The piece of paper: So I find this piece of paper that my brother wrote on. It appears to be a form of some kind. I erase what he wrote and write something on the paper (Not sure what it was) with sharpie. I then think about how he might need this paper, so I try to rewrite what he had put on but it's useless because what I wrote (in sharpie) is still on the paper and it takes up most of the page (Quite large letters not lots of words). The rest of the dream I forget. The radiation: I'm in this dream and I ask this man what he thinks about how when the US army sold land that they had tested nuclear weapons and other nuclear projects, to the hindus (Yes Hindus) they left all the nuclear projects there. I said that since the hindus didn't know what to do with it they merely let them rust and soon the radiation got out. He completely jumps subjects (And I still follow and listen with him because in the dream I "knew" it was all linked together). We are in the woods and he tells me about these medicines and drugs. There are three of them in front of me, all of them are just white powders, he tells me how they help keep you awake so you can get out of the woods without stopping. He points to the first one and says that it was good, but wasn't strong enough to keep you awake, he points to the second but I forget what he says. he then points to the third medicine powder (Which had much less powder then the other 2 because it was stronger) he says that this one is strong and you only need a little bit to get you going where you need to go. But he says that you will also lose valuable sleep time and will be tired the next day (no duh). I put some of the powder on my finger (thats it, no eating just put it on my finger) Suddenly I'm teleported into this office and I'm Barrack Obama, my boss asks me something along the lines of "Why are you so slow" or "Why are you so tired". I know why I'm because I took the medicine. I ignore her question and try to hide when the dream ends, or I forget what happens next.
Irrelevant perhaps but note to self... 14/03/11 Tried OBE-ing tonight. I can slip into deep meditation/sleep paralysis quite quickly now with the help of binaural beats. I tried different techniques to Exit my physical body and I tried four times in the span of 3 hours. Not sure what's holding my astral self (correct term?) back... The closest I got was on the third (or fourth not quite clear) try when my whole body starting tingling and vibrating and it instantly became lighter and I felt like I was floating halfway out of my physical body and halfway in. I had vague dream-like flashes of vision - of a humanistic lizard who appeared twice (Maybe my guide?), a dream-like world with a large tree shedding leaves in autumn sunset, of demonic white faces half in shadows...- and I managed to keep this up until I started to lose consciousness of my mind and I felt myself slide back into my physical body and I opened my eyes. I was trying too hard on my first few tries of OBE-ing (I was thinking too hard) but I found it helped to clear my head, concentrate on my breathing and to look deep into the darkness of my closed eyes. Sometimes if I do this I find my astral body spinning and feeling lighter and expanding and I feel like I could just fly out of my physical body and something is holding me back!!!!!!! I've tried different techniques but it didn't work. I guess practice makes perfect?
1. I'm having my sketchbook shown to an important woman in the artistic community. For some reason a few of my family members are around. Apart from some gnarly figure drawings, she is rather unimpressed with what she sees. She tells me that what I have is nothing special, I should just give it a rest. I get rather upset and embarrassed and lock myself in a closet. People are banging on the door trying to get me to come out, but I keep holding the door shut. 2. I'm walking down some bizarre road/walkway that is made out of thin strips of multi colored plastic-like material. It's elevated off the ground. 3. I'm wandering around the streets of some suburban neighborhood. I'm dressed very strangely and I have a large backpack on. There are patches of snow on the ground, and I start spinning around (but not in a dream spinning way) until I fall over into one of the patches of snow. I hear something from the house across the street, and I look up to see two people staring at me from an open window. I walk over and realize that they are two people that I knew in childhood, but grown up. I ask if they remember me and they don't really seem to. This is when the dream gets fuzzy for a bit and I can't remember what exactly happens, but later I am riding on some small and incredibly fast bike. The two people from the window are chasing me. 4. On some bizarre structure again, climbing up and up but not reaching the top.
