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NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! My dreams usually stick to some basics. Everything usually looks "normal", but not how people behave. Last night I definitely had some weird ass dreams.

00.30: Sleep

08.00: Vineyard
I'm with a few other people in a vineyard. We don't belong there and we know it. There are different kinds of grapes in different rows and we all switch rows, but I don't pick anything. I'm busy trying to not get caught by the man with some strange sowing machine walking around randomly. I jump to the next row as he turns his back to me. Suddenly he's on the one next to me. I peek up through the leaves and watch as he passes me without noticing. I jump to the next one and get stuck in some branches, I can't get down to the ground!

08.00: Sex
Monica has just tried having sex with two other girls. She really isn't into that so that's kinda weird. She tells me about it and we decide to have sex. We do it for a very long time in different positions. Although I'm drunk, so I never seem to be getting close to getting off! We end up in the shower. I take some shampoo from a bottle, I think I hear someone whining about it being theirs. I'm still rock hard, but there's barely any satisfaction. Stupid alcohol!

08.00: Fragment
*I'm standing next to a lake, looking for Monica. "Where are you?" I ask out loud and don't expect to get an answer. "Over here!" she yells at me. She's across the lake in a plastic boat. "The boat worked perfectly".

09.30: Helicopter slaughter
I'm walking with a group of people on a dirtroad in the woods. There's sheep fence on the sides and I've got a bad feeling. I'm sure a bear or something similar will rush out of the woods any minute. I look around anxiously while walking. "It's just up ahead" one of the guys say. I can hear a helicopter nearby and I look up. A helicopter appears and starts to descend. We all run towards the open field it's heading for. "How many people can you take?" I ask the pilot. I don't recall what he said, but three of us gets in. The helicopter takes off and all of a sudden, one guy pulls out a gun and shoots the pilot in the head.

The co-pilot who had control of the pedals, freaks out. "What the fuck?!". "Relax, or you'll die too" the guy with the gun tells him and sits down in the main seat. A guy in the back apparently has control of the pedals aswell. He starts messing with them, making the entire helicopter sway and almost crash into the trees. "Cut that out!" I yell at him. "You'll kill us all, just do what he says". With a hijacked helicopter, there's not much that can stop you. The guy flying the thing knows this and flies into town.

I recognise the buildings below, they're the ones my company just finished constructing. He fires away with the helicopter's minigun and wow what destruction. People try to run away but gets gunned down in seconds. The newly constructed buildings gets blasted and the lights go out. I spot a black car with a white escort surrounding it. "There, take that out instead!" I say and the guy takes the bait. The car continues down the road and is going super fast. It gets blasted by the helicopter but doesn't seem to take much damage. It backs up under a suspended road.



We dive to the ground and enter under the road aswell. The car gets annihilated, but a small girl trying to run away aswell. She gets cut in half by the spinning blades. Everything slows down and my vision zoom's in on the girl. Just like in a movie, the scene replays and the entire screen gets red just at the moment of the cut.

The dream skips. I receive an msn message from my friend G. "Help, I'm dying". I realise the building the helicopter shot at, is where G lives. His status on msn says "Away" I try to call him and I hear the "busy" tone. He must be alright then. I decide to just wait for him to call me. I grab my little mp3 player and start to play on it meanwhile. I'm playing pokemon, and I'm at work. They ask me all kinds of questions about it. "How much does it cost?". "A year ago, around 200 kronor" I tell them. I start catching strange pokemons which makes me wonder for a second, but I realise it's because I've just completed the game and new ones can be caught.

11.00: Dogs
I'm playing pokemon. I enter a house and there's a policeman there. "You have to go around and enter from the window". Uhm ok. I exit the building and walk up to the wall. Everything turns into 2d from the side. I start sneaking. I can hear the wooden boards creak under my feet. Two dogs peak their ears. I equip my ninja mask and the creaking stops. I walk some line going up the wall, and the back again, always ascending. I slide the last bit and jump into the window.

