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I was a knight in medieval times leading a group of other knights to rescue princesses. The first thing i saw was a small house but i knew there was a princess inside there. I went in the house and saw a person with a cloak and when she turned around she looked like the girl from fear. I screamed and a loud piercing noise came out that knocked people out. The girl fell to the ground but there was another girl who looked exactly the same in her place. I screamed again and as she fell another girl was in her place. There were four of them in total and once i had knocked them all out with my scream they started to get back up ( this was really weird because my scream was meant to knock people out for hours). I could only do one thing - kill them. So i killed all four. After i had killed them i sat down and was annoyed at myself for not being able to save them. One of the other knights came up to me and told me to forget about what happened and brought up a memory of me rescuing a princess earlier that day. I then got up and starting moving towards a large, heavily guarded castle and then i woke up.

August 25: I have remembered only slight bits like the first i was running at night with mike ivanov and i saw a guy ahead running with a ponytail that made me suspicious then the scene changed to hanging with zoeller once i ran to his house which was like a housing complex because houses were close together. eventually a car pulled up it was a silver honda or vanish car(im bad with cars) and out came this jock-like kid(douche) who mocked zoeller about his sister and her being hot; then somehow I went to a random garage and talked to mike choi and someone else and then it hit me.. I knew I was asleep so I shouted I am dreaming! Then I tried shooting a fireball but my dream went apeshit. And all this crazy input in my dream prevented my concentration. Like the talking of mike choi and a dc and when I did the fireball motion upwards a train (I saw it through a two foot wide and quite long space in the roof. was above and extremely loud and heavy(it shook my dream vision like crazy) I was literally trippin' around because of the powerful tremor caused by the train that rolled on above me. eventually I woke up. I think mantras may help me well.

In some sort of cityscape. Sometimes it was night, but when I was walking back to my residence, it was day. I passed by alot of nightclubs and bars going home, and I remember seeing people I know intermittently, and thinking that it was going to be a good night to drinka nd go to town. On my way home, it was snowing and the fields were very green in the background, it was an unnaturally grassy green. I remember thinking, "it's winter" so it must have been realy nice green from the rain. I passed by a lady on the outskirts of our residential college, she talked to me asking if I wanted a haircut. I asked her how much for student prices, and she told me 17 dollars. This was more than the place I normally go, but I remembered having had a hair cut with her b4, and it being good, so I said I would come back later. I changed my mind as I was leaving because she quickly stopped talking to me and pitched at a new customer. On my walk back I saw jerome and there were a bunch of international people (americans i think) walking around that we overheard. They were saying something stupid and we chuckled at thei idiocy. I folllowed them a bit as well because I heard them talking about australia, and I loled even harder at what they said. Earlier in the dream, I also remember sorting out some stuff with charlotte and being at a flat where I was talking to some people.

I can't really remember much but i remember being on top of a cliff, with a freeway going down and up, sort of like a line graph. The freeway was full of running water, but cars were still driving on it. I was on the "slip and slide" freeway and i laid down and pushed myself down the cliff, sliding on my stomach all the way down. I was between two cars so i had to keep using my arms to propel forward or else i'd get ran over. well once i got to the bottom of the "slip and slide" freeway that's when it went straight into a tunnel. The freeway started going parallel now so i stood up. Some lady's car was stopped on the side of the tunnel, so i went over to her. I don't really remember the conversation we had but i asked her if this was just a dream, and she said yes. after that somehow i got into a type of sports store with my friends. I was sitting down, and next to me where some cool lighters on some vibrating table. There was the manage walking around that knew me and my friends where up to something. The lady at the register knew i wanted the cool lighter so she distracted the manager so i can steal the lighter. I got the lighter and put it in that one big pocket in my hoodie sweater. i started to walk out the door and ALL of these random things started to fall out of my pocket from my hoodie. I put them back in my pocket and walked out into a BMW suv car with my friends. The lady at the register came out to, she was my friends girlfriend. AFTER i got inside the car, i suddenly appeared at a movie theatre. Me and my mom were there about to watch a movie. We were at the third floor of the movie theatre next to a stair case. I was taking care of a baby girl that was in a stroller. My mom had left to check if the movie has started, So i was there with the baby. After a while i notice that the baby was gone, and i looked all around for the baby. I told my mom that the baby was missing, then she spotted her. She said "shes right there!". the baby girl was trying to go down the stair case, i went up to her and she turned around to look at me. When she turned around, she lost her balance and fell. She fell down the first stair case and then fell off two more storys. I ran three storys down to the lobby floor. She had a big gash in her forhead. I called the ambulance. That is where my dream ended.

