I'm at work during morning care with KD. Her room is a lot bigger and there is a shower in the back right corner. She needs to be showered and she stands up as soon as I ask her too. She's unusually cooperative, and as soon as I notice that, she starts banging her head against the wall and trying to bite me. A lady from work, JV, comes over and we do a takedown on KD. I'm looking at KD and I say "Hey pretty girl.. we're calm.. we're calm..." and she smiles at me. ... I'm at a bar with AC and this scraggly looking guy is walking up from outside. I say "That's the guy!" and AC and I both start laughing.
might be ble to remember more now, as im well again! yay! ^-^
This is just a small chunk of my dream- it was in the middle, and I can't remember the beginning or end. I was with this group of random DC's, none of which I actually knew, and we were on the run from something dangerous. We were in this jungle/desert hybrid (which doesn't sound like it would work, but it did) and there was a downhill chute that worked like a water slide. None of us wanted to go down it- I guess it was dangerous- but one girl in the group coerced us into it. She made us all lie down on the ground, and covered our eyes with marshmallows and our mouths with bandaids. It was supposed to be helpful. Then she sent us all down the chute, but she stayed behind, and everyone was mad at her for chickening out. When we arrived at the bottom of the chute, it was flat desert with wooded mesas rising out in random patterns. At this point, I was viewing the dream from a bird's eye perspective. We ran along the edge of a mesa, because there was something dangerous down here and we had to escape. Then a Tyrannosaurus Rex stomped around the edge, and I sent my group onwards to sacrifice myself fighting the dino as they ran away. I woke up before I could. Then, just little fragments-- a pool in my old middle school, going there at night, something about the stage.
Small piece came back to me. I recall the dream being really long and this was near the end, but I can't really recall the rest of the dream. All I recall is that it was me with some friend (not a real-life friend) who both had been enslaved by this evil guy. We were in a large, sort of room, it was shaped like a lima bean with walls a good 20 feet high, however no ceiling. It was nighttime and you could see the stars through the roof. We weren't the only slaves there, the room was packed with other people enslaved. In these dream the world supposedly had magic that was quite common for people to use, but we were enslaved because the guy found some way to remove our magical abilities. Anyway, don't remember exactly what happened, but some elite force of mages (don't remember what the group was called, but there was 7 or so people in the group) showed up and managed to free us. It is quite foggy, don't remember it real well, and as said this was near the end.
There was another LD I had that was really fucking cool, but I can't remember it well because I went right back to sleep afterwords to try to get lucid again. I was in this creapy factory/industrial foundry complex/prison. In the begining I was helping some prisoners to escape, they were 3 guys who I considered close(only in the dream, I have no clue who they were), like brothers, and the theme of the dream was 4 Brothers, a jazz standard I vaguely know. I helped them out into this hallway, then I walked out in to another hall but had them wait because the janitor or someone was there. THen we snuck out into the next hall. Something around this point tipped me off and I became lucid. I explored the place a bit, but don't remember much other than that it was all painted and rusting metal. I remembered the ToTM and wanted to find a door I could take outside. I decided that if I kept going down I would eventually find it so I kept jumping down these little drops and going in a circle, there were some small sets of stairs to and I kept jumping and focusing on how it felt, real, but at the same time it didn't hurt as much as it would have for some of the bigger drops. I lost the visual and tried dream spinning. I remember it being succesful, but I don't remember where I ended up.
I was walking in a suburban neighborhood. There were swimming pools everywhere full of bright blue water. Even in the gutters of the street there was crystal blue water, this tipped me off it might be a dream. I stuck my finger through my hand and became lucid. I walked to a nearby house where I heard people yelling and walked inside to the lower part of the house(it was on a hill). I decided before I opened the door that I would find a nice fat joint on a table inside(I've been wanting to try to use the sensation of smoking as a dream anchor, plus I'm taking a break from smoking for a while so I really wanted some weed). But no luck. I saw a desk with 3 drawers on it. I decided that I would find a joint in there, but again no luck. I kept opening the first drawer and everytime it was different, but no weed. First it was empty, then full of nondescirpt junk, then full of silverwear, then hypodermic needles, then empty again. I stepped back a moment and thought of how I could make it work. I imagined that it was the drawer that I usually keep my weed in and opened it. This time there was a weird peice of glass that looked like a combination between a jar I have and a pipe I have, but no weed. I wandered off, don't remember anything else.