It's now first person. I meet up with a guy with grey in his beard. Apparently he's some dog legend. We enter a room. I'm a dog myself now. My dad holds a small barking dog in a leash. "They will destroy the home of pitbulls, larger dogs are going to be forbidden" he tells me. I figure I could squash that little dog with my hands, no paws... "You three weigh as much as all dogs combined lying dead outside, eighteen kg". I calculate for a second. "So, we weigh six kg each? That doesn't seem like much". "What?". We all get out of the house.

A pregnant dog comes walking. It's the most worn out dog I've ever seen. It's pregnant to bursting, looks like it's starving and is pale. Looks almost like a zombie. It collapses on the ground. I figure it's time for it to give birth. My mom's dog, Igor is next to me. "You better stay away from me by this time tomorrow. I'll be very protective by then" he tells me. I pat him on the head. The pregnant dog seems to be giving birth. We walk around it to see. It's only pooping. We have to help it to remove all the poop, and there's alot of it. I use some paper to grab the stinking shit.

11.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 10 hours

Supplements: Some alcohol

That's it! Told you it was weird.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

09.04.2011

"OM" Meditation to Astral Project (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was walking outdoors. It was sunny and warm. I was in a different city where I currently live. It was a city made out of buildings on about 4-5 stories each. The buildings were red, dark read brick colored.

I remember a street that was going uphill. The street had stairs and buildings on each side. There was a big taller building in front of me. I met with a gal who kissed me a few times. I was going to this building for some psychic convention or something. I was excited. On my way I found some made up friends until I made it to the building.

I entered the building. There was large walk-in refrigerators and some showers at the bottom. I knew I was going to spend there several hours, so I took a shower. I decided to eat something. I opened one of this refrigerators, made out of stainless steel. Inside, I found a big chocolate cake, a lava cake and some muffings. I did not feel like eating sweet, but I had no other choice.

After eating, we were going to do some group meditation. It was probably a, "OM"session. We were attempting to Astral Project. I think I was the only one who was actually succeeding. I started to feel my body numb and I felt some vibrations (they were not like real vibrations while I try to AP, but dreamed ones) I was feeling my wedding ring too heavy on my finger and it was disturbing me to AP. I told by telepathy to other psychic to remove my ring. She did slowly, but for some reason I said something I cannot recall and lost focus. The lady said,"I felt very bad while I was holding your wedding ring and you said that."

I ended the meditation session. Now I was in a room where the ceiling, walls and floors were made out of wood. The room was pretty empty and I decided to leave. I walked through this home and I felt someone was looking for me. I decided to check my hands when I saw one of my fingers was broken.

I turned lucid. I flew away breaking up the window as usual. It was partially cloudy and I was in downtown. The buildings were very high and most were black. The dream was pretty stable so I decided what to do.

I recalled the Tasks of the Month, but they were done already so nothing. I also recalled I never missed a task of the month so I was good there. I recalled several Tasks of the Year, but I passed, I did not feel like doing them. I decided to put my thoughts in order and plan a few things I needed to do work related and metaphysically related. (Too bad I forgot to attempt to jump to the Astral Plane from the Dream Plane... oh well) I stood floating without doing anything "dream related" for several minutes. After while, I spotted a huge dog on the top of a building. I flew to the dog and started to pet it. It was a Boxer, but it was huge, about 5 feet tall.

I also spotted another dog in other building, so I flew to it and played with him for a while until I lost lucidity. I saw a giraffe, but it was all gray and it had huge elephant ears. When I approached it, it was more like a rhino. It trampled me and pushed me out to some sort of garbage disposal. A female employee pushed the button of a small door that said, "Not animals" It was a yellow sign with a black cow on it. I started to get sucked by something and flew away to the interior of the building.

I realized I was still dreaming. I found my wife who was afraid of something. We went to the top of the building and told her we were in a dream. I told her she was probably going to forget the dream, but that I wanted to try anyway. My wife was acting like if she had waking limitation and vulnerabilities. I told her we could do whatever we liked as we were dreaming. I proved jumping very high, but she was not convinced. I also explained to her that everything in the dream was also material and touchable. I punched a car and made a hole in the door. I told her that even I could do something I could not on waking, the car had some resistance and did not vanish.

