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I find myself in my house. Everything is in their places. I'm in my room. I decide to leave the room and go downstairs. What i see downstairs is pure amazement for me. There's a lot of animals like ducks, small birds etc. There's also a new species i've never seen before. They look a little like zergs from starcraft. So i pull out some kind of vacuum gun and pull every animal in it. I spew everything out outside and enter the house again. I return to my room only to find my friend and a bunch of ducklings there. He takes the gun and says something along the lines of "you pulled in everything?". I exit the room and then the house. I try to walk around the house, but there was a pack of very aggressive bees and i have to return inside. Not sure of what cause the aggression i return to my room.
I find my friend infected. He seems very sick and he can barely talk:
"Kill me and them" - he points to the ducklings who also seem sick. I see some zerglings in his mouth.
He hands me a gun. His eyes change. The pupils disappear, the whole eye is covered in RED color. It looks menacing. I shoot him in the head. Before he dies he says:
"Good luck".
I shoot the ducklings (god i hate killing animals). I walk out of the room feeling that i'm in deeeeeeeeeeeeep shit.
Luckily the dream ends here.

I've never really heard of the term "lucid dreaming" until last night aimlessly surfing the web. I was intrigued by the idea that I could in some way take control of my dreams. Recalling dreams I guess I'm a bit average, I can usually remember the basics of a dream about every other night. Last night I downloaded a few mp3's just out of plain curiosity. I listened to a one hour long track called "Subliminal Lucid 3.0" before going to bed, it was very relaxing and I was surprised to find that I actually listened to the whole track. It had very soothing music and a nice chime about every 5 minutes to keep the listener awake. I could also make-out someone speaking on the track, but the words were at lower volumes than the rest of the music.
Anyways, I had a a few dreams, remembering only the last, but I'd wake up after each. The last dream however was quite eerie and vivid, almost seemed life-like. It started with me standing in my room, but there was weird sounds in the background. It sounded like a muffled voice, almost like the one from the track that I had listened to before I went to bed. It was coming from all around me, and I started looking all around me to see where it was coming from, and that's when I saw my sister standing in the doorway. She was staring at the ground, and was positioned to where I was seeing her from her side. I called out her name, and with her head still bent downwards she turns her head and looks at me. Then she starts running towards me like something out of a bad zombie movie.
That's when I jolt awake, and I was really freaking out. I guess it would kind of be classified as nightmarish, but I don't know. Right after waking I figured that what I was hearing in the background could have been that subliminal message that I was listening to the night before, telling me to do a reality check or something. I'm not sure at all of what to make of everything, but I guess tonight I'll try the same thing and hopefully not get spooked again.

It started when I went on a stakeout with some girl to see if a certain woman went to see some sort of weird sex movie. Afterward I went and sat in something we called a car. After everyone left there was this moving platform of scientists testing on lab rats that moved into the parking lot. This I had seen in another dream before...

My brothers and I went to live with the SAME woman we saw at the theater.

I knew something was up. We slept in a hotel like setting all together. Shepard, cam, Hudson and I in one bed and the old woman in the other.

It seemed like the others were completely clueless but I saw that she was abusive, physically and verbally. At one point I got the chance to call Mom & Dad and ask them to come visit they did but all they did was drive by the house and wave. I tried to call them again and again but I kept mis-dialing.

At one point I took the home phone outside and hid it somewhere in the yard so I could get to it later. But when I threw it into a pile of stuff, I lost it. I dug through it and found a bunch of money and A LOT of keys one of the keys was giant and had three tips.. I look to my left and see the phone is in the red plastic bin.

I overhear the woman say "Where's Ryker?" I quickly pick up everything and then run around to the other side of the house and peek into a screen window where I find her cooking dinner, this kitchen and window seemed to be an exact re-creation of my neighbor's window and kitchen! "I'm right here!" I shout. It is at this point when I get a chance to REALLY see her gross pruned skin. I ask her if I can go to my friends house, she replies with an "ooh, alright"-like tone but still allows me to go.

