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    1. My first lucid dream :)

      by , 12-15-2010 at 02:37 PM
      I am so happy i had my first ever lucid dream. This is how it started

      I was in class at school and I feel asleep, but then my mind said aren't already sleeping then i wake up in that dream inside my dream. The first thing i do is jump out the window and fly then i land to talk to man, then i noticed he is smoking weed, and then i ask for some, and i took a hit. Then i went to a toy r us store. THEN I FREAKING WOKE UP BY MY GRANDMA ((((
      Tags: dream, dreaming, lucid
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      lucid
    2. On the Phone to limitless

      by , 12-15-2010 at 02:19 PM (Beyond the Horizon)
      I was making a long-distance call from Sydney, Australia all the way to Canada, from my mobile.

      Even though it was going to be ridiculously expensive, it didn't matter because I was enjoying talking to limitless :3

      Updated 12-15-2010 at 02:28 PM by 34314

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      non-lucid , dream fragment
    3. School Hall Mountain - Fragment

      by , 12-15-2010 at 02:16 PM (Beyond the Horizon)
      I was in my school hall, and there was some sort of tall mountain, like those ones in zoos for the goats to walk on.
      The mountain wasn't the focus of the dream though.

      I could remember feeling intimidated by everyone in the hall so I went and hid up high near the ceiling where it was all dark.
    4. Harry Potter dream

      by , 12-15-2010 at 01:23 PM
      Last night I had about three dreams. Here's the first:

      I was in Sirius Black's house (from Harry Potter) and noticed that I was Ginny Weasley. Then Harry Potter walked up to me and started making out with me! It was kind of like when Cho and Harry kissed in The Order of the Pheonix but more intense. Gosh it was awesome. (LOL) Then Harry smiled and disapparated from the room. Then I woke up...

      Here's the second one:

      I was at my house and my uncle, who is learning to play bass guitar, drove up to the house. He ran up to me all freaked out and said, "Jessie, I got the bass amp I wanted!" (he had been talking about this to me on the phone before I went to bed) Then he popped open the trunk and there was a pocked sized bass amp. There was also a new 5-string bass that he'd wanted and a few recording things. I ran to get my guitar and when I came back, my uncle had another little amp. This one was for guitars and he gave it to me. Then we played a song together and I woke up

      The last dream I had:

      I was on a little flying motercycle thing and I was with some guy who had dark brown hair and seemed to be about fourty years old. We landed at some sort of house that had about twenty people in it. I looked around and was like "Am I dreaming?" so I pinched my nose and I could breathe. But some old lady walked up to me and said, "You're not dreaming. Everyone can do that." so I groaned in annoyance and said "I guess I'm not dreaming then." (I could have kicked myself so hard...) Then I got back on the little motorcycle thing and the guy I was with previously got back on too. We flew away from there, first on a highway, my feet stuck out in front and I could feel the wind rushing past. Then we were just inches above a beautiful ocean. The ocean spray was all over my feet and somewhat on my face. Then we were in the air. I remember seeing large circles where many people were laughing and having a good time. I think that they were in parks. We flew for what seemed like hours and then the dream world went dark and I woke up.

      So yeah, my dreams are getting much more clear!
      Tags: wow
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      non-lucid
    5. [001]"Hell and Baseball"

      by , 12-15-2010 at 12:50 PM
      The first thing I remember is being at a baseball game. The seats are all orange, and the stadium is rather large. This guy keeps pulling on my arm. When I look down, I notice that he has huge red scars all over his arm. I touch him in the sternum, and he falls down all of the steps and is thrown into the bottom level seats.

      DreamChange

      I am in a basement with a few friends(I don't know them in real life. I don't think some were human.) I, along with a few others, are in desks. The rest are in couches. A strange man walks into the room. He has blond shoulder length hair, and a grey overcoat and top hat on, and a dark blue undercoat. He informs me that I have a portal to hell in my basement. Some of my friends start laughing. The man says something about an appendix. The only one there who I know, N, says something else about flies. I look at him and notice a poster behind his head. It is a tongue with a bunch of flies on it.

