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So, I went on a camping trip and I was too cold/tired/busy and it was too dark to keep my dream journal. When I came back I didn't have time to keep track of my dreams. I have been having some cool dreams lately though and I am going to attempt what I was doing before (keeping my hard copy dream journal and then posting when I have anything particularly interesting). I would like to mention a cool dream I had on my camping trip though.

I had a lucid dream inside of a dream. I was dreaming, and I was in control of the dream (I was shopping and I bought this green floral dress and befriended the shop keeper and then ended up having a huge party in the dressing room area) then I woke up and I was like "Oh, I have to write that down" so I wrote it down and I went down to breakfast with my mom (we were staying in a hotel or something) and this lady was offering me all of these brightly colored pastries for dessert (they weren't cooking from the menu that morning for some reason) so I got this green cake thing.

Then I woke up and I was in my tent and it was such an odd feeling. I hadn't really been controlling my "lucid dream" I just thought I was having a lucid dream. It's difficult to explain, but I am 100% sure I wasn't actually lucid, I just thought I was.

Last night I had a dream in which I remember becoming aware that I was in a dream, but I didn't have any control over anything.
I remember wanting to hide away from people because I had to go take something out of my mouth, I kept hesitating to look at myself in the mirror,
because I was afraid of how my reflection would look.
I don't remember the details of how my face looked, all of a sudden the only thing I could see was the inside of my mouth.
2 of my teeth became really really small and crushed until I spit them out after that , this white substance almost like gum or laffy taffy kept growing
along every angle of my gums, I had to keep pulling at it to take it off and no matter how much I pulled to take the peices out of my mouth
more and more kept coming back , it was never ending !!

I tried a google search for the "meaning" behind this.
And after several years, I finally found some what of an answer that perhaps makes some sense out of this strange re-occuring dream.
(Yes , I've had this same dream many times through out my life)

So anyways, what I read was this dream could mean that I hold back a lot on what I'm trying to say , that there are things in my life I want to say ,
but I just don't know how to say them or get my feelings across.... so I'm trapped in a vicious cycle of keeping my thoughts to myself and keeping my mouth shut.
Another interpretation was that perhaps I'm getting rid of all the negative energy inside me, by pulling it out....

And it's funny because it is in fact hard for me to talk "in real life" I always hold back the things I want to say...
Because I'm really shy person and I think too much before I say something..
so in the end, I usually keep my thoughts to myself....

Has anyone else had this dream?

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After I wrote my last entry I fell back to sleep and didn't wake up until 3:30! I couldn't believe how late it was.
Hubby called as I was putting my night shirt on (I sleep nude). I arranged to pick up $50. then I left right away. Which sucks because I had an awesomely epic dream.

All I really recall of it was creatures and watery passages. I watched a show called Primal yesterday that featured caves and a watery passage. And before I went to sleep, I started watching a show called Monsters that had octopus looking aliens floating in the sky.
Both those movies appeared in the dream in one fashion or another.

Toward the end of the dream, I was trying to catch smaller alien creatures. Sometimes they looked like fish, other times they were furry-ish. I was capturing them with my ex-husband.
There was a baby in the dream at some point. I was teaching it about the history of the family and showing it how to swim from one passage to another. Opening certain latches would cause water pressure to build in other areas. There was a feud going on over one of the houses connected by the passages.

I really wish I had taken the time to record these.
Oh well...

Dream - Lucid - AP

I barely got any sleep last night, so I don't remember anything. However, I just got home from work and took a nap, and had a series of mini-dreams.

I was in what was supposed to be my old roommate, Katherine's new apartment with her new roommate. She was talking to me about the apartment, telling me all about it. Covering a corner of the room was a light pinkish-purple sheet hanging from the ceiling. It was covering a window, and maybe a desk. I could see these things through the sheet because of the way the light was shining through it.

