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Ok, first of all I am just starting with this new system as I have been away from DV for a while. Honestly this is probably the only entry I will make in a while but this dream was so memorable for me that I have to write it down. Wish I could use my old thread DJ

Blue=Lucid

First thing I remember: I was playing a video game in which the setting was in this large, scary, dark building with my brother. I wielded a halberd and had a spear in my inventory. Suddenly my brother says he is bored and that he doesn't want to play anymore, so he goes away. I decide to put the spear away and get a bow and arrow instead since I'm by myself and I'd stand a better chance of survival at a distance.

I am a few stories up in the building, and there is a hole in the floor below me where there is a selection of weapons inside. I pull out a bottle of Bailey's Coffee Creamer from my pocket and I pour about a tablespoon of it into the hole. I then get a vision; there is a large conference room below me with probably about a hundred people in it congregating. There is coffee creamer pouring out of the ceiling and flooding the room, washing all of the people away. I came out of the vision and I kind of laughed and went up the stairs to the next floor.

It is kind of blurry here, but the next thing I clearly remember is that I'm in a room in the same building. My old boss from when I worked in the Produce department is in there, and she hands me a silenced pistol. I turn around and shoot some guy with it, and then I turn back around and ask her, "Do you have a holster?". Then she says, "Do you need one?" and we start making out right there. We made out for a long time, I can't say exactly how long because of dreamtime but it seemed like a long time.

After that, it gets blurry again, but next thing I know I am at my church. There is a long table stretching from one side of the sanctuary to the other, and a bunch of people are sitting down eating, myself included. I am lucid as soon as the dream started. I was talking to my mom in the beginning, but like most dreams I dont remember the subject of the conversation. Then I got up and walked over to the other end of the table. P.D., B.L., my brother, and several others were there who I dont remember. I was talking to P.D. about something interesting, but I dont remember. Then she says "We should really do this more often." I said to her, "You know that movie 'Inception'?, It's a lot like what we are doing now." I was fully convinced that I was having a shared dream, Although now I'm not, I don't believe in shared dreams. Then I said "'Inception' is my third-favorite movie!" but I had a hard time getting the words "third favorite movie" out. I think I said something like "movie third favorite" or something. Then B.L. started saying " 'Inception' is so stupid, ra ra ra..." and listed all these reasons why he didn't like the movie.

I got up, walked back over to my mom and sat down. I put my arm around D.C., which aggravated my mom. Mom said "I'm tired of this, I'm going back to my own dream." And she got up and started to move away. I grabbed her and said "No, I like it when you come to my dreams!" and that convinced her to sit back down. I hugged mom and we talked for a while, then I got up.

Now I am in D.C.'s toyota sequoia, and my brother and sister are in the backseat. I am still lucid, and I'm just riding in the passenger seat and watching the cars go by. I am so amazed that I havent woken up yet because my lucids are always so short. I watch the cars go by, and every car that comes by has a rusty hood. I look at the side of the road and we pass a bunch of rednecks working on old cars in their lawn. Then I think, I wans to go find a space shuttle launch pad. I look to my right and I see this really tall mountain, but there is fog all around it so I cant see. I think this is probably where the rocket pad is.

Then I decide to fly. I dont see why people think flying is so hard. I just willed myself to go straight up in the air, and I did. Once I got up there I could see a long way, but it was a foggy morning. I flew down towards this building which looked like a watertower, but it had windows. I missed the building because my flying control was not too good. So i kept on going, and I decide that I want to look for my dream house. I'm flying through this residential area, and there is a lake below me. There are these gigantic houses dotting the landscape, they are probably 10 times as big as my real house. This was all very exciting to me, but my flight speed was getting slower, and so I had to swing my arms as if I were swimming in order to go faster. I eventually land in this town-square area and I'm standing on this cobblestone walkway. I walk towards these two houses. The one on the left catches my eye, but a man steps out of the one on the right and tells me to come tour it because it's on sale. He says "Most people think this house is for blind people, but I assure you it is not just for blind people." This house is so elegant, it has like onyx stone plating on the columns at the front.

