teleport to the next target. The kid--he couldn't be older than ten--sees me and waves. I motion to him and we all begin to run toward the ship. By now, they'd be looking for us.

Time was short, so I decided we needed to move faster. And what's faster than teleportation? Pulling the three of us together, I instantly transport everyone to my space cruiser. We get inside, I take the controls, and we take off.

Unfortunately, I have a lot of trouble getting the damn thing out of the atmosphere. I waste a lot of fuel, and burn out most of the ships engines, before switching to auto-pilot. At that point, I have to actually fuel the ship with my lifeforce in order to keep us all from plummeting to our deaths.

Now well on our way, but with me on the verge of death, Sakura is kind enough to transfer some of her life energy in order to keep me alive. But not until I ask nicely.

Dream: Adventure Time!

★★☆☆☆

Flying over Africa, I can't wait to explore the vast and exotic stretches of water below me. There were small basins, large bayous, medium sized lakes. So many environments to adventure through!

And adventure I did.

Dream: Beached

★☆☆☆☆

Hanging out in front of the beach-front property me and my friends were planning to stay at, I wait for them to show up. . .

Still waiting. . . . .

Maybe I should read this sign again?

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I thought that today I would go for another WILD try and lied down in my bed comfortable. I closed my eyes and repeated my mantra "i will remember my dreams tomorrow" about 100 times and started imagining my girlfriend. I create a dark room first so my brain isnt working too hard on this part. Starting from the shoes, over her jeans, top, face to how she smells, taste and what kind of voice she has. At this point I was already in SP and I knew that I couldnt even move my mouth if I wanted. So I am lying there and imagining her when she suddenly says "you are now dreaming" with not her normal voice but kinda female.
Suddenly I hear a birds voice and its really loud ad close to my ear. Something rams into my ear and I feel pain. When I turn 90° the dark room is gone and so is my girlfriend. I am standing in the middle of a huge grassland, the one I remember playing in my childhood. The grass goes up to my waist and I can feel it when I touch it, I can smell the wet earth and feel the sun burning down on me. It is summer and the wind goes through my hair. I look around and I see the exact scenario I have seen so many times..
I see a forest around 500m away from me and can hear birds singing in there. I focus on this scene to make it even more vivid.

I dont really know if at this moment I am dreaming or not. I know that my body is asleep and my mind is drifting away but I still can control everything without being 100% in the dream.
So I focus on my surroundings when suddenly something pops up right in front of my face and an incredible "RAWR" goes through the air.
A lion just popped out in front of me and I start running away... but after a few meters I somehow know that it wont harm me and stop running. After I return to the lion I go around and look at him. He is beautiful and really big. I have never seen a lion from near but its incredible vivid. I lift his pawn and can see the dry ad old skin, the mighty claws and feel the fur. Suddenly he rawrs again and I jump back again. So I stand there and look him in the eyes and suddenly a plane flies by (live near the airport so I heard it in reality). I look up and see a plane, look back into the eyes of the lion ad he is kinda sad. I jump up and start flying towards the plane. I land on one wing and look inside. I see a child waving to me and I wave back smiling. I decide to go inside but I have no other idea but ripping off the roof of the plane. So I am standing inside and looking around. I can smell the airplane smell and can feel the seats. I go around and touch all the peoples hair when I suddenly decide that this is boring adn decide to fly back to the lion. Back down there I remember about dream guides and decide to find out if the lion is my DG. I crouch in front of him and ask.
"Are you my dream guide" and look in his huge brown eyes but he gives no answer. I stand up and walk around him "Dont take it personal but I dont even like lions..." He rawrs at me softly. "Alright alright" I look in the forest and decide to go there. While going there I turn around and see the lion walking behind me and somehow I smile. In the forest I look around and can see a crystal clear lake, can smell the earth and tress and hear the birds singing. When I turn around I see a house made of wood which I have never seen before.
I look at the lion and ask him "Is my dream guide in there?" No answer.
I go around the house and touch the wood its made off, it looks old but somehow the resin is still new.
I put my hand on the knob and can feel the cold metal in my hand when suddenly something loud knocks
I realize its from real life and I know its my mum, she tells me to open the door... I try to ignore her but she knocks again...
I look at the lion and can see how sad he is but there is no time for good bye words... I start running through the forest and through the grass. I can feel bushes and trees hitting me in the face and body with their branches as I fight back to the surface...

