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Good morning! It's not everyday you can sleep in on a Friday. Thought I would dream more though, but a lucid is always fun. I'm also pretty confused about how I induced it, I think I WILD'ed by "accident".

23.00: Sleep

05.30: WBTB 5 minutes

09.00: Fishing with Monica WILD
A neighbourhood appears out of nowhere. I imagine walking around on the streets, it feels more like a very strong thought. I imagine being chased and soon people are coming from all directions. I have to focus and run away as fast as I can. I dodge them easily, the dream becoming more and more vivid. I head up a hill and slow down time. With time slowed down I get on all four and run like an animal. It's like I'm trying to run in jelly. I look behind me and one guy is closing in on me still. I jump away as he lunges for me and start running normally again. The hill levels out and I run for a while on the road going next to a big lake.

I spot Monica up ahead and I stop next to her. "Hi!" I say and grab her ass. "Hi babe!" she says and mimicks me. I look behind us at the two pursuers and wave my hand, making them suddenly fly off the road into the water. I look back at Monica and realise she's horny. I can feel something stir inside of me aswell. "You're not the real Monica" I tell her and leave her on the spot.

I start running again and soon I spot the real Monica sitting by the water on a rock. She's fishing. I kiss her and sit down behind her and put my arms around her body. "You've got a nibble" I say and watch the bobber move around. "No I haven't" she tells me. "Yes you do!". I pull the fishing line. I can feel a fish on and I start to reel it in. "See?". I hand her the line and she pulls up a small seabass.

I start thinking about vividness of dreams and rub my hands. The dream is incredibly real already. I grab the fishing hook and play with it for a while, pricking my finger while looking straight ahead. Damn it's so realistic and unchanging! Which ofcourse makes me start worrying about the dream ending. A small girl appears out of nowhere. She tells me something but I can't really understand her.

Suddenly I realise everything's blurry and I'm losing it. I slam my hands down on the ground and start feeling the grass and sand. I lean against Monica's back and smell her hair. Everything goes black, but my sense of feeling is still very active. Perhaps I should try to DEILD? I focus with all my might on the grass and sand and hair. They don't go away. I start to feel my body in the bed a bit but I can still feel the sand and grass vividly. I hold this for around twenty seconds.

09.00: Weird
I'm in a dressingroom with my brother, my sister's ex and his crazy friend. We're about to go swimming or something similar, but I realise I have no swimming trunks. I find them lying on a shelf and I put them on. Damn I'm getting thin. My sister's ex starts talking about religion, spirituality and stuff like that. He's not making any kind of sense what so ever and we soon leave the room. I have a blanket around me for some reason as I get in the shower. Suddenly I fall to the ground. It's like I'm drunk, only I'm not. I get up and try to stand straight. "I'm not drunk" I tell everyone around me.

09.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 9 hours

Supplements: 2 x Omega-3, 200 mg B6, 1 x Lucid Dreamer at WBTB

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

I had four dreams tonight, the first one I do not remember very well, it involved some nightmare-stuff. The 4th one I do not remember at all, maybe the third one was too important.

I am on the playground in my old neighborhood, it is daytime but the clouds are obliterating the sun. My brother made a base in some bushes, there was a rood made of cardboard. As I move closer to it, rats come out of it, running in all directions. I feel disgusted and leave the playground, looking for my brother.
I see him far away, and we go home. At home we prepare for school, I notice that I have missed quite a few latin classes, and a probably a test too. At school, I go into a classroom where my latin class is. There are 4 people, the teacher and 3 students. The female student applauds at the sight of me, probably because of my long absence. I remember her as a lively girl. I take a seat, and the teacher starts telling us how he was worried about me and even considered looknig for me on lunch breaks.

