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august 27. i know that this is very VERY late to be posted but here it is anyways.

i remember being in a really tall hallway. the ceilings were at least a hundred feet tall. It was relatively crowded and there was some sort of event. I don't remember the purpose of the event. I was with some friends (female friends) and they were discussing whether i was hot... or not. One of my friends mom was also there pitching in to the conversation. Most thought that i was hot, but a couple disagreed: mainly because i had black circles under my eyes. I remember leaving the hallway

After leaving i walked into a staircase which is a real part of my real school. I was with a friend talking about what the girls had said. Thats when the dream ended.

I was in my bedroom thinking I should be cleaning out the cat pans when I heard a cat heaving like she was about to throw up, most likely coughing up a hairball. I waited until the cat sounded like she was done, and then I left the room to find the mess. Midna ran past me to my bedroom, I figured it was her that had coughed up a hairball. I followed the path she had come from and I saw something on top of the entertainment center. At least it should be easy to clean since it wasn't on the carpet. I got a step stool to climb up and look, there was a HUGE pile of vomit there, it was right on the back edge of the entertainment center, it looked too large to have been made by a single cat… It also looked like some of the mess had dropped off the back of the entertainment center. I climbed up on the top of the entertainment center, which is about three feet wide and made of solid wood, and peeked down behind it… to find another HUGE pile of vomit down behind it. Seriously?! How could all of that come out of a single cat? It seemed impossible to even imagine! And now I would have to clean it all up… yuck… I got some paper towels and came back, the towels proved to be excessively absorbent, and only a couple of them absorbed the vomit on top of the entertainment center… I was throwing that away when my mom said it was time to go, so hurry up. I followed her out to the car, very willing to not mess around with the second pile of vomit.

My mom drove us to a friend's house, I know they were friends, but I don't know them IWL, so I have no idea who they actually were. We were there for dinner, but it wasn't quite ready, so I looked around the house and the yard surrounding it. This was a new house, this was a house warming party for the people we were visiting. It was a very nice house with a pool in a very large back yard, very nice interior, several nice bedrooms, definitely very nice. There were also several kitties wandering around. I had to try for a while before I finally caught up with one and managed to pet it, I managed to pet a cute little tabby that purred as I stroked it. My mother finally found me and asked if I would help with the final preparations for dinner, which included peeling a few potatoes, I did that as I stared out the back window at the pool, which looked very inviting. Shortly after I finished that, dinner was ready, not sure how the potatoes got done so fast, but dinner was good… a pot roast with lots of fresh veggies that actually tasted really good (I don't normally like veggies much) and some fresh rolls. Dessert was even better! A huge sheet cake was brought out, it was a white cake with white chocolate frosting, and it was delicious! They passes out large slices of the cake, and I enjoyed every bite of mine, though I ended up wanting more. I wasn't going to be seen taking more, or ask for more, because I didn't want to seem like a pig, but I was wishing for more of it just the same.

To get my mind off of cake, I went to the back yard and looked around, several fluffy white bunnies ran for it when I stepped out, and I thought I would dip my feet in the pool even if I couldn't swim. I was sitting on the edge of the pool when an older woman came out with a large chunk of cake. She complained that a fly had landed on it and she dumped it in the pool before going back inside. A fly had touched it… um… that wasn't enough to stop me, and apparently the fact it would be soggy wasn't enough to stop me, either. I reached into the water and pulled the cake out, and amazingly enough it was not soggy. My answer for that was that the frosting was thick enough to keep the water out. I was eating the cake, staying to one side so no one would see me eating the cake. It was just as delicious as my first slice. My mother came out just as I finished the cake, saying it was time to go home. As we passed the cake, there was a lot left, I grabbed a third piece and took it with me. My mom said I was making a pig of myself… then she also grabbed a piece of cake for the road.

Back home my mother and I were going to watch a movie, a horror movie called 'The Doll' was on the instant movies through NetFlix, the puke behind the entertainment center had been completely forgotten. As the movie started, I saw it starred David Caruso, who plays Horatio Caine on CSI: Miami. Which was weird since his name wasn't on the cast list. It wasn't until here that I did a random RC. The RC revealed that I was dreaming! I definitely hadn't expected that one, I did another RC, and then I was finally lucid. But what would I have time to do now?

Ok, maybe a task of the year from Dreamviews? I thought I would try the one where the goal is to see how the pyramids in Egypt were built, so I focused on opening a portal to get there, and it finally opened. My mother told me to hurry back or I would miss the whole movie, then the portal closed behind me. I was now in the deserts of Egypt, I looked around to see if I was there in the proper time period, and it looked like I was. I went over to a giant pyramid that looked like it was under construction. I saw groups of people pushing the huge blocks up the ramps to get them into their proper positions at the top of the part that was completed. I found that to be quite disappointing, I had been hoping to find something interesting. This was just the typical mundane explanation of how it was done.

