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I'm, let say, a bit disturbed about this dream. That was the most awkwardest, illogical dream I ever had. And quite funny xD

Hours of sleep: 8.5
Recall:4/5
Vividness: 3/5

I'm sitting in the auditorium of my old high school. There are a lot of other students. I look around me, but I don't see any familiar face. Well expect of the teacher. And guess what? It's again my chemistry teacher who died very young a year ago.
I'm sitting at the back of the class with the "back-ground-group" (those pupils at the back of the class disturbing the course ) I'm talking really loud with my new classmates, we are laughing a lot. She gets angry and starts to shout at us. I get in some argument with her, about discipline and order (stuff like that). Finally, to not disturb the course anymore, I get kicked out of class (literately).
I'm kind of angry and simply walk out of the school.
Outsides I am on the campus of my university and I go to the bus station. In the meantime, I see the car of my dad. He stops in front of me and picks me up.

Me: That's what I call a real coincidence! Where do we go now?
Dad: We have to take some bread!

That sounds awesome So he drives me away from the place.
After a second or so, the car stops in front of my grandma's house. She died 3 years ago and the house was sold to a lady.

Me: Euu That's not a place where you get bread.
Dad: That's wrong. I know she has bread. You just have to knock at the door and ask for some!

Quite convincing statement. So I go there and ring. I don't know what I have to say. It's quite weird asking a complete stranger for bread. The door opens.

Lady: ... hello?
me: euu hello... how are you?
Lady looks at me suspicious.
me: My grandma used to live here... Eu I wanted to talk with you.
Lady: .... Ok
We are standing there quite awkwardly.
me: ... may I enter?
lady: ok, feel yourself at home.

Everything looks like it used to be. I enter in the living room. Another DC appears next to me. Apparently, he entered also.

Lady: Take a seat.
I feel quite unease
Me: No thanks I and my colleague prefer to stand.

The DC let fall himself in the sofa and takes the shoes off. I look at him kind of disturbed. He takes a scrabble book and a pen out of his suit. He starts speaking like a guy from FBI

DC: We heard that you, euuh
he looks at a page
DC: ... Misses Marple? Is that right?
lady: Yes
DC: Ok, we heard that you earn
he looks again at his book
DC: ... some delicious bread? Do you know what consequences this has?
Marple: That's not true! Get out of my house!

Suddenly a lot of men in suits get into the house.

DC: Arrest her and get her out of here!

Five men take har, tie her up and pull her out of the room.

Marple [shouting]: I demand me release immediately! You have no right to do this!
DC to some other guys: Go in the basement and look for the bread! Now!

They go away to look for the bread. I'm confused The guys come back with a slice of bread. the DC takes it and gives it to me

DC: here you have your bread! Enjoy it!

They leave me alone and I'm standing with my slice of bread. Awesome

Everyone was sitting down in the classroom hooking up there hd tv's to play xbox. One of my friends ( who i couldnt see anywhere around my only in the reflection on a mirror pored water all over my tv. Then the scene changed and i was outside my bathroom trying to dry off and clean the tv. Then one of my school teachers walked up the stairs and said something odd " There are little drops of wee dripping from your tv , tiny spectacles of water ". Then i started laughing and woke up

[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#808080"]30.12.2010[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT]
[SIZE="3"][COLOR="Black"]12/30/10 - 12[/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#808080"](Non-lucid)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="#808080"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#1E90FF"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#DC143C"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="#808080"][/COLOR][COLOR="#1E90FF"]1) My dad and I are helping K up the stairs. Dad's the one actually helping him and I'm the one who's picking up the yellow marbles in his path. In the attic, however, there are no yellow marbles; instead, the yellow is mashed into the floor and cannot be picked up.

2) There's long hollow pole - you don't want be be sent down there for punishment, because at the bottom you'll fall into a mixture "other things," i.e. feces and other disgusting permeable substances.

3) I'm in a suburban town. (transition to 2???)

4) I receive a large teddy bear as a gift. It's probably at least 10 feet tall; I'm really happy and I thank my parents. The teddy bear is a Cub, as in the Chicago Cubs.

