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Provoked

I was with my family eating at a restaurant. This black family, who were sitting at another table, threatened me. I hit one of the family members three times across the face to defend myself. My dad then got angry at me. I got angry at him back because I had to do this to defend myself. I then started to fight with the husband of the black family. The owner of the restaurant then came and kicked me out. I then waited until my family came out. My mom came out first. She was different than my real mom and had blond hair and was young. I got angry at her and cursed at her a lot for not defending me. She said to talk to my dad about it. When my dad came out I cursed at him and threatened to fight him.

27.01.2011

3 Dreams (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

1. I was at my school, but the layout was completely different. There was a really large staircase that I had trouble going up. Anyway, I walked up the stairs to my Chemistry class, and I sat on the left side of the room. My lab group sat around me. Apparently, I missed school the day before, so I had to get a packet from my teacher. The packet was over 50 pages long and weighed 50 pounds. Two other people went up to get a quiz. When I put the packet down on my desk, my teacher told us all to go on Youtube. We watched a video, but it was a video I already saw.
Somehow, we were back at my house. My teacher pretended to make up a joke, but I heard it on Youtube before. I told him I won't tell anyone that I know he did not make it up.

2. I was on a nature trail with my two younger cousins, TJ and Lauren. The path split up at one point, so we decided to go straight. There was a lot of water in the area, and it almost resembled a swamp. We saw a peacock, but it went into the water. I tried to take a picture of it, but it was too far away. We also saw a swan in this area, but I could reach it.
We decided to go take the other path, and my Aunt Lexi appeared. A snake tried to bite our feet as we walked further, and I saw a toucan. I got really close to it, and its mouth unhinged like a snake. I got a picture of it, but it started to attack me.

3. My family was watching the football game at my house. My cousin Kyle was playing on the playstation (the television they were watching football on), and I was on the computer. My dad yelled at me for not hanging out with my cousin, but I told him that he always plays games, so I wasn't going to do anything with him. I decided to go upstairs in anger.
I saw a blonde woman sitting on my living room couch with a hair chart. She could not seem to find what she wanted. I gave her a strand of some dream cousin's hair, and I got emotional. She looked at me confused, and I said a guy raped me. She looked at the hair, and said we have to save my rapist from his father. I think his father was going to rape him, so we ran upstairs to help. I battled the father like in Pacman World 3.

I have always been able to control my dreams in some manner. Sometimes it seems as if the dreams are herding me to a place or event but I break the bonds they set.

One recent dream I was driving down the highway. I did not know where I was going but it did not matter, t was the drive that was important. Two trucks pulled in front of me, one from the right the other from the left, each blocking half my path. The trucks came to a sudden stop, a crash was inevitable. My car teleported, with me in it, to a safe lane leaving the trucks in their sudden braking to tumble and crash into each other in balls of flame while I continued my journey. The road then ended in the ocean where I stopped and woke. I was the one who teleported the vehicle. It was I who decided to end the trip at the sea.

The one thing I was unable to control was the end. I had wished to go for a swim in the waves and continue my dream. I seek now for that control. I control what happens in a dream but I need more control on when it ends.

This is a dream I had on 12/2/2010. I set this up because my best friend is Oneironaut... and he loves this site and says it is awesome, and since he is awesome, it must be true what he said about this site..

note: I have not proofread this. I simply copied and pasted from a notepad file of a dream I saved.

I had to climb up a tall wall in a dark medieval looking lair and there were also two other medieval looking guys who were my allies but they weren't going to climb the wall. I put a battle axe on my back, which was hard not to cut myself, one guy decided to climb the wall with me at this point. The wall had a wire mesh over it which seemed impossible to climb with the axe (which I would need on my way up the wall and once I arrived at the top). I attempted to scour the wall, no luck. I hopped down and scanned for an alternate route up, realizing that maybe the wall wasn't a wall, but was instead a maze not unlike a play gym at McDonald's (but medieval with rebarb crisscrossing in pattern). The dream was very videogame-ish. Inside of the wall I was not afraid and now, though they were brave, the two in front of me were a little concerned and gave off the impressions they would put themselves in harms way eventually. Later, upon reaching the top, there was a banshee beast that we were to battle. It was inside of a large room much like the Haunted Mansion at Disney, but also like the Tower of Terror, and a museum rolled into one. The banshee blinded me immediately and luckily was distracted by the other two (who were strangely not blinded). Suddenly in the midst of their battle the banshee left the room which not once gave us the impression that the battle was done. As we continued forward into the next large room I did the only smart thing I could think of, hide. I connected the idea that I was blinded by making eye contact with the banshee and my vision had soon returned. I hid under a table as the other two (who had no problem with being blinded before) stood in the middle of the room waiting. The banshee returned, and with her came zombie looking minions (moving very slow.. zombie like). The banshee perched directly across the room from me and in front of a large painting and started to scream as a countless number of bats escaped from her mouth. This was now most definitely similar to a video game (Metal Gear Solid Sons of Liberty - first boss fight). As I ran toward the banshee to strike my first blow with the battle axe I roared to the other two (who were much closer) to attack, and they did. With the banshee under attack I moved over to the zombie types and began piercing them with the dagger side of the axe... then suddenly the zombies became that of a real-life role play, or movie, and I did not axe them, but instead put the tip to their chest as if to say "bang, your dead"................... Dream Morphs into something that I instantly realized I was dreaming. In front of a crowd of people as I did so, ran and jumped off of a huge cliff into a reverse swan dive off of a waterfall doing back flip upon back flip (with swan dive form) into the water and did 25 (yes exactly 25) back flips deeper and deeper into the abyss of water (which everyone above exclaimed impossible as I did so, to which I laughed because I knew it impossible and a dream). I came out of the water at the far end of a large pool (with the waterfall still across at the other side) where a friend was waiting to greet me at a dock ledge and we talked for a while....then something else took place to which I do not recall... Fade Out..

