NOTES Raven and I meet on the Moon. We are so somber, we don't speak. She slowly walks to me, and gives me a hug. I start crying. "I am so worried about Sachi and her family. All of Japan... the whole world is going to shit..." I tell her. "Let's do the only thing we can, Nomad." I nod. She opens a portal to Fukushima. Q, Washu, Janet, Q10, and Xaphor follow. We stand in the middle of the fifty men on a suicide mission, and connect them to the higher entities. These men look like demon samurai. They are leaping into a strange glowing hellish orb. "May these true heroes find the best possible solution, I pray to the sentient entities." I feel strange knowledge being channeled through my arms like power. I scream in frustration. "We've done everything we can," says Xaphor. Time to go. NO NO WE HAVE TO HELP PEOPLE FIND THE SURVIVORS, WE HAVE TO HELP FIND THE BODIES. THEY ARE GOING TO ROT AND MAKE PEOPLE SICK. Raven vomits at this thought. "You okay." "Yeah... let's go." I open a portal into the dreams of the rescue workers trying to dig people out, and search for survivors in broken buildings... I am in thousand of nightmares at once. I feel like my soul is on fire. I feel like I am dying. I feel like I am in hell, and I will be in hell forever. I SCREAM IN SHEER TERROR. I know nothing. No thought or emotion. Only pure terror is left. I feel someone tackle me into a portal.... I end up in the Healing Glen.... Raven is next to me.... We are puking dark energy... I feel Xaphor and the presence of others healing us. I cry myself to sleep in the Healing Glen. I fee the Frost Giant pick me up as if I am a small child, and set me down in his cave.
I am running to catch a bus. Suddenly, one pound coins fall out of my pocket. I can see them clearly on the ground. Its raining and the ground is wet and dirty. There are 3-4 coins. I pick them up and catch the bus. I run in and throw the money on drivers desk. I don't count them because I don't want to hold the whole bus behind any more. It is the old fashion bus from my country. I go down the alley... then I wake up
The dream started off with me and my roommates (dream roommates) having a clean house. For no reason Justin Bieber shows up (I got a strong urge to tell him that I could kill 28 Biebers if a swarm of them attacked me according to a quiz online ). He has his whole team of security making sure that everything goes smoothly while he stays with us, but nobody knows why he is there, and none of us like him. As the dream progresses our dogs (some I have had irl some that I haven't) begin to mess up the house. They were jumping on things and breaking things, until the house was a wreck. The Bieber security showed up and got us basically arrested. There was somewhat of a dream skip but it kept going. We were outside of this facility where we had been taken and the same guys that had dragged us out of the house were behind this strange wall (we could see through it , but it was a wall) aiming firearms at us. There were four of us standing in a square. We seemed to know what is happening, but I was still confused. They shot one of the people in front with some kind of dart, causing them to collapse on the ground, and proceeded until all of us were shot and paralyzed. My body was so heavy that I could only move my neck a little. I watched as they, starting with the same person, shot a different dart. The first person shot was still for a moment, but then began seizing violently. My heart started going as I realized that my turn was coming up. They shot the second person, the same pause, then seizing. I began to hyperventilate, but was still unable to move as they laid their sights on me, and fired. I knew what was coming, but and began seizing. A majority of the dream was many more darts in the same fashion, each one aching as it stuck into my body, each one with a strange side effect. After a while they took us into a room, some kind of rest room to keep us until it started again. I tried to walk around, but was unable to keep myself erect, all my limbs seeming heaving, and my vision failing me. I could not keep my balance so I sat down, continuously complaining about our treatment and how it was to severe. No one was listening. Some kind of dream skip, but it continued. I think there was an inferred few more cycles of the shootings and the rest room. I don't know if we escaped, but I want to say we were released. We exited the strange room through some kind of tube into a system of tubes and chambers unknown to us. (They were somewhat of a mix between the tube transports from the show "futurama" and play places at Mcdonalds, only made out of several different materials) The two of us (don't know what happened to the other two) began climbing randomly through, still feeling horrible, and being extremely disoriented. We finally find an exit and find ourselves in a world we do not recognize. A futuristic world, were we seem out of place. We suspect we have actually been held for several years and that the world has changed during our captivity. I then have a false awakening in my bed at home and begin seizing again. I freak out thinking my dream was trying to wake me up before it happened. I calm myself down enough to sit up, by body still pulsating. I see my laptop siting in my bed showing research of the strange technology that I had seen in the dream. I think to myself "Oh my God, the technology is real." and then I wake up for real.