I decided I would post my Binaural Beats in a Dream Journal entry that way I can edit past the 24hour limit that threads have. This way I can add more without having them strewn across multiple posts. You can find the original thread with the original tracks here.

It's generally accepted, and I agree, that Isochronics work better than Monaural work better than Binaural. However many find that Binaurals or Monaurals are easier to listen to than Isochronics. I have included all three so you can try them out and figure out what best suits you!

Enjoy!

Binaural Beats

I decided to do things a little different than the original tracks I posted. I have split the clips into an intro clip and then 10minute clips designed to be looped. This way you can loop a particular frequency as long as you want. Whereas the others had 10minute intros that would need to be skipped if looping longer than the track length. I strongly recommend using the Intro clip, you can try without, but it is much easier to entrain your brain slowly rather than trying to jump right into it. You might not get the effects if you don't allow your brain to adjust slowly.

Intro :: BinauralIntro.mp3

15minutes total length. This track starts at 15hz and slowly descends to your desired frequency. There will be a beep at 10hz(a little after 6:00) and a beep at 5hz(around 12:30) and then it will finish at 3hz. If you wish to listen to the alpha track than you should stop at the first beep, theta the second beep, or delta listen to the whole track.

Alpha :: AlphaLoop.mp3

Oscillates between 11 and 9Hz. Great for meditation or relaxing during the middle of the day when you don't want to get too drowsy. My second favorite.

Theta :: ThetaLoop.mp3

Oscillates between 6 and 4hz. Great for deeper meditation, relaxing during the evening, or listening to before a WILD attempt. Most people prefer Theta, but for some reason it's my least favorite.

Delta :: DeltaLoop.mp3

Oscillates between 4 and 2hz. Great for extremely deep meditation, and great for putting you to sleep quickly. My favorite Binaural Beat. I listen to this every night before going to sleep. I normally get weird hypnagogic imagery during meditation. And if I'm listening to it to fall asleep I'll sometimes pass out before I get a chance to take my earbuds out.

ThetaRain :: ThetaRain.mp3

A 7hz beat with the sounds of rain and thunder. This track is really good for relaxing, either for meditation or for sleep.

alphathetabeach :: alphathetabeach.mp3

This is something new I'm trying out. There is a 9hz and a 6hz beat stacked on top of each other with sounds of the beach in the background. I really like this track, I feel it has more of an effect on me than any of the others. I'm definitely going to experiment more with stacking different frequencies.

Monaural Beats

Not quite as effective as Isochronics, but the are a little more pleasing to listen to. Delta is not included because the brain has difficulty entraining to Delta Monaurals.

Intro :: MonoIntro.mp3

10minutes in total length. This starts at 15hz and slowly descends to your desired frequency. There is a beep at 10hz(5:00) and it will finish at 5hz. If you wish to meditate to alpha stop at the first beep, or theta listen to the whole track. Same with the Binaurals, if you skip this track you might not get the full effects.

Alpha :: MonoAlphaLoop.mp3

Oscillates between 11 and 9hz for 10minutes.

Theta :: MonoThetaLoop.mp3

Oscillates between 6 and 4hz for 10minutes.

Isochronic Tones

By far my favorite method for Alpha/Theta entrainment. However like Monaural, Delta entrainment doesn't really work with Isochronics. Not to mention a slow beep is annoying to listen to.

Intro :: IsoIntro.mp3

10minutes in total length. This starts at 15hz and slowly descends to your desired frequency. There is a beep at 10hz(5:00) and it will finish at 5hz.

Alpha :: IsoAlphaLoop.mp3

Oscillates between 11 and 9hz for 10minutes.

Theta :: IsoThetaLoop.mp3

Oscillates between 6 and 4hz for 10minutes. This is my favorite way to listen to Theta beats; very relaxing.

