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I tried a WBTB wild last night and failed because of my stomach. I would have this in blue but i didn't really realize it was a dream much so i'll keep it gray.

Lucidity- 3
Vividness- 7

It started with me and someone else going through what looked like a military complex. We both had guns, and a good variety of them too. I chose what gun i wanted on a wheel that appeared in front of me and when i did it stopped time. Think of prototype with guns.

So i'm fighting my way through this place with the other person and we split up. I find my way into an area where there are some enemies and take them out easily enough. It wasn't hard to kill these guys, just point and shoot. Plus they didn't fight back too hard.

So i guess we dreamskip a little and we are both ouside the complex but inside of a fenced in area. The fence has 10 foot of concrete at the bottom and the actual fence is 100 ft tall. I try to fly but again i can't. Just as i try it again an alien ship flys above head.

My friend shoots his grenade launcher at the fence to help us get out. It just blows a few chunks out of it. So i run to it and tell him or her to follow. I reach the concrete and jump all the way up, i would have gone much higher but i grabbed the top loops and swung myself in a downward direction. Then my friend landed near me.

I felt the dream slipping, i was going to time dialate, but it was too late. The dream slipped. I tried DEILD. I just relaxed and stayed still when i kind of woke up. I felt the transition out of SP though. I stayed there for a few more seconds and realized it was hopeless. I did a RC to make sure and yea.

Had another dream I was playing Starcraft 2 (I should iterate that I neither own nor have played the multiplayer thereof). I was playing what was evidently my first 1v1 with some guy that I may have kinda known. It was TvT and I was playing predictably newbish and sloppy, but it was a close game that came down to a base razing race that I won just as my opponent was attacking my command center. I noticed some unusual gameplay behavior; he was scanning around his base and I was able to see his scans as though they were my own, and when he started banshee harassing I switched to viking production and my first viking was produced instantly--seems my dream wanted me to win.

At the begining of the dream Istarted of with a bunch of adults in an airplane and then the piolot said, "whos gonna go first?" and I responded "I will" and then i jumped out of the plane and started to sky dive it was amazing the wind on my face, all the tricks, i kept doing flips and man it was just awesome!

30.08.2010

8/31/10 - WBTB Method Attept 1 (Before the Attempt) (Note)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Alright, so this is.....The first time I'm doing this Dream Journal? I don't know how exactly I'm supposed to use it, But I'll figure out in a bit, Or eventually for that matter.

I guess it's been a pain in the ass lately, I've tried a lot of methods of trying to Lucid Dream a bit. WILD does not yield any results except for the non stop feeling of body spasms. I do see colors and waves of things, but I can't see any solid objects or some sort. Longest I've tried was an hour, but then again I don't know if I was focusing long enough. WBTB had a result, I was able to dream a lot more vivid then ever before, However I was not able to take control nor was I aware that this was a dream. I was merely playing along with the dream.

I'm scared to find out some things, Mainly about my self. The whole reason I want to Lucid Dream right now is to have a talk with my inner self. Whatever or whoever it may be, Or what it may look like. I want to have a talk and ask it the things that I can't normally answer because I don't concsiously know it or something of the varation. I feel happy because it's a chance to overcome fears and also live out some memories that I wish would have gone better then what it initially did when it happened in the waking world. And at the most, I can find out more about my self. I feel more confused by the minute about who i am as a person. What my fears are and what I feel inside. Some people say that it's a bit stupid and that I can't really do anything of the sort, It at the same time I feel as if they don't know what they are talking about.

We all have different mindsets, If he can't control his Lucid Dreams enough to have stuff like that, Or is not open to the idea of. Then I don't think he can tell me what I think otherwise.....

The time is 4:51AM. And I plan to sleep for 5-6 hours, And wake back up at around 12 to attempt a WBTB method. It may be a bit hard for me at first, But I'll give it all I got. It's the only method I've had "ANY" progress so far.

