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I do not quite remember how I became lucid but I was in the kitchen of my house then i saw myself walk up to me with a gun saying you know what will happen soon just go do us a favor handing me the gun I then run out of the sliding glass door right next to the kitchen and took off almost instantly everything went blurry but I could still speak (although i did not say anything) and move so I started rubbing my hands together. I landed in a graveyard on my back (worst position right?) and tried to rub the grass which did feel rather real, but everything quickly became blurry again, I lost my vision and woke up. Felt like about a minute or 2 of dream time was lucid

This is My first Dream journal, so Hang with me as it may not be written perfectly.

My Dream starts off with me running into a theme park, with the gate being that like the one at a beach near my house.
Once through the gate, I hear cops start to turn on their sirens and then start to chase me, as I zigzag through the them park I forget everything else and then notice myself back at my old house.
From there the few friends with me and Myself soon realize that we have all become werewolves, yet we do not need the moon to turn. So we play around and a bit, and the next thing i know is one of my friends has transformed from a werewolf to a dinosaur with a huge mouth and alot of teeth. He then tries to eat me, with no avail because us being werewolf are strong enough to hold him back. Bad news though, we all of a sudden get bit by a bug, which we realize is the anti were wolf bug which then slowly but surely makes us transform into a normal werewolf, one which can only turn on a night of the full moon. This means a sure death to use because the dinosaur friend will have us for dinner. As soon as i reach that thought, everything changes, no more werewolves, no more dinosaur, just me, My friend Matt, and another friend. Then i feel an urge to look at my back window and there is a man standing there, staring at me. It makes me feel very uncomfortable and i soon realize he should not be hear, he disappears, but my friends and i run to the front door to see he is in that window laughing, my Friend Matt in the dream then looks at me with a petered look on his face which scares the life out of me. We open the door to find this man yet to only be surrounded by 100 of him laughing at us. I then wake up.

I have been trying to figure out what this man in my dream is, weather he is a symbol for something, another dreamer, or just my imagination being scary.

All input is Welcome =)

It started off as a Summer Fayre kind of thing and someone made me set up a giant slide. Then I remember everything being put away and the crowds dispersing.
I was sitting down but I'm not sure where and a boy came over to me and held my hand and started giving me money. I was really confused but then had to go and when I looked behind me I couldn't see him.
I asked Faye who pointed him out to me the next day but I can't really remember anything after that.

So then I was in my house.. Only my house was double the height inside. Every time I went up or down a floor I went up or down a year. The layout for each floor was the same as my house. Well.. I don't know if I went back in time or not but each room on each floor showed a different person from that time. I'm pretty sure one of the rooms I went in had Shakespeare in it. Live and moving though, so maybe I did go back in time.

So then I tried to get back to my normal house and found that some doors were locked. I saw my Dad on this floor too but didn't really click on that it was my Dad. I told him I was going to try to escape through a window (the tiny window in my mums bedroom). He then pointed out that on my neighbours roof (Melissa) there was a massive demon like thing with flashing eyes watching the house. Then I figured that my Mum (?!) was watching me from that house using the demon and she was locking certain doors to trap me. The demon was sort of bouncing and I think laughing? Only it wasn't a real demon. It did seem familiar but so did the whole situation, as if I've dreamed of it before. Well the demon was like one you'd find on an arcade machine or something.

The last thing I remember is sucessfully sliding out of the tiny window...

I don't remember as much from this dream now as I did when I woke up after it.

I was in some kind of forest with a house. I think it was some kind of public house because there were all kinds of random people there. I have forgot the details on what it was about. :/ Suddenly when I was outside I saw two bears that were approaching the house. I have vague memories of how I was in a vehicle or something trying to lure the bears away from the house. It gets too foggy after this.

I'm not used to the new software yet, so give me some time to adapt. Anyways, I've decided to try again with the lucid dreaming thing. I enjoy it, I just lacked the drive to keep up with it on the internet, which was the easiest way for me. I figured posting here would give me incentive to keep posting (not to let my peers down) and possibly give me a kickstart with remembering my dreams. When I'm not so tired, I'll edit this post as an introductory sort of thing.

So i'm at an airport, I miss my plane because for some ridiculous reason the bloody terminal is behind a bookcase; I get tantalisingly close to become lucid here.. I turn to the airport-worker-man-person and say "Who puts a terminal behind a bookcase, this can't be real!" however said airport-worker-man-person comes up with perhaps the most unbelievably perfect response in the history of responses (I'm joking by the way..) - "maintenance"
And I fell for this shitty response and simply replied - "Oh, Ok, fair enough."
WOE IS ME! I'm such a fool for not becoming lucid.. But it's a stepping stone in the right direc- blah blah blah bollocks to it.

i started out in my house and walked outside my view or the city changed and then i realized i was dreaming and that i was out of town anyway and so i wanted to fly so i went up into the clouds and then i got excited and woke up so sad

30.07.2010

Crisis with my game operators (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

One thought night for recall. I went to play cards with some friends and went to bed very late.

Third:

- There was some sort of crisis in the game where I am a super game operator in waking.
- They changed the month of training for our trial operators to one day. I had to teach everything to my trial operators in only one day.
- All the admin tools were not working efficiently.


Missed dream sign:
- Training for TGOs decreased from a month to a day.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Head for a ToTM.

30.07.2010

New cat tree (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

One thought night for recall. I went to play cards with some friends and went to bed very late.

