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I wanted to go camping in Mexico with clay and some more friends in the summer.. I was getting ready to go and I asked my mom if I could go, she said a definite NO so I threw a little hissy fit and got super pissed. Grandma (Dad's mom) came up from the downstairs and walked thru the living room..

I found myself running up and down an endless stairwell.. (JUST LIKE INCEPTION!!!) I was running from someone.. I go back up behind them and grab their neck and say "Closed loop." Then I throw him over the edge. I am also naked..

Mom tries to walk me back to school but all I have is an umbrella to cover myself.. She then takes me to a washing place and insists I've been here before.. I wash my shirt and pants.. Then I wait for them to dry... But.. Then a woman that works there comes up to me and presses a button.. Then it makes a loud noise and starts drying as she walks away I try to nervously explain how I "Must've forgot"

Then I'm in a hotel.. I see an old man sitting at a desk, I can only see the back of his head.. Another man walks in with sacks of groceries and sits down in a chair next to the other man.

The first man asks the other to "Check-In" his items.. The other one stands up and says "You're not a man! You're just a machine built to...???..."

Throughout the course of the dream I am continually trying to get ready.. At one point my mom just "gives-in" and lets me go to Mexico... I get texts from Clay "I have the guns ready.." and "We wrecked the car..."

This dream is all because... Right before I went to bed.. I asked.. "Mom, Clay is thinking of getting a camping thing going for the summer, could I maybe go.."

She promptly responds..

"No way in hell am I going to let you and a bunch of other teenagers alone in the woods together.."

I went to bed, depressed.. Thinking about how much "fun" I'd have playing Global Agenda and Champions online all summer in six months...

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Kinda in a hurry, but I did have a fragment I could post.

22.00: Sleep

05.10: Fragment
*I'm at work with a few coworkers. We all laugh about something and I feel the need to take a shit. I enter one of the containers with all our tools in it and is about to take a dump there, but I figure taking it at the toilet would be more convenient.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

I woke up and had pieces of the dream for a few seconds then lost it
No Recall

I have had some unrestful sleeping lately, and not too good dream recall. So, unfortunately, I can only remember parts of this dream.

Experimenting with Lucid Techniques

I am walking down a hallway, I believe in the old mansion that is connected to the church I attend and is now used for sunday school rooms. I somehow know that I am dreaming. [This may very well have been a WILD, I seem to remember slipping from being awake into a dream at some point. But it would have been the first dream of the night which I didn't think happened that much with WILDing] I realize that I have pretty good control, but the detail of the dream is rather poor. It is pretty dim and fuzzy, as though it were something I was trying to visualize. Also, as often happens, it begins to fade out altogether as I think of myself being asleep.

I begin to climb a staircase, and think back to Hyu's dream journal and how he anchored himself better to his lucid dream. I become more aware of my senses, and imagine a piece of chocolate to bite into. At first the piece of chocolate is very tiny, and doesn't have much substance at all. But the very act of trying to bit into it seems to have strengthened things a bit, so I am able to visualize an even bigger piece of candy. This time, I can taste the chocolate, as well as the caramel center. I can feel the chocolate and caramel in my mouth as well.

Then I get down on the floor and smeel and feel the carpet. It smeels and feels like carpet, allright. I have a vague idea that I tried to summon a Dream Guide, and even of some individual showing up.

Now my recall gets a bit fuzzy, because I don't believe the dream broke up or anything. I'm not sure I lost lucidity either, but I have a vague recollection of a gang of criminals out to get the President. I was part of this gang, but I may have been undercover. Or I may have been out to capture the gang.

Names in KI List (fragment)

Another dream related to Uru. I link into the cavern, and see a few names listed of people who are present. There are only a couple at first, but then I look again and there are a whole bunch of people.

A glass of port

I walk into a bar. The bartender tries to give me a drink of wine. I don't like any kind of alcohol, except for sweet wines and port. I ask for a glass of port, but he pours me a glass of some kind of wine saying it is like port. I take a drink. It tastes OK, but it seems to have some kind of milk mixed in which makes it taste funny.

I have been worried a lot lately, and I hope that the alcohol will help to make me relax. However, the bartender will only give me a drink in a tiny shot glass.

