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Awake Non-lucid Vivid

I'm in a hall in school. There's a piano on the side, which I go over to, sit down, and happily start playing. It's difficult to play though, it's very small and the keys are not in order. My physics teacher comes over and smirks. "Holy shit..." he says. "That is fucked up."

I continue trying to place the keys in the right postions. He reaches out and grabs the top of the piano. "What are you doing?" I ask, growing increasingly worried. He begins to crush the piano with his hands. I jump up and scream at him, trying to push him off. After a lot of effort, I shove him away and turn towards the piano. It's broken, bits of wood lying all over the floor. Tears well up in my eyes, and I shove him once more, then run down a flight of stairs, crying.

He runs after me but I just run faster, until I'm outside and running down a hill. My english teacher is walking up the hill. She stops me and asks in a kind voice what is wrong. I slowly tell her about the piano, and how it's making me feel depressed for some reason. She squeezes my shoulder and says she'll speak to my physics teacher, and that it's ok for me to be out of school right now.

I walk down the hill and into a forest. As I walk, I see faces in the trees. They whisper to me, but I don't know what they're saying. I get to a sunken well.

There are more faces in the well, with pale blue skin and gaping mouths. Their hands reach for me. The trees are moving closer. I jump to avoid their hands, but eventually they get me and pull me into the stone well.

I wake up in a victorian style house. Getting up, I notice a young man in the room, standing in front of a floor length mirror, studying himself. "Sister," he says, sounding oddly monotone. "Your company is requested by the mistress before we leave."

"Leave?"

"Have you forgotten already?" He asks, straightening his suit. "Our brothers funeral, the one you killed."

It flashes into my mind. Me, running across rooftops, my brother after me, an explosion, panic everywhere...

"I remember... I will go see the mistress."

I go into a dimly lit basement. An old hag of a woman grabs my hair and uses it to drag me to a stool facing a mirror. I cry out. "You think you can get away with this, m'girl? hm? I must cut your hair off. You do not control your hair, it controls you! You are grieving! You will never have hair again!"

She grabs a razor. I notice that my hair is not it's usual dark brown, but a pale blonde with bits of auburn in it. It's very pretty. I smile at it, but it dawns on me that my the mistress is holding up the razor. My face drops as she takes it to the side of my head and drags it upwards, leaving no hair in its place.

So, it started out on some tropical island, where I was diving for pearls, but had to get up because of sharks. I went into the village, and found that some woman was made a hero because she had made power using sun panels. Then I became Uncle Scrooge with his butler, and for some reason that woman was made at me for not paying my butler enough oO. Anyway, about that I began to lucid dream, so I decided to start flying, and so I did, and I ended up in New York, I knew that cause I saw linkin park (Not the rapper, but a park, and something told me it was named linkin park Then I remembered task of the month, and I flew out of the city lines and landed on the earth. There was some random DC spectators, while I summoned a storm. And as I drew fourth my arm, a lightning struck it, and a warm and strange feeling went through my body. It wasn't uncomfortable, for I was expecting it to be a feeling of power, and I had planned to use it to complete the second task (grow in size and stomp over a city). So I grew about 4 times larger, but couldn't really get any larger than that, so I just sorta kicked a pair of buildings, and stomped over a DC. Later I flew down to my school, where there was a girl I wanted to "you know". Problem was that every room we got into, was kinda stuffed with DC's, untill we found a toilet where we did it. (It hadn't crossed my mind to just get the DC's to disapper, but whatever, it was a nice dream )

I don't remember very much from last night. I remember I was sailing some ship somewhere with my friends. We got to some place that looked like big chess table and after that we were again sailing the ship somewhere and arguing about something. And I remember too that my mother bought me a mouse and I was complaining about something...Also some music was playing

Hello, everyone! My scary yet enjoyable nightmares start here: I woke up and went outside my room into the hallway. (Dream, also at my grandmas house) Suddenly, a huge object crashed into the house. To make things worse, I could not move and barley speak. After about 6-7 seconds, a small dog came out of my room. It was very colorful and had HUGE eyes! I very weakly said,"Grandma... Grandma... ." She obsessively could not hear me. I woke up.
The End

I was at V's place. We were outside and it was really dark. We wanted to go in but M shouted that we cant come in and wanted us to keep quiet.

