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Dream #1

I was with my family in some kind of parking lot in the mountains. It was early morning, with pastel blue and pale gold light of dawn and cold dew still coating everything.

The parking lot was set in two levels. But the levels were separated by a big hill. My motheer had driven me, my brother, and my sister here. We were apparently waiting for something else to happen before we left the parking lot.

But somehow I was now in another car, driving around in the upper parking lot while the rest of my family was driving around in the lower part of the parking lot. For some reason, I felt like this whole thing had been dreamt, and that I was now awake and out of that dream.

I rehearsed the elements of that dream in my head while I looked down at my family. My family drove past some kind of small path which had a little foot-bridge that went across a tiny stream.

Dream #2

My mom was driving me through some neighborhood at night. My mom was probably taking me to the airport. But we ended up driving in some weird pattern that took us up into some totally wrong area and then back to where we'd started from.

My mom mentioned something about six hours, like it would take us six hours to get to the airport, or like my flight didn't leave for another six hours. My mom stopped at a fast food restaurant. I may have stayed in the car while she went in to grab the food.

Dream #3

My friend H and I had been driven to some place by a man, possibly my old friend D. The place seemed to be a cabin or shack out in the middle of a huge lot of barren soil, possibly somewhere in the mountains. The sky was grey, and the air was chilly and damp.

H and I were in a bedroom in the cabin. We were in bed. We'd just arrived here, but the man was thinking of taking us out somewhere, either for a fun dinner or to pick up some stuff we needed. But now H wanted to have sex with me.

I was already laying on H, making sexual motions with her. But I told her we couldn't just up and have sex while the man was waiting outside for us.

I was now outside, by myself. I realized that H was still inside. The man was now somebody like H's old boyfriend, C. I realized that H could be mad at me for not having sex with her. She could end up convincing the man to have sex with her, just to spite me.

I was walking on some kind of line that had been drawn on the soil between the two cars. The line was a double-line, like the yellow lines in the center of a road.

[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#000000"]29.03.2011[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT]
[SIZE="3"][COLOR="Black"]Katsura[/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#000000"](Non-lucid)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="#000000"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="#000000"][/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]Tiniest fragment ever, I can only remember a picture, it was a character from an anime I watch[/COLOR][/INDENT]

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[SIZE="3"][COLOR="Black"]Unmoving[/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#000000"](DILD)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="#000000"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="#000000"][/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]I was in class next to a girl I hate, she kept on irritating me, but I couldn't move, this is a first for me. I eventually gave up and just took in my noisy surroundings.

I had a false awakening into a bed that wasn't mine and I tried to get back to sleep, I did. I was back in the dream I knew was a dream and still couldn't move....suckish...the end.[/COLOR][/INDENT]

Lucidity: 6/10
Vividness: 7/10
Length: ~5 min.

I woke up in a lucid dream car. Then I tried to fall asleep again, and I did. Then I was just walking around and just enjoying the feeling of the lucid dream. I did try to emagine Tania having sex with me a couple of times just because she's perfect!

I am sitting in a waiting room. I instantly know I am on another planet. [I]Look at your hands... eleven fingers. Eleven perfectly shaped normal looking fucking fingers- no wait= 10? Nine... Shit. Okay, there is some hot alien chick with kind of a purple bird head walking in front of you. But, she looks completely fucking real and detailed. SHIT SHIT SHIT. Ok! Wait... this is because I had that Blur Lens removed finally... or I am really here? Is this like an OBE... or is my dream body here? Was I abducted? Yes! It worked!!! AHHAAHA

SHIT! IF I am on an alien planet, I AM FUCKED. What the hell do I do to survive? They are going to eat my brain![/I]

I look around the room. I am sitting on slightly worn bright green furniture which curves around a room with no straight lines. We are either underwater, or they have aquariums that look like windows. I see fish swimming about. All the people in the room are different types of anthromorphs.

Everything is so vivid, I just accept I am on another planet.

