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I am riding in my friend, Sara’s (not her real name) car to a Full Moon Drum Circle on top of mountain.

[SPOILER="Graphic Erotica"]

She is laughing and overtly flirting with me, touching me and make obvious sexual innuendoes. Fuck, she looks almost exactly like Pixy! She’s making me so fucking horny. She sees my boner through my jeans and grabs my cock playfully. She unzips my jeans.

“Whoah, what the fuck? You’re driving.”

“Don’t worry,” she chuckles, as she strokes my cock. “Here, throw your leg over the shifter, and step on the gas.” She pulls down her little skirt and takes it off from around her ankles.

“Holy shit, that was slick.”

She just smiles at me knowingly, and places my left hand on the steering wheel simultaneously turning herself 180 degrees as she strips off her shirt and bra, scoots her panties over, and slides down on to my cock in one smooth movement. She feels amazing. She rides up and down rhythmically while smiling deviously. She grabs my face, and kisses me passionately. I open my eyes, and watch her kiss me. Her ponytail comes undone, and her thick hair falls about her shoulders like water.

She presses her tits against my chest, as I bite into her neck like a vampire, and grab her ass, guiding her into the movements I like. Circles. I am barely paying attention to the road, though I am aware I am the only one driving, and I am doing it from the passenger seat. This could be a dream. Then, again, it could not. I am absolutely lost in the moment. Her body feels so perfect, I don’t care. We begin to generate heat, and I feel her begin to sweat under my palms. Her face flushes.

“Shit we have to shift into L, the road is getting really steep.”

“Don’t worry, sexy, I got it.” She reaches the shifter with her right hand, and shifts the car.

I grab her ass and lift her small torso up so I can flick my tongue over her right nipple. A drop of sweat rolls down her neck, and I lick it off. I look into her eyes, deeply, then I smile and kiss her. I grab her hair, and pull her head back, lightly raking my teeth on her throat. She arches her back, then kisses me passionately as she increases the tempo of our dance. She looks into my eyes. I have known her for so many lifetimes... This lifetime, our meeting was fleeting and fun, as one lovely day in the sun. Next lifetime will be different as was the last... But, each time will be lovely.

I awake. [/SPOILER]

I was at a camp talking to people when I met this amazing girl. We only talked for a few minutes but she just seemed so perfect. She wasn't like super hot, but she was beautiful. There was just something about her...

I was in a giant room that kept creating robots. I knew the only way to kill them was to run really fast so they run fast and then make them run into a wall with a sharp piece of metal sticking out. I destroyed one with a nail, and I had to break the other one with a bent nail :S. It wasn't working properly. A fat man appeared. He was threatening me to destroy the robots. It felt like it was supposed to be a nightmare, but instead I went up to him and grabbed him by the collar and punched him a few times. He teleported to a scaffold higher up and spawned heaaaps of robots.

I don't remember what happens next.

On a side note, I think I remember doing a DEILD but without the lucid

[I]Okay... So vividity is not a "real" word. It's a dream word, so fuck you! :cheeky: This was the most vivid lucid dream of my entire life. It's because I removed my Blur Lens.[/I]
SUPERLUCID

I am practicing a parkour technique I just created in this dream called gliding. It’s running without bouncing up and down. I am at my house, which in my dreams, is always a different house. Somehow I know it’s mine. I am outside in the yard, gliding to the door, a few inches above the ground, taking impossibly long strides. Then, I realize it’s physically impossible, and I must be dreaming, even though it’s super vivid. It’s 100% clear, just like real life.

It’s a balmy night here in tropical dream land. I look up at the sky, and levitate about 40 feet off of the ground. I notice a tree I am looking at starts to fade. I often focus intently on things in dreams to make my dream more vivid. I look at the sky. The clouds passing in front of the moon look amazing. Stars are out, bigger and brighter than in waking life. A moth flutters across my field of vision. I am amazed by its perfect flight and detail.

