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i had a dream that bobby came back to life but it was only for a short time. we all met at this place and he was going to explain to everyone the answers everybody was questioning. i gave him a huge hug and told him i miss the fuck out of him. so we start to gather but there is a line and i was waiting for chelsie it seemed like the attention shifted to her in waiting for her to be ready. Macy had to cross those thing from a light state where she had to focus. she struggled with it and chelsie did it like cake. then i was still in a line and petty was talking and i was still rushing to get to the main place to talk to bobby and petty said something like ill be right back and i she asked my name again. and as i realized that i was dreaming and started waking up i asked bobby just to tell me something and he said something about ominous whiskey. im not sure what that means but it felt real. and it seemed like a opposite funeral. everybody is getting there and waiting for the service to begin to begin and talk to bobby about his experience and to let him know how much we love and care about him.

[B]22.08.10[/B]

There's something about vampires.
There's definitely something about vampires. But was the vampire thing before or after the cafeteria? I don't know. Let's pretend it was before.
[COLOR="royalblue"]I'm some evil guy, fighting another guy. There has been vampires involved, but I have been trying to turn into a vampire, and I know the final steps to become one. Apperantly, I just need to drink a lot of blood now, so I try to scratch this other guy as much as I can, and I'm sort of chasing him around a black and red evil-looking pillar. A pillar which apperantly also helps me become a vampire. I don't know what happened to the other humans or vampires, whether the vampires were killed or if it was the humans, and in that case I don't know who killed them, or if they all died... But one thing is certain, this big, dark, evil-looking room only has me and the survivor human in it. Maybe we used to be friends?

I think we got out of there, there was something about a pool, and a big white house, a bit like that christmas level in Hitman Bloodmoney, except with more summer and blue pool. You know, high up in the mountains, [/COLOR](Not sure about that)[COLOR="royalblue"] white, square, modern arcitechture [/COLOR](Has to be white, right?)[COLOR="royalblue"], and guards walking around with uzi's and black suits.
Obviously, a shootout came out of this. I think I was hiding behind a small white wall right next to the pool, maybe I even emerged from the pool? Anyways, there were guards everywhere, around the pool and coming down a long staircase from an upper level of the house.
Again, I'm not sure if this was before or after...

