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k gotta get back to journaling everyday.

Saim

Very vivid part of being at a pub with Sam. Everyone was dressed in western style clothes but she was in her normal clothes and looked a bit out of place. I had my arm around her... I remember some other Arab looking guy was staring at us... He looked really shocked and upset about seeing me with her like that. He was around 25-30 and had short hair with a boyish face.

I went to the bar and was ordering a drink... maybe a shot of tequila... not Sure. Didn't have the money to pay for it... bUt I saw Reg sitting at a table and he offered me $50 or something... He just handed it to me. That's all I remember.

Driving

I was driving a car where the inside looked like a wooden house LOL. the house window was the windshield and the fireplace was the steering wheel.

Asuka.

vague sex dream :p

Asuka again

Brief memory of being at a kitchen sink while pouring a glass of water. I went to drink it and said "Chotto," or something... meaning "hold on a minute," maybe we were discussing something heavy... don't know.

Plans: For tonight, my main focus is to continue remembering things, so I don't get stuck in another dry spell. I also still have a goal to meet with Dakotahnok at the beginning of the Halo task to have a confirmed shared dream. I also would like to get started on the Tasks of the Year from DV, the one I want to get over with first is a task taken from the Jaws movie, but the task is to kill the shark… which I don't want to do. I have plans on getting around it, but I figure I want to take care of it as soon as possible.

I am on a boat out in the ocean, I look around to see where I am, but I don't recognize any of it. I am lucid, though I don't remember how I became lucid. I look at the ocean around the boat and think this is most likely the place where I am supposed to complete the task of the year from DV that has to do with the Jaws movie. Ok, well this is definitely doable, so I'll get it out of the way. I look around the boat for a bit, and it is clearly a fishing type boat, there are three men out on the deck, I see there is a lot of beer being passed around, and it looks more like they're out here to party than fish or hunt sharks. I am thinking if one of those two were to fire a harpoon gun they would be more apt to skewer each other than any shark in the water. I am standing there watching them when one of them turns towards me and sees me. He stands there staring as if I was some kind of alien, or maybe a mermaid who had climbed out of the ocean and onto the boat… He finally comes over to me, holding his beer out in front of him, but he isn't handing it to me…

"Who the FUCK are you?" he says loudly, "Hey, guys! We gots ourselves a stowaway…" He is slurring his words, he is clearly more than a bit drunk.

"Maybe she can be put to good use here," another of the men says, "As shark bait!" The two men, the drunk one and the one who suggested I could be shark bait, come towards me, attempting to look menacing. Epic fail. The drunk one looks more like he might throw up than attack. The third one is over near the edge of the boat and he calls out that they have something, too big for a fish, it's definitely a shark… I think he sounds like a retard saying sharks aren't actually fish… He calls to the other two to come help anchor the line so it won't get away! Get the harpoon so they can kill it and claim the reward. I ask them if they're really just killing a shark for money? The one man who seems to be the least drunk says no, of course not… I shouldn't forget about the excitement of the hunt… and the fame… the drunk one throws his beer up in the air and adds that he does it for the women. I tell them to let the shark go, it's not the one attacking swimmers at the beach. If it was that one, half their boat would now be missing. The one anchoring the line down says I am probably right about that, he has heard descriptions of that shark, descriptions that say it is nearly the size of a whale. Everyone agrees that this is not the shark everyone is after, but maybe there is still a reward. One of them says if I help bring the shark in, I can share in the fame. Not in the reward, but in the fame, sure. Two are anchoring the line, the third is aiming a harpoon gun at the ocean, I agree that I will help.

I don't like these people killing for thrills, fortune, and fame, that is not a good enough reason to kill. I go over towards the three, like I am going to help anchor the line, but then I form Witchblade into a dagger and knife the guy with the harpoon gun, then lift him up a bit and shove him overboard into the water before he can react. The drunk one seems to sober up really fast, he asks what the fuck I'm doing, I'd said I would help… I say I didn't say who I would help, and I choose the shark. The guy in the water is calling for help, he says the blood will attract sharks. One of the men is trying to hold on to me, holding my arms behind my back, while the other goes to pull his friend from the water. So I stab the man holding me in the leg and flip him overboard into the water, then stab the last man in the shoulder and go to shove him overboard. He grabs me as he falls, and we both fall into the water. The man I fell overboard with laughs at me, saying I have killed myself, too, as the sharks will kill me when they come I dive under the water, following the thick line down to a tiger shark that is swimming around in circles, trying to get loose, but only tangling himself up more than ever.

