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regular dreams: 7-24-10

The Ghost

I don't remember all the details to this dream since I didn't write it down right after I woke up so some of this might be guessing.

I had a picture of something that someone gave me... I'm not sure what it was. I think it was painted by Charlie, who was now dead. I remember being really scared, like I just needed to get this picture off my hands. In one part of the dream, I appeared to be in a house with my mom and sister. It was haunted by the ghost of this Charlie person. I didn't believe in ghosts, but I started to change my mind throughout the course of this dream(until I woke up). I remember in one scene me and my sister were in this really small bedroom with plain white walls and a bed. On the floor there was a doll that appeared to be walking. It freaked me out and I knew that it was the ghost of Charlie.

There was a lot more to this dream and it was really scary but I forgot most of it..


Criss Angel At My Door

Criss Angel and his manager were going around the block and ringing people's doorbells to give them fliers for something. Criss came to my door quite often, and I was really excited because I wanted to talk to him. But when he came over, all he did was say like one thing to me and then leave before I got a chance to talk to him. Then his manager came up to me and gave me this orange brochure.. I don't know what it was for but I don't think it related to Criss in any way..


Huge Theater

Me and my friends were at a screening of the Hannah Montana movie(who knows why..). I even think that I was hanging out with some of the people from the show The Buried Life. It wasn't even opening day but the theatre was packed. We were in this HUGE theatre. It was like 6 times the size of a normal one and the screen stretched all the way above our heads, like an IMAX theatre, only bigger, but the seats were all on the same level of ground, instead of a normal theater with seats on different levels. I wanted to sit close to the front but we ended up sitting in the back. Apparently it didn't matter though, because when a preview came on, it was amazing how we could see everything perfectly from the back row. It was really cool, even if it was a Hannah Montana movie. After the preview, the screen went black again. The actual movie was going to start in about 5 minutes. I started walking around and then saw Nikky, sitting by a bunch of random people. I saw a bunch of open spaces in the middle, where the seats were wooden(or maybe the seats were wooden everywhere..). I asked her if she wanted to sit in the middle with me and she agreed. I wondered why she would even want to see this movie... I woke up before the movie started.

Blair and I were at the beach. We were not actually on the beach, but right next to the beach in a city. As we were walking, there was a since of something bad happening in the air. You could just feel it. It also looking very stormy and windy.

So as were walking down the sidewalk next to the street, a loud noise explodes over my head. I could feel the pressure that came from the sound and it knocked me over right there on the street. Another reason it knocked me over because I was scared and I was a tad bit embarrassed that I fell over right on the street.

So I look up in the air to see what was the reason for this loud blast. It was a large plane flying very low. Everyone started to scream and whatnot because the plane was heading right for a building. It was very scary, but as it hit the building, it kinda of just bounced off like a paper airplane! Everything got quite and it almost seemed like no one was surprised by this. Then a second one came, but much smaller. It did the same thing: hit the building and bounced off. No once found this weird except me! So we continued walking.

It was still stormy weather, and we wanted to find something to do. So we walked over to a zoo that was here at the beach. We walked into the front were the ticket office was it was under this big awning were a bunch of que lines were. I walked up and a lady that worked at the zoo was holding some sort of big, brown, slow monkey. I didn't say anything, but overheard here talking to a man that was questioning her. The lady was talking about whether or not the could open up some of the main exhibits because a lot of the animals were scared of the storm.

So we left and continued to walk down the road. There was a little "fold-up" table on the side of the sidewalk in the little grass patch and there were three guys sitting around it. Blair walks up to them and starts talking to them and asking question, but I did not here what she was asking. The guys were laughing and I heard one of them say, "How can you talk to us like that and stick your butt out like that when your boyfriend is right there!" This made me angry so I started walking. A fight between us ensued.