24.08.2010

My house is in the middle of darkness and nothingness. (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Still on my small crisis! At least its going very good on my new business stuff. Two dreams, once lucid:

Second:

I woke up from a dream and just lost it entirely. I realized I was still under my new business changes thoughts. They came to my mind right away. It was early so I told to my self the only way to improve the night, was to have a lucid, so I had to turn lucid, yes or yes, no options.

I had a False Awakening in my room. My wife was telling me it was time to wake up. I felt very tired and I needed a lot more of sleep. I got out of my bed with my eyes half closed. I really felt really tired, so tired that I could put my reality into questioning. So I did. I looked at my hands, however, I just saw my hands blurry, maybe too blurry due tiredness. I decided to jump. I jumped and kept in the air. I was floating in the middle of my room. I felt really satisfied and I though, "This is so nice, I do not have to wake up, I am just dreaming!" My wife, half asleep was going to the bathroom, I flew away to my living room and opened the door (I was levitating by then) I flew out of my house.

My house was in the middle of a very dark forest. I do not recall many trees, the sky was black and there was no wind. The quality of the dream was very low. I flew up high. I could see my dream house surrounded by a few trees. Darkness surrounded my house and there was like a wall about 50 feets away from my house. I flew towards the wall and I flew over it. I only saw nothingness. Eternal darkness... there was nothing outside. I remembered that scenario on a few lucids when I was a kid. I landed and I focused in seeing skycrappers once I flew back up.

I flew again and now, instead of darkness and nothingness I saw I was in an island, surrounded by water. I gained height and I realized it was dawn, almost night. I saw skyscrapers starting to lit up for the night, I also saw the shadow of the sun on the sea. It was beautiful.

I flew towards the city of lights I just saw. I reached it in no time. I started to walk in the street. For a few seconds I lost lucidity. I saw the dream in third person, like behind a screen. It was like a youtube video of myself. I was walking on the streets and the video was titled, "Walking by the Animus" I started to think if Animus was for guys and Anima for gals or it was the opposite. I wanted to see how much detail my dream was having, so I went back to first person. I was in front of one building. The lights inside were on. I saw an office and every single detail. A computer, a cup of coffee, pens, pencils, chairs... I did not see any DC. I was flying by the building, observing it.

Suddenly, I was in my bed and my wife was waking me up. It was time to go. I felt more rested this time but I still found odd the situation. I woke up once more for real.

Missed dream signs:
- None.

Spotted dream signs:
- Being so ridiculously tired.

Reality check performed:
- Hand check (partial failure... left me with doubts)
- Gravity check. (failed. turned lucid)

It seems lately that my dreams aren't hitting me right when I wake up. I quit doing the WBTB (I was waking up my girl) and I'm thinking that has something to do with it. Now rather than remembering a few deeper dreams at random spots in the night I'll wake up and remember a list of separate dreams. This morning, for example, I woke up and remembered three different and distinct dreams. Awesome.

I pull into a concrete parking lot and park right in front of a building. I get out and walk past a guard rail and right past a glass door. It dings and I look behind me to see Lawrence emerge from the building. He waves me over and we head inside. As we enter the building he explains to me that the guy behind the counter owns everything in here. He is impressed. When we get inside I realize it is some sort or hot dog joint. It reminds me of top dog or skeeters. The man behind the counter is probably in his mid forties and dark skinned. He has dark black hair and looks a little sweaty. The customer in front of us buys something and it costs him almost twenty bucks. I'm shocked by the mark up.