Today when i woke up I was Staring at a wall in my room. I noticed my door was wide open So i pushed it closed with my mind. I then thought to plug my nose to see if i Was dreaming. I Was !! I then thought of something to do so i floated out of my window and noticed it was really bright outside.I could literally feel the warmth on my face. Slowly i walk around to the front of the house. I see a silver and black Car parked in the middle of the street and my two pine tree's are missing from the yard. My fathers car is now Silver. i slowly started to Drift from the dream and awake. It was quite exhilarating to be inside a dream world with such clarity.
no real succes with SP last night, i must have been to tired and just fell asleep. dream of my grandmother's old apartment, but it was across the street from a LA night club that 80's rockers use to hang out in dreamed that i was driving to miami for a job, stopped at a rest area for lunch. rich was in the dream
I had a lucid dream again, I can't believe it. My mother wakes me up by shifting the curtains, it is very bright outside. It is so bright I cannot keep my eyes closed. My brother has started his computer and is playing loud music now, I stand up and get angry. The house has features of my current and old home. I talk to my mother about something. Next thing I know is that we are at a night festival. There are men performing on a stage, they are naked but colored in paint. They do something like free dance. It is very interesting. After the show is over, three giants appear, and dance. Two of them are dancing together, the other one seems lonely, and dances alone. He soon leaves again. It is time for the final part now. Somehow I know what it is: A golden ring will appear on the field, and the crowd will look for it. The one who finds it is then chased by the others in a cheerful manner. Suddenly, a big frog is speaking: "It is the 25th of the month, full moon, and a meteor will appear at the sky tonight. Could it be...?" I see the full moon, there are no clouds at the sky. And then the meteor, crashes down before me, the golden ring lands before my feet. I know now that I am dreaming. I pick up the ring, and start to walk in the direction of the moon. OR is with me now, he notices that I have the ring, and asks me how I found it. I say "because it is a dream" I throw the ring to him, he fails to catch it, but reflects it back to me with some stupid movement. I kick the ring upwards so it won't reach the ground, and then catch it, thinking "things like this are possible in a dream, huh". Now the crowd approaches me, we sit on the ground. I explain to various people that we are in a dream, and demonstrate it by stretching the ring like a rubber strap. The ring has a weird consistence now, something like very viscuos liquid. I ask a person who looks like a politician what he would do if this would be a dream and he could do what he wants. He walks away, saying that he doesn't believe in things like that. I am at a beach with my brother and a man. We are disguised as apes( or are apes), and my brother is carrying a big piece of meat, or adead animal. As we wander across the beach, we see other apes in our way, they are far more. I am concerned about our meat, so I advice my brother and the man to be careful. We try to avoid the other apes, and soon decide to travel along the dike on the right. It is more a wall than a dike. I look at the other side, there are men with their pets, apparently only big cats like tigers, pumas, and so on. Later on, there is a way connecting the beach and the field, and we get scared of the big cats. I wonder what to do (meanwhile, we aren't apes anymore). After a while thinking how to aproach a curious tiger, I see that my brother wlked ahead carelessly, but I think that this is the right way, so I follow him. I am alone now, on my way to town. I get to an area left to the way, and wonder what is here. I look back and get a grasp of how I got here, and then think I should get away fast. Too late, in the trees above me appears a woman in a weird device, she looks (or feels) asian, and says: "run away". I do so, but men notice me and run after me. I get to town, and think that they won't get me here because I know the shortcuts. I run to my house (not IRL), go to my room, and settle on my loft bed. Soon the men with their boss arrive in my room, and try to intimidate me. The boss asks me where the codes are. I suddenly get angry and shout that I don't have any codes. I go further and acuse them of breaking in my house, nad ask them to leave immediately, and on top of that, they have to buy me corn flakes for apology. The boss seems surprised by my ability to grasp the situation, and leaves grinding his teeth "Cornflakes...". Our house seems like a kindergarden, I join a few kids playing a boardgame with characters from sesam street. Later, I go around town, and notice the boss having a conversation with some nobelman. They make a plan to lure in my mother (not IRL, she looks like my old polish teacher). The boss leaves, the nobleman starts an evil laugh. I pack his throat with my left arm interrupting him, and threathen him to never again even think about something like that. I run back to my house, and see how the boss is leaving with my mother. I grasp the situation, it looks like he told her that I am in danger and she has to come with him. I run to them and push him away, saying to my mother that I am okay. She is reluctant, but I tell her she should consider how I would feel if she offers herself to save me. I have nice recall lately, maybe it is because I started the practice of natural light.