Gamma :: IsoGamma.mp3

This starts at 13hz and slowly climbs to 40hz over 20minutes. This was an experiment to see if I liked Gamma entrainment and it turns out I do! I will probably make a Gamma intro and looping track in the near future.

Help!

I'm looking for some good tracks that could be laid over these these binaural files to make them a little more pleasing to listen to. I've thought about using some classical music, but would prefer something a little more relaxing and meditative. If you know of any good tracks for this please share them with me!

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If you have any comments or suggestions please share them! I'm still working on some more, they will be posted as I finish them.

GOALS:
Jaws TOTY

NOTE:
Yay! I broke my dryspell! Although it was on a MILD, not a DEILD. This was my second worst dryspell ever!!!!! Also, this dream was very short, because I was sleeping on a very small couch, which was waking me up almost every hour.

It seemed like an average day. I was on a dock with my friend Marcus, and sone other DCs. It was nice and hot outside too. We all sat on the dock on chairs with cold drinks. We also had a grill, and we were cooking...pizza? I didn't think you could grill a pizza. That's very interesting. We had three pizzas cooking. Their scent was mouthwatering. However, I question the fact that we were making pizza when it's like 80 outside at a lakeside dock. Oh well, pizza's awesome. Now, the pizzas are done. The cook serves the first pizza. Fuck that's some good shit! Yum!!!!! We quickly devour the first pizza. Now, the explainable happens. Marcus rubs up to the grill. He rolls up the pizzas and runs. What the fuck's his deal?! I decide to chase after him. He ain't stealing the pizza so he can eat it all! Motherfucka! You don't steal pizza from ME!!!!! He now jumps off the dock into a boat. He starts it up. I jump on as well. At the same time, the boat shoots forward like a bullet. Fuck! Since I landed on it at the same time it jerked forward, there was a disruption. But when I land, I become lucid without my dream signs! Oh fuck yeah! Lucidity was my bitch once again! Fuck you dryspell! You're over with! YES! Oh...right...the dream. Anyway, so I jump up, and the boat flips over. Poor Marcus. Then, I land on the flipped over boat. Time to do the Jaws TOTY. Conveniently enough, I was on water already. So, I turn, and there's Jaws. He's coming in at full speed, jaws wide open. That fuckin' idiot! Tine to follow through with my plan...the Super Dragon Fist finishing move from Dragon Ball Z. I got in a martial arts stance. I made a fist and arm formation. My ki begins to rise, and it surrounds me. Now, I transfer ALL my ki into my fist. A massive amount of ki is pressuring my fist. It is beginning to hurt a bit. Too much build up. My time is short. Jaws is almost here! With the ki in my fist, more surrounds me for an extra kick. TIME TO DIE MOTHERFUCKA!!!!! Jaws is only ten feet away now. I know I talk in my sleep on occasion, but fuck it. I shout from the bottom of my lungs now. "DRAGON FIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSST!!!!!!!!!!" At that time, I throw a punch At nothing. But, my fist is pointing at Jaws. At that time, a gigantic golden dragon fires out of my fist at lightspeed. It collides with Jaws, and there is a massive nuclear explosion. It takes a minute, but the smoke finally clears away. I stand there breathless, as I look at the aftermath. I didn't even leave a body behind. As I huff and puff, I awake.

So, I read about ADA, and as i was walking to my gf's house, I was practising it. I really enjoyed the walk so much more than I would usually. It seemed like everything was actually happening instead of my mind being elsewhere. It takes alot of effort however, so it will be quite a chore at first to keep it up. But I enjoyed it so much that I continued doing it the whole night, and when I went to sleep, i was feeling like a lucid dream would definitely happen. However, it was a shit dream.

All I remember was that I was spooning Jen, with my arm tucked around her, as we were facing the door to her bedroom. Someone poked their head in and I pretended to be asleep. The door was open for some reason.

short. random.

