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It started out like most of my dreams. I saw a massive storm cloud and checked to see if there were any tornados. Like always, there was. 2 actually. I ran to find my camera. In that time the tornado had moved closer, gotten smaller, and sort of merged near the top. Then it started moving as if each tornado was a leg, and it was running.
It ran right up to me. But this point it was no longer a tornado but a fluffy white guy about as tall as me. It kept shoving me and I shoved it back. And then I realized it's touch gave me poison ivy all over my body.

I woke in the night to breastfeed my son. He took forever to eat so I was fairly awake before going back to bed. This tends to induce lucid dreams for me, since it's pretty much like WBTB.

I was having quite the long dream already, just regular stuff. I can't remember what happened. But I do remember at one point, I was walking down the street with a friend, and he showed me this type of skateboard he had. I forget whether the skateboard could actually fly, or that he just had plans for making it fly. But I remember thinking "skateboards don't fly, this is a dream! Which means I can fly WITHOUT skateboards!"
So I kind of jumped and started flapping my arms.I guess like a bird, and started to fly. It was a bit more work than my flying lucid dreams usualy are. But still a cool feeling, Its weird that i could fly in a dream since i'm going through a miscarriage in real life.

For some reason, a friend who I am very close with IRL and have never had a single conflict with, was chasing me down, tryign to hurt/kill me. I ran into my upstairs bathroom and locked the door. But I kept doubting whether the lock would stay locked. Each time I looked down I was horrified to find it had somehow slipped unlocked again and the door was open a crack. I kept fighting to relock the door but my friend was pushing on it. (why she didn't bust through the moment it unlocked is beyond me.)
That's when I realized... In real life, a locked door stays locked. It wouldn't pop open again. This is a dream. So then I made my friend explode (how nice am I, right?) and started flying in a swimming motion through the air. (Front crawl, which is interesting becuase in my last dream I swam in water, and did elementary back stroke...)

It started off as a regular dream. My sister (who is dating IRL) came and told me she was pregnant. (I'm pregnant IRL.) I was shocked because she'd barely been dating a few months and "supposed" to be waiting for marriage. Then, next thing I know, she came downstairs and just kept saying "blood." I was like, "what blood? You're bleeding?" So I went to the upstairs bathroom and there was blood in the toilet and what looked like it could have been the baby. Then, next thing I knew, it was a full size skeleton, and it started trying to attack me and my sister. Then suddenly my dad was there, trying to help us. Dad said we had to cut his neck (because clearly THAT'S the reason this skeleton is alive, lol.)
And then all of a sudden something clicked and I said "hold on a sec. This is impossible. This would never happen in real life. A skeleton would not be alive in real life" And I told my dad and sister that it was a dream... And they just kinda stared at me. But then the skeleton ran away! Hooray! Success!

Then I decided I wanted to jump off the balcony, because it's a dream, I should test this out. But I was afraid that I would still feel pain, as you occasionally do in dreams. But my sister did it first so then I tried it. I jumped, and flipped and landed. No pain!

After this I lost lucidity. I remember something about a skier who had got his skis stuck and was trapped underwater for like a year. But they found him, shocked he was still alive, and then he turned into me, and I was swimming Elementary Back Stroke, to a large ship, where they grabbed me and pulled me up. There were other people swimming as well. Doing a front crawl. And I told one of them "I can't believe you guys are doing front crawl. I did 3 back strokes and I was here!"
And then there was a celebration on the boat...

Goals:
Jaws TOTY


I dream I am outside. The terrain seems very normal. It just seemed like a normal average everyday place. But then, I suddenly become lucid without dream signs! Sweet! Well, I had plans to do the Jaws TOTY. So, I started to walk in the direction of what I imagined would be water. Then, I run into some girls I know from school. Some...hot girls from my school. As I approached them, I awoke. Shit! I guess I awoke because I was uncomfortably sleeping on a small couch. Shit...