      SceneChange

      In a medieval chapel. Two people are there, a teenager with brown hair, and the previously mentioned blond haired man. (They are dressed like the characters of the old Romeo and Juliet movie.) They are walking rather rapidly toward the exit. The boy tells the blond haired man "you will cease to exist in fifty and nine days."

      Wake

      Notes: I am getting back into trying to LD. I had a journal going for a few months, but school took over. I have a three week break so I thought I would start back up
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    6. A golden bullet, and some gin & tonic please!

      by , 12-15-2010 at 11:36 AM
      I remember talking to someone, but I'm not sure who. I know I had a pistol - but here's the thing - I had one bullet, and inside it was gold dust.
      Somehow I ended up in a bar, with my father as the bartender. I told him about the bullet, saying it was worth $24,000 dollars!
      He offered me a drink.
      "Yeah I'll have, like... uh, a gin and tonic or something like that, I don't know" I replied. It's worth noting I'm under the legal drinking age in my country.
      So he poured me one. I drank it, and it tasted quite delicious! I relaxed a little. It was like a slightly bitter Sprite.
      From there on the focus was on the gun, and I knew I needed it for some reason, but I didn't want to fire the golden bullet, as it was worth so much.

      I walked around some quaint little town for a while, and other stuff happened which I don't remember.

      In the end, we met up with my mother - she was furious at my Dad for giving me a gin and tonic.
      I was writing that I'd had a gin and tonic in my diary, but I decided to rub it out.
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    7. Zombie Apocalypse & A Living Exam

      by , 12-15-2010 at 08:16 AM
      As I read some of the DJs I always read about zombies and they seem pretty common, so much so that I think "oh not more zombies!" I haven't had a zombie dream in a very very long time. So wouldn't you know that my dream world would have to bring on the zombies.

      aaaaaaaaaaa
      Drewam 1: Zombie Apocalypse
      Nonlucid
      I am walking to a road in a big city with a guy thats a buddy of mine [never seen him before] and on the other side is our female buddy. She has a few guns on her to keep the zombies off but we have nothing. We are trying to get across this heavily traveled highway to her. Apparently it was the start of a zombie apocalypse which had zombies on the street walking around but people still drove in their cars. She waited for us to get to the intersection but for some reason we thought it was dangerous to cross. She didn't want to move much or yell cuz the zombies wouldn't attack unless you looked lively. She yelled at us to moon the cars, to get them to slow down for us, so we could cross. This sounded strange to us and I looked at the other guy with a scrunched up face and we shook our heads as our hands were on out pants. She then yelled and waved her hands in frustration and we felt guilty enough to dodge the traffic but when we got to the other side her waving had attracted several zombies. She waited till they got close and put a shot gun up to their faces and BOOM BOOM, click click BOOM, and their zombie heads were vaporized by the blasts. While I was in a little shock and my ears were ringing she yanked my friends arm "come on!" BOOM, shot one square in the chest, "click click". The shooting was attracting a lot more zombies and we ran for it. Unlike the movies though these guys ran too, well slow running but still. Soon there was a mob behind us of at least a hundred. We ran to a building's doorway where its a safe-house but you are supposed to enter slowly so zombies don't follow you. Apparently zombies don't open doors and search around, they just walk around unless they see a meal. For us there were 200 zombies behind us! We ran in and up a hallway to the 2 hardened steal doors at the end, the zombies couldn't get in at all. The people on the other side were not happy with our huge zombie posse but they were ready for this but they would also have to clear them out at some point. We left their glaring eyes and walked up a hallway. The girl with the guns broke off and went into a room inside a room cuz the zombies would never go in there and they could jump out the windows if things got crazy. Me and the guy decided to find the exit on the other side of the building.
      Once out into a hall way there were 2 zombies coming towards us as we lightly ran. He had a knife on his belt which the zombies grabbed at. We then ran faster till we were outside. There were 2 zombies out here and they look surprised to see us. There was a huge chain-link fence (20 feet high). This was good because zombies were the slowest climbers and would probably fall. He pulled out a grappling gun that was spring loaded, he hit back end of it on the ground and the hook shot in the air and over the fence connected by a black rubber rope. I jumped on the fence but couldn't get a hand hold on the fence and a zombie was right next to me. He looked at me unsure how to get a jumping target. I got a hand on the fence and climbed up. My friend was over it already when I got to the top. I saw it was a double fence with an inner fence so zombies would fall between them if they could ever got to the top. I couldn't span it either so I shook the fence till it fell down a bit and jumped to the ground.
      On the inside was a zombie free enclosure where people were playing baseball.


