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September 17, 2010
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Asleep by about 2am...

Caught an INRALD, somehow - Lucid - 1/5
I remember tossing and turning in bed, and randomly wondered about whether I was in an INRALD. Not too sure what set me off on that. I just remember thinking, "I could be dreaming this, right now."

I vaguely recall getting out of bed. I can't remember if this was a dream, or RL. Some unconsciousness happened.

Flying - Lucid - 1/5
I remember flying in another short, chaotic dream, which made me lucid. Walms was involved again, somehow. Memory is really blurry.

WBTB at 5:45am. Unintentional. Cold meds wore off. Back to bed by 6:20 (couch actually. Jack's movement was making me nauseous).

Nothing to recall! My night feels like it was backwards. I recalled dreams in the first 3 hours of sleep, and nothing in the last 4 hours... Not even an INRALD to catch. I was void zoning for 4 hours.

Feels like I haven't slept a wink

Good sleep habits lead to good recall. Zeo shows just three really long sleep cycles and I recalled a dream from all three. This is the first time I've recalled a dream from the first cycle. My pen is running out of ink.

I was really confident I'd have a lucid and I had a few tasks lined up to do. Oh well. Tomorrow will be even better.

0445: Sleep

0635: C. I sense that I'm at work but the building is more like an apartment. It's dark outside, maybe raining. I am sorting laundry in a bedroom. I came to the office to work on the weekend? I was hoping to be alone. I have a bottle of Jack Daniels. Hugh is there. Lucas also works at this place. I am actually an undercover cop and Lucas is a criminal. We are both using aliases. I tell this to Hugh. He's getting ready to leave to drive home. I ask to wait so we can leave together but he leaves without me. Then Dave pops in (with Laura maybe?) He is going to a dinner party or something. I also tell him about being an undercover cop. I show him two photos are me and two of Lucas and tell him the real names. Lucas looks like Wolverine in his photos. Another couple enters the office. I vaguely recognize them but don't remember their names. Dave blurts out "Hey, Michael is really Lieutenant...!" but I forget the name I used. The couple doesn't really hear this from across the office. I shush Dave and he stays quite.

0655: Back to sleep after WBTB

0916: A. This dream was quite vivid and I felt I had an above-average degree of reasoning capability (although what I do in the dream is pretty stupid). Zeo reports that this dream happened during a epic 75 minute long REM cycle. But what I recall seemed about 15-20 minutes. I'm in a house in a nice suburban neighbor, but it's unfamiliar. I'm in a bedroom on the second floor. It's night outside. I'm talking to a girl who is leaving for a house party in the neighborhood. She suggests it's going to be really wild. She leaves. I look out the window and see two plastic baggies on the sidewalk near the lawn. I go outside and pick one up. Inside there is pot wrapped and labeled in plastic wrap and in vials. There's also rolling paper and a condom. I sense that these are for the party. Someone is spreading them around the neighborhood for people to bring to the party. I take them back up to my room and look at the them, reading the labels of the strange ingredients. I hide them under my bed, go outside to get the other bag, and bring that one up too.

I open a laptop and find a live streaming video of the party. I join a live lecture. A guy is going to explain how to use the things in the bag. I feel nervous so I take the stuff down to my car which is parked at the curb across the street. I hide the bags under the passenger seat and lay down in the back seat. I see police cars rolling through the neighborhood. I pretend to be asleep but I know I'm going to get busted. A cop opens the front passenger door and takes the stuff from under the seat. Then they open the back door and I fall out. They charge me with... burglary? It seems the pot was bought with stolen money so having the pot makes me an accomplice to the burglary. I ask, "Isn't that 'accessory to buglary'?" The cops laugh and say they've never heard of that. I argue, "What if you're the guy driving the car from a bank robbery?" Then they say, oh, that's a good point. (IWL, I don't think any of that law or logic makes sense). I am walking with the cops down the street and they are friendly. It's starting to get light as morning comes. They are talking about gambling.