I am at some music competition. I am walking out and the building looks quite Similar to Byerly, a building on my college's campus. I call my mom to pick me up. She asks how it was and I tell her it was great and she should come sometime. I get home and decide to go back with some fruit. Why? I do not know. I find a basket in my room and start looking for fruit. There are many apples on my dresser but most of them are partially eaten and rotting. I find several good ones though, and drop them in the basket. I leave my house and walk down my street. Somewhere along the line, I end up back on the walkway beside Byerly an hour and a half away on Millersville campus. The dream ends.
Ok, I don't remember how it all went but from what I recall I went out my front door and went into the lower court near my house. I went into some guys house but was in spirit form not body form. I did this so he could not see me but somehow he could still sense me. Anyway, I snuck out of the guys house and ran into some woman. I tried to get away from her because she knew I wasn't like the others within the dream. Then when I thought I got away I noticed my dog out of the house so I took her back home. Somehow the woman followed me to the back of my house. She then said "oh, this is where you lived". Somehow the way she said that and her aura made me feel like it was not good that she knew where I lived. So I followed her up onto my deck, placed my hand on her head and wiped the memory of finding the location of my house. However, I wanted to make sure that she had forgotten because I knew that the mind erase may not have worked because I am a dreamer. So I used my watch and called the SSA (a secret organization whose job it is to protect dreamers and the dreamed) and they came and wiped her mind of the location of my house. I then went toward the SSA and explained the situation. I then suddenly got a pain in my chest and rolled around on the ground until the dream ended. P.S. A dreamer are those who dream, and a dreamed is someone who is not real or a dream character. there are also spirits (ghosts)
I had a false awakening and started trying to get back into my dream, but I was dreaming. Very strange. I started dreaming again and dreamed that I needed to remember my dream, in my dream, but forgot what I was dreaming, by the time I woke up. I think that is how it went. -- I do remember dreaming that I was playing basketball in a gym. There was a truck at the top of the key (residue from a previous part of the dream that I can't remember). So, I'm trying to do a hook shot from the free-throw line. I kept missing, but I used to like to practice from there in waking life to gauge my form. After missing one shot, I went to get the ball. It had very poor bounce to it which bothered me. I started thinking about my dad who used to help me with my hook shot. I shot another hook and missed again. I went to get the ball and it seemed to be very heaving. It wouldn't let me dribble it increasing it's bounce. As I tried to pick up the ball, it seemed to be pulling reality with it, as though it was peeling back space or something. I finally got the ball back and went back to the free throw line. I started thinking about my Dad and crying because he isn't with me anymore. I remember the thought welling up inside of me two or three times so that I started really crying in my dream. This is strange for me because I usually don't express emotion much in my dreams.
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Good morning! Had a bunch of dreams last night but I only remember fragments at the moment. 22.45: Sleep 05.10: Fragments *I've barricaded myself with a few other people inside a big mall. My sister's friend shows up outside of the glass doors and we let her in. She gives me a kiss on my cheek. I figure it's some new trend or whatever. *I'm playing Call of Duty and the map is a snowy one. I kill several enemies who pop up and run away before more of them shows up. I spot a guy behind some trash and I take out my pistol. We both fire away but I end up winning. *I'm at the local square and having a good time with a few friends of mine. We're all drinking beer and more people show up. I grab a few chairs and position them at our big table. My cousin shows up and he's gotten quite muscular. "Nice tits" I tell him. He laughs. *I'm with an older man in his huge mansion. There are plants everywhere around us and he tells me it's a hobby of his. A younger man next to him seems to be his servant. "I want you to inherit it all" he tells me while laughing. He grabs a few documents from his servant and puts them in bottles. Apparently he's going to throw them in the sea so I can get them... 05.10: Wake up Amount of sleep: 6 hours Supplements: None That's it! Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!
