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I felt like I have had an introduction to this dream before. I recognized the bridge in it.

A family, which are depicted as members of my family are preparing to stay in a cabin / house on a tiny little island in something resembling to a fjord. The island only had room for a house with a floor. The house was white with dark brown lists. It was a great and wide wooden bridge to get to the island. At the bridge there is an old man with a blanket over him and a cap on his head sitting in a wheelchair. He has two holes where the left eye should have been. As if the eye had become skin tissue and was punctured. But they have said previously in a dream that he was not dead. The atmosphere is hazy, and over the bridge, I see only a mountain sticking up from the earth that goes sky high. The rest is just swamp, not a road even. Further than just across the bridge I do not see because of fog. Around the hut was only heather, all the way to the water.

There was a baby there, portrayed as Stewie Griffin from Family Guy. He played in the heather on the west side of the cabin when I heard some voices from nowhere and he argued with them. He died of some reason and the man in the wheelchair drove him west from the cabin with a pickup truck. On a road that did not exist. Later, the father and daughter (my sister and dad) are discussing something I don't remember, while she looked down into the water on her reflection. They stood on the north east side of the cabin. It felt like she were suicidal. I felt that everyone in the family would die.

Dream skip until night. The whole family sat and watched the reflection of a very similar cabin on the other side. The father explained that the same happens to the cabin as it happens with this. If it burned, this one burned also. I saw that the hut was burning and that this one also did, then the image disappeared. I now have a sort of guided tour of everything in place before I wake up again. Just like as the dream wanted me to remember it. I woke up.

You may call it a nightmare, but it didn't frighten me even though it was some pretty freaky images there. Like the old man with holes in his eye.

Technique: WILD
Dream Control: 7
Dream Length: short
Recall: Average
Vividness: Excellent

After waking up naturally, and going back to sleep, I immediately felt myself floating up out of bed. I landed on my feet, and headed out the door. The dream was still forming, so it was pretty dark. I didn't worry about stabilizing, I just had a feeling that things were going to break apart soon regardless so I headed outside.

When I got there, it felt like I was wearing my shades and my hood at the same time. I tried taking off my shades, and another pair appeared on my face. I attempted to remove my hood, and the same thing happen. I tried a few more times, and saw several shades on the ground accumulating, and finally I gave up on it. I continued on out towards the road, and jumped into the ditch.

It had water in it, and it came up to my knees. I raised one foot off the ground, and stomped and watched the ground swell up and there was a moving hill forming away from me. The water had traveled underground through the cracks that I made, and I decided to work on something else.

I looked at the sky, and there were several stars out, and almost immediately it changed to where the sky was littered with them. I closed one eye and put fingers around one as if i was grabbing it, and moved it. I did this to another one just to see it happen again, and then I proceed to make a constellation of the entire North America by moving hundreds of stars at once. Instead of moving them by hand, it was more like it was just my will. Eventually I had everything done except for Florida. I had to play around it with several times to get it like I wanted to, but finally it did. The whole thing looked like a night time satellite view of light pollution pasted on the horizon. After that, I woke up.

At some point during this dream after walking outside, I was in complete blackness, and everything reformed.

I remember something about porn...I'm not sure, and then things got crazy. There was a terminator after me. I'm not exactly sure what happened next, but I ended up reprogramming one by nearly destroying her. We spent the rest of the dream talking with some DCs about music.

Because I waited so long to write this I forgot many details about my dreams.

Note to self record dreams first thing when I get up. NOT 12 HOURS LATER.

Dream 1- Snow

All I remember is seeing snow and thinking this might be heavy enough to cancel school.

Dream 2- Future hostage situation

Before I went to sleep I tried to imagine a scene and walk through it several times so that I could dream about it. I thought it might be cool if a tried to do a cycle duel like in tron. I imagined the situation about 4-5 times before going to sleep. I was about to pass out when a stray thought ran through my head and changed the dream. "Maybe I should watch an episode of Mobile Suit Gundam before going to sleep."

I was in a room holding a bunch of hostages and a book full of Gundam stories. The very hostage situation I was in was written in the book. I checked the news and saw that the military had stepped down and surrendered to me. It was just like how it was written in the book. Unfortunately there was this one guy who had a white mobile suit who refused to surrender and instead stated that he intended to attack me. Also just like in the book. I tried to read further ahead in the book to see what would happen but instead saw some covers for some other Gundam books. I then woke up...