I use my Witchblade blade to cut through the line, which is thicker than any fishing line I have ever seen before, and the shark is free. I telepathically tell the shark I need to get the hook out, it is a large hook, which is hooked in the shark's mouth… probably placed there when it tried to eat a fish with the hook inside it. I go over to the shark and pull the hook out, then heal the injury. The tiger shark responds to the blood in the water from the bleeding shark hunters and heads for them. I also see some more sharks attracted to the scene. I surface to see the three men climbing back into the boat, one of them is safely aboard and pulling a second in when the sharks arrive. The sharks grab the man who is dangling over the edge of the boat, tearing him in half… the second man disappears under the water… then a massive shark practically bites the boat in half, and that is the last to be seen of the three shark hunters.

Another boat arrives, and I realize it is the Orca, the ship from the movie Jaws, a man pulls me onto the ship, and there is a woman looking out over the water at the huge shark that bit the smaller boat in half. I search my mind for the identities of the people… one is Quint, a shark hunter, the man who pulled me out is Brody, the main character, so the woman is Hooper, the marine biologist? I was trying to think if that was a woman in the movie, but I figure it doesn't matter. Small detail. I am thinking of how to arrange Quint's death when I remember the task is to actually kill the shark, damn, I almost forgot that detail… so I go to one of the large harpoon guns and shoot the shark, right through the brain for a painless death… ok… task done… I jump in the water, though it's clear that the others think I fell, and I swim over to the shark. I remove the harpoon, then I summon up a healing item in the form of a mushroom that I have designed for use in my own video games, the mushroom heals and restores life to the recently deceased. I put the mushroom in the shark's mouth where it is instantly absorbed, the shark is revived and healed. Yay! I use the harpoon rope to pull myself back onto the boat, this time both Brody and Hooper help me up. I slice the rope a bit as I get on, weakening it. Quint sees the shark is still moving down there, so he reels the harpoon back in for another shot. He fires, and gets the shark only through its dorsal fin… the shark pulls at the harpoon cable. Quint says to pull the rope in a specific way so the harpoon gets set in place. I arrange so that he is in front, then the weak spot in the line, then Brody and Hooper. The line snapes, Quint gets pulled into the water and swallowed whole by the angry shark.

I do a quick scan of Brody and Hooper… Hooper has been against killing the shark from the beginning, but no one would listen to her idea of using some kind of sonic waves to deter sharks from entering areas populated by people. Brody had been going along with killing the shark, but it looked like there was still hope he could learn… maybe Hooper would teach him? The shark is tearing the boat in half, I tell the two of them to take hold of my hands, then I use TK to fly all three of us towards the shore, which shocks both of them. The big shark is following us after I telepathically tell the shark I know where there's food, so I lead him on to a boat that looks to have about seven shark hunters aboard. He bites that boat in half and feeds on the people aboard, Brody and Hooper both think that is horrible, but they don't know I had anything to do with it. I take them to shore and set them on the beach. I see other shark hunter boats out in the water getting attacked by the shark, excellent. Hooper says that's the consequence of people having no respect for the forces of nature, none of those people would have to die if they hadn't tried to kill the big shark in the first place. Brody asks why I can't go out there and help some of them… I say why should I help them, so they can do more thrill killing later? Brody stares at me as if I am completely mad, he says those are human beings out there, I ask what his point is. He seems to be without response to that, or maybe he just doesn't have a chance to respond before I wake up.

I think it may be important to know if you're about read the following description of my dream that I'm an adult woman and don't have any children. In my dream I knew a little girl (maybe 5 or 6) who could heal people with her energy. I was standing in what seemed like a courtyard outside of her school, waiting to pick her up, and I was thrilled that I would get to see her; my mother was there, sitting on a bench nearby, and I was telling her I was so excited for her to meet this little girl. Soon kids came spilling out of the doors, and finally she walked out behind the other kids, and I picked her up and was swinging her around in the air. I remember she was wearing a hoody that was almost obscuring her face. While I was swinging her, she seemed to shrink in size, until she was doll sized, and she looked sad. I sensed that she had tried to heal somebody and failed. I stopped and said, "What's the matter, honey? Why do you look so sad?" and she said, "I just can't do anything right anymore." With that, she was letting go of her own life energy, and she slumped in my hands, dead. I was so overcome with fear and despair I tried to cry for help with all of my might, but all that would come out was a wheezy gasp. I looked at my mother, and she was asleep. I kept trying to yell and finally I did - really - and woke myself up yelling (scared my poor dog half to death!) and with a crushing feeling of loss. I have my own ideas about the meaning, but would welcome some different ones for consideration.

