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I am at the bottom garden in CZ. I think I am there with Marek's friend Tomas. Then we appear in a forest. It looks like close to the sky slope in Zasada. There is a big rock and we are looking at it with interest. We are looking for a spring. Tomas has a hammer and a chisel. There is a black random line on the rock and Tomas starts hitting it with the chisel and hammer. The rock cracks and water starts squirting from it. I also start hitting a stone and a large piece of rock falls off. Suddenly, loads of water starts pouring out.
I am back at the garden. Its getting dark and I am getting ready to go to sleep. There is a bed, for the times when someone sleeps outside. I jump into my sleeping beg. There is a brown straight piece of wood. Tomas asks me to pass it to him. But I didn't do it. I didn't want to.

It might be worth noting that I know that the following dream occurred after a false awakening. Only thing is that I'm not sure what the dream I woke up from was...

Laughing on the Couch
I'm in my living room, sitting on the couch with my girlfriend. We were talking and laughing about something. I remember that my mother was a room away in the kitchen. Not a big deal. Anyway, we would sometimes sort of hide our faces behind some pillows when we'd say something. I have no idea what we were talking about, but I remember the letter "B" for some reason. My mom soon entered the room and said something like, "Okay, this is great and all..." and she said something about my one younger brother. Then she directed me and my girlfriend upstairs to my bedroom.

So that's what we did. We entered my incredibly cramped bedroom and closed the door. Now, it's worth noting that we weren't planning on doing anything, we just wanted to continue our conversation. Anyway, I share a room with my brother and I could see him sleeping in his bed at this time underneath his covers. I found this odd because I think the reason we had to go upstairs was so that this same brother could study for a test or something.

My dad woke me up from this dream so nothing really happened beyond that.

Jan. 19-20
The first dream of the night had day residue in it from the day before. (day before i was riding with my buddy in his new nissan titan...thinking about how nice it would be to have one) I was at my old church in Mississippi...it was a really gloomy day an there was mist in the air. I had a black truck that was larger than a normal truck. It had bright red taillights and had chrome in a few places but wasn't extremely flashy...I remember getting in to drive it and going down the road to get a championship football ring from someones home...the landscape was so different from my actual home town (false rememberance) but to me looked completely normal...I was on my way to this house when I woke up.*
2nd dream I only remember a fragment. I was looking thru a drawer and found multiple hackysacks that look just like my favorite one...I picked up one that was in the drawer and felt it...it was a very ruff feeling jacket sak...I could feel ever texture...it was full of beads where it hadn't been bleed...it was heavy...I kept examining it and that's all I can remember

The dream starts off with me standing at the edge of a river. On the other side there is a fight going on between a team of strong looking men riding big cats (lead by someone who looks like Heman) fighting some other dudes on horses and chariots. I cannot see any of their faces because they are wearing animal masks, but there is a man with long black riding a Siberian tiger that I keep looking at. For some reason he seems familiar to me.

Suddenly I am in a stone built circular city that is an island of itself and in the middle of a turmoltuous sea. There are many waterways on the lowest level of the city to allow water to flow through, but occassionally there are mini tsunamis that rush through the tunnels and often flood the lowest level of the city, which sometimes even sweeps people not quick enough to move away. There are only two to four levels of the city, depending on what area you are in. The center and the east areas of the city are wealthy and technologically advanced while the west and south edges of the city are downtrodden and poor. The north edge of the city is a huge wall and many breakers to protect the city from the turbulent water and to lessen the inpact of the many tsunamis that hit.

I am at the northern edge of the central part of the city (the "downtown" if you will) looking up at this glass box cars that move along rails in the air, like elevators that move horizonally instead of vertically. I am wandering around looking into shop windows because I am too poor to buy much and I meet a man with long black hair outside of a small museum. He is handsome and really nice and I do know it in the dream but he is the young man I saw the other day riding the tiger. There is an instant connection between us and we spend all day wandering the streets and talking and he asks me out to which I respond positively.

