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I was at a video rental store. I picked up a couple movies, one that my sis told me to get and the other that my boyfriend wanted to see. I walk to the counter and ask the lady if I can rent them and leave one there for someone to pick up and the lady was really rude, so I said forget it. I started to leave when I realized I left a bunch of change in the back, so I went back and started scooping up a bunch of pennies and quarters. I took them to the counter and asked if she could convert it to cash for me and she said no. Then she tried to hit me and I got really pissed and told her not to touch me. I went on to say that isn't how you should treat your customers and she just kept being rude.

In the same dream, not sure if it was before or after the previous one, but I was trying to keep my baby warm.

These dreams threw me off massively. My boyfriend left me sleeping in his apartment for the first time. He told me he'd lock the doors so I didn't have to worry about anything. So of course I went back to sleep seeming as it was 7 am.

The first dream it did not seem like a dream at all. I heard our bedroom door open, slowly like in one of those horror movies. However I could barely open my eyes, I had to literally force them open to watch the door slide open. Some where in my dreaming mind I couldn't help but wonder if we'd gotten a cat... My eyes went to the floor and nothing was there, then I realized that either way I cat wouldn't be able to open a closed door. The door just kept creeping open slowly till it hit the wall. I can't remember what I was thinking, just that my heart was pounding and I could hear it out loud.

Then I woke up, at least this time I really thought I was awake. The door to the bedroom was still closed, I got up easily thinking I'd go check the doors to make sure they were locked this time. I was walking up the stairs to the main door and I realized that it was still dark outside, but in my head I thought that my boyfriend left when the sun was starting to come up. Then I looked at the door and realized none of the locks were on. I walked up to it taking the ear plugs out of my ear, which in reality I would have done before getting out of bed, I opened the door and my boyfriends car was still there. I remember dropping my ear plug by the door and calling into the house for him. But he didn't answer. So I put my boots on, I was only in a tank top and some boy short panties, and went out to look in his car, but he wasn't there. So I went back inside and left the doors unlocked and got back in bed under the sheets crying.

THEN, I finally woke up to a text from him at 9 am telling me he'd locked the doors and he'd left a spare key for me by the bed. K, I realized after texting him that I had a horrible dream, that my ear plug was missing. I figured it was somewhere in my bed, so I got up to turn on the kettle, and went up to the door to make sure it really was locked like he'd told me it was, it wasn't and my ear plug was by the front door and my boots were wet from snow. So I opened the door and saw my foot prints barely covered by the fact that it was snowing leading to where the car so obviously wasn't. Yep, scary stuff.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I am exhausted. The two days of sleep deprivation I had at the begining of the week are taking their toll. My eyes are stinging. I had a fragment last night and I didn't have the strength to remember more than that.

22.15: Sleep

01.00: Fragment
*I'm at Math class and some girl is very friendly.

04.50: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! Kinda sucky, but I'm expecting to get a full lucid tomorrow night. I have telekinesis in mind and I'm already getting butterflies in my stomach. I am certain I will become lucid and it's going to me awesome.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

I am in a similar building but this time the walls and floor are a shiny smooth
tan color. I am dressed up for something ( white button down shirt and black
dress-pants, no tie ) I leave the building from an exit in the room and come to
a parking lot. It is midday and sunny and everything has that golden sunbathed
color. I go over to the lot across the street. I am sweating profusely so I take off
my shirt. For some reason unknown to me I threw it in the back of 90's looking
dark green car. I went into a building at the other end of the lot and found it to
be some sort of changing room. I put on a cooler shirt and splashed water on my
face from the sink. I then exited the building intending to go get my white shirt.
I find the car, it is still there but there is a person in it. He has the appearance of
a person I know in real life but this is not that person. I come to the window and
explain that I left my shirt in the back of his car and ask if I could please have it.
He says "sure". He reaches over but instead of pulling out a shirt, he pulls a out
an assault rifle and holds the barrel to my chest. I then notice the car is filled with
a myriad of different firearms that I swear were not there before. I tell him that
I don't want any trouble and he tells me to leave. I, naturally, complied. I go back
into the first building and I remember thinking what I'm going to do without a
formal shirt. After this thought, the dream ended.