The following occurred last night as I was attempting a visual MILD. The fact that the dream world reacted to my commands and thoughts, at least partially, is an encouraging sign for me; it is the first time I have exercised any measure of control in my dreams. Additionally, the fact that my logic center kicked in in this dream to recognize a DS is another encouraging fact. I found the visions that permeated the transition from the dream to the waking world, and then stayed with me in the waking world for a short time, to be disconcerting but not frightening in any way. Maybe a false awakening? Wednesday, March 16, 2011 I enter a cave that is lit by the daylight pouring through the gaping opening. The walls appear reddish, as if maybe made partially of clay. I have entered the cave with a group of children; feels like I am leading a field trip. On the walls of the cave is writing that appears to have been smeared on with some sort of green substance, maybe paint? Directly ahead, the path in the cave splits in two; one path, the one to the right, continues on straight ahead and the one to the left continues downward. My “class” stays to the right, on the straight path and I can hear their playful yells back and forth as they all appear to be having a good time. I begin to walk down the downward sloping path to the left. A few feet down the grade I kneel down for some reason, as if to tie my shoe. I suddenly think to myself “thank God for that sunlight. This cave would be pretty damn spooky if it were nighttime outside.” As I think that, the light from the cave’s mouth vanishes and I am cast in darkness and overcome with a feeling of dread. I tilt my head up and suddenly realize “I am dreaming. There is no way the light would just vanish at the very thought of it in the middle of the day were I awake.” I stand up and run my hand along the wall to my left (I am facing back the way I came, up the path towards the cave’s mouth). I can feel the moisture of the cave’s wall on my fingertips. I still hear my “class” yelling and playing on the path above me and to me left. I no longer feel any fear whatsoever, though I must admit that the echoing sound of children playing in a damp cave completely bathed in darkness is a bit creepy. I say aloud “I have no class and those children do not exist.” The sounds of the children fade away into a background humming that won’t seem to stop. I then state, forcefully “illuminate!” Nothing happens. This time I yell “Light damnit!” The cave is not illuminated, but I can now somehow see only the wall to my left and just make out the green markings. The humming noise has grown increasingly louder and I realize that it is coming from the humidifier in my bedroom in the waking world. I am once again bathed in complete blackness and I yell aloud “No! Keep it together! Stay in this dream!” But the world has gone completely black and the sound of the humidifier has grown louder. I no longer feel like I am standing anywhere, let alone a cave. I only see complete blackness. Before my eyes I do see visions of luminescent skeletons dancing about and then strange faces that I cannot identify. My eyes shoot open and I am lying in my bed. The visions of the faces and skeletons are still in my line of sight. I shut my eyes quickly, the visions are still there, and re-open them, they are gone. I roll over on my back and perform my RC, confirming that I am now awake.