I am coming down a staircase in an apartment building (I think I might live there?), and there are two people behind me. It's a different entrance than I remember coming in, and one of the people said that's the way I should go in from now on. We are about to go outside when an older guy comes in front of us and says that people are allowed in only by 2's, and asks who is the pair among us. I feel like I'm the odd one out so I walk outside right away. As we are walking up the street, there's a guy and a girl on the other side pacing back and fourth and the guy is yelling.

...

I'm on one of those spinning swings at a carnival.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

So, I've decided that I should post this dream now, though it happened long time ago

When the dream started I was standing by some dwarf and he was saying that there is a danger of enemy attack.I was like "No way, who would attack us".I saw some church but it was destroyed.I thought it was because of eartquake.Then a enemy dwarf attacked my dwarf and then I started to believe him.But then dream started to fade out, and while it was fading out I figured that I was dreaming.I was saying "C'mon, this is going to be a lucid dream, don't lose it".Then I came back into dream, but again it started to fading.I managed to stay in the dream and then I saw this epic battle.Enemy is attacking, and I have an army but it's not strong enough."C'mon this is my dream, I will win"
I was thinking what I should do to win.And then suddenly some giant stone creature appeard and helped me to win.It was not like a golem, it was more like some statue.And when we won the battle, he smiled and then the dream faded out.

Pre-Sleep:
Good Meditation again an hour before sleep. No TV.
In bed, incubation of first scene - then distilled to one 'frame' at concert with mantra.
Stressful report to write for work kept me awake composing draft plans for 4 hours - sleep about 2am.

Sleep:
2 fragment dreams followed by long Concert Dream coupled with river/water dream sign. Non-Lucid.
Summary: I am at the outdoor field concert of incubation but larger scale consisting of 5 stages with 100's of thousands of people. The 2 lower stages have been flooded by river (dreamsign) and two large tug boats with cables are needed to stabilize remaining 3 main stages of concert from being swept away. I suggest/realise we need to go "upstairs" to get 3 remaining stages away from the strong current of the river so tug boats can secure concert stages more easily.

Post-Sleep:
6am work start so very tired. Amazed at dream about concert incubation semi-successful but also realise that my subconscious has used dreamsigns of river/water and incongruity of "going upstairs" in a river in an attempt to make me realise I am dreaming. I still do not realise and attain lucidity. Almost like I am resisting realisation of dreaming despite best attempts by my own subconscious !!??

Self assessment:
I am achieving concert incubation although not achieving lucidity so sub-conscious bringing in dream signs in attempt to help my consciousness realise dream an LD. I still obviously lack energy/awareness to bring this to the fore and become lucid. Beginning to think I may be trying too hard and draining my energy that is obviously required to become lucid at concert task.

Non-dream Lucid

I had had about 2 other dreams as well in the night, both which took place in my house. But they were short and I can't remember them clearly. This was also a WBTB attempt.

I woke up and immediately felt weird, so I decided to do a RC, and it worked. I realised I was dreaming, and told the two people in the room (Never bothered to ask why they were there) to come to the park. I'm not sure why, but I knew there was going to be a big event there. When we got there, the dream started fading, but this girl took my jacket, bundled it up, and went "There, it's fixed now". I highly doubt she was talking about the jacket, because the dream became more vivid. Although the dream was still very unclear, and when it started fading again, I couldn't even remember what I had been doing in the dream, so had to wake up.

(A dream from a few years back...The dialogue is not exact, but it is just about right.)

I walk into the kitchen, holding my pregnant belly, to where my mom is making bacon. (note: I have never been pregnant.) It is the exact kitchen I had at the time of the dream.
I feel my water break and stop dead in my tracks.
Me: "Mom, my water just broke."
Mom: "That's nice dear." I walk closer to her.
Me: "You don't understand, the baby is coming!" She does not even look up at me.
Mom: "How much bacon do you want honey?" I begin to feel the baby crowning.
Me: "Mom! It is coming!!"
Mom: "Not now sweetie. I am cooking." I am so confused as to why she is not helping. I feel the baby's shoulders begin to descend. As soon as the shoulders are out the entire baby follows. It is contained in a sac which I rip open immediately leaking water on to the kitchen floor. I grab my child and place it carefully on the kitchen counter. I put my hands on my legs to catch my breath and after a few breaths I turn to my mom again.
Me: "Mom, I just had a child...here in the kitchen..."
Mom: "That's nice." He turns to me holding the pan toward me. "You want some bacon?"

I decided that one the one week break from school me and all my roommates should go to a spa (I have never been to a spa irl so I made up what I thought it was when I argued my point XD) For some reason we were going to go to a spa in Houston, TX.

dream skip, there was some kind of animated movie involving a fish getting sucked into a whirl pool, I knew in the dream that my roommate L had helped work on it.