We go on a few dates and I learn that the is the son of a wealthy bookseller in the eastern part of town but I am too embarassed about where I live and always arrange to meet him downtown so he doesn't know I am poor. We develop a quircky way of expressing our feelings but saying "I have a confession to make..." and then revealing something deep and personal. I am able to tell him everything I feel except that I am poor and live in the western edge of the city.

I am totally crazy in love with him and even travel to his father's bookstore in the east (where he works) to visit him one day. When I first enter the bookstore the entrance hall is stacked with old war books and the such and I see one book cover that says "Sexual Trauma for Police Regarding..." I cannot see the last work but I think it is "Women." There is an old man milling about just outside the store. He looks like a scruffy Gordon Pincette and he eyes me warily. As I leave the store a mini tidal wave hits and floods the lowest level of the city.

Inside the store I meet my boyfriend and ask when he is getting off work, to which he says 2:30pm. He then asks me if I would like to go out with him for the weekend to the only hotel on the island city to which I say yes. I visit the resturant beforehand to determine how nice of a place it is and find that it is so posh that I will have to go out and buy a new dress, which will not be easy because I do not have a lot of money. On the weekend my boyfriend treats me to a wonderful meal and then we return to our lavish hotel room and drink wine and make love all night.

The next day my boyfriend is called away unexpectedly and we have to cut our weekend date short. He has been called away because the heman crew needs him, but since his identity is supposed to be a secret I do not know this. He makes up an excuse about his father being ill. Later in the week I drop by his father's bookstore to see him but he is out and I am confronted by his father, the Gordon Pincette character, who is unhappy about his son's relationship with me and tells me that I have to stay away from him because I am a distraction. When I ask what that means the father threatens me and says that if I see his son again, or tell him about the threats, that he will have me killed. I am scared and heartbroken and run home. I do believe that the father could kill me because he is very rich and has a lot of political power in the city

That night I am working on a soapstone turtle by candlelight (it is how I make money) when I hear two men fighting outside. There is a terrible scream and I open my window and look out to see the two men, both whom I do not know; one man running away and the other man laying on the ground badly bleeding. I run outside and try to stop the bleeding but the man dies just as the police show up. They see me covered in blood and try to arrest me, but some of my neighbours come out and tell them that I was just trying to help. The police take me downtown anyway and after questioning me all night they release me in the morning.

While I am walking home I run into my boyfriend and he asks why I have been avoided him. I say that I cannot tell him and start crying which caused him to insist more. He tells me how much he loves me and misses me and I turn away from him, saying that I just cannot see him anymore. I run away from there and to the northern point of the city where the breakers are and contemplate throwing myself into the sea. The two police men who questioned me earlier suddenly show up just stand there and watch me from the highest platform.

In the distance I can see a tsunami approaching rapidly and I make no effort to reach higher ground because I am so depressed that I do not care if the water takes me away. I can hear the policemen shouting too me to get off the breakers and back onto the safe platform but I ignore them. There is a pole nearby and when the water hits I wrap my arms around it at the last moment and avoid being washed away. Afterwards the policemen make their way over to me and asked how I survived because they say that they have seen many people try to grab the pole and get washed away anyway. I remember saying something about crossing my arms around the poll rather then just hugging it or something but the dream changes and the policemen suddenly disappear.

My boyfriend is there instead and he puts his arm around me in comfort and says "I have a confession to make..." and than proceeds to tell me about his secret identity as the tiger riding man. I also say the confession line and than tell him that I am poor and live in the western end of the city. He tells me that he doesn't care where I am from and wonders why I ran away from him earlier. I tell him about his father threatening me and he doesn't seem surprised at all. My boyfriend tells me that his father knows about his secret crime fighting life and told me to stay away from his son because he was afraid that his son would forget about being a crimefighter.

I am relieved and happy, but still feel unsettled about something I cannot describe when the dream ends.