      Dream 2: Florida House
      Not very lucid but with extreme vividness.
      I came home to my house which was a single level ranch in Florida [I've seen them and they a very common little white houses made out of cinder-blocks]. I walked into the garage which didn't have the car in it cuz I could pull the car in the neighbors driveway cuz that house was vacant for years and I could pull my car around into my driveway facing the street [I saw myself doing this]. Once inside the very clean and kind of new garage, I found a piece of paper on the floor and picked it up and took it to the garbage pail. Once there I saw that the cabinet was open and there was a piece of paper on a shelf. It was a sticky note of the contact info for a scam artist. 3 thoughts shot through my head, call the number from a payphone and find out what it was about or throw it away. As I reached my arm out to drop it in the pail I thought that I should report this scammer to authorities.
      Satisfied I started to walk away but saw my old humming bird feeder in the garbage too. I thought to leave it but I actually felt sad to do that so I took it out and put it back on the shelf. Another thought shot through my head, "we are what we have." I felt proud of myself for having achieved something. I felt that I had finally became who I wanted to be.
      Upon awakening I remembered I had this dream twice before. It was exactly the same place and each time felt like the only time during the dream. One dream had me deciding to call the scam artist and another had me throwing the info away. This one I cared about other people and decided to help. Did I set up a test for myself to see if I would do this? I have had 2 other "test" dreams something like this.
    8. 3rd Lucid - I'm part of the community now :3 - DILD

      by , 12-15-2010 at 05:12 AM (Beyond the Horizon)
      I tried FILDing but I fell asleep.

      I was in my primary school staff room (for the 100th time) and I looked at my hands and did a fingercount. Everything was normal.

      Something made me look at my hand again, it was still normal, but I said "This is a dream". I went outside the room to a balcony and remembered the snowball Task of the Month, so I tried to pick up some snow from nowhere, but when I threw it, nothing came out of my hand.

      I went down the stairs to a grass quadrangle, and I made snow appear on the grass, I picked it up and made it into a ball and threw it at someone. Ive never felt real snow before so it felt like the ice in a freezer.

      I remember flying up suddenly really high into space, and passing the moon which may have had shared dreamers on it.

      My cousin and his dad were there doing something strange.
      MEMORY GAP
      I only remember when they start wearing werid masks and making a really weird, freaky, almost satanic laughing noise/chant. There were suddenly a whole bunch of people doing the same thing. I started to get scared at it was night suddenly, so I yelled "Disappear!" along with an appropriate arm movement (that's how I control) and they vanished.

      I yelled "Daytime!" and moved my arms like I was sending the moon down past the horizon and pulling the sun up. It was still dim so I yelled "Brighter. Brighter! BRIGHTER!!" until it was normal daytime.

      I remembered that I had to get to Whoville for the other task. The quadrangle had four walls around the outside, so when I spun to another place, the walls were still there so I made them disappear one by one.

      As I was doing this a teacher from my high school was there and said "You look like a crazy person when you do that." I said "Well, I'm dreaming so it doesn't matter. This is a dream.

      Then I started losing lucidity as I was waking up, because random half-naked manga girls were walking around the grassy hills I was standing in, and unicorns from Charlie the Unicorn were appearing. Nearby my dad said "What are you watching?"