The bird-woman is the Russian woman, I somehow know. "Fuck, I have to pee," I tell her.

"No you don't. Stop being silly, and morph into something more respectable than a babboon. We don't like sapiens here!"

I morph into a zebra. She laughs. She walks over to me, and licks my face. I feel her telepathically communicate with me. "This is a dream, and this is real. This is a real place, you are really here. You do have a lot of your dream powers here, but not all. You are somewhat limited, because you are in the astral plane of another dimension, which is actually a physical dimension to some beings that perceive it as such. This being so, you must be cautious in your actions in this "dream," because this is a [I]real dream.[/I] Do you understand?"

I sigh, and exhale, "Yes, I know."

"Alright, just remain calm. We are going to meet the mayor."

We are ushered by a rusty orange robot on one wheel to the mayor's office. It looks amazing. We are inside a giant steel and glass sphere in the middle of the ocean. A single walkway ends at a small circle in the center with a desk on it. There are no railings. The sphere is hundreds of feet across.

"Welcome, to the Ocean of Hollow Earth." He floats to us in midair. Then, I realize I can also levitate. We all are. An astral tentacle snakes out of his third eye, and taps mine. He gives me a telepathic download. He is an ancient being, and understands how corrupt and dark he can be, as the universe itself can be harsh and cruel. He turns me to a mirror in a dark place, and forces me to look at my Shadow Self. I vomit in disgust. I hear a strange voice shouting at me to embrace the darkness. I tie a bandanna over my eyes. I see my Shadow Self perfectly, but nothing else. He stands out even darker against the pitch black dark void. I lunge toward him, and consume him. He leaps out of my mouth.

I turn into pure light, and draw him into me, then we spin into a yin-yang. The spinning stops... and I am at peace.

I am back in the strange sphere, lying on my back. I am a rakshasa, a lion man, now.

He shows us a game preserve. He says he built this in case there is some catastrophe, such as nuclear war on the Crust which may affect the beings of Hollow Earth.

Last night I dreamt I was Spiderman. My friend had moved away an I was in his town and I was just swinging around and stuff, I was really ripped too.

I also dreamt that I was planning a surprise party for someone and I told my other friend about it while he was with me. I was bummed :S

[I]For some reason, after I removed this Blur Lens from my third eye, my dreams have become increasingly insane. I would not wish this on your soul. It's like the kundalini of my dream body has arisen. I feel energy surging through me in dreams, and sometimes while awake. My body is sore, in part from battling in dreams. I am trying to stop. Maybe I am Tezcatlipoca. Maybe I must battle Quetzy on 12/12/12... Maybe it's all bullshit. All I know is shared dreaming is real, and it's the craziest shit I have ever experienced in my life.

I am not bullshitting you, but if you think I may be lying, please assume I am and read on. You are somehow entertained, are you not? even if you know I am lying, how I draw you in! How do I do this? you ask. Because I know you want to believe shared dreaming is real. If you didn't care, you wouldn't be reading this right now. If you want to find out if it's real, stop asking me to prove it GODDAMMIT. I am not special. You can do it too, but it's not easy. And, it's not always fun. Sometimes, you must walk through the fire to see the truth. But, if you tell yourself it's only a dream, you will feel no pain. If you think it's real, then you will be in Hell. But, don't blame me when you beg me to make you lucid and I manifest as a great red devil-dragon vomiting an army of ghosts. [/I]

I look up from the paper, and lick my quill. I am at the desk of Gawn AKA Lucifer when he wrote The Great Heresy into the Bible. I tie a red ribbon around the paper, and shoot spitwads out to all the internets with lucid dreaming in it lol. I torch the letter, and stand up.

I am against a background of green fire, only, it's an orange fire. I am a devil-man. I laugh uproariously at my demonic manifestation, as in waking life people say I look like Jesus. Apparently, my mother doesn't like it. Wait? Who is that woman with the apron? I see her as fifteen different women. It's confusing. One looks really sexy. I keep staring at that one, but one looks like my mom, okay, now I want to vomit. It's the Russian Dreamhacker.