1135: D. I think my recall was good but I was disturbed by my alarm and the dream faded very fast. I tried for several minutes to remember because it felt so close on the tip of my memory. All that was left was a fragment. Something about cooking food and wrapping it in bags.

I was at my "room" (completely different than my actual room). It had an eerie feeling, my sheets were scarlet red, like I'd like my room to be. But the light of the dream was like greenish-yellowish, quite creepy. My dad came in to tell me that all my family was arriving. My uncle came in and told me he had some cards with our names and their meanings. I picked two and the first one said something like the angels cry, their crystals break and the second one that I was in deep sorrow. I then walked out of my house by my best friend, he told me I had to see this. It was too small kids, one girl, one boy fighting each other. I separated them and took the little girl by the hand. We walked and the little boy followed us, but not trying to fight her anymore. Some women that walked with us told him to stay far, but I told them to let him stay, that he needed help as well. When we were walking back I told them I had to go to work just a few minutes, and the place where I was going said something like Police & Mysteries Department, meaning I was a detective and I investigated murders. I came in with the other detectives, and they told me it was all okay. But one guy started to walk in some tiles, and he removed them, we saw a children's carpet. He was removing tiles and stopped, walked over other tiles. He said he knew what was going on, there was a body there. This other agent had killed another agent. When that agent, the murderer came in, we confronted her and she confessed. The tiles went up and we saw the body, it was still fresh. Then the agent took a knife and killed the others. It was like I wasn't there anymore, just an expectator. I went back to my house, and I woke up. Strange enough, this didn't feel like a nightmare at all.

Feelings: creepiness, wonder, curiosity, fear (not intense though), the desire to do something, to do justice.

I was with my family in a restaurant, I wanted something sweet. There was live music playing but in another room. I was with my father, his girlfriend and my brother. My brother said something that angered me and I answered something that made him cry. My dad's girlfriend was shooting me horrible looks and I started to vocalize, making her laugh. I made everyone laugh and then excused myself because I wanted to see the desserts. So I walked to the restaurant's entrance and saw that far away was my best friend and his boyfriend. I saw that they were leaving (we were in another country) and went to say bye. Suddenly, lots of his boyfriend's friends started to come, but also some of my guy friends. I went to meet them and looked back at one of the friends kissing my best's neck. Others started to come, one with a small knife, I walked to my friend and asked her if they raped her. She told me yes and we ran to the bathroom. The guy with the little knife was after us and we locked ourselves. I told her they were going to break the door down and she told me that there was a window. We were going through the window and I wake up.


How I felt: Uneasy, insecure, uncomfortable but confident, lonely, angry.

17.09.2010

Snowy Mountains (WILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Coming back to this after being awake for a while, this was a wake induced lucid dream. I remember the sheer force.. like a sort of "WHOOSH" as the dream almost.. tore open in front of me. It came together in the most amazing way. It was beautiful, and that's why this dream was memorable. That feeling was amazing. I was on the mountains in a bunch of snow on a snowboard, and i was trying to control the size of my mountains, there was someone else there, a man, but I cant quite remember what he looked like, I started loosing control and fading into a non lucid dream, and then I was next to a lake, I wanted to make it so I could use my snowboard on the lake, but I had lost control of my dream, and I drifted into a non lucid dream. I then talked to this guy about his snowboarding accident and how his friend got hurt or something like that, earlier in my dream while going around the mountains I had seen that spot. I then skipped into way later, where I was with the reinachers, and there was something about flavored sticks, and I can't really remember what happened from there.

I am looking into a mirror. Something doesn't feel right. I am semi-lucid. I stretch my face around. Making it larger and smaller, lowering my jaw. You remember the Mario 64 face? I look to my friend and he gasps in horror.