I walked away from the house the first time I saw it. It gets blurry here, but then I'm back at the cobblestone walkway and this black guy is trying to take me to the house so that I can see the inside. I dont trust him, and I remember that in the movie "Inception" the heir to the corporation had trained his subconscious to defend him against attacks. I think to myself, "What a great idea! When I get to this house there is going to be an entorauge of men with guns who will arrest this guy because I think he's going to attack me when we get inside." Well sure enough, once we got to the house and walked in the front door, there are five guys in suits standing there. The guy in front just smiles and says Hi to me and I say Hi back. It is kind of funny how my sub-c did it because none of the guys had any guns on them, most of them had five o clock shadows, and one was an old man who had a problem tucking in his shirt. However, I decided that that would be ok and I was free to explore the house.

I kind of lost lucidity after that. My mom and grandmother showed up at the house and we toured it. It mostly consisted of these bathrooms. There were so many bathrooms, and one bathroom would connect to another bathroom. The lids on the toilets looked like Mentos candy. The bathrooms were so big in this house that they actually had stalls like public bathrooms. MY mom and gran were so impressed with the house and proud of me for buying it. The last thing I remember thinking before I woke up was , "How the heck am I going to pay for this???"

Dreamwalkers... I've met many, and they always underestimate my low recall. It's low at times for a reason, and that reason is so that I don't get distracted by too many amazing dreams, so that what I remember is the important information... Like when someone fucks with my Asuka... or decides to spy on my dreams using asuka. *facepalms*. I haven't been pointed out as a Nagual based on false claims. Come on guys, can't we just be friends and ask eachother nicely?

Manuel approaches.

I'm on some hill when manuel and his Death Defier approach me. They tell me that the information I gave them were helpful, but they see things differently than I do. Actually the giant Nagual meeting is supposed to shift around the energy lines of the earth. They could be right or wrong but I'm not sure. Their actions in later dreams tells me that they don't really know themselves.

Yves

I'm with Yves and he driving a truck or something around calgary. i'm supposed to go meet a man in a church or something. I remember this being really vivid but it was more just driving and scenery of the city. I remember one point we drive upa really steep hill, and the van stops at a point where I look and see one of his old dream houses. The vehicle is now a van and it starts to slide backwards. I don't remember anything else.

OK Computer

i'm at an outdoor cafe sitting on a cobble stone typing in a laptop. I am reading a blog or a conversation of Manuel's Nagual woman. He's telling her to spy on me for a few nights... to find something out. using asuka. Asuka looks at my laptop, but i sense someone else in there. The NW... she says "don't look at that." and tries to shut my screen off. She goes to typing on an ipad that is huge. I keep reading but she catches me again and bends my laptop a wierd way. now it won't turn on.

I get mad and Grab the ipad from her. I pretend Like I'm going to throw on the ground and smash it. but I stop. instead i pocket her Ipad and tell her that I'm keeping it until she buys me a new laptop.

Spell

i'm in bed and asuka is singing something over me. I can still sense the NW in her. I'm not sure what the spell is four, but the song is one i know. but it sounds off. it has a dreary effect that is almost depressive. I wake up wanting to know why the NW is merged with asuka.

oh yea the song was this.

I was bolting through the house, trying to escape. As a last resort, I ran into the bathroom. The bathroom was a large room, and in the corner there was another door that led to a small room with a toilet. So, Main bathroom -> toilet room. I knew that if she found me, I would be potentially cornered.

I ran into the small toilet room, and locked the door behind me. I was panting, completely out of breath. I heard the door slowly creaking open, announcing her entrance into the main bathroom. I held my breath and my legs trembled. Malevolent sunshine peered into the window. My legs shook under the building anxiety, and my knees were hitting each other as I trembled harder and harder. I could hear her footsteps getting closer and closer to the door.

The handle of the doorknob began to twist open, and I tried to bend it in the opposite direction to prevent her from entering but it was futile. The door slowly opened, as if she knew that she had plenty of time. The malevolent sunshine binded with her skin in glory and her light blue skin glowed. Her long, platinum blonde hair flew upwards like Medusa. She was some kind of demon, I could tell by her aura.

She threw me upon the floor and hissed. I screamed in panic and she screeched:

RELEASE YOUR TRUE FORM!!!

"NO!" I screamed back.

YOU ARE LIKE ME

"I am NOT! I am HUMAN!"

LIAR!!!