I hope everything goes alright, Otherwise I fear I'll sleep straight through the alarm. Time to put the computer speakers on max.

we take a bus to strip cliuub and al go to sit down in an outside room. all the girls start going crazy and strippery. steph godes first. they ask so my tattoo. take my shirt, pass it around smelling. a gy\uy gives it back. its a pool. 3 girls go change come bakc w no bottoms. a guy puts me undrwater, choking me no one will help

lots of girls injured thir legs,, we debate cripple vs non cripple game but coose against that
slme sort of game will be plzayed
she quit
megan is amazed with walkie talkies

visiting a house with the pups. keeping them outside and theyget out while we get in through garage. get in and theres a great dane. talk to a kid on tv. its the baughs house.

visiting somewhere cabiny-has a huge library. lots of adult stuff no good normal movies though excepr some stuff with mal

ang bit by cat thing on head, father falls in hole and dies
ang and a large creature...ang waqnts to die they fall, kids catch them
starving kids...ezting like that elephant. laundry, dishes

In y last dj I mentioned Tom . Well ,Tom appears in my dreams quite often .

1.I was at my friends house with my other good friend and we were standing outside the house . Suddenly I see Tom and his other friend crossing the street . I thought what the hell are they doing here ?? So then we go to the backyard and suddenly I'm like "Shit my hair must look awful , I haven't washed it in a while" and then my other friend says "What are you talking about , your hair looks fine,you just washed it yesterday ." and then I started whining about my clothes and wanted to change them . I said it'll only take a minute and went next door to my house to change (actually I live like 15 miles away from my friend's house) . I was going through my wardrobe , looking for something to wear ,while constantly peeking out the window to see if they are still there . For some reason it was so difficult to choose an outfit . I finally decided for while shorts and a cardigan with flower patterns . I didn't even get the chance to go join them (I had been changing clothes for like 45 minutes) because I woke up .

The alarm was set to 8 am so I woke up . I was up for about 15 minutes and then went back to sleep because I was tired .

2.I was in a movie I think . It was supposed to be another blockbuster with no other than Cameron Diaz in the leading role.She was playing some girl who , for some reason , had eyes that were as green as a forest . Her eyes were like really green . It made no sense but I didn't think about it much . I don't remember the first part of the dream , but afterwards I remember there was a minibus . And it carried around nachos with guacamole . Me and Cameron Diaz had to follow it and somehow catch the guys inside it . But first thing's first I had to go pick Cameron up from jail . Apparently she had just been released . So the nachotruck came and we tried to jump on it but fell down onto the sidewalk . We had some of those nachos in our hands and they were really good so we ate them and started laughing really hard . After that I remember I was with my best friend and my other friend and then I took out my ipod and played a song for her , because we had some memories that were somehow connected to that song . She looked at me and said she doesn't remember that song and has never heard of it . She looked kind of .. guilty . There was sadness in her eyes . So then my best friend took me by the hand and we went to the bathroom at my house . She was trying to convince me that my other friend was lying about not knowing that song and I was like what the hell is going on ? then I woke up I guess .

30.08.2010

The elevator to the Atomic world (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

When I went to bed I was determined to have a decent night once and for all. I went tired due bad sleep previous night. I had almost instantly some HH and I drifted in and one from the dream realm while I was meditating, so I decided to get comfortable to sleep. I recorded three dreams. One long dream, one lucid (task for September) and one fragment.

Third:

I had a FA and I went ahead to write down my dreams. I took my journal and went to my kitchen table. I opened the microwave to get the light from it. I opened it and the light did not lit. I closed it and reopened it. Light did not work at all. I looked at my hands. They looked blurry but I think OK. I blamed being tired my blurry vision. I looked at the microwave unsatisfied and tried to jump. I jumped a first time, gravity was OK. I knew something wrong was going on. I jumped again and the jump looked a little different, but still not weird. I jumped a third time and I jumped a lot and levitated. I knew I was dreaming and I was wondering why the RC tried to keep me without lucidity... oh well, happens. I was floating now, I opened my door and left my home.

I started to fly to make my dream stable (again, I do not recommend this as a way to stable dreams) Everything was super blurry and super dark. While I was flying, I felt I was going to awake. I increased the speed and started to look around, focusing on things would pop out. The darkness decreased and I started to see stuff. The sky turned blue and it was sunny. The dream was not perfect still and the atmosphere was stale. I kept flying until I finally felt the wind on my face and engaged all five senses.