5) I'm in some sort of battle; other kids are coming from down the hallway. There are two other kids with me, but we don't really talk. There's a small side alley in the hallway, which has two crevices. I hide in one of the crevices while the other two kids stay in the middle of the hallway. I sense people come and fear grows inside of me. They eventually come, and I change the crevice in which I'm hiding. Eventually, I jump out and am ready to confront the enemies. They're dressed up in knight costumes??

6) continuation of 5?? I'm horsing around with some kids in a grocery store. We probably shouldn't be doing this, but I'm having fun. As I twirl around dodging their attacks (they're harmless; we're just doing this for fun), I see my boss. I say hi to her, but she mustn't have seen me. She turns around and now sees me beause I said hi to her. I continue to run around playing in the grocery store, and eventually my boss comes up to me and asks if I want to work today. I really don't want to work, as it's Wednesday and I was planning on writing my essays today. I reluctantly tell her, "Sure," because you can't really say no when they ask you to work.

I then see Mr. S, who asks me where something is (I interpret this to be either a recycling bin or a mailbox). He must think I work here, but I remember where the thing is anyways...I think. I tell him you go across the street amd walk directly across the crosswalk, and it should be right there. I'm not completely sure if that's right, and I don't even see any crosswalks. I qualify my response by telling him that I haven't worked there in a long time. My mother agrees, noting that I haven't been to work in what, 2 months? We have a conversation about the last time I worked.

7) I'm in a car with my dad and I'm giving him directions. I want him to turn at X Street, but apparently I had told him before the dream started to not turn until Y Street. I don't remember him ever telling me this, so he gets mad and yells at me. We end up just driving home and not going to that destination, which I concede is okay.

8) I hear JF say (I can't remember what he said. It was nothing strange or memorable, though.). I note that "This is the third time he's said this today!"

9) I'm walking through the second floor of my school and as I pass by a classroom, I hear JF say the same exact thing he said in 8. I note to JB, "This is the fourth time he's said this today!" [/COLOR][COLOR="#808080"](This is the only reason I know that 8 happened, as in 9 I clearly remembered him saying that at least three times in other dreams and I found it odd that he would say the same thing again.)[/COLOR][COLOR="#1E90FF"] I walk down to the cafeteria and tell RL to get out of my seat. It's the end of the day and it's last period. I tell him that it's my seat; I sat there for breakfast this morning and it was my seat! It's okay, though - I'll just sit a couple of seats down.

10) I'm in a group that's walking atop a hill in a forest-like environment (is it a Minecraft map???? probably not, but it's possible). The whole group of us is descending into a cave that will lead out to where we're going on the other side. I'm walking down the stairs in the cave behind some girl when my dad? nudges me and indictes that I should go more quickly. I'm always uncomfortable walking down stairs with girls, so maybe I am holding everyone else up. I dart by her and go down the stairs very quickly, not thinking about the girl and just running down, past several people.

11) I'm at a Model U. N. conference. [I]Model U. N.!!? [/I]I'm completely unprepared!! I didn't even know we were having a meeting today. I don't even have a country or an issue. I have no idea what's going on. The Model U. N. coach is going to be mad and disappointed in my lack of preparation. I never scheduled a practice with him or anything. Am I even suppossed to be here? I look for him in the crowd and see him, but he's near the front so I can't talk to him right now. I'll just wait until he comes over here.

We're in my school's gym, and all the chairs are set up to accomodate everybody. The lighting is kind of dim, but I can still see fine. TB is at the front, performing. I'm taken aback by this, as TB shouldn't be there! He's not a part of my life anymore and there's no reason for him to be here. Oh well, I guess his school is just here competing too. There are giant inflatable matresses/rectangular prisms and cylinders on the stage, and everyone's commenting, "Oh, we're going to have [I]that[/I] type of Model U. N." There must be all different types of this, with us randomly getting the one with the giant inflatable shapes mashing each other on the stage. NBA and JF are with me.