I am in some building. I walk around going up and down the steps and
it appears to be some sort of school. the walls are "carpeted" as some places
have and the floor is shiny and hard, maybe a dark green or black. the wall
is a light blue/denim color. I go up the stairs and find myself in a room that
looks like its for concert band rehearsals. This room has a light pale-blue
carpet and the same walls as the hallway. My brother is there standing in the
center of the room. We start talking and it somehow comes to a solo I had in
'08. He says something about my friend PJ possibly being better suited for it
which is understandable as I had only been playing saxophone for a few months.
I argued the point but woke soon after.
I then fall back asleep attempting to go into the same dream ( DEILD )
but I fail to go lucid and go into 2011-01-12.2...

i rememberd this dream fragment all day
it was about me on a policebike(WTF?) and i saw someone on a derbi senda geared moped wich looked just like mine
and he made a wheelie and i was following him and he crashed down..
thats all i remember unfortunately

I am in a store in a shopping mall. The store is run by my best friend's dad.
There are many isles of pegs and merchandise. I am with my friend and we
are talking about something of which I do not recall. Eventually, it gets to
midnight and my friend's dad tells me to go home. Instead, I stay in the store
with my friend and his dad leaves. I fall asleep hanging with my friend and
wake up at about 8:00 in the morning. At 8:30 my friends dad comes back
to "Open up" even though the store was never locked. And, to avoid him
knowing I had been there the entire night, I had to hide being shelves and
slowly sneak past to get out of the store. I reach the end and round the corner
unnoticed. I am walking through the mall and I get a call from one of my
friends from college. We meet up in the mall and decide to get something to
eat from one of the shops. We get some of those glazed nuts and continue
walking. We sit down for a minute and start talking. The next thing I know,
we're still sitting but not in the mall anymore. We are on the side of road
where my best friend and I live. We get up and start walking in the direction
of my house but the dream ends a few seconds later.

Where do I start?
Lucid? Hmmm, it wasn't good. There was something you took to help you adventure and fly around the world. I took it. Mom tried to talk me into it so she could do drugs behind my back. I saw what others had to say about it. Scary witchy stuff. I took it, flew. I saw how late it was on the digital clock. I then watched a movie (apparently it turned real in the dream), about sharks and fish stuff. In the movie, evil was taking over the world. Side note: This movie I watched, because it was apparently a very, very popular one like Forest Gump, etc. Then, a guy with a skull-like mask came out. I knew I had the witchy powers to make me do anything, and this skull guy was evil with blood on him. So, I used my witchy power stuff so I used my powers to make everything good again. I flew over the sea. i went and Mom told me I was screaming and woke me up. FAKE! I woke up in the dream, not real life. I had way more than one sleep paralysis event though. I tried to wake up, once I knew I was dreaming, and I woke up and could not move. My heart made like a weird vibrating thing. I couldn't stop it, I put a bible under my pillow. BIG help! Also, in the dream there was a candle that I put a sticker on it. It ripped as I tore it off. It was Belle from Beauty and the Beast. Then, with my witchy powers I flew into the room (my grandma's) and looked for spells. o.O I then woke up. I told myself I'd know I was dreaming if I see the same stuff again. I fell asleep, again. I knew I was dreaming, but I also knew I was in a nightmare. So, I screamed really loudly as I saw this guy with black hair trying to help me with my powers. (How is that even scary??) I entered sleep paralysis again. Of course! I screamed really loud as I knew I was awake and saw myself fly over the sea once more. Mom woke me up, she heard me scream. I told her this. ^
Nightmare II
This was, pretty cool actually. Stephanie, Lulu, and I were in a machine thing at my step-dad's house. Next door is a preacher lady (crazy) named Kathy. She is nuts!! When we were in the robot machine, we saw people fly out of the house, and me and Stephanie laughed. Another one went flying off the top of the house and landed straight to the ground. They were dying, but we didn't care as we continued laughing. I got the window seat, and it was entertaining. "What are they doing, why?" I thought. "Wanna switch?" I questioned Stephanie as she said yes. She switches seats, looked and we switched back. Then, there was like an explosion, killing almost all of mankind. The world was nearly empty. I moved from the spot I already was b/c the explosion moved me, I was unharmed, though. I got up, remembering people I saw lived. I went by Tony's street. 50 Cent was there mowing the lawn. He said I was brave for going to that house. I went through a forest-like thing and saw a few people. Then, I went to explore Mrs. Kathy's house. I wanted to see what killed them. I found a phone and called 911, but it was so screwed up, when I dialed it, it said E 4. It was busted -___- I crawled up the cave in their house, that leaded to the parachute thing that shot people there. I saw skulls. They looked like toys. I picked one up and observed it. I looked for a made in China sign on it, but no luck. (I am TERRIFIED of skulls, and since they represented real ones I'm surprised I did not scream.) When I picked them up, much like this dream they were very, very vivid. Once I made it to the top, I saw where people were falling from. I was about to go through it, but I didn't feel like dying. Note: When I climbed near the cave on the ground, a news reporter in the backround from an unknown source said: "People have been tricking locals into coming in their house for a parachute ride. Many people killed, almost no human life left. If you know ANYONE still out there, you must find them NOW!" I was brave in this.
Side Note: I was wearing a purple Monster High shirt, and I found huge, plastic purple earrings on the floor in the witchy dream. They are purple skulls with bows on them. I put them on and Stephanie said they were cute. Also, I had a dream where I was in a yellow shirt, and a certian thing got bigger. Strange.