I'm in a canteen, or a cafeteria. I think I might be on a school, but I don't think I go to this school. Maybe I'm new and I just don't recognize people. I think there are 2 or 3 people that I know who are, so I just follow them, but I don't really [I]know[/I] them, so the situation is quite awkward; We're standing in a huge queue, waiting to get some food at the counter. I feel slightly claustrophobic. I get my food and sit down at a table, I realize that there's a bunch of stuff missing on my plate. Apperantly I dropped a lot of it on the floor, under the table. Luckily, it was in some sort of packaging, so I just reached down and picked it up again. I don't remember eating anything, because I think I decided to get out of there.
I went to the end of the room, not the way we came from, a lonely, gray door at the end of the room.
I enter it, and I'm in a long, white-gray, boring looking hallway with lots of identical, boring, gray doors.
I enter one of them, and now I'm in an equally boring, tiny room with absolutely nothing in it. This didn't amuse me, so I made a door in the wall in front of me out of thin air. I entered it - another small, boring room with nothing in it. But this room already has 2 doors in front of me. I take the left one.
Now I'm in a similar room, but this one has been lived in, so it looks a lot more alive - But it still gave off that nerd-who-never-cleans-up-and-never-goes-out feel to it. An overall gray feeling still remained.
There was a man lying on a couch, watching TV, I think he was holding a can of soda or beer. He looks like he's somewhere between 25 and 35 years old, he's got short, brown hair. [/COLOR](In dream, I don't recognize him, my Dream Intuition tells me he's a gymnasium teacher at the school I was just at, and in retrospect, I think he reminded me a little of Remus Lupin, perhaps more than just in looks.)[COLOR="royalblue"]
I notice there are a bunch of drawings on the wall right next to the TV and the couch (it's a very small room), I start talking to him. I tell him that drawing like that, random doodles on his wall seemed like a thing I would do. We had a nice conversation, but I forgot pretty much all of it. Somehow, our conversation turns to lucid dreaming, and I suddenly realize that this could be a dream. With a smirk and a feeling of mild interest, I pinch my nose and close my mouth. The teacher is looking at me, looking interested and expectant.[/COLOR]
[COLOR="darkorchid"]I try to breathe, and sure enough, it's easy to. I'm amazed, confused and a little sceptical. I continue to converse with the teacher, but it's kind of a one-way communication, as I'm probably more thinking to myself. I think for a moment about what I should do. Should I head outside and fly? But then I realize that I don't know where the exits in the canteen is, I think it's a little too bothersome so I decide to stay,[/COLOR] (Laziness at it's peak.)[COLOR="darkorchid"] besides, I'm not entirely convinced that it's a dream yet. I do the nose pinch RC a few times, but now it's a little less clear; I can breathe alright, but the breathing is slightly restricted when I do it. I decide I need to perform another test, even though I'm still in the mindset that this actually is a dream. There's two doors in the room, one right beside TV which leads back, and another door on the wall opposite to the wall with the drawings. I open this door: A huge croud of people is standing in a circle, this door led back to the canteen. I look around on people's faces. I see three people talking, and I turn and see 4 people all in a big conversation, doing their own thing, completely unrelated to anything I could have made up. I notice that their clothings is so different, so colorful and various. The entire crowd is so extremely vivid that I simply decide that the dream is too vivid [/COLOR][COLOR="royalblue"]to be a dream, there was no way that I could have created all those people so vividly and alive.[/COLOR]

It just blew up. I got like 2 big dreams, followed by 6 small ones. No need to say, I forgot all of them Damn it. I do remember I had a shitload of dreams, which I guess beats my previous record of 4. That said, I didnt recall them Oh well, I'm playing it cool. I did though, manage not to move after some of them (I think).

Countdown: 8 Nights left :S
Goal: Fly

It was like... It was like watching a horrific psychopathic art house film. Jesus Christ. What the hell had I dreamt. Is this even a dream. I don't even..

AM I insane?! What kind of neurosis is this.

I'm pretty sure I just had my first lucid dream. It seemed kind of long at the time but I may only remember some bits and pieces now, gonna try to get down as much as I can. And it's weird, it feels so foggy now. Was a very intriguing experience. There was another dream before it but I want to get down as much of the lucid as I can so I'm writing it first.