March 14, 2011 Lucid Dream 197: Yoshi's House of Horrors Series: Mind of a Gamer, Episode 1 around 2:00pm DILD Category - Horror/Exploration I am walking through a very creepy old mansion. I noticed a door slowly swing open to my right. I cautiously entered walked through the doorway and found myself in a bathroom. One of the showers were running and the bathroom was filled with a warm steam that filled the bathroom like a thick fog. I walked up to a steam-covered mirror that hung over a sink and wrote, "Hello" with my index finger. Suddenly, all the steam faded off the mirror and images of strange dolls appeared. There were 4 or 5 dolls all hanging from a tree with hooks through their foreheads. Blood was running down of their faces. I heard a noise behind me and jump-turned frantically. It was Mayu (character from the video game series, "Fatal Frame"). She asked if I had found anything and I told he what I had saw. We left the bathroom and continued searching for her twin sister, Mio (another character from the game). As we walked won the hallway, I noticed how attractive Mayu was. She was wearing these leather pants that looked like very short shorts, but had a long thin piece of material that connected them to the leggings that started below the knee and extended to her shoe tops. I started to wonder why I had never noticed how attractive she was. I then tried to remember how I even knew her and how I got to where I was. I slowly reached up, performed a nose pinch RC, and became lucid. I walked up and hugged her from behind (draping my arms over hear shoulders and across her upper-chest). I whispered in her ear, "Mayu, you are beautiful." She smiled and kind of turned her head away in a shy manner. I then began rubbing her exposed thighs and moved my hands up between her thighs. I rubbed her for a while and she began breathing heavy. She grabbed my hand and led me into a nearby bedroom. We entered and there was a guy with a long hair pulled back in a ponytail sitting on the bed. There was also another woman standing in the room. This room resembled my bedroom, but without all of my stuff, and the bed was moved. I forgot about having sex and asked the guy who they were. He told me that he was a camera man and the other lady was a reporter. He said that they were chased into the mansion by a pack of zombie dogs. I now noticed the guy was actually Ben from Resident Evil 2 and the female was Lucretia from Suikoden V. I saw my cat, Miyu sitting on the bed as well. Her eyes seemed to be glowing. As I moved in for a closer look, I saw that there were glowing, yellow orbs in her eyes (about 5 in each eye). Suddenly the orbs merged and formed a dull yellow background. I saw Mio within the cat's eyes. I saw her mouth moving and read her lips. She mouthed, "Its me....Mio." The cat suddenly turned into a cluster of glowing, crimson butterflies. They suddenly broke apart and fluttered in all directions, eventually fading into nothingness. I looked at Mayu and she said, "It is here. We must go...now!!!" I could sense that something sinister was approaching the room. I contemplated just kicking its ass, but I felt afraid to open the door and see what it was. I ordered Mayu to make a portal. I then turned to Ben and Lucretia and said, "Either come with us or deal with what is getting ready to come through that door." Ben looked scared shitless and agreed to follow. We all jumped into the portal and it closed behind us. I was now on a RPG style World Map. I immediately took flight and began flying around this world map. It was quite amazing. Everything was perfectly detailed, but significantly scaled down. I have never saw such an amazing world map in my life. After searching around for a while, I saw a spooky looking town. I walked right in front of the town, closed my eyes, stepped forward, and then opened them. I was standing in , what appeared to be, a ghost town. It was dark and I could hear wolves howling in the background. I walked around calling out for Seine (my recurring DC who is a lunar wolf). After a few moments, he came barreling up to me. I spoke with him through telepathy, and told him to get ready to fight. I suddenly felt that presence from before (when I was in the bedroom). I nodded at Seine and he started to growl. I heard chains rattling behind me, so I quickly whipped around. A few yards away was the reaper from Persona 3. I reached out my arm, grabbed Seine by the back of the neck and launched him at The Reaper. Seine curled into a ball and caught fire. He slammed into The Reaper and bounced back beside me. He uncurled and the flames died down. The reaper lifted his guns and I felt the dream fading. I tried to hold on with no luck. I awoke from the dream. Series Details With the dream series, "Mind of a Gamer," the gaming world and the dreaming world collide to produce a lucid paradise. Read as I take video game scenarios to the next level. Stay tuned for more entries to the series!