She rose up several feet into the air, bent her head backwards and screeched as if in possession. Her screeching reached up to the highest frequencies until her beautiful feminine figure shriveled up and became like that of a shrunken head. Her light blue skin burned like hot embers. She viciously began to make love to my body as she chanted:

RELEASE YOUR TRUE FORM!!

For a moment, I let go of all human connections. My soul transcended to an exquisite dragonfly sitting on a wet leaf, and then flew up towards the cosmos.

WILD followed by DEILD.....both were short...both sucked, and then I had got totally caught off by the next DEILD attempt. RC wasn't working, so I tried two dream control powers and they didn't work either.

This is basically the first time I had a bit of control in a lucid dream. I've known about lucid dreaming fr months but never practiced or tried to do it until i met WakingNomad, a user here who I know in school. I overheard him talking about it and I joined the conversation and things led to another and datz y im here.

I had my first experience last nyt. I'm used to doing reality checks. I was in a dream and did a reality check, I was dreaming. When I realized I was dreaming I was half-concsious in order to keep dreaming I remembered the technique 'dream spinning' to spin around and think of wer u want to go or about anything..wat i write here im not sure is going to be in the order of events but i'll try to make it in order as possible if i remember.

I spun and wanted to go to the moon and remembered wat WakingNomad told me about a spaceship. So as I was spinning I recited to myself that it was a dream in order to not forget. Then suddenly I was in a spaceship and it started blasting off..It felt like real. I was piloting it, amazing I knew how. I was trying to get to the moon but it was hard. I felt lyk I was in a video game I had to go through santa sleighs tht were chasing me and every time I passed an area, they would go to another area and be even more than the previous area. I didn't get to the moon. I got sidetracked. All of a sudden I meet this person and I start singing off of music from his ipod then all of a sudden the setting changes agen.. I don't know if I still remembered it was a dream. But then I saw psYfr my friend also in waking life that is doing this lucid dreaming stuff with me, we both started doing reality checks just a couple of days ago. I'm still not sure if it was him but he appeared in my dream along with his best frend, Six, that he mentioned lucid dreaming about and has now just started practicing it as well. I saw her in a dream I knew what she looked like from pictures but never in person. I don't remember seeing her face but it was her and i felt it was her. We were doing some sort of presentation Six was supposed to come out dancing first but she missed her cue. So she just went next to me and said "dont make fun of me" I said "I won't but Aaron definitely will". I missed my cue to sing too..Then Six started showing me videos of her tap dancing from her cell phone datz wen PsYfr (Aaron) cam out singing he was the only one on cue actually performing he walked around wyl singing..Pointed to me while he sung one line then my sister Aj appeared and PsYfr took her by the hand and she danced wile he sung.
All of a sudden I remembered perfectly it was a dream and I saw WakingNomad.I don't remember seeing his face but I knew it was him somehow. I asked him is that really you? He said yes. Then I said prove it. Tell me something about me in our waking life and he said "He hates it wen people go up and down" didn't make sense but it made sense while in the dream. (NOTE: WakingNomad didn't remember meeting me but he said he always said weird things in dreams to ppl so they wud b reminded that it was a dream) anyways he then said i hav something to sho u and we went on a bus (NOTE: wen i mentioned this to WakingNomad the next day he didn't remember a dream but he said he always took people on a MoonBus which I had no clue about. So this proves it was really WakingNomad I saw in that dream) the bus then stopped and WakingNomad ran down and before I could chase after him something stopped me from chasing him back.I felt lyk I left something on the bus then wen I looked down at my hand i was wavy. Another reality check I did..and i pinched my nose and took a normal breath and it worked. I was lucid and was amazed that reality checks did work in dreams. It was my first time to do this kind of stuff and I was amazed. The bus driver was a woman that's all I remember when I looked at her then I became half concsious agen and eventually woke up completely..
NOTE: in my dream while i spun for the first time i thought of the spaceship and partly about psYfr since he's been in my mind for a wyl in waking life. Maybe that's y he was partly in my dream..was it really him??i have yet to find out!

Running from the cops!