I decided to look at it closer, anyway, since I had come all the way through time to see this. As I got closer I saw that the people moving the blocks up the ramp didn't look like they were straining at all, I got even closer and saw they were moving the blocks with ease, even going uphill. I saw some people preparing another huge block to go up the ramps, and I got a closer look, they had black stones that they were working with, somehow they were attaching them to the bottom of the large block… the large block was sitting up on smaller blocks, allowing the people to get to the underneath side of the huge block… I also saw that the ramps going up the pyramid were covered with black stone, there was also a railing about a foot high along the edge of the ramps. I saw some people coming down a narrower ramp from the back side of the pyramid, they were pushing containers of the black stones back down from the top.

I spent a bit of time figuring out what was happening there when one of the people in charge apparently thought I should be working, not watching. So I helped move one of the huge stones all the way up the pyramid, it was very easy, and I realized how it worked as I did that… it was all done with magnets! Each of the huge stones were being kept floating a couple of inches off the ramp by a magnetic field between the stones on the bottom of the block and those on the ramp. They must have been angled just right, because the block didn't tend to slide back down the ramp. The railing along the ramp was to keep the block from being pushed right off the edge, which since there was no friction that would have been very easy to do. The block slid easily up to the top, where the stones were removed from under the huge block and it was slid into place. It was very heavy to slide into place, but that was such a small move compared to the entire path from the bottom… magnetic fields. I wondered if that idea had ever been thought of before… most likely. I was looking at the block we had just placed when I woke.

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Flying

I was with a group of people and decided to take off flying. I was going over an outside landscape that was lush with trees and a certain path. I flew until i came across the same scene that i had seen before. that looked like the one i left my friends on. while i was flying i knew that i had wings, i could feel them sort of.

Train WTF

I was on a train going through what appeared to be India. I got off the train and wanted to avoid some people so i hid with a couple others behind some strange trees. I waited for the other people to leave. When they were gone i left and found a bathroom and drank some tap water. It tasted wrong. I wondered if tap water in india was bad for you. I eventually boarded the train again.

House

Just being in a strange house and i appeared to be living with Jaas and his gf Haley.

Notes: After successfully recalling a couple of nonsensical non-lucid dreams last night, I had a positive outlook for remembering more dreams this night… and I did! A few weird non-lucids, a couple of lucids… compared to my recall of late, my recall last night was downright epic! I am sooooo happy I seem to have broken my dry spell! On a side note, when I was about to go to bed, I checked my kitties' food dish to be sure they had food for the night. I found they did… but it was covered with ants! I was very annoyed at that, since I had to stay up long enough to clean up the ants before I could go to bed, and I think that influenced a couple of my unpleasant non-lucid dreams. I had some good recall last night, but when I fell asleep, I was not successful in slipping into my WILD…

FA - I rolled over in bed, not realizing that I was in a dream, and I felt I had a lot of itches all over my body. I tried to scratch a couple places, I didn't want to have to get up and wake myself up… I remembered cleaning up ants from my cats' food dish before bed, and I thought how strange it is that after seeing ants I often get the sensation that there are ants crawling on me even if there are not. Scratching wasn't working… and I thought I felt something. I reached for my lamp to turn on the light and see if there might be a few ants in my bed, which was really going to piss me off since now I would have to change my bed in the middle of night… The light came on and revealed that my bed, and I, was covered with ants! Hundreds of them, no, thousands of them! My first response was to get up, and try to brush them off, it wasn't working, I went to call for my mom to help and I got a mouth full of ants, I spat them out and finally did call out for my mom… and that woke me up.

FA - Wow… that had been a disturbing dream… I was still feeling the ants on me from my dream, crawling all over me. I sat up and turned on the lamp by my bed… no ants, thankfully. I sat there and thought about the dream I had just had, I heard something on the floor beside my bed. It sounded weird, but I figured it was most likely one of my cats down there doing something, most likely getting into something that she shouldn't be. I looked down to see which cat it was and stop the cat from doing something she shouldn't be… what I saw was the bloody carcass of a cat that was teeming with ants! The bloody cat moved, looking up at me and giving off a pained meow, as I was paralyzed by the sickening horror of what was happening to my poor kitty… A scream welled up in my throat and burst out, which woke me up.