      I woke up to an alarm in another room

      I don't even read manga/watch erotic anime FWIW

      Updated 12-15-2010 at 05:25 AM by 34314 (Remembered something)

      Categories
      lucid , nightmare , task of the month
    9. Budget online backup services ideal for small companies

      by , 12-15-2010 at 01:02 AM
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      Updated 06-14-2020 at 11:48 PM by 39214

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    10. Better online backup services for nomadic writers

      by , 12-15-2010 at 12:59 AM
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      Updated 06-14-2020 at 11:47 PM by 39214

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      Updated 06-14-2020 at 11:46 PM by 39214

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    12. 12/13/10 Shattered Memories

      by , 12-15-2010 at 12:48 AM (New Dream Adventures of Raven Knight)
      Plans: I didn't have any specific plans tonight, MoSh said he had plans to challenge Draco Malfoy to a duel, so I had thought I might be there to see what happened. It turned out that I wasn't focused enough to get my usual WILD, and my recall for the night seriously sucked… all I remember are these fragments.

      Wizard Duel
      I am at Hogwarts, though I am not actually lucid, it is seeming completely normal to me. I am walking across the grounds, not thinking of anything in particular, when I hear there is something going on not far away. I follow the sound to see what is going on over there. I come around a corner of the castle so I can now see the source of the noise, and there are people standing around, two of them look like they're getting ready to attack each other. I get a little closer and then I see that the two people threatening each other are MoSh and Draco! WTF?! Dammit, Draco, I am thinking as I go over to the group of people, I guess maybe I was just retarded to think there was any chance of Draco keeping his word not to try to get back at MoSh in some way, well, now I will just have to put a stop to it before the idiot finds out that I'm not the only one currently at Hogwarts with abilities never before seen in their world… (Note: Even though I was thinking about having special dream powers, and about MoSh having dream powers, and even remembering some events of previous dreams, I never once considered doing a RC! >.< Damn, I can be sooooo thick headed when I'm not lucid!) So I go over to the group of people standing around Draco and MoSh, I am wondering why no one does anything, it is just like a fight in school… everyone just watches a couple people beat the shit out of each other, well not me. I step out in between them, successfully getting hit by some random curse thrown out by Draco… which has absolutely no effect on me at all… and I tell them to cut it out. Draco and MoSh are both staring at me as if I am nuts, but I don't really notice. I am annoyed at Draco, who obviously didn't keep his word not to do something stupid by trying to get back at MoSh, I tell him I should have known better than to believe a single word he says, he promises one thing, and as soon as I turn my back, there he is doing what he had promised not to do. Everyone around us is staring at me now, Draco is trying to say something about MoSh, he's saying MoSh started it? Yeah, right, like I am going to believe that… MoSh is talking to me now, he is asking me what I'm doing, he says he challenged Draco to a match… they're having a duel, nothing more. I look over at Draco, then at MoSh, I think my face was turning bright red… A duel? Yup, Draco and MoSh both confirm that, as do several of the people who had come to watch… I look at the group around, mostly made up of Gryffindor and Slytherin students, probably came to cheer on the participant from their own house… um… right… a duel… now I feel really stupid…

      Dream in a Dream: More Fish in the Sea
      I am outside in a forest area, I am in an area of soft dirt and I am drawing in it, I am trying to figure out some symbols that might serve to help me make magic work on this plane. I have started by drawing a circle around myself, I continue drawing symbols around the circle, though I'm not even sure what I am trying to accomplish. I see there is someone else there, I look up and I see there is a man there watching me… is that what I am trying to do? Attract someone who will love me and treat me right? He's kinda cute, but that's not my main concern, I am looking at his energy, which looks good, it looks welcoming, caring. I stand up and smile at him, he smiles back… really? I have to get the nerve to say hi to him… but then that falls apart… a woman comes over and they start kissing, a thin woman, one chin, a pretty face, younger than me… great… There are men out there, good ones, but that is no benefit to me. Are there more "fish in the sea" after breaking up with my ex boyfriend? Sure… too bad I don't have any bait! ,u_u, The scene fades out to reveal I have been dreaming, and now I find I am in bed… leading to the next dream…