I was at a TSO concert in a large room with no seats. I was sitting on a stair case with a few other people. There was barely anyone there. Their music sounded strange, I have heard it before, but not in real life. Maybe I have heard it before in another dream.

There was a man staring at me. He was creepy acting, but good looking. He had short black hair and looked to be a little older than me. He was probably around 19. His eyes were a little red in the corners.

He kept staring, so I eventually just decided to leave. My friends followed. We thought about chilling out at a book store or something.

We were in a fancy city. In the middle I remember clearly a fountain. I sensed someone else and looked behind me. He was there, staring again. He started walking towards me.

"What are you staring at?" One of my friends asked. I tried not to look suspicious.

"That man, behind us, he is staring like a stalker," I whispered back. They looked behind.

"There is no one there," they claimed. They exchanged worried looks within their group.

That man kept approaching, so I decided to try and walk away. But he continued to follow.

So I ran. And he freaking teleported.

"What are you running from??" My friends continuously asked. They couldn't see him.

There was no escape from this man. I would have to talk to him. I finally let him approach me.

I was in the middle of the city, next to the fountain. To the left of us was a large mirror for decoration.

As he approached I noticed something very strange:

If I looked at him, I could not see his reflection in the mirror in my peripheral vision.

If I looked at the mirror, I could not see him in my peripheral vision.

It was an either-or, but he could not exist in both "realities" at the same time. This was very frightening to me. Looking back on it, I hadn't realized it then, but it reminds me of how, according to myth, vampires do not have reflection. And, according to culture, you usually see a ghost in the mirror but when you turn around they are no longer there. He was doing both.

He talked to me (my friends more worried than ever that I was losing it), and absolutely insisted that I come to his "realm". He told me that he was similar to a vampire/demon. As he said the word realm I felt a shiver of cold and being trapped. I refused to go.

NOTES

[I]semi-lucid[/I]

I was with this chick, D. We were fooling around, and I asked her if she wanted to fuck. She seemed to not care one way or the other. I got annoyed and bounced.

[I]lucid frags[/I]

In my room.

I am trying to see if I can make a certain part of my dream body bigger.

***

I am holding a wooden shotgun. The barrel has twigs. I make a second barrel on the gun.

[I]Deep Dream State[/I]

I am with Selene on the Green Moon. I start coughing. Raven picks me up in something like an energy net, and takes me to the Healing Glen. The Frost Giant talks to me at length about the nature of sickness of the three main bodies: physical, dream, and astral.

Joseph said he is going to join us on the Moon, and live at the Tower.

I get bandaged up, and Selene and I go to my house in BanyanLand, and cuddle in the Great Room. We have a long discussion about the difference between her and Angel, and all my dream lovers, and physical plane lovers.

I ask her what the nature of love is, she says: Gift, and kisses me passionately.

I tell he I never want to wake up. I am done with the other world. She smiles and says I have to go back, there is a lot I need to do there.

(sorry for switching tenses, no time to fix atm)

Begin memory

I am in some sort of alleyway, my hand is raising up to my nose to do a reality check

Agent smith from the matrix appears, "Why do you want to control all this?" the entire area turns chrome for a second, then turns back. I become barely lucid

I reply, "To open a portal to the moon." I look to my left, there is a portal somewhat far away.

after this, I either woke up, or my memory stops.