We went home, but for some reason it wasn't a beach house, but rather the house in Rolseville. We went to bed, but in different beds ( I don't know where she slept.) The next morning I woke up, and on the stairs there was a cake. On top of it, it had written, "Happy Birthday Daniel!" Blair had made this for me because she was sorry for what she did. I did not find it weird that is was NOT my birthday, and in fact my birthday is coming in no time soon!

Left 4 Dead

I was playing the powder game on my computer, while my parents were having some discussion in the background. I was messing around with dust and ice and then lava in the powder game, but then the lava started to glow brightly. This happened for a few seconds, and then the powder game turned into oecake, and there was greenish goo spewing everywhere in oecake. I was wondering why this was happening, so I used the move tool, and suddenly the background disappeared and there was a sewer full of left 4 dead zombies. Somehow, I was transported into this sewer, so my immediate reaction was to light all the zombies on fire, because I thought I was awake, but then I lost my lucidity. After all the zombies burned up, there was this weird ball, that was all nasty and was skin color but had these two dark patches, and between them a really nasty incision. My mother (but looked different) appeared in this sewer and began swimming. Then another tank spawned (giant zombie figure), and I tried to light it on fire, but this time with the weird ball. All it did was turn into a flashlight, but it did nothing to deter the tank. I began swimming to the place where I had initially burned all the zombies, but for some reason I was really slow and my mother was even slower. The tank also was really slow, and just stared at us as he slowly got closer. Then my mother made some sort of realization that it was bad, because she was like "You're a cougher, you're a smoker, you're a shrieker!" (Dave Matthews band?) and the tank was just nodding slowly the whole time. My mom started blocking me from accessing the platform, at which point I realized that this was indeed a dream, because I realized I had a false awakening. So then I decided to wake up, and I did.

[Dream in blue.]
[Lucid in red.]
[Nightmare in pink.]
[Non-dream in normal.]



I'm going to start making more of an effort, I swear. Although, I've had around 4 lucids lately. Forgotten them now, but ah, well. I had a stressful few weeks.

The last dream I recall clearly was one I had a few days ago. I was a mom, with a daughter of 6 or 7 months. I was fiercely protective of her, although, she had no name that I recall (Lennie? Maybe??). I had to keep changing her, but I didn't mind.

Her diapers were made of Lavitera leaves - a plant I'm allergic to - but even that didn't stop me.

I left her with Joy, our neighbour, briefly, and rushed to her side when I got back.

I was so attached and when I woke up I almost cried. Spent the next two days longing to be a mother.

I'm 17. Wtf!

this one was kinda thrilling lol. i only remember being in my living room, the furniture is the same, but the people are in different places. my stepdad is outside, taking the dogs out, when he suddenly tries to open the door and get the dog in as fast at possible. he doesn't make it in time and this brown dog runs inside, barking. i jump up and run over and hit it, kick it, and yell at it. it tries to bite me, i think it gets a finger, not sure, but i just kept hitting it. it left after i hit/kicked it some more. thats all i remember

1. I remember thinking that I was able to transport myself through space and time at will, since space-time was not linear. Many of my friends were making fun of me for this, and were interrupting my concentration while trying to transport. Eventually, I managed to transport from my old high school in California to my current bed in Rhode Island, and had what I guess could be considered a "False Awakening", even though I never "Woke up".

2. My mom had confiscated my computer for some sort of wrong-doing I had committed, but absolutely refused to tell me what the wrong-doing was. Everybody else seemed to know, but nobody was telling me what it was. (Note: This was at my old old house. Everybody was in the garage.) Every time I asked what I had done, mom just got more and more pissed at me for asking questions. Eventually, my sister-in-law explained to me that (And this is where it gets ick) they found some of my semen on the bathroom floor. I try to explain to them that I only ever masturbate in the shower, with the doors closed, so that all of that would be washed down. They don't believe me.