I got this vivid dream, after my alarm sounded and I went back to sleep because I still had some time before I had to go to college. In the dream I immediately woke up again, and panicked when I saw the time. 1 pm! My class was starting right at that moment! I had to be in college and it's a 1,5 hour trip to get there. I texted some classmates I was going to be quite late. To my disbelieve, the moment I stepped out the door, rain came pouring down like a true tropical storm. I asked my dad to drive me to the train station, but he refused. At that moment I decided to stay home and call in sick. But before I could do that-after a scene I can't remember- I was suddenly outside, and the sun had already set. This last, short part is a lot more interesting, weird and vivid. I found myself outside, alone in the rain, in the dark, and I was only wearing boxers for some reason. I didn’t mind being half naked. Even though I was soaking wet, it wasn’t cold and there was no-one in sight. I ran down the street in which water was gushing down trough. After a short while I arrived at a weird looking building. It was quite modern and had a big glass wall near the entrance. From ouside you could see the big hall and some stairs along the sides. Some kids in nothing but blue plastic raincoats where walking up and down the stairs. The kids walking around at this late hour seemed to be boys around the age of 6-8. One boy in particular caught my eye. He was standing next to the door and staring right at me with his hands up against the glass. Suddenly I got cold and I decided to take shelter from the rain in the building which had already intrigued me. It had an eerie feel to it. I thought it was some kind of nursery/day-care because of all the children, but there clearly where no supervisors around. I entered the strange building which also had a sort of hospital-feel surrounding it. The place was flooded by the rain. The water was ankle-deep and the lights in the floor made it look quite pretty. The boys walking up and down the stairs didn’t pay me any attention and kept walking as if hypnotized. Only the boy by the door noticed me and kept staring. It wasn’t creepy, I was in awe of the place. It looked abandoned but still had something serene about it. I walked through the water, opened the door immediately to my right. It led to the toilet, a big bathroom with 3 stalls and a door at the other end. The place was not as well-lit as the hall, and a tiny bit creepy. The wall separating this room from the hall was made out of glass as well. I could see the boy staring at me again, trough the wall, his hands up against the glass. I turned to my right, towards the outer wall. There was a sink, with a mirror above it. At that point I remembered the reality-check technique for lucid dreaming vaguely. I started wondering if I was dreaming and looked into the mirror. I can’t remember anything weird. Aside from the fact of being half-naked in a flooded, dark day-care, I looked quite normal. The technique didn’t work. I looked away, and into the mirror again. Nothing. I looked away, to my left, for a second time. A little girl startled me. She wasn’t there a second ago, and was now standing right beside me. She looked up at me and had the weirdest of smiles. She was a bit older than the boys, probably around the age of 13-14. Unlike the boys in the hall, she was wearing normal clothes. Behind her, I could see the door at the other end of the bathroom. It was cracked open and golden light shined trough it, reflecting in the water. I turned around and noticed every child was now staring at me, not just the boy at the entrance. I got creeped out a little (though not a whole lot, considering the situation) and woke up soon after.
Updated 03-14-2011 at 06:49 PM by 43425
03/14/2011Of Dogs and Blockades (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID This was another long dream, and again, is hard for me to remember. At the beginning of it, I'm playing some sort of 2D platformer. It has tons of collectibles, with some fairly stringent requirements for the later levels. I'm working on making my way over there. Now, there's a whole bunch of stuff in the middle of this dream that I just can't remember... But towards the end, I'm in some city somewhere, trying to move along to a new part of it. About halfway there there's some sort of blockade in the way to going any further. There's some sort of... "tutorial"? going on. Or a public service announcement, or even an ad. I dunno. There's just something blaring on the huge TV screen on one of the buildings across the road. I get the feeling that I should be paying attention to it, but I don't want to. "It's like they don't trust us," I mutter aloud. I think there's someone else there, but I can't remember who. Instead of trying to make it through the blockade, I settle into the alcove underneath one of the buildings. It's awfully messy, but it will do. It's also drawing the attention of quite a few dogs over. There are some dogs I don't know, but I recognize my sister's dogs, Shaley and Matty, in the mix. I let them come up to me and I pat them a bunch. At some point Matty starts not sounding good, as if she's coughing up a hairball. I look and do indeed see some hair in her mouth. I try to gently push her away so she at least doesn't cough that up on me, but she starts to whine. At this point the dream slooowwwlly fades out. It's a long process, and I end up feeling pretty tired when it ends.
