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NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning. I didn't take any B6 last night, and I only recall two dreams. Not very long but pretty vivid still.

9.00: LARP
I'm LARPing with some old friends. I'm wearing brown clothes and I have a staff in my hands. I put on my hoodie and fall into character, walking up to a guy with another staff. "Let's duel you and I" I say in an old school kind of way. "Very well then" he says and attacks me. I quickly beat him with my staff and delivers a few light touches to his head, knee and stomach. Two more people are around and I do the same with them. I also deliver some light kicks.

13.00: Top of my class
I'm in class and our teacher is about to tell us who got the best grades. "Except for Madeleine who isn't with us anymore, Matteh has the best grades" he say and I look around smiling. People look jealous and not very surprised. I see the chart and notice that I'm seven points ahead. Apparently this is our last day in school before the summer break. And our teacher tells us to go have fun. Everyone runs out of the room to the locker room, where everyone's shoes are. I ask my friend G if I can get a ride. "No sorry, Stefan is going with me" he says and I say hello to Stefan. I take my really worn out brown boots and go back through the classroom to another locker room, where my food is. I open the lid and see there's spaghetti. A couple of salmon filets are next to it and I cut it all up. The feeling was very realistic.

Amount of sleep: 9 hours

Food before bed: 2 Omega-3 Pills

That's it! Boring night... I think I had one more dream which I didn't recall. But I know I didn't dream much. I usually have my head full of memories, with a barrier blocking me from getting to them. I didn't feel like that when I woke up this morning.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

I've just had quite an epic dream about flying around the countryside in a homemade helicopter-thingie, and now I find myself in my room at home, just knowing that I'm in a dream. I am careful not to get too excited, and try to stabilize the dream by holding on to stuff, rubbing my hands and doing the finger-through-palm RC. Still, it's like my eyes are forced close, and there's nothing I can do to help it.

Next thing I know is that I wake up, but I'm so sure it's a false awakening, so I pinch my nose and can still breathe. This time I can get out of my bed and walk around, and the dream is very vivid, sharp and relatively stable. I walk downstairs, where I meet my parents. They say that it's time for dinner, but I tell them "actually, this is only a dream". They look at me really strangely, but I don't care, as I'm 100% sure I'm dreaming. I then remember that DC's sometimes have interesting things to say, so I ask them: "do you have anything to tell me?". Their answers are really vague and nonsensical, so I leave and go outside instead.

I want to fly, so I go out on the lawn and try to just let go of gravity. I fail miserably, can't even jump very high. I try to flap my arms and everything, but nothing works. A little disappointed, I decide to instead try to flip over a car that I see driving towards the house, out on the road. Not caring for the DC in the car, I go out in front of it, and really easily I lift the whole car up and put it down on it's side.

Reasonably happy with that achievement, I decide to go talk to the DC's again. My uncle is there now, carrying a lot of cases with DVD's into our house. I want to ask them to show me my Dream Guide, but I can't for the life of me figure out what they're called. I try to ask them for my "inner advisor", or something like that. They don't tell me anything useful, so I ask them for a hint. My dad tells me to go look at the DVD cover on the dinner table. I can't remember exactly what DVD it is, but it does have something to do with gambling and Las Vegas. I decide that I have to go to Las Vegas to find my dream guide.

I come to the conclusion that the easiest way to get there would be to teleport, but I'd rather just fly. So I go out and try again. This time my uncle is there, cheering for me (he is really, really excited about me flying). I manage to get a few meters up in the air this time, but at a really slow speed. When I get up though, I loose confidence for some reason, and I fall down again. I now try to concentrate really hard on the flying, but I concentrate too hard instead, and I wake up.

I wake up and jot down some notes in my DJ. I have a strong feeling that I can get back to do another LD though, so I don't use too much time before I go to sleep again. This time the excact same thing happens: I'm in my room, knowing I'm dreaming. I go outside to fly again, but I need to stabilize the dream. I do the slow spinning around technique, and I absolutely love the feeling of it. I then try to fly again, with a little more success. I manage to get maybe 20 meters up in the air at a very fast speed, but then I become overwhelmed and just fall down again. After this I can't remember exactly what happens, but I suspect it's an FA or two.

