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one of dem 'false lucids' with poor recall

The Hoppy Brains Frog (non-lucid)

I was at a castle. But the side wall was gone and some grass and trees and a river outside. There were some watersides too. I was with BroX. I looked at my hands and they were normal but I tried to fly. I was able to lift off a little bit but fell back down.

BroX and I continued to perform feats of dream control, mostly flying around a little bit. He disappeared and reappeared.

Then, my view turned 2D and I was watching as we jumped around the castle like the original Super Mario Bros. We jumped and spin like a tornado.



Back outside and back to normal, a frog was hopping around. I grabbed it and moved its mouth while supplying the voice. "I am the Hoppy Brains Frog" or something like that.

Edit: Oh yeah. At one point, the top half of my vision was gone and felt like the dream was slipping so I rubbed my hands together to stabilize and it worked.

Frags:

1. I was browsing the forums.

2. I was at work with people that don't work there. I was taping up some pipe and then it was lunch time. I ate a hot dog. Eww. A hot dog.

I am on top of a hill. I eat a poison flower. I don't know why. I laugh maniacally and grab my horns. I fall to my knees, laughing hysterically.

An energy ball floats out from my third eye, and I perceive orbs coming out of orbs. Each orb is perception, each orb is dream...

I roll around on the ground babbling.

Raven appears. WTF Nomad?

She gives me some water.

I am a faun in a forest.

I am chasing a black butterfly. It leads me to a clearing. It lands on a stone throne, and morphs into a beautiful woman in a silvery blue dress.

I stand up tall, and morph into Pan.

I bow before valerian. She laughs melodically and says I am ancient as her, but her soul resides in one species for all time, unless its wiped out, whereas my soul jumps from body to body each lifetime. She commands me to stand.

I stand up, and she stands up and looks me in the eye. She takes my face in her hands, and kisses me.

The energy feels unlike any I have experienced before. It feel simultaneously totally alien, yet completely familiar, so human like, and so plant like, so ancient, so young... wise, yet almost innocent.

We fly into space and up on to my asteroid.

[I]censored[/I]

I am on a dragon's mountain on another planet. I meet Xaphor outside. He is in dragon-man form. He is wearing a grey and gold robe. We bow. I am wearing something very similar.

"I ask you one last time, are you sure you want to do this, brother?"

I nod my head solemnly. I feel my soul growling with a dubstep beat emanating from the center of my being, as I walk down a stark wide mountain ledge. There is a large arch in the distance. Though the arch is natural, ornate carvings cover it. Michael and Koomo are each holding a torch. They bow to me as I pass, and I return their bows. I continue on my path, and enter the hollow mountain. I walk to the edge of a ledge. Beneath me is a great abyss.

One of Xaphor's kin, the guardian-priest of the mountain bows to me. I return the bow, and morph into a dragon-man. I am grey with green and lavender undertones. The priest flings his head back, closes his eyes, and spreads his arms. The mountain rumbles and shakes.

Light appears beneath us, a pane of light bubbling up from below. It moves up, slowly at first, then explodes, filling the whole cavern with light. A column of white-hot red energy shoots up the center of the chasm.

I tear my robes off, and roar. I focus all my energy on my chakras, then, my chest and third eye chakras. Two energy balls come out of me, and form one, then two, then six, 8, ten, 12, 24 energy balls, until it forms a copy of me, looking ghostlike.

The image of me floats into the beam of light, and screams. Flesh forms around the energy. Wings burst out from him, and the energy beam fades. He floats down on to the ground. I also have wings now.

"You live forever in dreams, even when I am awake. You are half my energy."

"And half your sentience. I have my own sentience, and free will. It is as you wish."

"It is."

We bow. He sneers at me, and bumps my shoulder as he walks past me to leave the mountain. I grab his tail and swing him around. We battle for what seems like centuries. Civilizations rise and fall around us. We battle for what seems like eons. The continents move, and we leap across oceans, swinging great war hammers, two gods vying for power.

"Why did I create you?"

"To live forever on the dream plane!"

"And why do we battle?"

"For the sheer joy. Also, you are testing me to see we are equal."

I pounce upon him, and end up standing on him with my spear at his throat. We are two ugly grey demons.

"You win."

"Yes, because I have real experience."

"I still maintain my own sentience."

"Yes, you do."

"And, with that, I am off to explore the dream plane!"

My other self takes off into the universe.

"So, what the hell do I call myself?"

"Nostrange? Nocraze- No... aw fuck it."

I proclaim myself Nocraze Fukkit!!!"

I remember something about percentages...someone was rambling numbers off to me.