The tree below is still fading into darkness and blurriness somehow. “Should I go to the Moon? No. I have to make this dream more vivid first. Just be patient, and enjoy the moment. It’s a beautiful dream.”

I float down about fifteen feet until I can see the Moon behind the tree. The brightness of the moon makes the edges of the leaves and shapes in the tree sharpen. A zephyr blows by and the leaves blow in the wind, so perfectly vivid, it’s like magic. Now there is nothing blurry in this dream. It looks exactly like waking life. EXACTLY.

A swarm of gnats suddenly is flying around my left forearm. I somehow associate this with discomfort from the physical plane bleeding over into this one. I suddenly feel an obnoxiously intense itch on my leg. I know it’s my physical body. I can’t help it. I wake up, and scratch.

[I]Lessons Learned and Commentary: I fell asleep in the living room at my sister's place. I woke up at 3 am, and went home. I then read one of my dreams from almost two years ago where I had an amazingly successful WILD. Uncannily, I perfectly described my last lover. (Not Angel, we broke up, but it's cool.)

I don't remember if I did WILD or not, but I did induce a lucid dream! I have released my fear of getting obsessed with my magnificent dreams, which has allowed perfect clarity in dreams, exactly like waking life. Most "regular" (not Deep Dream State) lucid dreams with me being outside at night. I usually try to fly to the moon, always unsuccessfully. This time, I just decided to be in the moment, and enjoy the beauty around me. You see, I have been working on making my regular LD's just like my Deep Dream State dreams. I am teaching my lucid mind all the things my Delta mind knows. So, it's like I am starting all over again, but I know everything I need to to get to the point where I want to go because I am already there!

I am excited about this type of lucidity. One mistake I made was I went to bed dirty. That's why I was itchy. I know it's gross, but I keeps it real. I usually shower before bed, but I crashed at my sister's place blah blah blah. Anyway, it makes me realize how important it is to dull any stimulus from your physical body. Be comfortable, clean, wear earplugs, and a blindfold or sleep mask. If your place is noisy play some music, or turn on a fan to mask the noise. These simple things are very important to extend LD time.

Another thing I learned is that not only do I have a certain sleep cycle where I have more LD's, it's always around a certain time! It's always around 7AM, even if I stay up late or whatever. I am on Spring Break. That means a lot of sleeping in, and a lot of LD's!

I have accomplished my goal of making my dreams as clear as waking life. My new goal is to stay in a lucid dream as long as I can. [/I]

Dream - Lucid - AP

I was watching a movie, or that's what it seemed like. I knew it was a sequel to another movie. It was very Phantom of the Opera/The Descent-esque. I remember there was a parking lot at a church. It was dusk. I remember seeing many parked cars. There was a young woman who was seduced and captured by this man who was clearly not in his right mind. I saw a scene of them bathing in a cave in what looked like tomato florentine soup. I somehow tasted what they were bathing in, even though it was a "movie", and it tasted like tomato soup with undercooked pasta.

I later found out that what they were bathing in was blood of people that the man had killed. The "pasta" in it, I couldn't figure out what it was. I thought maybe it was bits of bone. Anyway, it was disgusting, and the young woman was begging him to let her go, but he kept going on these crazy rants and stuff, like he wasn't even listening to her. I knew she had gotten away a few times, but was always recaptured. I remember seeing the cave/blood bath scene more than once.

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I was at some store, I remember my boss being there with her granddaughter (she only has a grandson in waking life). I remember talking to her granddaughter.

Then, I was at home, or what was my home in the dream. My mom offered me two chocolate muffins, a large one and a small one. I started eating the large one. It was moist and delicious. Then, Tabita, a girl I work with, tried to take the small one. She walked away with it, but I caught her in time and told her that was mine, and she gave it back. Then, someone asked my mom to bake brownies for some event that was happening that day. She said she would, but I thought that was weird, since all we had were muffins.