I'm trying to recall what it was that triggered the reality check. I think it was that I was laying in bed or on the phone with my wife and she said something absurd (I think it had something to do with her saying she was on her way home from class at university, and I quickly realized she doesn't go to school in reality) that caused me to quickly consider that this isn't real and pull a nose-pinch reality check. I was able to breathe like my nose was just a little stuffy despite the nose-pinch. There was an obligatory, "Holy shit, I'm lucid!" moment. To keep the dream from fading from excitement and to calm down, I closed my eyes and (for whatever reason) pictured a topographical map key. Feeling it was stable, I opened my eyes, did another reality check (marveling of course at how weird it was to be breathing through a pinched nose, and then started wandering my environment. I seemed to be in what looked and felt like my old house on Broadway. I was a little unprepared for my first lucid; I hadn't thought of anything cool to do. The first thing I did was go into the bathroom. I figured since I was lucid I might as well start playing around with how well I could control it. I went to the door of the bathroom and decided I'd summon something on the floor outside and close the door to see if it appeared; I arbitrarily chose cake, and then I sort of glanced up and back down and it was there on the floor, slightly stale and with a big slice missing--I didn't even have to close the door. Happy, I went to the big picture window out front and continued experimenting by swapping between night and day by closing my eyes for a second then looking at the sky. I noted some unusual mixed success, namely whenever I wanted it to be day or night it would literally only be just starting day or night (ie at dawn or dusk). It's a little foggy if there was something occurring between now and what happened next, but the next thing I remember was that I was quickly running out of ideas for things to do, so I thought, "Well, I've always wanted to experience sex as a woman, let's give that a try." So I went back to the bathroom (it's notable that the previous time it was the bathroom from the old Broadway house, but it was now the bathroom from my previous apartment on Oak Street), stripped down, then looked in the mirror. Quick comment after the fact, the mirror worked just fine for its purpose in the dream, but before transforming I started in my normal dream avatar--which is myself as I recognize but much thinner. I was able to transform myself by pointing to the parts of my body that I wanted to transform and focusing on them. I started with breasts, then moved on to my penis. I recall being amused/annoyed that as I was shrinking my penis my foreskin wasn't shrinking with it so I had to do that separate. I started to get a little impatient so I just waved my hand around in front of my crotch and looked up at the ceiling to try to speed things up. Eventually everything looked pretty good, wasn't perfect, and I noticed that at some point I had lost all my body hair without intentionally trying to, but it was good enough for a first attempt. I was trying to decide what I wanted to do first with my new body when I noticed I sorta needed to pee so I decided to get that out of the way first, so I did. Just that was an unusual new physical sensation. There was some toilet paper sitting in the bathtub next to the toilet, so I grabbed some to clean things up a bit (since I was planning to shortly be playing around down there soon anyways); as I was cleaning up the phone rang and I answered it. The voice on the other end was some woman trying to tell me about how there were cloths in the tub that I could use for whatever but to leave them there so she could wash them later (I noticed here that it was hard to focus on what was happening now while I was on the phone trying to listen). I looked back into the tub and the toilet paper had been replaced by dark blue cloth. I shortly regretted flushing a few of them down the toilet. I checked the mirror one last time to see if things were still good and then went back out to the living room. I'm think there may have been somewhere here where I experimented with my new body, but if so unfortunately I don't remember it. Eventually there appeared in my house (as though she was familiar with the place) a thin, light-skinned black girl. Delighted to find another person to help me experiment with my new body, I asked her if she wanted to have sex with me. She seemed apprehensive; focusing on her I first removed her clothes then, noting of course that she too was female and thus would make proper copulation difficult, made her instantly grow a penis. She wasn't very amused by this, however, and she angrily stormed off to the basement. Shrugging, and once again bored, I decided to turn my attention on mentally recreating graphic-update remakes of old school video games I love in my mind for entertainment. I started with what I assume was Final Fantasy 6, though thinking on it after the fact the action doesn't match up properly with the game (though I specifically recall Terra's appearance). At some point this was interrupted with my wife calling, when she called what had been the video game scene taking up my entire stream of consciousness suddenly appeared as though I'd taken it out of full-screen mode on my monitor on my computer at my current apartment. I even had my headphones on, so I had to remove one of side of them to expose an ear for the phone like I usually do. I was annoyed at the distraction but answered the phone anyways. I don't remember the contents of the actual phone message, but I note again after the fact that it started to break my lucid concentration. The last part I remember now was going down to the basement where I found the black girl (who had now been transformed into some sort of small Pokémon-like creature) cuddling on a table with another small Pokémon-like creature. Saying, "Oh, so you'll have sex with him but not me!" and did my own storming-off-angrily upstairs and back to the living room, where I waved my hand and did some sort of mental slash across the table they were lying on and killing them both. My memory of this dream ends here, though when I woke I seemed to think that there was more non-lucid dream that came after this. I awoke just prior to starting this journal entry and did a quick reality check that passed, officially ending my first lucid dream.