I receive a text message from V but Its hard to read and I dont understand it so I show it to P who understands it...

Hello, everyone! My nightmare starts here: Me and my brother, Killian, were going to our grandmas house to get new batteries for our Game Cube controller. We get there and our grandma gives us some batteries and we go home but on the way there, unsuspected maintenance is needed on the road. So we ride our bicycles down this eerie forest. We go over this big hill and I fall of my Bicycle. The batteries fell out of the controller and suddenly Killian yelled,"Run MrPWNGE, Run!"(Not my actual name, lol)
I look up and see the grudge but she was a he and he had a knife!
i was stubbed and woke up insistently. Thank God!!! lol
The End

I "awaken" in the dream in a bedroom and I realize several things at once.

I am in a guest bedroom of Chris' house and packing clothes into a duffel bag. I know that since that night at the White Party, that Chris and I's relationship has returned to it's original state, simply platonic. I know that his relationship with Demi has progressed as expected, and that they are planning on moving in together soon. Because of this, the time Chris and I have spent with one another in the past few days will be the last time I will ever see him, and I am preparing to say goodbye to him for the last time.

While packing, I am oblivious to what is going on outside of the room - but I can see outside of my "dream self" and see Chris answering the door, his friend Brad stopping by on a planned visit between him and Chris to hang out. Brad has been divorced for several months and is easing back into the bachelorhood with reconnecting with his old friend Chris.

While they are exchanging pleasantries and unpacking food brought by Brad and putting beer in the fridge - I half shout from the room while still packing

"Hey Chris, I'm on my way to LAX - I already called a cab and it should be here soon so I'm going to pack up my stuff and wait out on the veranda, okay?"

Brad looks accusingly at Chris, this is supposed to be a guy's only meeting. "Who is that? Someone's here?"

Chris replies "Yeah it's just a friend. Hey you should meet her, she's really cool."

Brad shakes his head immediately "No, no way, man. You know how I feel about meeting people like this, it's always way entirely awkward and makes me uncomfortable."

Chris sortof chuckles, trying to smooth things over "Come on, just a quick hello. You heard her, she's on her way out anyway. Please? Quick and painless, I promise." Chris puts his hands together in a prayer motion

Disgusted with himself for caving, Brad rolls his eyes while grabbing a beer as they head to the living room. "Fine, but if this goes badly you owe me big time." Brad is pointing to Chris with the beer bottle in his hand.

Chris is giddy with excitement "Thank you, you got it, I'll owe you big time."

I come out of the room, preoccupied with my duffel bag still open, double checking to make sure I haven't left anything behind, a backpack slung on my other shoulder. I am headed to the livingroom where I have left my laptop and my digital camera.

"Hey Chris, did you hear me? I'm on my way out, do you know if I forgot anything? I always am afraid I'm going to leave something here" I make my way into the living room where I drop the duffel bag on the ground go over to a table where I left my laptop, closing the lid, unplugging usb cords etc.

"No, I'm sure you got everything, X. Hey listen, have you met my friend Brad before? He just came over to watch the game."

Brad extends his hand towards me even though I am still dealing with wrapping cords one by one and placing them into my pack. "Hi, it's nice to meet you."

I glance up at him quickly, but look at him straight in the eyes, and say nonchalantly "Yeah, hi." and go back to looking at what I am doing. Done with the cords, I put the laptop in my backpack and then reach for my camera "Well if you find anything that you think might be mine, just burn it okay?" I ask, addressing Chris again.