Some girl told my brother that I slept with her. My brother was actually kinda happy. But the chick was lying.

I was going to church on Saturday, and going to skip Sunday.

0/3 Lucid/Recall

Notes: Fell asleep drunk on bloody marys.

Analysis: Very irregular waking times for me, doubtless due to the alcohol. I usually have 90 minute cycles with uncanny accuracy. Poor recall and motivation this night. The dreams seemed rather plain and unimaginative. I observe two obvious influences from the waking day in the dreams.

2300: Sleep

0400: D. Something about new Facebook accounts and importing old friends.

0603: D. Mostly unreadable. Something about smoke alarm going off which woke me up [I cooked pork chops on the stove for dinner]. On waking up, I was disciplined enough to suspect FA and did an RC; I was indeed awake.

0850: B. I'm with a bunch of people, some from work some from high school. It's a bit like Disneyland. I have a girlfriend. She is white. I don't know who she is. We all play this game where we write personal stuff about us on these pre-made cards. I spend a lot of time in the bathroom. The bathroom is weird. People try to use the sinks as urinals [I drank two glasses of water prior to this sleep cycle]. At the end, the personal secrets are revealed. My girlfriend doesn't know me very well. At some point we're in a creek under a bridge.

I am a short muscular bartender with a bit of a belling, wiping down the counter in my bar in the mythical town of Denn. A white ninja flies backwards through the doors. She runs outside and a attacks a giant red archdemon. She runs up his arm and stabs him in the forehead. I put myself into the DC archdemon and die dramatically. Now, I am in the bartender again.

The ninja walks slowly into the bar. Everyone stops and stares at her in silence.

"Give me a beer."

She pauses. "You aren't going to serve me because I am a woman? [SIZE="4"]GIVE ME A BEER!"[/SIZE] she slices a table into quarters.

Your beer is right here, ma'am.

Oh, thanks. How much.

On the house.

She takes a sip.

I leave the DC bartender, and travel into the kitchen. I create a DC cook and a demon boy helping her stir a pot. She picks him up, and scolds him. I go into the demon boy. The woman curses and says he's worthless, and he should burn in hell as she drags him into the bar. Raven stands up, and wipes the beer from her mouth. She roars, and slices the cook up into hundreds of pieces. A tear rolls down my demon boy cheek.

Raven scoops me up under one arm.

She's a demon-lover! She's a witch!

Raven bolts out of the tavern, then puts me in a bag on her back. I poke my head out of the top.

Don't worry little buddy. I'll take you somewhere safe. Raven hops on a winged horse, and we ride to steep craggy mountains, with no plant life, where you can only get to by flying. We land on ledge. There is a giant dragon nest on it. She explains to the mama dragon that humans want to kill me because I am a demon-human hybrid.

I start playing with the baby dragons. The mama seems to know this is all a game, and is playing along, but Raven doesn't recognize me at all. I don't think she realizes she's dreaming.

I wave to her.

Hey Raven!

Raven? That's not my name... is it? I am.. (she says a Gaelic name) Gwennythair (something like that). Her appearance changes to a Celtic woman with long red hair and a harp.

Are you remember past lives? I say.

Am I dreaming? she asks herself, and does a nose pinch RC.

Oh! Nomad? Oh, that's you!

Raven wakes up.

Xaphor appears.

That's another Raven, he says. She is the closest version to the one you know, and in fact the Nomad she knows is most like you.

When they go into dreams, she's a ninja, and he's a shadow samurai. She lives in Japan, and he lives in China, on their version of Earth. I don't really know what this means, but it should prove interesting.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING


22:50 GMT – Sleep

Game like dream. Can’t recall content.

0:00 GMT

Bus ride to village in distress
Just as two nights before (the hovercraft ride dream), I am on a bus with more people crossing dangerous mountain roads with dangerous manoeuvres from the driver and we almost fall down a cliff. We arrive at this remote village in a valley, surrounded by woods. There was some kind of catastrophe there and the basic services are disrupted. More madness is expected soon, riots and violence. A muscled guy comes and starts orienting us. For some reason he seems to befriend me more than the rest of the group. We come to help and we evaluate the situation sitting on a picnic table outside: we try to evaluate how much food, water and other essential goods there are and how long they’ll last and we realise it won’t last more than 4 or 5 days. Because everything is torn apart, I see this village name plate half covered by debris and the only letters remaining visible say “...have ...fun...” I think this is highly ironic.


Fragment
I’m inside a house, with a big window facing the street. It has something like an advertisement stick on the window and I’m trying to read it on reverse, when some guy outside knocks on the window. He wants to speak to me and seems a bit angry. I exit the place.