I'm in a run-down apartment building. I'm walking past the rooms and checking them with caution. When i get to the end of the hallway, I look into the last room and notice it is positively disgusting. Suddenly, i'm in a helicopter with some Russian men. They are talking it up, and it appears they are friends. They talk to me and it seems i'm friends with them too. They all have guns, but i do not know if i do as well. All of a sudden, I'm on a street with no lights. I see a building up ahead that is brightly lit. I start to sprint towards it (I was being chased i think?) when i get to it, i go up some outside stairs. I look over the hand-rail to see a donkey LITERALLY raping a German Shepherd.
I woke up after this. Pretty messed up :O

Here's last night's dreammmm

nonlucid

I was in a van with my dad and little sister. I was in the back. We were goin' on a trip. I don't know where. Suddenly I was at school. My dad said i'd only be there a little while. Then I left. I was in a purple tunnel like thing. In my arms was a little cute pixie animal cat thing that was apparently my baby. I cradled it and cooed. It flew up and got a little star and moon shaped thing. It absorbed them. It looked even cuter. Here, I'll describe it in full detail.
It was really small, about 7 or so inches big. It looked like a grey kitten with aqua blue wings. They were transparent-ish and they looked like butterfly wings. It had greenish eyes.
A woman in a Doctor outfit came over to me. She asked me something about how my baby was and where her daddy was. A guy appeared and hugged me, saying he was proud. I guess he was the dad. I don't remember what he looked like. I woke up then, super confused.
(btw, I had a *flashback* in the dream and remembered me givin' birth to the kitten...)

dream2: fragment
I couldnt open my left eye. When I woke up, I was laying on the left side of my face.

=D Baby pixie kittens are toooo cute!
I've had another dream with the same kitten... *thinking face*

Only one dream, but at least I got some recall back!

The first thing I remember was using the computer. I downloaded and watched some kind of TV-show. I can't remember what it was about, but I remember I thought it was crappy. Somehow I got an idea from the show I think? The idea was that I was going to get some certain kind of rifle, but I can't remember any details. Before I went away to get the rifle, I was confronted by Sandra. She started talking to me and hugging me while talking with me about what I was going to do after getting the rifle, but again I can't remember any details. It seemed that I really needed that one rifle for something. After a while I started driving west from where I live, while listening to the radio, can't remember what music was on though. The last thing I remember was that the car ahead of me slowed down and I had to slow down ridiculously fast because I reacted a bit slowly. Then everything outside the car became blurry and then white, as if there was an extremely thick fog around the car. I thought that maybe the window was dirty and started trying to wipe it from the inside of the car.

My house was a combination of my present home, my childhood home, and my Grandparents Victorian home. My GF was with me, and I got the impression other people were around the house but early in the dream I didn't see them. The visuals were vibrant and realistic.

I asked my GF to wait for me in the attic for some reason. She had just taken a shower and agreed happily. I went into the bathroom after she got out, and I could hear her moving around the floor above me. (Hearing people through walls is a dream sign: Dream 005 & Blackbird Flying) I went down stairs, which led to a weird mix of my Grandparents Victorian and my childhood home. My Mom was down there in a ground level green sitting room. It had a small curtained window with blue dusk light spilling out around the edges of the curtain. She was day dreaming or deeply in thought. We had small talk for a while.

I decided not to keep my GF waiting any longer, I entered my middle bedroom which actually exists in my present house. Inside the closet, there was an extremely old looking pull down latter. I climbed up the latter about 10ft into a small square attic with four shelves. On the shelves were lots of stuffed animals and books. I felt confused. I saw no where else to go. (Recall gets hazy.) From behind me someplace came a woman I took to be one of my cousins, but, never got a clear look at her and didn't recognize her. She pointed out a black and white brochure that recorded the history of one of my ancestors who's books were stored in this attic. There were many unusual sounding books (none of which I recall the exact name of). I remember thinking, a few of these books I would like to "check out" of this library. (Recall gets hazy.)