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Note: Tonight I fell asleep with some very ambitious goals including checking to see if L will leave Asuka alone if she goes out, dream view a dream MoSh had quite a while ago where he was speaking with don Juan, sharing a DDO dream with Tigress, finding and doing another healing spell on Xildron, tasks of the year… the list of my goals just seems to go on and on… I fell asleep with my light / sound machine and successfully slipped into a WILD…

I found myself in a very familiar setting standing in the front yard of MoSh's house in his inner world. I went right up to the door without any hesitation, I wanted to get going on my goals. I knocked on the door and MoSh answered it. He was smiling when he saw me and he opened the door to let me in. When I looked around the room I saw Asuka sitting in the living room watching something on television. I walked over to Asuka and looked to see what she was watching, there was nothing actually on the television and I wondered why Asuka was staring at a blank screen. As if on cue, Asuka got up and came over to me, she said she was ready to go out and see that L had gotten the picture that he needs to leave her alone. I asked her where she wanted to go this time, it really should be somewhere she would be likely to go on her own. She said she knew of a mountain spring that was very relaxing. She said it was a place where she hoped to take MoSh someday so they could relax there and have some time to themselves. She said she was waiting until he started remembering her more consistently, though. After fusing with Asuka by using the fusion amulet she opened a portal and we went through it as one person.

The other side of the portal was a beautiful place. There was a crystal clear pool of water with colorful flowers growing on the surface of the water, numerous lily pads dotted the surface of the water as well. Colorful butterflies were flitting around near the shores of the pool, and there were even some butterflies out on the lily pads farther out in the pool.

It really was a very peaceful scene. I could see why Asuka would want to spend some time alone there with MoSh. I just let Asuka go where she wanted to go since she knew this place and liked it, and she waded into the water a bit. The water was very pleasant, and there were small fish tickling my feet. We spent quite a bit of time there wandering around the place, exploring all the hidden areas to find what wonders might be found there. We spent so much time there that I was beginning to wonder if the dream was going to end without L showing up… that would be a good sign that he had learned something from the last time he had kidnapped Asuka. After spending a bit longer there, Asuka said she was ready to go home… but first she wanted to go into the water in her own body, because the water here is so wonderfully refreshing and she couldn't feel it as well when fused with someone else. So we separated right there. Asuka swam out into the water still in her kimono which floated out beside her in an ethereal way. She sank beneath the surface of the water.

I had turned away from Asuka for only a short time to take a closer look at some of the beautiful flowers, to go over to them and smell them. The flowers were beautifully fragrant, and their fragrance was also very relaxing. I was smelling the flower when I heard some sounds from behind me. I turned around just in time to see there was a pair of tendrils were reaching through a portal and wrapped around Asuka, pulling her towards the portal. Wtf? I chased after her as she disappeared through the portal, jumping out over the pool of water and reaching to grab hold of Asuka's leg as she was disappearing through the portal. Then the portal was gone. I was yelling at an empty sky to give Asuka back right now, you yellow bellied bastard. My first thought was that L had come after Asuka again, well he would pay for that… I focused on opening a portal to follow Asuka to wherever she had been taken, then I flew through the portal ready to kick the ass of whoever I found on the other side.

I emerged from the portal in a world that looked like it was entirely made up of crystal formations. There was a sun shining brightly in the sky and rainbows were reflecting off of many of the crystal formations that made up the landscape. It was really a very beautiful place that I wouldn't have minded visiting if I hadn't been following after Asuka… Things being as they were, however, I didn't take time to notice the beauty of the place. I looked around for any sign of Asuka having had been through there recently. The fact was that I didn't see any sign of human life anywhere let alone Asuka… some very shiny butterflies were flitting around the crystal formations just as the ones near the mountain spring had been flitting around the flowers there. I called out to Asuka a couple of times, scanned for any trace of her, and I found nothing. I was in the wrong place! I wasn't sure how I had managed to get to the wrong place, but I tried the portal again.

