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School Fragment (Supplemented by Melatonin and Vitamin B6)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

So I popped a pill, containing 3mg of melatonin and 3mg of Vitamin B6. Stayed up for a while before letting the drowsiness kick in. I'm not sure of this, but I had a lot of 'day-dream' moments before falling asleep (need someone to tell me what are these!).

Unfortunately I kept waking up, which is weird because melatonin is supposed to make you fall into deep sleep for the first 70% or so of your sleep. I did get dreams in the morning though, quite a lot of them, and are not very vivid, which is another thing that surprised me.

Some fragments:

• I remembered seeing 20 notifications in DV.
• From what I can remembered, I recalled waking up in my classroom during recess and checking if there's still time to grab a bite. On the way I had to pass through the gym, and I saw my Discipline Master instructing someone on how to use some equipment. He asked me to pass him a wooden ball, which I did. He dropped it, but I continued walking on.
  
  Instead of heading towards the canteen I walked to the school hall where everyone was playing badminton. Someone asked me why I came so late, and I told him I was feeling drowsy (probably because of the melatonin) and decided to sleep for a while. I borrowed a badminton racket from a friend and decided to show off my badminton skills, which weren't very good at that moment.
  
  The bell rang, and someone told me I ruined their game because they were winning. I thought he was joking, so I let it slide, but after a while I asked if it was true. But before he could reply we saw everyone gathering at the foyer and I thought we were late for some sort of meeting, so we rushed there.
  
  I saw the Discipline master there, so on instinct I reached out to my shirt and began stuffing it into my pants for uniform inspection, but I failed. When I reached the foyer the DM told me he already inspected me, so I need not attend. I was quite confused at that moment, because the last time we saw each other was at the gym. I sat down near my juniors. A teacher walked by and decided to release us by shouting a command. She made a mistake at first, and everyone was waiting for her to amend it. Then to my horror she shouted out some weird command that goes like this: Pooh pooh pooh pooh backside backside 1 2 3 4 Go!

I woke up after that, still feeling horrified and wtf-ed at that command. My neck was quite sore.

i only remembered a tiny fragment and lost it too fast. I forgot to tell myself that i would recall my dreams because i was too tired. I started to at one point but my head had too many thought and I fell asleep before i cleared them

I spent most of the day packing for the move. I don't like packing.

09/11/10



Incandescent light bulbs are hanging from wires, interspersed several meters apart. It's quite dim. The dirt floor is covered in straw, and I kick up pieces of it as I walk.

I'm leaning down over a roughly made cage, which is covered in chicken wire. The top is open, and I see a few rabbits hopping about on the floor. I pick up the one that looks like my childhood pet, all white fur and red eyes. As I pet the rabbit in my arms, the dream fades around me.

Scare Factor: 0/10
Rating: 2/10

Well, that was uncharacteristic.

★★★

Flying

I became lucid somewhere outside with a bunch of people. H was there merged with Asuka (seriously what is up with that?). I flapped my arms and flew up and hit my head on a ceiling. H looked up and said "hey how do you do that" I said it's a dream or something and she floated up with me. We flew up somewhere and i grabbed her and kissed her. Asuka was now now wearing a sailor girl outfit. I remember feeling the fabric on her back while we kissed. it felt pretty real. I can't remember what happened after.

Finding LSD

I was with my brother somewhere and he pointed to a jacket or something. I unraveled it and found another cloth underneath it. I unwrapped the cloth and found two bags. One bag was a full sheet of blotter LSD, in the other bag were smaller amounts but the pieces were cut out in the shape of animals. I tore off a piece of the blotter sheet and ate it.

I took the other bag with the smaller stuff with me and put it my pocket and took off. I walked down a hallway for some time and noticed people were following me. I thought they had suspected me of carrying drugs so i found a bathroom and went there. I went into a stall and pulled the baggy out and looked at the shapes of acid paper. I looked and saw there was a window in the stall and the people were walking into the bathroom. I was worried if they had seen me so i flushed the bag down the toilet.

Pumpkin house

I was driving with my dad at night time. We were heading to a place i seemed to know how to get too. We went down some sort of rocky road near a mountain. I told my dad when we passed the driveway, but he insisted his way was the right one. Up ahead we hit a road block and had to turn back. We founf the driveway and turned in. The driveway all the way to the house was lit with jacko lanterns on each side. We went in.

