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07.08.2010

Angry mob! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Awful night! My fingers were hurting me extremely and I was not able to fall asleep until around 1:30 am. I tried to focus but the pain was so intense I could not help myself. I woke up at 06:11 am with a lot of finger pain and I did not went back to bed as I had to wake up at 06:30 am to attend an online meeting for my business. I was able to recall three dreams though (two fragments) It has been like four months I did not have such a bad night, so I hope it does not happen at least in other four months.

Second:

- In a city.
- Day.
- I was in the middle of an angry mob.
- We wanted to save a princess.
- We wanted to kick lazy people out of the city.
- We grabbed each other and blocked the roads.
- I had a white thing around my left arm that I wanted it to be seen.
- We were shouting.
- This city was in the middle of the dessert.

Missed dream signs:
- Unknown.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Head for a ToTY.

07.08.2010

Online meeting issues (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Awful night! My fingers were hurting me extremely and I was not able to fall asleep until around 1:30 am. I tried to focus but the pain was so intense I could not help myself. I woke up at 06:11 am with a lot of finger pain and I did not went back to bed as I had to wake up at 06:30 am to attend an online meeting for my business. I was able to recall three dreams though (two fragments) It has been like four months I did not have such a bad night, so I hope it does not happen at least in other four months.

First:

- On my computer.
- Trying to connect to an online meeting.
- Getting a lot of errors.
- I could not connect.
- I had stress.

Missed dream signs:
- Unknown.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Unknown.

Dream Drunk

I was in a restaurant in Wellington with the family. I think Ash was with me. I had a few drinks and dont think I was drunk but maby a little tipsy. Me and Ash left and started making our way home. We got most of the way and I think were just across the road from the old flat I used to live in. Then I saw a friend I hadnt seen in a while. He was in a fancy convertible with a bunch of other people all dressed up in suits and girls wearing ball dresses. I started feeling a bit drunk now, I asked them what they were up to and they were on there way to a ball. I could barely stand now and I hopped in the car with them, I dont know how there was enough room for me because it was packed full a few moments before!! In the car I was swaying around and Will asked if I was alright, I told him I felt drunk but I wasnt drunk so not to worry. I hopped out of the car and couldnt find Ash. I started walking back towards the flat.
All of a sudden I realised I was dreaming. I looked at my hand which looked normal and sprouted an extra pinky pinker out of my hand as usual to make sure I was dreaming. I came into a construction site with three tall half finished buildings around me. I tried to jump realy high and land into the side of one of the buildings as it had no walls or windows yet. I fell short and started falling from pretty high up. I put my arms out like you would dive into a pool and closed my eyes. I felt my body pass through the ground. I imagined I was up in the sky flying upwards. I had slowed down a lot now but opened my eyes and saw the moon and stars. Then I woke up.

I watched Mirrors right before going to bed. this is about a week ago and will be short.


Everywhere I look there are mirrors. But I'm not looking back. It scares me. I'm in this room, I cant escape. Both my languages flood my ears, and a high pitched noise keeps getting sharper.
It doesn't end. I feel an earthquake.
It shakes me harder. I hear a voice, my saviour.
"wake up."
Suddenly my dad's on the ground and my fist hurts like hell.
Oops, I woke up swinging. Sorry dad.
I was hopeful it was a false awakening. It wasnt.

So, I'm a hardcore gymnast, I'll start with that. Anyway, theres a celebrity named Ayla Kell whom I truly admire for looks and voice.

The dream started in a party place, it was for my birthday, I was sitting on the inside of a booth. I ate a piece of cake and "phased" out of my seat (my mother was in my way, getting out just..happened) after seeing Chelsea Hobbs (another person from the same gymnastics TV show) pass by. Fastforward to a few minutes later, and somehow I'm taking photos in a photobooth with Ayla Kell. I get a kiss on the cheek in one of the photos. We get out and look at the photos. my vision then becomes that of a game, and the photos literally take up the whole spectrum of my vision. Ayla and I then talk, I see a few other people from my past (a girl i fell for in Hawaii, the man who shot me when i stopped him from robbing a store, so on and so on). A few seconds later I see a man with dark wings walk in, everyone moves out of his way. Not scared, they just move. Another man is infront of me, I sense serious danger. I tell Ayla to get behind me, she does.