black background with purple wisps. i see two wings made of shattered mirror shards. i cannot see what is reflected in each shard bit each one shows something different. I can see clearly what only one shows. there is a grassy mountain side. the wingtips appear to be sharpened to a point. a point so sharp it is almost weapon like. on the highest point of the wings there appears to be a glass stone one like the flint on the Qurupeco's wings in monster hunter tri

Jan. 12-13*
I dreamed at was at work. We ha our corporate officials come in to inspect our store and grade us on our performance and how good our store looked. The lead person in charge was a lady that was a little bigger...which is odd because in waking life the person in charge is a slinder man. I messed up just a little in the begining of the dream and did something out of place. Later on though I began to gain favor with the people in harge as they checked out our store. I was a very nerve racking experience in my dream. I don't very well remember most of the dream just those highlighted parts. *

1/13/11

1- Failed Planning
I have gone to take the SAT, and for some strange reason Mitchell, my friend's ex-obsessionboyfriend, is with me. He is supposed to be taking the test, too, and my mother is going to pay the fee for him. However, his name does not seem to be on the list. "Can't you just print him off an answer document?" My mom asks the lady.

"Did you even sign up for this, or were you just planning to take it on a whim?" I ask Mitchell in annoyance.

"Sign up?"

I try to explain to my mother that he didn't sign up and that no, they CAN'T just print off an answer document because the College Board deals with that and they would need all of his information. She refuses to listen to me and keeps arguing. I glare at Mitchell, who still does not appear to know what's going on.

Later, he has somehow angered a mob of crazed tourists. I learn that there is some sort of zombie virus outbreak, and that he has tricked the tourists into giving them these tickets that are used to gain passage into a zombie free zone. I snatch the tickets away from him after I chase off the mob. "Why did you take all these in the first place?"

"I needed them for autographs!" Oh my god, what an idiot, I think in disgust.

"Autographs? What the hell are you talking about?" I notice that all of the tickets have the initials RL scrawled on the back of them.

((Also, it seemed like Samael was involved in the whole ordeal, but I can't remember how.))

2- Street Punks
I am riding the school bus, and for some reason my dad is sharing the seat with me and this other girl. She asks my dad why he's coming to school with me. I suddenly wonder the same. What in the world is he doing on the bus? Without learning the answer, we arrive at school and I wander down the hallway. What class am I supposed to go to...? Something is wrong with my memory. I end up at my AP United States History class. "Oh yeah, I have APUSH first period," I remind myself.