I became lucid going up some stairs. I wanted to make sure my perception was correct so when i got to the top of the stairs I looked back and took a mental note of what they looked like. I turned my head away and looked back to see if it would change. It was still the same, that meant i reached a solid dream place, probably someones house. I was going to incorporate more senses into the dream when I woke up.

there were other dreams but i forgot them by now.

And on it goes...

Part Five

I opened my eyes. Bright florescent lights blinded me. and I wanted to shut them. It felt like I had been run over by a truck. I had no idea that I had in fact been hit my a truck. I did a quick survey of my body and found everything to be in working condition, if not quite sore, or inflamed with pain. I wasn't going to let the pain get to me however. I knew that pain meant I was alive, and alive was good, for the moment. I turned to look at the sleeping brunette next to me. Sitting in the chair was none other than Det. Rizzoli. I smiled at the uncomfortable position of her body and the fact that her blanket was half off of her.

I leaned over and pulled the blanket up. I then slid my own covers off and decided to try and stand. I saw the condition of my left leg, but went for it anyway. I slid to the ground landing with a soft thud before collapsing in a heap. I pulled over the tray of hospital food that it looked like Jane had tried to eat. It landed on the floor with a loud metal clanking. Jane shot up in her chair and looked at the bed. She didn't see me in it so walked around the side of it to see if everything was okay.

"What the hell are you doing?" she asked as she squatted down to help me. "I thought I'd try to go to the bathroom. It didn't work." I mumbled. She helped me back onto the bed. "You know," I started, "You didn't have to spend the night with me. I'm okay." Something flashed across Jane's eyes. I could tell I had hit a hard spot. Something was off. I knew suddenly that it hadn't just been over night. "Yeah," was all she said back to me. "I'm going to go get a doctor okay?" She walked out of the room.

A few moments later Maura walked in. "Hey, Jane said you were awake." I nodded. "How are you feeling?" I mumbled something about being in pain. Maura nodded and said she would get someone to help with that. A few minutes later a nurse came in and gave me some pain medication. Maura and I talked. "So do you what day it is?" she asked me. "Well, I know its not the day after the accident." Maura seemed surprised that I knew this. "How did you..." I smiled at her.

"I could tell by the look in Jane's eyes. How long as she been here? What is going on with her?" I asked. "Its been about seven days. You were in a coma. I shouldn't be the one to tell you what's going on with her..." Maura looked down at her hands. The conversation seemed to make her uncomfortable. I was going to say that everything was going to be okay when my eyes rolled into the back of my head and my body began to spasm. Maura jumped up and yelled for help. Jane was standing nearby and came running. "What the hell happened?" she asked.

"She was awake and fine a minute ago." "I know," Maura said. "We were talking and the nurse brought pain medication. Then this happened." "Wait, what kind of pain meds?" Micheal (my son) asked. "I gave her codeine," the nurse said. "What!? She's allergic to codeine." A crash team shoved the three of them out of the way. Another nurse came in with some allergy medication, and something to stop the convulsions. My body relaxed and my heart rate normalized.

The next day seemed to start the same as the one before. I opened my eyes to the bright florescent lights of the hospital room I was in. Sleeping in a bed chair, unlike last time, was Jane. It must have been there that I figured out she liked me. Some strange part of her felt torn though, and I could tell. I looked down and saw the bright red band around my wrist. In dark bold letters it read CODEINE. I understood that they had given me some, not knowing I was allergic to it. This did not please me.

I looked at all the connecting wires and determined I was done. I was going to be leaving the hospital that day. I gently pulled the tape, holding my IV in place, off my arm. The area was red and allergic hives were present. 'Stupid people.' I thought to myself. I pulled at the IV, pain shooting through my arm. I was to upset to let it bother me. I pulled it all the way out and the alarm started going off. I looked at Jane. She stirred and opened her eyes. She sat up, "What are you doing?" "I'm getting the hell out of here." I replied back to her. I took one of the heart monitors off my chest and the beeping went erratic.