Lucid - 9
Clarity - 8

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Lucid - Blue
Non-lucid - Black
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I got dropped off by my friends dad at Mc Donald's and I had some weed in my hands. It was a school day and I saw Mr Brown (School teacher, head of Behaviour Management) I gripped the weed tightly and walked into Maccas. He was following after me so I started speed walking and he started speed walking after me. I put the weed in my mouth and started running around avoiding him trying to swallow it. I then run off into a field where there are cops just scattered around everywhere, so they where after me aswell. After alot of running around I came to realise I was dreaming!

I stopped in my tracks and turned around while dropping the weed on the floor. I said "shoot me" and looked scared and hesitated, I started walking towards her and said "SHOOT ME!". She pointed the gun towards me and said no, I said "FUCKING SHOOT ME CUNT!" so she said "NO!" Then shot me, all I could see was a flash come out of the gun and nothing hit me. I walked towards her and tackled her to the ground. I stripped her naked, shoved my fingers in her ass then woke up, hahaha In that LD I felt the urge to exert pure domination over anything in my way.

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I buy a building and fill it with arcade games and stuff to make it a rec room for me and friends. Friends are playing video games on a big screen TV. There's a fridge full of beer and I install a mounted bottle opener in the fridge. Then I buy a different building? Then Ben is showing me this long document he made. He's arranging a deal with his former high school.

Hey, I haven´t wrote so many of my dreams here since I have been away on vaccation. I am going to write some of them now. The First dream:
I was dreaming about that I was like a hero in a movie, and I was suppose to save my son and a glass timer which
could destroy the whole world in wrong hands. A evil dude had added this stuffs in a haunted house/hotell. So I
started my journey to the haunted house. When I came to my destination I saw that the house was surrounded by many trees, and it also looked as a very little house, but the inside was big as hell. I went in to the house and went
trough many doors, toilets, showers, all kinds of stuff. At some point I came to an office where there was another
door, which led to a sauna, and then to an another office. Like I said I went trough many doors, don´t remember
how many, but alot. Then I found some stairs, I walked upstairs and saw a passage with many doors to the sides. Like corridors to ferrys. I went to the first one to the left. There on a bed I found a ghost, crying. I don´t remember
why he was crying. At first I was scared of him, but it turned out that he was a kind ghost. He talked a little about
himself and the about the person who ruled at this house. Then I talked about my mission and what I was doing here. He told me that the thing I was doing was like an attempt of suicide and he adviced me to cancel my mission. But he saw that it would be difficult to change my mind, so he wished me good luck instead, and then I went back to the passage.I went to another door, it was locked. Another one, also locked. The third one, not locked. I was just going to open it when I heard voices from the stairs. So instead of going in to the door, I hide myself behind some subject. I am waiting anxiously too see whos coming. I hear that it is girl voices, and up from the stairs cames three beautiful drunk girls. One had brown hair, one other black hair and the third was a blondie. Everyone was tall and fine and they all looked like modells. No one of them had notice me so I sneaked behind the one with black hair and touched her nice butt. She taught it was the blondie, so she get angry at her. Then I sneak behind the blondie and fiddle on her ass. She also blames the one with black hair. Then I touch the one with black hairs but again, but this time I don´t let go untill she sees me. She´s get pissed off and I run away untill I was pushed in to a corner. I don´t know what to do, so I touch her bobbies and clamp on them so that her t-shirt fells down and out came the bobbies. All of them had really big. Then the blondie show me that she had bigger. Then they take me to a room where things starts to happen. Crazy dream xD.

Type: DILD.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

This was a long dream; I know other things happened, but I honestly can't recall what necessarily happened! And it's too bad I can't remember some of the smaller details, such as exactly what the names on the computer screen said.

I was in the laundry room, located in my basement. You know. It's that back room that has the washing machine and dryer, as well as other crap from around the house. The room was about fourteen feet wide by twenty feet long, and had cold concrete flooring that was painted pale, pale blue. Some of it was chipping off. There were large random segments of cut, flat Berber carpet (blue in color) around the floor, supposedly just for comfort as one would walk into the room. On the right was the washing machine, and right next to it was the dryer. They were both white and shiny. In the back half of the room, past the washing machine and dryer, was a wall dividing up the room. On the left, once you'd get to the wall, was a door. To the right of the wall, on the back end of the right side of the room, was a large white horizontal freezer.