Mourning a dying man
I’m now entering a room at my neighbour C. house. Her dad is extremely sick (in some kind of coma) and people are all gathered around him, mourning him, as if he was already dead. Strangely, some of my cousins and even my late grand-grandmother are also there, even if they don’t belong to this family or are alive at all. I feel this is very uncomfortable and wonder if they have no hopes that he gets better? On my way out I meet my dad and he says I have to be more loving towards him because one day he’ll also be lying dead like this guy. Sure, but I already know that, no point in stressing that out!


2:30 GMT

More details of a previous dream
Regarding the mosque lucid dream I had had a few nights before, someone comes in this dream to tell me it is actually surrounded by English-style gardens but doesn’t know anything about sacred stones, only that there was some stone-sculpture exhibition there and that a few days some people gathered there to celebrate some ceremony.

I’m no dancer
I’m on some place where it’s playing music and I feel like dancing. I actually think I’m doing ok, when more people join me. I can tell they are professional dancers and compared to them I’m just not good enough, but I’m having fun, so I don’t care. Then I realise I’m in the middle of some dance class final exam. The teacher comes to me and asks me “Do you think you danced well? and I say that on a professional level, of course not. Then she asks some other dancer “Do you think she danced well?” and he says no. Then she says she rests her case and turns her back on me, like outcasting me. I feel a bit upset. I mean, I know I am just an amateur, but my dancing is not that offensive to anybody’s eyes, no need to be so tough on me. Some fellow dancers show solidarity with me but in the end I say it’s ok, in fact she is right. Then I invite them to come along with me to a Vivaldi concert that will happen on some nearby auditorium.


3:40 GMT

A lucid hot date
I’m with Nighthawk watching tv on the couch on a living room. At first we're apart from each other, but slowly we snuggle with each other, our noses are barely touching each other, we look in each other’s eyes and we kiss. He whispered “My god, it’s so good to kiss you.” and I smiled, my heart thumping. He says ”Marry me.” I don’t know what to say and I say it’s complicated. He knows, he gets up, determined about something. I don't stop him, but seconds later I decide to go after him. On the corridor I remember to do a reality check . I put my hand on the wall and it sinks. I get lucid and for the first time on a lucid dream I actually feel frustrated that it is just a dream but I still decide I want to see how this will go on.
I find him on the next room with Riverstone, who is completely focused on something like a book and holding a cup of tea in his hand. I put my hand on the wall, I make a hole on it and I ask them “Do you know what this means?”. Riverstone looks totally disconnected and doesn’t react. Nighthawk has a misterious smile on his face and I don’t understand what goes on on his mind. I grab a piece of dissolved wall on my hand and pour it into Riverstone cup of tea telling him “This is just a fucking dream!”. He says I’m telling nonsense. I turn to Nighthawk and I say “He is always like this, he never believes me!”. Nighthawk, on the other hand, seems to be understanding exactly what I am talking about. Then he surprises me by replying “Well, I, on the other hand, know for sure this is damn real! I am really here with you!!! And I know we're dreaming!” Really? WOW! I was amazed.
I ask him “How...?” and he continues saying that he doesn’t recall those many dreams, but he does recall a few once in a while and that this might be one of those he will remember. I tell him he must absolutely remember this one!
At this point I realise that Riverstone is no longer with us. I turn to Nighthawk, absolutely thrilled and exhilarated with this totally lucid dream encounter. We smile and we kiss each other again, more passionately. We fall on the bed. I feel delighted with everything. Then his image starts to flicker and we realise he is losing lucidity and waking up. He says “Damn, not yet! I want to stay with you!” and I try to keep him there with me, grabbing him firmly. But he becomes just a blur, a shadow, until he totally disappears, like sand through my fingers. I find myself in this empty room, happy and sad at the same time. I sit on the floor and I stay there for a long time, hoping that he might re-enter the dream. But when I no longer feel the residues of his presence I decide there’s no point in staying longer, so I also wake up.

5:00 GMT

Excursion on the USA
I’m with Riverstone on some excursion in the US. We’re on a bus. A pregnant lady is just sitting in front of us. We’re passing by N.Y. and Riverstone is screaming joyfully every times he sees a landmark he recognizes. Later we’re outside any city, on some road leading to some other totally different place. We find ourselves in a swamp area. We see alligators on water and for some strange reason there’s a black guy swimming bravely among them. I worry for the guy but also comment that is so funny to be seeing alligators as I just had some conversation with someone about alligators during the day.