We randomly arrive there, and for some reason have to sneak through what looks almost like a maze, but I know it is not, it is some kind of shopping center. (After awakening I realize it looks kind of like the art store "blick"). There are many people I know irl were hunting us down, and in order to make it to our vacation we had to get bay without them seeing us.

Dream skip, we are returning from vacation and an equally strange animation of the same fish in the same style plays, only it is more violent and scary.

Dream skip (pretty sure this is the next dream)

I let my roommate B know that her bird is chewing a hole in the wall (believe it or not, actually happening irl XD) I let L know, and she begins to yell at B like a crazy person. She yells to the point that I feel the need to defend her and I step in to say that is was not her fault, these things happen, we can fix it.

Not sure what these mean, they were to scattered for me to get any meaning out of it.

15.01.2011

Zombie Dream (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It all started in a building at the edge of a road, there was some idea that zombies were coming and that I needed to get somewhere. I got out of the house and I found transportation. I somehow followed a road pretty far to an end where it looked like a freeway met with a sewage runoff and there was no way further. To the right of me there was a fenced in area, on a higher up ledge than the road. I climbed up with my bike, but hid the bike and looked around. I noticed there were two zombies and the only way to get past them was to run around them somehow and get to a control panel to move forward. They were moving in a disorderly fashion and made it hard to predict how to get through them, i attempted to get around them but suddenly once i was past them they had the ability to aim at you and then charge very fast. (Like the charger from left 4 dead 2) I tried to do the control panel, but they were moving too fast and I had to abort. From here on I remember hopping back over the fence and riding my bike somewhere. I ended back at the original spot by the fence, but with other people this time and zombies were on the road behind us which is the direction we decided to head. As we approached the zombies and tried to get around them, the leader of our group willingly ran up to a zombie to let it bite him and he became a zombie in a second. I quickly was outnumbered and got bit by one and that was the end.

I finally finished my keyblade, so In celebration, I decided to release my Kingdom Hearts Dream Pack (lol). It consists of four Kingdom Hearts related dreams. Two are brand NEW entires of dreams that I had while I was away (173 & 174). The other two are Kingdom Hearts dreams from my original Dream Journal (59 & 152). Hope you all enjoy!

May 2010
Lucid Dream 173: Swallowed by the Darkness
Series: The Heart of all Worlds, Episode 2
daytime nap
WILD

Category - Action/Horror


I thought I had posted this one in my old DJ, because it was written down in my notebook for May 2010. I must have already left the site then. Anyway, time for the world exclusive (lol)...
I remember drifting off at my Grandpa's house while watching westerns with him. As I began to doze off, my body slipped in and out of SP several times before I was able to hold on to it. I can't remember the HI/HH I experienced, but entered the dream and found myself in the same place I had fallen asleep. I looked around the living room and something was different. There were five random people in western attire (cowboy hats, boots with spurs, etc) sleeping on the floor around me. I kicked the nearest one in the ribs and woke him up. I asked why he was sleeping in my floor and he seemed confused. He looked around and then looked back at me and said, "No I wasn't." I then picked him up off the ground and launched him through the window. He scrambled to his feet and pulled out a revolver. I slowly walked toward him as he fired shot after shot into my chest. I was bleeding pretty profusely, but the bullets felt like small pillows. I dove head first out the window and grabbed the guy in the process. Never touching the ground, I took flight and flew a couple hundred feet into the sky. I hovered for a moment and then dropped the cowboy. He plummeted to the ground and in a comedic turn of events, put a deep, cartoon-style, outlined indention into the ground. I landed back down below and noticed the sky started to get dark.

After a few moments a large cloud rolled in and I noticed it looked a lot like Darkside (large black boss from Kingdom Hearts 1). Suddenly, the cloud spread apart in the center, forming an open circular. It was as if a giant vacuum had sucked the center of the cloud out from above it. The circular hole swirled and formed a heart shape. I could see, what appeared to be, black snow falling from the hole. As the snow got closer to me I realized it wasn't snow at all. I threw out my hand violently, spread my fingers wide, and imagined my keyblade. I felt cold steel touch my fingertips just as the heartless landed in front of me. My keyblade (crown-like handle, with razor sharp pot leaves, and vines curling up the shaft. The key notches is a large gold pot leaf). I began slaying them one after another. After battling for a good while, I looked up and saw endless amounts of black specs floating down toward me. I knew I had to attack the source or they would never stop. I took flight, battling heartless in mid-air as I ascended to the large heart-shaped recess in the clouds. The moment I entered the recess, the clouds slammed all around me, pitting me in complete darkness.