Brad is stunned, pulling back his extended hand awkwardly, unsure of what just happened. Chris mouths "Oh my GOD" to himself, my reaction is exactly what he had hoped would happen. It's not everyday that Brad Pitt gets passed over by a female, but Chris knew that if anyone would do it, that it would be me.

I am still talking and oblivious to their reactions as I place my camera in my backpack and zip it up, placing it on my shoulders and going back to where I left my duffel bag. "I'm serious, I don't want your girlfriend finding a sock of mine or something and freaking out about it, so promise you'll check the room." Leaning down to zip up the duffel bag and picking it up, I walk over to Chris and look at him face to face, for the last time.

"Say you promise." I say to him.

"I promise." Off my distrusting look, he reiterates "I promise, I really do. Now give me a hug."

I instantly soften, dropping my bag to give him a hug, a tight squeeze that is at the same time comfortable yet still intertwined with a feeling of regret of a path not taken that is shared by us both.

Brad is still taken aback by the whole exchange, staring unabashedly at me. That is when Chris coughs uncomfortably, and remembering we are being watched we release each other, and I again pick up my duffel bag.

"So I'll see you later then?" I grin at my own joke, knowing that I will never see him again.

Chris snorts and can't help but grin back. So much being unsaid between us, but nothing that can be done about it. "Yeah, later. Take care of yourself, okay?"

I nod, taking his question seriously. "You take care of yourself too."

I look at Brad once more, as I am walking backwards towards the door. "And it was nice meeting you."

One last glance at Chris as I open the door to walk outside to wait for my cab. "Bye" Chris waves goodbye and I close the door and walk further outside to wait for my cab.

Hello, everyone! This is my epic nightmare: I woke up in bed (Dream, also non-lucid) and I noticed one of my big stuffed animals (Lion) were gone. I go outside my room and into the kitchen and see him sleeping in the laundry room. I slowly walk to my parents room and I don't see them anywhere. I walk back out and trip on something and hear a growl. Take a wild guess what that is. I don't even have to look around, it is clearly my stuffed animal lion. I do a back flip and the dream go's into 3rd person view, also it becomes slow-mode. It then zooms at the lions mouth and my finger, nearly a inch away from biting it off. right before the back flip ends, I do a back-wards kick so I can kick the door open. Kind of a matrix nightmare, isn't it?
After I kick the door open, I close it as fast as possible. I then go to the back of the room to open the closet so I can hide in it. apparently, my family had the intention to do the same! I found everyone, my two brothers, my mom and dad, everyone. They were all just hiding there. About 6/7 seconds later I woke up scared to death! (Hey, give me credit! I was 4 or 5 when this happened! You my think it's funny but to me it was no laughing matter, lol) I was scared to sleep after that but I eventually got over it. One more thing: Read this again with Inception music (cough Mind Heist) and see how epic it is!!!
The End

I hit the transition to Sleep Paralysis!!!!!!
But the experience was so intense and I accidentally moved!
Damnit!

Anyway so here's the story:
I laid down for yet another WILD attempt I had stretched, cleared
my mind, and gotten all ready. So I laid down and started focusing
on my breathing and the canvas that was the back of my eyelids.
I couldn't seem to get anything as far as visual goes for the
hypnagogics. But eventually I started getting my auditory. At first
it was just the usually tones and shit. Then I got a really freaky one.
It was a female voice, middle-aged. She said "Lay down, you need to
sleep" over and over. It was creepy. But I was patient. I then got
a really bright light in my right peripheral as if there was some light on
my night stand. It looked like an external light. That lasted for a while and
finally. I then got a hypnagogic smell. I smelled rotten eggs in the room
and thought "god what is that?" but every time I try to smell to get a better
whiff of it, it went away. A short while later, I felt my entire body go tense.
It was indescribable. My heart started pounding very loudly and fast. It
resonated through my entire body. Every muscle in my body was as tense
as could be. Then I accidentally moved from the intensity so my body said
"hey, you're not asleep. Fuck you" and feeling rushed back to every limb, although the
"vibrations"( I assume were what I was describing as my massive heartbeat ),
were still going. I tried for a while then realized that I had failed and got up.
I did a RC which passed I had indeed failed.