I was outside this hut/house type thing with Dani. It was located on a small lake surrounded by lush green grass and bushes. I had my fancy camera with me and as I looked out onto the lake I saw a bunch of turtles sitting on something like a giant floating log or leaf. They were getting closer and closer to shore so I rushed to try to get some good shots of them, but they just sort of disappeared, and in place of them there was this black family, 2 parents and two little kids, swimming towards the shore. Since the turtles were gone I decided to photograph the family instead. I got some nice shots and then went back to the hut. Inside there were some sort of lights, it was like a dark blue space-like environment with neon lights forming shapes and patterns, and I thought it was really cool so I got out my camera again and took tons of pictures. Apparently, it was illegal to take pictures there, and someone had called the police on me. I tried to escape by going out the back door but found myself back in the building for some reason, and the police had arrived. I was stuck in there and there was nothing I could do about it. Then I think I woke up.

I was running through a woods that had these weird colorful fuzzy plants. As I was running it occurred to me that these plants where not like anything I have ever seen before. I did a RC by holding my nose and trying to breath (my first time trying this RC and having it be in a dream). It was definitely a weird feeling, I also looked at my hands, first they appeared normal but at a second look they where all elongated and supper skinny. I also tried to push one of my fingers through my palm and as it was happening it felt to weird and I stopped. Once I realized I was dreaming I had to calm myself down due to the rush of excitement (3rd LD). I started to rub my hands together to help stabilize the dream and just look around. And then as I was about to explore the dream I was awoken by the telephone ringing. When I woke up I was pretty pissed that I was forced to wake up because I didn't even get to try any dream control, which is my ultimate goal.

I remember going downstairs to see no one but my baby brother shuffling through papers. Naturally, I'm distraught and confused on how he even got down there! I pick him up and the dream fades..

I was invisible crouched over the edge of a counter in an unfamiliar dark kitchen.. Hudson, my brother was to my left. I was doing my best to scare/hurt him.. I eventually trapped him in an oven. Called him Hitler. And he started shouting German..

Later he came back with a weapon and a thirst for vengeance! I ran...

*I also remember lanie and another girl water sliding down a sidewalk

The only other dream I've had in the past year with visuals this realistic and intense was Nightmare: Alternative Life. I can't stress this point enough, the visual quality of this dream was so acute and vibrant it makes my regular dreams seem low resolution. It was extremely stable and consistent, and I'm at a loss to understand why these dreams are so much superior to ordinary dreaming.

I was driving down a main road in the California Bay area called El Camino. It was late afternoon and there was traffic. The flow was moving slowly. The location I was in looked like mesh of two cities I regularly drive through. I looked over one of the rolling hills there which is covered with houses. Suddenly the ground started to violently shake and I heard a huge ripping rumbling noise that muted out all other sounds.

A volcanic stream of gas and lava shot out from behind the hill far into the air like an oil well or water fountain. It was glowing red and orange and raining lava all over the area. I could hear screams and utter panic. Car began to drive off the road and out of lanes. I made a U-turn onto the sidewalk and my tire hit the curb hard and instantly I got a flat. I noticed a Police SUV was also attempting to use the side walk to get closer to the blast...

Just then, another volcanic steam erupted further to the south behind the hill in the direction I was now facing. It became obvious the roads were too chaotic to to drive away on. I jumped out of my car and looked at my tire. It was destroyed. I looked around at the panic and chaos for a moment. I thought "There is no way I can rescue my GF or Mother." I heard a man screaming. I looked up at the hill and there in the distance a person was getting doused with lava.

While he was burning to cinders a Tsunami wave rose up above the height of the hill (which was at least 100ft) I could see through the aqua-green water against the bright sky. It came crashing down through the lava streams and put out the crisping man while still in the process of turning to cinders. I turned and started running full speed in the opposite direction of lave fissures and Tsunami. I started desperately looking for something nearby to climb on top of.

I saw a cement 2-story building just off of El Camino with a large climbable tree next to it. My plan was to use the tree to get on top of the building as quickly as possible. The tree and building were in a depression in the ground. I jumped from the sidewalk area directly into the tree. I turned back and the water was about 20-ft away and quickly came crashing into the building and tree. Instantly the corner of the building exploded into rumble. The roof started to collapse and the tree I was on lost several branches when the water struck.