I start walking down the street, I pass a small African American girl named "Tanya" on my way. The whole time I'm walking, I am on the phone trying to dial my parents cellphone number correctly. After what seems like ages of walking, I take a right and before I know it, I am in a place that doesn't look like my town at all. I look down a hill, I see the yellow "Round-Up" building in the distance and the church that is supposed to be on mainstreet is about a block away.

I recalled overhearing the fact that the phone I was holding used to belong to that church, so I decide to walk closer to the church, I hear yelling and pounding within it.

It is at this point the dream ends... I wish I could continue the story, but unfortunately I woke up...

12.08.2010

My brother was hurt (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This was a very close chance to break my streak of recalling at least a dream on each single night. I went to bed extremely tired and woke up 30 minutes later with a dream recalled. That is all. I woke up a few times but fell asleep instantly. I was so so tired. In addition, a lot of good events are happening during waking, but a lot of new challenges to succeed are happening as well, so that influenced a lot. After I write this down (I have been sooooooo busy the whole day, nonstop until know) I will go to play cards with friends, and tomorrow another busy day, so this night is a dangerous one! But who knows, maybe I recall tons of dreams like I usually do, lol

First and only dream:

It was sunny outside, but I was at home. I was with a few DC and I was playing a game. My brother was younger and he was with my parents as well. I was surprised because my brother came without clothes, he wore only bad-aids, several of them around the entire body. He looked miserable, he had wounds everywhere around his body. He had one broken arm and a broken leg.

I asked my mom what happened and she told me she would let me know later. They came from a party.

Missed Dream Signs:
- My brother and parents.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Probably nothing, really, go nuts as it was right after going to sleep so it was going to be a super short dream anyway.

A Dream? Or a real alien invasion!

My family and I were waiting for my mom to get home from the doctor. She got back and we found out she had cancer, so she didn’t have much time left. I went to some corporate location with my family and ran into Amanda(my cousin). We decided we had to save my Mom. We went into the buildings and found secret passageways and elevators. We knew we had to get to a secret top floor room to find the cure for cancer. Fox(from WANTED) showed up and helped us out some. She showed us another elevator. We got in and it opened up to a top floor suite and my high school teacher was there. I was shocked she knew the cure.

Then I was on my porch all of the sudden at a cookout. I went inside and a mysterious, dark haired guy was there. He came in from the bathroom skylight and did all these weird ninja flips and stuff. He landed and introduced himself as NateLec. He gave me some sneakers to give to my little cousin. Then we went outside and the sky turned an ominous black as dark clouds swirled overhead. I clung to my friend who was standing nearby. I was really scared. Then tons of tornadoes came down form the sky and they were coated in yellow, acidic bubbles. I kept thinking to myself ‘This is a dream please wakeup!’ It did not work so I decided this was a dream and I was still asleep or it was a real alien invasion.

Dream Guide, Betrayal, & Suicide

Sam Winchester from the TV show Supernatural was there. I recognized him as Sam. He walked up to me and told me he could teach me to control my dream powers. At first Sam had short hair and I decided I liked it better that way. Then once I agreed to let him train me in controlling my dreams we started walking through the woods with some random young boy. Then I realized I was dreaming, so I turned to the little boy and grabbed his face. Then yelled “I’m dreaming haha! And I know it!” The I ran back after Sam and the little boy did nothing because I knew it was my dream and I had control. But when I caught up with Sam he had long hair and I was mad about it. So I shut my eyes nad focused on imagining him with short hair. But when I opened my eyes he was some older man I thought was quite ugly. Then I got angrier because Sam was doing a bad job of teaching me dream control.

So I shut my eyes and focused again and when I opened them I was in a gothic house and Sam was sitting in a chair in some magician’s outfit. He kept rolling his eyes because I could not control my dream and had stuck him in that lame outfit. Then I lost control and it was like a normal dream, and the setting changed. I was living on a farm in a really rural area. A guy that resembled Ian Somerholder was apparently my boyfriend. I knew I was completely in love with him. All of the sudden people were ambushing the barn and trying to shoot him and my family. Ian and I decided we had to confront these people so we walked out of the barn together, hand in hand. I turned to him and told him “Never forget, I will always love you.” Because I knew we were going to die soon. He said “I love you too”. Then the bad guys with guns were standing there saying they did not want to watch some sappy peep show. So I turned to them and asked what they wanted.