12) coninuation of 11? I wake up. YES!! Boy, am I relieved that that Model U. N. thing wasn't real. I was so unprepared for it; it would've been both embarrassing and a disappointment to the Model U. N. coach. It's only the morning of the conference, now. I'm so grateful for this opportunity; now I have an hour or two to prepare. I call NBA and look up some stuff on my iPod Touch.[/COLOR][/INDENT]

Total dreams: 760
Total days: 371
Total lucids: 12
Dreams per day: 2.0485
Lucids per day: 0.03234
Days recorded: 224
Dreams per recorded day: 3.3928
Lucids per recorded day: 0.0535
Lucid dream percentage: 1.57894%

Dreams this year: 38
Days this year: 6

Dreams per day last year: 1.978
Dreams per day this year: 6.333

I was out in the water doing sailing with my school. I was out really far on a boat with my m8 , then i had to jump off and swim back to shore to get a life jacket and wetsuit from the instructer.

Cant remember this dream much but i went to pay for my food in the shop but i relised i had no money so i put it back. Then i was in a dungeon underneath the shop with a bunch of people fighting this troll looking thingy.

I was running through a forest with my friends being chased by a group of death eaters from harry potter. Then i was inside the ministry of magic watching voldemort and Dumbledore duel.

Wierd thing is i have had dreams of them 2 dueling before ( harry potter fan xD )

I dreamt i was in a classroom located right beside the beach. We were taken a maths test and are teacher was handing out the sheets. I stared out the window and saw a huge tidal wave coming towards us . Once the wave hit i woke up....or did i?

(False Awakening)
I started recording my dream in my dream journal but started noticing my words were not making sense and there where random sentances on previous pages. Then i actually woke up

I can only remember parts of this, but my older brother was letting my little brother watch a porno for some reason:shock::shock::shock::panic: Anyway, I felt like I should protest but didn't do anything.
Another part of it was that our family was driving in our car at night, and that's all I can recall.

I had a frag about being at some party or something. I have th feeling I did something wrong, or I got in a disagreement with someone. Either way, it's btb time.

short dream about super dave osborne...he was at his compound racing kids.

dream about being at a BBQ with D and W, and all of a sudden all of these people from high school came out of the woodworks and we were all hugging each other and having warm fuzzy moments.

frag about seeing old friends.....I cant recall what it was about though.

These dreams were a little fuzzy

Race for James Bond

I was involved in some sort of race to France I think it was. There was more dream before this I just don't remember it. Somehow, because there was traffic, I was convinced that I could beat all of the other cars on foot. After running on the highway for a long time, which changed and curved frequently, I arrived...first. The highway was almost like a video game highway in the way that scenery was always changing to keep things interesting. It wasn't like a real highway in the way that its long straight and boring. So I won the race and then I headed inside. It was a large ball (The dancing kind) and my dream turned into a watching experience. I was watching James Bond as he hid on the balcony level with a jade figurine on his head. His lady friend walked up to him and asked him what he was doing. He explained that at this ball, they were celebrating the purchase of the last ancient arabian sky scraper. He was here to stop the moving of the sky scraper because that would leave the arabians with nothing, which would effectively piss them off, sending the world into WWIII with nukes and the likes. This would cause catastrophic earth quakes in America, the likes of which have only been nearly seen in California. A quick reel played in my head of old fashioned cars almost running into new pot holes except the reel was of noticeable bad quality with horrible actors and visual effects.

Suddenly I was in my house with my friend Tre, and another guy and we did a rap battle. I remember that I asked if we would switch off every 4 or 6 and he said 8 then switched off at 4. This irked me...

Where's your head at?- (youtube.com/watch?v=8md51JnCNFQ)

Had a wbtb this morning, which felt different from the others. Sleep paralysis came and went, but the hallucinations were odd. It was like my body was a puppet, being moved around by an amateur puppeteer. This messed with my transition routine, because it led to me opening my eyes prematurely and seeing my body lying there motionless.

I tried again, this time I was a little bit more patient. when the puppeteer moved my body and raised my right hand( like I was in class or something), I focussed. I imagined walking from one end of my room to the other, paying attention to tactile sensations in particular. I felt my couch, or imagined what that felt like. Then I was on my bed again, I knew this was a false awakening. I reality checked, using the nose pinch and it worked. I was now lucid. I remembered my current goal, to ask my subconscious something and get a verbal response. I rubbed my hands and calmed down, being aware of everything but not focussing on one thing. this works best for me, suddenly things were vivid.