D got arrested by the cops. He didn't do nothing wrong. The parking meter said we've got another 2 minutes. We go buy cigs.

rushing around at work like a chicken with its head cut off

starcraft 2

at my friends house but its not his house at all his room is totally diff should have noticed n became lucid but anyways the dream was pretty wild .. in real life i had to pick someone up at an airport at 330pm in the dream that's all i was wearied about missing this time so all wearied about missing my pick up all the sudden i look out the window and its dark i am like f@#$! so i txt the person aying sorry i fell asleep had this wild dream bla bla bla .. there txt comes back in that wingdings font! all symbols ! it was strange but here is the funny part i go to the bathroom in this dream and when i piss it was like a fire-hose! pissing the toilet pissing all in this room all over the walls room is now filled with pee! at this point im thinking wtf! how do i clean this up lol!!! than i awaken!

Before writing out the whole dream, I have to mention becoming lucid, but immediately and with no reason it faded away and a recurring dream happened again. I remembered to look at my hands in my house, saw them with too many fingers and new what was going on (i also noticed the wrong time and it was 11 something and the digital clock was working). I had that huge feeling of excitement but I maintained a calm mind, I don't know how it immediately disappeared.... Anyways this recurring dream was the same half way through but I remember new parts to it including the beginning.

This one is from another WBTB but I was not lucid. I've had this dream 3 times now and I even remembered during the dream what the guy was going to do next although it was a bit different this time. The feeling was like when you've seen a movie before and you kind of remember whats going to happen...

Anyways this started out at this massive industrial complex with steel, concrete and huge windows. For some reason at the end of the dream I was working for Julian from Trailer Park Boys to steel this thing for him (which is f-in awesome and I responded like Ricky at one point). This object we were stealing is from some extremely rich and powerful man, yet his employees are very, very, dumb. So it started out with me and some other guy I think it was a friend of mine yet I can't remember. We broke into this complex on the east side I can't remember how but it was through this huge room on the corner.

My recall is fuzzy at this point as I don't remember getting to the object, just grabbing it and all hell breaking loose. This part of the dream is the part I can always remember: This time we were running away from 2 people one had a bow and arrow and just sucked ass at using it.... The other just ran. The two pursuers were sent by the rich man who owned this object. This chase occurred in the basement room of the complex which had long walkways over water with guard rails lining the sides. We were 100 meters ahead and I was basically watching these arrows come towards me and then just stepping out of the way (I remember the guy saying f*ck! and getting all pissed off cause he sucked..). Then, I remember this part vividly and it was a hilarious beat down. So the 2 people finally caught up but this was because they were now in front of the exit we needed to take, but there was a gap between the walkway and the exit hallway and we needed to jump it.

The encounter started out as such: the two losers were yelling at me and my forgotten friend from across the gap. There was a floating staircase (it was aluminum and it still floated somehow) and I jumped for it just as one of the pursuers tried and landed in the water. I remember kicking the guys face or something and then jumping onto the floor on the other side.

After that, all 4 of us were on the one side leading to the exit and this is were the fight broke out. The two pursuers were kind of as dumb as Cory and Trevor from TPB as well. Somehow I was overpowering the shit out of the 2, just kicking pure ass. My buddy was punching the somewhat skilled guy who no longer had the bow, and I was fighting the loser of the two. I remember punching him a few times and then I just lifted the guy up by his shirt and held him for a second then lobbed him against the wall. After we dealt with the two we started running out of the hallway and towards the exit.We were then outside and jumped down onto three different roofs to get to ground level (Yeah from the basement and this doesn't make any sense). I still had the object at the time which was some container with some green goo in it, and we ran past the huge room we entered through in the beginning.

As we ran past, Julian ( mixed drink in hand) yelled out from inside the room with a massive window "Hey boys, what are you doing? I told you not to get it!" I heard him through the window and yelled back like Ricky "F*ck off Julian, I got it now!" At this point the dream skipped after we got away, and I remember seeing a high tech auditorium-like place in the complex as if from a camera. The rich man was yelling at all of the employees and making them repeat certain phrases to remember them and to not fail the next time. Then, it all faded and I can't recall anything else.

