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Wow... Five months. It really doesn't seem like it's been that long. But the worst of the issues have passed, and I finally feel free to resume this dream journal. Over the next few days (unless it takes less time than I expect) I will be filling in the most interesting dreams of those five months of inactivity.

I've reeaally missed everyone, it feels so good to be back! :')

So, decided to try the WILD method this afternoon, failed miserably, didn't even had sleep paralysis, but it was not fruitless. I fell asleep, and I dreamed.
The first thing I remember was going at Yodel's, a restaurant in the USA, with a friend of mine. Strangely, something happened before so that the restaurant was breeding some sort of giant cow, and inside, all the waitresses were using only panties and bikinis, plain white ones, but there you go. We - me and my friend - walked to the end of the line, and waited for everybody else to make their orders. When it was finally our turn, my friend, who does not speaks English, had some trouble ordering. Weirdly, he ended up ordering some crackers ( these, to be exact. ). Then we discovered the clerk girl spoke Portuguese, our mother language, but his order remained the same. I ordered a bottle of water, and a slice of peanut butter pie, but I never got to taste it, or at least I don't remember doing.
Everything next is fuzzy.
Then, I was on an Airport, waiting for something. It looked very ordinary, and kind of endless, but blue was the main color of it. The chairs were comfortable, and I left my backpack on top of another chair, which, at some moment, was being used by a girl, playing with anything that was inside the backpack. Her father, who looked very much alike Terry Crews, noticed his daughter's doing, and started to call her back, when suddenly, a giant car-thing appeared out of nowhere and was about to kill his daughter, along with my precious backpack. He stopped the car with his arms, and started shaking it, scaring the pilot, and then he proceeded to grab my almost-ruined backpack, take it to the middle of a group of people, and ask them who owned that bag. Someone sitting right in front of him said he was, so Terry Crews, or his twin brother, threw the backpack at him, muttering something, while the sitting man just smiled, and taunted him with something I did not quite understand. I walked, a bit angry, in his direction, and snatched my backpack out of his hands, and I was walking away when he started to taunt me as well, something about "Fixing it in his house" or something, I didn't really understood what he meant by that. Still doesn't.
That's it.

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I was in a massive cathedral, which seemed to be a school. Just to make the picture better, I wouldn't be surprised if I saw Herry Potter!! I was there with my friend... I had the feeling, though couldn't see them around. (there were a lot of feelings of the situation and the setting, although I couldn't really assume it from the images I saw, just a feeling). My friends and I were very good students. Nevertheless, there were some teachers who didn't want us to do particularly well, because they believed if we were too smart we would have caused troubles and rebelled against the system. Then I opened a large, heavy wooden door held together with metal nails and plates... I saw a large dark room with several lines of old fashioned wooden school desks. There were loads of dusty huge books everywhere. I jumped into the room and under one of the desks. There was almost complete darkness, only some rays of light got through the dirty cathedral windows. I feel this was somewhere at the top of the cathedral.. massive attic spaces or so. I could hear someone walking around.. looking for me. I don't know why and who it was.. probably one of the teachers. As the steps got close to me, I grabbed something in the dark and threw it on the person. I think it was a pointer or such object... some stick for sure.

Then I was sitting in a class room, and old lady walked into the room. She was a teacher. She called me outside that she wants to show me something, but I knew she was a nice one. I felt like I had been called out very often. We walked down the staircase, and the lady was talking to me all the time. I cannot remember what about though. Then I asked her what she wanted to show me? We walked down the spiral staircase, and then she stopped by a small gothic shape window. She pointed on the window with her thin, wrinkly finger. So I came closer, had to go on my toes so be able to see. I guess that it was at this point when I realized how high we were and how enormous this building must have been. I saw the inside of the cathedral. Massive space of the inside, lit by the colorful light as the sunlight went through the mosaic of the windows. I was amazed. I think I saw some people waling downstairs... But it was so far I could not be sure. I remember thinking, its not surprising that people get influenced by religion when it presents itself in such a way! Then the teacher showed me a sculpture of a monkey.... And told me something about football....And an idiom that I didn't really understand, but its meaning was "not to get lazy when the thing are going well". After this, we walked back, up the stairs. I have tried to tell her that there is a Czech idiom of the same meaning "neusinat na vavrinech", meaning "not to fall asleep on your trophy".. I tried to explain it with using words "not to fall asleep on bay leafs" (this is interesting, I used bay leafs for cooking the previous night). Then I walked out on some balcony. It was a beautiful sunny day, with azure blues sky. I could see coast and an ocean, I remember to be able to smell the fresh ocean air.