I exited this portal to find myself about five feet in the air over a pool of rancid water. I wasn't ready to be in the air, so I fell right into the disgusting water which reminded me of sewer water. It was disgusting! It smelled bad, it was covered with a thick layer of slime, although the area around it didn't look contaminated or anything. It was just a typical stagnant pool of water. I paid about as much attention to the foul water as I had to the beautiful crystals, I flew back out of the pool and scanned the area for Asuka, for any trace of Asuka. Once again I could not find any sign that Asuka was there or that she had ever been there, at least not recently. Whoever had taken Asuka, I was on a wild goose chase, somehow they were making it so my portals weren't getting me to her! I was getting pissed at ending in the wrong places. I landed on dry land, felt like I was going to wake up when I didn't want to, so I dilated time. Something was keeping me from tracking down Asuka, and the first person on my list of suspects was still L, so instead of focusing my portal to follow Asuka I focused it on going to L's inner world. There was a bit of resistance when I tried opening the portal but it was nothing I couldn't easily overcome.

This time when I exited the portal I was in L's inner world, near his pool where I usually appear. I scanned the area for Asuka again, and I knew right away I had found the place she had been taken. I approached the house to see if they were in there, Asuka's energy frequency was still around the place from her last visit so it was a bit harder to tell which signals were more recent. When I headed for the house, however, Kanmuri came from around the corner of the house and pointed towards a building I hadn't noticed before. She said if I was looking for Asuka, L had taken her in there and insisted on being left alone, and when she had just peeked in out of curiosity L had gotten so pissed off at her… she said she didn't know what was going on in there. That was clearly where I had to go next, though.

I followed a path to the building which appeared to be a guest house, and though the path was very pleasant and beautiful with trees and flowers around it, now it seemed like a path descending into a nightmare. I didn't want anyone to see my approach so I used the song Of Wolf and Man by Metallica to change my form into a small blue bird since there were many similar birds around the area. I flew over to the guest house and landed on a window sill. I looked in through the window and I saw both Asuka and L, and I immediately wanted to kill L slowly and painfully. Asuka was sitting on a couch with no restraints or anything to keep her from leaving, but she was staring off into space with a blank expression on her face. She was also quite bruised and she was crying.

L was sitting beside her with his arm around her, had he been the one who had beaten her? He had wanted to take Asuka with him so he could beat her? Or had he done that out of anger over the torturing she (I) had given him last night? An unforeseen backlash of that tactic, making L want to get revenge for the pain she (I) had put him through.

I no longer cared about being unnoticed, instead I changed back to my normal form, my Assassin form, and kicked the front door of the guest house open, it slammed open with a loud crash that made L jump about three feet in surprise. Asuka didn't respond. I used telekinesis to slam L against the wall hard enough to put cracks in it, I asked him what the fuck he had done to Asuka, why was she like that, what had happened. He sniffed the air and said someone sure stank… I said it was him who stank even though I was pretty sure he was referring to the stink of the rancid water that was still on me. I demanded again to know what he had done to Asuka. He said he had just been playing games with her, those games that she seemed to like so well, it seemed she didn't like them anymore. He was laughing the whole time he said that, so I pounded the laughter out of him by slamming him around the room some more using telekinesis and I ended up slamming him right through one of the interior walls into the bathroom where I made sure his face landed in the toilet, actually he hit the toilet hard enough to crack the bowl… the icing on the cake was when raw sewage backed up from the pipe below and washed over L…

I looked over at Asuka, who had still not responded to anything that had happened. She seemed to have not noticed L getting thrown around the room, she hadn't noticed me yelling at him, she hadn't noticed him going through the wall or getting covered with sewage… I went over to Asuka, who didn't respond to my presence, but when I went to help her stand up she was very compliant to that. I focused on healing her injuries, I would do more healing on her once I had her somewhere safe. If she would snap out of this strange trance for anyone, that person would be MoSh. I opened a portal to get to MoSh's inner world and led Asuka through it.