16 September 2010

One long dream one fragment.
From the fragment all I remember is my brother trying to steal my phone, but I wouldn't let him have it.

Second dream
The dream started outside my school. I was talking to C. After we spoke a bit he told me that I had missed the chess match and therefore it was cancelled. He was really angry, so I said sorry. Then he told me that another 8 (out of 10) people also bailed. I said sorry again. But he said it's okay because I suck at chess (i Don't like it much in RL)(By the way this match was supposed to take place the next day in RL, And it was NOT on my mind because I actually forgot about it and the dream reminded me lol). A teacher (B) came and shouted at us for sitting outside so the other guys jumped over the wall into the school. I went through the gate. When I was walking back I saw some guys pushing a trailer of wood. They asked if I could help them push the trailer with them. I said no because I was busy. (Now it gets crazy). A car came up behind the guys and smashed into the trailer. I thought everyone was okay but then I say J, he was lying on the floor with a piece of wood sticking through his leg. There was blood all over. I shouted at the about 20 people around me to help and to call 911. They all just smiled at me. I noticed a teacher was walking down the path in the other direction. I ran towards her and tried to get her attention but she didn't hear me. I knew I was dreaming. But something wasn't right, firstly the dream seemed very clear but it had no senses. Secondly I still knew I had to help J. I called 911, but the singing tone was weird because I could hear drums with the beeping. Okay I was dreaming I knew it now. But I just walked down towards some class rooms by the field. I was standing by a classroom and I almost forgot about J (now that I think of it he was probably dead at this time). I picked up a piece of wood, and it started to float. I was flying. I tried to change the direction of flight, but it only went one way. Up the hill, I heard my dad coming to wake me up, and I didn't want the dream to end but I knew I had to wake up. And Then I woke up.

Here is my first official DJ entry! Read and enjoy

Well last night I had a very confusing dream. And, yeah, it's about an very arrogant girl and the mysterious seat of LOL (which comes only at the end of my dream). Here we go:

I'm outside in a street. Everything seems normal, as far as I remember. I'm feeling so damn lonely. I'm thinking if I ever will meet a girl who falls in love with me, to sum up, I have really depressive thoughts. I didn't know what to do, so I took a walk. Suddenly, I see a girl walking in front of me. I follow her without knowing. I'm saying to myself: " Why do I follow this girl? I'm not a stalker, just let her go!"
Suddenly, out of nowhere, a few lyrics come into my mind:
"Will you ever be next to her? The answer is: you never were, you never are and ..."
The girl stops in this moment and completes my thought by saying out loud:
"... and you never will !"
I'm confused, I don't know what to say. She wants to leave. At the same moment I see a traffic light which was very odd: red light at the top, green light in the middle and orange at the bottom. I got even more confused, but didn't realize that I was dreaming. I say to her:
"Why are you so sure that I will never get next to you?"
She starts to talk in an arrogant way:
" I'm out of your league and you're inexperienced with your 20 years"
I take a close look. She's pretty, has long brown hair and beautiful blue eyes. I say to her following words:
" Do you think that you're so better with your 18 years?"
I don't know why, but she seemed impressed by the fact that I know her exact age. She looks very upset. In response I started smiling.
I don't know exactly what happened next, but we arrived together, arm in arm at my school. She was all the way long quiet and seemed to be happy. In the entrance-hall of my school, there was some kind of party with a lot of people who talked to each-other. I stop, she goes to a woman and speaks to her. I don't hear what she's saying, but I realize that this woman is her mother. I go towards her and introduce myself. She says to me that I should consider myself lucky that she chose me, because she's quite difficult. In addition, she isn't that arrogant as she seems: it's only a façade.
Suddenly I realize that I don't know her name. I want to ask her, but she has already left. I run towards an elevator, because I have the feeling that she went upstairs.
The elevator doesn't bring me upstairs, But downstairs! I go out and I'm in an empty white room. There's another elevator. This time I take this one.
AND that's were "the seat of LOL" comes in!
This elevator lookes like a big room. There are a few guys already and next to one wall there is a row of seats. On the wall there is painted in big, black letters "LOL". I'm amazed and take a seat. Suddenly there is a little earthquake and a lot of noise for one second. I get scared and fall of my seat. Everyone looks at me. I realize that it wasn't an earthquake, but this was the elevator who started to go upstairs!
I'm telling them that I got scared by the noise. They start to laugh, I start too and think just one single thing: LOL