3. I'm with my mom, at her job at... McDonalds. She actually works at Red Robin, so I don't know. I'm waiting for her to get off work, or something. I'm sitting at a table that is incidentally sat down at by two black ladies looking for something to eat. My mom comes over as their server. (Servers at McDonalds? Yeah, don't ask.) She asks them if they want their special today, which looks like a pizza with little pizzas on top, but for some reason my dream-mind kept telling me it was a pie.

The one to the right of me wants one, and the one to the left of me wants one too. My mom notices that the one to the left also has a salad (Which actually looks like a salad-pie, too). My mom then asks her if she wants the Baseball Deal. She'll get the pizza-pie thing, the salad-pie thing, some other food items, AND a ticket to the (Insert whatever baseball team name it was here) game, all for just 6.99 (Of course, it being a dream, this number changed often. I didn't notice anything strange, unfortunately. It went from anywhere from 700 dollars, to 3 dollars, to 14 dollars.)

4. It feels like a sort of city-building game. I remember at first I'm connecting roads around this really rural town. I remember constructing a two-lane high way (Or was it four-lane?), and trying to build a road-connection just to find out that a rocky area is blocking it, then realizing that there was a road leading out to pretty much nowhere, and deconstructing it. It's strange. I think it's a frontier town, or something. I go back to the docks of the town, and realize that it would probably be best to construct a city on the docks, first, that can spread out to the more rural, desolate areas. However, I realize that the only industry that could be supported in the dock town would be either fishing or oyster-gathering. I use the menus (Where the menus are, I have no idea.) to check out oyster locations. There are none. I check out fishing. A moderate amount of fishing spots, enough to get something started.

I go into a sort of first person close up view, with two people, I think one is my uncle, standing by me. I go through the town that has spontaneously appeared at the dock area (But, of course, to my mind, has always been there.) and look for places to put fishing docks up. Unfortunately, everything seems to be taken up by industrial docks and tourist docks.

I remember at one point I thought I found a good spot, but it was a swimming hole, and thus I couldn't build there.

Everything was slightly reminiscent of Tropico 3.

I slept at my cousin's house tonight. I did not have a lot of sleep. but I do remember one distinct dream.

I appeared on the deck to my grandma's house. Oddly, this time, it was in the back of the house. I remember this was the reunion of my mom's family. I saw everyone there, going in and out of the house. To get in the house, they walked through the wall. There was also a grill on the deck. It seemed to be a mix of my grandma's deck and my pop's deck. I saw my aunt, and she tried to punch me. I luckily blocked it. She told me that she was preparing me. Who knows what that means.

Everyone was eating at the table, and I said I was not hungry. Everybody gave me the death.

I appeared in my room, and I watched TV for a while. My room was somehow in my grandma's house. My closet was exactly the same.. Even everything inside. I decided to clean it. My cousin who doesn't exist was in my room. It was hot out, because I remember he was shirtless. Oddly, he was wearing long pants. I ignored him. My mom came into the room, although it was locked, and she yelled at me. I closed the door. My cousin refused to leave, so I continued to clean out my closet.

So I was being followed by a giant Tsunami wave. At some points I was on a beach. After going to numerous different places I found myself cowering on a bookcase with my younger brother.

I sat in the back seat to the right. My mom sat on the left side and my dad probably at the driver's seat to the left. It was pretty dark outside. My brother was in the car too I think. We stopped next to a girl/woman which was a mess. I opened my door and asked her if she needed help. She didn't respond. I noticed her hands were tied behind her back with some cheap wire. She was a mess. Then a crazy man ran to us and I figured she had been raped and had fled. The man was bald and totally nuts. He looked kind of like a Nazi and he had a knife or some weapon. I think my brother and dad ran out to distract him. They ran in a circle behind the car.
I acted. My mom didn't do a thing. I climbed over her and then jumped into the driver's seat. I managed to get the car going. I drove left and turned so I faced the mad man. He ran towards me. I drove forward and he bounced up on the windshield and landed on the roof.