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I was in a coffee shop similar to Starbucks, or maybe it was. There were nice comfortable sofas everywhere and a long counter or a bar. I stood by the bar, resting my hands on it. I must have been thinking whether I was to stay by the bar, or I would sit down. Suddenly, I notice a Vietnamese man nest to me, sitting on a stool by the bar, resting his elbows on it. Then he pushes me away with his right elbow. I felt anger and fury rising in me. I looked at him with a cold look and asked: "Excuse me??" with my eyebrows raised up!
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(the following section was a mess of images)
I saw some guards or police arresting my neighbors in Czech. My parents got out somehow. One of the neighbors owns black horses. They are very skinny. Those neighbors were supposed to go to jail for 14 years each. They couldn't decide whether they go both together or one first and then the other.

Dream 2: Fragment
I traced the actual doll of Clawdeen Wolf for Monster High's page.
Dream 3: Anger at Nothing
Mana (My grandma) was yelling. I could hear her from my room. It was about her "blessing" or "Genisis Bible verse?" I had no idea what she was talking about. She had asked where it was. She recited the verse (which wasn't real) to see if anyone had it in the house. I had a bible in my hand, and other papers. The thing she was looking for (My Jesus portriat with the verse on the back) was in my bible as a bookmark. She entered my room. "Do you have any idea where it went?" She said angrily. I told her no, but then I gave it to her. "Why'd you hide it from me?" I was very angry, along with her. "YOU gave it to me!" She was very angry, over a tiny situation. She didn't ever tell me why she needed it, either.

My mother and I went over to Hunter's house. (Hunter is my brother). to open the remainder of our Christmas presents. Mom said "Now, Hunter has more presents than you, so don't be upset." So, we were over their house and I saw Barbara and Walter (my grandparents) did online shopping for Hunter, because of his odd wishlist. So, there were about 50 things on the computer, so I scrolled down, it said Page 1 out of 5. I was angry because I didn't get many presents. So, I clicked checkout on the computer, to spite them. Total was $1250 or something like that. The price was the only thing I could read correctly. So, I bought it twice and they didn't know. Later on, I went in my grandparent's room and opened their closet because I heard talking, a strange talking. When I opened it, I realized there was something odd in there. I opened it, once the talking got louder and I saw what looked like a talking skull thing. (I am terrified of them). I told Barbara and she told me it was just a compact mirror (blue) and to go back to opening gifts. So, after that, I went back in there to see some more stuff. Although it was darkened, I saw it. She came in again, and I explained to her again. She denied it, so I opened the closet even more myself. I went in there! I saw it crystal Clear. I screamed, ran out to the family room and told everyone. Mom didn't believe me. Tony (My step-dad) did. So, I showed them and Barbara was angry. "All RIGHT! IT'S TRUE! AND YOU BETTER LEAVE RIGHT NOW IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE ONE!" In my dream mind (irrational mind) I assumed she killed people and put them in there. To save my life, I ran out there as quickly as possible, Tony was outside, for some reason as I ran to him and told him to call the police. He picked up his phone and didn't call them once he saw Barb stand outside the front door. "GET OUT! I'LL SET THIS HOUSE ON FIRE IF YOU DON'T GET OUTTTTT!!!!!!" She looked different than the real Barb, but I didn't notice. She went inside, because Tony left an orange dish on her dresser, inside. So, she stepped back outside and gave it calmly back to Tony. Then, she warned us to leave and went back inside. We saw her walk from the windows, and she shut the blinds of each one. Soon, the house burned up in flames. *I recalled the reason I was so affraid is because I had asked Barb if you could hear them talking when you sleep, she said yes, and I pictured me trying to sleep in my brother's room with them taunting me.* So, me and Tony rushed to the car leaving. I was afraid at the loss of my dream journal that I had left on Barbara's dresser, to sit it down. THIS IS THE FIRST TIME MY REAL DREAM JOURNAL HAS BEEN IN ONE OF MY DREAMS. I was very, very upset. I said "Well, another version of it is online, right?" Sadly, no. Even in my dream I knew the truth. I had just lost my dream journal! So, Tony and I had ran off the the police station. They said there was nothing wrong with killing people and putting their skulls in your closet. They even told me that: "This is a dream, you can't get them arrested!" I didn't even listen or believe that it was a dream. Not that I remember after that, but there is no happy ending to the story.