I awoke in the moment when I thought " LOL ". This how my dream ended.

See you tommorow

Grischkaja008

17.09.2010

Fragments (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was on my way to my hotel room. I entered the room and got naked to get in the hower when I realize there's about 5 people in my room, even though I'm staying alone. They're all hot college chicks, a bunch of them are naked. I grab my towel to cover myself. It seems like they haven't noticed me yet. I clear my throat so they know that I'm in there. They look at me and ask me what I'm doing in their room. I tell them I've been staying in that room for 5 days, and point to my martial arts throphies in the corner as to show them some proof. The phone rings and we get a call from the hotel staff telling us that because of the limited space they had two put us together in the same room. I try to seem as if I was annoyed by this, but in the inside I was jumping in joy.
This is proably the most detailed dream I recalled this morning =/

I'm alone at my house, my door bell rings. I open the door, it's a blond man, with spiky hair, probably in his 30's. He asks me if Fion and Tonka are my dogs, I say yes. He says that if we are gonna have dogs we have to pick up their shit. I tell him we always do so and that I can show him the garbage bag in the garage if he wants to. He starts giving me a speech about responsibility when I interrupt and tell him to get out of my house, Closing the door on his face.

I'm with my cousins in Weston, Florida. We are about to pay for an entrance to something fun (paint ball maybe? or go karts, maybe laser tag, possibly ice skating too). I tell my cousin I don't have money, but then I remember I have a debit card. I ask them if they accept debit and they say yes. I pay with my card and it said "Declined, but then Accepted, THANK YOU SIR ^_^" I find that a bit odd.


I'm in a room filled with zombies, and I have no gun. I have to use my martial arts skills to defeat them.

I'm talking to my girlfriend about cutting my hair. She says she will come with me after school.

I woke up and remembered..1 dream..maybe it was two. Anyway you'll see.

Warning. Dream journal contains depictions of war and violence. If any of that bothers you do not read this entry.


I was in my room (it was insanely dark and didn't look like my room) talking to my brother,but then he started scratching,a lot. He had somehow gotten a really bad rash,and he couldn't stop scratching. It was really annoying and making it hard to do anything,so I told him to get out of my room. Then he went to his room,still scratching. I ran in there (to his room) grabbed him by the neck and pinned him against his bed and said something like "Tell me where you go the rash or I swear I'll" (I don't remember exactly what the threat was). Then a few moments later I was in a war zone. It was sorta like the battlefield games. I would sneak around and look for people to kill,unfortunately I only had a pistol. So I would kill a few people as I was sneaking around,and then at times I would end up stalking one person to get a shot. Eventually I got to this blown up building and knew there was a person in there,so I threw a grenade in,and killed him. Then another guy came and I ran around the side of the building so he couldn't see me. And I waited to get a shot on him. He got in a jeep but it wouldn't start,so I had time to reload and shoot him in the head. Then I looked up,and a teammate of mine has 2 guys on an airstrip with their hands up. So I run up to get the second guy,then he turns and aims at me,I try to push his gun away (I was almost to him) he shot me. As I fell to my knees everything went dark,and I could hear my mom waking me up for school.

THE END.