I was looking to get someone to see my laboratory. No one was following me, but I was acting as if someone was. It's fairly difficult to explain. I went to the left side and opened the door, expecting a laboratory to be behind it. There was a small room with single squares of toilet paper neatly placed all over the walls. I laughed because of this and became lucid.

I looked around the lab and saw a long, all-steel desk against the wall with a black widescreen computer on it. There was no chair in front of it, so I was standing. I was lucid so, just for laughs, I decided to turn the computer on.

I imagined it was simply in "sleep" mode, and then pressed a round silver button in the lower right-hand part of the monitor, like many computers have. To the left of it were smaller, black buttons. The screen turned on almost immediately and I felt almost enlightened by it. Maybe it's because I've never used a computer in lucid dreams before, but I just happened to have easy access to one this time. I was very lucid, probably at 8/10 lucidity, but I didn't think of what my dream goals were or what else I could do. After turning the computer on, the first thing that appeared was the windows login screen.

There were four or five different names on the right side of the Windows logo, like a regular computer would have. However, the text of the account names was a bit larger, and in yellow. The names were also longer, at least ten characters each, some with underscores and random uppercase letters or numbers. I laughed once again, because most of them made no sense, and also because the computer actually worked properly. At least, from what I did with it so far. It was pretty awesome.

Awake, Non-lucid, [Commentary made while awake]

[I remember three dreams from last night, the last one REALLY long and complicated. It wasn't lucid, unfortunately, but it was still pretty awesome.]

[Fragment] I'm at a mall. Even though it's late at night, there are still people approaching the entrances, mostly to get to the McDonald's and the Starbucks that are near one of the entrances.

[Somewhat longer dream] I'm at Disneyland, going on Star Tours. There's a really, really long, elaborate queue for it, but I just walk straight through, because there are hardly any people waiting for it. The first part of the ride is a standard spinner, which is up on a platform with a big painting of Buzz Lightyear and his spaceship on it. “Why would they do that?” I think when I see it. [Sigh. I really need to make serious reality-checking a stronger habit.] After we (the guests) get off the spinner, we walk back across the platform to the entrance to the next part of the queue, where we are handed a seatbelt to take with us when we go and board our actual Starspeeder, which has four rows of four seats each. I try to get into the seat furthest to the right in either the second or third row, but I can't; it's too narrow for me. There's another empty seat in one of the rows behind me, but everyone else has already sat down, so to get there, I have to climb over everyone else. I accidentally kick one person in the head and just miss another in the process.

[Really long dream begins here] I see what look like full-page panels from a comic book: each one is a cityscape at night, and there is a glow of sunlight on the horizon. The point of view moves, moving toward the horizon each time, but every time it passes over the horizon and 'turns the page,' there's still the same distant glow of light on the new horizon.

After the fourth or fifth repetition of this, the scene transforms into three-dimensional live-action all around me. I'm still me, but I know that I'm imagining myself into the universe of “Buffy the Vampire Slayer,” which is what this place is. I'm in a room, and there are two other people there with me, a man with dark-brown hair and stubble and a blonde woman. They're both supporting characters from the show. [I knew what these characters' names were in the dream, but I cannot remember them now, so I will refer to them as “The Guy” and “The Girl.”]

Outside, it's now daytime, but there's a thick white haze covering the entire sky. This has been going on for several days, and it will allow vampires to be out and about during the day.

The Guy, The Girl, and I all go to a class at a school. I'm not playing the role of any particular character from the show; I'm just trying to blend in as a generic student. We enter a classroom, and all the students hand their homework in to the teacher before sitting down. I try to walk straight to one of the old-fashioned, dark wood desks and sit down, but the teacher grabs my arm and asks me, “Did you do your homework?” I say, “No, I don't have it.” Of course I haven't done it; I'm not actually a resident of this fictional universe. Then it occurs to me to try reaching into my backpack, which is sitting on a chair, and expecting my homework to be there in order to obtain it. I try it, but it doesn't work. [Yes, that's right. In this dream, I remembered to apply a technique I learned here on DV, even though I hadn't realized that I was dreaming. My mind is weird.]