A crash team was in before I had the chance to rip out the catheter. I ignored Jane's complaining and attempts to get me to stop. It wasn't until a doctor came in that I was forced to stop. "I'll let you go tomorrow, if you promise me that you will behave for one more day." I grumbled my okay and laid back down. Jane received a phone call and looked at me. "I have to go," she simply said. She left without saying much more. I could tell she was concerned about me, and upset that I was trying to leave on my own.

i think my recall hasn't been very good for awhile now because i don't challenge myself to try and remember anymore than the basic. i need to work on recall.

A Team Mission (non-lucid)

I am in an elevator with two other gentlemen. They are formally dressed and carrying guns. They say something about how we are actually inside somebody. I don't know, it didn't make much sense. I am also carrying a gun.

The elevator bell dings and we move out. Location is a nice sort of hotel. The whole this is very Inception like.



There is a gun fight with some rather fat cops. We easily kill them. MY ally has some sort of bot he calls into action that helps shoot them down.

We proceed into a lower level warehouse. The place is flooded with a strong current. Strong enough to sweep you away. I make it across by jumping in front of boxes where the current is slowed. End.

Drugz (non-lucid)

I am at a baseball game with my family and some business men in suits. I take something but realize the game is about to end. I don't want anyone to see me, my face is swollen. An 'obvious' sign I am on something. I walk down to another field.

The dream becomes extraordinarily vivid as I sit and mediate. I felt calm and aware, relaxed but not lucid. Or maybe I was lucid.

That dissipated once my family caught up to me. "Why is your face so swollen?" m asks.

I don't remember much else aside. I almost completely forgot this even happened.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Hello everyone!

Okay, so, I'm new here and this is my very first post.

Up until now, I've only had a few lucid dreams (not counting with my first years of life- it was all nightmares back then). The reason for that is that I don't appear in most of my dreams, so there is really no chance of becoming lucid in them. When I do appear though, there is a good chance of me realising that it's a dream and obtainng lucidity.

My goal is to, first, better recall my dreams (I already remember at least one dream everyday), second, try to have more dreams in which I'm present, and third, obtain lucidity everytime I do. As of now, I have no clue how to achieve the second one, but I'll get there... hopefully.

Last night I went to sleep at about 10:00 pm, tired and a little stressed out. I had a long lucid dream and, after that, I only remember waking up (not sure if I had another dream after that one...). Here it is:

~Taking Over~

At first everything was pitch black, I couldn't feel or see anything, but then I realised I was actually looking at the back of my eyelids so I carefully opened my eyes. The first thing I see is a bright blue sky with lots of white clouds; there's a strong breeze and I feel a little bit cold. Looking around I figured out I was on the terrace of a probably very high building because I couldn't see anything else around it from where I was.

All the while, I couldn't shake off the feeling of being out of place. I try to get up (as I had been siting, with my legs tucked under me) but I quickly loose my balance and fall down; I'm much heavier than I ougtha be.

'What the...?' I think, confused. I look at my hands- they're huge! 'I'm a guy...' I realised. 'Okay, I'm definately dreaming now.' this wasn't exactly new to me, being a boy in my dreams that is, so I soon got over that.

Looking at the rest of my new body, I saw that I didn't have anything with me; I was wearing simple clothes (that did nothing to protect me from the cold) and had taken off my shoes. I'm not excatly sure why but my heart started beating really fast and I instantly knew that I had ended up in some guy's body and that this teenage boy had been planing to kill himself. That was a scary thought, so to keep my mind off of it I quickly grabed the boy's sneakers, putting them on, and walked towards the door behind me (I was quickly getting used to that body).

The building itself was preety run down, there lots of nasty and crazy people living there and could swear there were blood stains on the walls and stairs. I couldn't wait to get out of there.

Even as I walked down the streets of whichever city I was in my dream, knowing next to nothing about this boy, I wasn't nervous or scared. After all, it was a dream and my dreams always had a way of surprising me. It was already night tough, as I stopped to see my reflection on a window of some shop (I had orange hair and eyes of the same colour, a relatively small build, although my hands were really big, and I was also preety tall), when a very preety girl runned up to me, yelling what I soon found out was my (the boy's) name, and tackled/hugged me, crying her heart out and telling me that she had been worried sick about me.