I jumped out of the tree still heading further east, out of the ditch like area and onto another segment of sidewalk, part of another street running east. Water and junk was pushing me forward. I fell on my face, got up, and started running across the street to another large mostly dirt hill. The shape of the terrain was causing the Tsunami to fan outward before completely flooding the street I was on, but there was still a shallow sheet of water and debris ramming against my back.

I made it to the hill when I started to notice the intense heat coming from behind. The lava gas stream was now emitting hot black smoke and the earth was shaking. I was running up the dirt hill, and falling on my face every few feet. When I was nearly at the top, there was huge clouds of pitch black smoke drifting eastward and engulfing me and other people. My body felt exhausted. I fell again and could feel wind buffeting me from random directions.

I had the clear thought: "Maybe God expects me to die this way."

With my last once of energy I dragged myself to the top of the dirt hill. There were other terrified people staggering to the top of the hill. I looked out to the East towards the bay. The ocean was drawn back and there were rivers of lava merging with ocean water creating columns of steam.

There were no other places to run.

I thought, "I need to call my friends and family but I knew my phone had been soaked." I pulled it out of my pocket and sure enough it was completely dead. I looked at the front of it, and then the back of it, then the front of it again. My phone didn't look right. It was smaller and fatter than real life. On the front of the phone in big white letters was written: "3-Mega Pixels."

I thought: "This is a dream! Because my phone doesn't look like this!" I was relieved, but I really wanted to see what this dream was leading up to so I put my phone back away and "pretended" I wasn't lucid. The lava, flood, and darkness subsided. Not everything was destroyed. There was an apartment building near the hill that's upper floors had survived almost unscathed. A group of people made there way over there as there was no real way to reach any other place. (Things get hazy at this point.)

The survivors began to live in this apartment. Time elapsed in the dream. Days at least. I remember us living like rats. We were cut off, and no one came to help us giving us the impression that this disaster was on a global scale. People were so morbidly depressed I remember one bulky man ripping his shirt of and crying like a baby. I felt so awful for him that I assured him this was nothing more than a dream...

After that, I walked out onto the balcony (a common dream location from my past) and looked out over the bay. Which had swelled larger from the Tsunami. I looked up at the stars and they were crystal clear. I could see the little dipper in the sky. I said out loud "Since I'm only dreaming, how about some meteor strikes now too?" --Nothing happened at first.

But as I starred at the little dipper, a superimposed image appeared over it. A slow fade in of a traditional Santa Clause with a bag of presents and sleigh appeared. I was surprised and disappointed.

Clearly this dream was influenced by the recent tragedy in Japan which I watched live as I was awake late that night.

Supplement: Liquid Gel Multi-vitamin and 500mg B5 directly before bed.

I feel the need to make a note about last night, as it was extremely atypical.

As usual, I took an hour-long nap in the early evening, around 6 o'clock, during which I had two dreams, neither of which are worth mentioning. And, as usual, I didn't fall asleep again until 4 AM the next morning.

The unusual thing is that once I fell asleep, I slept for an entire seven hours, without waking up. I can't remember the last time I slept soundly for that length of time without waking up once. It's been months or maybe years.

I had around five dreams total during the night, none of which were lucid or worth mentioning. This number is atypically low given that I slept for so long, and without the use of alcohol or over-the-counter medication.

Just a fragment of a dream. I found a video camera in my house that I thought must've belonged to the people who lived here before us. On the camera there were videos of S, a former manager of mine. He was just goofing around with the camera and I was laughing at it. T was sort of mad at me for laughing at it, not mad, but he just didn't think it was funny. (In WL we don't particularly like S.) S was like rolling around on the floor laughing and playing with his son and I remember thinking it was adorable.

