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I am in New Eden with Raven. She looks fucking real. In fact everything does. Not just vivid. FUCKING REAL. IT'S BLOWING MY FUCKING MIND.

I listen to Raven's heartbeat of her dream body. It sounds like a heartbeat... with music. I look at Raven's face. She looks fucking real.

I roll around on the grass, and lick it.

Raven: what are you doing, Nomad?

IT'S FUCKING REAL IT'S FUCKING REAL EVERYTHING IS REAL HYU IS RIGHT HOLY SHIT!

I laugh and cry. The emotion I feel I have never felt in waking life. It's a dream emotion. The best way I can describe it is: wonder, amazement, madness, grief and SHEER FUCKING TERROR.

I roll around, and the dream wraps around me like a salvia trip. I am falling through a psychedelic wormhole.

Somehow the music I am listening to right now as I write this DJ is playing in my FUCKING DREAM.

I turn into a large rakshasa and land in the Outback.

I run through dreams, kicking ass and taking names.

I'm not sure what order these came in.

1. My mum came in my room and woke me up to tell me what she was going to do today (weekend) (After I woke up properly I reality checked and thought to myself, 'I don't remember what she said to me'. Went out and checked her room and she was still asleep.)

2. I was with two other guys, and we had to get down a huge sandy/rocky hill. We tied a rope to a ?rock? and let it fall. We noticed it only went part-way down, and there was a colour change in the sand where it ended. One of the guys said that that was where the 'magnesium' ended and we would have to use a different kind of rope for the rest of the way. So we tied a red rope to the end of the normal rope and climbed down. There were a lot of sharp rocks at the bottom and I thought, 'Lucky we didn't run down here'.

This dream sort of morphed into my nightmare, I think I was supposed to be with one of the guys

3. (Nightmare) This guy and I reached our destination, (the scenery reminded me of Atacama Desert in BFBC2) we were sort of just instilled with fear and images of the ?teenage girl? flashed up a lot. (Its a bit vague how I knew it was a nightmare at this point). I 'woke up' to find myself in a dark room next the the other guy, and the girl in front of me. She said something like. 'Oh, you woke up. We'll just have to use a different method then.' I saw her move over to a selection of sharp and painful surgical items. By now I knew it was a dream but I was too scared to become lucid, so I decided to wake up.



On reflection, I should have stayed in the dream 'cos no matter what happens I'm safe.

NOTES

Raven and I meet on the Moon. She asks if she can come to Hawaii.

We go into the astral plane of Hawaii, then the dream plane.

We go swimming underwater with the animals.

We swim in lava. I am terrified, but Raven doesn't seem to mind. We can see through it.

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MoSh and I are walking on a sidewalk talking about dreams. He is kicking a can. I pick it up and throw it away. He gets mad.

We morph into a naga and jaguar and battle. the sidewalk becomes the Amazon.

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Selene and I are sitting on the Mountain near the tranquil pool where Angel and I used to sit. Selene and I are watching the earth rise. I feel Angel watching us from behind. She realizes I am aware of her. She quietly sits down next to Selene, and we watch the earth rise together in silence. Then, the sun rises. I look at Angel. Her face looks so crisp and real. She looks melancholy yet serene. She fades away. Just Selene and I remain.

We stand up, and embrace. The Biodome is no longer a dome. The Biodome is New Eden.

I feel Selene so real and close to me. I feel a strange steady individual love, one that is unique and knowable only to her and me. I caress her thick black hair. She rest her head in the crook of my neck, and we close our eyes, yet I can see in now a different way.

We kiss, and her lips feel perfectly real.

I open my eyes, and look into her magnificent dark brown almost black eyes in her pale face. I examine every detail. I don't want to forget.

"This is real."

"Yes," she whispers.
[I]
"This is my real life.
The other one is a passing dream.
While we are living the other
this one seems a dream.[/I]"

"You remember!" she softly smiles and a tear rolls down her cheek. "You taught me that when we were children."

"Who wrote it?"

"You did, Nomad. You wrote in a past life in France, so we would always remember each other, so you would always remember how real you are, and how real I am."

I am walking on a beach.. I think.. it is really flat and all of the sand is really wet, but there is no ocean, just wet sand. I see shells and sea weed, and I can feel the that it's cool and wet underneath my feet as I walk. There are a lot of other people walking around. I think someone is with me, maybe M?