I am in an elevator and I want if to take me to the first floor. However once I get there the elevator turns back around and brings me flying back to the top of the building. My heart is racing. Once we hit the top floor the elevator turns upside down. I'm close to freaking out but somehow I keep my cool while it goes plummeting back to the first level. But we go through the first level and suddenly I am in a basement level. I smack some sort of emergency switch and the elevator creaks to a halt. The door in front of me flies open to reveal a load of wiring. I start pulling on wires and eventually manage to pry the door open enough to slip out.

I am in a subterranean area. There are boxes and pallets everywhere and it seems sparsely lit. I'm nervously walking around looking for a way back up when I see a body lying on top of a half empty pallet.

I am at the counter of brew and grow and I'm ringing customers out when an elder man and his wife and kid come up. At the time I was jotting things down in my notebook, mainly adult websites for some reason as well as all my social networking info, and I'm worried that he'll see it or his kid. I check them out and for some reason tear off the paper with the info and hand it to his wife and I tell them to contact me if they run into issues.

I run into some band members there. We start small talking about each others tunes. We are both very complimentary and polite to eachother. Then I decide to leave. I hop in my car and start cranking the acoustic version of stillbirth. I drive away and end up pit stopping at a mcdonalds. I go inside, just passing through, when i see Leah walk in. I sit at a table to hide sort of and watch her walk by with a grin. I then get up and head outside and back to my car which is somehow a convertible with a selectable roof. It's starting to rain so I raise the shell of the roof and drive off.

Also I got to talking with the singer, and a good friend, of my band and we get onto the subject of dreaming and I, hesitantly, brought up lucid dreaming. It turns out he's done it quite a few times before. It's really inspiring and I think having someone like that to talk to is going to help me out in the long run.

I am so bad! I haven't been doing any recording. Laziness has taken over. I will soon change that. More dreams will happen!

24.08.2010

Self employment stuff (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Still on my small crisis! At least its going very good on my new business stuff. Two dreams, once lucid:

First:

- 3 jobs to assign.
- Assigned all.
- Wife started a database.
- I wanted to do a BS so I called back
- 5 different teams.
- One was home made.

No idea... it was written in my DJ.

Missed dream sign:
- Unknown.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Unknown

The following recently occurred to me:
A) This dream journal contains absolutely no privacy options.
B) This dream journal now comes up as the second entry when you Google search for "SCPantera".
C) Several of my dreams contain fairly dicey information that, while I have no mind towards anonymous people on the internet reading them, would rather not have people I know stumbling across this journal.

Though regrettable, here's my plan as an alternative: I'm going to backup my dream journal entries on Word documents in my personal files on my computer and simply cross index the entries I'd rather not have public.

Edit: And done. I elected to leave a few racier bits that I don't mind being public too much and stuck with only removing a couple sequences I thought were downright embarrassing. Hopefully this will allow my dream journal to retain some entertainment value without being too risky.
I'm trying to decide if I want to put forth the effort to backup every entry. It would be a good idea, but may be time consuming.

I had a DILD Last night!! Yay! I had a weird night. I woke up randomly at 7, didn't do anything because I was too sleepy, woke at 8:30 with alarm clock but don't remember it, and woke at 9:30 ffeling gooood about my dreams!

I have a big segment and three little ones but I cannot remember when they all happened or how they connect because I remember only that I remembered it all after waking up the last time...I will write the 3 short ones first and then the last one.
Bold- Dream, Blue- Lucid, Normal- non dream.