Jan 18-19
Last night I had a big dream residue sighn...I was watching the history channel a few days back (axe men) and a lady got fired from he job.*
So in my dream I was at my work but I worked the werehouse instead of sales...the girl (that got fired) was there and it was her last day before she left...(that was all the result of the day residue)she was super skinny...i gave her a hug before she left and could feel her ribs. W sat in my werehouse talking about her quitting...we had a shower in my werehouse thy I was about to use the shower to clean up then go home...she tried to seduce me and I didn't give whatsoever...I completely walked away...on my way to the shower I woke up.*

The only thing i can reall remember was for some reason i had normal hair like it is right now but the back of my head was like a mullet like down to my shoulders. I wish i new what the rest of the dream was causs it sounds really weird.

I am in a bus. There are also other people it, including my classmates. We leave the bus. In front of us is a building of which I've dreamt before. We enter the building. The next thing I remember is my friend chasing me with a pistol that has a RPG attached on it. He shoots at me four times with it until he runs out of ammo. I leave the building and become lucid. I had decided to do the wizard of Oz part of Task of the Year so I teleport to land of Oz.
There is a road in front of me so I stay where I arrive and wait for Dorothy. Soon she arrives, although from a direction I didn't expect. I spot the slippers. I follow her and soon she takes her slippers off. I sit on the ground and start stuffing my feet into them (for you trying to do the task, Dorothy has small feet ). Suddenly I am in my bedroom, stuffing my feet into my little sister's slippers. I fear that I woke up but soon the scene changes back to land of Oz. I manage to get the shoes on so I get up and go looking for Dorothy. When I find her, she has become a tree.

Of course I didn't remember to tap the slippers together, or if I did tap them I don't remember it.

I'm sick with a cold atm, so i've slept most of the days and i have had several dreams, but weren't really the mood to write all of them, but i got one of them written down:

I work at a office. My work is in a game of some sort and it's really really fun. I'm at the job with my friends and gets everything done very fast and i think i actually get addicted at some point.

I had several dreams about pretty much the same thing. I always have this sort of dream when i have a cold. I seem very restless and everything goes on very fast, i'm not sure what's happening and it's generally just very weird.

I also remember playing old N64 games and really want to get a Nintendo 64.

Thoughts: The same depressing thoughts that I usually see. This time, however, I switched my thoughts over to the forum (reading posts in my head, etc.), and my dreams seemed a little more vivid.

Feelings: I felt sick, first and foremost, this flu'll be the death of me. Again, I felt a little depressed thinking about things that are better left in the past, but when I started focusing on the forum, it seemed to improve a little.


First Dream: Third person view of a fictional episode of "My Name is Earl", wherein he tries to get a homeless orphan a job. The main hobby at the orphanage was salvaging old cars, for some reason.

The first dream bled into the second.

Second Dream: I was myself, not an orphan, but I recall that Earl had gotten me the job and not the orphan. I was at my home, and we were having a party, where I had a shot of Chianti for some reason. My parents were pissed, so they started listing off stuff that I had done wrong (a lot of stuff from real life that really hit home, but those are things I don't want to share.). Anyways, I went to work at a hospital/law firm (they somehow sorta fused together somewhere in the dream). Barnie from "How I Met Your Mother" was my supervisor, so he invited me into his office and we got wasted (on Grand Marnier, of course ). I broke his glasses, and promised to pay for them with my first paycheque. A little later, we were watching watching TV, and How I Met Your Mother came on... while Barney was right next to me. We changed it to Americas Funniest Home Videos, where a dog that was on the damn TV bit me. I woke up shortly after.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Recalled a few dreams this morning. Nothing special really.

22.30: Sleep

05.10: Fragment
*I'm talking to an old friend on the phone. I'm once again in my friend G's mother's house.