I looked around, but I couldn't see anything. The air was frigid and I began to feel little frightened. Something flashed in the corner of my eye. I wheeled around to see what it was, but there was nothing but black. The exact moment I turned back around, there was a hooded ghost (looked like a dementor from Harry Potter) a few feet in front of me. Before I could react it launched itself toward me and penetrated my body (through my chest/abdomen). For a moment, I could feel it swirling around inside of me. It was rather creepy, but then I felt an enormous sense of power. I raised my keyblade in front of me and it was now glowing a bright gold color. The vines that were wrapped around the shaft had turned into green snakes. I watched them for a moment as they continuously curled around the body of the key. Every now and then they would let out a hiss and snap at the air. I swung my keyblade and blew away the dark clouds that surrounded me. I could see several heartless flying around the area, so I took off toward them. I had let my excitement grow too strong and the dream began to fade. I'm pretty sure I managed to stay in the dream, but I lost lucidity soon after...

Late 2010
Lucid Dream 174: The Keyblade's Dark Secret
Series: The Heart of all Worlds, Episode 3
in the a.m.
DILD

Category - Action/Boss Battle


I was on vacation in some Spanish-speaking country. I was in a large group that was walking through a forest area. There was an extremely attractive girl walking in front of me, so I decided to become friendly with her. The group had came to a stop, but I purposely was looking away and bumped/walked into her. She turned around and looked a bit startled, I quickly said, "Oh shit, I'm so sorry about that." She didn't seem upset when she replied (I don't remember how the conversation went exactly, but this is pretty close), "Well, you should probably pay attention to what you are doing." I apologized again and said, "I'm pretty sure I saw an ocelot walk by over there (my excuse for bumping into her ). She got excited and said, "Ooh really?" I said, "Yeah, I'm pretty sure...though I am a little high at the moment." She smiled and said, "Yeah, I can tell...your eyes are really red." I smiled back and said, "Anyway, you want to go check it out (I pointed in the direction of the non-existent ocelot?)" She looked a little hesitant so I finished out my scheme, "I need to lag behind anyway, so I can smoke this blunt. You can tag along...might see something cool in the process..." She agreed and we snuck away from the group. We sat down and began smoking the blunt. She looked at me and said, "An ocelot huh? You must think your pretty clever." I laughed and said, "Nah, I'm just pretty high." After a bit we began kissing and she moved on to blowing me.

I can't remember how we got back or what happened during this time, but the next thing I remember we were back with the group. Me and her were talking and she said something about lucid dreaming. As soon as she said it, I looked around and thought, "Where the f*** am I?" I did a quick nose pinch and realized I was dreaming. I already knew what I wanted to do, so I grabbed the girl by the hand and took flight. We flew above the forest and I began singing a whole new world (I do this a lot, lol)..."I can show you the world...shining shimmering splendors..." After singing for a bit, we touched down and I told her, "Watch this!" I threw out my hand and summoned my keyblade. As soon as I summoned it, one of the snakes stretched out and bit her arm. She toppled over to the ground and began twitching as white foamed poured from her mouth. "Shit. I think I killed her." I looked at her and she was definitely dead. I thought, "Damn, I should have sang...'I can show you the Underworld." My snakes covered her and quickly devoured her body. My keyblade began to glow and I could tell it had just increased in power. I then set off to find more people for it to devour when I was attacked by heartless (mostly neo shadows). With my newly found power, my keyblade devoured heartless after heartless until it was glowing so bright, it hurt my eyes to look at. I then swung it around and shouted "super-duper crazy attack!" (lol). A huge golden flash, boomed out of the keyblade and completely annihilated the surrounding area. All the trees were cut in half and heartless remains were scattered all over the placed. I had black heartless goo all over myself. I wiped some on my hand and smelled it. It smelled like black licorice. I picked up an arm and squeezed the goo into my mouth. It tasted like unflavored pudding (if there ever was such a thing). After milking the arm dry, I took off running through my newly formed path of destruction. Before I could reach the other side of the woods I woke up.
I have since renamed my attack "Souler Flare." I thought it was a bit cooler than super-duper crazy attack.

....and now for the dream in which I first summoned my own unique keyblade, "The Cannabis Key"....