I am in a russian museum with my family, someone is telling stories about the pictures, but I do not look at them. Music is played too. My brother asks what time this music is from, I look at a sheet of paper in my hand where some year dates are mentioned, and reply to him "mostly classical music". We get to the end of the room, there are two people playing a duet. The left one is playing piano, the right one a weird instrument. He is holding a box-like thing, and smashing with his hand on it. But nice sounds emerge the box. He is spinning and bashing it, springs are whipping around the box, really weird. But I am amazed at his skill, because he noticed me and started playing while looking at me and talking to me.
Old people which seem to have an important status come to me and ask me how the military career is going. I mention that I quit my plans of becoming a high-rank in military, and all of of them are disappointed. Later, the owner of the museum asks me to come with him. He too is shocked that I am no longer in the military, he planned me to be a wellknown doctor at his musem. He promises me all kinds of benefits if I accept in being a doctor, but says he cannot afford to pay me much for it. Suddenly he collapses on a bed, nurses are running to him and checking his status. One of them tells me that he has a big disease, which makes him like this. They drop him in a big box on wheels, another person is already lying in there, a woman. I take the box and ride them along the corridor. I am now not riding the box anymore, I am pushing a wheelchair with the woman sitting in it. I am now thinking about her, if she is having funin her dreamworld. Suddenly I get a rush of ideas, maybe I am too a person trapped in his mind, or in a coma, what is real? A man appears, the woman gets up to him, they both look at me. I see her face clearly now, it is beautiful but sad. I ask her a question, but I cannot remember it. She answers with a sad cry: "Why are them more important to you?"

Dream from last night. I was in what looked like a huge cabin, I was laying in a large bed near a rustic, huge fireplace, my dog was there with me and I was petting her...behind me, all these people were coming and going on and out the main door, I got up and asked what they were doing, I was told don't worry, we'll find em, you should come, and I responded, this is only a dream, i'm going back to bed, and k crawled back in bed and continued petting my dog......the alarm woke me......

Still no dream recall. I tried hard to remember this morning what kind of dreams I had, but to no avail. Hopefully I'm not going to have a terribly long dry spell of dreams. :/ not

March 30, 2011
Lucid Dream 206: School Days
Series: The Land of Dreams, Episode 7
DILD
around 5:30pm



I am the teenage version of myself, walking around a school that resembled my old elementary school. I was walking behind the "new girl". The girl was actress, AnnaSophia Robb. She walked around the hallways alone and didn't seem to make eye contact with anyone. She went into the library and I decided to follow her in. I noticed she kept looking over at me while I browsed around the library. I decided to make my move and go speak to her. I started bullshitting about some book that was nearby and I got her to laugh. She then brushed me off as if she wasn't interested. I knew otherwise. She checked out a book and I followed her. I was trying to talk her into going on a date. She playfully declined and entered the elevator. I asked her if she would at least tell me her name. She smiled and said goodbye as the elevator closed. I took off down the hallway and noticed that my feet just started sliding/gliding along the ground. It was as if I were skating. I was reading one of O's dreams the previous night where he was doing this same slide skating. Must be where this came from.

I skated my way to the steps, jumped up on the railing, and grinded/slid down. I met the girl as she exited the elevator. She smiled and said, "You wouldn't be following me now would you?" I told her that she hadn't answered my question yet. She said, "I answered your question. I declined, remember?" I replied, "Ah, but you answered the question incorrectly. Luckily for you, my question follows the, "no child left behind" idea. So, you have to get it right before I stop bugging you." She smiled and kept walking as I tagged along. Whenever we came to a set of stairs, I would unrealistically jump all the way to the bottom. This school building was like 5 floors tall. There was a small set of stairs in the hallway that led up to flat landing and then there was another set that led up a bit more and the hallway continued. We both started running at them and she said, "I've got you on this one. I was the state record holder at my old school for the high jump." I randomly became lucid as we were running.

She jumped and cleared the first set of stairs. I jumped and cleared the first set, the platform, and the second set of stairs. She seemed surprised and amused at the same time. She then entered a room and I followed. It was a large empty room with mirrors covering one entire wall. It was a dance room. I looked into the mirror and saw a reflection of my high school self. She changed her shoes and started stretching. I plopped down on a bean bag in the back of the room and fired up a blunt. She started dancing and seemed to have forgotten about me. She was a really good dancer and her style was beautiful. She noticed me and said, "I suppose you wouldn't leave if I asked you to?" I replied, "I wouldn't be here if you didn't want me here." She smiled and said, "You are pretty full of yourself, huh?" She then went back to dancing.