As a side note - I'm bilingual, I just want to throw that out there before I get to the next part.

The man infront of me starts to speak, and it takes my brain a few seconds to adjust to a seperate language. "Dammi la ragazza." - Give me the girl.
"Non, lei e' per mio e' nessuno tutti." - No, she is for me and no one else.
For some reason seeing them didnt scare me.
"Give me her or we'll kill you."
The man on the right of me (the one who moved all the people) said it. And for some reason alarms went off in my head. I willed a sword into existance, and when the demon infront of me realized what I was doing, he ran at me.
-This is where I became lucid-
The sword materialized AS he jumped to slice me up, I swung up and he disappated, almost like a ghost hit by iron. Then the demon to the right of me (who I turned to face) said, "Nice try. But you can't protect her forever."
He disappeared, and I ended up in a solitary confinement cell with Ayla.
I started to speak in latin, and she disappeared. Then I woke up.

This is one of my
Five-Star Lucids

Type: DILD.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Notes:
My friend dared me to try writing an understandable message in my next lucid dream, so I decided to make this a priority instead of my current lucid goals.

The dream began with me standing out on the sidewalk. I was in an area of the city that looked very much like the photograph below, standing on the sidewalk to the far right. I edited the photo to contain the colors and atmosphere of the area as well.

There were only three or four people, I realized, as I scanned the area. Almost immediately I knew that I was dreaming, but I was a bit skeptical (as with many mid-level lucidities) so I looked at my hands. This reality check failed, as both of them only had five fingers that looked close to normal. I then did the nose-plug reality check, however, and it worked perfectly.

I looked around, dream-spinning slowly to prevent the dream from destabilizing. I saw the buildings beside me and a person standing behind me, looking uninterested. I then remembered the task my friend told me to try out in a dream, so I turned around to look beside me, expecting a sandbox to be there. It was small, around sixteen square feet in area, but it would work. I picked up a long stick I summoned just by reaching down and "knowing" it would be there, and began to write in the sand.

I improvised what I would write down. The lines the stick made were wider than they should have been, but I still managed to spell something out. The letters looked like letters, which turned into words that looked like words:

"Yo, this is rad" in capital letters.

Type: regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

It was nighttime, and I was in the backyard of my house, surrounded by tall wooden fence. The outside of the house was light stucco, and the whole backyard was covered in grass, illuminated slightly by small circular modern lights on the walls of the house itself. There were a few flat, square-shaped stepping stones scattered around the yard. In the middle was a large in-ground pool complete with a few small interior lights, but there was no water inside. Instead, there was fog coming out of it slowly, behaving like smoke but it didn't smell.

I was sitting on the edge of the "pool" with my sister standing beside me. She told me that she didn't want to go in, and so I somehow jumped in right from that sitting position. I was floating in the fog, and then I thought about sinking down deeper into the pool. I began to go down, and I could hardly see anything around me except gray pool wall. I felt my sister tap me on the head and I suddenly resurfaced. She said, "don't go under, or you'll get amnesia."

Well this is my first lucid dream since I've joined, and the 4th Lucid Dream I've ever had.

Anyway, I was out drinking last night and drank myself stupid. Went to bed at around 5:30ish. So I had a dream about somehow losing a few of my fingers. I went into shock( it felt real... or it might have been the alcohol, Not sure :P ) So I went into "shock" and went to go call 911, when I looked at my hand, and my fingers regrew. I was very surprised and clued in I was dreaming. So after that, I had to try and keep my dream from fading and I did a few spins (I heard somewhere that that helped a lot). So after doing that, I tried to fly and found out I couldn't, but I found out I could jump very high. I started climbing building after that sorta of like the assassins creed games, haha.