January 15, '11,
I had a false lucid dream.
I was in a neighborhood, lying in a hammock. There may have been a cat lying with me. I was thinking of my childhood until I fell asleep. I felt vibrations in my body and somehow focused on a point in front of my face, and I exited my body (my dream body).
I don't remember what happened next, but then I had a false awakening in which I started writing down the dream I just had. (should have done a reality check after waking). I wrote that I had thought I was Homer Simpson.

Then, in a later dream, I was in school, looking at an online comic. Parts of the comic moved and I thought it seemed very dream like. But I didn't pick up on the hint to become lucid.

Me and 3 family members are sitting at my dining room table. We are dealing put cards. One member is trying to teach another member how to play the game. I am trying to help. Unfortunately we gave the rules for playing with 5 people rather than four but we sart anyway, and mess up the whole game. It takes us a whole round to realize our mistake.

Awake, Non-lucid, Lucid, Dream within a dream, [Commentary made while awake]

[This is a catch-up post. These dreams are from December 24-27, 2010.]

Night of December 23-24

I'm playing Neopets, and I somehow obtain an item that makes a particular level of a particular Flash game easier.

I'm with P. in a hotel/bookstore. It's 12:30 A.M., according to an analog clock. [That's what my handwritten notes say, anyway.]

I'm at my high school, once again visiting the second row of portables located a little distance to the west of the main campus. [These portables don't exist in real life, but did appear in a previous dream, namely, the last dream in this DJ entry.] I'm walking around with no shoes on. As I climb up the steps into one of those distant portables, I wonder whether I'm going to get in trouble for that.

Night of December 24-25

[I only have a very vague memory of this dream, especially now that I'm reconstructing it from handwritten notes this long after the fact (1/15/11). I've reconstructed it from my handwritten notes as best I can.]

I'm at dream!Disneyland, watching a video in a theater. I also have a lucid dream within a normal one. When I first realize that I'm dreaming, I try to fly, but I can't. There are three DCs there, one of whom introduces himself to me and to the other two, and says something about how he isn't sure if we've met in reality or not. [Hmmmm... very interesting.] I actually tell the three of them that I'm dreaming. I get a second shot at completing a mission, and this time, I succeed. The mission involves saving the son of some teacher from someone. To complete it, I have to go into a room full of computer workstations and press a red, rectangular button that I find on someone's workstation. I couldn't find it the first time. At the end, when everything around me is blowing up [I think], I'm lying face down, going, “Please be a dream... please be a dream...” because I'm convinced that it's reality.

I wake up out of my lucid, back into the regular, non-lucid dream I'd been having before.

Night of December 26-27

I'm riding along on my bicycle. A mechanical arm attached to an overhead conveyor belt grabs my bike and pulls it into this big, elaborate, two-story construct that's a combination of a maze, a play structure, and an amusement-park ride, with me still on the bike. I think, I thought things like this only existed in dreams! I didn't think anyone had actually built one as a ride! [LOL, more dream sign fail...] I'm excited to be going into it, though, because I know it's an amusement-park ride/activity and it'll be fun. The conveyor belt goes up at an angle, taking me up to the second floor. When I get there, I get off my bike and go inside a room. Other people are there, including some real-life friends [I think; I don't really remember who now]. We're all role-playing that we're scientists in a laboratory [I think], because that's part of the ride.

The next thing I remember is realizing that being put in [artificial] danger is also part of the ride. I run toward the double doors through which I came into the room and open them by punching them. They swing outward, and I see that I've opened them just in the nick of time – just after the doors open, I see a locking bolt on one of the doors shoot out automatically. If I hadn't opened the doors when I did, we would have been locked inside.

[I don't remember the transition to the next scene.] I'm in a large bike repair shop. My red bike [the one I have in real life right now] has been taken here, and I want it back. The female DC who runs the bike repair shop gives it back to me, along with a brand-new pair of long black-and-gray bicycle shorts, which are lying in a particular spot on the floor, waiting for me.

[Fragment] Something about a [different] female DC who is infected with some kind of microbes that, when active, cause her body to become excessively warm.

Lucid,non lucid,comments

I attempted a wbtb but lost awareness along the way. I was in some kind of bus, driving through the country side and it was very relaxing. I wondered why it was night time because I recalled waking up but dismissed the thought. Then I felt like sleeping so I fell asleep on the bus. Then I was watching a video depicting a demon or the devil himself coming down and mating with a human woman..wtf.then I fell asleep again ( so I was now in a dream, within a dream, within a dream, only I didn't know). Then I woke up from that dream and was now in my bed but something felt off. There was someone sitting beside my bed, it seemed like they were waiting for me to wake up. I lift my eyes and an exact carbon copy of myself is sitting right beside me smiling. I get too excited and have to calm myself down..relax..relax. why is He holding my hand?, I think to myself. He smiles again like he understood what I just thought.