Updated 03-20-2011 at 09:40 AM by 22654
I was in the car with an OGF. I knew it was strange, but I didn't become lucid. She was having trouble with the gear shifter (though it was on the column). We discussed that for a little while. I had a couple dream skips. I think the first one was me standing outside looking at the stars. It was interesting to see the detail. I saw individual stars and star clusters. I took it in more than usual. Then I heard a voice say that everyone was a stand-in as in a movie set. It didn't refer to me though. Something was going on elsewhere. The next dream skip was me in a car again. I was the passenger and the driver was having a problem. Someone told the driver to back up. He did so and he almost went back too far. The driver started explaining how the car got messed up. Then I was out of the car and I was fighting an an alien from They Live. In that movie, a massive signal was broadcast to make these aliens look like people, but if you wore special glasses, you could see that they were aliens. Then I was one of the aliens. Yikes! I was fighting someone and they kept blocking my punches. It turned out to be Chuck Norris. He knew just how to block punches and tie up my arms. Darnit! He threw me to the ground and I saw a burn mark in the carpet where a hot pan had been. Our hands were about to go into the burn mark and burn us. I tried to win Chuck over by warning him and lifting his hand away from the burn mark, and it worked. At least the dream ended there. -- I was in some school that I don't recognize, I'm taking a class that doesn't make sense in waking life, but it was a type of composition class. I was working on an assignment. There were ab out 10 pieces of paper about the size of a playing cards. They were layed out in two vertical rows. Having used some of the information on two cards, I was trying to stack the papers to be more neat. The teacher was upset about it and wouldn't let me. I was really frustrated because I needed to organize my work. She made me be quiet. I was so frustrated I started punching myself trying to give myself a black eye. I couldn't hit my eye, but I could hit myself in the head. The End
Updated 03-17-2011 at 02:50 PM by 41873 (Remembered another dream)
Good morning, everybody. Dream #1 I was with a group of friends who may have looked like co-workers of mine. We were in a house that looked my great-grandmother's house. My friends were all shying away from me because of something I'd written. It was a fanfic for some fetish website, but it was also a work that I wanted to prepare for publication. Everybody left me, and even left the room that I was in, because they were all so disgusted with what I'd written. It was probably a story about adults wearing diapers. One last woman, whom I didn't know, remained in the room. She was pretty and blonde. She had been hired by somebody to proofread what I had written. She read the work, which was now all printed out. Time passed. I understood somehow that the woman was kind of grossed out by what I'd written, but that she'd gotten over it and proofread my story. She went through the story with me. Every page was full of red markings. I decided to go with all of her criticisms because she really seemed to know what she was talking about. Dream #2 I was in a slightly busy area like a conference hall or a high school gym set up for a big event. I sat on the floor before some kind of small table. A woman sat next to me, explaining how to do something regarding art. At some point, something she'd said reminded me of Laurel Nakadate. I asked the woman if she liked Laurel Nakadate. She looked at me in such a calm yet serious way that I thought she was going to tell me she actually knew Nakadate. Suddenly, an older, nerdy man who had been sitting at a computer nearby stood up, turned around, and started giving some big, long speech. The man was pale, with balding, red hair and a red mustache. He wore a maroon, button-up shirt and big, square glasses. For some reason I stood up and listened to the guy, as if I felt obliged to do so. But at some point I realized the man was just wasting my time, getting me away from the girl because he was jealous that she was paying attention to me. Still listening to the man out of obligation, I tried to get back to the woman. But it was obvious she was quickly losing interest in me. Dream #3 I was part of something like an office mixed with a theatre company. I had finished performing something very well. I was apparently a very good performer. But now I was trying to sneak away from the whole situation. I wanted to leave. But I knew that if I tried to leave in any direct way, the higher ups would keep me in the building. So I snuck down a back stairwell and down to a basement. A black man may have seen me heading in this direction. I was a little worried that he might tell on me. In the basement I knelt down and opened a very small, black-painted, steel door. It went to the outside. I suddenly remembered that this was the way I'd come into this building, when I'd started my career here. I thought, Wouldn't it be great if I could find somebody like me and let them in here through the back door? Then nobody would miss me once I was gone. I determined that I would try to find a replacement. It was a tight squeeze, but I made it outside. I had to walk up a small, concrete staircase. I was then in something like a big lawn. A black man, slightly older than I, with greying hair, walked along the sidewalk bordering the lawn. I thought he might be my replacement. But something about him made me afraid to look at him. I was now walking on a fence, which was more like a cable strung along between trees. I was balancing myself by holding on to another cable above me. As I walked along, I noticed how beautiful all the trees were. They were changing colors for the fall. Some were red. Others were pink. Some were pale yellow.