But yeah at about 7ish my mom woke up and yelled at the dogs, so that woke me up to :/

I remember going from a mortal to a God like thing, creating and stuff. Then I was about to have sex with Hayley from American Dad some other guys came in and demanded they join, it was then revealed that hayley has a "uniboob"

Anyway...

Earlier in the dream I was gonna go cosplay, so I decided to REALLY get into it.. I decided to saw off my left arm right above the elbow because I planned to have a prosthetic attached,

Now here is the weird part...

It was sawed off but couldn't see it? Basically from MY point of view I had an entire arm, but from the elbow down, it just phased right through everything. I took a picture with moms cell phone and THEN I could see the cut, it looked gruesome...

I then later reattached it and I had a scar around the circumference of my arm and I later found myself on a camp crestview like campus and I went around showing it off to everyone...

so ill catch you up on reality first: My aunt has stayed the whole summer at my house. She is in the middle of a divorce,and the court is being unfair to her and mike ( husband) is a b**** who called my aunt bipolar to the court and is taking away all her money and is trying to keep my cousin too. Lea, my cousin is eight and loves her mother more than father, because he scares her, and abuses her pets and such. Abnout a month ago, police officers came into my house, yelled at me and my little sister, searched our house and took away my cousin(note: my aunt and cousin [used to?] live in nebraska, i live in Colorado) And tookm her back 'home'. I havent seen her since and i miss her. My aunt is still working on filing things against mike and is still living at my house.

Dream time:
( i was stupid and didnt write thhe dream down, so this is what i remember from the words i did write down)
There was a hhuge house(my aunt had a huge house before this happened) and my aunt and i were looking for Lea. Mike was there, and he left and we looked on each floor for lea, but couldnt find her. we knew she was there. I looked at a map and saw that there was a seccret floor where mike was keeping her locked up, but before we could find it mike was back and we were terrrified . the the dream faded into another, less-relevant one( My other cousin apparently lucid dreams in her spare time[why diodnt i realize i was dreaming??!])
But does anyone know what this could mean? or did i just have thhis dream because of what is happening?

Went to bed in a very good mood. My girlfriend has come down for the weekend. Feeling rather positive that I'll obtain lucidity -- not necessarily imminently, but I believe the goal is well within reach.

Again it was another bad night for dream recall, sadly.

I had a dream that I was discussing with Dave Chappelle the 'dangers of white people'. He was explaining how he liked to scare them.

Missed Dream Signs:

-Talking to a celebrity as part of everyday life

Very bad dream recall the next morning. Went to bed feeling fairly positive, rather relaxed.

I dreamed that I was having an online chat with James from "wowhobbs", a popular youtube channel. I recall my internet kept disconnecting and interrupting our chat (this is a frequent real life occurrence)

Missed Dream Signs:

-The only sign I noticed that was my room was completely rearranged than that of my waking room.

07.08.2010

Riding Zamor the Unicorn (DEILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Edit: I guess I never uploaded the other dream where I met a crazy unicorn named Zamor. The task of the month was to ride a unicorn which is why I wanted to find him again. He had transformed into a stuffed animal at the end of the dream.

I was in a dream where I was in a cave. The cave then spill up to the left and right and to the front. There was a red piece of slime that was pulling itself around to my right. There was a door in front that was locked with chains and a series of chambers to my left. Oh this is a Zelda dungeon. I need to be lucid and ride Zamor. I destabilized to black but pulled my ego point into an image of my kitchen. I saw my sister and four of her friends waling into the kitchen. I waited for it to stabilize visually a bit before I was in a body and the rubbed my hands and knees. My sister and her friends had a pizza on the counter so I picked up a slice and ate it to cover the taste sense. I picked up a bowl of butter and smelled it and everything was stable. Wow this dream channing is getting so easy now I can completely go back into a dream in like 20 seconds. I really needed to go to the bathroom so I was like darn I knew I should have gone earlier. I woke up and went to the bathroom and went back to bed. It was 8:00 so I had 2 or three hours before I had to get up.