      Don't Look at Me
      I am now at Hogwarts, in bed, I am in the hospital wing… but why am I in the hospital wing? How did I get here, and what do they think is wrong with me that they brought me here? I open my eyes, and I see Madam Palmphrey standing beside my bed, she says she sees I have finally woken up. I ask her what happened, she says I had a fit of some kind down on the dueling field, accused Draco of lying about something and attacking MoSh, accused MoSh of provoking Draco to attack… then passed out… I say I don't remember doing any of that, and I really don't remember any of that, so I have no idea what she is talking about. I sit up in bed, I feel fine now, and I look around the room… MoSh is there! He is sitting off to my right, just a bit beyond Madam Palmphrey… my mind is still a bit fuzzy, I want to go hug MoSh, I see Asuka there beside him… a woman, perfect face, perfect body… I am remembering the previous dream… no bait, I'd almost let myself forget. I turn my face away from MoSh, I really don't want my face to be showing. When I look in the other direction, I find I am looking at Draco Malfoy?! What is he doing in here? I pull the covers over my head, telling them to not look at me… I'm ugly…

      Ghost Cats
      I am at school, though it is not my normal school, it reminds me more of the local community college. I am outside the school, right at the edge of the school grounds, where there is an entrance to a hiking trail that is used for exercise for students and also as a relaxing place to walk for anyone who decides to. It is late afternoon right now, and I start walking down the trail following a cat I saw disappear down there. I see the cat disappear around the next turn in the trail, and I keep following. I come to the end of the trail where there is a small trailer home, a very small one. The cat is sitting in front of the trailer, licking its paw. I move towards the cat, the cat becomes transparent and moves off into the trees like a ghost. It is suddenly night time, the door to the trailer is open and I see movement inside, something is drawing me inside. I go to the door and I see some strange things in there, a lot of semi-transparent cats, and a strange feeling that makes my hair stand on end… without even realizing it, I have taken a couple steps into the trailer. The door closes behind me, and the trailer goes completely dark except for the fact the cats, the semi-transparent cats, are glowing faintly in the darkness. In spite of being surrounded by ghosts, I do not feel afraid, I feel a sense of sadness from the cats, as if they are trapped there. I go over to one of the ghost cats and pet it, though there is no substance to the cat, it arches its back as if it is being stroked, purrs loudly… then turns into a mist and flows out the window. I hear a fading purr from outside the trailer. Now the other cats are surrounding me, meowing eagerly… and each cat I stroke purrs, then turns to mist and floats out the window. After I pet the last cat, the trailer door opens and I look outside… I see glowing cats playing in the sky.
    13. Invitation to a knife fight

      by , 12-15-2010 at 12:00 AM (Tales from the sun chaser.)

      I was driving down the road pulling a trailer, and some guy who was doing the same ended up going off the road. He asked a third guy to help him get his load back on the road because I don't think his truck was really built for it. Meanwhile I tried to back my truck/trailer up and block off traffic so they wouldn't come at the area. I went over to where they were, and one guy slit the other guys throat and was walking up to me with crazy eyes. I pulled out a knife and tried to get him, before he got me, but the knife wouldn't cut him at all. It just bent his skin in. I dissarmed him in some kinda way, and managed to take the knife from him. I used it against him, slicing his throat watch the blood pour down his chest. The guy had a smile on his face, like he wanted me to do it. The knife itself looked like a small machete. I was examining it and thinking how powerful it must have been.
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    14. Ben Singing?!

      by , 12-14-2010 at 09:59 PM
      Ok...this dream made me go, "what??" when I woke up:

      I was just in my room, looking around. Then I looked at my computer, I think, and there was a Skillet video on (go figure) and Ben Kasica, in the background, was kindof singing. I couldn't hear him, but I could see his lips forming the words (which I found really cute cause he never sings. Plus he's cute anyways! LOL). Then suddenly, I was there, in concert, and I saw Ben. I heard him singing,( and heck, he's got a good singing voice in my dreams) and I looked at him all freaked out. I guess he didn't notice that I saw him, and heard him, singing because he just kept singing with the others. Then he looked my way I guess and saw me watching him. Be blushed but still sang. I just started screaming "Oh my gosh, Ben, I <3 u!!!" cause I'd scream that at a concert. He kept staring at me and singing. I think it was "Whispers in the Dark", my favorite song. He smiled after a while and started to sing again. The dream went fuzzy after that and I think I woke up (at like 1:30am -_-) pretty weird eh?