It was my birthday party. People came t my house. I didn't care about most for some reason, and only cared about my best friend. Me and him found rafaela candies and went to hide them for later consumption but ended up eating them in my laundry room. We went to the bathroom He did his business and I washed my face. I don't know why but we wrestled a little and fell into the bathtub. We got out of the bathroom and it was one of my friends' houses. We played video games. One of my friends was there but he said a few mean things tome. There was another guy that was very nice to me. Everyone went on the computer except me. I played a single player spy weasel game where I had to infiltrate some place and steal something, similar to the intro of Inception. I was doing very well and People came from the computer to watch me. I got caught and hid in the shadows. The main bad guy caught me and I killed him in the game. Then, the kids disappeared and my dad and step-mom appeared. They offered to go skating and I accepted. First though, my stepmom was a little ill and she drank water with medicine in it. As she was about to drink, it turned into tonic water. We went outside and started skating on a strange road. The roller blades turned into ice skates for non ice surfaces and we started to speed skate. We skated so fast that we rose up above the clouds and were flying as we skated. The clouds became Ice and we were skating on ice now. It was breathtakingly beautiful. Pink and purple sunrise sky and up above transitioned to black from outer space. I looked back down to the ice and the surface looked like an ocean. my stepmom skated faster ahead, I couldn't keep up and my dad fell behind. I started using my hands to dig into the ice to help go faster and as I went faster I flew up higher and into space. It was cold and I saw a frozen ship fly by me. The gravity was weird and the ship could fly... I drifted back down the the ice clouds and caught up and so did my dad. I fell through the ice at a weak spot but flew up again by skating faster and wanting to fly up. Then, we decided to go down to earth so we punched the ice until wwe fell through and gently drifted down the a road I saw at the outskirts of Kiev, Ukraine. There was snow far off from the road all around but right by the snow were brilliant gold flowers that shone brighter than I have ever seen and the trees were green. Forest on either side. It was surreal and beautiful- the snow, the golden flowers, the trees. I was enjoying it a lot. We eventually reached the first city buildings and the city looked like Chicago. I guess setting change? Winter and snow were gone. I stopped under a roofed building. My parents skated on and were soon gone. Randomly, I realized I was lucid. I remember thinking that all of this was so surreal and amazing. Then, I thought "hey, I'm dreaming" in an obvious sort of way like only an idiot wouldn't know with all of this. I yelled increase lucidity but it didn't work very well. I was too excited to remember to stabilize and do all of those things. The first thing I could think of was the forest task. I closed my eyes and wanted to be in a forest when I opened them but that didn't work as I was still overcome with excitement. I looked around and saw a forest in a city park just beyond a building. I flew over the building and as I came closer, I saw that the forest had thinned. It was thinning as I flew closer. Then, as I came even closer, I saw that the forest diappeared and in its place stood a neat row of trees. Just one layer and row. Between them and around were little neat cofee shop tables and people were sitting doing their things. When they saw me, everyone got scared and ran. I kept my mind on the task and suddenly, the dream was less stable and I lost some control. I couldn't fly very well then. I persisted and flew around the trees, weaving in and out and then above the trees. I could only fly for short bursts, so I flew by boosting up a bit, and then gliding down and repeating. A woman and her two kids ran after me right under wher I just flew screaming religious things and cursing my flying as work of the devil. I didn;t care. I thought that now that the task was done, I needed something else to do. An idea popped into my mind. I said, "I want to meet my dream guide". Suddenly, a pair of clever looking triangular eyes appeared. It was surrounded by a sparkly orange mist or aura. Reminded me of the cat from alice in wonderland. I asked it if twas my spirit guide and it replied, in a very deep intriguing voice, "Perhaps" and then vanished. I flew back to the start of the row of trees and as I was flying above a low rooftop, a parkour kid started running alongside me. Then, I woke up.

I had a DILD Last night!! Yay! I had a weird night. I woke up randomly at 7, didn't do anything because I was too sleepy, woke at 8:30 with alarm clock but don't remember it, and woke at 9:30 ffeling gooood about my dreams!

I have a big segment and three little ones but I cannot remember when they all happened or how they connect because I remember only that I remembered it all after waking up the last time...I will write the 3 short ones first and then the last one.
Bold- Dream, Blue- Lucid, Normal- non dream.

I was on a plane in a window seat. By me sat a girl that I knew and used to like her but I cannot remember who she was. She acted weird. We arrived at the airport in Kiev, Ukraine. When we got off of the plane, a big team of security surrounded us and escorted us to the security check. They said there was a bad guy on the plane. We went through an unusual security tht consisted of squeezing through passages that were too small. Then they asked me random questions like who the last person I saw was and what I saw on the plane. I saw a sign that warned against putting your feet up on the plane seats at the risk of them putting veryheavy boots on you. I saw many kids and adults around. I was suddenly standing atop the chute out of where bags come out and onto the conveyor for pickup. Kids frommy flight were down there. They caught the bad guy. We exited the airport and were in an underground crosswalk. Everyone discussed where they wanted to go and we all parted ways.