Then Ian walked over to them! He was on their side! He betrayed me and had tricked me into loving him. I felt crushed and so upset in that moment. He told me they wanted to kill my family and take our money and gold. I was furious and destroyed at the same time, partially having a breakdown. Then Ian grabbed me and dragged me inside with his evil co-workers. He told them to look for my family while he took care of me. Then he locked me in some basement and told me not to move, I would eb safe there. I was still furious but I realized in some sense he had cared about me, he did not want me to die.

So I stayed in this gross basement thing beneath the barn then saw some creepy guy was living in it! So I screamed for Ian to get me out. I broke out of the cellar alone since he never came back for me. I walked through the barn only to see my families bodies sprawled on the floor, face down, dead. I knew there was nothing left for me here so I walked to the edge of our land where a cliff meets the sea. Then I jumped off and did a graceful dive into the ocean far below. As I dove deeper my body slowly disintegrated in the water into a shooting stare then I knew I had finally died.

Entry 6: June 2009

Mini Horse & Being Portuguese

I was at my old middle school but it was really rundown looking. I went to my locker while chatting with a friend and opened the locker with the combination 3,6,9. While talking to my friend Katie we discussed being portuguese. When I opened my locker I recalled putting a mini-horse and a snake in there(living ones). I decided to kill the snake because I could not keep track of where he kept hiding in my locker. But I took the little horse, about the size of a human hand, out for a walk on a leash. It was a chesnut horse with one white sock on its hind leg.

'APPMS' & 'Caroline'

It was my last day of school at college and I was packing up my things in my dorm. Oddly I lived with like five other people in one tiny dorm room. I was walking back to my room and to get there, I had take this old rickety stair case that ran underground alongside dark water. Some parts were wooden and others metal like a fire escape. I got back to my room and a friend had left me a birthday present. I got a My Little Pony and a Transformer [odd...]. My other friend got some poker chips and cards.

Then we finished packing to go home. I miraculously crammed everything into my backpack then said bye to my roommates. I started to walk out when this kid came up to me and asked for my number so we could keep in touch. I said okay, then he kept telling me to dial "APPMS" as his contact name in cell phone. He also told me he was on a break dance team for our college, and that his friend was mad that some great dance got out of prison recently and joined the dance team of their arch rivals.

After that I continued on my way to leave and I had to take the same weird wooden/metal stairs and walkway that goes along the water underground. A bunch of people are all leaving the school so the walks were pretty crowded. Everyone I went to school with was afraid of going through the underground walkways thought because they kept telling me to look out for 'Caroline'.

Then all of the sudden everyone was dressed up like Halloween while we were walking along underground. A red headed boy is in front of me with elf ears on and a cape. He turns around and roars at me but then one of his elf ears fell off. He then grabbed it and ran away.

-The End-

Tale of The Terrible Camp!

Entry 4: May 2009

I was at a camp that I was attending and had to spend nights there as well. I arrived and was walking through a crowd of people also checking in. Just then I caught the eye of a young boy about thirteen I'd say. He was completely bald and shirtless, with wolverine type claws coming from his knuckles. He looked somewhat scared, so I said "Hello" to him. Then I moved on towards the girls dorms. I walked in and they were wicked gross and dirty. They were like, tiny cubicles with a little bathing area inside the little room. All of the rooms were an ugly olive green with dirty white bathroom tiles.

Two girls and I found open rooms way in the back where it was kind of creepy. We put out stuff down and then we all started talking about how were being kept in the crap part of the camp, the good camp was across the river. I also remembered things I had forgotten and wrote a letter to my mother so she could send them to me. . Then I decided to tell off one of the staff members because we were in dirty rooms.

The staff wore red Adidas jump suits with yellow stripes. I yelled at this balding guy who then decided I had to be punished for acting up. He got a flat wooden stick to beat me with so I ran for it! I saw the boy with claws again and he told me where to hide. I hid behind a cubicle and could only see the staff guy's feet moving towards me. He had on Adidas sandals with blue stripes. [IDK what is with all the adidas!]. The boy told me when to move so I would not get caught. Then the staff guy realized we kept watching his feet so he changed into red heels to try and trick us. That's when I stood up and ran for it again. Then the boy with claws fought off the staff guy so I could escape.

