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Date: 06/06/11 (My sister's B'day!!!)
Lucid
Non-Lucid
Wow! My first two lucids were months apart but my second and third were only a week or so!
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There were two house boats on the water. Laura went over to visit one and I got ready to swim over to it as well. A lady had previous come and scattered lots of extremely yellow dandelions all over the ground so I picked up a bush of dandelions. I swam over, as I swam one of the dandelions fell off, but I caught it in my mouth. When I reached the boat Laura was already talking to the girl who owned it. She only looked about 14 or so. She didn't know too much about civilisation. The boat was a small raft made out of logs with a shower to one side and a privacy curtain. It did not have a roof.
"I wouldn't like to live ona house boat," Laura said.
"Yeah - I wouldn't like to live with all this water - like surrounded by it all either.
"I don't like it either," the girl said.
I showed her the way that I'd covered some of my school books. She liked two of them but wasn't really impressed by the other two, "Yeah - I only brought them for bathmats," I said and folded them (they had turned into two red towels) in half and found the shower and put them down.

I had a quick shower and hopped out and began to dry myself. Laura walked behind one of the pricvacy curtains and it fell down. I told her and she put it back up again. Then, as we left the girl gave us some foreign coins that in the dream were our currency. We visited her a lot and each time she gave us more money. One time she gave us $50 000 and Laura and I decided taht we should return it but when we turned around she was gone.

I bought myself a front row seat at a big stadium where a tribal sort of ceremony was going to be held. My Mum asked me where I had gotten front row tickets from and I told her that some people from the back row were being moved to the front row. After I'd said that, a big announcement was made repeating the exact same thing. My Mum nodded and I took my seat. The show began and some dancing Indians walked through the entrance.
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Method: DILD
I was running down the street with Shelley, Vivian and Jessie. Jessie suddenly stopped and we ran to the other side of the shops before we stopped to wait for her. The next thing we saw was Jessie in a kangaroo suit, rounding the corner, laughing.
"Run!" I shouted and we ran.
Shelley and I stuffed our faces with popcorn as we ran. We reached a ship and ran onto it. As we rounded a corner Shelley, Vivian and I pinned ourselves to the wall. Jessie ran past us but suddenly stopped, turned around and ran past us again. She ocntineud running back and forth. I laughed because this was an obvious time to do an RC in case something like that ever happened in a dream. I plugged my nose and was surprised when I found that I could breathe through it. I tried again and could still breath then I became lucid as I poked my finger through my hand. I rememberd how in my last lucid dream I had not taken enough time to think and had not remained focussed and had lost lucidity. I also remembered that one of my goals was to find my dream guide. I told myself that when I turned around there would be a door there and through the door there would be my dream guide.

I turned around and the door was there but when I opened it my dream guide wasn't there. I was quite disappointed. Then I felt my dream beginning to fade around me so I remembered the stabilization tutorial I had read and fell backwards focusing on a bell on the roof.

When I looked around again I wasn't sure where I was, until I decided that I was ina bell tower. Clarity was weak and the whole dream was wobbly and I felt myself beginnign to become more aware of my physical body. I tried falling backwards again but it no longer felt real. Suddenly a person emerged from the shadows and as my vision went dark all I could see were her eyes glowing golden.
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I was part of a strange family and on this particular morning I wanted to sneak away from them so I got dressed in a shower curtain and ran out past them and they never noticed anything.
^ wth?
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I was my Grandmother's cat - Dennis. I had run away and been taken in by a pet store who were treating me like royalty. I got everything that I wanted. One day my RL family came to look in the pet store . I didn't want them to recognise me so I hid my face from them. The petshop owner however wanted to show me off. She coaxed me out with food and eventually I stuffed my face in the delicous bowl of cat nip.
"We think he must be pedigree," the shop worker said.
I felt proud and I knew that I hadn't been recognised.

Adoption

I was at a large building that was an adoption clinic. I was about to adopt a baby. There was a fat lady who worked there who was talking to a bunch of us who were interested in adopting. She talked about a pretty baby girl that was up for adoption. Later, the mother of that baby came in. She was Hispanic and very cute. She talked about her baby and said that she was sorry that he husband was also Hispanic, so that the baby wasn't half white. I told her that I didn't care about that. Time then skipped and I was at my house in the front room. I had the baby. It was crawling around and every time I told her to come, she ran onto my lap. One time she hesitated and I was sad, saying that she didn't come just like my dog wouldn't come. I then picked her up and went to the kitchen. I needed to change her diaper. I changed it, but she hadn't made a mess.