She morphs into one, and slaps my face. "Such a simple psychological ruse. You already lose the first round of our battle, you little cat mouse pig."

She morphs into a sexy chick with a cartoon mouse face. I am simultaneously repulsed and attracted.

ROUND 2: LILA

"Wait Q? What the hell? When did this start?"

Lila runs up to me exuberantly, with a sweet smile on her face, and kisses me. I feel her suck the energy out of me. I push her away in anger.

ROUND 3: LILA. Hmm.. Ya just got SKUNKED NOMAD.

Thanks. I see that. Rub it in, why don't ya?

Nomad... got skunked... by a succubus, oh yeah, he sucks, no she does, he thought he was a vampire, but he sucks, oh yeah...

DUDE SHUT UP!!!

I lunge to Lila, and pull her into me, as I transform into my vampire self. I kiss her passionately on the mouth, and I pull her energy into me... it's like wine... no... like... absinthe...

This is not just me stealing energy... it's some kind of... dark communion...

I allow her to bite me on the neck, and drain my dark energy...

I feel balanced. I have one eye that is my normal human color, and the other is red and black. We stare into each others eyes. Telepathic communication... I see it all.

She's an alien...a walk-in... She walked into a dying woman's body... Dying... of a poison, an assassin herself... her residual energy is there still.. a rakshasa...

We were together in Atlantis... as some kind of canine creatures... like Tasmanian wolves... now extinct..

Suddenly... I am hurtling through a vortex.....

These are recent dream fragments from the past week. Each of them was very vivid.

#1: I was staring at my kitchen counter. Several boxes were stacked on top of each other of different food products. I believe cake batter was one of them. On top of that was a giant ant with its legs spread out in all directions like a spider but the head and pincers were pointing straight up. (This was extremely vivid and startled me awake grossed out.)

#2: I noticed a hole in my living room floor. A table was leaking dust or crumbs into the hole which was about the size of a penny. I was looking at the hole for termites. The floor vanished and I was able to see under my house. I saw webs, and gray looking burrows. It was pretty nasty.

Then, I noticed a python curling around. It noticed me too. I stepped to the side to get out of its range of attack which (strangely) placed me in my backyard about 20ft away from the living room. The very realistic snake started to come towards me. I sprayed it with Raid directly in the face, nose, and mouth. It barely seemed phased. I felt it was about to strike me at any moment and that it was unsafe to pass this area.

#3: My GF and I were arguing. She ran away from me and cut across a Tennis court at night... Later in the dream we were talking in my cellar (where the snake was in the dream above). There was a latter and a trapdoor that led up to the living room. (This trapdoor doesn't exist in real life, but this modification is similar to the Olden Attic dream. This is not a location I spend time or think about. It's cramped, dusty, and basically a storage area.)

Was incredibly stressed last night and couldn't get to sleep. If I did have a dream, I don't remember it.
Oh well, better luck next time I suppose! :/

28.03.2011

Credit Score Placement test (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I found myself in city that probably was in the country. The sky was very blue and the vegetation was deep. I remember several trees, very tall and very green. Some had plenty for flowers.

I was with my Magic The Gathering friends, and for some reason, I left and walked away. Before I left, I had to roll the dice for something I cannot recall.

I arrived to a place where I had to take a very hard placement test. It was a mandatory test for something. I was worried as I did not know where the test came from. I knew that the test could change my credit score, and I worked very hard to have a perfect score. I did not want to ruin it.

There was some sort of classroom where they could help me. I walked around this city and found a few different buildings. One of them said, "Hugo Foundation"

***lack of infor here***

I was driving from/to something related with soccer. I was problably going to play a match. I arrived to a weird studio. The interior was very big. All the walls and the ceiling were very white. The ceiling was like 20 feet tall. They had several cameras and they were developing shows. On one of the rooms, Fox 5 news was running. I found some sort of glasses that induced blurry vision, like badly drunk. I tried them on and then talked with someone about my previous dream.