Type: Regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

It was late at night. The street lights on the road were dim, not bright like they should have been. My father was driving his car, a black 2009 Infiniti with cherry accents inside the interior, at around forty miles an hour down this two-lane road. I was in the passenger seat.

After a few moments of silence, I began to talk about hallucinogens.

"I can enter a state of sleep paralysis using them," I told him. "It's pretty cool. You should try them sometime."

I've never used hallucinogens before and don't plan to. But this dream fragment still shocked me a little bit!

I was in a cave. The glistening wall of the cave was all i could see. I picked up a piece of charcoal and started to draw on the wall. I drew the profile of a handsome man in a turban. He was sad and was leaning over something. I drew the object of his attention. A dying, beautiful young woman. I could not get the dark rings around her eyes dark enough, she went mad and this was her end. The pictures started to move, i had to keep up with my charcoal. She was glaring at him, coldly. I started to feel the history between them. She was magical, a Jinnyah, and he was not only her love but her foe for ages upon ages. Apparently they were always competing for different things, it had always been a game to try and outsmart the other. He had left coldly and not shown himself for nearly 100 years. In that time something went horribly wrong. She started to tell her story:
"I had gone there! I had gone to the cave to find the sword, the magical sword." She hissed at him with bitterly cold anger.
"When I arrived i noticed it was gone. I assumed you had come first and stolen it. I cried aloud:
'You stole it you dirty thief, you filthy thief, you have my sword!'" here she was chanting in a low voice.
"An answer came from the darkness!" she looked sharply into his eyes and the scene changed. I was in the cave watching what had happened. Jinnyah was standing in the cave and cowering at the answer from the darkness. It was a low and demonic chant, as if coming from a large frog. The words were in another language, but i believe the meaning was this:
"Look at what we found, a pretty young Jinnyah, what a gift! what a gift for the prince of spirits she shall be."
Jinnyah tried to run, but a dozen or more spirits/demons jumped on her and bound her in magical shackles, so she could not turn into smoke and disappear. They dragged her down, down, down the winding stairs of the cave and there were lovely women voices singing the lament of Jinnyah in the background. The prince of spirits looked almost like a Conquistador, but his clothing were of many many colors. He held Jinnyah and took her away. The rest i guessed, she was forced to marry the prince of spirits, all while her love was away and unaware. She had gone insane in all those years and somehow escaped. She was dying, now. Her love bent over her and wept at her tale. She leaned back down on her pillow. He knows everything now and it torments him, Jinnyah can die in whatever kind of peace left in her mind.
I then woke up.

This was a dream i had a few weeks ago. There are many others i'd like to jot down on this site, not only for memory's sake, but also to get your input. I hope that's alright.

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I just remember being in this room where the sizes of objects were bigger than normal, like I would have been in some giants room. I take somekind of "magic wand" and a tiara. I have a partner and she reminds me of Lisa Simpson. I watch out a window and theres this weird looking giant looking at me it has a black hood and a white mask. Im not scared even though its scary looking. It goes away pretty soon.
My partner tries to break a big window to apparently, get out. She cant break it, so I take my "magic wand" and just slightly touch the window and it shatter into tiny fragments like in movies when they shoot windows. It doesnt crumble off until I touch it.

I have this feeling that I want to get out of the place, but Im not scared or anything I just want out....

Im taking a tour inside our school with my friends. The guides are girls who are no-longer students there. I come to the yard its pretty sunny day and I suddenly think about lucid dreaming but dont come lucid.

Then Im sitting outside with my friends and the Minister of Financy. We are just talking there and laughing, and then I say to my friends that Finnish politics are shit or something like that, and we laugh. The minister is also laughing but is abit embarrassed. Then I apologize from him and say "It was just a joke" just to make him feel better. Then there comes cars to the yard and there are other politicians sitting there, although they look like our schools teachers. They cant park the cars properly and are struggling to park them nicely and without damage.

My first DJ entry at DV!