Dreamt Kara and I were flirting in bed about random things. I had a weird mini dream where everyone took LSD and created a giant version of me. They found out it wasn't LSD but a research chemical. I was their sleeping giant and they were attacking my stomach. It was hurting my stomach and I kept telling kara about it. Kara was complaining about her nose cold. There were tons of people doing weird things to my stomach. There was a little cut-scene of a tree that would snore and keep up all the strawberry. One day the strawberry's cut the tree in half. She then walked around screaming look at meeeee LOOK AT MEEEE!!!! to all the other strawberry's. Kara was the tree. Then I woke up and started writing down in my dream. Kara was up making a sandwich for me. She didn't want any and made me eat it. It tasted good. Cream cheese with salami and cucumber. Leo msged me saying weird things I couldn't understand. Kara was sad that he was here because she wanted to spend that night with me. I told her he wasn't coming, he was just drunk. The last thing he said was karrooolll. All this took place in the bedroom. 4:34

Went to London to help Leo move here. When I get there he's with his little brother. I pick the brother up and play with him. There's a toy in his way and I have him hit the ball away. Leo says not to do that because its bad for his limbs. I say that's stupid and we get in a little argument. we look online for a while and see that that's not true but it can promote violence. Leo needs a place to stay so we go meet at the local Starbucks to discuss. I'm driving and there's traffic. I hit another car. I've had this dream before. I wait because I know the guy I hit is waiting for me in the closet and is going to be beating an honest man up. He's in the military. I sneak behind him and bash his head in several times. The man thanks me. I remember to try and get my spare house key from Lindsey so I can get inside my place. I walk in and bash the guys head a bit more for fun. I get blood on my hands and laugh. I wash my hands and leave the closet. Next thing im on a random boat couch on the cartoony water. I eat a giant cartoon fish with a girl sitting next to me. I can tell she likes me. I like her as a friend. Were eating fish and having a good time watching tv. Very artsy looking water. 6:15

Wilded into an office room. Stabilized the room. the office was all white and shiny. I opened the door and went into the other room. I felt around to get the feeling and greatly stabilize the dream. It was super vivid. I tried to create a portal and failed. I list some vision. I restabalized and look at a door a bit farther away. I imagined that to be a door to nagrand. I walked through it and it was another office. I thought to myself that I needed out of this office. I decided to try and fall backwards. I fell backwards and ended up in my room. I tried to stabilize but it wouldn't work. I imagined walking in the office again. I could feel the walls but couldn't get back in. 8:15 (for this WILD I had trouble sleeping. I was up for an hour or two before I could get back to bed. My girlfriend had a lucid and was telling me about it. I finally almost fell asleep. I recognized that I was about to sleep and just felt my way in there. Several times things would turn black so I felt around. Near the end I had a lot of weird things happen. I saw my room. I tried to feel my bed and feel the office. Several times I could feel it, but couldn't do more. I think its because I was too awake. No more falling backwards hoping to be somewhere else. Another possibility was that I was in a false awakening and just didn't realize it)

Wilded into my room. My girlfriend wilded in with me. She wanted to leave the room, but I told her to stay and try to keep the dream stable. She wasn't happy, but obeyed. I quickly went downstairs. Left my house and looked around. A nice summer day. Girlfriend sat on my legs. I woke. 8:55

Framed from murder. Brought to a cage and beat up. The main guy tried to hit me and threw myself back into him and punched him hard. Back at my place he sent troops to raid there and pin it on me. The hold a press conference and im there being told what I have done. Its all just one giant scam. I can see I hurt the main guy bad because hes bleeding from his stomach. I tell him that I will video tape the fear in his eyes when he sees all of this fail. I turn into a hot woman so I can seduce the other women. I'm about to seduce his woman but she's not into other women. Instead I seduce another one of his security to take the key and plan my revenge. I wake up 9:15
I fall back asleep
I somehow get out of the cage. The dream is a bit fuzzy because I had another dream after. I bust out of the door and mill my way out. I go into a main room and somehow there's an insane man who is all half eaten and enraged out of his mind. Clearly he's been tortured. I have to kill him. It sucks I don't remember much. I just remember getting my sweet revenge.