05.10: Sauna
I'm in some random house. I decide to go into the sauna and walk into my bedroom with my friends sleeping on beds in it. I take off my pants and grab a towel. I walk into the sauna room and accidentaly step on a gamecube, resetting the game. "What the fuck dude?!" A young teenage boy asks me. "Oh shit, I'm sorry" I say and feel ashamed. "How long did you play without saving?". "Like 8 hours" the second boy tells me and brings up the screen. I can tell it has only been set back like an hour and I leave the place. "I thought that was the sauna" I think as I walk around the place, trying to find another one. I walk in a saunadoor and find my cousin's father doing something on a grill. There's ash in the air and we talk for a while.

05.10: Disappointed
I'm at school with my old class. I'm joking around with a few friends and I behave just the way I used to behave when I was a kid. The teacher tells us to be quiet. "I have your test results here, Matte, you disappoint me" she tells me and hands me a paper. "Wtf, 52 points out of 64?" I think as I check the test. Matilda apparently did much better and I'm mad with myself. I can see I've accidentaly skipped a few questions.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3, 200 ml applejuice

That's it! I'm ready for another lucid! Will try to stay in the dream this time and activate all my senses. Read WakingNomad's tutorial on it, sounds good.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

20th of january 2011

This night i had one long detailed dream and a dreamfragment in the morning.

The castle that kills
The dream begang with me being in some of classroom in the sourthrend part of Denmark new Germany (Dunno why?). I cant recall 100% what the teacher told us but i just remember she was very mad at us. Anywho. The dream skips and we are infront of this very big castle like house that we had to go into. It was me and two good friends i know IRL who had to go inside. The big main doors opens automatically with the usual squeaky noise and we entered the first big room. At the end of this hall there was two other big doors and we moved on. The next room was full of old war armour, weapons and that kind of stuff. There was a door on the right and we entered that. That room was empty / no recall what was in there but on another door on the left was leading to a very VERY strange room where the fucked part kicks in: This HUUUUGE room had a whole fuckin' river inside! The dream skips a little bit and one of my friends have to go down this big river for some strange river. i think he had to retrive something for our teacher. He got into the river and had to get over this big log of wood. After he went over to the other side a vortex kinda think sucked him down and he didnt come back. After that i told my second friend that when it was his turn we use the rope we got with us so that wont happen again. He refused of course.

After discussing for some time everything went silent. The doors slowly startet to close and we got this feeling we REALLY have to get out of here and we had this strange feeling that if we didnt get out in time we would not survive. We ran as fast as we could. First out of the river room, throug the empty room and into the armour room. The doors were about 50 cm open and i almost jumped all the way to get out in time. My second friend did not make it...

I stood.. Outside the castle.. Alone.. in the pouring rain.. Just starring at the two big doors..
I herd a terrifying scream...

19th birthday (A fragment of a dream ruined by my alarmclock)

The dream starts at a house in a forrest. I was my friends 19th birthday and the party was awesome! We stood outside in the good summer weather when a big black 4x4 drives up to the house. Out comes the italobrothers! Apperently my friend knew their lead singer very well..

Dream - Lucid

I can only remember a fragment...

A girl I know, Abby, was upset with me for something I did to Austin. I think she was texting me to let me know this.

Lame. I know that dream was a lot longer too. Stress does a number on my recall.

Presleep: I attended Percy's MILD-1 course. The class was an intro class. Since it was an intro, he talked about everything we would be learning in the coarse. This surged my mind with thoughts of Lucid Dreaming, i was very excited to sleep. I drank a glass of apple juice before i went to bed(I try to do this every night) while thinking about how i was going to fall asleep. Going over it in my head the step by step process. I got into bed and waited for my body to warm up; i sleep in my boxers and its cold now a days in the great white north. After i was comfortably warm, i went through my relaxation process. This only took me about 5 minutes; i was burning out from using Mary Jane . I concentrated on my breathing while repeating "My dream characters will tell me i'm dreaming and remind me to reality check. I will also find my dream guide". Initially I actively tried to visualize this happening, i got lost in this dream and woke up about 30 seconds later from me physically moving according to my dream. I tried to continue the chant while i fall asleep, I think my thoughts got lost before i fell asleep.