After calming her down, I talked to her a little bit as she walked with me to my supposed house (she problably got the impression I had amnesia). When I got home, I was greeted almost the same way by the boy's parents, who were about to call the police.

To cut a long story short: The dream went for a couple of months, me living the boys life. Along the way, I found out why the boy wanted to kill himself but concluded it was his own fault and that he failed to see he had suportive friends and parents that acctually loved him. I was really starting to get used to being him and was even enjoying it.

The incredibly long dream ended after the girl, who had a major crush on him, gathered up the courage to kiss me. I was so shocked, I couldn't move a muscle and was blushing like mad.

I think I fainted after that, becaused everything faded to black all of a sudden.

After that, I only remember waking up in my bedroom, in real life. I got really embarassed when I remembered that last scene.

September 11, 2010

The trick
I was involved with a group of people trying to play a trick on a group of bad people. This was really more than a trick, it was a whole set-up, I guess. Involved on the good team with me is Elijah (from work), Eddy, possibly my dad (according to my notes) and Jesse from All My Children. On the evil side is David from All My Children, and a bunch of dream characters.

We were trying to make David and his team believe that something had happened that didn't really happen. I was alone, and kicked off the plan. The details of what I said or did are very fuzzy. Eddy then got involved. Once it was rolling, Jesse came into the room I was in and was upset about the current pace and inactivity of our plan. He didn't know I had kicked it off. I filled him in on what happened so far, and he was pleased.

Missed dream signs
- Interacting with co-workers outside of work situations
- Interacting with TV show characters

Had I realized them
- Would've done some reality tests to see if any work for me (nose pinch, mouth roof, and tongue bite)
- Would've left the plot to summon Danny for help with conjuring my brother

Puppy fragment
Jack and I were renting a basement suite from Hannah, who lived upstairs. She was opening the door of our suite for us and this dog ran outside to greet us. He was typically brown-furred, but had this patch of fiery-coloured red fur on his nose. He wasn't the world's cutest dog, but he was super-friendly, which rather made up for it

Missed dream signs
- Jack and I living in an apartment other than here (this is a new sign creeping up a lot lately)
- Seeing people who I don't see anymore (Hannah)

Had I realized them
- Would've done some reality tests to see if any work for me (nose pinch, mouth roof, and tongue bite)
- Would've left the plot to summon Danny for help with conjuring my brother

Lucid

Dream

1.

Me and 2 mates were around and then there was a lot of water as we were 'flooding' the house

2.

Whilst cleaning the blankets (?) we played Super Mario World 3D. I was in the final level playing against Bowser to win a prize. I kept dying even though I felt like I had practiced a lot. Eventually I ran out of lives and lost.

3.

A few things happened consisting of an empty field with a car and a creature who when its name was said killed something. After this, there was a wooden beam and Flanders (from the simpsons) was tied to it and rotating around the pole. At the end of it, there was Homer sitting on his roof.

4.

I was in a room with a lot of paintings. There was a tightrope guy teaching us how to walk across one and then there was suddenly two tightropes, one for him and one for me. I went to leave and was told to make sure that the paintings were not taken down but I did not inform the others.
I was then in a lecture/class room and I ran into an old friend. I asked her if she was at uni now and she looked at me in a puzzled way and said something.
Eventually I left and went back into the room with the paintings to find that half of them had been taken down. At this time the people who told me not to take them down came and I got into trouble.



Well that's about it. I am definitely missing a few bits but I was too lazy to write them down. I think my recall is improving slightly which is good.

September 10, 2010

New stores
Spent most of the dream hanging out with Julia. There was a new small strip mall down the hill from my house. It was still mostly being constructed, but there were a couple of shops open early. I ask Julia if she wants to go into the British clothing shop (I guess like an H&M, but not with that name Tongue), and she's keen, even though I bet the clothes will only be Canada's interpretation of British style...

We go inside and we pass by an arcade, first. We both think it's cool and say we'll come back to it. Then, we pass by a restaurant that specializes in hot dogs. Julia now wants a cheese dog.

I'm now at work - old job at 7-11. Some cleaners come in to work on the store. A guy and a girl. I don't pay much attention to them. Then some more cleaners (from my current job) come in. I tell Stuart that there were two before him. He asks me to describe the girl and her face, in my memory, is smudged and blurred. I consider the possibility of it being a dream, but it doesn't carry over. Stuart and I talk about halloween, and how I won't allow people to wear masks inside the store. He thinks I'm being silly.