I looked around the room and noticed that there were three people sitting on the floor right behind me. They seemed to be playing poker. I heard a whisper in my ear say, "Faith." I turned and the girl was standing in front of me, "My name is Faith." Me and Faith attempted to join the poker game, but the guys were acting really immature and one of them got up and said, "I don't want to play cards with a stupid GIRL." They all got up and left the room. Faith seemed sad and her eyes started watering a bit. I hugged her, kissed her gently and said, "Don't cry over those idiots. They are just jealous." She asked what they were jealous of and I said, "Jealous of you. They totally wanted me for themselves. One of them was just dying for me to bend him over." She laughed and playfully gave me a shove. I smiled and took her hand. I told her I was going to show her something cool.

I took flight. We flew up several sets of stairs to the top floor and then landed. I explained to her that we were in a dream and could do anything we wanted. I took off and started running along the side of the wall. The first few steps felt like I was running sideways and then my perspective instantly changed. The wall was now like the normal ground below me. I stepped up to the ceiling and felt like I was running upside down for the first few steps. Then my perspective changed as if the ceiling was just the ground. I stepped onto the other wall and then back onto the ground again. I flash stepped back over to Faith. Finn from the t.v. series, "Glee" was now with us. I told both of them that they just had to believe in themselves and they could do it to.

A teacher walked out from a nearby classroom. She handed Finn some eye drops and said, "Here, these will help." He put the eye drops in and handed them to Faith. She put them in and handed them to me. I said, "Eh, I have pretty good clarity already. I don't want to mess it up." Finn convinced me to put some in. I used the eye drops and the clarity/vividness increase by 100x's. My vision was otherworldly. It was as if I had the eye power of a hawk. I looked all the way down the long hallway and could have spotted a fly on the wall (the hallway was at least 200 yards long). I have never had vision like this in a dream before. It seriously was 100x's better than waking life vision. It is really hard to explain how crazy this was. It didn't zoom in and out or anything like that. I could just see way better and further than normal. It was really amazing and I wish I could see like that all the time. In waking life as well.

I grabbed the old teacher and kissed her on the mouth and said, "Thank you, thank you! This is awesome. Those aren't normal eye drops are they?" She smiled, shook her head and said, "They are Eagle Drops." Me, Finn, and Faith started running matrix style along the walls of the hallway. The other students didn't even seem to notice us. I knocked a few of them over and they just got up and acted like nothing happened, lol. I was running along the wall and accidentally stepped into an opening to the girls bathroom. My perspective flipped back to normal and I hovered in the air and exited the bathroom. The old teacher was standing nearby and she looked like she was about to scold me. I quickly said, "Nah, that doesn't count. I never touched the floor in there." She pondered for a moment and said, "I guess its ok." Finn, Faith and a few other students let out a triumphant and corny, "Yeah," in unison. As if my perfect record was on the line in a corny teen movie.

The dream started to become unstable and I couldn't do anything to help it. It had faded to black and I thought I was waking up. I then felt someone slip the eye drops into my hand. I blindly put in the eye drops and the dream instantly cleared back up. I thanked the old teacher and looked for Finn and Faith. I heard Lady Gaga's Bad Romance playing, but didn't see anyone. I followed the sound of Lady Gaga (even though I despise the song) and it lead me to a concert area in the school. Faith and Finn were actually singing the song and putting on the concert. Faith sounded just like Lady Gaga. I leapt into the air, over the crowd, and flew up to the stage. Faith held up her hand and I flew by and gave her a high five. The crowd started cheering and I continued to fly around the area. It seemed to be a large club with a bar and lounge area. I proceeded to engage in some mischief.

I grabbed a large plastic mug and began slamming it off the ground and then zooming to catch it. I started slamming it off people's heads and catching it as well. It finally broke, so I flew around knocking people's hats off and knocking their drinks and food over. After a bit of knocking things over, I swooped down and started stealing drinks. I would then splash the drinks in people's faces. It was a lot of fun. I finally touched down in the lounge area. I overheard a guy talking about a new line of hats coming out. One was a Carmelo Anthony, Syracuse hat. He also started talking about an Iverson Georgetown hat. I noticed he was wearing a UVA sweat shirt. As I approached, I noticed that he looked a lot like me. I felt the dream slipping away. I was going to DEILD, but I couldn't recall the start of my dream, so I allowed myself to wake up instead.