I went back to bed and the next thing I remember was placing in the top 5 for a contest where you have to make a tank with Lego mindstorm. BTW I am a Lego fanatic. We get the chance to make a Lego stop motion animation sponsored by Lego so they supply every thing we need and the 5 winners work together to make it. It has to be a star wars themed video. I am talking about what we should do with one of the other winners and the setting changes and I am in my sisters room. I became fully lucid again and looked at my sisters night stand to see if the stuffed animal version of Zamor is where I left it. Its not so I asked my sister where the stuffed animal unicorn I put in her room was. She said it was downstairs in the hallway closet. I went down stairs but as sone as I got to the closet I woke up.

False awakening but I didn't realize it at the time. The clock said 12:20. I can't believe I slept so late! I went back to bed anyways determined to do the task of the month.

I reentered the dream and was in the room where I was suppose to figure out how to do the Lego video. The same pizza that was in the dream earlier was now on the table. I ate some and tried to stabilize but tried to refocus so I was in my house again. The setting changed and I was in my sisters room. Man all I gota do is go to the closet but its so hard with me waking up every couple minuets. I went to the closet down stairs but as sone as I got there I woke up.

Grah this is probably a false awakening. I picked some pizza up off of my night stand and ate some, this time just because it tastes good. Ya this is a FA I don't even know why this pizza keeps poping up in my dream but it s really good, especially for a thin crust pizza. I went to the hallway and opened it and the stuffed unicorn was no where to be found! I looked down the hall and saw an identical cabinet that shouldn't be there IWL. Oh the other cabinet. I opened it and Zamor the unicorn was there in stuffed animal form. I picked him up and rushed to my family room where there would be room for him. Placed him down and said, "Zamor, transform!" He expanded into a real unicorn now but wait, this time he was slightly pink and his black horn was only two inches long. When I met Zamor he had white fur, a rainbow colored main and a long kick ass looking black horn. He started to throw up which was sort of weird but funny. I started to wake up and knew I didn't have much time. I jumped on and made him take a step forward. A second later I was awake.

Wow, that was sort of disappointing. I don't even think that was Zamor. Atleast I did the advanced task. I need to work on extending my lucids themselves because dream chaining is great but it sort of causes my dreams to be weird.

In my dream last night I was walking through my versions of the Harry Potter universal buldings. Than I was walking with my mom to the GO train station and we walked passed a fence that held eletric wiring or something. Than we were on the platform rushing onto the GO train and than when we got to whereever we were going rushing to get off it. Than after mom and I went to see a play or something. I had the urge to join a dancing class. So I went into a bulding (that for some reason had a ballet slipper on the top of it-but they did other types of dancing too). When I got inside the buidling I was greeted by a woman (who looked a bit like the character Susan from Seamse Street) who asked me two questions. "Do you have any previous experience in dancing?" I said "No I don't" Than she asked me "Why do you want to learn to dance?" I reply "I want more skills aviable to me." Than I was asked to sign a book and when I was signing the book I notice a section for "dogs".

I am at my sister-in-laws house in England but it does not look like her house except that it is old like hers. I am in a bedroom and an acquaintance from work comes in with his son who is about 5 years old in my dream (he is actually about 13 but the last time I saw him he was about 5). They want something from me but I don't remember what it is.

I then find myself taking a shower in the kitchen. There is a curtain separating the shower but I can hear what everyone is saying. My S.I.L. is saying that her husband is addicted to a strange and little known drug. I say from the shower that she should not worry as I have been addicted to every drug there is and that it is easy to get off them!

Next thing I know, I am meeting a bunch of people off a bus and my daughter is with me. I am wearing a white cotton sundress with very thick black tights. I walk with my daughter to a ferry terminal and wait in line.

Next thing I am back at my sister-in-laws house in the same bedroom as before and my daughter picks up my tights which I must have taken off and says "Mum, these tights are way too big, you should have bought the size smaller". I told her that I like them to be big.

I am then in a hallway which I believe to be in the same house and see a big old dog. I pet the dog but am told not to pet the dog as it has to be put down and he is taken into a cubicle and given a pill. He comes out of the cubicle and I am relieved as he seems to be okay. He then starts to get all wobbly on his feel and I am very upset. I wake up.