I made it out but some staff person tried to stop me. I ran by him and he kept yelling after me "You have to sign out!!!" [lol!] I just ran until I crossed a smal bridge to get to the other side of the river. I made it but there was a steep incline to get to the 'good camp' and everything was covered in snow. I ended up seeing a bus going up the mountain side to the Chi Pine Lodge, so I got on. We drove up the mountain and arrived in the new camp. The new camp had restaurants, lodges, and horse barns.

-The End-

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Entry 3: May 2009

I fed some fish that I knew had been stuck in a building for 100 years with these two girls. I knew they were sisters. Then it flashed into a different scene. I was on a farm and could hear the thoughts of this dog. The dog's thoughts informed me that the farm took in kids without homes. Also he informed he the farm had recently adopted two pigs. Then there was another flash and I was at my elementary school getting a blood sample taken.

NOTES: I did not have very good recall for this group of dreams, they were all quite difficult to remember.

Tale of the Races

Entry 2: May 2009

I was in the wilderness with some old man who lived out there. There was a heavy snow storm coming down on us as well. We were not in any type of shelter, just standing in the forest. The old man and I were looking over some paperwork he had on the human body. Just then we noticed two horses racing down the mountainside. I realized it was my brother and my younger cousin. Then I magically knew there was a man at the top of the mountain you paid $79 to ride a horse. The horses were pounding down the mountainside seemingly out of control. One was a chestnut and the other was a bay...they both had rope halters on them. Then I noticed a herd of deer on the road side....

-The End-

Tale of The Cryon

Entry 1: May 2009

I was in a junkyard in this town called Broocli with a brown haired boy. He apparently wanted to get married, but I said no. Then I walked with my friend Bella to downtown Broocli, past the Brooklizi [a local pub], and down to the harbor. It was a small oceanside town. We walked on a tan brick walkway that wrapped around a building, and was almost level with the ocean. A white horse appeared and galloped around a corner so I ran after it. Bella said I was nuts. I followed the horse and found a dark skinned man with curly black hair, and two kids trying to catch it. Supposedly the horse belonged to a local Broocli farmer and was very expensive. The horse jumped in the water and refused to come out.

I kneeled down on the sidewalk and placed my hand on the side of the horse's face. I told it "everything is going to be okay, you're all right." Then it climbed out onto the walkway with water cascading off its coat. Then I jumped onto the horse's back. It jumped back into the ocean and I held onto its mane to stay on. We went underwater and 'galloped' through the ocean. I could breathe underwater too. We surfaced and Bella was with her boyfriend on the walkway nearby. She looked shocked and told me I better visit her because now I was the 'Cryon'. She explained that the Cryon was a mystical horse that takes only one rider, then it is up to the rider to care for the seas of Earth.

I rode through the oceans for months, taking care of things like pollution and such, always on the look out to help fellow sea creatures. Finally one day I made it back for a visit to Broocli. I went on land for the first time to visit Bella. I told her I was worried I wasn't doing enough, but she told me not to worry because without my work the Broocli harbor would still be gross.

-The End-

Notes: Broocli is not a real town that I am aware of, and neither is the Cryon myth my mind cooked up!

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Ah, August 11/12 2010. A night I will remember for a long time. My first relatively long, satisfying, epic Lucid Dream. It is actually my second, but it means so much more to me as I discovered many things. I took my first steps as an oneironaut. I am a lucid dreamer. There's no stopping me now. Lets go back to the beginning of this great night with the non-lucid, shitty part.

I am on an action tele-series. Similar to 24. We are in front of a huge glass tower with big stairs and steps. There is a black car parked next to it which contains a mentaly troubled man. I engage in a conversation with his mother, who has short blonde hair. I ask her "Is he dangerous"? She answers no, or any other negative answer I cant quite recall. I sort of know im on a TV show since my sister is watching it in the living room. A big load of stairs is shown while different characters from the plotline chat about how hearing people talking yet not seeing them in a tv show adds to the effect. Weird.