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I was at the bowling alley with Grace and I think her boyfriend. We were waiting in line at the concessions bar. Grace asked if I wanted something to drink. Then, I couldn't decide whether she was talking to me or her boyfriend.

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I was sitting on a bed watching TV with Ryan. I "remembered" him touching my crotch a few minutes before, but couldn't decide if it had really happened. We were watching Winnie the Pooh, and he commented saying that he used to watch that show when he was little. It was some racing episode, with the characters in a car race of some sort. There was a wolf character who exclaimed something, but I can't remember what. I did know, however, that he was supposed to say a phrase containing the word "ass", but it had been censored, and replaced with a different phrase since the show was on a family-oriented TV station. When the character's mouth moved while saying the alternate phrase, it didn't sync up with what he was saying. I told Ryan the character was supposed to say the phrase with the word "ass". Ryan then moved under the covers and laid across me.

Lucid Non-Lucid

The non-lucid part of this isnt really importaint, but it started off with me visiting a mansion, and ended with me stuck in a small cage and an evil clown (i believe it may have been ronald mcdonald) trying to kill me with a bulldozer. yea i think its wierd too. anyway, i kinda just got freaked out by the clown and got lucid, and got my ass out of there. i walked from the mansion down the steps to the bottom of the hill i was on. it was in the middle of the forest, and when i came out of the woods i was near my nana and papas street, except the road was 20 feet below me. i smiled because it was the perfect place to test out a teleportation techinque. i jumped, and dived to the ground pretending it was water, and i dove right through the road. on the other side gravity worked the other way so i fell back onto my feet, but i would have been upside down underneath the road if you could view both at once. so i wondered what i should do, and i wanted to see if i could make objects appear. i wanted to start out easy, by walking up to a house and expecting a girl i like to be there. and it worked... almost... she was really disfigured, so i just said "oh you must be her sister, ill find her upstairs". i went upstairs and couldnt find her, but almost fell out a window. the distorted version of the girl followed me up, so i tried to fix her, but then i woke up.

well, this isn't from last night, its from the night before 'kay?

I was at a Skillet concert and I was cheering. My grandpa was there. After the concert was over, I went to my house and Jen Ledger went with me. I talked to her for a little while and then woke up.


yay, my recall is gettin better! Maybe its cuz im not so stressed about school right now.

I was back at my old high school, when my teacher said that the class will be having a field trip. So, we started the field trip by just walking very far from the school until we reached a BIG pile of slime-ish stuff. She told the class to climb up and go inside the mound. We did, and slid down and when we came out, everything looked VERY different. At first it looked very beautiful and she was giving us a tour of everything. The trees looked beautiful, the grass, the everything looked so nice and colorful. Then here is when it took a turn for the worse. Somehow we lost our teacher. And other people started branching off. I lost everyone I was with. But somehow I could still here the teacher giving the tour to us inside my head. "Up here class, is the Tree-Man. Part tree, part man. Be very careful kids, he will kill you if you get too close." (And here is the video that probably put that in my mind: YouTube - Human ' Treeman ' begs for help as he turns into a tree.) After I ran from that area, I found a creek. Along the side of the creek, there was a panther, I FREAKED out and ran away, and while running away, I found a GIANT snake. I ran away again. When running away, I found a school. I thought to myself "Thank God!" I ran into the school, but the school seemed "off" to me. It was abandoned. Once inside, I saw a guy that looked like a cross between an alien, a Buddah, and a blind janitor where his eyes were COMPLETELY white. I talked to him and asked him where I was, he said "I have no clue. I am blind." He started walking away very slowly. I tried to find my way out, I went upstairs, looked out the window, saw the panther and the tree-man and decided I was in a better place at the moment. I chilled for a while and decided I had to keep moving. When I walked around the corner, the Buddah janitor guy started choking me telling me to never return to this place. I tried to defend myself but nothing was working. And that's when I woke up. I am going to assume I died. hehe

I blink
I became lucid and in less than a second wake up (this is weird because this has never happened to me before).