In another, I was walking down a street in some sort of complex with a bunch of buildings on a little road. I heard a Led Zeppelin song in my head. Something made me think I was dreaming, maybe just that I had just fallen asleep and was still remembering what I was think when falling asleep and some of the HI I saw. So I tore this huge metal sign out of the ground, one of the ones you can change the words around on. I knew I was dreaming because I wouldn't have been able to do this, but to be sure I smashed the sign onto another sign or something that was nearby to see how it broke. It broke into small fragments they way things usually do in my dreams. I got excited and was gonna do something(can't remember what) but I got too excited and woke up.
I had another dream before this where I tried the TOTM but failed. I was in my house, I don't remember what I was doing but something tipped me off that this might be a dream, so I put my finger through my hand. I became lucid and my first thought was to go do the task of the month so I went outside. It was night and the clouds were sparse. I focused on them and tried to make more appear. They started swirling around and a few more popped up but not enough for a storm. Then these weird red ribbons of energy started swirling around closer to the ground. It was really cool, sort of like something you'd see on an acid trip, but I sensed that I was making them swirl like that somehow. I tried to focus on the clouds and make more of them, make them darker. I was able to a little but no storm. I think I wandered around my yard a bit then I woke up.
I was in a room that looked like my bedroom at my parents cottage, but the furniture was different, no bed, more chairs and a table. There was a group of people there talking about LDing. There was an old guy(LOL percy, this is you) leading the discussion. He said something about the next class, and a guy who was taking notes asked him a question. I realized this was a projection of the MILD class from last night and became lucid. I thought about what I was going to do and decided I was gonna jump out the window and go do the ToTm. I lookoed at the shade and watched as it turned darker outside like it would if a storm was approaching. I grabbed the shade and swung out the window tarzan style onto the porch. (At this point A Flaming Lips song off At War With the Mystics starts playing in my head, super happy) It was already raining but not that heavily. I looked up at the sky and felt the rain on my face to increase lucidity. Then I caught some rain in my mouth cause I was damn thirsty. I focused on making the clouds darker and watched as they thickened and grew darker. I got too focused on one spot and the clouds formed a kind of pyramid, with a super black cloud on top. The pyramid shot out a big orange blast of energy when I started thinking about lightning. I knew this wasn't gonna cut it for the TOTM despite how cool it looked, so I looked away at another part of the sky. I focused on the sound of the thunder and tried to make some lightning to go with it. At first there were just sparks up in the clouds, then some lightning shot downward but it never reached the ground. I felt myself losing control and I knew I wouldn't be able to hold the dream much longer, so I decided that the next lightning strike would hit me and it did. It didn't feel like much, almost like being hit by a column of air. I wasn't electrocuted nor felt anything tingly like I expected. But it did knock me on the ground. I laid there looking at the sky. Now things really started to come apart. I held the dream for about 10 secs and woke up.