I then remember being in the car with my dad. He looked much younger, and was smoking a cigarette (he quit smoking in waking life).

Then, we were all about to go on vacation. We all started to get in the car, or, more specifically, my mom's old van, which was parked in the garage. My mom was going to drive. I don't remember who was in the seat next to her, but in the seat behind her was the young version of my dad. He was very animated and excited. He was laughing a joking with the people in the car. I don't remember who was next to him, it was either my uncle or my brother. I was about to get in the back with my aunt (she isn't my aunt anymore in waking life, her and my uncle got divorced; she was only my aunt by marriage), when my mom told me I had to scoot over and save room for Marco. Marco was an overweight Latin American-looking man. I said, enthusiastically,
"Marco!!"
I then remembered that we'd be gone a week, and went back inside to get some feminine products. I actually grabbed a bag of weed instead, and put it in my pocket, along with some Motrin, which was packaged in a small plastic package of 5 or 6, and looked like candy. I went back to the car and sat in between my aunt and Marco. My aunt said something about her having weed too.

Over spring break I had a lot of short dream fragments, some really interesting, but I don't have my dream journal from home so I'll have to put em up later.

Yesterday I was taking a nap in my dorm and I experienced something like the beginning of a WILD. I've been reading a lot about them lately and really want to try it but my fucked up sleep schedule hasn't really allowed it.

I remembering half waking up but unlike usual, I didn't open my eyes or move. I had full consciousness but I was still in a dreamlike state. I remember focusing on not moving and not getting excited. With my eyes closed, I began to see what looked like static from a TV channel not coming in. It slowly began to turn into pages of a book, one by one flipping in front of me. I tried to relax and watch it as if it were a movie, taking me into my lucid dream, as I remember reading in a WILD guide.

Then I heard my roommates playing video games and talking. I tried to tune them out as best I could, and for a few minutes I could maintain the state I was in, but it began to fade. My mouth was drying out as well so I decided to open my eyes and wake up. Very interesting experience. Wonder where it could've went if my roommates hadn't been making noise.

I can't quite recall the first dream, all I know is that it had something to do with water, boats and an island right next to a wooden wall. I can faintly remember moving around in the water and eventually arriving at the gates of the wooden wall.

In the next dream, I had a concert for my orchestra class to perform at. When I arrived, I had just remembered that I needed to play a violin part even though I was a bass player. This threw me into a panic as I tried to remember the fingering positions in order to properly play the song. Eventually I gave up and said I would only do the bass part considering that it was the only thing I could remember. That's when the dream just kinda faded.

I remember that in the third dream I was at home on my computer writing the first and second dream down. However, I did not finish writing all of it and accidentally posted. I didn't realize until someone had posted a comment about it and tried to fix it.

After that, I found myself at an old medieval town perched on the side of a hill. It had a fascinating clock tower with gears coming out of it rotating rhythmically. The town crier had said there was a meeting at the town hall and that everyone was welcome to attend. There were two people either debating or talking about an issue. One of them was a man, and the other was a women. When they concluded their speeches, the man pulled out a small vile and popped the cork releasing some vapor that surrounded him. When it cleared, he had disappeared leaving everyone baffled. People started forming search parties to find him. It got to the point where a person got onto a ship and sailed to different islands to find him. They found him on an island that was turned into a potato farm which struck me as odd. The ship they sailed on was wreaked so they had to use nearby wood from trees to make it. However it couldn't hold all of us on it so three people had to hold a rope that was tied to one of the logs that would drag them along with us.

The last dream was probably the most action packed. I remember being at the entrance to a cathedral. It was me and three other people. From what I recall, it was one guy and two girls. It turned into a RPG/Left4Dead kind of game when a bunch of demons and people on elephants attacked us. We then had to fight our way out of the cathedral yet all stay alive using special powers. I used magic, another person used strength, someone was an archer, and I forgot what the last person was. We eventually got to these doors that required a certain pairing of people to open. I remember each door was huge and slowly opened as demons came from behind us. We eventually got all the doors open leading to the outside. Strangely, it showed area where my first dream was at with the wooden wall and water everywhere.