Later, The Guy, The Girl and I are all in a car. We're talking about how I'm going to leave soon (or something is going to happen soon), but it's all right, because afterward, The Girl is going to be just the same. “In fact, she'll be whatever you want,” I say to The Guy. I'm the only one who knows that the role of The Girl is actually being played by Bebe, a fictional character I imagined up years ago [both in this dream and in my waking life, by the way], and when I stop imagining myself into the Buffyverse and leave it, Bebe will leave it, too, because she's part of my imagination.

I look out the window of the car and see, in the distance on the top of a hill, the silhouette of a big roller coaster and Ferris wheel. I think, “That must be Six Flags Magic Mountain.”

The Guy, who is driving the car, says something along the lines of, “Are those guys still following us?” We look into the rearview mirror and see four guys walking behind our car. Our car is driving pretty slowly, because we're on a narrow street with lots of other cars on it that runs through town, but still, if those guys managed to follow our car on foot all this way and through all this traffic, they must be ghosts. The Guy shoots a fireball at one of them, but he dodges it, even calling his attack (“Ghost Dodge!”). There is a fight out on the street, and The Guy, The Girl, and I all get killed by the ghosts.

Having been killed, I wake up in some unidentified location. [Not really! I was still dreaming, but as usual with FAs, I didn't realize it was false until after I woke up for real.] Waking up upon being killed is exactly what I expected to happen. I know that that particular dream/imaginary place isn't supposed to exist anymore – I was the only one dreaming/imagining it and I just got thrown out of it by being killed, so it should have just collapsed – but I think, “Screw the rules, I have imagination,” and imagine my way right back into it. [Note that although the rules being screwed here are the ones from Inception, there was no sign of one of their dream-sharing devices during this FA – everything was powered entirely by my imagination.]

I'm back in the Buffyverse, but not in the same place I just left; I'm walking around in an unpaved plaza. Passing by a particular cafe, I find my Starbucks travel mug [yes, the one I have in real life] standing on the ground outside the shop, being used to collect the water dripping off the roof. The lid is lying next to it, and both the lid and the cup are all cracked and broken from being left outside for such a long time. I say something along the lines of, “Did I leave this thing out here for the last few days?” to the cafe owner. Then I pick up the cup and the lid, take them with me, and continue walking. I find several small, brick structures with audio-animatronic characters in them, activated by motion sensors. These structures are actually trash cans; I use one of them to throw away the broken cup.

The next thing I remember is being in my old townhouse apartment in Florida. I discover that the two sheets of notebook paper I set down on the couch a few minutes ago, the ones with notes from my dreams written on them, are soaking up liquid. I pick them up and see that there's punch spilled on the couch. Annoyed, I say, “I have to read these.” My roommate, Laya, is there, and the following conversation ensues.

Laya: Someone threw a cup of punch at the couch.
Me: We don't have any paper towels in the house, do we?
Laya: No.

So I go over to the kitchen sink and get a cloth towel.

Laya: You should pull your weight around here.

I start trying to wipe the spilled punch off the couch. It's a foldout couch, and I've been sleeping on it. An unidentified male friend of ours is looking around upstairs and sees that none of the bedrooms up there are being used. I'm alerted to this fact when he calls down the stairs to us.

Unidentified Male Friend: (Emiko) never sleeps here. [he used my real first name in the dream]
Me (yelling back): Yes, I do! In fact, this is the only place I've slept at all since we've been in Florida this go-round! It's just that I sleep downstairs!

When I woke up for real, I commented, “The kitchen sink isn't up against the back wall, and since when do any of those apartments have foldout couches?” [Also, “this go-round?” Apparently, in this dream, not only had I gone back to spend another year there, but so had several of my friends from that year. Finally, my memory for spoken dialog from dreams has been really bad up until now, but this time it was really good. That's pretty cool.]

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID SEMI-LUCID

Good morning! Dreamt alot last night, and it was nice! None were unpleasant (except one which was annoying) and I even had a semi-lucid one!

04.30: Superpowers
I'm with my sisters and brothers and a few more people. We're having a conversation about the different kind of powers we all have. "Has anyone started to develop a second power?" I ask and everyone tells me they do. I smile as they all show me they've "chosen" telekinesis as a second power. They move around small objects and can't do much yet since they're just starting to learn it. We walk around for some time, and end up at a parking lot with garages on the sides. I decide it's time to show them my extraordinary power with telekinesis. I turn semi-lucid and know that the more I believe in my power the easier it will be to use. My sister Malin is infront of me and she is a perfect "test subject" I raise my hand and clench it in the air as I usually do when I use telekinesis and fling her away. With a yelp she flies away from me in the air really fast and yells at me to stop. I bring her back just as fast and almost make her crash into one of the garages before I stop her. I gently release her and smile as everyone looks at me in awe and admiration.