Anyway, they're not that long or interesting, but it's been almost two weeks since I had my last one, and these make me feel a lot more confident about getting more frequent and vivid LDs in the future. Can't wait to try again

There were definitely some dreams last night, but my memory of them is kind of a messy whirlwind of scenes. It seems I was in some sort of weird remake of Suikoden 3. I remember there was some kind of flashback scene where Thomas and the gang from Budehuc Castle were all children and living in some kind of mansion when they get attacked by some unidentifiable monster. They flee to a room, but it follows them and they enter into a battle that they're supposed to lose for the story (very Suikoden 3-ish). Later it seems as though the army of the protagonists are lined up on a beach, getting ready for battle, but it seems that Luc is with them and when the battle starts he uses some big wind attack. Sometime later again, I'm chasing someone through some ruins, and in these ruins are intermittent portals that lead to various other passageways. Whomever I was chasing managed to trick me into going into a wrong portal, and it seemed to transport me to a mansion-like place where I run into young Thomas and the gang, who see me and run away scared. I follow them to be sure that whomever I was chasing wasn't here. I follow them into the same room as before, where they turn around and attack me. I fight back and easily defeat them all (even more Suikoden 3-style Trinity Site dickery). I then go back to the ruins where I give up, having lost whomever I was chasing. Next, I recall I'm staying as a guest in a bedroom at the top of a tower on a white mansion that belongs to the mayor of some kind of small town I was passing through. During the day I explore the town, it's surrounded by a high wall on the outskirts and when I find the lone gate the gatekeeper turns me away and tells me that I can't leave at this time. As I wander back I come across a small-town grocery store, that I briefly wander through before returning to my room. That night, I decide to sleep naked, but sometime during the night I need to go to the bathroom so I go down from the tower to use a bathroom. While I'm in there I hear the mayor's daughter and several of her girlfriends return from a night out. I try to sneak by them and make it to the tower, but there's a room I need to pass through on the way up where there's one girl on one side of the room playing video games on a TV on the other side of the room so that I'd need to pass by in front of her. Realizing I can't sneak by, I surrender to circumstance and try to quickly walk through the room with as much dignity as I can muster. The next day, the mayor is making an announcement that the girls did something wrong and have to be sacrificed; I wonder to myself if it was because the girl saw me naked, but nobody seems to think I'm responsible for their girls getting sacrificed. The girls are placed intermittently on top of the walls around the village, and then bombs in the walls are detonating, knocking them down and presumably killing the girls. Afterwards, the townsfolk return to their lives nonchalantly, but I decide to check the wrecked walls for any survivors. When I make my way over to the destroyed walls. I see many people walking around outside the destroyed walls, but no sign of the girls. There's one guy who's standing still, I notice him and he waves me over, he tells me he has a mission for me. As he's explaining it, I turn and see the person from before whom I was chasing. They also notice me and take off running. I chase them up from the wrecked wall to a section of the wall that's not destroyed and across several rooftops in a way that's reminiscent of Assassin's Creed. We go through another portal and I find myself in an Assassin's Creed style city. I see a map that outlines my mission, to eliminate a target somewhere in the city, however my memory of the dream ends before I head out to start the mission.

So for the first time in a while, i actually had a lucid dream. Actually three separate lucid dreams! One of which i don't remember too well. Plus a non-lucid i might mention.
So to start us off, you need to know a little backstory. I tried to wild last night. I woke up at 5. Didn't work and stopped at 5:55. Went to sleep. I was either in a light dream or a heavy daydream when this happened.

Lucidity-7
Vividness-8

I was on a bus. A normal yellow bus with tall blue seats. Across from me was a girl, and we were discussing how unpopular kids carry girls things for them. I started saying something to her and then my eyes shifted left and right real fast. Then i felt i was being sucked into nothing and she disappeared. Everything got sucked into a vortex.This is when i realized i was dreaming. I tried to figure out where i was in real life, but the dream was blocking it. So i went along with it. I was sucked into a spiriling vortex. There were bends every second or so. The colors were mainly red, black, and darker colors, with brighter ones farther away. It took about 20 seconds to get to where i dropped me off. I was in a completely white room with an unknown individual. I didn't see them, but i knew they were their. In front of me was a giant tv. Like 20 feet or so. On the tv were basketball characters that you pointed to to select them. The girl chose the wii avatar that was nearby and i chose michael jordan.Then the dream slipped.I woke up and wrote some stuff down about it.

I just remembered this one a second ago, it starts non-lucid and goes lucid.

Lucidity-5
Vividness-7

I'm riding a motorcycle down a street. I get up on the sidewalk and keep riding on the sidewalk for some reason. I eventually run into a person i know in the middle of town. We start talking and eventually walk away from where we were. I come back to see my dad working on my moms car and my bike is stolen. I ask a guy if he knows who stole the bike. He pointed down the street. I ran over to my moms car and hopped in. I think my dad was driving because i was in the passenger seat. We are going along, and all of a sudden i become lucid.I jump out of the car and try to fly, it doesn't work. So i slow down time so i can land safely on the ground.( i can slow time whenever i want for some reason)I redirect gravity and aim for the moon. Right before i get speed i start losing focus and the dream ends.