Wow, my recall is certainly getting better! Still no lucid dreams yet, but at least I am making progress!

3 nights ago:
I appear to be in some sort of disaster-struck city. buildings are blown over and there is water everywhere. (I think i'm in Japan, hence the water) I hear a noise and look to the sky. There is a plane flying by, but it is dropping little green pellets. These pellets harm people somehow.

2 nights ago:
I'm in a large elevator. In one of the corners is a cute anime helmet type deal. (it's padded and has goggles... I think it had a design as well) I picked up the helmet thinking "dude this is so cool!" Woke up after that :/

No dream last night...

got lucid but couldn't make it to the moon

tried taking an elevator, flying, and creating a portal

I was dreaming I was playing Minecraft, but this was different, for the first time in a dream of mine, I wasn`t staring at myself in third person veiw. Anyway Though, I just kept destroying brick after brick until I woke up. Not very exciting, and the whole time I wasn`t lucid.

DJ Log: March 22, 2011 – 7:45AM (USA Eastern)
Text color legend: · NON-DREAM · NOTES · DREAM · LUCID ·

I'm not certain why, but my recall is horrible this morning.

I am at a large warehouse, helping a few others carry boxes from the back of a truck into a loading dock. A friend of mine is arguing with me about which box is the heaviest. Every box I lift is heavier, and I say, “This box is the heaviest.” each time I lift a box. Eventually, the boxes get so heavy that I can't lift them at all, so I slide them out of the truck and tumble them across the dock leveling plate.

I slept like a rock last night, though I did wake a couple times (once to turn off my AC 'cause it was too cold).

I only recall two fragments: Walking through a store and seeing my old JW best friend. She was with a lot of kids (babysitting) and I smiled at her.

The other dream was about driving and I kept losing control of the vehicle.

Make it 3 fragments: in another... crap, I just lost it again lol
It's back- something about a beach...

That's it.

I went to bed at around midnight and woke at 7:30
My pdoc doesn't want me completely off the Seroquel, but I told him that stuff scares me now, so we agreed on just 1/4 of a pill before bed. It does help me sleep, but I'll be watching myself

got real close to SP last night, heard voices for the first time.

had a bunch of short dreams nothing memorable

March 16, 2011
Lucid Dream 200: A Safe Haven, Free of Infection
Series: 108 Stars of Destiny, Episode 6
DEILD

Category - Action


...I transitioned pretty smoothly back into the dream state. I was staring at a dark sky. I sat up and noticed I was laying in the middle of the street. I stood up and looked around. The buildings were all dilapidated and many windows were busted out. I figured I was in the same environment as the previous dream. I wondered if there were still zombies everywhere. I then noticed someone running toward me off in the distance. I got a weird feeling that there was something behind me, so I took flight immediately. I looked down where I was and saw about 20 zombies close in on where I was previously standing. I flew out into the distance away from the city and toward a forest.

The forest was thick, but not very deep. I flew through it in seconds and landed on the other side. I was now standing in a massive field. The previously high grass was bent over, yellowed, and dying. Of into the horizon, I could see a massive smoke cloud and fire bursting into the sky. I wondered if there some sort of explosion. I began to jog across the field when I noticed a huge black cloud approaching. As it got closer, I noticed it wasn't a cloud at all. It was a huge swarm of creatures. I zoomed in my eyesight by focusing on one of the creatures and imaging that I had an optical zoom installed in my right eye. They appeared to be man-sized, infected locust. I'm not a big fan of bugs in general, so I turned and hauled ass out of the field.

I took flight and flew over top of the forest and back toward the city. I could hear the buzzing of the locust approaching me from behind. I was soon swarmed by the huge locust. I managed to fight off a couple of them, but was ultimately knocked out of the air my their massive numbers. As I fell, everything went pitch black. I felt my body slam hard into the ground, and my vision slowly came back into focus.