6:35 GMT

Love letter
I am again on a bus and some stupid guy/kid reads out loud a love letter I wrote to someone else. Although he doesn’t mention my name, he knows it’s mine and I believe everybody else will also know it’s mine. I wonder how he got it and feel terribly irritated. But instead of reacting, I just ignored him. I guessed this way I wouldn’t actually reveal myself and people would be in doubt. Only when the bus stops and we start coming out of it, I step on the guys passage and confront him with his action. I put my finger on his nose and make a threatening look and tell him something that scares him. He looks asian and familiar, but I have no clue who he actually is. He doesn’t like being threatened and tells me “Ok, ok. But why don’t you just tell the guy your feelings?” And I respond “But I did! What do you think that letter served for! I just wonder how you ended up with it in your hands.” He doesn’t confess.


Camp of giant cats
When we get out, we’re in some kind of camp and everybody starts smoking or is coughing. I comment it must be the lung cancer camp and the joke is not well received. Someone scolds me. We walk a bit further and I start to see lots of big houses, like an entire village and the most surprising of it is that I see giant cats looking behind them or inside them. Cool! I don’t kno if the cats are dangerous, but I start taking pictures of these amazing site.
[inspired by the cat sanctuary of this guy in the US, that collects abandoned and wild cats and takes care of them in this lovely sanctuary with tiny houses for the cats, as a real village.It even as a church and a wall-mart.]

8:30 GMT – Wake up

Welcome! The following read is absolutely outrageous and does not make any sense.
It was an unbelieveable vivid experience. When I woke up I was actually emotionally shifted...

So where do I start.. I'm on a boat with a number of other people, maybe three other guys and about four girls or so.



The reason why we're on this boat is simple: we are a company specializing in showing girls new and exotic places to go for a swim..
(cheesy yeah I know.)
Everything is all and well until in a burst of light we're all teleported onto the shore of this nearby island. I lie in the sand, confused. I look around and realize I'm all alone. Then out of nowhere this "Age of Empires" look-alike map consumes my whole screen showing me that one of my best friends from when I was in elementary school, is inbound with a ridiculously large army of knights.



In the midst of calling for backup from my boat friends, I am stabbed in the face with a spear from one of the knights. Disgusted of it, I press ESC so I don't have to feel the pain or see the gore. When I press ESC one more time I am standing in a large field surrounded by trees. Everything feels oke... BUT WAIT there's a freakin' grizzlybear running straight towards me! He stops right in front of me. Cute. But then he takes a huge bite all over my face (Why do they allways go for my face? ). So I have to press ESC again to avoid the pain and gore.. When I grow the balls to finally press ESC to "resume play", there's that god damn bear again. But this time he actually talks to me, saying that he owed me for saving his life?? (Hang in there) So I'm basically like; "Sure! as long as you don't chew on my face again, I'll even provide you with a power-up!" So now I borrow a pen from the bear and write "Bears" on my forearm so that he can have some sort of superpowers. But the "system" reads it as "Qears", so the bear just stays being a normal talking grizzlybear. Dissapointing.. I would really want to see what kind of power he would of got



That's the last I ever saw of Grizzle.. Now I'm at this other place! I'm in this huuuge house with what I feel is supposed to be my family. There is an essence lurking in the room that everyone hates each other. Well yeah except two of my "sisters" who is actually very very hot! (They're my "sisters", not my sisters..).



There's this one guy in the room that I really want to punch REALLY hard right in the kisser. He keeps on commandeering me to get his car up front? What the fudge? After pulling his car up front a million times, there's a change in emotions and scenery. I am with my two hot "sisters" (god damn they're smokin) discussing a fling I have been having with this girl. I now feel that I have a strong connection with these two girls, it's a really weird feeling. Then BAM I wake up at this girl's apartment, wearing nothing but a boxer. The room looks awfully familiar, like IRL familiar. The girl is in the kitchen doing.. whatever. Then her mom walks in and then I get the bright idea to get the hell out of there! Another random teleport then brings me to a shopping mall, which takes us to the last stop in my dream. After walking around for a couple of seconds I stumble upon my REAL sister and my REAL father. Thats the last thing I remember before I wake up with one HELL of a headache...

I was really moved by this dream. It was extremely vivid. Awesome.

Oh and by the way, the familiar room belongs to the girl that lives next door to me..

AND if you are annoyed by any grammar errors or the way I used the word "really" waaay too many times that I should of, It's too late now..

a white lion-man in a waiting room, waiting for my baby to be born...

on a gondola on a ski lift in Aina Haina (a valley on Oahu)

numbers

a pool

red berries...

loud talking

at school

in The House

[I]notes[/I]

I meet Raven on the moon. She's a big white catwoman. Ok. She changes into a ninja, and says, "let's go!"