FA - That was too much… I had to go check on my kitties! My poor kitties! I sat up quickly in bed, disturbing and chasing my one cat, Midna from the room. I saw a dark form of her as she ran from the room, well, at least she was ok, but I wanted to see my other two cats before I could go back to sleep. I left my room and went into my game room, my black cat, Shadow, met me at the door with a meow. I scooped her into my arms and cuddled her for a bit, then I left that room, looking to find Princess, my fluffy white cat. She wasn't in the living room or the kitchen, she was most likely in my mom's room sleeping with my mom… I didn't want to disturb my mother, but I couldn't go back to sleep without seeing that Princess was ok… I carefully opened the door to my mother's room, allowing just a small amount of light in, since Princess is white I would see her easily… I saw that the bed was moving, the whole bed was moving, it was nothing but a mound of ants! Ants! Why so many fucking ants?! Just like in my dream… wait… dream… I did a nose pinch RC and found out I was dreaming… just a dream… whew.

So I set the mound of ants on fire and burned them away without touching my mom or the two dogs and one cat on the bed… my mom looked over at me and sleepily asked me to turn up the air conditioner, she was hot. I said sure, then closed the door and moved away. Hmmm… enough playing with DC ants, my DC mom, DC dogs, and DC cats. What was my first goal? I remembered that my first goal was to go meet up with MoSh, we had wanted to see if Asuka knows anything about the enemies who most recently attacked her, to see if there was any connection between the attacks that happened earlier and the most recent attack, it seems like there are too many attacks for it to be random. So I opened a portal to MoSh's inner world and went through…

On the other side of the portal I found I was outside of MoSh's house in his inner world, MoSh was outside in his yard with a large black dog, I headed towards him and the dog. As I approached MoSh, however, the dog disappeared, MoSh looked a bit disappointed, though he didn't look like he was upset at me. I was hoping I hadn't interrupted anything important. MoSh said he was glad I was there, he gave me a big hug, I was a bit surprised, but I hugged him back and we went into the house. Asuka was inside the house, and we went into the living room, and there was a comfortable place to talk. MoSh wanted to know if Asuka knew the people who came after her the most recent time, she said no, she didn't know them, in fact, she didn't know any of the people who had come after her the first time they had done it… except those who had stolen her flame… and of course if they were trying it for a second or third time, of course she had recognized them. I asked her why, since she has been training with Vegeta and Tuvok, why she hadn't been doing more to defend herself… she said she thought I already knew that, she didn't want to lose control. I said I thought Tuvok and Vegeta had been helping her with that. She seemed a bit irritated about me asking that… She said she wasn't certain she could keep control.

Asuka added that someone had been trying to nab her off of Voyager one of the times she was there with Tuvok… but Q had interfered with that. I asked if Q had said who the asshole was. She said the guy had been hired by someone, but he hadn't known anything about whoever had hired him, just that he was going to get paid well and he was supposed to infiltrate Voyager to get someone. Great… more mysterious enemies. I was thinking it might still be a good idea to open a portal and try to track down and see if there might be any commonality that connects the various assholes who have gone after Asuka. I was about to say something about that and open a portal when everything faded and I woke.

04.09.2010

Launch (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This was just the end of a long dream I can't remember much about.

I was on an old, rickety bus, travelling through a hot, dry country. All the windows on the bus were down, and I had my head out to cool down. The sun was scorching, and the light reflecting off the light soil was making me feel slightly dizzy. The ride was uncomfortable. I felt every rock the bus drove over. After a while though, it stopped and I got off. I found myself beside a shack. I think it was a public toilet. As I walked into the shade cast by the building, I noticed (with worry) the vast quantity of snakes and huge spiders around. They were everywhere. Enormous snakes coiled on trees and around rocks were looking at me and baring their fangs. I backed away from the trees only to find myself up against a monstrous bird-eating spider. (Only the biggest hairiest fucking spider in the world... yes it does eat birds)



I turned around again, and finding more unsavoury creatures, looked for an escape route. I would up with my back to a lake (infested with eels and crocodiles of course) and paused. If I paused to think a bit more often in dreams I'd be far better off. Why were there so many stereotypically scary animals after me? The situation was ridiculous, I didn't need to reality-check. I stepped onto the air and floated out over the lake. The mood of the dream had changed dramatically. The sun was no longer scorching, just pleasant. The lake was flat and smooth, with tiny ripples appearing below me wherever I floated. There was an island in the middle of the lake with two 50m high trees on it. Seemed nice. I floated around the lake a bit more just taking everything in. Then I spread my arms wide before throwing them downwards. There was a bang, and I was launched skyward at a breakneck speed. The water below me was displaced as if a metor had landed. I shot up to twice the height of the tallest trees, and got the now-familiar stomach-in-mouth feeling that always comes with high-speed flight. I landed in the upper branches of the tree, then woke up.