But where is all my stuff? Is it in my locker? I go to my locker and find that someone else's stuff is there. "Did we have a locker change again?" I ask a nearby student.

"Yeah, it's really annoying when they do that. Should have waited 'till the next semester."

I remember that my alternate locker number is on my schedule... which is in my locker. Great. ((BTW, there is no such thing as a locker change or an alternate locker number. Yet another false memory.))

I go to the office and find a bunch of band students playing jingle bells very unenthusiastically to a tall, official looking lady. They finish as I enter the room, and she claps happily. I hesitantly approach the lady. "Um, I don't know if you're the right person to ask for this... What is my new locker number?"

"You're number 18," she says cheerily, without even looking at a list. "I placed you myself. See, we try to position everyone based on their abilities."

"Okay... 18. Thanks." How does she know who I am? What abilities? I mull the question over and walk out the wrong door. I get it right on my second try. "Great," I say to myself, embarrassed, "I definitely have 'special' abilities, alright."

At that point I "wake up" in my car, pouring sweat. Ugh it's so hot in here... I look around and note that I'm in the student parking lot. Weird... I don't think we even have school today. Was I sleep driving? I'd better call my mom and let her know where....

My thoughts trail off as I RC and become lucid. All worries assuaged, I observe my surroundings. It is sunny, and though the parking lot is empty, there are people walking everywhere. I happily get out of the car and decide to go on a walk. No telling what might develop along the way.

It isn't long before I come upon a gang of boys who are playing with a yoyo. The youngest (who is about 10) accidentally slams it on the ground and breaks it. "Oh no," he moans. "If Carlos finds out about this, he'll kill all of us." I notice what is in my hand at the same time they do. One of those rubber yoyo's with the flashing lights inside of it. Well, then...

I break into a run, and they all jump on motorcycles and come after me. I'm fast, but they're faster. I make it to a bridge several miles from my house before they catch up with me. Well, I gave them a chance. They chose not to take it.

With an evil grin, I leap into the air just before the bikes would have run me over. They skid to a halt and glare up at me, unfazed by my unnatural performance. I am suddenly hurdling through the air directly at the largest gang member. My foot slams into his chest with enough force to knock him off the bridge to his death. NOW they look appropriately frightened. I make short work of the others. Now only the youngest is left. I do not intend to kill him at first, but then he holds one of his dead comrades in front of him as a shield. This angers me. "Stupid street punk!" I yell as I beat the life out of him.

3- Playing with Energy
I am listening in to the Elders' meeting without their knowledge.

"What? The youngest son of the Uria clan has run off?"

"He is a disgrace to his family."

"What of the eldest?"

"Her position in this matter is unknown. When asked about it, she merely said, 'These things happen.'"

I roll my eyes and place the headphones back on the table. Stupid old bags. Is it really so difficult to understand why my brother ran off?

My uncle walks in the room, and I look as innocent and meek as possible as he goes into his usual speech of upholding the family values, blah blah blah, and I'd better not end up like my "wretch of a brother."

At this point, I RC and become lucid, exiting the role of this Uria character.

I go to the back door and walk outside, thinking about the Queen (yet again) and wondering if I should try to contact her. I am still contemplating this when I look up and notice Sadie sitting nearby with two other cats. One of them seems to be massaging the other's shoulders. At first they look similar to cats I'd previously owned, but then they change slightly and I no longer recognize them.

The one who had been getting the massage runs over to me and bites my hand affectionately. I pet her and ask her what her name is. No answer. "Come on, you can tell me." She still doesn't answer. I look at her black and white companion. "Hey, cat. I know that's not your name, so speak and tell me what it is." No answer. "Sadie?" Sadie turns up her tail and ignores me. "Hmph. Fine, be that way." I ask the cat that I'm petting one more time what her name is, and I hear my stepdad's voice behind me say "Betty."

"Betty?"

"Yeah, that's her name."