Dream 1: Parkour (Semi Lucid) I was in a large room(large for a house). The room had a jungle gym(it much resembled the one i used through grades 1-3) in the middle, then chairs and beds around the perimeter. There were many Dream Characters in the room, i guess around 15. I felt as if it was a gym class and we were doing Parkour (or Free Running). Most of the class was doing basic things, essentially they were just climbing the jungle gym with technique. There was a teacher instructing individuals how to do certain things, though no one really moved much. I exploded in excitement. Immediately i started running around doing some warm ups. I was very impressed at myself for being to do very difficult things easily (this made me aware i was dreaming, but not completely clue in). I continued to "play" around in my dream until i spotted a very pretty girl on the jungle gym structure. She was doing a cat on the outside of the bridge section. This was a very tough place to get and i could tell she spent the entire time getting there. I scoped out the area and found a path to get me there. I ran up a pole using my hands to pull me up at the same time and preformed a 360 vertical cat (This is more or less physically impossible). I was now beside her, shot her a smile and continued on free running. I could now hear her talk to the teacher and ask how i did that. The teacher explained that i was a bit more advanced but if i did another example, the teacher could explain it to her. Sure enough i did; a basic wall run to cat this time, one that i can actually do. I explained in detail the simplicity of the move and did it one last time. That was the last time i saw her. I started to get tired at this point and decided to walk around and help my fellow classmates. Everyone seemed to have quit and was in a very depressing mood. I very clearly remember seeing a female friend (cannot remember who) look like she was about to cry while her head was down and body leaning against a pole. A very sad image. Seeing all of this made me start to become sad, so sure enough i continue to free run. I do a series of continuous moves and land in a spinning computer chair beside a bed. As i catch my breath, a person in the bed turns over. Its my friend T.V. (not the television) and she looks at me and smiles, we stare into each others eyes for a few moments and i wonder what she is thinking. It feels like time is up and she rolls over, back to me. I jump off the chair to continue free running and i wake up. Upon waking up, my feelings towards the dream were: Fun, Extreme, and a little confused to why everyone seemed so depressed. Not to mention i cussed at myself for not becoming lucid. I wrote down key aspects to the dream then tried to fall back asleep

Dream 2: Unknown Conversation (Frag) I don't have anything written in my DJ about this, i believe it was a false awakening. I just remember having some conversation with my mother during my dreams, since it doesn't make sense in my other dreams and i remember the first and last dream i had, this fits here.