22.08.2010

Riding Through The City (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Not much sleep last night, so in the afternoon I went for a nap. This initially started off as a WILD, but I got too drowsy and fell asleep naturally. I got one nice little hallucination as I was dropping off though. I was visualising leaning with my back against a brick wall, outside a bar. There was a small light attached to the wall above my head. I was only vaguely aware of its presence until it turned blue and exploded with a crack/pop. I heard the sound so vividly, and the outside of my vision went blue for a split-second. It shocked me back to full wakefullness, but the sound seemed to still be ringing in my ears. Anyway, shortly after that I fell into a few dreams which I now can't remember.

I remembered the one I became lucid in, however. It started off seemingly as a continuation of a dream I'd had many months ago, where I was playing football for the Northern Ireland international team. We were now in the World Cup. The strange thing was, the pitch we were playing on was in the place of my back garden. There was no real stadium to speak of. I became semi-lucid when I noticed how easy it was to run towards the ball. Running took absolutely no effort, and I was really fast. Easy running is becoming a bit of a dreamsign. At half time, I jogged to the petrol station next to my house. I fancied a chocolate ice cream or something. My friend Hugh had given me money to get him a Snickers too. As I wandered round the shop looking for said Snickers, I found I was having real difficulty counting out the money I needed. I kept dropping change, and the handful of change I was holding just seemed to get bigger and bigger. I also couldn't keep any figures in my head for more than a few seconds. After the fifth time I dropped a load of money, I said,

"Fuck it, it's obviously a dream." and threw the handful of change across the shop. Just then, a guy who introduced himself as "Jeff" came in. He was slightly chubby, and wearing a crappy suit. He had the distinct air of a con-man, which I immediately picked up on. He said,
"Hey buddy, it's Jeff, remember me from that other night at the club?" I suspected that he was trying to fool me into trusting him by suggesting a generic situation- one like which a guy my age was likely to be familiar with. (And not remember clearly) I laughed in his face and went outside. I looked back downhill at the football pitch. There was no-one playing on it any more. There was a clinking noise to my right, and Jeff came out of the shop, along with a women and a man. I flew up to the roof of the petrol station and sat there for a bit, contemplating what to do with my free time. After a second, Jeff and the other two floated up to join me.
"So what are you doing here?" the woman asked me.
"I don't know yet." I replied. "Just thinking about what to do with myself here. It's a completely simulated reality inside my own head and I'm out of ideas... Well, lately I've just been working on some dream control."



With that, I stepped off the roof and glided to another as if gravity had been cancelled out. The others followed me. After a few more leaps, I found myself down at ground level again, in a street I knew should've been miles away. There were four motorcycles by the side of the road. Big huge ones, like Harley Davidsons. We each mounted up and roared off down the road. It seemed to be getting to evening time, and the buildings had the same orangey-red glow as the sky. I looked up to see the moon, and another, purple planet farther away. Jeff said something about building up enough dream control to manipulate the planets. I told him I was having enough trouble maipulating a small city, and detailed my previous failed attempts at getting from one place to another through my own city. Just to test myself, I tried to rotate the city around us, using a spire in the distance as a point of reference. Nothing happened. I shrugged and we rode on.

The people we passed in the street seemed terrified of us. Because there were four of us, riding motorcycles, and due to the orange tint to the whole scene, I was reminded of a scene in The Simpsons where the four horsemen of the apocalypse appear. I commented that I felt like one of them. Jeff laughed. We were getting closer to the spire I'd seen in the distance earlier. I could now tell it was cathedral. Quite suddenly, it changed to nighttime, and I felt like I was getting close to waking up. I felt my own body in bed. Tried to hold on, but it was impossible. I don't know what woke me up at all!

I was non-lucid the whole time, but I always have a very low level lucidity with my dreams, I don't count them lucid though.

It all started with a war, a small war, that was going to be taken over by a larger enemy. The memory is hazy, but it was essentially going to be a attack of 20-30 people, that were going to come down and massacre a small group of wealthy men playing poker (my dad was one of them).

What they didn't expect was an army of 20 that were right outside the building where they were at (my brain said it was like vietnam, but all I knew was that it was definitely somewhere in the middle east for the setting). The people in red about to attack, were going to come down a straight road to the building, and the people in blue defending were going to meet them 1/3 of the way through the building.

While the setting remained the same, everyone became soldiers with swords, on horseback, wearing the same things as the knights in monty python. While these two battled it out and whatnot, a group of 300 soldiers were going to swoop in, kill both groups, surround and extract 2 of the wealthy men, for security reasons.

I was a part of them

I was drinking some water with the blues before the battle, nobody had the blue thing on yet. Half men, half girls, all around 16 years old. 3 girls came over, from down the road. One of them, (Dragon, because she was asian) was looking for me, It was hard to find her through the 20 people or so, but I did eventually. When I found her I felt like it was important, like she loved me and will eventually love her. I went with her, and each girl got another guy to go with them. We walked over, we ended up walking to the red camp.