...

I'm walking underneath an over hang of an outside restaurant.. seems like somewhere in Costa Rica. I'm trying to be by myself but get the feeling I'm being watched. Now this is odd: I take a pitcher of water and pour it on my head and down the front of my shirt. I'm wearing the shirt I slept in.

So yeah, my last DR was on the 23rd, had several days of absolutely nothing and today it luckily came back. A bit...

So yeah, here's the fragment.

4th of March 2011. Non-lucid, Lucid, Extra Comment

Can only vaguely remember my dream. It had something to do with school though. At some point, my maths teacher wanted to reschedule a lesson from 18:00-22:00 (Which is truly an absurd time to be at school at anyway, stupid I didn't see that one as a DS) to some other time. He started erasing the text on the board, at which point I awakened.

I then fell back asleep for a couple of minutes. I recall fiddling with my iPod clock, which for some reason made me think I could control the flow of time. Don't understand how that thought entered my mind, nor do I think it was something I dreamt in that second period, seeing how it only last 7 minutes at the most.

Perhaps my success was due to me telling myself I would remember my dreams before I fell asleep, perhaps it was just a lucky shot, I don't know. I just hope it continues for some time to come.

Had pretty good recall lately, and have just been overwhelmed with too many long dreams to write down.
This one if from today, and I may write down some of the more interesting ones from the past week later on.

TSA at Disney Land
Recall: 6/10
Sleep: Good
Sleep Position: Unknown

My family and I are at Disney Land. We have just entered, and my brother and I are walking along the outer gate when we are accosted by security police. They begin to give us attitude, and when we try to extricate ourselves from the situation, they accuse us of hiding drugs and demand to search us. I tell them "I don't submit to searches", but they grab us and begin to search us anyways.

One really tall security guard in particular is a real dick. He's over 7 feet tall, and I think to myself he just thinks he's tough because of his size. I wish his buddies weren't around so I could cut him down to size. They tall guy puts is hand down my pants to search me, but he just fondles me with a sneer, enjoying his abuse of power. I rage quietly inside the whole time.

They finally let us go, and my brother and I walk down a hallway filled with old people. There are walkers and canes littered everywhere. I pick up a metal cane, and think this would be a good weapon. Then I spot the tall asshole. I grab another cane and use them like my legs are crippled to sneak up on him.

Just as I'm about to jump the guy, I see my parents, and figure I'd better let them know I'm about to be kicked out of Disney land so they don't go looking for me. Then I go up to that tall son of a bitch and whack his knee, which drops him to the ground. I beat him senseless with the metal cane.

Back at our Hotel, there is a wicked awesome anime on the television. It's about a guy who's the only one who can see this demon-like entity with a goat skull for a head. It's always surrounded by they spirits of the people it's killed. The main character doesn't trust the thing, but he finds out it's incapable of lying, and it tells him he's the chosen one. But chosen for what he doesn't know.

I had this dream on the night of March 2, 2011. I don't remember much

I was in a parking lot, leaving work. One of my coworkers called after me and I walked back to see what was wrong. He was one of my superiors. He asked me what I was doing later. I told him I was busy and he touched my face with his hand. I was very uncomfortable. He continued to talk to me and touch my face, then when I backed up, his hand brushed against my chest. I turned to leave. I found my sister sitting in the parking lot in my old car and told her that one of my coworkers was acting really strange. We then saw him walking our way and I tried to hide behind the car to get away from him. It was autumn, dusk, and there were clouds in the sky. There was a gentle breeze. Not cold, but cool.

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I was in a Mexican grocery store/market. I had a shopping cart and I was browsing the aisles. I left my cart against the wall for a minute while I grabbed food from the deli, and when I came back, a woman had taken my cart. I had some items in there already and tried to communicate that she had her items in my cart. Because she spoke spanish, we had a difficult time, but she handed me a cart of hers and indicated I could use it. However, it was her personal cart, so I went outside and tried to find another cart to use. They were all frozen and covered in ice. I couldn't find an unfrozen one and didn't want my groceries to get wet. I thought it was weird that the carts were frozen when it was really hot out.