I did a little dance/jumped around. I looked to my right and my laptop was mounted to the wall, no keyboard just the screen. There was a desk, with an old desk-top computer and my phone on it (there's no desk or desk-top in my room). I didn't know what to ask, so I asked my subconscious to play a song. The screen on the desk-top switched to you-tube, there was only one song on the list "The instrumental, by Lupe fiasco". I didn't click on it, I wanted to see if it would play by itself. Suddenly my laptop shows a video of the guy from scrubs, playing with a guitar. I turn back to the desk-top and try to type in something into the search box, but the keys turn into a calender with pictures. I give up, and turn away from the desk-top...then out of nowhere through unseen speakers....

WHERE'S YOUR HEAD AT?,
AT,WHERE'S YOUR HEAD AT?.......starts playing. I drop to the floor with uncontrolled laughter while singing along. someone turns the volume down, and a video starts playing on the laptop. Its of two guys on motorcycles somewhere, but they seem to be looking at me. I look out my window, its a sunny day and I feel like driving. (yes plane-airman..wanted to drive instead of fly)

I look back at the laptop "can you give me a Bugatti Veyron?" I ask. One of the guys in the video answers " yes, I can.......but not right now". I start laughing again, that's cool. Something tells me the dream is about to end, as if on cue my dad and sister burst into my room making a lot of noise. I'm smiling "welcome to my dream", I say as the dream fades and I wake up.



Summary:

well, I guess the subconscious can talk to you. On to the next goal, to ask for him/it? to tell me each time I'm dreaming..'(hopefully he wont refuse)

Wbtb seems to be working for me every-time I set a genuine intention to try it, I have had 15 lucids and so far its : Dilds-4, Wbtb-11...once I increase my awareness hopefully I can become lucid almost each night not just each morning...like some people on here.

I'm walking up a hill on the first day of college (???) and I stop at a speed bump. I decide since I can't step over it, I'll walk around it. I end up at a college football game, but I can't find the entrance to get into the stands, so I'm just walking around the outside. I go into this little room with a big window in the back, and no one will let me get to it. I say "Can I just look out the window, please???" I get frustrated because no one will let me look out the window, so I'm like screw it, and I leave. I start walking down a hill and see my mom. She said she couldn't find me so she asked people at a reference desk, but not only did she not know what my last name was, but no one had ever heard of me. I woke up crying.

So I didn't get ANY sleep last night, I think it's because I took Lunesta the 2 nights prior to last night (rare for me to even take it in the first place), and last night I didn't take any. But I've really been itching to post these ever since I re-discovered DV...this summer, and actually a few nights ago, I had some pretty intense dreams, which (I felt) carried a LOT of symbolism.

Dreams are in bold.

WARNING: These dreams are controversial. Proceed at your own risk.

Oh, and also, these are mostly notes...I'm trying to recall the best I can. I wish I had journal'd these right after I had them, but, it is what it is. Anyways, here we go!

I was being nailed to a cross. The ground was dirt beneath me, and the day looked overcast, but bright. I had this sense of duty, even though I was suffering. I knew that this was something that I had to do. Now, my cross has been raised, and I am hanging there, staring at all the people below me. I thought to myself something along the lines of "I have to do this." It was very intense. I wish I could recall more of the details that I was seeing throughout the dream, but they are blurry. The biggest thing I remember is the sense of duty I had. It was very strong.

I had many more dreams like this throughout the summer, some very graphic, some had things in place of the cross. In one I remember being nailed to a snowman, with the man I was dating at the time, Daniel, nailed to the other side. I got down from the snowman very easily, but he could not. I tried to get to the other side to help him, but I couldn't. I saw the side of his body, but I don't ever recall seeing his face. I just knew that he needed help getting down, and I couldn't do it.

I even remember seeing and examining the holes in my hands in one of these dreams, and it was incredibly realistic.

Now, fast-forward to the past couple of months...