I woke up at 6:54 and went back to sleep.
I dreamt of St Trinian's 2: Fritton's Gold. I haven't seen the end of the film so imagined it.
Annabelle and her aunt were in their family house by the sea. The Fritton pirate ship was stranded on the seaside. Because the house sat on a hill, you could only see the top of the middle mast from the window.
To get to the treasure, the Trinian girls had to find something to replace the missing masts. 3 fairy godmothers appeared. The first one took Annabelle to Nelson's statue. Nelson's sword flew out of its hand and turned into a TV antenna to replace the first mast. Nelson then started moving and flew away like Superman.
The second fairy godmother helped another girl. Then the 3rd godmother turned out to be one of the Jonas brothers. They were on stage singing, and the Jonas godmother sang a song to his fiancée. She was called Selena Gomez and the song went something like "Elle s'appelle Selena Gomez" and then continued in English with a rhyme in "maze".
And then my alarm rang at 7:30.

I had an interesting set of dreams last night, but my memory of them is rather disjointed. It was heavily inspired by Myst and Riven, which I have been replaying and playing through respectively after having picked up the Cyan pack on Steam (a nice, reasonable $20 for some hardcore classic PC games). The dreams take the form of that sort of exploration through surreal-yet-logical realms. I seemed to have a sense of dread most of the time; I imagine this mimics the emotions one trapped in a Myst-like experience might have. The first area I can remember was sort of a Myst-island style hub area, but looked a lot different. I was in a grassy plains area; there was a path heading through, several large rocks or canyon walls, one path led off to a lagoon area, another path led off to a large, imposing purple-black castle in the distance. Every so often along the path some animals would try to attack me: a swarm of insects near the lagoon, a snake in the grass a ways in front of the castle. I stopped playing this game and decided to try the older original version. I remember seeing an intro sequence and the Myst intro theme music playing, and thinking that this intro sequence was absent in the remake. It was mostly the same as the 3D one, but presented in still images like the original Myst; the creatures attacking me looked like they were relatively poorly rendered. I moved on to an apparent sequel, this one also in 3D. I have a small memory of something in a village that was on stilts above a lake or ocean; the water and sky were both black or dark gray. There was also a forest, with different patches of green, blue and purple, and red and orange forest. I remember having that same sense of confused frustration as to what to do next that I had yesterday when playing Riven. I found a pair of ropes hanging in the orange forest, whenever I pulled one a basket on the end of a rope would come down from the treetops and there would be some unusual objects that were meant to be hints inside.

Thinking about that last bit reminds me of a different sequence, though again I only seem to remember a few details. I was in some sort of RPG. We were in a city mostly. I knew there was a hard boss fight we had to go to at the top of a several-story-high building, so I was spending a lot of time doing various tasks to prepare for it.

Ok I didn't have a computer this morning so I had to quick type my dream Via my Phone. I finally have it retyped in a coherent way

I remember this dream being quite long. It was almost like a cross between the games My Horse and Me, and Resident Evil :/

The dream starts off about mid morning. It's sunny, and the sky is cloudless. I'm riding a horse through what seems like an endless field. I decided i want to go home and there it is. a Large house. The dream skips about, and all i know is that I'm part of a very large family, and we own hundreds of acres or land. The next this i know our family in in this feud with a similar family a few miles over.I run out to check my horse for some reason, and he's coughing up this blue puss like substance. It's coming out of his nose and mouth, and I'm terrified. I begin to argue with the family about letting my go to the neighbors estate to get help for my horse. They refuse, and I go it any way. When i get to the other families house they are nice, and takes me in to help my horse. Apparently when my family finds out they get pissed, because just as i got my horse settled into the quarantine stalls these post-apocalyptic soldier come in after me. The neighbors stable somehow turns in to a 15 story ware house, and the stable hand pulls me out the window and we climb up to the next floor. After this point there was lots of running and evading the soldiers. There were also these creatures like the above ground tremor things and a veloceraptor crossed. They were a fleshy tone and very wrinkly. They would sometimes be behind the doors we chose to run through, and we'd have to change out plans.

I woke up while being chases by some soldier AND one of the pink raptor things :/