At the age of 21, I win the Powerball lottery jackpot of 200 million, cash option. I split half with various family members, and keep 100 million for myself. I decide that ultimately, I wish to travel, and see the world. I buy a digital camera and a domain name under a false name. I use the car I already own, a beat up used Dodge Neon, and I start roadtripping across the United States.

I literally stop in every small town, not wanting to leave any city unvisited. I don't remember the cities as much as I do of the pictures I take. Seemingly unimportant landscapes and various pictures of banal small town life. But I am content with all of it, and my travels.

For some reason, the website I am updating has gotten followers, and is starting to become popular. People begin writing posts on various websites around the internet inquiring to my identity, wanting to meet me, wanting to show me their town. People start calling me Lennox, or even X instead of the full name Jake Lennox I had given myself from Day 1.

I am amused and of course sort of excited by the attention, but I know that any kind of fame or recognition is not what I want. I change my website so now that the pictures uploaded are a month behind my current travels, so no one is the wiser to where I really am at any certain time.

People become wise to the fact that they can email me at [email protected] and I become interested in answering people's inquiries back, although of course not giving up any personal information or where I am ever located at any given time. I've never been given any sort of attention before, and as I'm traveling alone I am often lonely, so the emails are my only outlet of being social and for me, my only way of having friends.

The popularity of my site grows. It soon seems that the popularity rises not because of the pictures, but of the fact that everyone is clamoring to find out my identity. It suddenly becomes "cool" to say that you've hung out with Jake Lennox, and no one can dispute it (especially me) because no one can prove otherwise.

I reach the attention of the mainstream media, Extra, TMZ, Perez Hilton, and finally the attention of Ashton Kutcher, who begins emailing me regularly. Our emails are nothing out of the ordinary. Friendly, sharing a connection between two people. He is fond of calling me X, along with everyone else.

After several months he starts hinting that I should come to LA and meet him, hang out at so and sos house, or at the Super Bowl, or any other kind of sporting event. I always decline as politely as possible, frightened by the idea of him hating me when discovering my true identity, a plain Midwestern girl.

Eventually, I can't help it. I fall for Ashton, but I am still determined to stay away from him, knowing that he doesn't know who I really am, he only knows the lies. After almost over a year, he drops another invitation - come to the White Party held by his friend Sean Combs in New York. That no one will know who I am, and he and I will finally get to meet in person with no repercussions.

Against my better judgement, I agree, flying to New York. As Ashton promised, my invitation was accepted with no second glance, and I was in. I managed to find my way to a secluded third floor. A ring around the main dance floor, two stories below. A sea of people in white dancing below to a pop beat, green lights washing over them as I stood watching them alone, enthralled.

I receive a txt from Ashton "Where are you?" and now he is on his way. No turning back now. I hear the door open behind me, but I watch the scene of the party before me breathless, never seeing anything like it before. Fnally, I turn around.

And there he is, a stunned and surprised look on his face at first as he walks toward me, but then he smiles charmingly, making me want to melt in a puddle right there.

"Hi' he says, stopping in front of me, extending his hand still smiling. "I'm Chris."

"Hi Chris", I reply shaking his hand, trying not to blush as I smile shyly. "I'm Sera."

I'm not sure why I give him a false name, maybe habit? Nerves? I figure I have a good reason, so I don't correct myself.

"Sera..." he muses on my name for awhile. "It's nice to meet you."

I turn then to face away from him, but we are now next to each other, watching the party unfold below us. I look sideways at him and give him a knowing look, with a big grin. I can't help it, I'm beside myself with happiness to finally be meeting Chris face to face. I reply "It's nice to finally meet you too"

And he big grins back, grabbing my hand to pull us closer, facing one another again. And we begin leaning closer and closer, until we engage in one simple breathtaking kiss.