February 16, 2010
Lucid Dream 152: Into the Shadows
Series: The Heart of all Worlds, Episode 1
around 1:30am
WILD

Category - Action


An excerpt from the dream...
...We were in a large field and it was very dark outside. I looked out to the horizon and made the sun rise. As soon as the sun rose completely a large dark, misty cloud moved in and blocked off the sun. A pitch black shadow was cast all around us. Suddenly black figures began to form within the shadow. The shadow had grown to an enormous size making the ground pitch black as far as the eyes could see. The sky began to swirl with dark purple and deep orange. The figures began to rise out of the ground and I noticed they had an all too familiar symbol on their chests. They were heartless! The demonic looking heartless began to surround me and Cliff (the heartless were much more sinister than the heartless from the Kingdom Hearts games). I looked over toward Cliff and gave a quick nod. We then held out our arms and summoned keyblades out of thin air.

My keyblade was awesome (I plan on drawing it and posting the picture in my DJ...eventually ). The shaft and handle of the ketyblade was extremely shiny and appeared to be solid gold. A green, twisting vine with razor sharp pot leaves curled up the keyblade Note: In my later dreams, green snakes twisted up the shaft of the keyblade instead of vines. The ridges for the end of the key was a large razor sharp pot leaf. The handle had large emeralds and diamonds encrusted in the gold. The handle was a (king's) crown shape that folded over my hand as I held it (like a protector/shield for the "sword" hand. It felt light as a feather and I began attacking the heartless. My buddy Cliff's keyblade was pretty cool as well. It was flaming on the end and there was a white spiraling metal that curled all the way up the shaft of the keyblade. The ridges on his keyblade looked like a normal key, but I couldn't really tell because they were engulfed in flames. The spiral made the keyblade look similar to a joint. He also had some razor sharp pot leafs here and there.

We fought the heartless for a while, but they just kept multiplying. Cliff looked at me and said, "Shit! There are too many of them." I looked at him and said, "Try this!" I backed up a few steps and felt energy growing inside me. I then unleashed and allowed the energy to burst out of every square inch of my body. My clothes turned black and blue as did my keyblade. I saw a strange nearly invisible veil fall over me. I had turned into the wisdom form (from KH2). I began shooting white balls of fire (as wells as stars, beams, and other shapes of a white hot flames). After battling the heatless by flying around and shooting and also performing some crazy acrobatics and shooting, I awoke from my dream.

Series Details
In the dream series, The Heart of all Worlds, I use my trusty keyblade, The Cannabis Key, to battle heartless and find the true meaning to their existence. The goal is the Heart of all Worlds, but what will I do when I find it...who will I meet along the way? Stay tuned for more entries to the series!

Dream set in some very ancient looking catacombs.

I had to travel over a lake of frozen ice to get there, but the ice was so thin that it was cracking. I had to run faster and faster as the cracks appeared under my feet, trying to avoid plunging into the water.

I am with some woman called Evelyn, and she looks like a cross between Morena Baccarin and Katherine Heigl. She seems to have lost her husband to some disease and is looking for his tomb. When she finds it, she lays down in it, and his ghost comes to her. He is real enough to be touched and heard. He keeps telling her to shush, like he is nervous to be discovered. Evelyn is overly emotional though and making too much noise, drawing her current boyfriend to the scene. He is dressed (or rather un-dressed) like the God Pan, which is rather strange, but no one comments on it. He is the caretaker of the catacomb, and he's not pleased that the ghosts are active.

A few months ago I had a dream. I was at school and everything was normal, except a guy who was wearing robes that looked like Harry Potter Slytherin robes pushed me around a bit. Everyone else was wearing normal school uniform. Anyway he was pushing me around and then suddenly I started saying these words. I'd never heard them and it was as if somebody else was speaking them but it was my body. It was a long string of words, at least a minute long and these black portals opened up behind him. It was one at first but then there was more and more until finally he got sucked into one that got too close and they all closed. I walked out to our school courtyard and he was spat out of a portal, his body was mangled and covered in blood. Also it was a day when stalls sell things, I went up to a stall asking to buy something, I was surprised to see they had a notice saying no Davids (that's my name). I kept wanting to buy something and they refused then finally gave me something for free to go away. Next thing I know the dream has fast forwarded, I'm in a room which I believe is a school house room but in real life I've never seen it before. I was talking to my best friend about it then said "It's better to be feared than liked". Then I woke up. Can anybody tell me what this could mean?

I had a strange dream a while ago. I met a girl, there were heaps of people there and I teased her about sex and all. Then we're alone and talking, we get along. Our friendship continues and we even go on nature walks together and all these sorts of things. I can't remember her much now but she was amazing, what could this mean?