Note to self: be wary about answering phones once you're lucid; it seems to help break lucid focus. In fact, I'm going to try to make an effort to start reality checks whenever answering and/or ending phone calls. I'm going to try to remember that the next thing on my agenda for practice when a dream goes lucid is controlling the environment; this time I kind of let the environment do what it wanted around me.

There was a dream sequence either prior to or leading up to where it went lucid. There was a long prelude to most of what I remember, but the bulk of what I remember was that there was this stretch of interstate that I would drive down as though I was in a GTA-ish sandbox type game and try to score points on this segment of highway. The segment of highway was kind of a long straight section with a curve off to the right. I'm thinking I may have lost more memory of this dream out of excitement for the lucid one, so maybe more will come back to me later.

22-08-10 Something about dreamers forum, Finding my dream name, telepathic communications with a new user, she asks me to put a program on my computer, this gives acess to game statistics, I thought it would avoid minimising the game if new message received, Niklas from WoW is there explaining to some wisehead that it took ages for a lot of people to find out that beer was his dreamsign and apparently mine too, although I don't recognise this to be true for me.

22-08-10 Something about a competition in exorcism versus a loner played by Sean Penn, kept travelling all over the country. Was somehow also a competition in dreaming so went to the dude's website and gound my dreams to be waay cooler than his. All I really wanted was to be better than this guy. I had a partner, can't remember who it was exactly. I do remember at one point paying extra attention to trees, but never enough to remind myself of a reallity check. Was there something about a graveyard as well, possibly some train traveling, man a bucket load of dreamsigns.

Dream change, it is Christmas and my entire family is together. The kids run around and look for presents on the parking lot outside the communal office and it is bright sunshine (!!!!!!!). They ask me if I brought presents this time, sort of refer to my sisters baby who at this point already is born. “I don't do presents, you all know this!” They then question both my cousins on my mothers side and for some reason especially Heidi is speechless and looks to me for support, I don't quite understand what it is she wants me to do, until she says “Dennis tell them!” They keep looking at her with question marks in her eyes. I say something like “Oh for crying out loud just give them a couple of years of it, they will get used to it”. The entire family starts laughing as we walk into the communal office.

i started out in a type of jail for dogs, my two dogs where behind this big gate. My dogs where standing on green slippery mud. my sisters boyfriend was in the gate also talking about the dogs and barely keeping his balance on the slippery mud. Some guy was standing next to me, i guess he worked there since he said it would be a bad idea to slip on the green "mud". i can't remember much but next thing i know i'm in the world full of trains. i decided to steal dodger merchandise from this facility.

much more happened, but this is my first dream journal entry.

Ghosts: I was in my old house. And some spirit was killing everyone (watched too much Supernatural). This random girl recommended salt to kill the ghosts. The only way the spirit could kill us was if the victim lost communication with anyone. So if nobody was in contact with you, you'd die. Then it ended. After it was just me and the girl.

School: My teacher gave us all this nice juice.Then she told us to meet her at the teachers room. We went there at break but then just left and messed around.
Missed dream signs: My school

Shopping centre: We were at a shopping centre where we all messed around and chilled in a CD store.

21.08.2010

Fragments and False Lucidity. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE LUCIDITY

Two, mostly fragmented. Some fake lucidity.

First:

I was in my room, however, it was darker than usual. I was with other lady who was not my wife. I think we were about to have sex.

I knew it was a dream and I could do whatever I wanted. I was not worried about anything. However, I did not feel like on my regular lucids and I neither reacted or though like if I was really lucid. I had no control either and no recall from waking. I was dreaming I was lucid with a vague realization about being dreaming.

As we were starting to have sex, I had a False Awakening. I was in a store with my wife and then we were at home. We were watching a odd Poltergeist movie. I recall Carol-Ann (the girl from the series) in a dark hotel, the ghosts were like made of white vapor.

The scenery changed... more fragments. I accomplished a secret mission and I was going to be granted other one. I was wondering if I would need a gun for the next one.