Non-Dream/Non-Lucid/Lucid I am walking down a busy street when I perform a reality check and realize that I have six fingers. I look away and the fingers have not changed in number, so I become lucid. I try and change the number of my fingers by pulling off the excess finger, but decide against it once I remember other lucid possibilities. I then try an activity that has been eluding me for the past few dreams - flying. This time, however, I decide to begin the flight neo-style and jump from the ground to the air. I look around and realize that I am flying in mid-air. I take a couple swimming strokes to steady myself and take off (again as neo) with my arms by my sides. This causes me to fly straight into the ground. However, I am not discouraged as I feel minimal pain. I repeat the process again except this time hold my hands a-la-superman which allows me to fly with stability. I fly over to a diner by the lake that surrounds the town and set myself down near the entrance. I then try another of my lucid goals: to become a super-sayan. I hold my hands in front of me and yell "camee camee caaaa!!!" in an attempt to make a light beam come out of my hands. The only thing that comes forth are small crystal-like particles in front of my hands that look like the beginnings of a light beam. After a few seconds I try again, this time with zero results. I then decide to go inside and see what is happening inside the diner. I look at the peaceable people having lunch and smash a table to pieces, (probably angry over my failed light beam attempt). The manager throws me outside where I was before. I then notice a large pole, presumably for telephone lines. I fly to the top of it and start peeing off the edge. I then look down and see a woman from the diner watching me. She asks me how I was able to fly up there and I tell her that we are in a dream. She is fascinated with the idea and asks me to teach her how to fly. I come down from the pole and tell her to jump into the air and use swimming strokes to stabilize the flight. Suddenly I find myself in the middle of an intersection. The woman is there along with two other men who apparently want to learn to be lucid as well. I tell them all that we are going to fly to Paris and that they all should just follow me. I then crack a joke which I dont remember, but it went over well. We all jump into the air and start flying. As we go higher and higher I begin to lose control of the flight as gravitational instincts set in. I'm not sure when or why, but we all veered off into the building, flew through walls, and ended up in a room. I then decided (not sure why) that I would kill all of them in Saw-esque traps. I followed them around the room but they seemed aware of my intentions and evaded me at every step. After a while I decided that it would be pointless to continue and tried flying away to Paris by myself. However, I was pulled back into the room. And I woke up
non-lucid lucid I was at my old house that I grew up in and because of some unknown force I walked outside and started towards the school. When I got near I saw crowds of people pouring into the school. I got close and shuffled into the crowd and began to follow them. We walked along the grass and eventually came to a strange portal type thing. I looked upwards and there were flying saucers throughout the air. I somehow knew we were going to be judged within these portal devices. So when it was my turn I got inside and felt accepted somehow and then I was instantly onboard one of the flying saucers. There were other humans around me but also aliens. I woke up for an instant and fell right back asleep. I thought I had to go back home for something so I ran for the portal and jumped through. From the portal I was at my house again. The environment seemed different and everything felt empty. I went outside and the sky was gray. So I walked back to the old school and when I got to the field I saw a beautiful woman. We walked for a bit and ended up in some weird room. I woke up again and this time reassured myself I would do a reality check when I noticed this woman again. Upon rejoining the dream I was in the strange room again but the girl that I was previously with was not there so I did not do a reality check, but I knew I was dreaming and was partially lucid. There was one girl inside the room, but I wasn't interested in her. She told me that the aliens left this weird machine that could make people appear if you showed the machine and picture of someone. There was a magazine of whatever so I looked through and found an image of a beautiful woman. I showed the machine and she appeared at first and 0's and 1's and then formed a human. At this point I wasn't lucid anymore and I knew that I was going to have sex with this girl. So we started having sex and were going for quite awhile. People around were just watching and one told us to hurry up. This just kept going until I woke up.
I was with AJ, Steve, my mom, and some other random woman and her child in an RV going through the desert. We stopped at a gas station and went inside to get some things to eat. While I was inside I was really worried about what I was wearing for some reason. So I kept asking AJ if his new ISVERA shirt had come already so I could wear it. He said no so I went outside to look for some thing. I saw that my jeep was behind the RV which I though was peculiar. So I got inside and started driving around and went to the back of the gas station. They were doing construction so I couldn't get passed and turned around. When I got back to the RV everyone was getting back in. I thought my car was being towed so I came in fast and had to break hard, nearly hitting the RV. My mom got mad and asked what I was doing. I said I was just going to hook up the car to the RV. She got mad and said I had to drive it. I was freaking out that I had to drive so I started behind them for a bit. Then the car transformed into a bike and I was on a dirt trail behind the RV. I was riding over the rollers well so I started to gather some speed. I hit a jump going to fast and launched into the air. I landed awkwardly but rode away fine. My bike was making a weird noise but I continued on. So I was on an very awkward path near the side of a cliff and the RV was out of my site. I kept going but it was getting really dangerous. Suddenly I took a wrong turn and fell off the cliff, however I held on to the side and was able to grab my bike. Next I shimmed up the side of the cliff and took cover under a rock. I saw another RV up ahead that seemed stuck on a serious cliff. I was looking at it and did something that apparently tipped the RV over off the ledge. I tried to hide because the owners were outside screaming. They eventually found me but I woke up.