I'm at my old apartment. New people are living there. I'm still living there but kind of preparing to move out. I start cleaning the place up. Kara is at work. There a neat pile of woman's clothes stacked against the wall. Somehow I know these belong to some hot girls and they are coming back soon. I get excited and help clean the place. I get some things from everyone's room. I find some bloody clothing and see that it was my puppy that half ate that man from the earlier dream. I'm a little disgusted. I see someone who used to live there's stuff and throw it away. I say to the people that its annoying when people leave their stuff in apartments. They all disagree with me.

WILD

The transition was weird. Complete blackness, but I was spinning to the point where it was nauseating. I'm finally in, and I started outside of my house this time. It was nearly pitch black, but I could see parts of the dream forming. The house was there, and the tree right next to it, but everything else looked like the void. I jumped up on the roof, and saw nothing but black clouds. I started wondering about what I should do next. I haven't done a task in ages, and I don't even have a clue what they are. I decided to work on the last thing I was messing with, and tried to summon a keyblade. It appeared floating in the air but it wasn't kingdom key type. This one was red, white, and black. It looked like it could have been constructed out of the remains of a battle mech, and it didn't resemble a key at all. I reached out my hands, and it floated in between them, and started glowing. The key was about dagger size, and I was slightly disappointed.

I turned my attention away from the floating key, and to my surprise I saw The World That Never Was behind me. It looked like it was a closer distance than the last time. I jumped up, and flew though the smoky clouds and landed when near some structures. "Just a little farther" I thought to myself, as I made my way though this small town. I jumped up, and flipped, and it looked like it had nearly vanished. I was little angry, but my intents on heading that direction remained. I came up to a stable with unicorns on it and decided to get on one for transportation. When I got on it, it had turned into a goat. I rode it, and asked a DC dressed in all black if I was heading in the right direction. She said I was and I continued on. The rest of the dream is a little personal, but I had an interesting conversation with someone.

4/9/11- Had a dream I was in winters camp again. My parents were with me and so was my best friend iliya. He was the only one I knew there. There were some mexicans there too. One day I disobeyed my mom slightly and one of the mexicans got really mad and started beating me. I was fighting back but I was really scared and a big crowd came around us. I was whipped with a whip. People felt bad for me but were taking his side. I threatened to call the cops. My back was extremely sore. The next day I was getting lots of stares. I was walking up the stairs, and some girl said, "thank you" for no reason. I guess she was flirting so I said, "your welcome" and she laughed. Then Her friends and I started talking. Our group went outside and I saw a couple of friends from school. I saw walter he said whatsup, and I saw Eddie and we were like omgg.
4/9/11- League of Legends dream again. I was lucid for part of it but didnt change it. Didn't even to stabilization techniques...I really need to start doing that.

I'm new to this site, and I have been trying to come up with physiological conclusions about my dreams recently because I have been having mood differences for the past months. I've always been interested in dreams as well, wondering what they could mean, if anything.

So my dream this morning started off where I was with an unknown person and we were fighting so hard to get somewhere, I wasn't sure where at the moment. But we had to go through different events, environments, wildernesses.

And then I appeared to be in some futuristic city, and I am not talking about futuristic lights, and space objects. More like a super modern city somewhere in Europe or something. I was staying in this amazing hotel, the walls were all glass, amazing furniture, just modern in every way, which I loved. And I was looking out the windows..going around the room (because I was staying on a corner room), and I would see the really high up buildings where the floor was of glass, and they were on high poles for support. I loved the new city I appeared to be new to. And then someone close to me came into the room, I am still not sure who and I showed them the window views and how big and beautiful all the buildings and skyscrapers were.

I woke up a few times between 5-9am wanting to fall back asleep again so I could keep dreaming about that, because all my dreams lately have been negative, because of the stress I'm going through I am guessing, I may be wrong. But this dream could mean something, maybe it means you have to just go through hard times to get out and be happy, in this life, or after death.