After looking at the brochure, the space in the attic had opened up. There was a series of rooms situated on the beams in the attic precariously. None had walls, some "rooms" required a leap over weak "fall through" points between beams. There was a group of family members up there with me by this point. None who I recognized or recall clearly. I was fascinated by the familiar location , and the dangerous areas of the attic. (Recall gets hazy.) I looked out an attic window and the view was consistent with a view from the roof of my Grandparents Victorian home (which does have an attic). *I saw two brown hawks flying away. One of them was wearing a strange pendant. I was worried how I "lost" my girlfriend. I was still watching the Hawks fly away from an old looking house about attic height. I heard a voice attempting to reassure me:

"Do not worry about her. Many of your family members were abducted from this attic, and returned." -I woke up.

The attic dream location is olden. There is no accessible attic space in my present home, or any home I have lived in.

I'm extremely happy to have logged current dreams that are consistent in ways with my dreams from over 10-years ago. I was wondering if a lot of our old dream themes get retired. Some of my dreams from the late 90's clearly featured elements from early childhood, but my recent dreams didn't seem too. The other problem was, when I did get the sense I had dreamed of an older theme, for some reason those dreams were more difficult to remember. I would recall only a vague impression of a distorted home.

Likewise, part of my goals for mapping dreamland included using my home as a gateway to old dream locations and repressed dream memories. In 11-months of efforts, this dream is the first with vivid recollection of childhood dream archetypes. Although I've had dream fragments of secret passages and elevators leading to weird but familiar dream locations.

(*) Birds flying is becoming a nightly dream sign. It's resulted in levels of lucidity in repeated dreams.

Plans: Night Five of MILD, goal to meet up with MoSh in a dream and find Asuka because he hasn't seen her in a while and wants to be sure she is ok.

Profoundly Inconsiderate
I am in a house with my ex boyfriend, James. I am in the bedroom with him, we are sitting on the bed, though there is nothing intimate going on. We are watching television together, I don't remember what movie it was, just that it was a comedy. We are watching it, and there is a specific part where a man and a woman are interacting on the screen… I don't remember the exact details. What I do remember is that James makes some comment that I find exceedingly offensive. I look over at him, trying to determine what he is meaning by that comment… is he trying to make a joke? If so, epic fail. Is he being serious? If he is, he's being profoundly inconsiderate. I say he can't be serious, he says of course he is, then he says I actually take this negative trait further than the character on the television. So he obviously isn't joking. I am both hurt and mad, but more mad. I have a soda in my hand… a glass with ice and Coke… I throw the coke all over him. The classical 'throw a drink in his face' reaction. He is not happy with that, but I really don't care. I get up and walk out of the room. I'm looking for my keys to get out and leave…

Dogs Having Kittens
… I drive away from James' house, still mad. I decide I want to stop at a Circle K to get something to drink and perhaps eat. I park and walk inside, where I look around and buy a soda and something fattening. I walk out with a large Coke and a package of Hostess Zingers, chocolate of course. I see something strange outside. Some people are following a dog down the sidewalk. They are having problems holding a large number of puppies, tiny puppies. A woman asks if I can help them collect the puppies. It's Asuka! She says MoSh is over there gathering puppies, but there are so many of them. I go over to MoSh and I start picking up puppies. The strange thing is the dog is still in the process of having puppies.

The dog will go a few feet, then drop out a puppy as easily as if the dog were taking a shit. The tiny puppy is wiggling on the ground when MoSh picks it up and carries it back towards the Circle K to put it in a box. I follow the dog now. The dog stops after about another ten feet and drops a puppy. I pick up the small dog. The mother continues, another five feet or so, drops a puppy. Another fifteen feet… the dog drops a puppy. I pick up the first of those two puppies. When I go to pick up the other puppy I discover it's a kitten. It doesn't even look like a newborn kitten…