DAMNIT, i just want to go to the biodome, how much is that to ask. Next time i'm trying portals, but damnit i wanted to fly their.
But a fun night right there. Had a drystreak for a while, now its broken i think. And its the day i stopped trying mild. I hate milds, i think DILD is the way to go for me. I get almost 3 a week on a pretty good week. I'll try wilds more and more. I WILL WILD EVENTUALLY!

Had a bad sleep last night, and only can remember one dream, and only part of it at that:

I was at the school retreat that's happening next week. I had finished eating lunch, and now we were all going to have a race. Me and a few other people got on dirtbikes, and lined up at the start. There was no one there to say go, but we all knew somehow when to start. It was a sandy path, and I was in first place until I go to a hill. I hit a rut at the base of the hill, and it knocked me over. I got back on the bike and gave it as much gas as I possibly could. I couldn't go up the hill, though. I was going too fast, and my tires were just spinning in the dirt. Someone shouted at me that I had to go slowly up the hill, but no matter what I tried, I couldn't get up the hill. Very frustrating. That's basically the whole dream at this point, but I remember very vividly the details of my surroundings. The path was about 10 yards wide, and there was about 3 yards of grass on either side for spectators to watch. Surrounding the grass and the path was a huge lake, and it seemed that over the hill I would have just driven into the water, so I was very curious about the other side of the hill. But I never made it over the hill.

I think my lack of dreams is coming from new sheets. I recently got a set of satin sheets as a gift to the wife. they are amazing, neither of us ever need to fight over the comforter, or the sheets, and they are soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo soft. I think that maybe because i'm not used to the silk pillow, or the fact i have enough blanket to stay warm that i'm having trouble focusing...

Anyway 3 fragments. the first two were meh. I know the second was a work related dream, and i realized i was dreaming, and then promptly woke myself up. >.<

the third dream was a bit longer but i only remember bits of it.
The wife and i were in a house, apparently it was OUR house but it had more than one room *.* it was amazing! i had a bedroom separate from my living room. A friend from work was there, and her Ex. They stayed over and we ate popcorn. It was like a damn high school girls sleep over. FA, but i don't remember what happened Then the next Day we had too move. I was so happy you have no idea. we started packing and then the wife and my work friend left. The movers came, and i tried to text them but my phone broke and only showed the garble of text you get when you don't have a language installed on to your computer and you try to visit a web side in that language. I began to panic, and one of the movers, and to pulls me towards the bed. I looked at my phone, and read the garbled text again. I realized i was dreaming.

I woke myself up cause i heard the kitten. Alarm clock failed this morning.

Yesterday during the day, I felt fairly normal physically, and maybe a little more awake in the morning than normal. I had a few worries and stuff that I was thinking about, but I was able to lay that aside once I was ready to sleep. However, last night was really worse with recall than the previous. I can't even really remember any fragments, and I only have a vague sense of what my last dream might have been about. Here's how the evening went:

I was working on homework and stuff until close to 11:00. By the time I was ready to sleep, it was 11:15, and I didn't really spend any time focusing on lucid dreaming. I said my mantra ("I lucid dream") and watched the images behind my eyes until I fell asleep, which only took a few minutes. Next thing I remember, my alarm was going off at 5:30. I hit snooze, to see if I could remember any dreams, but no luck. The only thing I realized a few minutes later was that I think the dream may have had to do with math, which was what I was doing right before bed, and that I was thinking about first thing when I woke up (thinking about the subject itself, not really any particular facet of it.)

Hello Yesterday I forgot to write my dreams down I just remembered one thing: I was explaining to someone how a fire-lighter works
But it doesn't matter: sh*t happens
Well today I dreamed about a novel which doesn't exist in reality.

I'm in a house. My dad is next to me and presents me a DC. Apparently, he (or she) is a relative. My dad says to me, I should explain to him what I'm studying and what I do in my free-time. As soon as I start to explain, I see that my dad makes an happy face and I've the feeling that he's proud of me. I don't remember if I told the DC about my studies, but I spoke about my novels which I write and which I try to get printed in book-form (In real-life I'm looking for a publisher without success). Suddenly I have a book in my hands and I'm "reading" from this book. Apparently, it's a novel that I wrote (but didn't in reality). I was reading a passage about a canalisation-system which is inside the house of the principal character. While reading I explore the building, the DC follows me. I was reading, but without looking at the pages, I had every sentence in my mind (in reality I know most of my works by heart). Everything I "read" was inside the house, everything I had in my mind was there! I saw the tunnel-system which was by the way very surrealistic. But I wasn't satisfied about my work, I saw that the DC looked bored and waited impatiently that I finished reading. While reading I tried to improvise to make the story better, but the opposite happened: the story got more and more boring and the DC more and more bored.
In addition I realized that the way the rooms were arranged and their locations weren't good at all ( the kitchen was on the opposite side of the dining room, the bathroom was next to the living room...) So I simply stop and talk about the first Indiana Jones film. I told him about some surprising facts about the film (which are true ): for example in the room were Indiana Jones looks for location of the lost ark, there are some hieroglyphs who show R2D2 (only visible in stop motion) and that it's impossible for Indie to use a RPG in 1930's because it's only invented in 1942) . The DC was really impressed by that.
The End