Missed dream signs:
- The False Lucidity.
- The False Awakening.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Unknown, too many fragments.

I had like a million dreams last night because I ended up sleeping for around 12 hours
The latest one I remember was something to do with microbiology and eukaryotic and prokaryotic cells and since I knew what they were I could save some company, or something like that
I cannot really be bothered/do not have the time atm to think of and write the others down.

I have really got to stop trying to fly. I heard some guy it took ten years for him to learn to fly, and since I've never dreamed of flying... I'm going to need a lot of practice.

I had just walked around the corner of the house and happened to be looking at the sky. Lo and behold, flying through it was three rather box-y looking, blue and orange space shuttles. I randomly connected them with something from a past dream--in fact, as I looked at them, I was remembering which entry of my journal they were under. [Despite this, when I went back and checked it in the morning, that dream has no record of having blue and orange space-shuttles.] However, I remembered them from a previous dream, and told myself I must have been in another dream. I promptly raised my hand in front of my face, and was delighted to discover my pinky finger seemed to be having trouble connecting with reality [Under normal circumstance, I wouldn't have been delighted, but hey--I was dreaming ^ ^] So like in the last dream, I raced off around the side of the house, hardly noticing that the DC I had been talking to seconds earlier was gone, and hurried off down the driveway. Perhaps it was my imagination, but I seemed to be able to run rather quickly. Anyway. Once I got to the street, I tried to fly--by jumping. No dice. So then I closed my eyes to try and envision myself some nice wings.
...I discovered I had trouble opening my eyes again, and was disheartened when I managed to open them a tiny bit, and saw my bedroom. End of dream.

However, due to this second [!!!] lucid dream, I am able to come up with a couple of hypothesis.

1.] My House is a dream sign. Both Lucid dreams have occurred when I have been around my house. I've had two other dreams that I've recorded that include my house, but that was before I got into serious lucid dreaming.
2.] I'm going to need a whole lot more practice to fly, so I'm going to start with something easier.
3.] This dream will be the last time I close my eyes on a dream ever. again. I've learned my lesson [Found out two days later you shouldn't close your eyes unless you've centered yourself enough, and will stay in the dream]
4.] I noticed a lot of my friends from theater tend to crop up, so that means I will spend a large part of rehearsals this year doing reality checks. Just in case.

○Ride a bike
○Have a conversation with Morpheus
○Listen to Dissolved Girl by Massive Attack
○Watch the Matrix (the whole movie)
○Walk vertically
○Make it rain
○Go to the moon / ○Meet other Dreamers in a shared dream there
○Fly for more than a minute
○Slow time
○Jump over a mountain
○Drive a motorcycle 100mph
○Dodge a bullet
○Stop a bullet with telekinesis
○Assassin's Creed