Series Details
In the dream series, "The Land of Dreams," I explore the depths of my subconscious. With no real goals in mind, I explore the creative lands and characters that come before me. Who will I meet? Where will I go? What will I do? To find out, stay tuned for more entries to the series!

awkward title? probably because it was an awkward dream...
so it started out with me hanging with some friend, and then i realize im dreaming and i feel a little horny... so i do the spin thing and im in like a motel and i chick i sorta like is naked so i start banging her while a brunette 69's her while im screwing her! mind you shes got a HUGE ASS because im not much into boob. sadly though i wake up because my cat is clawing my face

Lila and her Tricks

I was in a strange town. I sort of knew I was dreaming, but I wasn't lucid. I think that I was under the impression that I had entered the dream realm via some type of portal or drug, and my clarity of thought was low anyways. I was with a man.

The town was strange. It was stone with old buildings. He and I walked into a restaurant courtyard. In front of me was a large stone staircase.

I was told by a woman (Lila, but I did not realize it at the time) to type something into a miniature computer. I entered in the text. It was a computer command of sorts. The string of text was long and the miniature keyboard was annoying. It was like an ancient phone device.

I entered it in, and then the text vanished.

"Oh, you will have to do it again," Lila announced, smirking. The man text to me grew a little restless.

I entered in the text again, and the same thing happened. My hard work was vanished.

"Would you stop it?" The man said, annoyed at Lila.

We were lead back in front of the stone stairs in the courtyard. I didn't physically hear a task from Lila, but I "perceived" one. I was trying to change the form of the stairs. Trying to change them in some sort. She challenged me to do so.

I made the stairs grow a layer of moss. It was pretty. It suited the gray stones nicely. I was proud of my work.

Lila looked at the stairs, and my moss vanished. WTF.

I was annoyed, so I made the moss grow again. She laughed, and the moss was gone.

Should have realized I was dreaming.

Well it was a weird dream I had the other night. Not sure what kind of dream it was. And it was only a glimpse. It was a drawing of a lion's head with blue pen. The minute I woke up I quickly went to write it down in sloppy hand writing because I was still all sleepy and got up quickly that my room was spinning around me. Then I just began to draw the lion from what I remember and sure enough it was the lion I saw in my dream. So any comment on what this means?? Or just nothing to worry about??

so lastnight i had 2 dreams 1 short lucid one other
1stlucid: it was in the the middle of the trojan war and i looked up i became lucid and just as i was about to say hi to achilles i woke up i did a reality cheak tryed to have another ld but could fell asleep the only thing i remeber from my other dream is i was petting a blue tabby cat and he licked me lol

First, I was in this room that looked like what a room inside a nuclear reactor I think would look like; metallic, big pipes on some of the walls, and a big, yellow-red glow coming from some big hole in the wall.

So I'm at this computer console that has a little USB drive plugged into it. I'm talking to the computer, telling it how the reactor is about to have a meltdown, and suddenly red lights begin flashing everywhere. A big, semi-robotic voice started saying loudly, "THE COMPUTER PLANS FOR ALL CONTINGENCIES!" Then it everything suddenly stopped, lights, sirens, etc., and the little USB drive flashed, signalling that it can be removed. I take it out, and putting it in my pocket, start running up a few stairs to the door. For some reason, there is an Albert-Eistein-esque scientist-type guy following me, though stying silent.

Then, outside the door I see some kind of portal (don't really remember very well what it looked like). I went into it, and suddenly, my view zoomed out so I was looking at a tetris-type screen (without all the buttons and stuff), except in the formation of a backwards "C". In it was a little thing that looked kinda like a Mii ball, but flat. Other faces on other balls were the scientist guy, someone else, and this cat-girl-type-person. I knew that the objectiive was to prevent the cat-girl-type-person (CGTP) from getting to a little hole at the bottom of the screen. We were successful for awhile, but eventually failed.

I went to sleep at 11AM and woke a couple minutes before 4PM.
Some time has passed since I woke, so I've forgotten some of the dream details.