Confusing drive

I was driving on a highway and there was a car in front of me so I had to stop. I messed the stop up and turned too far around. There were now people piling up behind me. Somebody stepped out of the car in front of me and had a composite bow. This scared me and I hurried and turned around getting back onto the highway. I then had to choose between two roads that the highway split. I looked at the sign and couldn't recognize any of the places on one of them, so I went down the other road.

Date: 05/02/11
Lucid
Non-Lucid
I did remember an actual dream but convinced myself that I'd still remember it if I wrote it in my DJ later... Needless to say - I didn't.
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All I remember is I wasn't lucid and in part of my dream I remember my dream from the previous day... But when I forgot this dream I forgot what I remembered about yesterday's dream...

1/5/2011

multiple lucid dreams last night, they all occurred in a row. i really feel weird about the way i was able to stay in my lucid dream. i achieved the ability to stay inside the dream and experiment with all sorts of things. i also saw many eyed birds. i jumped off a cliff. flew. did all sorts of things. i remember exploring an area and flying over gently to see someone. i was also inside some sort of obstacle course in my mind. it was very exciting. i am not sure the "key" to staying inside the lucid dream. but i had definitely achieved it. it was wonderful!
the strange thing about these dreams is that they were basically WILD (wake induced lucid dreams) where i went from being aware and awake straight into the dream realm.
i also believe i met and talked to my "dream guide" when he/she was in male form. it was really an experience. i asked them who they were and they said something i can't really remember… that they were "just a man" or something like that.
the whole experience was amazing! i'm feeling like i've made a huge step on my path towards being a true lucid dreamer!

So I don't really know if this was from last night or beforehand, but I remembered it will posting on the forums. I was at summer camp (kind of- it was a weird Chuck E. Cheese/old farmhouse hybrid that made very little sense, but my mind told me it was summer camp) and they weren't feeding us enough food and everyone was angry. There was a job offering- if you would pull a massive handcart full of food, then you would get extra food. This random guy and I accepted, and most of the dream was just us running on a dirt road in the country, dragging the cart with us. We passed through the hick version of the ghetto, and we arrived at a quaint little house with two old ladies who took the food from us. Then we had to run back, and I woke up.

I was at the ranch again. It seemed to be springtime, and in the middle of the day. I was watching as the trail ride went by some random field. I squeezed my horse into a canter. I thought about how I used to be able to just canter across a field. Then MA was there, on a horse as well. The trail ride was doing something, and for once I wasn't leading, so I asked her where she wanted me to go. Then I asked her if she could explain how all of the placements worked. She asked how I didn't know all of this by now, and I told her that I'd never been taught. She then started explaining that she always sent me out as leader near the nighttime because the horses get in heat or something. I was confused because I was asking about this trail ride, not all rides in general. It ended there.

My Notes
Non-lucid
Lucid
Awake

So I wake up to make 6 hour alarm as usual. I realise quickly that I'm far too sleepy to try WILD. I can't focus on anything. Being in this drowsy state, I never think of getting up and waking up.

I have a short dream. In the dream I'm in bed still. My parents are talking to me about how It's very late, and I'm going to be late for school. I wake up quickly, very relived that didn't actually happen.

I get back to sleep, and I have the almost exact same dream as before. I wake up, relived again.

I'm standing at an airport runway. To my left is the youtuber "T2." Suddenly, a plane appears out of nowhere and land on the runway. I notice that it's going very fast, and it's just landed at the very end of the runway. The plane makes a loud and sharp turn to the left. A few moments later, it crashes head-first into a building in the distance. I can't see the front of the plane, but I can see it explodes. The entire plane is on fire. The fire is abnormally bright. T2 makes some rude remark about the event, and then the dream ends.

I'm in a room, sitting on an old upright piano. To my right is an old-fashioned lift. To my left is a movie set similar to Star Wars.
A man walks in. He has a short beard and read hair. I know that he's a big time actor. He begins talking about how the lift is actually real. Some people (including myself) don't really believe him. I believe him a few moments later, when suddenly I get the feeling that the room suddenly moved (like when a lift does). Silly dream logic.
The man starts talking about acting. He says something about how he used to have to kiss an overweight girl who didn't like him.