When we separate, a pensive look crosses my face and say, "So I guess you're not mad?" and he laughs shaking his head "No, I'm not mad. Relieved, more like it."

I breathe a sigh of relief, and he releases my hand as he reaches for his cell phone, which is buzzing in his pocket.

"Shit" he says "Sean is texting me from downstairs, he says he has someone that he wants me to meet." Chris looks up at me from his phone "..but you aren't going to come with me to meet him if I ask, are you?"

I shake my head "No, not tonight."

Chris nods understandingly and hastily puts his phone back in his pants pocket and lightly touches the side of my face with the palm of his hand. "I'll be back, ten minutes tops, okay?"

"Okay", I nod to him as he releases me and starts heading towards the door. "..bye."

I waited an hour, before I finally left. Turns out that Sean introduced Chris to Demi Moore that night. The love of Chris' life and his future wife.

My Notes
Non-lucid
Lucid
Awake

Well I've just gotten back home after being gone for three days, so there were no dreams then. Sorry. I had three dreams last night. Annoyingly I've completely forgotten one of them. Hopefully I'll remember it sometime today.

The first dream I was at a caravan park. The ground was mostly sand, and my younger brother was with me. There were small trees everywhere, and they kind of worked as walls. I was riding my bike around and noticed while riding that the wheels had no air, but I still rode smoothly.
Whilst I was riding I passed a kid (who I think I used to know) and his little brother a few times. I kept driving passed him, missing him by only a small gap. I felt bad for annoying him.
In the dream I remember riding down a long stretch of sand, then after riding around more I'd return to this stretch of sand again.

The second dream was slightly more vivid. I was in a classroom with white walls, and I had a teacher I'd never met before. I tried to sharpen my pencil, but the blade was too dull. It only succeeded in breaking the end of the pencil. I took out a normal pen from my pencil case and rubbed it against the blade. I thought by doing this it might sharpen the it. After a few moments I went back to sharpening my pencil. Still too blunt, and now then pencil was all bent.
A boy sitting on a table to the right of me (Matt.W) was telling me something about how to do it properly, when the teacher walked passed. She was incredibly mean to me. As she walked away I callously stated she was a whore.
"You think the teacher is a whore?" Matt.W said, looking slightly confused. I was worried he would tell the teacher.
"No no no, I just..." I didn't know what to say, so I just kept quiet.
Matt never did tell the teacher what I'd said, and I'd never manage to sharpen my sharpener.

I awoke to my 6 hour alarm. It was going to be a 40 degree day today, and I was already hot. I hadn't gotten much sleep because my left ear was clogged with wax. I decided it wasn't the best time to try to WILD.

Desert Crystals

I was walking out in the desert with my friends tom and rueben. I kept finding little clusters of random crystals growing out of the sand. They were big crystals and some very amazing ones which I have never seen anything like before, they almost looked like glass blown and cut crystals. I was only choosing one or two of the coolest looking crystals from each cluster but before long I had full pockets and hands. I thought it was strange I had found so many amazing crystals so I did a RC and realised I was dreaming. This is the first time I was sad to become lucid, not overly sad but I knew that the crystals I had found were not going to be their when I woke up. I walked away from what was going on and called out for drizzt and my dream guide but then I woke up.