So Im in my kitchen and look outside to the road which goes by our house. I see this oddly-acting guy/boy in a green jacket with a stickbag on his shoulder. He is bugging cars which go by him until there comes this car with a woman driver. The guy throws his stickbag through the womans cars windshield and breaks it. The woman stops and comes out of the car, then suddenly the guy starts stabbing the woman. I shout to my mom to call 112 (like a 911 number used in different EU-countries). Mom is dialing a direct number to the police station and its taking forever, so I shout and push her asking "Whats taking so long!" Then she gets the number dialed, but its the wrong number so I say "Why dont you just dial 112!!!!!" And then se asks "Is it this *pointing to number 21." and I say "NO ITS NOT" And keep shouting.
Then Im upstairs in my room looking to my neighbours frontyard and I see the guy stabbing my neighbours and I just collapse because of the inability to do anything about it.

After this Im speaking to my english teacher and she says that the boy living in the neighbour is dead and also 3 other guys. Then I try to cheer her up...

Tonight I went to sleep a little too late (I couldn't sleep -.-' fucked up my WILD attempt) and it was like I was looking at someone elses Lucid, I can only remember a few fragments:
Something with a doctor who did some sort of Inception-ish things in other peoples dreams. Something with a woman who was accused for something (murder?). Something with water that went red (blood?). Doctor walking through wall.

Didn't have really enough time to sleep this night, barly got 5 and a half..
Tonight was the FILD night, but that didn't went exactly as planned. I woke up, but I moved just to much. Next time I will prevail!

I don't know what I was doing up until now but the mother and sister of a friend of mine came running to me, and they yelled something like "The biggest storm of the season is coming!" and "Please help us prepare our house!"
So I was like okay lol, and went with them.

*blank*

I think it's after the storm now, and the mother and sister now ask me to clean their garden (which doesn't look at all like their real garden).
So I take of my cloths and start eating 3 mushrooms at a time, which seems reasonable. But I can hear / see them comming, so I but back my clothes on and quickly gather some scrap to show them I was working.

My Notes
Non-lucid
Lucid
Awake

Okay, so this is my first DJ update in months. All my previous entries are archived at mattbrox.co.nr. There are 101 entries in there I believe. It's password protected, so to view an entry just add /"dream number" to view that dream. I've noticed in the months I haven't kept track of my dreams, that every night I would always remember at least 1 dream. I've just yesterday (the date this was added) began to start lucid dreaming again, and this time I'm going to try to WILD.

My first dream was very brief; all I remember is being in a large shopping centre, and a dark-skinned lady gave me a cooked piece of meat. I was incredibly thankful to her in an attempt to be polite.

The second dream was mostly just fragments. I remember being with my friend, Joel. We were walking toward a large building with roman architecture. The inside was completely large, long and empty. It contained a large red rug stretching across the floor. At the end of the rug were some small steps that led to a room. We went into that room, and as I passed I brushed my hand against a strange dragon figure that had been carved into the wall. As I brushed it I marvelled at the roman architecture.
I don't remember much about the inside of the room, only it was dark and that there game rooms in there which made me slightly nostalgic. After the rooms I remember being outside. The grass was dying, and there were rusty roller-coaster tracks going in and out of the building. One of the tracks was yellow.
Underneath the were two people: Simon Pegg and a random DC. Simon was saying something about how new expansions to the building would upset the community.
Me, Joel and Nick Frost were next to a grey building that was also deteriorating. In the distance we could see the building I'd just left. The yellow roller-coaster rail seemed to be flinging about, and Simon and the DC were arguing. We all shrugged it off. One of us had called them something nasty, but I don't remember what.

I awoke to the sound of my alarm. I'm using a free phone app (not iPhone) called LucidWeaver, and it has an alarm which wakes me up and then turns itself off. I remember when WILDing you need to stay completely still, so I did. I was comfortable because I was still in my sleeping position. I remembered all the tips and just lay there. I began to feel a slight numbness sweep over me. After about 5 or so minutes my phone went off again. It wouldn't stop, so I was forced to turn it off manually. I was annoyed to find that I had accidently set the normal alarm on before I'd gone to bed.

Better luck tonight I suppose.

I became lucid 3 times this morning which only only very short ones

I met my great freind tash i was asking her how she was and she said she is doing ok she is sad tears in her eyes.

I had this feeling it really was her because she wasnt like any other DC she acted in her own way and i could feel energy from her

I gave her a hug and we were both crying a little i kissed her on the cheek and she kissed me back she said she had to go but i just didnt want to let go and neither did she i finally let her go and she walked off down my street and faded away was a really touching moment at least i know i can contact her now thank you for listening

I became Lucid 3