First intentional lucid dream!!!
I took a nap...
It started off really disappointing, but I think that's what helped me realize I was dreaming.
I am at work walking by the copy machine. I've made it a habit every day to ask myself at certain parts in the school if I'm dreaming. So I'm by the copy machine and I say to myself.. "am I really at work right now?" All of the buttons are kind of glazed over looking and I realize wait.. really..? ohhh man! hahaaa I'm dreaming!! There's a few people around, and I see a kid from my class SS talking to himself. I say hi to him and he hugs me, but he's really cold and I feel bad for him. As SS is walking away I feel a hand on my arm. I want to walk outside, but I want to see who it is too. I am almost worried the hand would pinch or scratch me but I told myself, stay with it. Kind of feeling like I can only do one or the other, I turn around to find GB. I say "sweet!" and immediately I kiss him, and the next time I opened my eyes I was awake. When I was waking up I felt the same floaty weak feeling from when I tried to WILD the other night. I tried to fall back asleep again but I was too excited!

11.11.2010

alekos, petraki, paros (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

- I am at Paros (famous holiday greek island) and i speak with A. on the phone. He was somewhere nearby and i try to find him. I see him and reach the tabble he sits in. There are some other guys and a girl. There is a free chair. I go there and pretend to be a junkie and ask for money in a funny way. One of the guys sees me and waves at me like "No, i ve got no money". I insist because A. hasn't seen me yet. He sees me and says "Here, you prick, take 1 euro!". We laugh. I sit next to one of the guys and ask them where do they know A. from. They say they are common friend with the girl (who is a fb "friend" of mine, i don't really know). They also told me that she sucks...

Dream
Lucid

I was in my old middle school in my old History class and he asked me to go around to the otherside to do something. and i said " Sure i got nothing else to do" ( in my old school there are things called tardy sweeps which are if your late to a class and they catch you walking to a class they'll stop you and give you detention). So as i turn the corner i see every single dean coming at me so i turn around to see if i can hide somewhere but no i could.So one my old deans Mrs.Coleman says " aye boy where your pass at"
Me: umm..
Dean: whats your name
Me:Victor Suero
Dean: ohhh boy you just got yourself a detention
Me: but...

Out of random there were thousands of students trashing the school, and yelling and just going insane. As i run back to the class room to get safe im being swong at and yelled at.Finally like 5 mins later i get back to the class but i was completely empty the only thin there was a piece of paper that said "Understatement of the Year". I said "what happened"; right after that i woke up and got ready for school.

Vividness-8
Lucidity-0

09.11.2010

eleni, "jumanzi", sxizo, live, jiggy (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

- I am with E. in my house (not the same IRL). She sleeps in the room next to mine. I go over there to show her the room. It was a huge place, like an ancient theater. In the centre of it there was something like a big board game, really strange. E sat next to it and grabbed four "things" (like game characters...) and started placing them in many different spots on the tabble. It seemed pretty random though.

- I am at a music live bar. There is the stage in one edge, the bar tabble on the side and big glass-doors on the other edge. I don't remember watching any band live there. Outside that place there is a road as wide as the live bar. There are many people my age sitting on the pavement. I am out there with some friends too. I think i am a little drunk, i was in a really good mood. At some point there is a guy i hear saying "hey what's up?". I was turning around at that time, so i stand in front of him, grab and shake his hand "I 'm fine dude, how are you?". He starts laughing and i realise that i don't know him (at first i just thought that i didn't remember him). We laugh for a while, then we leave. I am walking towards the entrance. A comes and says that they didn't perform well. I realise that my friend A and his band were playing tonight and i had just missed them, cause i was outside chating... I kinda slip trough it when he starts taliking my M. I go into the bar. They were cleaning the place up. I see a sparrow on the bar tabble (dancing! No, i m kidding...). It starts flying in circles, until someone opened a door and it finally flew away.

- I am with J. in my car. He has some not so dense beard. He said something really funny, but i can't recall it... :/

finding out how this works...

Awake Lucid

I slowly get out of my bed, and look around my room. Definetly dreaming. I feel a snug sense of contentment in my chest. I love the clarity of the dream! I slowly RC, making sure that I am in fact dreaming. I breathe through my plugged nose and laugh at the sensation. I'm about to jump through a wall when I remember I need to stabilize. I run my fingers down the wall, breathing in the scent. I turn around to my desk, and notice some objects that aren't usually there. I take in the details. I turn to the wall again.

Then my next-door neighbors kids got up for school and being the loud primary school children that they are, woke me up with their annoying, high pitched screaming and shouting. So annoyed. Clearest lucid I get and they bloody wake me up. Tried to DEILD but no sir, didn't happen. GAH!

Non-Lucid - Large trucks coming along our windy mountain road laden with huge boulders. Each rock bigger than a car and stacked 4-5 high on back of truck. I comment to my son "Amazing how those trucks can get past the tree tops carrying those rocks"
Then in house as trucks deliver boulders outside. There is a specialist floor layer called "The Bone Crusher" who is giving us advice on a laquered floor consisting of thousands of small bones. My son and I think it looks cool - my wife thinks otherwise ...

I dreamt that I had sex with a girl of my school. I'm not going to talk about the details