I had a DILD Last night!! Yay! I had a weird night. I woke up randomly at 7, didn't do anything because I was too sleepy, woke at 8:30 with alarm clock but don't remember it, and woke at 9:30 ffeling gooood about my dreams!

I have a big segment and three little ones but I cannot remember when they all happened or how they connect because I remember only that I remembered it all after waking up the last time...I will write the 3 short ones first and then the last one.


I was locked in a house during a nuclear war. This is teh kind of house you see in a scary video game and that was also the general feel of the dream. It was a clinic. There was an obese man wearing glasses laying in a bed surrounded by nurses. One of the nurses told me he was a heroin addict and was dying. They gave him liposuction and it looked disgusting. He looked disgusting after it. Before euthanasia, they gave him a lot of heroin to make him happy and stop suffering and then killed him. Suddenly, a bomb alert alarm sounded and the nurses and I shuffled down the stairs. We went tot he basement, latched the flimsy wooden door shut and waited. Segment end.

I had a DILD Last night!! Yay! I had a weird night. I woke up randomly at 7, didn't do anything because I was too sleepy, woke at 8:30 with alarm clock but don't remember it, and woke at 9:30 ffeling gooood about my dreams!

I have a big segment and three little ones but I cannot remember when they all happened or how they connect because I remember only that I remembered it all after waking up the last time...I will write the 3 short ones first and then the last one.

Bold- Dream, Blue- Lucid, Normal- non dream.

I finished swimming practice at the park district pool, but I didn't have a ride. I saw a teammate from my school and asked him for a ride home. He said no, he was in a hurry but when I exited the building he was there waiting for me. He drove me home. The neighborhood where the pool is was spaced and laid out weird.

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[SIZE="4"][COLOR="Red"][B]Back Off K, I'm Shy[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="Gray"](Non-lucid)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="Blue"][B][SIZE="3"]Non-Lucid 1[/SIZE][/B][/COLOR]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="Gray"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="Purple"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="DarkBlue"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="Gray"][/COLOR][COLOR="Purple"]I was at the school bus stop waiting, which was odd because my bus is usually there before school ended. I looked over and it arrived, with people already in it, which was also odd. I just walked in and looked around for a seat but I couldn't find any empty double seat so I sat next to my kind-of friend K, I got the window seat for some reason. The bus left and I was just looking out the window bored as I always do but then I felt K brushing up against me, I just looked at her and she stopped for a bit. A bit later she just hugged me, brushing up against me more, I just said. "Could you stop...please" She did after a bit, the rest is kind of a blurr, but I remember getting off the bus.[/COLOR][/INDENT]

this is a dream from last night... i know it is late, but i am just getting the chance to record it.

I am with a group of guys my age. I know most of them and they are all pretty much my friends. We are at some sort of camp. We walk outside and its very sunny. There is a bridge crossing over a river. There are lots of people swimming, playing, or just relaxing in the river. We all stand on the bridge and then the guy who is in charge tells us all to take off all our clothes and show all the people below. He gives us some sort of device to wear around our waist. The purpose of this device is to warm our dicks and make us hard. As bizarre as it sounds, i really enjoyed stripping down and laying next to my friends. With the device on i got really hard and felt good about the size of my dick. All the people below watched but i don't remember what they said. We eventually get up and leave the bridge. I think about how fun it would be to set the device on high on one of my friends without him knowing it and watch him get hard. I make comparisons between the lovely device which i am now beginning to really enjoy and viagra. I don't remember how far we walk, where we walk, or how long we walk. I do remember where we eventually arrive. It is a little clearing in the woods beside a pond. We are all getting ready to go swim and play in the pond. The guide or camp leader tells us that he is going to teach us how to do back flips. This is the last thing i remember before waking up.