Missed dream signs
- Hanging out with Julia (she lives in the UK)
- New strip mall being built near me when there isn't
- Working at an old job
- Problems with remembering facial details

Plan of action
- Tested some RC's (tongue tickle, bite tongue and nose pinch). See if any work for me.
- Ask Danny for his help in conjuring my brother.

Finally, a Darren dream
I'm standing with some people on some steps outside a building. I look towards the doors, and I see Darren come out. I'm staring at him and he's looking right at me as he comes over. We smile at each other.

"Hey you!" I say.

"Hey!" he says.

We talk privately for a second. I can't recall exactly what, but I recall asking him how he knows how to find me. He says he just knows. I recall hearing some rumour that he's going to marry this chick he's been seeing in waking life. He shrugs it off and says he hadn't planned to, that he's done the married thing, but he says he could change his mind. He asks me about Jack and I tell him things are well.

Scene change and I'm with Jack and his parents. His mum is playing with her phone, trying to change the ring tone. She changes it to a jazz song and I daydream about my dance class (we had to dance to that same song). I tell Jack I wished he was in dance with me, cos it would've been really fun to do a jazz dance to that song. He isn't really fussed about it.

I don't know the song name I can't find it. But it's definitely a Charleston-flavoured jazz piece.

Missed dream signs
- Darren

Plan of action
- Talk to him more, see if I can learn something unique about dreaming, finding people in dreams.

I was at a variation of my college, and between two dorms for part of it. There was more space, and a large crowd, and maybe some white rectangular structures attached to the dorms. It was during the day too. I was also around this girl from one of my group projects in real life. In the dream, I had an attraction to her (and also in a previos dream) and we were hanging out around this area where there wasn't anyone around. Then we were kissing, but it was unpleasent and almost painful. Just weird. I don't have any feelings towards her in real life so this is just random.

I am starting to remember more from naps and my core sleep, so at least my recall is improving. It also seems like I can begin to experiment with having WILDs when I get used to falling asleep to these 20 minute naps.

During my first 20 minute nap I had a couple really short dreams.

One of them, I was in 3rd person and saw myself and a group of friends walk through our college of business at night. We entered through the front and exited in the back, and one of my friends asked "We're not going up?" to us all. Or something like it, because she wanted to explore the building.

I also attempted a WILD and faintly saw myself in this neighborhood walking on the sidewalk with one of my friends, and there were lots of big pine trees around the houses. This dream was very faded and it wasn't able to sustain itself.

There was another quick WILD attempt after it but I forget what I saw or where I was.

I also had a quick dream that a couple friends of mine walked passed me in the lounge I was in. I woke up and was thinking "Woa, I just dreamt I saw a couple of my friends down here.

The series continues...

Part Four

The days past, Jane called me a few times to make sure that I was doing okay. Some days she sounded more concerned, and other days she just called to let me know that they were still working hard on the case. I didn't except them to get any solid leads yet, but I was kinda hoping. I had been working a late night, spending extra time in the office. I had made it a habit a bit to often lately, and did feel bad that I was neglecting my kids. They didn't seem to mind the pay checks though, and the trips to foreign countries, so they didn't complain.

-Note: Rizzoli POV.-

Rizzoli sat in a booth at the bar she frequented. Maura sat across from her, sipping on her wine. "You know, you never did tell me everything that had happened," Maura started. Jane gave her a look. "I really don't want to talk about it. I'm still a bit concerned though." "Well Jane, you have every right to be. Her rapist is still out there. But honey, I'm more concerned with you right now. You seem to have distanced yourself from everyone, even me."

Rizzoli picked up the bottle of beer she was drinking and took a long swig. She looked out the window, an angry expression crossed her face. "Hey, what ever it is. I can help you get through it." Maura told her. "Not this Maura, not this." "Is it about Allison?" Maura asked. Jane nodded. "Well, did you at least have fun?" Jane looked to Maura and a smile played across her face. "Yeah, I had a great time. It was exhilarating. I have never felt this good in a while." Jane played with her hands, continuing on talking about Allison. Before it got to intense Maura did an ahem style cough and Jane looked up. Standing behind her was Korsak.