I remembered the Task of the Month for September. I started to look around for buildings, but I saw none. Only small houses. I told to my self that I was in a dream and a one story home could have a elevator... and if not, I would just summon one.
I landed and I was with a male dream character. We entered a small house which was a tourist attraction. I entered and there was grass inside the place. The receptionist called me and offered assistance. I started to talk some nonsense with her until I looked to the left and a saw a small elevator. I then unfocused from my conversation with the receptionist and I said, "yeah yeah, ok" I walked to the elevator and the doors closed. When I was in front of the elevator I knew the doors would open again.







And they did. The elevator was super tiny. It could only handle two people inside. The walls of the elevator were red and it was a small light. The panel of the elevator had only one button and two keys buttons (theses ones that need a key to be activated) The other DC entered with me as well.
Now, I was inside the elevator and the doors closed. Now the elevator was a lot bigger because the other DC was like four feet away from me. I looked again at the panel and I remembered that when I was a kid, the key buttons fascinated me because they would lead to cool places (I was a kid...) So I knew they could lead me to the Atomic World to complete the advanced.

I pushed the key button several times (without a key) and it worked. The elevator started to shrink and to go down. I started to jump inside the elevator. I knew it was going to mess it up even more. For every time I jumped I shouted "Atomic World!!!" The elevator shoke abruptly every time I jumped until it stopped.

The doors opened with a "tic" sound. I was in the same place were I took it, however, everything was enourmous. One single blade of glass was like a hundred times bigger than me. I could even see small circles forming a pattern and making a whole... they looked like atoms together forming the blade of grass. The other DC told me we were in the Atomic world. I did not find a single thing exciting about it. However, I was happy. I took the elevator and leaded me somewhere (basic passed) and now I was in the atomic world (advanced passed)

I decided to go back to the elevator and travel to another location and completed one of the tasks of the year, however, the elevator closed and did not open. Now I was bigger again, but not normal. I was about 3 inches tall. A little bigger than a grass blade, but I was still growing.
I walked towards the receptionist and requested her the elevator to work again. She told me, "Well, now its closed. Not even the Principle from this place will be able to use it. Its a tourist thing and its not working well now. You have been abusing the elevator and you broke it. And not only you, other people like Serenity from Dreamviews broke this elevator as well... so no more elevator for you guys." Dream vanished and I woke up.

Missed dream signs:
- None.

Spotted dream signs:
- Microwave malfunctioning.

Reality checks done:
- Hand Check (passed)
- Gravity Check (Passed)
- Gravity Check (Passed with suspiciously)
- Gravity Check (Failed. Turned lucid)

30.08.2010

Driving to an abandoned parking lot. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

When I went to bed I was determined to have a decent night once and for all. I went tired due bad sleep previous night. I had almost instantly some HH and I drifted in and one from the dream realm while I was meditating, so I decided to get comfortable to sleep. I recorded three dreams. One long dream, one lucid (task for September) and one fragment.

Second:

I was like in a school with some people. There was a guy who was a female DC's boyfriend. The female DC liked me and she attempted to kiss me several times while the other guy was not looking. The guy realized what was going on and he got mad. This guy tried to kick me out from the place we all were in addition to try to some changed in my Dreamviews account. I told him I was happy with my current nickname.

Someone told me that I would need to pay a $20 fee to change my nickname. I told him I did not want to so I left to go home. I saw a guy who was coming with me waiting inside my car. I remember I had to go back to this place to pick up my dream journal. I ran inside so this guy did not need to wait.

When I returned to my car, there were five folks now. I got mad as I did not want to drive them all. One was a old waking friend and all the other people was made up. I started to drive while I was programing my GPS. There was a entrance to two freeways. I took the wrong one and the guy adviced me to do a U-turn. Somehow it worked good for me because I wanted to return to the place to pick up something else. I stopped in a odd shoulder, it was very big. I programmed my GPS and it said that the location was almost 1000 miles away. I looked in my car for my dream journal. Four of the five DC inside my car stepped down to buy something. I started moving so they ran to my car. I was in a cross street now and I saw a bus. I though this guys could ride the bus instead. As I did not allow them inside my car they ran to the bus.