Non-Lucid Me and someone else where in a large hilly area. We were both wearing camouflage, and had weapons. We suddenly noticed that we were on an American target range (We weren't American, but we were allies with them), and we noticed a group of trees about 100 metres to the North-West of us. We started running towards them, and as we did, a shell fell about 50 metres in front and slightly to the right of us. I felt the ground tremble, and heard other shells dropping. We reached the trees (There was about 6 in a long column, and were very large. Base was about 2 metres wide), and noticed that there was about 15 soldiers hiding behind them. I hid behind the first one in the column, as my friend went out to signal to them (We knew they were American). As he did so, a soldier on a platform in the trees shot him. I shuffled to the other side of the side that I was on, and looked round. There was a soldier about 10 feet in front of me looking in my direction. He started to raise his weapon. I tried to shout "Friendly", but I seemed to have lost my voice, and the sound didn't carry. I didn't want to be shot, so I woke myself up. It wasn't lucid, but at the end I realised that I could end it. Also, the shell dropping was just awesome. It was like being in a warzone.
Non-Dream Non-Lucid Woke up at about 3:15am, but went straight back to bed. Although with no intention of WILDing. I woke up, and it was about 3:20am. I went downstairs, and my whole family was there. We just talked a bit and complained about waking up at 3am, but we had a good chat. Woke up at about 3:40am. Went to the bathroom, and got back into bed. Again, no intention of WILDing. For some reason I was at a McDonald's at about 4am, but it was an unusual one. The serving area was sort of like a toll booth, and working in the same way, although you didn't have to be in a car. I spent the next 10 minutes eating my McDonalds, and then I saw my sister, and we talked for a bit. Not sure why my dreams were at the same time as I was dreaming. A bit odd.
03.02.2011Try Jaws (WILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I was exhausted and had the oportunity for a WILD, so I went for it. I lay on my back, head to one side, with my hands on my front. Before I drifted off I reminded myself of the task of the year. The part I wanted to try was to kill the shark from Jaws. There were a few strange noises as I lay there. Bangs and whispers that were far too close to have been real. Sleep paralysis came on from my legs. It spread out in a wave over my whole body and receeded a few times before it stuck. My head felt like it leant back an inch or so, my right leg lifted of its own accord. I feared I might wake up because my left arm slid off my body. However I suspected it was just a very real hallucination. It was. The hand was still on my stomach when I woke up again later. I "woke up" at the top of a street near my house. It was night, but the roads were busy. Looking downhill, I could see Belfast Lough. The first thing to do, I reasoned, would be to find a boat with which to go shark hunting. I jumped into the air and flew down the street hoping to find one. I did. It was attached to the towbar of a big 4x4. Unsure how to get the boat to the water (about a mile away), I got on board to look around. I tried to levitate it, or push it in the right direction, but nothing was working. Looking back now, I think I know what went wrong. I was too lucid, and being too ambitious. I knew too well that nothing around me was real, which caused it to take on a blurred quality. From there, my stability and control went down the shitter. I should've taken it more slowly and done some stabilising techniques. The dream went on for much longer, punctuated by several false awakenings. I tried to get to water or find a boat many times, but always ended up having the same problem. When I was exasperated for the last time, I very deliberately looked right and left a few times to try and replicate LaBerge's signalling from within the dream experiment. Although, I had to way to measure to see if it worked.
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