      Then after I fell back asleep I had a "false-awakening":

      I was in my bed and I heard my phone alarm going off. I checked the time and it said 4:30am. Then I laid back down and stared, next thing I knew, my actual alarm woke me up for real(it was actually 3:40am)

      I could have kicked myself after that...-_-
    15. Re-occurring themes...

      by , 12-14-2010 at 09:26 PM
      Ok, I guess I'm starting a new journal here. It's been a while since I've been on here and I can't figure out how to get my old dreams into the new journal format, so I guess I have to start over.


      I wanted to begin by just writing down some of the re-occurring dreams that I have all the time:

      #1- There's pins (like sewing pins) sticking in my body everywhere. I try to pull them all out but it seems like there's just too many. Sometimes they're covering the floor or bed so if I move, I end up with more sticking in me. Have this dreams several times a week.

      #2- Usually I'm with my family for this one, either in a car or a building, I look out the window and there's a tornado headed for us. Sometimes there are like 5 of them. I crouch down under some furniture and pray that I won't die. Or if we're in the car, I'm looking for a safe place to go, but usually end up just clinging to a tree or something. The tornado goes right through me and gives me a strange feeling but I survive. Occasionally we'll be in a camper and it'll lift up into the air, I debate whether I should jump from it.

      #3- I'm by a lake somewhere and I see this huge wave coming from a distance. I scramble to get to higher ground, but it's never high enough as I see the wave coming toward me. I grab onto a tree and brace for the impact, which usually hits several times in a row.

      #4- My pet rats keep shrinking... sometimes they re-constitute themselves, but I'm always worried they won't come back. Sometimes they disappear completely or turn into little insects.

      #5- My dad is making me go back to grade school or high school. I'm constantly arguing with him that I shouldn't have to because I've been through that already. Strangely, no one seems to notice when I'm a 30-year-old in 3rd grade, my teachers are the same ones I actually had back then. I don't get very good grades though, because I keep having to miss school to go to work. I'm worried what my dad's gonna say when report cards come. My teachers are disappointed in me.

      #6- My grandma(s) is still alive, but she's very senile. Her personality sometimes gets very hostile, she's very different than she actually was. She looks like a zombie. I'm confused because I thought she'd died 10 years ago.

      #7- I find my old toys at my parents' house and I'm thrilled about it. Or I find rare and special my little pony's that I never knew existed.

      #8- I'm in church and feeling really uncomfortable. Sometimes the priest calls me out for not believing in religion any more. I try to defend myself but I'm afraid of being possessed by a demon. Sometimes I turn into a demon but more times an angel...epic battles with demons ensue. I'll have these dreams a few nights in a room, usually once a month or so.

      #9- I'm in some kind of troubling situation and trying to call for help. But I've ended up with someone else's cell phone and I can't figure out how to use it. Or I just can't type in the number right.

      #10- I'm driving a car and it's out of control. I can't seem to reach the brakes well and end up going through stop signs. I know it's only a matter of time before I get in an accident. Or sometimes I'm sleeping in the back seat and I notice no one's driving. I'm concerned, but the car seems to be going along fine, so I go back to sleep. Or Grant's driving, but keeps falling asleep and I'm really worried.

      #11- I'm at a huge buffet with all kind of yummy-looking food. I always seem to be last in line though, and by the time I get up there, everything's gone. Or there's no clean plates to use, or the food keeps falling off my plate. Sometimes I set the plate down and someone takes it away. Regardless, I never get a chance to eat. Sometimes I'll be walking around a grocery store and I'll just steal the food off the shelves or freezer (it's usually ice cream) and just start gorging on it.

      Ok, I'm going to leave it there for now. There are so many re-occurring dreams I have, it'll take a while to get through all of them. Hopefully I'll be able to commit to writing in this thing once in a while.
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