The red soldiers were confused, "they were supposed to get 2 not 3, where did he come from?" pointing to me. "I came for her," I said back. He said very well, I was now a soldier of the red army, but they had no clothes to give me.

Because he said this, I became shirtless, and while walking with the caravan, away from the blue camp, we went to a corner of the castle, and turned to get to the entrance. I noticed at the corner were a bunch of flue weapons/armor. I figured I'd go grab it. Turns out there were kids there, maybe 5 7 year olds. I tricked them into joining the caravan by acting like there boss, then I took a remaining blue thing and sword and joined up with my two blues in the midst of the reds.

"At least give me a shirt man, I'm wearing this blue thing and I got nothing under it," I said. "Very well, take this," he handed me white cloth. I stuffed it in my blue tarp thing and willed it into a shirt. I started wondering why the red team was leaving, but I was glad. I didn't want to kill my blue team mates, then I remembered the group I was in. They were going to be murdered, and I would have done it either way. My dad will be fine, but shaken up. The reds must have learned of the impending attack and hole themselves in the castle. Brilliant.
My point of view changed to third person.

Not quite, we went in, me being one of the first in front, and I noticed inside the castle was a ceilingless chamber, where a girl stood on a pedestal, and then there were three men atop some sort of wall, with each being fairly stupid, but most importantly there were three more behind/below them, and everyone was a dick, except me, and I was the second 2.

The girl in the pedestal was the princess I'd wager, and she was choosing a suitor, and she would ask questions, she asked 1-3 a question, then asked 1 a question and 2 asked this question "What sounds would you make if we were to wooky?" she asked "Wookie?" he replied, "You know, like in bed?"
"Oh, you mean like fucking? Why didn't you just say that? It would be a bit like..." and then he makes some sex noises. Number two first replied (before the question was said) that she should stop calling him number 2, because then it sounds like a toilet joke, and to call him second, while he walked up to her.

She asked number 3 a question, then asked the second number 1 a question, and I knew it was my turn next. After answering that question, the girl asked me "Would you ever wooky in public?" I saw myself, slightly older than I am now, and as I was about to answer, I saw the words/sounds "Actually funny story, my friend once jerked off in an airplane, see the plane started falling, and it was spinning out of control, and so he whipped out his dick, thinking this was gonna be the end, so then these other people, saw him whip out his dick, and they did the same, and like half the riders were jerking off for the last moments of their lives, then 20 seconds later, the planes hydraulics kicked back in, and everything rode smoothly. Nobody ever spoke about it."
Wait...wtf? That wasn't me. Fuck I'm watching tv again aren't I? damn.

Scene changed to me connected to some guys horse, and a kite, and I was on top of the outer castle wall, about 100 feet in the air at least. It was connected to my wrist, I knew what was going to happen. I just wanted to go to the entrance to go find the girl who needed a suitor, because I knew she would love me, but I guess not. The horsemen said "Hey, just so you know, if I feel caution, I'll just keep riding."

Good to know. He went off, I flew off, I looked at the kite/parachute I was connected to, It was a giant V. I was V. It was my sign to the lady. Beautiful. I flew very fast, and I knew it wouldn't hurt since I was dreaming. I loved the wind in my face, but my feet were under a blanket, and they were hot. I finished up the flight, I was going very fast, and I hit the ground with my good leg (my left) and fell, and was dragged a bit, this cause more heat. I was considering just being dragged but instead I tried to hop/run with it for speed.

Being hot, I moved my physical head, I couldn't feel my dream body for a sec, so I started running with it, and I got about 3 steps back into the dream when I noticed the tv was still on a love show or something, and decided fuck it, and pulled the blanket off of my sweating legs.

I'm getting a better feel for my dream body and my physical one, or my physical and astral body. I need to learn how to bring extremely low lucidity like this dream and stabilize it though, I'll make that my goal for tonight.

Anyway, turns out, I was asleep to mallrats, near the ending. I fell asleep while watching a movie with my parents. Seemed like a good movie. But seriously, I'm never going to sleep with the tv on again, this shit's annoying.

Scooter

I was driving around on a scooter. I was in wellington and decided to go through the bus tunnel. The hill up to it was very steep and the scooter barely made it up. When I got to the top I saw a few cars coming out and it looked like it was too busy to get in. I realised I was dreaming and grew and extra pinky finger. I drove around the corner and walking infront of a house was a really hot girl. I stopped and made my way over and started kissing her. I closed my eyes and could feel and hear outside of my dream body. I focused on feeling her lips on mine and that held me in the dream but after a while it faded.