04.30: Taekwondo
I'm with my old taekwondo club and it's time to compete! My friend Felix and his brother Viktor is there and their trainer tells them to put on plates on their feet. "You will get a pair of those aswell Matteh" he tells me. "Uhm ok... I don't even practice taekwondo anymore" I think for myself. I see two people who used to live on our street when we were kids. They're very nervous and don't seem to feel very good. My friend Erik shows up with his girlfriend Carro. They drop a bikini and I pick it up. It's black and white.

06.00: Super headphones please!
I'm in an electronics store in my girlfriend's hometown. I'm standing next in line with a mother infront of me. She's taking a long time and finally it's my time. "Hi! I'm looking for some headphones which has EVERYTHING on" I tell the guy behind the counter and he shows me one of those phone accessories you put in your ear. I look at it for a while trying to decide. "I'm not sure that's my thing, earwax will get everywhere..." I want something with EVERYTHING on. I imagine they having a visor, radio, a screen and stuff like that. I tell him no thanks and leave the store. I walk down the street and my dad shows up. He starts ranting on about bridges and I don't really pay attention. I see the local pub with a few people in it drinking beer.

07.30: Fishing rod and worms
I'm with my youngest brother Morgan and we're chasing our sisters on a road in the middle of the woods. I have no idea what we were riding but some kind of skateboard perhaps. Anyways suddenly we stop because Morgan has to take care of his fishing rod. While he's trying to untangle the line and pack it up, I look at the ground. There's a small hole I start digging in. Suddenly there are worms everywhere. Large and wriggly things. I grab a handful and tell him this is great shit. The dream changes and we're at my mom and dad's house. The fishing rod is still not taken care of and I try to do it myself but their damn dog is in the way. He puts his paw on the hook and puts it up in the air and look at it. I remove it gently while screaming at my mom to take care of their dog. Suddenly we're having dinner and my sister spills food on my lap. It's pasta bolognese and it's not very good. I just smile and swallow the anger.

07.30: Fragments
*Ducks are running around and eating old french fries from the ground. They move in a circle around me. Another group of animals are also trying to eat fries. I'm not sure but I think it was cats.

*I'm on a train, and I don't have to pay to ride it.

Amount of sleep: 8 hours

Food before bed: 100mg B6 and 2 omega-3 pills.

That's it! Sweet night. Some more lucidity would have been nice, but the feeling of telekinesis was nice! I still got it hoho, was a few weeks ago since I last used it. I even remember the sensation of flying a bit, but I don't know if I really did it.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

I went to a school where some random preacher was giving a sermon even though he wasn't supposed to be there. As he was getting kicked out, I was walking out of the building with an older couple (50s-60s) who had been part of his group but were seriously beginning to question what the hell is wrong with him. The preacher came up and started getting really mad, so I provoked him more. This is about when part of my brain caught on that I was dreaming, but not enough for a full on lucid dream or any control. The preacher absolutely lost his mind and started screaming and yelling, got into a car and crashed it into another one in a fit of rage. I told the older couple to stay with me and not to take their eyes off of the preacher, just slowly walk away. The woman didn't listen and wound up behind the preachers car and I yelled at her to get out of there but she got run over. Her grief-stricken husband flew into a rage and dragged the preacher out of the car and snapped his neck, while I ran the hell away. I got up to the top of a cliff where I could see that the car the preacher had been driving was still moving and was going to run them both over and turned away so I wouldn't have to watch. Something in the back of my brain thought "you know, the guy could have made it out of there okay, he might just have lost an arm or something." So naturally I turn back and the old man has lost an arm and is climbing up the cliff face towards me. He had this absolutely crazy look in his eyes and was screaming "WHAT DO I DO NOW? TELL ME WHAT TO DO!" and I knew it was all my fault that all this terrible shit happened to him, because it was my dream and I should have been able to stop it.