Well I will write this down eveon though it is only a fragmen, and because it is the first dream in five days that i remember.

I follow a teacher to the headmaster office( or something) The teacher wants to show me that my headmaster is suicidal(wf?!)

I find myself standing outside the door. My sister comes to me, and tells me that she also want to see that the headmaster is suicidal. I open the door and see that the headmaster has a rope around her neck. Both my sister, my teacher and I laughs until she commits suicide. After she's dead we laugh even more.

I wake up.

I have been searching for a place to write my dreams...forgive me if they seem 'un-cool'.
This is a peice of my dream from last night;
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There are people all around me in my classroom, a mixture of the living and the dead. Some are ghosts and some are just normal. But strangley everyone can see them and aren't freaking out.
This is a world that knows about ghosts and lets them live among its scociety without question. These ghosts start out looking the same as they did before they died, no goulish features or anything. They can even touch and grab things without going through them.
But they don't stay like that forever.
If the dead interact with solid things, including people, to much, they begin to get this weird, crusty film over whatever part of them touches the most mortal things.
I remember talking to a dead girl, who was floating infront of me looking at her hand. She was describing to me what her hand looked like, even though I could see. "As dark and rouch as tree bark, but it has little sparkling things like diamonds in it. Weird."
And that bark thing that slowly began to grow all over their bodies prevented them from being able to interact with the living world for good.
And the worst part was that my best guy-friend was dead, too. I still don't know how he died in it, but he had just turned into a ghost and didn't have any simtoms yet of getting all, ghost-bark-like. I didn't want him to end up like that, but I also remember thinking, "If he's going to live forever, will I have to die to be the same for him?"
And then I recalled all of the ghosts having no film on they're faces, and I thought, "What happens when they kiss people?"
And then I woke up, and now I don't know whats would have happend if I hadn't.
I'm gonna tell my friend that he was in my dream. And he was dead.

I was in some kind of club or coffee shop with some friends and my brother. My brother saw some cool people and wanted to impress them. He said something to get their attention. It embarrassed me, so I just ignored the whole situation.

Then one of them mentioned a song I put out on FB recently. One of the cool guys liked a song I recommended. I was happy to have an in with the cool guys.

I reminded him of the song, Mouth Full of Diamonds. I told him that an even better song is Spin Spin Sugar. I was surprised I could remember the name of both songs. I kind of knew something was weird. I could have become lucid there, but didn't.

I then saw a red head I had a crush on in 3rd grade. She was with her sister. I don't know if she really has a sister.

Then I was in a hotel room or something. I was on a bed with a blond and a brunette. The blond seemed OK with me getting with her. She was on her stomach. I had my hand under her and she started bouncing on the bed so that her breast ended up in my hand as she bounced.

Then some people came in from a field trip or something, including a man who ruined everything for me. I couldn't get with either girl with him their. Then their was another read head on the bead turned another direction. It was VERY cramped. I kind of saw her breast. She had a wife-beater type undershirt on.

I got frustrated and lay on my stomach and rested.

The End

non dream - lucid - non lucid

I am in the countryside, walking up a path which leads to my house. (I have never seen this place)
The path leads up to the top of a small mountain.
The area isn't very populated, so I don't encounter many people on my way up.

I finally reach a small street, my house is at the end of it.
There's a few more houses, maybe 12 or so and a water fountain in the middle of the street.
For some reason I am attracted to the fountain, it is very beautiful, but I don't really know why.
As I approach it I start to question my surroundings and quickly realize that I am dreaming.

I am happy to have become lucid, but the feeling quickly vanishes.
In front of the fountain I find a dead wolf. He seems to have died because of a deep wound on his neck.
I feel odd. Seeing the dead wolf makes me kind of sad.