I carefully helped Asuka out of the portal into the front yard of MoSh's house. I led her up to the front door with ease, she was offering no resistance, but she was also not reacting to the change in location. What the fuck had that asshole done to her to make her this unresponsive? We reached the front door and I opened it to find MoSh was right inside, he had been about to open the door. He asked what had happened, what was wrong with Asuka, who had done that to her, what had they done to her… I said I didn't know what had been done to her, but it was L who had done it. I told MoSh that L had shown up and kidnapped Asuka to take her… MoSh interrupted, asking how could I just let L have Asuka? I continued to tell MoSh that she had been taken, I had tracked her down to L's inner world and when I got to her she had been like this, worse in fact, it looked like L had been beating her. MoSh said something about a picture being real, and it had happened because I had let L take Asuka… what picture? He took Asuka into his arms and said something about so many men… so many men? I had only seen L… I told MoSh that Asuka needed healing, and he said any fool could see that. I said I would help him heal her, but he just glared over at me, he said Asuka didn't need any more of my help, I had clearly 'helped' her more than enough. He said they didn't need that kind of help. He slammed the door before I could say anything else.

I paused, I wanted to go inside and try to explain things to MoSh, but he was right… I was supposed to have been protecting Asuka, not just letting L walk off with her to do whatever he wanted to her… if I'd just been more careful she wouldn't have gotten taken, L wouldn't have done whatever it was he did to her… Maybe I should send Basara back over to do some healing on Asuka, who clearly needed it. How was she doing now that she was with MoSh? I walked around to the side of the house and peeked in through a window to see if I could find the two of them. First I saw Asuka's clothes tossed carelessly aside in the room. Then I saw Asuka was sitting naked in a corner of the room and I could see MoSh trying to get her to come out. Asuka wasn't responding to him, she had her knees pulled up to her chest, making herself as small as possible, and she was crying. That was because of what L had done to her, whatever he had done it must have been pretty awful to leave her in such a state. Seeing her like that made me want to hurt L, and hurt him bad, really bad.

So now it was time for L to pay, and the price was high. I opened a portal back to L's inner world and went through it looking to draw some blood. Kanmuri was standing near my portal when I got there, I asked her where L was, where was that foul piece of shit hiding, because I had some business to discuss with him… Kanmuri asked what was going on, she asked what had been wrong with Asuka when I had brought her out from the guest house? She had figured L was in there trying to coax Asuka into bed with him and probably epic failing at that, he wouldn't have hurt her, would he? I scanned the area for L and found him in the main house, I headed straight for him with Kanmuri following after me. She wouldn't shut up. L didn't hurt Asuka, did he? She said she knows he can be an ass sometimes, but she couldn't see him actually doing anything to hurt Asuka… he's too crazy about her… I told Kanmuri, focusing a bit too much of my anger on her, that I didn't know what L had done to Asuka, but he had definitely hurt her, and he'd hurt her bad. Kanmuri stopped and had a shocked look on her face as she watched me go into the house.

I found L in the living room kicked back on the couch as if nothing was wrong in the world, and that just pissed me off more. He looked up at me and smiled, he said it was so nice to see me again. He said if I wanted him all to myself, he could have said so instead of coming in and stealing Asuka. That was it, I was much too pissed off for words. All I could feel inside was unstable dark energy, but I didn't make any effort to control it, I just let it do what it wanted. The shadows in one corner of the room came to life as a swarm of scarab beetles each the size of a golf ball.