Ok well I don't remember the actual point that I was lucid so I either don't remember that far back or I entered the dream lucid, which is odd, All i remember was going to a friend of mine's house, the sky was pitch black with a few lonnnggg thin clouds stretching accross it, i was in an actual place in todays world, my friends house, i went inside and started to try to convince him that he was dreaming, His back room was lit up and he was sat on the chair telling me "theres no way I'm dreaming" so i went ok I can fly watch, we went outside and I started trying to fly. I couldn't so i sat telling myself "this is my dream, i have full power, i am a god of my own world and i can do anything" Eventually I gave up on the frustration and grew wings and created a strong wind drift, It was hard to take off at first but then i managed to get into the updrift of the wind, I flapped my wings a bit and saw my shadow and my "angelic" wings behind me then i put them into a sort of diving position (like when an eagle nose dives) I then floated about 10m up and looked at my friend and said "see?" I then sat on the ground and started to try to call my DG, I didn't want to shout because I thought my real body in real life might start shouting "I WANT TO SEE MY DREAM GUIDE!!" so instead i thoguth it over and over in my head, i turned to the left and i could see his legs in the corner of my eye, so i spun around to the right and he had dissapeared, I remember seeing him in blue jeans and brown boots. So then i decided to go to a friend who got me into LD'ing, so i said, ok I'll teleport to him, so i waves my finger in a square thinking of a portal directly to this guy, i stepped into the portal and then I was right in front of him, he too didn't beleive me I said, look pinch your nose then try to breath through it, he didnt beleive me, I held my hand up infront of us both and started to push my finger through it, seeing the bones inside my hand being pushed apart by my finger. I got a bit frustrated that I could dream share with a guy that also likes to LD, I then woke up.
Ok I was again with this presence I always talk about inside this cave, The cave was dark and we were high up and walking along a sort of platform that stretched out towards the middle of the cave and split off in different directions. We charged at some of these zombies shooting them, I had a double barrel shotgun which seemed to never need reloading. I then slided alone down deeper into the cave decending about 100 ft, there were some gold sparkles in the cave like crystals which seemed to be lighting up the cave. Either this or was an unexplainable light source that I missed as a dream sign. I then walked into the cave shooting the odd zombie here and there and I got to a chamber, the chamber was shut and was a giant rusty metal door. The door opened for me and there were people inside holding the secrets to the world, everything I needed to know would have been in here, I guess this is what I was looking for as I then decided to leave and the people decided to stay inside this chamber (chamber of secrets? lol) I was at the ramp which I had slid down before and then I saw masses of zombies and spiders and my helping presence was nowhere to be seen, I thought "shit, I'm alone" I opened fire on the zombies and then started to sprint up the ramp with spiders leaping at me. The spiders never seemed to run they always leaped, they were like the size of the ones that were in Harry Potter but of a different breed with a much larger abdomen and spikier legs, what was unknown to me was how they were jumping but were upsidown, they did anyway...and I too was jumping at rediculous hieghts up this ramp, which now seemed to be endless, i was shooting everything that got close to me with my shotgun and trying to reacdh the exit of the cave. I woke up.
I was in a supermarket with my brother fetching some stuff, I could hear some music there was a carnival inside somewhere , I looked foward and some guy took a lil monkey off a tree.
I remember that i had fallen asleep and i was not on my bed which made me realize that i was sleeping so i tried to wake up by closing my eyes and opening them but after two to three tries i couldnt wake up which of course i just kept opening and closing my eyes till i woke up and it didnt really take long to wake up but i was really calm almost as if ive experienced it before or didnt care.
This dream happened in the morning on going back to sleep, this dream was very vivid: I was in bed with a very good female friend of mine (we're close but not that close) and noticed I was on the right hand side of the bed with a story being red to me in the background ( I had "Weilding a Red Sword playing on the MP3 player). On looking I found that she was completely naked while I as normal just had a pair of pants on. We start cuddling etc and she removes my pants, but before anything can happen she asks me to check what the title of the book is on the side table next to me, I roll over and though I don't see I book, I say "The Five Rings" (This is a book mentioned in the story I had on my MP3, at this point I become suspicious about the reality of everything and to test if it's a dream I ask her to switch on the side lamp, at this point I wake up.
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