I was at a rock-cafe in the city I often go on a night out. It was around noon however and the place was more or less empty apart from one man sitting at the bar and the bargirl. I was obviously waiting for someone. Since we were the only ones there the girl behind the bar asked if i would like a beer. 'Yes' I answered and she asked what kind. 'Oh doesn't matter, as long as it's...' -'Belgian beer' the man at the bar finished my sentence and smiled at me. (I sure do love Belgian beer) We laughed and talked about what not. He was probably waiting for someone as well. Suddenly a girl was standing behind him, she tapped his shoulder and he politely kissed her on the cheeks. I realised that same girl was the one I was waiting for when I turned around. It was the girl I fell in love with the year before. My very first love even. She hadn't noticed me yet. I jumped up and cried out. She was surprised to see me and smiled, I hugged her tightly. We fell to the floor and lied there for minutes for I wouldn't let her go and she wouldn't let me go.
Updated 03-14-2011 at 06:50 PM by 43425
Dream - Lucid - AP I know I had a dream before this one, but it has been forgotten. I do remember Ryan was in it though. I was in my room, listening to some tape of me either speaking a short story or a song to some music in the background. I was listening to it on a cassette tape on an old tape player. I remember also looking at the words/lyrics on paper, and then seeing notes of other songs/stories I wanted to record, but hadn't finished. Then, I was somewhere else. Many other people were around me. We were all outside. It was kind of video game-like. There was some evil "boss" in control of everyone there. He wasn't human, but I'm not sure what he was. He was very big; not quite a giant, but maybe 8 or 9 feet tall with big hands and other features. I kept thinking "Bowser" in my head, like from Super Mario, but he didn't look like Bowser. I remember my friend Tony being there. What was odd, was that Tony and everyone else around me was wearing makeup, mostly eye shadow and eye liner. I was the only one who wasn't (I also don't wear makeup in waking life). I asked Tony if I had to wear it, and he said yes. Then, the boss came up and started saying things to me, threatening me to wear makeup. He also threatened Tony's life. He picked Tony up and crumbled him into a ball. There was also a huge crowd of people circled around us. I knew Tony would be ok though, so I wasn't too concerned. I somehow knew I could leave the place at will, and I kept trying to, but it was difficult. I was trying to will myself back to my room so I could get my eyeshadow. As I was about to disappear, I saw Tony sitting right in front of me. I mouthed "I love you" to him, and he mouthed back, "Krista, I love you", and then I was in my room again. I grabbed 3 palettes of eye shadow. I had regretted tossing my good eye shadow, because all I had left was cheap stuff. I grabbed one palette of very bright-colored eye shadow, and started to put it on in the mirror. I put on a bright yellow right above my lid, and a bright, shimmering magenta on my lid. I kept going outside the lines and making it look messy, but I somehow managed to make it look decent. I smudged the point where the colors met to blend them with my finger, and just ended up wiping some off instead. I didn't bother fixing it. Then, I was outside of a parking lot with tons of people. My family was with me, I mainly remember my mom and brother being there. The clouds looked dark above our heads, like it would storm. Then, a huge cloud-to-ground lightning strike came from the sky very close to us, and struck the ground continuously for a good 10 seconds without stopping. I knew that to be dangerous, and was concerned that a tornado was on its way. It looked like the sky was clearing, but I saw that as a bad sign. We all started to head down to an underground gym that we have in our town. We went down the stairs into the gym, and opened the door. There was a HUGE line of people waiting to get under there. We waited for awhile. My mom commented on my eyeshadow, telling me how nice it looked. We somehow got to where we needed to be in the gym, and there were windows everywhere. I thought that was a terrible place to be during a tornado, so I left without saying anything and entered a room in a next door building that was windowless. The threat of the weather then passed, and I met back up with my family. They wondered where I had been, so I told them I had left to go to a safer place. They asked why I didn't tell them, and I said something about them not understanding or them not wanting to go anyway. The sky was now clear, and I had found out that we were under two tornado warnings in the span of an hour.