Me: who are you?.
Me2:....
Me: Ok listen..I want an extremely long and epic lucid dream, can you help me with that?.

He does the same mannerisms I do when I'm thinking things over(It unnerved me a little bit). I reach up and feel his face,it felt exactly like mine. Then he smiles again and starts levitating. I remembered that I hadn't stabilised the dream because it was starting to fade. so I leap out of bed and start rubbing my hands together. The other me then rotates in the air and telepathically informs me that he's accepted my request. I can feel the energy and start levitating as-well...but before anything happens I wake up. I look at the time on my phone; 10:30 am damn it..wait what...I wake up again, oh man I missed a false awakening, I grab my phone; 6:30 am huh?. I wake up again

I was hanging out in the forest with the old Bill Bixby's David Banner. We'd spent a lot of time hiking together since becoming friends. We joined Tyler Durden's Fight Club together, me because I LOVE to fight, and him because after Fight Club he didn't get angry as easily. We had much clean fun in the woods, then this very effeminate dude I knew as a child showed up with an axe and the dream turned into one of those freaky chase dreams. Banner didn't even shift to fight back, since he didn't get angry anymore. Dammit, and I would have liked the Hulk, too.

I was walking in a snowy park with a plethora of people I knew, consisting mostly of friends from the school musical and marching band, as well as the musical director. It was fairly dark out, but they sky was starless, covered up by clouds, and a soft brown color. We were all carrying candles as we walked. I was toward the front of the group, near the director. A few people were pulling sleds.

As the dream progressed, it turned to daylight, but again remained cloudy. I also recall wearing cross country skis at this point in the dream, but I don't believe we were wearing those previously. We passed a couple, a man and a woman. It was soon after that when I fell.

The path sloped steeply to the sides, and when I fell, I began tumbling along the steep hillside. There were bare, snow covered trees all along the cliff, and at the bottom was a small stream. I eventually caught myself on a tree trunk, but I was hidden behind a snow bank, so I couldn't be seen from the path up above.

I then heard the people I was just with coming down the hillside. For some reason it never crossed my mind that they could be looking for me, but I somehow knew they were running from something. I was terrified of being trampled, because I couldn't be seen from behind the snow bank. I then heard someone say that they were being chased by wild dogs. I woke up.

Dream Journal Jan 15 2011

Dream 1 (Lucid)

I was in Sewickley down by Edgeworth Elementary School. I saw someone in the street and it turned out to be the YouTube vlogger fiorentine. In his house there was an immense bookshelf. Some other people our age were there. I said something about people at our school having a conjoined twin fetish and looked at some books on the shelf on this subject. Then my memory skips and I found myself at home, apparently after school. I wanted to go down to Sewickley but my dad said something about it being too far to walk. I realized that I was wearing something like a tweed suit. I could swear that just a minute ago I has been wearing my Red White and Blue hoodie. I asked my dad about it but he didn't seem to answer. I could'nt remember putting the suit on and I realized I must be dreaming and became lucid The dream started to tip and blur, and I RCed with a finger check as I fought to maintain the dream. As usual, my left hand had an extra small finger at the end. I found myself suddenly in what seemed to be the streets of sewickley mixed with those of a big city. The dream was kind of fuzzy, so I went down the street shouting, "More Detail!" and "Increase Brightness!". I couldn't help but notice how real everything was. I did some more stabilization with my hands and suddenly two of my fingers turned green! After that I decided I would go down to Julian's house, but the dream quickly faded. After some struggles, I opened my real eyes.

Note: This wasn't my first lucid, but it's the first one where I was able to stay in the dream for more than a few seconds!

The scene starts with lights upon a guitar. As soon as there is a solid awareness of the guitar it instantaneously shatters into pieces. The guitar strings elongate and distort to become the legs of a real woman dancing on Broadway.

A marionette puppet walks by on its own accord.

The Broadway gal sticks her long lizard-tongue out at me as she slowly but surely turns full reptilian. The puppet walks on alone, somberly through dark corridors. A large butcher knife comes down from the ceiling and cuts the puppet in half. The puppet reattaches itself and stands up to escape, but the butcher knife comes back down and dices the puppet into neat little squares, and then minces it into bits.

The bits of marionette puppet instantly ignite afire, engulfing the world’s oceans. I see the world, with all it’s oceans on fire. Dolphins, ablaze, jump into the air and hang for a moment before sinking under waves of flame. The clouds, too, were on fire and angels fell from the sky.