Now in my car I was with a female DC. We drove to a old parking lot which floor was all wet. There were tons of abandoned cars. I had a second car that got driven there somehow. I had to drive both cars to my home. The DC told me she held a Driver's License and she could help me. I remembered I needed to write down something in my journal. I recalled there was an abandoned construction next to this lot and a table in the middle of nothing. I stepped out of my car and told the female DC to wait for me. I told her I needed to grab the keys for the second car, but she advised me she held them.

The place that was supposed to be abandoned, it was now full of DC. I got lost inside the big place. It was now a crowed mall and I did not knew were could I write down the stuff on the journal.
I was eating a doughnut and I saw a couple of female DCs. They were talking about a event they enjoyed and I told them, "Tony Robbins and Unleash the power within is a great place to start!" They thanked me for the advice and told me, "You know you really do not need that doughnut, do you?" I knew they were right and I threw the donuts away inside a fenced place. I knew that anything that got beyond that fence, was lost for ever.

I went back to try to look for my car. There was a guy next to a cell phone store in a corner that ran towards me and tried to shook my hand. He told me, "You are looking for a job, aren't you?" I started to avoid him and I replied, "I do already have a job and I like it." He kept running towards me and I saw a second DC avoiding him as well.

I saw two small doors and the abandoned parking lot. I felt great I finally found it. The parking lot was snowed and all the old cars and trucks had a lot of branches. Both of my cars were super clean and shiny. I told the female DC she did a great job. I told her I did not make her wait so much, but she replied she had to wait two hours. I asked for forgiveness and blamed my broken watch.

Missed dream signs:
- Old waking friend.
- The two freeways.
- I had two cars.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Head for a ToTY

30.08.2010

With some psychic folks (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

When I went to bed I was determined to have a decent night once and for all. I went tired due bad sleep previous night. I had almost instantly some HH and I drifted in and one from the dream realm while I was meditating, so I decided to get comfortable to sleep. I recorded three dreams. One long dream, one lucid (task for September) and one fragment.

First:

- I was with my group of Psychic people.
- I was outdoors and it was sunny.
- It was the five of us and we were attempting something.
- I felt good.

Missed dream signs:
- None.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Unknown.

And what I mean by that is I'll routinely wake up an hour or less before my regular alarm clock and realize I remember something. So I'll write it down. It's usually short. And then I'll fall back asleep and in that last 30 mins or so I'll have my most vivid and detailed dream of the night. It's something worth looking into, I think, and I'm going to look into maybe doing an alarm every half hour for the last two hours of my regular sleep. Maybe I'll couple that into the DEILD if I can remember to do it.

I am in Brew and Grow and the rest of the crew is there we are chilling out behind the counter like normal when some guy in glasses comes in. He's a few inches taller than me and going bald. He has a beer gut so he looks like a typical customer. He walks over to me and asks for a "20 amperage setup". I'm annoyed because that isn't the normal lingo we use in the store for figuring out what people need. So I ask Mike to take over for me and he does and ends up grabbing the guy a 150 lumatek. The guy says that was the rig he was looking for and he needs a bulb with 150000 lumens. I tell him there's no way he is gonna get that kinda power out of a 150 and I lean down and pull out a 1000w Hortilux Blue and crack it as I stand back up. I grimace and he laughs. I tell him I accidentally broke it but he's gonna need a bulb similar in power.

I go to the computer and I ask my manager what I should so about the busted bulb. I tell him I don't want to tell Jenny (our inventory girl) because the bulb I broke is super expensive. He tells me just to throw it away and I tell him that I don't want to lie to anyone. I throw it away though.

Now some other guy is here. He comes in and slaps a black computer tower in the counter and I'm immediately annoyed. I tell him flatly that we don't fix computers. But I know what it is. It's one of those secret growing containers. I refuse to help him because we do not help people doing illegal things. So I let someone else take care of him too. He leaves and I notice that he goes walking away with the first guy and I also notice that he left the tower. I ask why and Mike says he is gonna try to fix it.