I have a recurring dream where I dreamt the exact same thing, just in seperate times of my dream, I was dreaming I was living in Red Deer (my hometown we actually just moved here just a short time ago, but in my dream I just moved there that day) , I was going to get some food in this mall that was entirely just fast food, I saw Wendys, Macdonalds, A&W, DQ then I remember seeing a second A&W store.
I met these girls. Later down in my dream, these same girls I met came into my dream and chose me over her boyfriend and I don't know why, in my dream I was walking and I accidentally stepped on her heels, in my dream I apologized and she knew my name, she called out to me and said "It's okay Taylor". This was one of the strangest things I recall in my dream, because I still do not know who this person was but she and her friends all knew me, but, in my dream I just moved to the city and still, don't know many people. At my job, I met this guy named Cam. I consider him to be a good friend, we are into the same things and all that jazz, but, in my dream, I was with him and he was driving drunk when he picked me up outside of the fast food mall, the surprising this is I KNOW in my conscious state that Cam despises drinking and would never drive drunk, I know his wife is white and he has no kids, yet in my dream I get to his house (After rear-ending several cars and them not stopping to ask us about anything once) and after we get there his wife is white, she is actually Asian, they have 3 kids and a dog and a cat, one of his kids is Asian although his wife is white in real life. This isn't even the most weird thing, in my new job, I operate the boards for a radio station, (I move dials up and down to regulate the sound, record calls, work remotes etc etc,) in my dream, one of the announcers who was live on location at the store calls me in my dream to tell me that he is infuriated that I am the sole reason for his "discconects" (which is essentially as it sounds, he gets disconnected from the radio in mid sentence, I can do nothing about this but mute his microphone and play the next song) I actually start to feel emotions in my dream and I start crying in my dream because I feel as though it is real. I feel essentially scared, because this is a disgruntled old man telling me that I am the reason for his firing(my dad is literally his boss in real life). BUT I find the MOST strange and Bizzare part of my dream saw two of the same people, just with different ages (Like it would be like seeing yourself, then yourself next to yourself, just 25 years aged)
I noticed this in my dream, I straight up remember saying out loud in my dream that I was indeed dreaming and there was no way someone could be the same person just differently aged, I started feeling extremely weird my dream at this moment, I believe this was where my lucid dream could have started,but, instead the guy pulled out a gun and shot at me, I instantly woke up and
was shocked.

Random recollections from my dream :
*Note this and the above were ALL from the same dream that took place over a time span of JUST over 3 hours* * I REMEMBER coming in and out of consciousness in real life, like I would get these weird feelings, I would look around my room, then instantly go back to dreaming.
I remember having copious amounts of drugs and doing them in my dream, I also remember having seen people I have seen in my dreams before.
I had this dream before in the night, it was a long continuous dream. Since this is just me quickly re-collecting my dreams as we go, I was in this one
moment when I physically was holding someone and shaking someone, I remember this only because when I was doing it my body got the strangest feeling,
so I repeated it and I got the same feeling again, I started to "wake up". The weirdest thing was I already dreamt the same thing previously, so I already
knew what would happen, I was so scared in my dream because it seemed toooo real.


And for the record, I can honestly associate everything I dreamt about in my real life day:

For the fast food mall, I live in a city where wendys, mcdonalds a&w are all next to eachother, and today I was looking for a place to eat.
Me getting a phonecall from disgruntled employee, I was driving with my dad and this co-worker was live on location and I asked if he wanted to stop and say I hi to this guy.
I was watching documentaries on Hallucination on Ted.com and I was also talking to my dad about lucid dreaming today. I still don't know why when I realized it was a dream I got shot and ultimately ended up here, I was enjoying that part of the dream because I somehow had a waterslide in my backyard that when I rode every time I would go over one of the bumps, it would launch me 20 feet in the air.

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21.08.2010

Ghost Town (DILD)

★★☆☆☆

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Originally Posted by Mzzkc

Without any goals in mind, I wandered around aimlessly, in an eerily-deserted, colorful, suburban dreamscape, for what seemed like hours; the dream ended when I got upset with a ski-ball machine that called me out for 'cheating.'

Wet Pillows

I was in a suburb just around the corner from my flat. I was staying at a flat there and tI think people were having some quiet drinks and just chilling. It started raining and there were some people sitting under a tree oblivious to the rain. I think I went to sleep and came back out in the morning. The people were gone but they had been using my pillows to sit on in the dirt and they were all wet and dirty!


Creepy Guy

I was trying to WILD in the morning. I could hear all the guys who had stayed over last night. I slipped into a dream and one of the guys was hooking up with a topless young asian girl. They saw me and she turned to cover up and her whole back was tattooed and even down her legs with this amazing blue sky. There were clouds and birds, it looked real. I went into the lounge and there was this guy maby a little older than me waching tv and his younger sister who was like 7 or 8. She was sitting down infront of the tv. The guy told her to do something and she did it straight away. The guy was amazed, it was like he just realised he could control her or something. He told her to pick up her doll and do something with it. Then I woke up.