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I'm dropping my girlfriend off at home before she and her family go on a long vacation. They are all in their rooms when we arrive and I let her know I don't want to stay around for dinner, though I normally do, because I'd feel like I was overstaying my welcome. Instead, I eat a few slices of grilled chicken real quick and stuff some steak into the front pocket of my shirt.

Her mother walks out from her room. Instead of her normal self, she is Fran Drescher. And though my girlfriend is still with me, I feel very awkward when her mother begins to start conversation with me and ask me about my day. Her mother laughs under her breath at my lack of social skills, but passes it off as though nothing happened. I take my girlfriend out to the car to say goodbye to her officially, but she wants me to test out the helicopters with her they'll be taking on their trip.

I agree and jump into the back of one of the two helicopters now in the middle of their house. Her mother, who is now back to her regular self, lifts the helicopter from the ground. She has clearly never done it before and I remember being worried she was going to crash it. I informed her how the controls worked so that I would feel a bit safer. She seems to get the hang of it very quickly. I told her you can pull up as fast as you want, but you have to gently lower it to keep it from slamming into the ground.

My girlfriend wanted a turn, so her mother handed the controls over to her. She was very forceful with them to the point that I had to tell her to take it easy. She pulled up as hard as she could and when she was lowering it, slipped. The helicopter crashed into the water. Everything turned dark blue and I couldn't see the inside of the helicopter, much less which way was up. She made it out fine, when relieved me. I then took my time unbuckling my seat belt, the entire time wondering if this was really happening. Upon getting it undone and exiting the sinking helicopter, I decided it wasn't and woke up.

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04.03.2011

Glasses Classroom (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Log: 11:00pm Friday, march 3-4th, 2011
6:00am
Hours: 7:00m Alarm: 6:00am Natural Awakening: 4:30am

The first dream starts out as i walk into a class late. I had my flippy glasses on and as i sat down the teacher told me to take them off. I took them off and we got started. After a minute, he told me to take them off, and i was confused because i thought i did... But i didn't apparently. It happened one more time and by now, i was laughing and so were the other kids inthe class, and the teacher. It was funny. Then it ended.

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04.03.2011

Choir Running Singing (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This second dream started in the hallway near the band and choir rooms. All of the choir plus Jacob was there, and we were all running and singing at the same time. We sang one song, then starting singing Poker Face by Lady Gaga. I remember specifically singing it, it was weird... But we kept going and kept singing until we got to the ramp. We went down it and into the West Atrium. There were many people, and they were confused about why we were singing, but they also started to realize and get happy about the fact that they got a show. Jaocb wanted to sing a specific song, so he needed someone's phone to look it up. He got someones, and it was fancy and big, and he searched and found it, and the one he chose was that which contained a funny Japanese man singing a very annoying tune, but as it played, and my brain comprised a song to play, it was more of a techno song and i could never hear the Japanese man. And then it ended.

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04.03.2011

Hugs and Warmth (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The was one of the best dreams i have had in a while, it was so simple, yet so amazing. I was in my room with Izzie, and we had been hanging out or something previously. It was casual and nothing was really going on, but it was nice. It seemed as if it was time to go now, and we were heading out. I was giving her a hug, and it was nice, but i said, " Oh, come on, you can do better than that!" So i squeezed her tight and she squeezed back and it was very close, and very warm. We both smiled and walked dowstairs. Jacob and Megan were in the basement and they were talking about how Megan needed to get home and she might have to take the bus, we were simpathetic and all trying to figure out how we could get her there. We thought of going with her on the bus, but we didn't. I cannot remember the dicisionwe finally came to. And then the dream ended.

Yes that's what I dreamed about last night, one of those maps that you see on the weather channel or something like that. Then I think I was trying to listen in for tornadoes. Then I believe I was chasing a storm for a short time. That is all.

Dream - Lucid - AP

I was at some birthday party, I think it was at work, but it looked different. My coworker, Virginia, was there. I ordered a piece of the chocolate cake we carry. They ran out, so they brought me a different kind of chocolate cake. I took a bite, and it was super chewy, like a tootsie roll. I didn't like it, and it stuck to the roof of my mouth throughout the whole dream, no matter how much I pulled out.