Thn somehow I end up in a rollercoaster ride with the mother. The rails are blue and white, and it is only a few feet from the floor.. As we ride, the cart suddenly derails and we end up on the pavement. I yell to the other passengers that we are fine then ask the manager if it happens frequently. He says that this stuff happens regularly. I remember thinking "Nice and im going back to LaRonde with Alex soon. Now im too scared to ride stuff". I talk to a man on the front of his door and ask him why he doesnt like the crazy guy. I am having a red slush and I go yuck, hopefully its not cherry. It was actually strawberry. The man is having a Frosty (Wendie's) with a chocolate and peach flavour. I consider taking some. Then I turn around and see his wife with another Frosty.

Could have went in details but thats not the interesting part. Noone cares about Non-Lucids.

False Awakening. I am in my bed and next to me is one of moms shirts. It has a very special texture, which is why its a memorable shirt. I pick it up and try to find a spot to put it. Then it hit me. But much more softly then the first time. I wasnt like OH SHIT DREAM! It was more of a: I think im dreaming. Then, so I dont wake up from excitement, I pinch my nose and confirm my doubt. Instinctively, I feel like my eyes and my "Dream" eyes are still fragile. Im afraid I will wake up if I open them. So I get up, with my eyes closed, and spin. Then I disconnect enough to open and look around. Im convinced had I not done that, I would have messed it up. So im in my room. Yeah. Now what? Im gonna try flying! Yay! Jump, jump, jump...no liftoff. Damn it. I keep trying to jump until I can jump to the ceiling. But I fall back down. Then I remember about a thing where you would jump from something high. I jump off my bed. No luck. I consider jumping down the window but im too scared. So then I go "Wait a minute...Il just go through the wall, then outside, and then il have tons of space!" So I kinda feel with my hand if thats possible. The wall becomes gooey and covers the edge of my fingertips. I have just enough time to be amazed that I open my eyes and its over. Already . Next time I wil fly. For sure.

★★★

Fragment

a fragment of being somewhere with some guy?

A

I remember walking in a town with Raven Knight. The town looked like didsbury. We were following A and she looked all gothic, had the makeup and everything. At one point she looked right at me, but it was as if she saw right through me as if I wasn't there. Me and Raven sort followed her for a while.

Train

I remember running onto a train beacue someone was chasing me. outside the window I saw Asuka fly by as a ghoul. I went up a car and spotted A.

"you!" I said. "what have you done with Asuka?"

"Nevermind... what are you doing spying on my dreams?" she asked.

"I wasn't spying I am viewing my old dream records to construct a timeline of events."

"well every time you do that I have to re dream the damn thing. I thought you wanted me to stay out. And here you are invading my dreams."

"Like I said, I was viewing a record. And you're one to talk you and P gave me trouble for quite a while."

"umm that wasn't me.Those were shadow beings."

I rolled my eyes. "Shadow beings wrap around you like a blanket and suck your energy. They don't shoot projectiles at you. and you forget that I know Energy signatures. And how come after we healed you then you stopped showing up it's undeniable.But I won't fault youfor being under the influence of dark energy. Now tell me what you did with asuka." I was getting angry.

"fine... I didn't do anything to her. I'm only projecting an image.Just stay out attacker."

"I'm not attacking anyone. if anything people have done nothing but attack me. Everything i did was in self defense.Honestly you people think you are better than everyone just because you can walk into people's dreams and harrass them. Why don't youuse dreamingfor something better."

"ok, fine just leave me alone." she stammered. She dissapeared fast.

Car WTF

I remember driving down some country road. We suddenly hit a very steep part of the road that led down... and I mean vertical drop!. We went down one and then another, and yet another. On the last part down the road turned into dirt. There were yellow digging machines buried in the dirt. I crawled out of the car and slip down the dirt a bit.
Now I was in a downward cave. I spotted a shelf with pots on it. I used the shelf to climb down. At the bottom I found myself in a warehouse. Some man came outof the door to an office. He asked me where I came from.

I said I'm from above, and did he nocie weird machines stuck in dirt and roads up there. He gave me a strange look and said no.

more WTF

I am at a table with some kids playing cards. I am trying to order the deck but i just can't get them all to face the same way. The kids are saying it doesn't matter what way the ards are facing. tuvok holds a card witha display of the deck on them he says to the childrean that logic dictates that the cards are supposed to be ordered a certain way.
I have Shawna on my lap during this, she askes me when are we going to... I ask what it is but she says never mind.