Lets go drifting

I DEILDed back into the dream and found myself outside of the house. I walked around it and couldnt find anyone. I went to the downstairs part of the house and walked in through the garage. There was a mean as s15 silvia parked in there. I walked around the house and it was empty and under construction. I went back down into the garage and hopped in the silvia. Ash and Alex K were with me. I went out onto the motorway. There was a big exit lane accross the road so I ripped it up and drifted into it perfectly. I started getting sideways down the road and then there was a barrier to the sea. I wanted to try flying the car so I smashed through the barrier. The car glided a bit and then landed in the water. "Now were in a boat" I said as I stgarted drifting in the water. We hooned around for a bit and then I jumped out and started running on the water. I eventualy sunk and everything faded away into black.

I intended to write this dream down earlier but I didn't for various reasons. Now I have forgotten some parts of it.

There was some part involving me ordering fast food at some place where their card reader were broken so I couldn't pay. Therefor they wrote down the IP addresses of all people who ordered and I was like "uhmm, what is the purpose of that? People can just give you some random number and even if they give the real IP there isn't much they can to with it to demand money".

Then I was in some computer room or something, talking about the CSN web page that had something to do with paying for the fast food. You needed some kind of application similar to windows media player to pay for it and I was annoyed by this.

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Somehow I was now in some post apocalyptic looking city with abandoned withered buildings and empty streets. I walked near a house that was some kind of storage house with many rooms. I knew that there was a death metal concert in it. I entered and met a vampire looking guy who just stood there. It had to do with the death metal image and I wasn't sure if he was a vampire or not. In any case I showed my hands and made sure to convince him that I didn't want to fight.

The people in this house was like a battlefront for those who still lived in the city and I joined them or something. We knew that some army of shadows or shady creatures was about to attack and I was on the roof of the warehouse. From there I could see a river passing through the town. It had two bridges leading to the evil side where the shadows lived. One of the bridges was already filled with shadowy things marching in lines towards our place. The mood became rather tense and hurried.

After this followed a battle episode where I fought the evil stuff along with the other people. They weren't shadows anymore though. The first wave of attackers consisted of people with baseball bats lol. I had one too.

I fought with a big one that also had a gun in one hand. I managed to disarm him and take the gun. This is followed by a part that I don't really remember. There was something about me acquiring a powerful gun that I used to destroy much (it looked kinda like an FPS game at this point so it didn't feel like I was actually fighting something for real). Then when I was low on ammo I saw some care-taker looking guy and I asked him to cheatingly refill my ammo which he did. Then the "god" of the world appeared and he looked like morgan freeman (lol bruce allmighty?) and he scolded me for trying to cheat by refilling my ammo and he turned my gun into something that could only pour out a small stream of water or something like that. My memory fades at this point.

My first Lucid Dream!

Extremely Vivid dream of me looking down at my hands and seeing the number of fingers changing I realized i was dreaming and It stopped.

Second Lucid dream straight afterwards

Yus, i just hand my first long lucid dream wooh! I attempted a V-MILD , I visualized a scene at school, and after reciting " the next time i dream, i will realize i'm dreaming" I soon fell asleep and was in the dream world. I was lying on a bunked and someone was in the room with me , so i did a reality check . I plugged my nose and BAM i could breath!! OMG i felt so excited almost to the point that the dream would fade out. I got this urge of proness suddenly flow over me, I remember during my excitement that I had to remain calm and to do a twirl to keep my dream intact It worked!. Straight after i recovered, an epic idea flew into my mind. Lets teleport to the place I visualized , school! All i did was think about teleporting and suddenly my dream world went black, I thought the dream was over but I saw vivid black objects, my dream was simply loading. After a small amount of time which felt like an eternity I appeared in the school!

So I appeared in class, firt thing on my mind "sex" there was a hot girl sitting infront of me, but there were heaps of other students sitting around. I asked my dream to make them dissapear and one by one the all walked out of the class :O ! I tried to float but I failed. I was so happy that I forgot my previous intentions and started masturbating , it felt so good, but i stopped because I remember someone saying that if you do this you might wake up to a sticky mess. I suddenly became aware of my real body and twitched, my dream stopped. I woke up suddenly thinking "my first lucid yesss!" But then I instinctively did RC by plugging my nose and I could breath! My first False Awakening!

I appeared back in my last dream and I felt High haha. My friends Alex was there and we were walking out to a car park . I saw this hot irl from my school and was going to talk to her when I realized I was only wearing jeans , no shirt and no shoes. WTF? So i walked back to find my stuff and was woken up by an after shock from the recent earthquake we had and wrote this!

Thanks DV!

I have gone to the back of the campus dining hall, where some students have started a productive garden. Everything is planted in raised beds, but there are benches and containers that once held the plants currently in the ground. I take a couple of these containers and begin to arrange some tomatoes in them, then place the full container on a bench. One of the cafeteria workers, an older black lady, approaches me and begins to talk about the uses of tomatoes as I listen politely.