I wanted the last of the cake that Virginia had (she got the last piece of our regular chocolate cake) because she had some left over. I started to eat some, and got one bite in before Virginia and another girl picked at the rest, commenting on how good the cake was. I looked back at my plate, and instead of cake, there was a small piece of a pita. I ate it, and didn't question what happened (dammit...missed a chance to become lucid).

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I was in some sort of aparment, but it was like a large cabin room with lots of bunk beds. Instead of being assigned an apartment, you were assigned a bed. There were community showers as well. I was in the process of moving out. I remember getting my things together.

Then, I was at Courtney's place, talking to her. She was asking me if I would like to move in with her, and I told her I would if I wasn't moving in with Ryan. She seemed dissappointed.

I then went back to the cabin-apartment place, and someone had already been assigned my bed. My mom was there with me. Also, my cat was there, and she had a very long tongue. She kept putting it under things in the room, and one time when she did it, it got caught and part of it came off. I picked it up so we could take her to the vet to get it sown back on. I felt so bad for my cat, but she didn't seem to notice. She wasn't even really bleeding. I even talked to her at one point in the dream, and she said something about not knowing or remembering what had happened to her tongue.

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I was looking into some water, and two cartoony-looking water spiders with suction-cup feet were skating on the water. A yellow one, the female, was skating on top of the water, while a green one, the male, was skating under the water, and their suction cups were touching as they skated in harmony. I figured out the green one was a scientist who turned himself into one of these water spiders so he could marry the female one. I also knew that he was already dead, and what I was seeing was past information.

I then saw him as a small fish, still green, inside the water. He pulled a huge fin off of a bigger fish for him and his wife, now a small yellow fish, to eat.

Throughout the dream, the scientist was narrating a lot of things.

Also, I'm going on vacation tonight and won't be back till Thursday. I'm bringing my laptop with me, so I'll try to update when I can.

Dream about an expedition in some arid forest region, there were roots running along the ground with knee high thorns sticking out of them, and we had to go around for risk of falling on them, and went past a rock gateway with cushy squarish piles of rocks in the center of the gateway that we had to climb over.

Another thing from tonight was that I was in Runescape, in someone's house selling stuff while talking to imaginary clanmates, and the person came in (he was clan leader?) and teleported both of us to level 40 wilderness, where he began attacking me with fire blast doing 10s and 20s and I looked in the prayer panel and there were all sorts of new prayers and they were all re-arranged and I had trouble turning on protect from magic and turned on another one that gave the character a blue aura and absorbed the magic and said something about recharging blessings and stuff, there were lots of other people there too and I was scared they might fight me too and I had all my valuable stuff on me while here. I teleported and banked and tried to tell my clanmates about his impudence but they were all offline...

2/28/11

In this dream, I was walking down a path (Much like the one my avatar features currently) and found a swan, and I petted it on the head and it nibble at me affectionately. I continued on down the path to a house with an irregularly shaped pool in the back and a gazebo on another pool, and I found a big, dead turtle underneath it and a cygnet (swanling.) nearby.

2/27/11

This was the only fragment of a dream I remember from this dream, it was about putting roux (a foundation of a gravy or thick sauce, a mix of flour and fat.) on top of an unbaked cake, which I found really weird.

Im watching some live concert and Im in the audience with my synth. I just randomly played a piano song and the performer wants to perform it. So he performs it, but because its so short, I start to play my own synth. I play some simple techno song which was really familiar for me in the dream but now I cant remember it...


Im at school and see L getting thrown out of the class, and I ask him why did he get thrown out of there, he answers me and at the same time HP walks by.
I need to go to the sportslesson but Im not sure where its held. I see W's class standing outside waiting to get in, but they are not usually in my class. W and some other guys are bald and Im wondering why. While I was going there where W was, A and V cycled by.
HP asks why Im not in the classroom, so I explain to her that I dont know where should I go. I phone S, and ask him where we should be, he says inside. I look to the window and see the others there in the hall. HP says she can let me in, so I follow her into a classroom where MK stares at me weirdly. HP then takes her keys and opens some door from the wall and I go through there to the hall. Other guys are wearing thight suits which they wear in wrestling. I need to change that suit also on and Im going to the locker room and P passes me with some box of donuts. I go to change my clothes and some little boys come in and I act strangely to them. I go up from there and spray some water on the boys then they laugh...


I captured my own brother and then tried to release him without him knowing what was happening to him... The environment was pretty weird.