Don't Snub Me
I was walking down a hallway after becoming lucid and so I say to everyone, "Hey I'm lucid" everyone cheers besides a six and a half foot tall 200 pound football player. I walk up to him and say I'm lucid again, but he ignores me so I start wailing on him. He can only block every third hit so it feels great but he just won't die... (I lost lucidity while beating him up)

I had two lucids between entires that I didn't feel like posting, they were short and during them I didn't have a very high level of awareness. I sort of remember something about sex, I think.

The beginning of this dream is only a vague impression of being with a group of lighthearted people.

I was inside a two story house with a carpeted spiral stairway. I saw this one shady looking guy creep down stairs to what I knew was my bedroom. I heard a laugh track (like a sitcom). Suddenly, I felt worried he was about to steal my wallet. So I quickly headed downstairs. My room was undisturbed, I walked over to my nightstand and grabbed my wallet and keys.

I turned to walk away. I noticed myself in a full length mirror mounted on the wall. I was wearing an outfit I didn't recognize. I had on a blue-gray shirt turned upside down. The fit was comfortable but in the reflection, my arms were out of the bottom end of the shirt. The short sleeves and collar were wrapped around my waist, unstressed and comfortable looking. I became embarrassed and took off my shirt, and put it back on the right way.

I exited the house out the front door and crossed over a white wooden porch. It was broad daylight. Before me was a rather large amusement park looking expanse. It had walls with outcroppings and lots and building scattered between wide open grassy areas, and walled sections. (The layout is hazy - and changing.) I walked around the area and I recall interacting with a few people (this was hazy).

I made my way over to a lively baseball diamond. A serious league style game was underway. (Not a huge fan of baseball but I watch now and then.) I decided to see how the game was going. A pitch was just then thrown and hit foul at my feet. I ignored it while the first basemen picked it up. A second pitch was hit foul at my feet, this time I picked it up and tossed it to the third basemen (for some reason), upsetting everyone and knocking him down flat and motionless.

I zoomed over to check on him and this cartoon-like man zoomed over at the same time, beating me to the unconscious player. He jumped on top of him in a flash, and sparkles of yellow energy emitted into the air, video game style. This startled me. Something about this fast moving prankster was alarming. I sped off the field to do something different. When I was several field lengths away, the wild DC yelled out: "Catch this!"

I spun around in time to see him launch the baseball at me in an arch from a great distance. As it came, it grew to the size of a football. I dodged. It crashed into a person standing nearby - utterly mowing them down with rotating white cutters. It was a pretty nasty looking way to die. I wanted to leave this chaotic character alone. I exerted great speed to loose him. (Something that works 99% of my dreams lately.) He gave chase and had no problem keeping up.

(The visuals/recall get vivid at this point.) I weaved through a magical looking hallway with multiple portals in it. One had a golden force field that I easily slipped through. I thought I lost him for sure, turned around, and there he was emerging from a similar circular portal. Huge grin, about 15-ft away. I decided to walk away at this point. Running super fast zig-zags wasn't helping. I started to feel trapped.

I asked him to show me the way out of this land. Now the DC looked a lot like the Madhatter. He gloated at my surrender and announced illustriously something close to the effect of:

"I will gladly show the way out! But first, there is something else I would much rather show you."

After the deadly baseball incident, I wasn't feeling curious. I said "No." Turned and kept walking slowly down a bizarre fun house like hallway. He said:

"All right, all right. Right this way then." He turned off the main hall and opened white double doors to a suspiciously dark area...

I said, "This isn't really the way out is it?" He looked at me sly and said, "You are right, but I really must show you one last thing before you go!"