05.09.2010

Bodyguard and the Mayor (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in what appears to be a warehouse or small factory. There is a large firefight going on around me, and I have a gun. I have the impression that I just entered through a door behind me, though I don't know what I was doing before that. I am not my waking-life self, but someone taller and stronger. I may or may not be an android or some sort of super-human, I'm not sure.

I am a bodyguard for the mayor, who, for some reason, I know I need to get upstairs past the people I'm fighting with. I do, however, have others on my side. I take the Mayor across the main large room, which has a balcony above, into a side hallway. There are even more 'enemies' here, who I quickly shoot down. We enter into a sort of service elevator, which a make go to the second floor. We come out onto the walkway around the main room. I then jump back down for some reason, and continue to fight. The dream scene changes.

That scene might have been somewhat inspired by Wanted, which I saw yesterday.

I'm now sitting on the bleachers of my high school gym, with the newly elected 'mayor' of my high school and a few of our friends sitting next to us. I'm not thinking this is related to the mayor from the earlier dream scene, other then in name. This mayor is more like the class president or a similar office. I'm dissappointed that I wasn't elected instead of this guy, who is really shy and quiet. I decide to leave, and walk out with one of my friends, who tells me that it's alright. The dream ends or transitions into another.

4th Sept 2010

This was my first instance of being lucid since I started keeping a dream journal and also since getting interested in lucid dreaming.

I can remember instances in the past where I was aware that I was asleep whilst dreaming, but this went on even after waking and getting up for half an hour or so.

Entry 1 (dictated):

6:10AM

'k, there was quite a long sequence with "Jasmine" (ex girlfriend). I remember I walked with her - I can't remember where from - but to a bus stop. She was being very flirtatious. She was also flirting with a couple of other guys. Um, I don't know who they were. Yes I do. I definitely got the impression she knew them from college. So, I would imagine her students, I guess.

For some reason she kept covering us over with something; and there was a cat and I think it was mine. Wait, wait, back up, back up. There was a big aquarium. Neil had a really big fish and I discovered this new piece of information that a tank that a tank with a partially frosted front or a partially opaque front was called a SAT as in standardised aptitude testing. Now, don't ask me the link, except for there was a head teacher involved and he was something to do with this aquarium thing; and I had to go through the glass or through the opaque bit, which was a doorway as well, or an entry way. This fish... I mean there were fish in this thing already, but there was also a fish in the bag this opaque white bag. No, I don't think it was opaque... just an ordinary see-through bag. I dunno; one of the two.

I was in the tank and Neil was in the tank and he was waiting for this fish to stir, so he could see what was going on before he took them out and then went home.

So I went off and that was when I met Jenny, after I got out of this aquarium. And we were talking about... She had this thing that actually... You sat on it and it made the movement as if you were on the back of a camel. And I said: "Why the hell have you got that?" And she was reading Lawrence of Arabia or something and she read me a sentence. And I said: "That's just like Wilbur Smith." The way he says "for" a lot, like: "Blah-di-blah-di-blah, for he was sweating." That sort of thing.

Anyway, that's when we were at the bus stop and she was being flirtatious and there were these other people, some she knew because she was obviously waiting for the same bus as them. I'd actually walked her to the bus stop. I get that now, um, because I was going to my flat.

And there was this cat and we were discussing whether it had a broken back or not. Obviously not, because it wasn't sagging in the middle and was moving around.

Um, I think it was after that I woke up. The aquarium is the oldest thing I can remember. It's amazing how much comes back when you do this, because all I could remember when I started this was the cat and "Jasmine." (the closest thing to waking). There is definitely a pay-off to this, because the more I think (keeping still) and talk about it, the more that comes back.

End of journal.

Entry 2 (dictated):

This is continued journal for Saturday 4th Sept... After I recorded the earlier journal I went back to sleep and was thinking about the previous dream, and I think I was kind of expanding on it. The interesting thing is that I was aware, because I went into sleep conscious. I think I maintained consciousness.

I've just woken up and I was dreaming the strangest dream. It was interesting and intriguing. It was quite spiritual. There was quite a lot of emotion in it. There was this... I can't remember if it was above the earth or something. It was another... It wasn't a planet. People called it a satellite, but not like a man-made one; And there was another presence and...

There was this woman who I was starting a relationship with and I was really into her. She was quite outgoing and liked gliding. I know where that came from. I'd watched the news when I woke up and there was an item about gliders in the Cotswolds or somewhere. After I recorded the previous entry, I got up and watched the TV.