A new dream begins. In this dream I'm in a grey room. The carpet is similar to mine.It is very long and narrow. The room is filled up with chairs just like a theatre: higher chairs at the back, and lower ones up front. Behind me to the left is a Japanese kid, who is also named Matt. At one point I looked at him.
At the front of the room is a small stage for people to stand. There is a teacher standing there. She is holding lots of bags. Each bag is filled with lots of small chocolate sweets. Apparently they are for a very hard school project. I'm now at the very bottom of the room. At the very bottom are two beds. Both are bunk beds. I'm sitting in one. I'm happy because nobody can see me from here.
The teacher (who is female) now takes me into the other room. Annoyed, she asks me why I didn't receive a bag. I respond by saying each time I got mine, it turned out to be for another Matt. After all this the teacher started going on about something else I've forgotten. She accepted this, and I went back into the bed.
There was a middle-aged teacher (male) standing on the stage now. He put a white metal shelf filled with valuables on the stage. A kid named Dale.C for some reason, ran straight into it. I was surprised nothing fell off. Around this time, a girl my age walked down all the chairs, across the stage and out the room completely naked. A few people yelled out childishly at her. I just looked away. This happened more than once.
The male teacher was in front of me now. He was standing in front of a small table. On the table was one of those tools you use to see if a surface is level. I was very long, red and was bent at one point, pointing up. He called me by a nickname I hate, and he asked me to help him click it into place. I'm holding it and I just can't seem to manage. I tell him I'm no good and this stuff and sit down, slightly embarrassed. He keeps calling me that nickname, but nobody laughs. A large student then jumps on the tool. I can't remember what he did to it though.
There's another kid on the bed with me now. He shows me how to fold the quilt. The quilt is black and has the texture of a sleeping bag. I thank him. That's all I remember from the dream.

I'm somewhere outside my local milk bar. There are lots of black people around me, all of them wearing black clothes made of leather. For some reason I just know they're trolls (like internet trolls, but in real life), and they're about to troll the milk bar. I go into the milk bar. There are about 5 of them walking around, one of which is a girl. I expected there to be more. One of them walks into a room he's not supposed to be in. There's an Asian substitute worker there. She seems overwhelmed, and she doesn't know how to deal with all of them.
I grab a big blue bar of chocolate and some sort of drink. I ask the lady how much it will all cost, and she says something like, "2 dollars in English pound, 4 dollars 53c in Australian currency." I figure I have about 70c to spare. I look around asking how much everything costs. I want to buy the best item worth 70c. I end up buying a strange twisted light pink strap.
I notice my blue chocolate bar is already open and some blocks are missing. I go to replace it with a new one, and wonder if it's rude to do so. I pass one of the trolls who is about my age, and we laugh about something. I walk up to the counter and turn in all the stuff I want to buy. I take out a pile of coins and realise that most of them are English coins (I live in Australia). I try to read them, but they're in a language I've never seen before. I apologise to her, and she tells me I have to put one item back. I look down to find I have about 3 different drinks. I don't remember buying any of them. I can only keep one. She suggests I keep the orange one. I agree, but I still don't have enough. I ended up having to pay her back. I say I'll promise to remember to pay her back, because if I don't I'd feel very guilty and bad.

Sorry for the wall of text. I had to write this down on my iPod when I woke up, and again just now. Painful.

I remember leaving school with Ben to go somewhere. He had just taken some kind of test and I somehow got out of taking it. I felt anxious because I ddin't wanna waste all my gas. Then he offered to drive. We got in his car. We went to the gas station. He asked me for some money for gas. I told him I didn't really have any, that's why I asked you to drive, but maybe I have a few ones. Then he took 2 checks out of his pocket, one for $60 and another for $10. Then he said something about toppings to the guy. He went outside and started making a pizza at the gas pump. He had a big square pizza shell and was pumping pizza sauce out of the gas pump onto it. I remember being hungry and wanting some but at the same time feeling grossed out thinking that pizza probably has gas on it.