It was now night time. I was in some sort of construction area/heavy machinery junkyard. There were massive steel beams connecting piles of trash, old cars, and giant machinery. The only light was produced by small fires scattered throughout the maze-like junkyard. I heard someone approaching and I knew it meant trouble. I ducked down behind a massive I-beam, but the guy spotted me and began shooting. I stood up and walked slowly toward him. He fired his whole clip into me and I just kept walking. The bullets felt pleasant. Like a gental massage. I ripped the gun (uzi) out of the soldiers hand, put the barrel to his head, and blasted him. I noticed an Umbrella patch on the soldiers arm sleeve. I then figured I would search for Chris Redfield and try to recruit him for my dream army.

I took off running through the junkyard and got in a few shooting matches with some more umbrella soldiers wearing hunk-like masks. I won these easily as I performed some nifty acrobatics. A lot of dive-shooting and some hand-to-hand combat that ended with bullets to the brain. I finally found Chris shooting at some zombies infected with las plagas. I joined him in the gun fight. We shot down a couple zombies that had the parasite sprouting from their heads. I noticed that there was a massive group of zombies approaching us. Chris motioned for me to follow and we took off running toward a Jeep. We both jumped in and took off.

There were now 5 of us in the Jeep. Me, Claire Redfield, and some other guy was in the back seat. Chris and Barry Burton were in the front. I asked where we were headed and Barry told me there was a place called, "Hilltop Haven." It was apparently free of infection. I offered to fly the jeep there, but they said we were almost there. I began to imagine zombies running out onto the road. A few moments later, zombies began wandering out into the road. Chris was screaming, "Wooooo Haaaa!" and flooring it. Zombies were being pummeled by the jeep. I cheered along with them and Claire started crying. I looked at her and she said, "What has the world come to?" I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her. I told her that it would be ok. I handed her a gun from the floorboard and told her to release some frustration. She then shot the guy who was sitting next to us. I was a little shocked and she smiled and said, "He was bitten. I noticed it earlier." I thought, "Well, shit. So much for helping a guy out by finding the antidote."

We arrived at a large fenced in area at the very top of a hill. The fence was a pathetic-looking chainlink fence with barbed wire on top. I laughed at the thought of a zombie hoard being thwarted by this fence. Chris must have noticed because he told me to stay away from the fence. He said it had some crazy amount of high voltage running through it. Naturally, I walked right up to the fence and touched it. Electricity sparked as i touched it and I jerked my hand away. I looked and my hand had blue electricity flowing off the end of my fingertips (like in the demonstrations). I got back in the jeep and we entered the area. We pulled up to a decent sized log cabin. Claire grabbed my hand as I exited the vehicle and we entered the cabin. I told Chris that the dream will likely be ending soon and I would like him to join my army. He accepted as long as Claire had a position in the army as well. I agreed and obtained two more Stars of Destiny. Me and Claire through the cabin which had doors separating each room. Sometimes there were two or three doors back to back that you had to open. Finally we found the master bedroom that had a giant mirror running along the wall. I looked into the mirror and noticed I had dreadlocks. I started doing jumping jacks and my reflection was lagging behind. I awoke while playing in the mirror with my slow reflection

108 Stars of Destiny
NEW 9 - Chris Redfield - The Justice Star
NEW 10 - Claire Redfield - The Dedication Star

Series Details
Welcome to the epic dream series known as, "The 108 Stars of Destiny." Follow me as I build the most powerful army the dream world has ever seen. Along with the help of 108 key recruits, I take on the dream world and elevate to god-like status! Will anyone stand in my way? Stay tuned for more entries to the series!

This is the first lucid I've had in a while. I ate Wensleydale cheese before going to bed - maybe that helped!