I used telekinesis to hold L still long enough for the bugs to get on him. The scarabs didn't stay still long enough for L to get them off, they immediately burrowed their way into L's skin, tunneling through his flesh as he was screaming in pain. I could see the moving bumps of the scarabs underneath L's skin, and he was apparently desparate to get rid of them as he tore through his own skin to get to one of the scarabs and pull it out. He threw the bug on the floor and stomped on it. So he had gotten rid of one of about ten bugs that were now tunneling through his flesh… several of which were in places he could not hope to reach. He was yelling at me or someone else to get those things out of him, get them OUT! While L was writhing on the floor in pain I was kicking him as hard as I could, anything to make him pay for what he had done… I'm not sure how long he was writhing and trying to reach the scarabs under his skin, how long I was kicking him before he was finally still, there was blood coming out of his mouth… and finally I woke, not really wanting to remember the events of this dream…

I was out in the ocean with a bunch of my friends. They were visiting me for the first time in Australia and they were all from a different country. I don't know who they were, only that they were my only friends
We were snorkelling for a while, and I think that we were also hunting fish or something. And then one of the guys saw a shark. I was like "Holy fucking shit, it's a shark, I'd better get out of there fast! C'mon guys you better follow!"
But they didn't seem to hear me :/
And I think because it was their first time over here, they didn't realise how deadly they can be. So they kept trying to hunt it down. And there wasn't just one shark, there were a few. I swam to the boat on the edge as quick as I could. The guy in the boat was as horrified as I was.

The next thing I remember, I was inside some shed, knowing that I was going to hear some horrific news about the shark and my friends. The man from the boat poked his head around the shed door. Everyone had died
I was so devastated and I think I was crying, but I can't really remember.
I felt so lonely because they were my only friends. I also remember going to their funeral.
I should've done a reality check here.

Then there was a second part where we also went snorkelling. RH was there, and she was with KE.
I remember pretty clearly the snorkelling underwater part. I should've reality checked here too to see if I could breathe underwater. Actually, on second though maybe that's not such a good idea, because that wouldn't go down to well IRL.
There was some little kid with us and he was questioning me about the different parts of the snorkel. I told him that the mouthpiece of the snorkel mask was called "kappa" in Swedish, like the English word "coat", which I guess is wrong lol but it was correct in my dream

This is my first entry since I took a hiatus. I just graduated school and have started a new job with a hopefully more structured sleep schedule (college hours were all the over the place!). Here's my entries of the last few days...

7/19/10
Character who is not me (kinda fat, Mexican ...how that happened is anyone's guess cause i'm the definition of skinny white girl) is part of a world with this American cartoon and vampires. Vampires want to kill the cartoon who is the king/leader of the land. There is some hildary…and somehow it ends up on 4 wheelers across the desert.
Right before I wake up I’m back at college and wondering around, following this kid after class. He’s a freshmen and not letting me catch up to him walking. I get distracted by a student council charity and sit down to enjoy pizza and salad, which I sorta hog cause there isn’t enough…

yeah, like that one wasn't freaky...i did the whole DJ thing last year for a couple weeks and remember dreams started to make more 'sense' after i got better at recalling, let's hope that happens here...


7/20/10
Ah, it's my birthday...oh exciting now that i've already turned 21 and nothing (in terms of #'s to look forward too..at least i got more the dream this time

#1
I all got is the tail end of the last one.. it Was dealing with me at a friends house…sorta. Now I remember it started out with this insane murder of a super hero and I was one of the culprits, but I was taking the place of one of the heros. I remember thinkning that I would throw the others under the bus when the cops found out and sure enough they did. It took place in a back alley maze of sorts.

# 1.5?
The next part, me fleeing, ended up with me on this polar artic trip where this time I was myself, accompanied by my aunt and uncle. We went to this shop that sells things and my uncle bought me an airplane made out of the leather and a SUV as well…I don’t remember it being weird at the time. It was actually a quite awesome care. Later on I was driving through a snow storm and going ‘suckas’ to the other lame metal cars.

Right before the alarm!
The last shot is me in one of my best friends house and she says something like “then it goes like…” throwing her arms up. At that exact moment my alarm goes off…go figure.