I had a LD where I was in my room. I flipped the lightswitch and it didn't work so I thought I must be dreaming. Then I flipped it again. It kinda worked but not right. There was a delay, which was odd because lights never work in my dreams. I went downstairs and then out the front door. I was jogging for some reason. I saw my mom and a friend of hers standing on the sidewalk. They asked me why I was in my pajamas and I realized I was. At first I felt kind of embarrassed then I realized it was a dream. For some reason I started to think that there was gonna be a parade or some big thing with lots of people behind me. I remember seeing a flat cat and dog on the road. Completely flat like in cartoons, but real looking too.

The other night I had a dream that not only scared me but made me unable to sleep the rest of the night.
It started with me waking up in my bed with just a haunting feeling. My body was heavy and I couldnt move.
Then my body was pulled violently out of my bed and I was whipped all over my room for about 30 seconds.
All I could see was my room spinning but not normal spinning but, the best way i can put it, 360 degree motion. Then I was slammed on the floor and I went to my bed where my girlfriend was also possessed. She was slightly bent at the back backwards and her eyes were black and her mouth stretched way past anything normal. I started to shake her to snap her out of it but nothing. Then I woke sweaty and horrified.

I had a bunch of FAs too. In one Daniel in his friends were in my room and I was trying to get them out. My dad came in and said Oscar's dad was here and led him out. Sean was looking through a big stack of holographic pokemon cards. I asked them if those were Chris' and he said no, Jackie gave them to me.

In another my phone was ringing or maybe I just got a text. When I found the phone it was my sister's. I had this weird charger with a bunch of small magnetic balls on it that connected to the phone. When I connected them there were balls on the phone too.

Then I had this crazy dream where I was going to take part in a science experiment. This was another FA and everything took place in my room. I talked to the scientist fro a minute and they told me I would have to wait a few minutes so I went back to bed. I was WILDing. I saw amazing visuals as I lay there. Then I heard the scientists voice and remembered that I was supposed to be doing an experiment so I jumped out of bed totally naked and the scientist, who could see me from the hallway, made a joke. There was a lot more to this but I don't remember it now.

I dreamt I was on a bus with my husband. Everytime I dream of that man, he's mean to me. In real life he is not. I sat on a bus with no shoes, no phone, no money, and no idea of where we were going. I was totally confused and out of my element. Suddenly, he decided to get off the bus for just a moment. Well, of course, he was gone for the rest of the trip. I was terribly upset and worried. I had no idea of how I was going to get home or back to him.

Later, in the end, I met up with him after a whole bunch of emotional stuff happened on the bus. He kept walking too fast for me, leaving me behind. I suddenly realized in the dream that he was doing it on purpose to lose me. I realized that he left me on the bus on purpose.

Oddly, he is a faithful guy who I have been with for 15 years. He is totally opposite of this person he looks like in the dream. It is so weird how I am always getting my "Horrible husband" dreams. I will continue to post them as they come. There are so many details but if I write them all, I will bore anyone who is reading this. LOL

02/05/11

"You're leaving? How the hell are you planning to get out of the city?"

"By bus."

"That route's run by the gangs. Do you know what they could do to you?"

"I'd kill them if they tried."

"You'd try to kill them, you mean."

"Well, yes."

An image forms in my mind. The bus I'm on, forced to the side of the road. The leader grabs me by the arm, hauls me to my feet. Keeping center of balance low, I take a quick step past him. Use his grip against him, grab, throw, dislocate his shoulder. Follow through to the next man, punch to the solar plexus. Disarm the knife, strike to the throat.

Unrealistic? Depends on reaction time of second man. Don't underestimate.

"Fine," she says, with the look of a person with too many stubborn people in her life. "I'm coming with you."

One Way. Scare Factor: 2.

Random girl?

I was with some people I think and we went into some weird building. I remember going downstairs by myself and there was this cute girl with dyed hair. She kind of grabbed me by the arm and we went into and isolate room. She started kissing me and stuck her tongue right in. I did the same but didn't get much of a reaction from her. Then I started kissing her upper lip and got a good reaction from that. She wanted to have sex but not in the place we were in. I was like, "Why not?" and then some guy came in the room. We all sat at a table. I asked her if we should go kiss somewhere else. and she shushed me and teleported away. I was stuck with the strange guy.... don't remember much after that.

Plans: I didn't have any specific plans for tonight, though I was rather expecting a DDO based dream since I have been playing a lot of DDO lately… My main goal is still to have more consistent recall, as that has been very unpredictable lately. I have some recall from last night, and here it is.