I then see Julie by the computer and she is wearing a big coat. I then realize it's cold in here and she says she is going to turn the fan off. At the same time Alex starts playing some odd music and looks at me with Antrim and says "From the party!" but I don't recognize it. Mike apparently does because he walks by and says: "How do I know what this is?"

And then a large group of women walk into the store and stand there quietly before turning around and all leaving at once. Creepy

I am on some sort of website for a game I, in my dream, used to run. However in my dream I had given it up and handed it over to this member of my forum. I read this news post where this new owner mentions how hard of a time she is having getting the game ready to go and there is a bunch of sad and upset replies in the thread. I skip ahead to the last page and see a bunch of screenshots of the game. It's 16 bit and mapped out similar to Pokemon. I'm walking around the town as if I'm playing it and i start to like it. I see this wifi battle building several times though.

And finally..

The dream begins with me, Julie, and Mike pulling up to this gorgeous tropical island. Instead of docking the boat a guide, Matthew Mcconaughey, asks us to transfer over to a smaller boat so we can paddle ashore. We do and as we do it starts to rain.

And now we are all swimming in the water and Matthew leads us through this crystal clear water around the island. This group of girls next to me goes diving under water to explore. Everything is crystalline. There is a school of fish swimming around. It's gorgeous.

Now we are on shore and I am in some sort of kitchen with an open view of the ocean and way we arrived. There is a urinal to my right and a few people talking about stuff behind me. I go to use the restroom and the I put my laptop on the kitchen counter. I almost set it on top of Mikes laptop but instead I put if on top of a cutting board. I see a book on the counter with the initials EoT and I read the first little bit. As I read it I am suddenly transported into the world of the book. It's sine future world similar to Pandora but darker and more advanced.

I get a hold of my friend and we talk about how cool the island is when suddenly I get suspicious for some reason. I pull Matthew aside and tell him I think we've been tricked. I don't think he's in on it and I think he'll try to help us.

I am very interested in Korea [south]. Well, I sort of have a boy waiting for me in Busan, Korea. Not a boy. He's 23. Anyways. A 16 year old boy from Korea messaged me yesterday and told me that "you are my sex symbol" and all. [We have talked before] I found it rather strange, but talked to him about it. Then last night I had a dream he and I knew eachother in person. Jae [the guy that's waiting for me, and we are in an argument so it's not working well] wasn't letting me see Jo [16 yo boy]. I'd be walking in the streets of what seemed to be Seoul, S. Korea and I'd look up and see Jo secretly waving and I'd wave back. Jae made it forbidden for Jo and I to be together. Jo and I would notice eachother in the street and bump shoulders. Everntually something unknown had happened and Jo and I were able to stay together >_____>

Is this coincidental or does this have any sort of meaning?

★★★

Walking maze

I'm with Romano, The Sorcerer I met from my camping trip. He's making walk through this one building that is a maze, telling me to go down this hallway and that hallway etc. This goes on the entire dream. I ask him what is the point of all this? He says he is just seeing whether or not I will follow his instructions. He laughs.

Drunken kung fu

I'm in the hall where the bands were playing at the festival. For some reason I am dancing doing drunken kung fu... that I just seem to happen to know in the dream. Romano is watching, He morphs into a dog that has over exaggerated swirls for eyes. He runs through the mosh pit knocking people over, and then he flies up with bat wings and mounts himself self on the ceiling, Finally becoming a disco ball. I shake my head at his silliness.

Asuka needs healing

I am in the kitchen making a meal. Asuka keeps pestering me and calling me names, saying i can't cook. I flip her the bird.
Starcrat II

I'm at a video game store looking at a starcraft II game and pondering buying it.

Lucid

I became lucid randomly while I was beating up my brother. He was laughing in a strange way. I left and went to touch things to hold onto the dream. my memory fades there.