A very dear friend of mine told me a couple of months ago that he could see auras, and he told me he saw mine as purple, and that it's always been purple. He's always had a 6th sense for people, but he only recently has been able to actually figure out what was going on, after talking to an African medicine man.

I was intrigued, to say the least, so I decided to look up some information on auras and auric sight. I even started trying to "see" auras through tutorials I've read. Anyway, that's all fine and dandy. Now, onto the dream. I had this one a few nights ago.

I don't remember much of this dream, but this part really stood out. I was looking at my reflection in the bathroom mirror for my aura, and all the sudden, I saw my third eye. It took over my vision. It was against a black background, shrouded in shades of purple and blue. It looked like an actual eye, but different. It had the shape of an eye and the details, but it was all blue and purple. It also almost looked "ancient" and was very intricate. I did not see any white in the eye where white was supposed to go, nor did I see any brown (my actual eyes are brown). It's so hard to describe, but I knew I was seeing my third eye, the brow chakra. It was very vivid and mysteriously beautiful.

Very strange dreams, I'd say. I have a history of weird, vivid, even symbolic dreams, though none have ever been to this extent. I'm glad I finally wrote these down somewhere.

I'm really happy, because I've had a new lucid dream. This one rocked, although I didn't quite get to do all the things I wanted to.
My top dream goal is to reach an amazing place, built from my imagination. I know every place in a dream is built from my imagination, but I want to go somewhere of my choosing.

My parents and I were in an odd, slightly medieval looking house.
The house was on a bank of pebbles, in a very shallow lake. Around the lake was a big cliff, so we were in a sort of basin.

After some unmemorable things happened in the house (something to do with losing a rubber ball I think), I went into the lounge, which had a door to the outside.
I suddenly gained awareness that I was lucid. I don't remember doing a reality check, but I may have done one and forgotten.
My thoughts went something like this:
"Am I dreaming? It's so realistic, just like waking life. Amazing."
I walked around the lounge, touching objects and looking at them close up.

Then, I stepped outside onto the dry pebble bank.
"Now it's time for some fun! I'll try exercising my powers" I thought.
I'd read about people using the kamehameha attack from Dragon Ball, so I decided to use that for practice.
With a confident attitude, I drew back my cupped hands.
"KAMEHAMEHA!" I shouted. A blue beam of energy fired away from me, and fizzled out.

Hah. Then I had another idea - I remembered they used hand signs in Naruto, so I thought anything was worth a shot.
I tried to form some hand signs, but I couldn't do them correctly. I managed to pull it off, however, because I shouted the name of a made-up attack as I did the hand signs.
It was something like:
"Landslide cliff destruction!"
It worked. The cliff face shattered - huge slabs of rock broke away from the cliff, and collapsed into the lake. This is where things got a little bad.
The mass of the rocks falling into the water caused the water level to rise in an exaggerated way. I ran back inside and slammed the door. The water level was as high as my chest outside, but luckily the door was water-tight.

Somehow, I ended up back outside, standing on the edge of the cliff, looking down on the lake. The lake seemed to stretch out for miles, with no end in sight. I find this in a lot of my dreams.
To lower the water level, I used a ninja hand sign and said something about the moon, and dragons. The main point was for me to convince myself that I was using a real ninja power. The water exploded in certain locations, releasing bursts of steam. In no time, it was drained of most of its water.
I decided to put it back to normal, not empty, not full, but just right.
Using another power, I sent spouts of water into the lake. That topped it up just right, so it was shallow but not empty.
I went back inside.

"Where can I go that's highly populated, so that I can speak with people and maybe cause some havoc? Somewhere I've not been before..." I pondered.
Then I realised - New York!
I attempted a dream spin for the first time.
I started spinning round and round, and I thought "New York, New York, New York", picturing the busy city streets in my head. It was surprisingly hard to keep the image there, and I had to concentrate hard to keep thinking about my destination.
I stopped spinning, and the last thing I saw was the interior of a prison cell, before I woke up.

So much for New York!

★★☆☆☆

12/30/10

"Doctor, believe me I know. When someone locks themselves in their own mind like that, it's only a matter of time before it destroys them."

Squish. Scare Factor: 2.