RPG World

I was in an RPG kinda world, everything was like a 3D game, the characters around me were from oldschool RPG's, they were all shorter than me and kinda chubby although this may have just been from the bad graphics! I dont remember how I became lucid but throughout the whole dream I had awareness. One of the characters was a zelda kind of person. I think she wanted me to do a quest or something, she was definatly more important than the other chracters. Just meters away was a small pyramid structure, it wasnt more than 5 meters high and had a large openeing. It was like an entrance to a set of tunnels or something. It was dimly lit inside with flaming torches. I made my way in and saw a man make his way out of the shadows with a long wooden staff. He looked young and fit like a warrior. He was crouched in a defensive pose making his way to me and I asked him not to fight and if he could come out into the sun with me and teach me some contact staff. He agreed and we walked back out of the pyramid, the other characters were still thier but they were more human now and everything didnt look 3D anymore. We both had a play around and he did a few cool tricks that I am trying to learn IWL but I think I need to train with him again as I didnt quite see how to do the trick properly.

strange woman

I was at someone's house and went outside on the porch for a smoke. The backyard is green and there's a huge garden with a tall grey dude tending to the garden. I look at a window and a woman with blond hair has her face pressed against the glass and she is smiling at me.

"Who are you?" I ask. She teleports outside of the window and just smiles at me. I ask her again who she is but she doesn't utter a word. She then morphs into a grey cat with a big bushy tail and jumps in my arms. I pet her and she begins purring.

Psychic

I was seated with the psychic I frequent who I'll just call Evangeline. There was a few other young people seated at the table with her and she seemed to be teaching us something. She said for me to quit asking my guides the same questions over and over again and that It's my job to interpret and trust the meanings of the answers that they give me. I asked her if she ever gets frustrated or annoyed with her guides, she said definitely yes at certain times.

BC

I was in the passenger seat of a large van being driven by my brother. We were driving in BC just outside chilliwack and heading towards hope. In the backseat I saw a goat with red fur. I was suddenly in the backseat with the goat and petting it. It asked to be let off at the next overpass exit. So me and my brother let it out there.

Chilliwack

Vague dream of walking around chilliwack near the old IGA with a movie store across it. But as I looked around it seemed that half the usual buildings were gone.

WTF

I was downtown calgary with some guy and another woman. We were planning something. It was agreed that I would go with the guy. We got in and he drove us across a bridge towards edmonton trail, but across it everything was different than usual. The woman was a sort of demon and flew to our destination. She was shooting fire from her hands like a phoenix at some bad guys.

I had found out that my mom was my adoptive mom and my real mom was black. My "adoptive" mom and I were in the car. We were drying through a back street to my old middle school. I was starting to ask why she had adopted me, but she interrupted me, pointing out the sunset behind the high white fence in front of us. I said it was pretty and that it reminded me of the movie Lilo & Stitch. I asked her if she remembered seeing it and she said no. I took a printed picture out of my pocket of Stitch giving Lilo a flower and showed it to her.

I was at my friend Amber's house. She was having a pool party at her house and everyone we knew was there. The only things I really remember are that her whole backyard was a pool and that she tried to push me into the pool with my phone in hand.

Ski Lodge

I was at a big party going on in a ski lodge. I saw a girl meg who is an amazing contact staff fire spinner. She was playing with my staff but I was too scared to go talk to her. Later I saw a friend who I hadnt seen in a while an I ran up staight to him. The instantly he was gone, i thought instantly that it wasnt possible for him to just disappear so I must be dreaming. I pinched my nose and could breathe. I tried to turn into Drizzt but I didnt transform. I walked around the lodge and found two girls fighting with long sticks. One girl had two and did an amazing contact staff move. I grabbed a stick out of nowhere and started fighting one girl. I took her down easily, then moved onto the next. I also took her down with little effort. Then the last girl I beat down threw a short stick at me, it hit me right in the eye and hurt. The pain felt so real, my eye got quite swollen. I tried to heal it by placing my hand over my eye and focusing energy to that area but it didnt work. For some reason I had a feeling that the girls must help me to heal it. I asked them and they agreed but didnt seem very helpful. We walked outside and they kinda just sat down and did their own thing talking to each other and stuff. I walked back inside, my eye still swollen. I saw my old flatmate luke and started telling him everything I copuld remember from the lucid so far so that I wouldnt forget anything. Just after I had finished I woke up.