Hell Is For Children
I am in a dungeon like the kind that is found in the online game DDO, Dungeons and Dragons Online. I am there looking for some prisoners, a woman in a nearby town has told me that the kobolds have kidnapped several children and are holding them captive in these very caves. Of all weird things, I have a log book in my pocket and I am able to look back over the goals I have for this quest. Find and rescue all of the children, 5 left. Kill Sagun Krent, who is apparently one of the leaders of the kobolds. Kill Darren Drexel, who is a human traitor, and apparently helped the kobolds get hold of the children in the first place. Destroy the kobold dungeon (optional) is on the end of the list. Ok, so now that I have the goals memorized, I put the log in my pocket and form Witchblade into a sword and armor. The dungeon is pretty basic, there are quite a few kobolds guarding the place, and also quite a few barrels and crates to smash, I am finding a decent amount of money. I find a locked door quite a ways in, and the kobold guarding the door has the key, so I kill that kobold and go into the main prison area. There are a few more kobolds there, I kill them, and then use some thieves tools I have on me to pick the locks to the prison cells that each have a child in them. Four children. One left. I have two girls and two boys with me, they all grab daggers from a pile of weapons stashed in the corner, not wanting to be defenseless. We look for fifth child. There is a torture room, the girl is naked and chained to a table with a kobold on top of her, forcing himself on her. Before I can act, the other four children swarm the kobold, stabbing it with their daggers, it falls off the girl and bleeds to death. Pick the locks on the girl's chains, find some rags to use as temporary clothing, she is more traumatized than the others. On the way out Sagun Krent blocks our exit. I fight him, the traitor Darren Drexel tries to grab the kids, the four stab him to death. The one girl is huddled on the floor. I kill Sagun Krent. All mandatory tasks complete. Now I can recall… no recall button? Of course not! This isn't a game! Kids and I make our way out, killing a few lingering kobolds on the way. I notice some barrels of explosives near the entrance, convenient, so once we're all outside, I detonate them with an energy ball, and the entrance to the cave collapses. All goals complete. I lead the kids back to the town, I use a healing spell on the one girl to help her overcome her trauma. Parents are thrilled to see their kids, want to give me rewards, but I wake up


One Woman Army
I am in the town of Korthos from DDO, and everyone is in a state of panic. I ask someone what is going on, he says the city is about to be overrun by devourer servants… not on my watch! I go to the front gate where there are a few warriors trying to hold the gates, there are many enemies just outside it. I say I will fight, they say it's too late, and they can't open the gates, they need to give the people a chance to escape. I jump over the gate and I am now facing a huge group of surprised enemies, that seem to be made up of sahuagin, various classes of human devourer minions, kobolds, zombies, and skeletons. What a nice mix. I use an Alex Mercer archetype and form my arms both into his sword blades and charge directly into the group, cutting enemies down as I charge through them, they are momentarily too surprised to respond much, this is totally unexpected. I am in the middle of the group now and I use a tendril barrage devastator attack and send razor sharp tendrils through all of the enemies anywhere near me, huge numbers of enemies of all kinds are killed by this. Now the ones who had been ready to attack are being killed before their attacks can actually land, others are just trying to get out of the path of my attacks. It's the devourer forces who are now panicking, they hadn't realized that many of them could be killed that quickly, so many of them are running away, the leaders are getting pissed and saying it's only one person, kill her, you cowards. There is one leader each, a devourer priest, a sahuagin priestess, a kobold chief, and a necromancer that is of a race I don't recognize. The human priest is closest, so I form one hand into an Alex Mercer claw and crush his neck to shut him up. I use a tendril from my left hand to pull the sahuagin priestess to me and then cut her in two with a blade formed of my right hand. I charge at the kobold chief and knock him to the ground, then impale him there with three tendrils… the necromancer is running, leaving undead to guard his back. I use a variant of Alex Mercer's ground spike attack, sending biomass into the ground that erupts through the ranks of the undead in a wave that keeps going until it catches up with and impales the necromancer. Except for the undead, the enemies are fleeing… cowards… disorganized, fleeing into the hills and surrounding wilderness. I use the blade to cut through the remaining undead, and soon all that remains outside the Korthos gate is a lot of dead bodies and blood. Two stunned Korthos guards are looking out of the gate, gaping at me, one of them says, "What the fuck are you?"