Asuka's head pops out of the table. there is a circular cut in the table for her head to fit through. She is laughing, dso I look under the table and see that a small animal like a dog is pawing at her crotch.

Note: I fell asleep with my light / sound machine as I usually do, with the intent to accomplish a couple of goals. My goals included meeting with Nomad on the moon to share some energy with him because he said he has been so worn out lately, MoSh said he would help with this. Second I planned to go and view another dream from the past, another of MoSh's dreams, and then I had plans to locate Blake and maybe have an Oblivion dream with Tigress if I could get that. That seemed like a lot of dreams for one night, but I figured I would just get in what I had time for. I fell asleep and slipped into my WILD…

I didn't even have to take a look around to realize where I had entered the dream, no hesitation, I headed straight for the front door of MoSh's house and knocked. No one opened the door, but there was a voice behind me, and when I turned I saw MoSh there with Asuka. I asked MoSh if he was lucid, he said he was, I asked if he was going to remember the dream, he said no. Asuka pulled a Gibbs on him (a slap to the back of the head) and told him that he would remember the dream, not an option. I opened a portal to the moon, to get to the BanYan tree near the base of the tower, and it opened. MoSh and I went through the portal, but I was surprised Asuka didn't follow us. The portal closed behind us.

I followed MoSh over to a tree, a huge tree that was standing at the base of an even bigger tower, I stood there and stared at the tree for a few minutes, It was a huge tree that had numerous pod type structures connected by walkways in the branches, it was a pretty amazing looking tree… I was thinking that would be a cool thing to have in an RPG… a huge tree with all those different pods in it, it looked big enough to be an entire city in the tree. I went over to the tree, I spotted Nomad near the base of it, he was talking to someone that looked a bit familiar… Nomad was talking to someone who appeared to be part human, but mostly tiger… Nomad seemed to be enjoying talking to him, MoSh and I went over to the two of them. Nomad asked if we remembered his cousin, Bobby? Who now goes by Saber? I said I remembered seeing him once before, in a previous dream. I told Nomad I was there to give him some extra energy, MoSh was going to help with that… I saw there was a fox there with us, the fox came over to me and sat there, looking up at me… cute! It made me want to pick up the fox and hug it… So I scooped the fox into my arms… the fox allowed that… and I was petting the fox when MoSh was trying to get my attention, he said if I was through snuggling with Pablo maybe we could do what we came for. Snuggling with Pablo? I looked closer at the fox I was holding… yup. The energy signature was Pablo's… I asked if he was going to share positive energy with Nomad. The fox licked my nose… I set the fox down and then we went ahead and did healing spells to transfer positive energy to Nomad, golden energy formed and filled all of us there… it was a very pleasant energy.

After sharing energy with Nomad, his cousin, the tiger man, wanted to show off what he had done with the tree, the BanYan tree, which had once been Nomad's moon house and now had reached the scale of a small city. We looked through some of the various chambers inside the pods, and it was really an awesome place… it had everything, pods with various rooms, pods with natural habitats, pods with healing areas, many of the pods were much larger on the inside than they appeared to be from the outside. Some of the pods seemed to be there for production, growing crops of various kinds, some I recognized and many I didn't, pods with various animals and insects that were producing cloths… Saber said they would be sold in the city in the biodome and Nowhere, free, of course. There is no need of money there… MoSh seemed impatient, I thought about that for a bit and I remembered there were events from the past he wanted to take a second look at, so I told Nomad that MoSh and I had something to do, but we, or at least I, would be back to share more energy with him later.

So now I opened a portal back to MoSh's inner world, we both went through it and entered directly into the living room instead of at the place where I normally enter in the front yard. Data was there, I could hear Asuka in the other room humming a song to herself, and I could hear the sound of children playing in one of the other rooms. I felt the dream slipping, so I focused on using Allura's version of time dilation, and the dream stabilized. I looked over at Data and asked him what dream we would be viewing today…

To be cont…