It starts to rain. Has it ever rained in my dreams? Does it rain because I am sad?
The sky starts clearing up and it stops raining, rays of light start poking through the clouds.
A small bird emerges from the light and lands on the fountain, looking at the wolf.

I have seen this bird before! It is the same as in the Dr. Who dream!
The bird looks at me for a few seconds.
Then he switches his attention back to the wolf.
He spreads his tiny wings and they start glowing in all kinds of colors.
Some glitter emitted from his wings lands on the wolf.

The wolf comes back to life and looks at the bird. They exchange a few thoughts, the wolf is thankful that the bird saved his life.
He runs away. I am amazed by what I just witnessed, but I still feel somewhat weird, although in a positive way now.
The bird takes off and lands on the hand of a girl.
I recognize her, It's Faye!
She looks different than last time though, but her aura is clearly the same.
She has long brown hair now and shimmering green eyes.

"What have you learned from this experience?"

I remember that WakingNomad has asked me this question a few times.

"He's a phoenix..."
"Yes, he is, so what does this mean?"
"I don't know... what does it mean? We are in my dream bubble aren't we?"

Faye gives me an affirming nod.
She acts very mysteriously. Yuya sometimes does that as well.
I kind of like it though, I've always been a fan of mystery.
She wants me to keep thinking, I'm supposed to come to a conclusion.

"So this phoenix, he is part of my imagination?"
"A projection of your subconscious the people on your forum would say."

I think this is the first time a DC has made a direct reference to DV.
Faye talks about how in my dream bubble, everything that I don't actively create is a projection of my subconscious.
I already knew that, and she knew that I did, but she's trying to make a point.

"So where does this idea of a phoenix come from?"
"That is the question. Knowing the question is half of the answer."

I really like the way she is speaking, it is so mysterious, yet it is very clear that she is leading me onto the right path.
I look at my left arm and spread my own wings, which I use to navigate the dream plane.
I remembered correctly, the wings on my left arm do look exactly the same way as the wings of the phoenix.

"When I use these wings to teleport, that is actually a phoenix ability."

I say this more as a realization than a question.
And after saying it I know that I am right.
I can use these wings to move through the fabric of space and easily navigate the dream plane by doing so.
I can also heal other beings, but the ability is far too complex for me to do anything major.
I could never revive someone, not even a very simple being, such as an insect.
The sheer amount of energy this would require is beyond my imagination.
I remember that I have used these abilities many years ago in my dreams.
My vision is blurry, I assume the dream is about to end, I feel like I should thank her before it does.

"Thank you, I have indeed learned many things from this experience."

I say this quite awkwardly, I am a bit shy.
Faye approaches me and whispers into my ear.

"I am your dream guide you know, this is what I do, maybe you should ask me for help more often..."

GAH. Last night I tried FILD, but my alarm didn't wake me up. Then, I woke up at 5am and tried to FILD, but half-forgot how and gave up. Sighhhhhhh....
So I had 3 non-lucids. One was short, the others were fairly complex.

Dream 1: My math teacher has a reputation for being pretty. In this dream, she needed to stay at my house because her roof had fallen in. I knew it was her "evil twin," because she had hawk eyes and WAYYYYYYYYYY too much makeup. I'm talking about bright green eyeshadow ringing the outside of her eyes for three inches. Anyway, I knew it was her evil twin because I saw the REAL her outside my bus window in the dream. I thought she was going to carry out an evil plot on our house or on us. The dream ended there.

Dream 2: I was supposed to write a song for Taylor Swift which she would sing to a girl on a Disney Channel show (I don't know her name because I never watched the Disney Channel. Plus, I only heard one Taylor Swift song in my life, only because my friend likes her. So I wonder where this came from?). I procrastinated and didn't write the song that evening, and the last thing I remember was my dad driving me along a dark highway with a sign that said, "Interstate 53."

Dream 3: I was at my old school and had forgotten an assignment. That's all I remember. Really.

Wish me luck, I'm trying FILD tonight. Again.