Dream 3:Paintball Wars(Semi Lucid) Another dream about one of my favourite hobbies. Paintball this time. I like to start by saying this was an extremely well detailed and realistic dream, standing out compared to most of my other dreams, i believe this is because i was unintentionally doing WBTB. I'm with my team, i feel like our team is around 10 people total, but i only ever see and talk to 2 others. The game starts, i sprint towards the enemy base. The map we are playing on is huge; consisting of a field probably about 3 acres and a huge forest. Our base started at the end of the forest. Theirs was on the other side of the forest and a bit out. I finally get to the end of the forest, about to break out into the plain. I double check all my gear, this is the first time i actually notice my paintball gun and equipment. Sadly, guns are one of my dreamsigns and i didn't clue in. Somehow my 2 team mates are beside me getting their gear ready. How did they keep up? Didn't matter, time to advance. Its pitch black outside now. I stealth to my tactical point, behind a tank. Im about 80 feet away from my targets. It seems the enemy is just wandering around their base, there is cover, but not enough for what they are doing. I peek out and fire rounds, nothing. They notice me now. Uh oh. Hundreds of paintballs fire at me, i keep cover. The pelting stops, they must be reloading. I jump out Rambo style and spray my paintballs everywhere. A couple connect, but they are about to fire. I turn around and run as fast as i can. I realize im running away in a straight line, i start zig zagging. Nothing hits me. Im back to the forest now, my 2 teammates are still there. Its time to reload. I notice my team mates have pod packs. I reach for mine; its not there. Shit. I ask my teammates if i can "borrow some paints". I get mean looks from both of them. I continue to explain that i forgot my pod pack outside and i would reimburse them with money or more paints. Finally one of them hands me a pod of paints. It seems oddly small, but it held the right amount of paintballs. I pour the paintballs into my hopper, the balls are half orange and half brown; a terrible paintball colour. Along with the ugly colour, some of the paintballs were broken, but instead of paint dripping from them, they spilled a dark orange powder. As odd as this was, i was only upset that i had to shake powder out of my hopper. Time to shoot some people! All 3 of us advance this time, each taking cover in different places, but close enough we can talk. The enemy is more aware this time and are also in battle positions. A long epic paintball battle happened for the next 10 minutes. I shot about half of them and my teammates eliminated the other half; though they never actually shot a paintball. One of my teammates got eliminated; he donated the rest of his paintballs to me . Victory was ours; or so it seemed. At this point im not sure if it is a continuation of the dream, a new dream, or maybe i went through a worm hole. The environment seemed to completely change. From a war torn field at midnight, to a completely bare land during midday. All i know is that my teammate was still with me, we had paintball guns, and the next enemy was the boss of the paintball war. A knight in full iron armour, riding a white horse and carrying a lance emerged. We pelted him with paintballs, he didn't budge. Fear struck us now. Realizing we were in an completely open field, we ran to the nearest structure. We found a fence. The fence was a perfect square with each side around 20 yards long and a height taller than me. We ran around the edge, buying time, but the knight slowly caught up. I waited until we rounded the next corner and stopped. I grabbed my teammate and told him to follow my lead. My plan was to run the other direction as the knight rounded the corner, as he would assumed i was still running. The only problem was timing; how did i know when he was coming? My perspective changed to third person, so i could see above the fence and see the knight, but he could not see me. 3..2..1.. GOOO! My perspective went back to first person as the knight rounded the corner and we slipped passed him and continued to run. It took the knight a while to turn around. We continued this tactic 2 or 3 more times until the knight stopped. He just stood there. My teammate and i ran up to attack him, this time our weapons were extremely long, indestructible toothpicks; around 4 feet long. My teammate stood too close and couldn't understand how to use it. I stood back and thrusted the toothpick at the horses neck, it deflected, but i felt like it worked. I continue'd this 3 or 4 more times, the last time the toothpick pierced the horse. As soon as this happened the knight throw the towel. We had defeated him. He approached my teammate and handed him a pod with paintballs, we knew it contained 1500 paintballs (thats about 40$ worth). The dream ended with me telling my teammate that he can keep them all as long as i didn't owe him paint, he agreed.

Post Sleep: After waking from the previous dream, i noticed it was just under 2 hours before i had to wake up. I figured i should try a WBTB WILD. I got on my computer and read Lucid Dreaming Tutorials for around 20 minutes then headed back to bed. I couldn't fall back asleep . Too many distractions. Overall i feel awesome about my recall and my dreams were amazingly fun. Im just a little sad that i didn't become lucid. Maybe tonight

I'm trying to get caught up with life this week. I had a really good night w/ two reall good dreams, not Lucid, & I only had time to record them in microsoft word. I'm going to print it out so I can enter here, but printer is down. The last two mornings I had no recall what so ever. I know I did dream but can not remember. Entry later today.

Good morning, everybody. Both of these dreams are kind of perverted. Sorry.

Dream #1

I was in "my bedroom." The bedroom was big and comfortably dim. I stood on my knees on a big bed with brown blankets on it. I was wearing either only a diaper or a diaper and a white tank-top with thin straps. I peed and peed in the diaper. At one point I felt like the diaper was really full of pee.

(The feeling of this dream was so real that I had to make sure when I woke that I hadn't actually wet the bed. Pretty weird.)

Dream #2

I typed in some key words on Google Images that I thought would pull up lots of images of girls kissing. Instead, I got lots of images of girls lying on their backs with their legs wide open. The girls wore no pants or underwear, but they all had shirts. One girl in particular wore a business-type top involving a white button-up shirt, a grey sweater, and a black vest.