Lucid-Comments-other dialogue-Inner thoughts This week I've been trying to have a lucid waking life by staying aware of the present, the now, that way I don't have to physically reality check all the time. I've also been treating my life like a dream. Flying mission: Some business woman had recruited a bunch of apprentices to help her beat up her boss and I was one of them, for some reason everyone could fly so instead of using the door, we were instructed to fly towards the nearest skyscraper and get in through the window, which was her office apparently. Flying is one of my dream-signs so. I became lucid and decided to part company with the flying crew. I was already relaxed and extremely aware so I just flew around for a bit upside down until I was satisfied... On the street: But after a while I decided to interact with some characters so I landed on the street and realised I was in Korea (never been to Korea). I seemed to have a lot of time and didn't feel like the dream would end any-time soon so... I took a time out and looked around at all the characters seemingly going about their daily lives oblivious of the situation..hhmmm..what do do.., then I saw a beautiful girl across the street looking at me with an odd expression on her face, I couldn't be bothered to walk so I used my telekinesis and drew her to me. She seemed amused by my little trick. "Hi, so um do you want to have sex or something?" she though it over. "no". A part of me kept thinking ( "this is a dream remember?, you can do whatever you want" "yeah but if she doesn't want to, I'm not going to make her". "but shes not real!". " whatever"). So I turned and started to hover... "wait, I'll have sex with you if you change your hair". "huh, what's wrong with my hair?" as I reached up to feel it.. " I mean sure its not combed but considering I'm"... ( I didn't want to tell her it was a dream) So I fixed it with my hand. and started taking off her clothes. "wait, right here on the street?" she protested. "yup" I replied. "but I don't feel comfortable with all these people watching" I took another time out.. ("listen man, aren't you going to ridiculous lengths? she's just a dream character remember?") " just make her do whatever you want") "I'm not falling for this" "ok lets find a hotel" I said to her During this exchange of words, I hadnt realised that I had turned into this guy... After finding a hotel. We finally had sex no need to bore you with the details but it was worth it( take that subconscious). As we lay in bed holding each other, she turns to me and says.. "I know why you did all of that". "Did all of what?" "searching for intimacy", "you don't need it". I smiled got out of bed and handed her a towel, at this point I knew the dream was ending. This how my mind works. "get up its time for you to go". She protested " why, what did I say?" "Nothing its just time for you to go" Her: Will I see you again? Me: I start laughing.."its doubtful" I wake up with a smile on my face.
Updated 03-14-2011 at 04:18 PM by 40241
Lots of dreams all mashed together... I just remember small fragments of all of them. Hugging my friend, something kind of dark and intense; a bunch of faces come to mind when I try to remember it, almost becoming lucid because of something REALLY OBVIOUS that I can't recall... bleh.
I did many things before this fragment, I just can't seem to remember them I vividly remember jumping really high. I believe I also had wings! As i jumped up, i tried to use my wings, but they failed me and i fell to the ground (waking up before i made contact with earth) I think a villainous female was plotting to destroy me. The jumping part was fun
Im walking near Blond café but theres a hesburger where the café should be. Theres also traffic lights in the intersection. Im walking there and first P is driving with his moped near me and Im running behind him, but when we come to the lights he has a bicycle. The lights turn red for the cars and green for us. We cross the road and come to other lights, they turn immediately green when I push the button. We again cross the road and come to the hesburger. We go in and sit to this table. I see some guys in another table and I recognise one of them. They are speaking pretty loud, but otherwise they dont make any trouble. Im watching a menu and trying to decide what to eat, while P is eating some kind of burger wheres vegetables or fruits. I decide to order some fries (this point I thought the fries as coal, dont know why maybe because carbohydrate.) and some big meal. P is about to go to order something but I see that the employees pull a curtain over the desk that you cant see whats happening there. P still goes there and Im about to say that dont go there but he still does and then he orders something from these employees. I see one employee and think that will she spit to my burger. Im sitting on my bed and theres a lot of other people in my bed. We are having some kind of party because we have finished school. M comes to the door but immediately leaves when he sees us, and then some guy with beard comes. (although he was year younger than we he looked alot older.) Hes a metalhead and he starts to sing and play his guitar. Hes singing some really familiar tune, but I cant remember what it is. At first his singing sounds really terrible, but after time I start to like it and say to the other guys that "this guy is actually good". Some emo girls come out of a red car with A. They start to take their jackets off because its hot outside.
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