Hours of sleep: 6h
Recall: 4/5
Vividness: 4/5

I'm standing on the bus station. The bus comes and I get in. I want to show my bus ticket, but I don't find it at its usual place in my wallet.
I'm sitting next to an DC. He reminds me of someone but can't recall his name. He starts speaking, but I hear music out of now where. I realize that I'm listening to my mp3 player. I take the ear plugs off, but then he stops speaking.
After a second or so, my bus stops and I get out. I'm in front of a basket hall I used to play. I get in, speak with a few guys. They ask me why I have back-ache. How the hell do they know? I thought that I mentioned it already
Me: I'm sitting through the day studying at university. And it makes me obvious sick!
I take my shoes of and take a new pair that I found in my backpack. I'm excited to play with the guys. I look around me, everything gets more bright and clear. I remind myself that I dream sometimes about basketball, although I don't play no more. So I just think:

Me: Next time you play basket, do a RC!

After this master-thought I play an amazing game and don't think about it anymore.

How stupid

I leap out of my physical body. I am grinning madly like my profile pic there.

I am Juargawn, the jaguar god. I am covered in white fur with living green spiral patterns moving on me.

I create a portal. I leap into the dream of a someone. They are sleeping in bed. I bite their head, and they scream. I rip off their head, and they scream more. I hold their head and tell them they are dreaming. They laugh and reform their body.

I wave, and jump into another dream.

I am a lion-man wearing a tux. Raven, Tigress, MoSh, Pablo, and Walms are in the audience. Selene is in the back of the theater near Asuka who is glaring at Walms. There are about 300 people in the audience.

I put on a song and dance like a big number in a 1940's musical.

They clap, and we throw roses at each other.

***

I am at a Tool concert. I am floating around. I see some wierd entity flying around... a flaming eyeball watching everything.

I am in a zoo, on the inside where the zookeepers go, at work.

I feel sorry for the monkeys, and I want to set them free.

***

I am pissing in a public restroom. Other men piss in the same urinal as I. Our streams cross. Gross.

***

ASTRAL DREAM
I am meditating on my back in Angel's room on the floor. She is on the bed. She sits up and screams:

OH MY GOD! IT'S RIGHT THERE! HOLY SHIT NATE THERE ARE SO MANY DARK ENTITIES RIGHT IN THIS ROOM!

I don't see shit.

but... I see these things with my third eye, like standing shadows of large men. My legs get lifted into the air.

I am not afraid. I am amazed. I want them to make me float in midair, and really freak Angel out.

I wake up.

I'm with someone I know. I have no clue whether it's one of my best friends or a cousin. We're standing outside my house near our Mazda Tribute (SUV) and mom calls us inside to get ready to leave. My best guess is that we're about to go take part in some sort of holiday activity. Suddenly the wind starts to blow right before we reach the steps, we join hands and spend a good minute or so trying to fight our way to the back door to no avail. I give up go for the next best thing, the SUV. It's right behind us now and so I try to fall back to the nearest car door without over shooting. I just barely latch on and crack the door open. My companion looks at me expectantly.

"If I open the door any wider, the wind will rip it off!" I yell through the loud sounds of the wind whistling by.

I do my best to swing her around and into the car and succeed after several attempts and jump in behind her, closing the door.

Shift:

The family and my companion ride in the car, my best guess is that we're on highway 183 going right through the city of Austin. The weather is dark and grave and ahead HIGH up in the sky we can see the whole of a severe storm approaching, it's very surreal.We all discuss the marvel with great curiosity and then my companion speaks up and informs us about a news report she had seen.

"It's at an incredibly altitude and lowering rapidly as it heads south east. They say it will reach it's lowest altitude and destructive force as it enters the city of [my home town]."

All I remember is feeling distressed and worried.

I had this dream that I was talking to my friend Anna. There had been a whole dream before this but I do not remember it, but we were discussing something that had to do with the previous events. I thought to myself, "this doesn't make sense, I'm dreaming!"
I tried really hard to not get emotional or excited, but I guess I failed because seconds later I saw the inside of my eyelids.

The only thing is, there is a chance that this wasn't a real dream but rather a drowsy morning... thing. I kept being waken up and so it was finally time to get up so I was trying to remember my dreams from before and I kind of fell asleep again... I'm just afraid that this wasn't really a lucid dream but instead me imagining myself having a lucid if that makes any sense.

Anyways, I'm happy. I've been trying to have a lucid for a year (I'm a slow poke) and I'm finally getting closer to a lucid dream that actually lasts. Plus I remembered 5 non-lucid dreams last night!