I stand alone and scream in agony before graphically tearing myself in two to the bone. My skeleton catches fire. With the entire world ablaze, it looks like a fireball. It incinerated into a tiny burning ember in the center of a baby’s eye. I pan out to see the baby in full view as the butcher knife reappears dicing the baby to bits. The puppet somberly reenters with a broom and dustpan, to sweep the bits of baby up and dump it into the garbage.

I just had a lucid dream while napping!!! My first WILD!!! After the SP vibrations had gone away, I decided to try and move my foot a bit. I could, so then I got off the couch I was sitting on. I did an RC and I realized I was dreaming! I told my mom and she said, "that's great!" the dream started to fade so I spun and it stayed. I went to my room which looked totally different. I tried to imagine I was in a different place and spun around with my eyes closed. It didn't work. I think I should not have closed my eyes. Then in the real world my sister bumped the couch I was sitting in and I woke up. I guess that's what I get for sleeping in my living room.

14.01.2011

Narvesande (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Preparation:
I watched too much 'Gandhi' before bed and didn't go to bed till 1.00. But that appears to have helped with my recall.
Fell asleep quickly.

I am heading toward this town and from my perspective I am walking down hill on a stone road and see a few buildings in front of me which look sort of gray and English. I enter the building that's straight ahead and to the side of it there is a red carpet and the umbrella thingy that pokes out of the building which is red also which tell me that this is the place I'm suppose to find. It is small inside and the furniture and walls are wooden. I now see my cousin Ola-2. He gives me a transparent purple ruler and says that it is so that people will have something to remember him by. He also tells me that he has these really useful condensed exam notes that I could look at.
I now see the shadow of a person through the door that I came through which has a translucent glass panel. A Thai lady (wears jeans) who is about as tall as the person sees the shadow and recognizes it as my brother, Tait-1. He is famous and the lady calls out his name and rushes toward him.
I am about to leave and Tait asks if I need a ride. I say, I'll just walk.
I am talking to Mackenzie-4. I show him a piece of paper with Czech sentences on it. They are copies of the same sentence and start with the word 'Janis.' I also see the word 'Narvesande Land' and that's meant to be the name of the town that these sentences came from.
Mackenzie cannot read it and he says, " the conversation usually ends with me saying that I never had formal Czech language education."

15.01.2011

Strange town (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

i had come to a strange town in a bus with people I know from RL. The bus was the one I use to go to the University. I was a girl I know in real life. In the town there was a forbidden building where I entered and had to leave for some reason. In the town everyone could go around in their underwear if they wanted [long memory blank] Some guy asked me if I knew who he was and told me to go to the forbidden place to find out what was in there. Once in the building I had to go get dressed (I was also in my underwear) and to the bathroom. So I exited the building from a low window and went around it to the parking lot.

Notes: I think I had another dream today and recorded it in a false awakening.

Lucid,Non lucid, Comments


Ok I'm not sure whether I accomplished my goal of meeting my dream guide or A dream-guide coz I got confused in the end. Anyway I was in an open field with my mom and some other guy that I cant quite remember, then suddenly my mom asks me if I wouldnt mind doing some chores for her like cooking?,dishes, and carrying some chairs?. I didnt really want to help because I had somewhere else to go, but it was my mom so I was always going to help, I glanced back and the other guy was laughing at me. Fast forward a bit and apparently I've finished all the tasks and were walking along a wooden bridge. My mom is telling me something about life, she specificaly says please remember this and makes me repeat everything she says 3 times (but I still forgot coz I wasnt lucid) It was something about being honest and real and genuine or something. Then she says you can summon your dream guide anytime you want, this made me lucid. "but I've tried that before and nothing happened" try this time she says. I sigh "ok, when I turn around my dream guide will be behind me". I turn around and there's a six year old version of myself smiling.

Mom: "see I told you"
Me: " but...."
Mom: " you can do this anytime you need him"
Me: " er..hey there little man, are you my dream guide?"
Me2: " NO....(blank stare)
Me: " are you sure"
Me2: " yes"
Me: ........

The six year old me then turns around and starts running (very surreal.... I can tell you). He wants to beat up the other guy(who had morphed into a six year old aswell), but he trips and falls. I was thinking how can a six year old help me?. Then he jumps up starts laughing and the two boys run around doing kid stuff.

Summary:

This is not the first time I have seen myself lol, its becoming quite frequent I will post my most frequent lucid soon but I'm disappointed that I don't have a six year old to fight monsters with ,I'm sure they wouldn't have seen that one coming