I was in a spacious house. Everyone was getting ready for a big journey in a car, and a guy my age was packing up - I heard his family calling him "Hey, we've only got a few minutes to go, you can't pack both of those at the same time!" or something. "OKAY, OKAY!" he shouted back angrily. I knew there were two pretty girls in the house, and I wanted to impress them. I walked over to the guy. "Need me to carry one of those to the car for you? I can help," I said. Without me even noticing the change, this kid turned into my brother all of a sudden. "NO. I don't need anyone else screwing stuff up for me, I'm stressed enough already! Now piss off!"
Needless to say, this made me pretty mad. There was some sort of drawing board in front of us, with a few diagrams sketched on it. Harnessing my mental power, I blew the drawing board to pieces just by wanting it to happen.
"See what I can do? I asked if you wanted any help, and you told me to piss off. I can end this world, you know!" I said. Walking away from more sarcastic comments, I strode over to a window. At this point, I wasn't even lucid yet! Looking out the window, I saw a car parked in the road below. People were getting into it one by one. Realising what I'd just done, I came to the conclusion that I was dreaming.

I think I jumped out the window then, landing safely. The two pretty girls were sitting in the front of the car. "Now or never," I thought. I walked over to the car and got in. One of the girls turned round to face me. "This is it! My perfect chance," I thought. But part of me still clung to reality. Everyone was watching me, and I feared their reactions. "If this isn't a dream, I'm screwed".
I leaned in closer to the girl, and kissed her. She kissed back. Nobody else even cared! It was great to just kiss a complete stranger like that with no repercussions. When the beautiful kiss was over, I was going to get out of the car and run back into the house, which was my home, but I decided to stay in the car. I wanted to see where the journey would take us.
"Looks like I'm staying, haha," I said, as we started to drive away. I felt myself losing clarity, so I rubbed my hands on the seats of the car and did a few reality checks, but nothing prevented my from falling into darkness, only to go into another dream.

21.03.2011

Where are my cities? (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Business is taking over my life. I am trying to fight it back as my metaphysical live is very important for me. I am getting back into recording dreams.
I still have decent recall, but I have not been writing them down, so here I start again.

I had a false awakening and I ran to my computer. I wanted to check at my Ikariam game if they new upgrade happened. I wanted to pay premium and build my 11th city. (This is something that I was focused on waking. I was able to buy the premium and build in the brand new premium-only spot, but I was stressed before going to sleep that someone else would buy it)
When I logged into the game, the game looked pretty similar, however, the list of cities looked different. When I checked my list of cities, I only could see six. I started to wonder where my other four cities were. I started to fill stressed. I click on the "View Island" icon. The island looked very distorted but I only found missing my cities. I found some empty spots, where my cities used to be, and no premium spot.

This is how the game looks on real (a stoned ground can be seen with a new tiny blue city, that's the premium spot, I got it )







I said out loud, "Where are my cities, what is going on with this game, looks weird!"

I figured it was not possible. I checked my hands and looked OK, I tried to put a hand through another one without success. I decided to jump and pretend levitation. I succeeded and confirmed I was dreaming. I did not touch the ground. I reminded to myself that it has been a while and that I was happy to induce it the very first night I re-focused on it.
The dream quality was bad, so I needed to fly. Without touching the ground, I opened my front door and left. I flew for a while when the dream started to become blurry. I focused in clarity with success.
I flew over a beach and decided to take a breath underwater.

I spent a while underwater I decided to start looking for Amity. I found some lady at the beach, but it was not Amity. For some reason I started to loose lucidity until the dream faded.

I had another false awakening and went to my computer, to check Ikariam. When I opened the game, the premium spot was taking and I cursed out loud. Suddenly, I noticed the game looked very 3D. I could see elves and soldiers patrolling the cities, I could see (and even enter) the houses of the game. The game also had music. It was a Celtic flute based music, however, it felt like some sort of elvish spell. I was surprised of all the changes and wondered why did they went 3D with all the animations. The static images were perfect. After a while lurking in the whole new ikariam game, I woke up.