I said "No!" and hurriedly walked straight some more. -Then I woke up

Me (some guy) and my wife are walking along the beach. My wife has huge breasts and is topless. People keep coming and touching them. I keep brushing them off. At some point, a persistent one shoves his hand into her nipple (WTF?). I am pissed. I knock him out and away. I defend her videogame style with some shooting from some sort of ship-like thing. It goes on for awhile until I wake up. I am on the constant verge of being overtaken.

I have traded my Geckomobile ('97 Toyota Corolla) for a small VW hatchback. Maybe a golf?

http://autozone4cars.com/autozonenew...ages/26888.jpg

My family is driving around in the van at some place. I think there is a festival and a parade. I follow them around in my VW. There are some details of going around that I don't remember. At some point, I'm lifting my VW and carrying it. Eventually I am at some minecraft world where me, my father, and Se. are competing to find diamonds. I am huge, maybe 10-20 times larger than the normal minecraftian. I have my VW on like a right shoe. I'm hanging from a ledge and kicking the ground to find diamonds.

I'm not sure if I run off or if this is another dream.

I'm in a desert minecraft world area. I'm part of some group that builds pyramids out of sandstone. I have alot of diamond and only 1 heart of health. I make it to the pyramid where there is visible food. I end up fighting mobs inside the pyramid and not having time to get to the food. I beat them. At the end, I am greeted by my fellow member. I eat some nearby food and deposit my diamonds. It is decided that we need another pyramid for us to dwell in and be safe. I think I'm against the idea. We do alot of walking about some center scaffolding/walkway and no building. Eventually, I start the project. They follow and building commences. I dig for sand at some point and give sandstone to somebody. Co. approaches and speaks to me of sperm. In dreamland, I guess he works at a sperm bank? I'm annoyed at him. He wants to examine my sperm. I go into the unfinished building. At some point, I jizz on the wall onto some shelves? It's a good few tablespoons or so. I poke at it. It slithers down and out of the building due to a crack on the wall along some snow. No idea when it transitioned into snow. I follow it out. Co., next to me, wants me to put it into a little cup. I fiddle with it until it is. He puts it into some treated bag to await processing. I run around doing something. I don't remember. Some guy brings me the sperm in the bag. He says I got a low score. I tell him it isn't surprising due to it being frozen by the snow. He agrees. Co. comes and collects the bag. No idea what score it could be or what it could mean.

13.03.2011

My first lucid dream - preparing for a swim (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I decided to try the afternoon-nap thing again. I hadn't been really successful with this one, but I wanted to try it with me staying in bed instead of on the couch.
The first try was not successful. I visualised my dream storage room and chose a previous dream to enter, but it didn't work (the last step - sinking into the chosen dream). After an hour I got up, went to the loo and decided to get another hour of sleep... not really trying anything, just hoping to dream and to recall it afterwards.

I used my fingers to go through my hair and had a tuft of hair in my hand. I laid it aside and looked at it. I was dismayed as it was quite a lot of hair. But relieved to see that it was not full length - so I would be bald, only one side of my head would have shorter hair.
I fingercombed another strand and came away with another tuft.
Then it came to me. I thought "That can't be right. Something like that does not just happen." and I realised that I was dreaming.
And so, I thought "Hey, as this is a dream, my hair will be back on my head and actually arranged in a sleek, long braid that swishes along my back.
I realised that I was not alone in the room and that we all prepared for some swimming contest. So I decided to beat them all in the race. But before that I wanted to wear a great bathing suit. I already was close to the door to leave for the contest as someone asked me a question. She wanted me to do something before leaving. I turned away from the door and saw a mirror. As I looked inside I saw my face - nothing weird or strange about it - and I was wearing a simple black bathing suit.
Then I heard my phone ringing.I woke up thinking, that I couldn't stay in bed all afternoon, especially if someone called to talk to me. So I got up and went to the living room to check who had called. Well, the answer is NO-ONE. My mind was playing a trick making me think in my dream that I could hear the phone through two closed doors.

Damn...
But hey - my first lucid dream - and I had some control over it.