Weird.

We make a portal together, and leap through. Then, I realize I am a black robed wizard on a white horse. I am laughing maniacally, and charging a brown staff with thunder as we ride through the wormhole. Raven is running on nothing. The whole wormhole is made of lightning and darkness. I wonder why it looks different.... Maybe because we are going to SPLASH!

Raven points her heels at the ocean, and crosses her arms over her chest. My horse throws me, and disappears. We fall into the ocean.

A pod of dolphins swims to us. There is one with a ring of stars around its head, which I assume is the leader. They all talk at once telepathically.

Why are you here? Here to make trouble? Here to play? Here to learn? Here to teach?

Are you aware? Most humans that visit us are not aware. They think we are figments of their imaginations, BUT WE'RE NOT!

The leader dolphin roars at me, and I get sucked into a mouth portal. He shows me his soul, many lifetimes, going through time... He was a dolphin, a human, a whale, a praying mantis, a mold, a leaf, a tree, an elephant, a space alien, a space lichen, a space plant....

He tells me is his last human life he was a whaler.

I am energetically spat out of his third eye. Raven is now playing with the dolphins. They are tossing an energy ball around.

A group of dolphins get in a circle around me, and blast me with red-hot white energy. I feel like I am on fire. I scream in pain. Then, I absorb the energy and shoot it out of my crown and feet chakras, into the seafloor, and into space. I zoom out in light body into space.

I see many of the energy beams shooting out from the planet. They are beacons... calling calling... calling for help.

Was at an open air gathering joint. Across the way surprised to see PW, AM, and ? (all from NY) sitting at a table. Made small talk with them. They said they came to go disco dancing. Was surprised. Chatted a bit. Decided to go talk more with them. Attracted to PW of course. Expressed surprise that they'd disco dance--and it was only 8pm! Thinking it such a cliche asked had the DJ played 'Don't you want me baby?' Had they came yesterday? No, started early. After a few minutes they got up and left, cooly. Thought, 'Ah, hurt their feelings the way I laughed about disco dancing. That's why hometown people don't like me, too critical. Didn't mean to mock.' Felt a mixture of guilt and defensiveness. Went back to my table with BB. He tried to recline with shoulder on my lap but I wouldn't let him at first, then did, not wanting to offend. Still thinking about encounter with three who left.

Was on a crowded train. Sat on a small section of open seat. A stranger nearby indicated that I should get up. This was taken kindly. He indicated that I was crowding the person sitting there (who was important somehow--with an infant? a soldier?). I obliged. Later the train became less crowded and I sat down.

In a hostel-type place with a maze of narrow hallways: one led to the beach but I kept going to another then a third exit. Stormy weather and I was outside. N. came to see me which made me very happy. Had a nice chat. She had left my stuff scattered on the street and I went to pick it up. She appreciated it. Saw some food stands (reminded me of a wide Siberian street, few cars) but most of the sweet potatoes were gone. I figured the rats had gotten to the food. Some of my stuff, including my bicycle, was there. Saw some other red and black seats and briefly wondered whether somebody didn't steal mine.

DREAM #1: I'm sitting in the passenger seat in my stepdad's blue Ford pickup and my mom is in the driver's seat. We are speeding near an iceberg with a few penguins sitting on top and there's a moat of freezing blue water around it. "Hang 11! Hang 11!" yells my mother, whatever that means. I realize the gas and break are under my feet but the steering wheel is on my side. Before I can hit the brake, my mom swerves the car and we keep racing down the icy road, wherever we are. Later in that dream, I remember sitting in a small wooden boat on a lake at sunset. An eccentric man with a full head of bushy hair gracefully rows by me with a cooking spoon.

DREAM #2: A women in her late 40's with long blond hair and ugly teeth is repelling down a building and she's wearing a white dress that's sliding down. Confused? Me too. Later in the dream, I'm walking my dog. It definitely looks like fall. In a pile of sand, I write, why did you reveal my body to everyone? or something like that.

DREAM #3: A man with blue eyes and thinning hair is in a bubble bath, singing a disgusting song and is being crazy. I then realize I'm dreaming, and get out of bed. I'm still wearing the same shorts and tanktop from when I was asleep, and everything looks very real. I walk downstairs where my Mom is making coffee, and I do a reality check, the pinch nose one. I can't breathe though, so I think I'm awake, and then I actually wake up. Is this my first false awakening?