I am able to pick up one more puppy before I have to carry my armful of cute back to the box. I meet MoSh on the way back and I mention to him that the dog had a kitten! He looks at the kitten and says not to worry about it, there's at least one of those in every litter. A kitten in every litter of puppies?! He says of course, have I ever seen a litter of puppies without at least one kitten? I put the puppies in the box. Asuka says they are after puppies, so if I would like to keep the kitten, go ahead. The kitten is sooooo cute! I can't resist. I take the kitten back to my car…

A Night on the Town With Jack Sparrow
… For some reason I head back to James' place, I guess I'm no longer angry about his comment earlier. The fact is I don't even remember the comment at this point. Now I want to show him the kitten I just got. The kitten is very cooperatively sitting on my shoulder mewing. The only issue I have is that occasionally when the kitten seems to feel a bit insecure, I feel the claws dig into my shoulder a bit as the kitten tries to hold on. The kitten lets go quickly and licks my ear as of to apologize for the claws. I get to James' place and I let myself in. I don't really notice anything strange when I see Captain Jack Sparrow from the Pirates of the Caribbean series kicked back on James' couch indulging in a bottle of rum. What I do notice is that Jack seems to be wearing one of James' nicest suits, I know for a fact it is the best one James has and cost quite a lot to purchase. I wonder why Jack is wearing it. When I ask him, he says I am being too uptight and I need to get out and have some fun. He drains the last of his rum from the bottle, peers into the mouth of the bottle, then holds it upside down over his mouth to be sure he has drained the last couple drops. He announces the rum is gone and we should go fix that. I tell him I don't want rum… he says I may not want rum, but I clearly need rum. I end up following Jack outside, and we go to a bar down the street where he orders rum. I tell the bar tender that I want mine to be a Coke and rum. The kitten is still on my shoulder. Jack is getting very exuberant. Very active. I see that the suite he borrowed from James is getting seriously trashed. I wonder how James will take that… and I realize I don't care.

*I am at Bara’s garden, where all the little trees are. It is summer time. She is there. I look at her and I feel like I want to have sex with her, but I don’t want to tell her, because I don’t know if she is still with the guy called “Banana”. I haven’t seen her for long so I lost the track. We walk around the garden and it looks that we are alone there. I keep following her and I don’t like it much. I notice that she dries photos in the garden. Then I see her sister in the distance, where the drive way is, but she doesn’t look the same. She is blond. Then I hear some voice, so I turn around and there is Banana. He kisses Bara. I feel a bit angry as it means that they are still together. I think I am helping them in the garden with something. Then we go upstairs to her room, but I don’t stay long and go downstairs again. I see that in the corridor is an old fashion bathroom. I look in the sink and there is “solvina”. But then I notice its all over the sink. There is a kind of bowl made of solivna on the side of the sink with a soup put in it. I wonder what Jirina and Emil haven’t done something about it as they usually pick on anything possible.
I see people gathering there. Different people that I don’t know, but I can recognize the band Cechomor, or at least I believe it’s them. Then I notice a man sitting in the bathroom, he looks little bit like Slavek Janousek. His hair is a bit funny. I try to remember his name, but cannot. It reminds me of the music that the Cechomor violinist plays in the lift in Rok Dabla movie. I really like the music. So I ask him and humm the music. He is very excited and says “yea its me, its me”. Then I go outside and see even more people gathering. Then Bara stops me and says that she is expecting some delivery. It is supposed to be some marble blocks and some wood for her new terrace or garden house or so. She describes in good details how its going to look, but uses terms that I don’t know, so I cant really understand. Then it flashes through my head, how advanced everyone is in terms of family and settling down. They are already building houses, planning kids and so on. An important though that went through my head was this – when I wash my hands with “solvina” the sink keeps blocking up, then I hear Barbara and Banan talking together somewhere on the stairs and I think that they talk about me. So I try to unblock the sink quickly, because if they walked in to the bathroom, they would know that I heard what they were talking about me. But most importantly, as I wash my hands, I think about Bara, what a great girl it is as she has the creative drive and certain ease. Then a thought of Serendipity goes through my head… and I am reflecting with Melissa.
**I am in some kind of camp. I do not recognize the are, its just somewhere in a valley in the middle of a forest. For some reason I know that the next evening people give presents to each other. It is not Christmas though. I know I haven’t brought anything to anyone so I try to put some things together at the last moment. Then I am queuing up for some fast food sold at a stool. I think it’s a hotdog or something similar to it. They sell small and large ones. Marek is there with me and I joke with him that he buys the small one and he sais “mind your own business”.
***Then there is a time jump. Everything is under water. The whole camp. I can only see some walls sticking up the water. I see some drowned people around. I am running around trying to find some door to let the water out, but then the water starts to fall down. Most of the people survived but what surprises me is that everyone takes it fairly easily.