7/21/10

I think I lost it trying to get up and write it down…I only have one shot of a woman telling me something…I think I was at least myself..it maybe have been dealing with acquiring stuff.


7/22/10
Finally on today...i actually didn't sleep in my house, but was at a friend's place so i had another practice round of scribbling the dream down when i woke up...let's see if i can read my handwriting:

We were setting up a medieval event (part of a club...this is normal) and I was doing scrolls beforehand (again, completely normal...it's a art project of sorts). As always I was getting stressed out. I was with my friend Cheryn and we were complaining about the scrolls and such. I finally realized I didn't to do any of them except for one.

The theme of the entire was ducks...which is only semi-strange. My friends, Alena and Katie were setting it up for our friend Conner, even though he probably wasn't going to show. They were in the back making duck-based dishes for the feast...i actually found feathers in the bathroom as part of the decor

I remember smelling/seeing some really awful-looking food. That's about it from the dream.

★★★

Market

vague dream of reluctantly going to a market with my brother.


WTF

first part I'm in some room looking at a graph on the wall. Some guy goes up to me and says it's about a book. He says the book is about dreams and it goes way beyond what Castaneda wrote about. He then sits me at a table and shows me another chart he tells me it's vital to remember what's on there. He looks like the painter guy from my other dreams.

Later him, some people and Cheryl are at the same table doing a seance in low light. Suddenly a door swings open and the lights go on. I can feel a heavy presence in the room. I suddenly feel dizzy and something knocks me to the side. I become lucid as the dream fades out. I hit SP a bit and try to DEILD but I automatically turn over in bed.

just wrong

I'm in some dark hallway in a basement. I am looking through some pictures. They are all disgusting. In one I see asuka with shorter hair surrounded by a bunch of horny men that look like they are about to jump her. In another pic i see a bunch of guys having a gay orgy. In another pic i see a bunch of men in a bathroom stall, they are piled on top of someone. In the last picture i see a pretty graphic picture of a transvestite having sex with some man... her face is hideous.

I enter a room and see pictures like the ones i saw before spread on a table. Around the table is some asian guys with playing cards. I also see cash on the table. For some reason i want to gamble with them. I wonder if I have enough so i inspect the bills and see they are $200 plus. I figure i don't have enough. I spot commander riker from star trek sitting at the table. I ask himwhat the rules of the game are. He says no one is supposed to know the game until they sit down and play. I shrig and say that's unfair and then I leave.

Ghost hunting again

i am in my basement. I enter a room where my brother is sleeping. It's empty but i see he left things in the closet. I feel a strong presence in the room, so i consider sleeping in the room to see if it comes after me. But for some reason I leave the room and a voice tells me that a rock that my brother bought at the market had a spirit in it. He brought it to my house and now the spirit is loose.

I was in an arcade. Not sure if my sister was there, but I thought that I saw her out of the corner of my eye. Anyways, instead of putting coins into the machines, they used gumballs. I remember walking up to the front counter and I saw a small gumball dispenser, like the onces you see in grocery stores.

Ok so I thought that today would be a great day to start my dream journal because I had a really unique experience last night. I've been putting this off for like weeks so i'll be adding a couple dreams i wrote down after this too. I've waited all day so I can't remember all of the dream but before bed, we got a call from a family friend who is a self-proclaimed psychic. She said that my grandfather that she never knew personally, (and who died 2 weeks ago) had been bugging her for 4 days. She asked a lot of questions and said a lot of things but what's important is that she told me i'd be getting a visit from him in a dream. Lo and behold, it happened. I remember thinking i had woken up (on the top bunk which is contradictory; would have been a great time for RC. Oh well.){Is there a word for falsely waking? can't remember} and seeing a piece of paper taped to the ceiling. It had a poem on it in grandpa's handwriting and on the back it had a small personal note signed by him. During the dream I could vividly make out the writing but I have since forgotten it. This is funny because I had sort of told my grandpa (spoken out loud to the air) that I didn't really wanna see him personally in a dream because it would freak me out. He was always so considerate...