In one, I recall sitting across a table from an older gentleman. He was good looking and spoke about being "hardcore" (passionate) but I "heard" he and I could have sex without having to worry about emotions. It would be purely physical. My hand was on the table and he reached out and held it. My palm was facing upward, though. I didn't "hold hands" with him. But he closed his fingers some and gently squeezed my hand affectionately.
I worried someone would see us because I didn't want my husband finding out.
Then my pdoc showed up and I went off with him for some medical tests. I remember something about Lupis, but there was something in my blood/body that could help sufferers. And some other treatment could help grow my teeth. But I had just pulled the last few and I told them having one kid after another after another destroyed them beyond growth or repair.
I dreamed a lot more about my pdoc and feeling guilty and lonely, but I no longer recall the specifics.

I recall flying somewhere (?)
But first, I was walking between houses. There was a crawl space at one point, but I refused to take it because spider webs were hanging everywhere and I didn't want them on me. Instead, I crossed through a yard and spoke with a friendly dog (reassured it that I wasn't a bad guy so it wouldn't bite me lol)

There was also some sort of a race at a school. I had to "leap" up the stairs and another team had to leap down them. We each had to find a room a separate room before the other to call something off (?).


Some of the dream themes and scenes came from shows I've recently watched. I really wish I'd stop having the emotional dreams though because I carry the loneliness out of the dream and it bothers me all day.

NOTE: I've been very lazy recently and haven't journaled a damn thing at all. I haven't had a non-virtual DJ since November, because I figured it was a waste of paper, considering a have an unlimited virtual one. Recently(Tuesday), I switched from doing MILDs to doing DEILDs. So I decided I'm gonna stop the lazyness and journal whenever possible.

I dream I am with two guys. They had just recently died. The two of them, who couldn't help to listen in on, said they were on their way to be judged. I say I'd like to come with them. They don't hesitate to say "Yes." So, I follow along. We travel through dark space in a matter of seconds. Now we're at the place. It sort of resembles King Yemma's judgment place in Dragon Ball Z. Interesting. So, we end up waiting for awhile. I get kinda pissy, so I go sit down. I spot an untaken chair sitting in a corner. I sit down. Then, I fall through the chair! What the hell was that all about?! I see all the dead people laughing at me now. One guy explains that you have to be dead to sit in these chairs. Well that's about retarded. I end up leaving soon afterward.

I end in space almost instantly after I leave. There is a HUGE space battle going on. The capital ships are just dogging the shit out of each other. The sight was truly incredible. I was taking a hypothetical shit in my pants it was so fuckin' awesome! Conveniently, I was already in a fighter ship. Unfortunately, it was just a puny little piece of shit. How disappointing. I have no choice but to fly through the massive barricade of ships. I approach at top speed. Soon, I get caught up in the crossfire. Shit, shit, shit. As I hopelessly try to get through, my puny fighter is getting pounded with lasers. However, there is some hope left. As I see I'm almost through the barricade. However, my ship is almost done for too. Dammit! But then, I have a stoke of luck, and get through! I'm now flying semi-safely away from the barricade. Now I approach a space station. Aw, shit. I fly over with caution. Now, I see two ships parked on the station. I take some action and fire missiles. I easily manage to take down the first one. Then, I blow up the other one. All too easy. Now, a third one is coming up on a rising platform. Son of a bitch! I turn around and fly towards it. I see it's getting ready for takeoff. Dammit! I open fire on it, and it blows up. Yes! I'm perfectly safe now. I start to fly away, and then I soon awake.

I don't remember a lot because I rushed out of bed without writing it down first.

It started on a Ship

We arrived at the dock on a wooden ship (like the recent Narnia movie's ship). I remember it was me, another guy about my age and King Edmund who got off the ship. We walked across the dock and everyone was dressed like world war II era (also the setting of the movie). So we walked around the dock to a tree on the shore that was between buildings. The tree was in the ally between two buildings and had a door hinge on it.