I'm in the backyard of my house when I feel these bites on my feet and anckles. I start running inside when I look down and see I'm being atttacked by these giant red ants, these guys were massive (as far as ants go). I run inside my house and call for my little dogies to come in.
They all run in when I notcie my smallest dog Cooper has a giant red ant on his chest biting him. I pick him up and rip the ant off him, the ant had a good bite so when I ripped it (if it was in real life) probably would have taken some flesh with it.
We all are in the house, so I shut the door, everything befroe and after that is hazy and mostly forgotten.

(New dream)
I'm at my old elementary school and I seem to be about 8 - 11 years old, I'm also with some old girls I went to school with.
We all seem to be playing tick tak toe, but the way they made the "board" was extremely weird. There were tons of boxes to mark instead of the normal 9 boxes there were about 27.
It was raining at this time so when we tried to make the "board" with chalk it just washed away, but we played with it anyway.
I was just trying to impress the girls not so much play the game. After we play we have to clean up, it's night time by now and instead of chalk we found tons and tons of marbles. We don't clean up the marbles but as we look around I hear this narrator of the teacher who was watching over us as we play say something like
"When we stopped to look I could see the damage we had done". Then as we look around to clean up I could see what she meant, there was tons of soap all over the trees whch I suppose would kil them.
So As the rain started to get worse the girls took shelter as I ran around (trying to impress them) getting the soap off the trees.
There was to much for me to get though.
After all this the dream gets hazy.

weird dream

at first I remember being with some friends and going into a house, but I forget what I did in there. I think I was watching a movie about the end of the world. I saw all these mini asteroids hitting the north american Continent.

Next I was walking into some sort of Trench at night time, I saw James hetfield from metallica staring at me... I walked along the trench and wound up at some town house place at night time. I went through a tunnel and Saw Maynard James Keenan from the band Tool. He noticed me following him and gave me a creepy look.


Next I was on some street and looked in a mirror. I noticed I was wearing a girlish wig, my face was all done up like a girls. My lips were so round... i literally was attracted to myself. It was weird and then I woke up.

Breakin the Law

I was on some couch and some people came to arrest me with a strange warrant. They said I was a law breaker. i looked at their warrant and said "But I didn't break any of those laws...."

333

for some reason my guides flashed me the number 333. I'll take it as a sign that I'm on the right track.

I went to someone's house and knocked on the door. I had gone there to talk to him about something that was really important. He wasn't home and just as I was about to go he pulled up in his rust colored Hyundai. We said hello to each other and I went inside with my laptop. Shortly thereafter some people I knew from SF and SD showed up. It was Z, J, FC, LND, LK, and T. "Hey D! Long time no see How've you been?" They'd told me that they'd be there for just a few minutes, and for whatever reason I stayed outside. Maybe I had to do something? After what seemed like forever they left and some new people whom I hadn't seen in FOREVER, including someone from high school named MP and BB came and both were like "I'm going to be here for about an hour and a half" His friend, BB, said the same. I told D I'd like to get my laptop. And after I retrieved it he was like "I'm really sorry you couldn't stay. Really I am!" However, his eyes were sparkling, and he had a smirk on his face. I left the place, defeated and unfulfilled.

I'm helping a friend search for a young woman who has gone missing. We talk to several people who knew her, but get no leads. One of the people we interview makes us French toast.