The next dream was set at the same place. Will and I were going to take a bus (I've been at his place on "Öland" for a week and we took the bus.) but we realized that very late. There was a big stair like in Rocky when he trains and then the bus was between two small hills with trees on. We saw the bus and Will said like "Isn't that our bus?" and I was like "Yeah, shit!" and we ran. I did something with my feet so I could "slide" down the stairs and then I gained a lot of momentum so I "flew" over a big table down the stairs and then I had to turn right to the bus. Will made it there before me so we were safe.

I also had a cool first person CS game with some friends. It wasn't really CS but it was awesome. They were much more experienced than me. I did something awesome though. I balanced a thing which was going to crush you in the beginning (hard to explain) and ran with that thing. Like walking with a ladder. I looked like a transformer. Well a lot of pretty cool and strange fighting scenes. I had a cool knifing fight.
I told one of the guys earlier that I had dreamed about him and that he had been awesome in the dream (not sex). I had that dream a couple of days earlier and he had sat in a corner of a aircraft and shot like 6 people in the head with a pistol. Then I told him that in this dream...
Later in the CS dream I was going to remake the game but I was too noobish. Another game started. It was Diablo related. It told a story and it was really lame but still cool that I created it (It was pictures with speech). It was a little boy and his father talking. The father told the little boy that he could play high up in a tree or something. The boy said that mom didn't want him to play up there. The father told him it would be their secret. The boy smiled and climbed up. Then in the next picture he was all like he had been dead for 20 years(zombie) and was hanging by the throat between two branches. His mom and dad were the same and his mother became demon like and had claws. She raged and and turned the father into a beast. A werewolf. That's how the werewolves lore played out in my mind.

NOTES

On a beach... Hanauma Bay... Is Cygnus here? Cygnus? Cygnus!

He's in a treehouse... ok.

I see a weird totem pole with an owl at the top.

Weird.

I climb it, and stand up on it. Cygnus?

A man appears.

I am not Cygnus. I am Mancon.

You are?

Well, I am his Dream Guide, but my name is Mancon.

Ok, this is confusing...

Anyway, I am Horus, I am Pueo, Owl God, Hawk God...

here I am to grant you... LUCIDITY.

Everything gets vivid and bright, and I fall down a wormhole into a black void.

NOTES

In a strange fictional town.

A well.... A strange bearded blue man with a blue head...

Are you Ian?

No, he's down there...

I go down the well.

What are you doing?

I am trying to find the Point at the End of the Universe! It's the smallest particle, and oldest particle in the universe.

Ah, I will go with you!

We fly through time and space, and find a tiny little black dot. We look at it closely.

The Progenitor, the Mother of All.

We witness the Big Bang, but more like an explosion of Life rushes past me.

I feel ecstatic and amazed.

end dream

ok this was my second night of journaling, I remembered way more... so much that I'll just give a brief overview. I'm not really sure which parts were part of the same dream cause I remember waking up a few times in between.

1) Remember smoking pot with a high school friend and then him taking me to a sports club in the town I grew up in. He has organized 2 sets of twins for us to have sex with and so we do but it's not an intense experience more like just a third person experience or something with no sensation. Later I remember us having had a meal and I had to do the dishes under an outside faucet. Then we leave and go to another part of town which is in another country - could have been India. Lots of kids crowd around us and an adult throws me in the back of the head with a rock, it doesn't hurt so I just let it pass. I walk down a corridor with two of my other school friends until we get to a certain point where the one leading tells the other friend that he can't come any further. I get the feeling we're going to a room where we can get crack. (all these friends are from my drug addicted teen years). I either wake up or can't remember anymore.

2) I travel from the same sports club with the 1st friend complaining how expensive that sports club is. My Father is there and this is the place (in my dream) where he hangs out so I feel like I'm dissing him and his friends.