Another +1 for apple juice!

1st dream
In my dream, I was teaching my brother and sister how to lucid dream. We all sat on recliner chairs and I told them something about watching the hypnagogic images. Then a few seconds later we were all in a dream together. We were in a black room with separate tv screens on one wall. They showed birds-eye-views of beautiful places. Then I told my siblings that they could pick a place and go to it and then just look at the place. They asked "Is that all we can do in a lucid dream?" I answered that it was. Then we woke up and tried to explain to my dad about lucid dreams. He didn't believe they were real, and the more we talked about it the more mad he got. When I really woke up, I was mad at myself for not realizing I was dreaming the whole thing and becoming lucid.
2nd dream
In this dream I was in a department store. I had blond hair. I didn't know how much money I had but I kept putting clothes in my cart that I liked. Then I tried to check out, but I didn't have enough money. I went to put things back, and my dad came over and asked why I had gotten certain things. I felt self-concious and defensive. Also stressed when I found out I couldn't afford everything.

Beer Is Dangerous
I'm in a classroom of my college campus. In the middle of the room, there is a stage made of blue beer cases (Bud Light I think). And some guy is standing on it, making a speech. Behind the stage is a wall of beer cases. There are some guys behind the wall, pushing it until it tips over and heavy beer cases fall on the guy making the speech.

This makes me really upset more than concerned. I shout with disgust, "Ugh, call 911!". Then I mock the guys who caused the accident: "Uh hi, 911? Yeah, we have an emergency. A tower of heavy beer cans fell on a guy. Yeah. How did it happen? Oh, we pushed the cans. Yeah. On purpose."

The guy is unconscious but he has a pulse and he is breathing. The police and paramedics show up. I am still really angry. The paramedics load the guy into an ambulance. I am talking to the police, trying to get the other guys arrested. "It's assault, right? The wall of beer was a deadly weapon." The guys are all quiet and worried that they are going to jail for such a stupid prank.

01/03/2011

Day in the Life of Homer Simpson (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Now this one was just bizarre for me. I was in the world of The Simpsons (and I NEVER watch that show! EVER!), walking around with Homer himself. We end up at the doctor's for some reason or another, who knows. I immediately see the doctor Homer would want: His name was "Dr. Feelgood" and he basically put a ton of tasty food-type stuff in an IV bag for his patient to scarf down. Who of course, walked out of there feeling better. Homer and I got sent over to another doctor, whose name I can't remember. He took me aside though.

He probably did a couple things I don't remember, but what I remember was him taking my right hand, and wrapping some string around the base, as if for a tourniquet. He started talking about all sorts of things, mentioning hypnosis and such. He also said how he wasn't as fun, but his method of treatment worked BEST. Stuff like that. He was taking his sweet time wrapping my finger with string, and at some point I had a memory skip to when he was done. He said something like, "Well if that [the hypnosis] worked on you, then see, that's what I REALLY want to do!" (As opposed to being a doctor) Homer said something like, "Oh, that'd never work on me!" to which I replied, "Well I'm sorry to say, but it worked on me."

At this point he took my middle finger and jammed three shots into it, one after another. I did feel some pain from this, enough to make me jump, at least. The doctor said, "Oh quit it, you're done already!" And he sent us away. (Homer didn't end up seeing any doctor. Can't say I blame him after watching what happened to me.) At this point I seem to have a touch of awareness because I start wondering what effect the shots will have, considering "we have different worlds." At this point Homer decided to talk about how donuts were one of the periodic elements here, or some crap. I dunno. This is where the dream ended.

01/03/2011

G-Mod Idiot... Theatre? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

So in this dream, I was in some theatre with a bunch of other college-age kids. I don't remember if I knew any of them or not, though. What I remember is that we were watching some preview of the next episode of a silly Youtube video series. I'm not exactly sure which one, but I'll go with GMod Idiot Box. Only, this one was actually more of a game than a video. We had a Wii set up for it, but before it would run they had to insert 32(!) separate DVDs. The contents of them didn't matter except for one. One had to be a specific movie so they could "get the right color for _______'s panties." Bizarre and slightly perverted, I know. I don't get it either! Anyways, I don't remember much of the actual game/video. It wasn't quite as funny as the normal videos, but it was indeed an interactive game. Weird. All of the actual content is a blur, though. Who knows what it was about. (I don't remember any panties, though. ) And... that's all I remember, I guess.