"Hey Korsak, what's up?" Jane asked. He looked serious, too serious, for Jane's liking. "It's Allison, she's been hit by a car. An Escalade to be exact." Jane looked worried. "I'm going." She grabbed her jacket and stood up. Maura followed suit.

A little while later they were there at the hospital. I was laying in a bed, an oxygen mask covering my face. I was unconscious. "What happened?" Jane asked, a little forcefully. "We don't quite know who is at fault," a doctor said. "What are her injuries?" Maura asked. "Well the only damage really done was to her left leg. She needs a few pins in her knee, and a metal support to help the shattered tibia. She also has a few broken ribs, but mainly she's going to bruised." Maura nodded. "Can we see her?" Jane asked. The doctor nodded. "She is unconscious, but I am not concerned. Her brain scans look good." Once again Maura nodded.

Jane stepped into my room. Machines were beeping, making sure my heart rate was monitored. Jane sat down in the chair next to my bed. She sighed. She quickly stood up and left to room. Maura, who had been looking on, watched as her friend struggled with her emotions. Jane walked down the hall to the bathroom, tears in her eyes.

Maura sat down in the waiting room, and picked up a magazine. "You know, you really have a lot of explaining to do Jane," she said quietly when Jane appeared from the bathroom. "I know... It's just really complicated for me. I..." she began. Her phone rang. "Rizzoli!" she barked into the phone, trying to hide the fact that she was upset. "Hey partner. We got a report that someone spotted our rapist at the local Walmart." Frost said. He then gave her the location of where the Walmart was.

I came back into consciousness, and began taking rapid breaths. The pain in my leg as excruciating. Tears filled my eyes. A run came to my side and calmed me down. She said she was giving me something for the pain. I slipped back unconscious as she gave me the pain killer. A few moments later my body was in spasms and my heart rate was erratic. Maura jumped up and turned around. "What's happening?" she asked. The doctor shook his head that he didn't know and wheeled me out of the room and into a critical care unit.

-Note: Jane POV.-

Jane was pacing back and forth at the entrance of Walmart. She wanted to catch this guy. The guy that had hurt her friend.. her girlfriend.. lover... no- her friend. She played with the words in her head. Still trying to make some sense of how she felt. When she saw him coming out she yelled at him. "Hey!" He took off running and she followed suit, tackling him to the ground. Korsak was right there and told Jane that he was going to arrest him. "I got it Jane." Jane let go and said that he could have him. "Get this monster out of here," she practically screamed. She was still furious at the man. Her cell phone rang and she answered it. It was Maura. "Jane, you really need to get down here." Jane turned and told Korsak that she was going back t the hospital, something had happened.

Jane was in the waiting room. Maura looked at her. Frost stood next to some vending machines. "Jane I think you need to sit down for this." Maura said. Jane looked to where my room had been. "Oh god Maura. No. No. NO. Come on." She had her hands on her head and she walked back and forth. "Jane, please. I need you sit down." "Please tell me it isn't what I think it is." "I will tell you when you what happened when you sit down." Jane sat down, head in her hands.

"Allison has been moved to a critical care unit. As far as they can tell she is doing okay. Something happened and she slipped into a coma. They don't know what yet, but they are working on it." Maura explained. "Now will you tell me what is going on?" Maura asked. Jane sat back and looked at Maura. "She kissed me." Maura nodded. "And I kissed her back." "Okay, so you kissed her back, that doesn't mean..." Jane interrupted her. "I kissed her back and I liked it. God Maura. I don't know what is going on with me." She stood back up.

"Jane, I think that..." Maura paused. She stood up and held Jane's hands. "I am here for you no matter what. Gay or not, if there is anything I can do for you, let me know." Maura pulled Jane into a hug. "You are my best friend, don't let anyone get in the way of that." Jane smiled and hugged Maura back.

I went to bed later than I wanted and woke earlier then I wanted. Before I went to sleep I could not concentrate on my recall mantra and I fell asleep with stray thoughts. No dreams recalled.

I went to bed later than I wanted and woke earlier then I wanted. Before I went to sleep I could not concentrate on my recall mantra and I fell asleep with stray thoughts. No dreams recalled.