I was on the office and Erin and Pam found out I had a crush on both of them. Jim was pretty upset about it, and I was trying to tell the girls that I didn't feel that way since they both reacted negatively.

I think I've found something. I only have a fragment of my dream from last night but the rest is "on the tip of my tongue", which doesn't really fit here, but it has the same feeling.

Dream 1: A fleeting memory
I only have one image left in my mind from this dream, and I can't really explain it. I do know it involved a boy from my english class and one of the girls from the dream last night. I have this feeling that it might have had something to do with a boat or a rollercoaster but I'm not sure. I can also slightly picture a room that we were in.

3 dreams last night, each longer than the last. The first is more of a fragment, and while the second seems short I remember quite a bit.

In the first dream a friend of mine, Megan, was upset at me because I hasn't gotten her a birthday card. (The room we were in at the time was actually from a party a LONG time ago that I haven't been in since, so I have no idea why I dreamed of it.) I eventually just stopped caring because she'd went on about it so much so I got up to leave. The next instant I was in my house and eating some Chinese food in my sister's bedroom. My friend Nick was over and he was also eating. We were talking but we both suddenly drifted asleep. We woke up and he was mad that we'd fallen asleep because he had to be home.

The second dream started off with me and 3 people I never got a good look at in what appeared to be a large store such as Wal-Mart. There were 2 guys chasing us around and I knew that if they caught us they would kill us. There were several near-death escapes, each ending with the bad guys somehow caught in an impromptu device of some sort. Eventually I got sick of the game, found a flamethrower, and burned the men alive. As we were running towards the front entrance to get out I ran into an elderly woman. I stopped to helped her up, apologized to her calling her grandma, and then ran towards the door.

The last dream occurred after a WBTB at 6:00 AM. I woke up and had no idea where I was, but slowly I realized that I was dead. It started with realizing I wasn't breathing, and then that people I know were dead were all around me. (Did I miss a huge chance at becoming lucid here or what?) I asked someone, a friend I hadn't seen in years, and they told me that I was in Heaven. My first thought was "That makes sense, but how are all of THESE people here?" My friend explained that everyone goes to Heaven when they die; nothing really matters here on Earth. I walked around for awhile, trying to see what Heaven was like. It was almost like a giant gymnasium at points, with people sitting in bleachers and yelling and cheering. There were also lots of room, each separated by a solid crystal wall. Eventually I wondered how I died and I remembered that I had been crossing the street whenever a truck with the logo Silverfish on it hit me, killing me. (Yes, there are trucks full of Silverfish. Also, watching/feeling yourself die in a memory is interesting, to say the least.) I was starting to get curious about how things worked because everywhere I looked there were people cussing or even having sex in some rooms. I asked someone near me about it and they told me that it didn't matter; you could do whatever you wanted. I asked them about God and they pointed to a room with a red curtain. I walked through it and Superman was holding out his hands shrinking what I recognized to be villains from the TV show Spongebob. (Although most actually weren't...) Superman said that someone would have to fight the Dirty Bubble and Man-ray since he was busy, and I hopped off the stage I was on to help. The dream ended there.

★★★

Job Screw up

I was in some apartment place with my brother and dad. There was a propane tank connected to a heater. The propane tank fell over and started shaking. I thought It was gonna blow up. My dad told me to close the handle, but I said "no way i'm going near that thing". I left the room and ran downstairs a few floors until i reached the basement. Then I ran to the other side of the building and was running upstairs to get away from the impending explosion.

Apartment WTF.

I was back at the apartment but the basement was filled with people. i was upstairs for a while talking to people, but in the basement people kept trying to jump me. I remember fighting a few people off. At some point I hid under a chair and a miniature version of a guy i knew from school started asking me why i was hiding. I said "The people upstairs are nice but down here people are violent"

Bonnie the psychic was voicing her interpretation for my dream while it was happening: Robert you are still having difficulties reaching your breakthrough(upstairs). You continually stay stuck at the basement because you are not surrounding yourself with the right people. The chair is your own personal place where you like to hide. Only go there to sleep and work on your future, stop using it to hide from the world. In order to reach the next level get out and surround yourself with more positive and like minded people.