Sorry I haven't been around much, school year got way more in the way than I was expecting.

Meh, this is little fragments of my dream last night. I was sitting on a curb and an MGMT song started playing. Then me and my brother I think started speeding of across some Tron like, green field in my old neighbourhood. But it was like some big boat made of glowsticks. I saw glowsticks on the ground and they flashed and doubled, and I picked them up. Then we looked over at the other people sitting on the curb and we needed them to look away when the song finished, and they did. Odd, whatever, that was strange.
I saw the little green beans girl from Oddsac! I sat down near her and some random and started taking poliroid photos. I took the poliroids from the camera and shook them and looked at them, but they all were obscured with random other things, like we were in one of those asian photobooths where you add the effects onto it. So I took another but the same thing happened. I should have recognised this as a dream sign.
The little girl wanted to go to a toystore. We were in the toystore looking around. I think I told her not to pick anything too expensive or something.
And thats it.

Ive decided to extend my DEILD idea to another level and use an alarm clock to wake me up. This proved to be much easier this morning as I managed not to move when the alarm beeped. I am happy because its the alarm on my watch and it is not very loud yet I heard it clearly. Not in REM, however.

Real life Dream Lucid
Just for me to remember, dream is color 067300 and lucid is one lighter than the deepest blue, #4169e1.

Dang. I remember at some point I woke up at 5:40-something AM and forgot to do a reality check. I think it was right before the Boy Scouts in my house dream. (It rhymes!)

The amnesia dream
I remember having a dream before this but I don't know what it is. I've seen second or two long snapshots in my head and then I'm like, 'Oh!' and then I forget it.

Angry lizard-people on a spaceship dream
Then I had this dream... There were seven people; two groups of three and one person, me, each in one of the three rooms of a spaceship. I don't remember launch but I do remember I (er... I think I was a girl in this story) went up to the front room to talk to the pilot group, but they turned to reptile faced bad guys and hissed at me. I ran to the back, where the three in the back did the same. I sat down to talk with the bad guys in the back, and explained something important (I wish I remember what...) and while doing so got out some important object. I started to negotiate with the hostile animal people. End of my recall of the dream... But I do remember I won.

Side note about next dream
Some time before, in the middle, or after the Boy Scouts dream this scene happens. I have seen this exact place before in other dreams. Sometimes I have dreams or parts of dreams that I just know I've had before. The whole place was cement textured. Our family van was going down a spiral ramp (think like how a parking garage slowly spirals upward/downward in a rectangle, but only 20 feet long and much steeper.) and at the end there's a left turn into like a hallway sort of thing. But the problem is, the end towards the ramp is way lower and collects LOTS of water. In other dreams, I've seen the van drive through a foot of water. It slowly tapers in depth as you get farther away from the ramp. However, in this dream all the water is frozen. So, I'm in 3rd person, listening to the people in the van talk. The finish the spiral ramp and drive perfectly fine at the ice, but everyone's concerned as they drive across the ice. Knowing my experiences with this spot from other times, I was afraid the ice would collapse. It didn't as they came back, either.

The Boy Scouts in my house dream (who love stickers)
The next dream I had was in a modified version of my house. Everyone from my troop in Boy Scouts was inside and we were all (I'm not sure if I was) getting ready for some trip. I was at the laundry, next to my stack of clothes. I gave a bunch of people stickers, and some of them refused, others didn't. Then I got out this big textured rubber sticker that had holes in it. It was like the colored lines of some figure made into a 2mm thick rubber sticker that really did feel realistic during the dream. It had some meaning that I have now forgot. The majority of the sticker was peachy pink, the rest near the center was other colors like black. I think it My dad laughed, 'Stick it on the <insert forgotten name here> !'. I reached out the window and did so, laughing. The thing was like a stone bird bath slightly curved by maybe 2 inches like a chair. So no water would ever stay in it (there wasn't any in it in the dream) because it'd all pour out the front. It was only like two feet tall, yet it was so high up I could reach it from my second floor window next to the laundry... Which never gets opened and has junk in front if it so I normally can't reach it. I guess I never noticed it was too high. The rubber sticker didn't stick, it only curled into a 'U' and stayed where it was.

Beep, beep, beep, beep, beep.