Second:

I was in my home, sitting in the couch with my wife in our living room. We had a dark cat-tree. It was different from the one we own in waking. It was shaped like a horse, but it was like 2D. The cats only could climb it, but they could not sit on the top if it as it had no width.

I was wondering were it came from. I asked my wife about it but she did not tell me how did she got it. I asked her if she did purchase it and how much did she paid for it.

Something about Tuesday.

Missed dream signs:
- The cat tree.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Head for a ToTM.

30.07.2010

In a store (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

One thought night for recall. I went to play cards with some friends and went to bed very late.

First:

- I was indoors.
- I was in a store, behind a counter. The counter was very big.
- We had food and I was talking about food with a DC.
- It was nigth and dark.

Missed dream signs:
- Unknown.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Unknown.

I went to bed at about 3:00 am in the morning and this was my dream....

I was wearing a black robe with pointy shoes (I was watching Harry Potter last night) and I was walking through a hallway and saw this door a normal enough looking door so I entered it and my view entered a birds eye view of this giant room and I saw my self walking through it (sort of like a legend of zelda game) and as I was walking through it I saw three giant looking hallways that looked endless and were dark and sketchy. so as I walked past them a giant blue eel head jumped out and tried to eat me so as I jumped back a yellow eel jumped out of the second door behind the third, then as I started to run back to the first hallway a giant snake head popped out and tried to bite me with it's teeth so as I ran back to the door I entered and then exited. then I was sitting on a tree stump next to a skinny kid about 10 years old and a fat kid about 15 years old and the fat kid said we should go back and save him and then the skinny boy said we are not allowed to use magic in the labyrinth and I said it doesn't matter we have to save him (not knowing who "he" was). So we walked back into the labyrinth and as the eels and snakes chomped at us and bit at us and we avoided them and moved on, then there was a arched hallway, we walked through it and entered a big glass dome arena looking place and there hanging by a chain was a small boy so the three of us tried desperately to get him down but to no avail then a giant red scaly dragon comes bursting through the giant glass dome and hurls giant balls of fire from his mouth at us, we all scatter trying to avoid the flames the a giant black hole opened up over the dome and glass and bricks start breaking apart and flying at lighting speeds into the void. Then the skinny boy goes hurling into the void and disappears then the fat kid grabs on to the dragons tail and him and the dragon go into the black hole. And then I start flying up and grab onto the small boy hanging from the chain and I said it will be ok then me and the small boy go hurling into the black hole then I woke up.

Type: regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Notes:
This is a dream added from a few months earlier.

I've never picked through garbage before like some homeless people do. But last night, I was doing precisely that.

It was probably the middle of the day, because the sky was light and blue. I was outside a bank building made from slightly worn red bricks; the sign of whatever was inside the building was navy blue but the name and logo of the company was skewed, so I couldn't remember what it was like. There was an alley in between this building and another one, and I was looking for stuff. I wasn't homeless, but I guess I was just randomly searching for trinkets. I walked towards a rectangular green dumpster in the alley and opened it up.

There wasn't anything garbage-like about the items inside. There were brand new articles of clothing, neatly wrapped up in plastic bags, and new toys still in the box. I remember seeing a yellow remote-control race car and something that looked like a Barbie doll. I dug around a bit more and saw some sort of silver coin, around the size of a nickel, sitting on one of the other plastic bags. I held it out and showed my sister, who happened to magically appear while I was looking in the garbage. "Look, I found a coin!" I told her.

"It's just a coin," she told me, rolling her eyes and turning away.

"I know, but these are worth a million dollars nowadays!" I told her, trying to persuade her that I wasn't crazy or something.

I'm sitting on my bed, watching Youtube on my computer. It is pitch black outside, and perfectly silent. Judging by the darkness and the quiet atmosphere, it must be like three in the morning. I am the only one awake. The video I am watching is very disturbing. A man is chopping off his own fingers with a steak knife, one by one. He screams so loud it makes my stomach sick. Strangely, there is an English narrator describing the whole event in detail. “And now,” he says, “the man proceeds to chop of his middle finger. Watch closely as the steak knife severs the finger, revealing the inner layers of muscle, and the bone.” Eventually I can’t take it anymore, and I try to turn my computer off. But for some reason, instead of turning off, the volume just gets louder and louder, until my ears hurt. I turn away from the video and cover my ears, but the man’s screaming still manages to get through. I attempt to drown him out by screaming myself, as loud as I can. Everything goes black.

In this next clip, I am not included. However, I can see everything clearly through the lens of a video camera. I can tell I am watching a home video taken by a wife of her husband and son. They are on a yacht, sailing around in a little lake on a sunny day. The husband is sitting in a plastic lawn chair by the edge of the boat, but I can’t see his head. The camera is focused on his leg.
In his hand he holds a large knife. He stretches his leg out on the long chair, and makes a long, deep cut in his leg. Almost instantly his innards spill out of his leg like a bucket of chum being poured out, and it falls into the ocean, leaving a flappy skin-baggy leg behind. The man doesn’t stop there, he continues to mutilate himself. This time, he makes a wide gash across his stomach. Again, his guts and muscles and everything else pour out of him, leaving a skin bag stomach. The little son is crying and screaming in the background. “Daddy, please stop!” he shouts, but the father continues. “Whee, isn’t this fun?” says the mother.

I've been having this one a lot lately.
I am seventeen. There is nothing around me except darkness. Then, I can hear a woman screaming loudly. Suddenly I can see myself tackling someone to the ground and stabbing them violently in the back. Everything goes black again, but I can still hear the screaming. I’m not sure if it’s me, or the woman I was stabbing.