3) I'm at my childhood home and lots of my extended family are there, at some point they are kicking a soccer ball around in the living room. I notice some other random kid form my high school years is also there. I notice that I am in my underwear so I grab a blanket and go to my parents room to sort out some clothing issues. My father is sleeping in his room and I try not to wake him. At some point I'm in the living room and I have an argument with my aunt about ADD. She says that rittalin is a good thing and I argue telling her that ADD kids are special and that they just can't fit in a classroom situation because they were never meant to, they were meant to be great explorers and hunters and fighter pilots (I really said that)

4) At some point I notice my brother in law has the same total 90 soccer boots as me and has a matching tracksuit

#953:
Date: July 20th, 2010
Length: 4 minutes

I'm at a friend's house (although it looks nothing like it does in real life), and just sort of sitting around in his room doing nothing. After a while, sitting on his bed, I look out a window to my right, at a sort of small garden. Suddenly, from the bottom of my line of vision to the outside, a creepy, demented-looking clown face rotates into view (eg, like a piece of paper that was flat on a table, then rotated until it was vertical). It freaks me out, but after a short moment, it disappears.

<Unsure about this part...> I think I spend the night there, sleeping on the same bed I was sitting on. I wake up in the morning, and look out the window, concerned that the clown face will appear again. It does, but once again it disappears. I wait a little, and it shows up again. I somehow come to the conclusion that it's just somebody blowing bubbles (...that look like clown faces...?), which is why the faces keep disappearing (popping). I feel relieved that it's not something worse.

At this point, I think I become somewhat lucid (though not extremely aware, either). I talk to my friend, and I think say something about this being a dream. Soon after, a kind of oval-shaped portal appears in one of the walls, and through I can see a beautiful coastline (I'm not sure if I was the one to create the portal or not). After talking a little more with my friend, I feel the dream starting to fade out, and I tell my friend that I need to leave quickly. I step through the portal, and find myself outside, under a beautiful blue sky, near the ocean. I walk down a sort of sand dune, and find myself on a sort of rocky beach. I look down at the water, and in some small, clear pools, I see tadpoles swimming around. Impressed with how vivid everything is, I keep walking and just looking around. I think the dream faded out after that, because I don't remember much else.



#954:
Date: July 21st, 2010
Length: 2 minutes

A pretty blurry, confused dream, can't recall that much from it.

I'm in some kind of building in a small, medieval town. Someone else is with me, I guess a friend. We've apparently just unleashed some kind of dangerous force, which is pursuing us (I can feel it right behind us, in the other room). We sprint out the building, which I think is on fire as we try to get out. Once outside, we realize that we have to leave the town quite soon, or risk getting killed. However, I seem to have one last thing to do, and head towards a small cathedral.

I step inside, and it looks more like a wooden barn than a cathedral. I don't quite recall what I did, but I accidentally summoned some sort of demon (it was described in text, somehow, as a "godless demon" or "nameless demon," or something like that). It seems enraged, and lunges towards me. I quickly run out of the cathedral, and I think it burns down, too. That's about all I remember.

Ok so this one is pretty pathetic really, my first night of trying to remember what I dreamed and journal it and this is all I got.

I dreamed about golf, I know right? I remember it was a fairly long dream I can remember waking up and remembering the whole dream working from the last thing I remember to the first thing that happened. I wake up and all I can remember is that I played golf.

I then proceeded to have a bunch of small dreams about remembering the first one (which I did't remember in the morning)

P.S. I'm really not that into golf anyway

Yesterday, I put my alarm clock to 6 o'clock.
I wake up, wash, eat breakfast, and zonk out again. I hear an alarm again. Look at the time. Wtf? 6 o'clock. Oh well, false awakening, I think. I go out of bed. Go to the washroom, wash my face, eat another (unsatisfying) breakfast, and then pass out AGAIN. Now guess what happened? I hear an alarm bell once more. I look at the time. 6 o'clock. What THE hell? I check my hands. Five fingers. Then, I pinch my nose. Can't breathe. Dang!