Gary

I was with my old friend Gary from Chilliwack. It was night time in some park and we were climbing trees. At some point we found a weird pool.

Older souls of the sage

i was back at the park but there were more people. People were pairing off in order of how aged their souls were. It was only me and two other people who had the souls of a sage. I remember one weird woman who was tiny but had a large head. We all talked together about somethin but I forget what it was.

Flying

I was walking along a busy street when I flapped my arms and discovered that I could fly. The feeling was rather normal to me so I didn't question it. I flew around rooftops feeling pretty cool about it.

Inner worlds

At the same park I was walking on a sidewalk. Still night out. On the sidewalk various people had drawn glow in the dark chalk on the pavement. A drawing by each person was supposed to represent their inner dream world. Dreamers were allowed to view the drawings and use them as portals to the person's inner worlds. There were some pretty colorful and spectacular looking ones.

So i walked into the shop with my old friend Jake, I had lots of money and i wanted to spend it all. We went up to the counter and i was going to buy 8 Snickers bars, Jake said he wanted 4 and picked them up, that reminded me of how Jake was the one that made me like Snickers in the first place, and that pissed me off. I looked in my wallet and there was like 20 Snickers in one of the compartments, so i bought 2. I wanted a drink to go with it so we walked over to the drinks fridge, where the cans were stacked oddly..



only they were Sprite cans, and in a small deli drink fridge, i wasn't sure which drink to get and Jake said, "what about sprite?"
so i said "i guess so" cause i didnt really care, so i picked it up and headed to the counter and Jake said something about me being obsessed with water and how it's gross (Jake never drinks water, only ever coke and coffee and beer, not an exageration), i assumed it was because Sprite is clearish in color.
so i gave the guy at the counter my stuff and he asked if i'd tried these new Chocolate things, not sure what brand they were, but there were chocolate coated apricots, white chocolate raspberries and some strange orange chocolate coated things, i got lots of the plain chocolate ones and one white chocolate raspberry and Jake ate all the rest, that annoyed me cause i wanted to try the orange ones, and a couple more white chocolate ones, then the counter guy asked for photo id to prove i was 18..so i gave him my license, then he said something along the lines of "I hope your strong with your underarm" and he gave me a piece of paper, told me to squeeze it as hard as i could to register my strength, said the bars on it would move the harder i pressed.
I pressed as hard as i could and the paper caved around my thumb..but the bars didnt even budge, so i gave it back to him and then i think the dream either ended or i just cant recall the rest :\

Also there was a large, thick piece of plastic inbetween me and the counter guy, I had to reach right under it to give him anything, probably the reason behind the "underarm" comment

These sort of dreams are frustrating because im trying to cut off all contact with Jake and everyone involved..but they keep showing up in my dreams <_<


..ugh


non-lucid btw

In this dream I was visiting family in THE NOT TOO DISTANT FUTURE!!!

In this world there is marshall law in the city we were in. People were using nanites to enhance themselves and become stronger, smarter, faster, and even fly. All of this was common knowledge in the dream and was exactly why there was marshall law in the city. I lived outside of this zone and had no nanites in my system. I would sneak relatives out of this place. many of them were either dying or living near it. my cousin injects me with these nanites without my knowledge so that i could get my brother who was on the other side of this town.

I ran incredibly fast to get to him, jumping from one building, car or pole. once i found my brother he was perfectly content with staying in this zone. His point of view was that this was a sign of the decay of civilization in general and that it was inescapable. so i attempted to go back to my cousin's house but was gently flagged by a polite man in a futuristic military patty wagon. he insists that i enter the van. i go in like a moth to a flame.

Two other official types are in the van as well, including my relatives. I'm scanned for these nanites. The nanites we were dabbling with are outdated. a woman in the van said something like "if it's before 73 (2073?) all we can do is tag it." so we are all "tagged" rather than sent to some other worse fate. once out of the wagon I try to run super fast again but the muscles all over my body cramp up and my breathing becomes heavy and all i can do is a light jog. then i woke up.

I just remembered that I dreamt about the 6-part mini tv series called "The Prisoner" it's like Inception but tv form.

It was frantic in the dream, and the only part I remember was running up the stairs of number 2's house (the people are called numbers) to try and save someone.

Ian Mckellen, (Gandalf, Dumbledor) is in the tv show, he plays number 2, and he was stopping me from saving the person in my dream.