Anyway, one of the things she said to me was, she wanted me to... as an... It wasn't an act of love but she had this dream of doing a loop in this particular place. And she wanted me to do it... above her or something like that. And I said... At first I said yes and I must have been concious because I thought What the hell am I talking about? I can't do that. And then I went and talked to her and said: "Look. I love you but we're very different." (I'm sure I'm expanding on this and not necessarily being accurate). "We're completely different people. What you love, I don't necessarily love and what I love you don't love. But I love you and I think you love me. Therefore we should be... interested in what each other love, but that doesn't matter whether we love it or to do it even." I think I was having a bit of a rant, not to her but previous girl friends not being interested in what I do; the things I create like the writing. I was just going to try to justify myself then, but I'm not going to. And was going through girlfriend after girlfriend; one after the other, even "Rose" because she was never interested in reading my work really, certainly not unprompted.

Anyway. So... This satellite thing sends out a pulse that hits the moon and all these people are like... Oh, this satellite can speak and hear. So these people are out there having a go at it and making fun of it. And I said to whoever this woman was that I was going to talk to this thing on my own and I was also aware... I'd bumped into entity or whatever it was. Something had happened and it was bad and it had survived and it said: "Thank something" that it... and it had a child with it or an animal. I think the satellite was related to it or something. I don't know. I turned round to it and said: "I'd rather thank God." Then I went into this forest to get away from the people because I'd been heading that way when I'd bumped into whatever this thing was. Then I was getting interrupted by the woman and I was asking her to be quiet because she wasn't helping.

That's kind of where I woke up, I think. Oh, no. Before that I was having a conversation with this entity about God; because I was trying to find out where it fits. It wasn't God. So therefore it had to have been created, so I was trying to find out where it fits. I was talking about the Trinity and Jesus being the Word, made flesh etc. I don't think I got an answer before I woke up. Because I was basically wanting to hear him say... God.. That Jesus was God, because no fallen spirit would admit that or something like that.

But it's interesting that one thing I'm finding with keeping a DJ is not so much that I'm seeing patterns in my dreams yet. The thing I'm seeing is that if I stop and think about my dream, I remember far more than I think I'm going to. And as I start talking about it more things come back. It's amazing.

05.09.2010

Eating chips like a ninja (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I have a feeling this dream won't make any sense and it will be hard to explain, but here is my try.

I was downstairs in the living with my youngest brother. It was night, and the rest of my family was sleeping upstairs. My brother was just sitting there in the cauch. Our living was very big and very high. there were huge towers and it was dark, it also looked like an old destroyed by war-city. There wasn't much color in my dream, except for some objects. The first color thing was something weird. On some places on the wall, and on some towers, there was a spot that looked like the glow of an over shield from halo and i had to to throw a green hat to that place, to break it. I had to throw the green hat, using a bigger hat. I missed sometimes, but I also hit it. After doing that for a while, I noticed some green cups that we have in real life. There were some leftovers from chips in it and They were standing in corners. I tried to eat many. Oh I forgot to say, every movement I made was very stealthy because I didn't want to wake anyone up. They were paprika chips, I saw it by the color. Then I heard my other brother from upstaird yelling that some people have been detected downstairs. I checked my hud-map thing. It pointed to people in the house, and the pointer for me and my brother was downstairs. He actually said something in real life, and I heard it while I was still sleeping. He was playing call of duty. I was angry because I betrayed me. It was the middle of the night and I had a feeling my parents would be VERY angry if they found out we were downstairs. I knew I couldn't hide so I ran towards the bathroom, and started pouring toothpaste in my mouth. I did it because I could then use the excuse that I was just brushing my teeth. I knew I didn't have much time.I really tasted the toothpaste and I tried to get rid of the biggest part of it in my mouth.
i woke up and heard my brother talking. to my other brother in the other room. no wonder I heard it too -.-

1. I'm on a train with a bunch of drow-elves.
2. I'm in a classroom, sitting on top of a set of cupboards, making a watercolor painting of a bunch of pink butterflies.
3. As an odd form of transportation, I'm among a bunch of people who chase cows to their next destination while riding small horses that can be switched for other horses on a bus. I think I eventually get kicked out because I'm too short for the next horse.
4. I'm forced to attend a church camp. All I want to do is read a comic book I'd brought in peace and quiet, but everyone keeps bothering me because I'm non-religious. Eventually, I can't put up with it anymore, and with the help of The Flash, Green Lantern, Superman, and Wonder Woman, I escape (by opening a window, oddly enough). I try to steal a horse from part 3 of the dream, but instead, I have to take the long route home in order to shake pursuers. There's a lot of hiding in boxes and cupboards, and I don't think I ever manage to get anywhere.
5. I'm running through a forest with a bunch of oddly-patterned wolves. Then we spot a deer, and next thing I know, I've turned into a wolf, too, and I help the pack bring it down.