King Edmund said that this was the way we needed to go to get to Narnia. We opened the tree and a cavern with torches around it was inside. The cavern was about the size of a normal sized garage. We walked in and heard a deep growl noise. Me and Edmund drew our swords and the other guy hesitated and drew his with a worried look on his face (he said he knows nothing about Narnia and had never been to there before). We walked slowly through the small cavern and then a giant troll came out and swung his mace at us. He had spiked armor and a spiked helmet but his arms and legs were exposed. We all scrambled and fought. My sword had a small handle and was near useless, every time I hit the troll I almost lost my grip on the sword. I looked for anything to fight with and found a pile of swords most of them looked like toy swords. The troll went for the others and this gave me time to get a better weapon. The first one I picked up was the biggest one with a dragon scale design and a dragon head on the hilt. It was perfect and light but when I felt it, it was dull (every sword in my dream was dull). I fought with it anyway and battered him with it but never could cut him. After many minutes of fighting, Edmund jumped and stabbed the troll through his armor into his heart. The cavern shook when it hit the ground. We all were out of breath. Edmund said we had done our job.

I could see that the cavern went on but no torches were up anywhere else in the cavern. We were leaving and I was happy for my new sword but then as we walked out of the cavern, I knew it would not come with me from Narnia because you can't bring anything with you from Narnia. As we went through the door my sword turned into a gold mist and vanished. After we closed the door the other guy wanted to know if he would ever go back in their again and Edmund said he will eventually but not for a while.

We walked back to the dock where our ship was and now my cousin Jacob was with us. We didn't have phones and Jacob let us use his and we called the ship and they said it would be a little bit but they were on there way. We all waited and the direction the ship was coming from was thunderstorming and pouring rain with high waves. We were a little worried. All of these refugees were on the dock with us who were mostly women and children who looked like they had lost everything.

We all waited for the ship and when the ship got back it looked more futuristic and not as long but taller. As we got on Edmund gave me a model of the ship that was about a foot long and was telling me it was the same ship but had changed and showed me more on the model about the new additions and then I woke up.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had three dreams last night, two of them with coworkers in them. Was kinda random.

22.30: Sleep

05.10: Dreams
*I'm walking with my coworker Håkan. He enters a door to an appartment building and I follow him up. We're apparently going to his appartment. He opens up a hole in the wall and throw down some trash. I laugh as the thing is out of service. At his door I tell him goodbye and start to descend the stairs. His wife calls out to me all of a sudden. "Matte! Come up here for a while" she tells me. I walk back up. "Do you know anything about Entropia Universe?" she asks me. "Yeah, I do. I used to play it all the time" I tell her and we start talking about the game. Her brother or something shows up and they keep asking me questions. I tell them how much time I've spent on mining for ore. I

*I'm on a club and I'm playing cards with some guy. He gets me something to drink from the bar and also a bacardi breezer. It's yellow and Monica shows up. "Hey babe, here" I tell her and slide the drink over to her. She tastes it and makes a face. "No thanks".

*I'm in Monica's car and I'm going to route 40. Am I really going the right way? What if I take the wrong turn? I decide to stop worrying and just do it. I find the exit I'm looking for and soon I'm speeding away on the highway. Ahead of me I spot a wall and a narrow gap you can go through. All of a sudden there's ice on the road and I lose control over the car. I know I'm about to crash. My coworker Krull is in his excavator next to the wall and I make the word: "FFFFFFFFFFFuuuuuuu..." with my mouth. I crash a second later and spin around for a few times. The car stops and I'm fine. I get out to check for damages. The entire side has been pushed in. I get in the car again and take off. I can hear water dripping from somewhere and I spot where it is coming from. The passenger seat is getting wet from a leakage somewhere.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it! That was my one month without supplements, and I will "celebrate" it tomorrow morning with a proper WBTB and G+C combo.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

I was going snowboarding with a bunch of people from work, and we had to catch a bus to the mountain. I cant recall how I got there but I was standing outside of my office waiting with them when the bus pulled up.
When the bus got there I realized I didnt have any of my gear with me, and I had to run home to get it while I asked the bus to wait. Suddenly I appeared at what felt like home, but after I remember it being a strange apartment that I've never seen before.
I looked out the window to check that the bus didn't leave (it was still there, co-workers getting anxious), which was weird because my house is a good 20min drive from my office.
Felt like I had to use the bathroom so I spawned a toilet in the middle of the room, and a group of people walked in while I was going, I freaked out and woke up. From there I wrote it down and went back to bed.