He and my brother walk up and start horseplaying. I notice that whenever my brother goes to throw a punch, I can see his energy fly from his hand and hit Chris before the physical impact. "That's interesting," I say. Chris takes some of Steven's energy in his hand and forms it into a ball, then throws it at me. "Ow!" That really hurt. He throws another one, but this time I catch it and examine it closely. I let my own energy flow into it; the ball goes from being clear to swirling with black and purple energy. "Interesting," I say again. I throw the ball at Chris. At first it sticks to my hand and absorbs back into me, but I make a new ball of my own and throw it. I have terrible aim; it lands several feet away and creates a mini explosion.

I notice it's getting dark out, which is a good indication that the dream is getting unstable. I wake up before I can do anything about it.

4- Canoeing
I am watching from above as PJ and a few other people are canoeing in a beautiful wide river surrounded by an evergreen forest. The dream tells me that this is in Detroit, Michigan or maybe Delaware, I can't remember which. I know it started with a D.

In which I fail to stay lucid...

I'm cleaing out my closet and I come across a box of books. I open the first book I see and try to read a page. The words are all real words and they follow a basic sense of English grammar, but they don't make any sense. It said something very similar (maybe not exactly) to this:

The numerous trawling sofas affix zealots in the blind.

I leaned back, touched by the poetry of the words. How pretty "affix zealots in the blind" sounds! Then I started to wonder at the meaning and realized that I didn't actually understand the line. I looked at it again, but this time it said (again, close but not exactly):

Battered and flourescent utilities of ionic compounds lull banners.

I thought that maybe they were talking about the properties of ionic compounds and the banners of zealots. It didn't seem as pretty this time, and I was aware that the words had changed. Some of the phrases kept repeating over and over again in my mind, especially the "affix zealots in the blind" part and the "utilities of ionic compounds" part. I kept hearing them, loud, and finally realized that it wasn't my poor reading skills- these words simply did not make sense.

I realized I was dreaming. I got very excited and stood up to do a reality check. Instead of pinching my nose or rubbing my hands (which is really what I'm supposed to do), I walked over to my window and opened the blinds. I could see my bird feeders and bird bath, but the image was frozen. All the birds were still frolicking and eating, but they were frozen as if in a picture. There was a hawk frozen in mid-flight.

I'm dreaming! I thought excitedly. Then I woke up.

NOTES

Meet on the Moon. Tigress, MoSh, Raven.

We go into my room in the astral. There is an astral demon that attacks Tigress. She absorbs it, and says she's going to keep it in her inner world.

We see Selene.

Selene says it was she who I saw in waking life, just the corner of her robe flitting as I woke up the night before. She attacked the demon.

I am in a drugstore.

A scantily clad woman with too much make up walks past promoting some alcoholic drink. A bunch of men ogle her. I roll my eyes and ignore her. Some other women come in with her.

One is annoyed that they are not getting attention from me. She throws a scarf or on me.

"Get that shit off me," I jokingly snap.

Two women come to me, and touch me, trying to sell me their drink. "I really don't give a shit about your drink."

They playfully kiss me, and I chuckle to myself.

Dreamed I was on a boat (That I didn't start singing I'm on a boat probably shuold have been a major tipoff that I was dreaming.) Anyway, this boat had a cannon. I explained to my little brother (probably incorrectly) that if a ships cannon was off center, it could tear the whole boat apart. It then began snowing. I pulled an umbrella out of somewhere, and used it to shield myself from the wind, sort of kneeling down as I did so. My little brother asserted that I should run into the wind to avoid getting snowed on, but I defended that no, this was the best way to stay dry. Then, I heard my phone make the noise it makes to notify me that I have an email, and I searched both my pockets for it. They were empty, and that's when I woke up, and realized my phone was about two feet from me, on it's charger.

I'm not disappointed I didn't achieve lucidity. I've done it once or twice before, but I'm out of practice, and besides, when I did it before, I never really remembered, because I wasn't really keeping a Dream Journal of any sort at the time.

Does an RC using his clock. Yep, this is real.