Date: Aug.29/30
Time: 12:45pm-2:00pm

Description: There were about three or four dreams throughout the night that I remembered. I used the help of isotunes to attain SP right before going to bed. After I woke up around 12pm I went back to sleep and had a lucid dream where I went into the dream lucid. I also had a false awakening I didn't catch, and had another lucid dream right after where I lost lucidity and just went back to being unconscious and went with the dream. Unfortunately I can't remember my original dreams as I didn't bother to right them down in the middle of the night. Now next time I know.

Lucid Dream 1: It starts off in the black void, I hear voices about some NBA team. And then there is light and I am standing in my work looking at the front door and seeing 2 people argue about a basketball team, they leave the store. I instantly start losing dream lucidity so I rub my hands together and force myself to walk outside and follow them. I get out there and it is night time, so I throw myself to the ground and hurt myself on the cement to keep myself in the dream. The two people I followed disappeared. I see a street light in the parking lot. I look at a car that is there, I walk up to it and it is the old station wagon my family had back in the day. I see the details of it, and I for some reason need to prove this is a dream so I punch out the driver side window with ease. I turn around wondering what I should do and I black out. I don't think I had full lucidity or full control. I then awoke to a false awakening where I forced myself to go back to sleep and go into another lucid dream.


Lucid dream 2: As I am lying there I think about a bag of sun chips. The sun chips come into view, all of a sudden I am at Subway restocking the chips. I stand up and spin in a circle rubbing my hands. The dream turns super vivid. I see a girl I work with behind the counter, I say and and she says hi. I walk through the kitchen which has a bed in it. I am behind the counter and she gives me a high five. I see another coworker across the store behind a different counter, it seems I am in a party store. I jump over both counters and she gives me a high five. I walk back into the kitchen towards the bed and am greeted by everybody. At this point I think I lose lucidity, but the dream is still clear. I am trying out the bed, and blackout.

AT the begining of my dream i started of with a bunch of random people my age and we were all on the floor in a living room talking and i was spacing out when i heard one of them say, "dude just kiss her already" then i saw a cute girl wearing a purple top in front of me and my mood at this point was nervous, then after awhile i finally kissed the cute girl and then we reapeatedly pecked on the lips untill I woke up

I just had my 6th LD last night. I think I'm making some awesome progress.

-Lonesome Much?-
I was laying in my mom's bed on my laptop. I think I was surfing the internet and saw a news post. I saw a picture of a little girl unconscious or dead on the ground. Under the picture, was the headline: "Is it true that the Hathaway children might have permanent birth defects?" After seeing this, I closed the laptop and then walked out of the room. I saw Sam on the bigger laptop playing an online game. I walked up the stairs and she bounded up beside me and then she walked into my brother's room. I said something to her but I don't remember what I said. Feeling alone, I walked into my bedroom and closed the door. I turned on all the lights in my bedroom, Sam's bedroom and the bathroom. It was weird because one switch didn't work. After this I went back into my bedroom and noticed a patch of moonlight beside my bed. I sat on my bed, and made a cross with my fingers in the reflection. It was a very peaceful moment. Then I woke up. This dream felt very real.

-Mom's House, Again?- ~Lucid
It started out in my mom's living room. I was standing in between the chairs that faced the TV. I immediately noticed that I was not supposed to be there. So I RCed, and became lucid.

I walked into my mom's room and noticed that she was asleep. I looked to my left and saw Sam lounging in a chair playing with her phone. I said, "Hey! I'm dreaming! Do an RC so you can be lucid too!" I was going to try to do a shared dream with her. "Hold on." She said. Then walked away. While I waited, I went back into the living room and tried to imagine Taylor Lautner once more (he's sooo hot ). Fail. I went back into my mom's room and told her that I was dreaming, but she didn't really think anything about it.

I walked over to the other side of her bed and picked up a book. I opened it to a page, and tried to read it. It was a crazy mess. Here and there were snippets of sentences, and in between there were numbers, letters, and foreign symbols. By this time Sam came back and I read a sentence out of the book to her and she started laughing.

I walked back out of my mom's room and decided that I wanted to fly. I kept flapping my arms and jumping up, but nothing really happened. Then I woke up.