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I was in a fast food pizza place and suddenly the earth started shaking. Someone yelled that the volcano went off. The lava started seeping in, then the leader guy yelled at the lava saying "Get back!! If you don't there is no pizza party tonight!" He then pointed. The lava stoped right there because of a white ridge, the same color as the rest of the floor was blocking it. But the rest of the lava went on. Right then I started yelling at it to. The dream ended.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was out with a group of people, possibly at the edge of a building like a school building. There were shrubs, possibly euonymous, just behind a short fence. I, and maybe some of the other people, may have been trimming these shrubs. But this was also like some test, like some kind of paper test that was being taken indoors.

Something happened with time. As I was walking past the shrubs, which were like a classroom, I realized I had forgotten about a class, and that I had been counted as absent. I thought, Well, now it'll just snowball down from here, and I'll start missing all kinds of classes.

I walked past a young woman, maybe college age or a little older, who was the leader of this group of people out trimming the shrubs. We may have spoken for a moment. I then saw a few other women as I walked along. Two of the women were girlfriends. They both wore jeans and dark blue hoodies. One of the girls looked boyish and had short hair and pale skin.

At some point I had decided that I was going to quit this work, which was now something like a volunteer position. I was in something like a dorm room. All the curtains were pulled down. I was either getting into or out of a pair of khaki work slacks for the office. I worried that the woman in charge of the project would be disappointed in me for quitting.

Dream #2

I was in a dorm room that was full of stuff like manga books and anime DVDs. There was a TV somewhere, and I was trying to watch some kind of hentai anime. But there was something wrong somewhere in my dorm room. I couldn't quite pinpoint it, but it sounded like a problem with the water. It was really distracting.

I was about to walk out of the dorm room. But as I opened the door to the hallway, I saw two young men, both kind of tall and fat, one Asian. I tried to close my door really quickly, because I didn't want the boys to see me or know that I had been trying to watch a porn anime. But one of the boys saw me and greeted me cheerfully.

Somehow the boys came to understand my problem. Apparently I had come outside to find out where the water problem was coming from. The Asian boy, who I actually didn't know, knew exactly what to do. We went to the dorm next door from me, which was unoccupied. There was a toilet in the dorm. The Asian boy jiggled the handle and the water noise stopped.

As I was walking out of the empty dorm room, leaving the boys in the room, I thanked the Asian boy. He explained something to me, as if he were experienced with noise or plumbing.

Dream #3

I had come back to "my psychatrist's office," which was a lot bigger and messier than IWL. I had apparently not been able to fill out some kind of form before, because I couldn't remember the words to a Japanese pop song.

When I'd first come back to the office, it had been empty. But then my psychiatrist was there. I was really proud of myself as I told her I remembered the words again. I tried to fill out the form, while standing before a table that was full of clutter. But some other woman kept edging under me, trying to get to some waste basket under the desk so she could clean it out.

I eventually let the woman through and apologized. She said something nice. The room now was more like a psychiatrist's office. It had a couch and a chair, and it felt very calm. But it was still really big.

I sat down with my brother and sister on the couch. My psychiatrist asked, "So you can remember the words to the song now?"

I said yes and tried to start singing. But I was already forgetting the words. I was now on the opposite side of the room from the couch, which seemed so far away. My brother and sister were gettin bored with hearing me try to sing. They got up and left.

I was eventually sitting either very close to or on the arm of my psychiatrist's chair. I was still trying to sing the song, only haltingly getting through bits of lyrics. Something about iit may have had the "aeru no ii na" lyrics from L'arc en Ciel's "My Heart Draws a Dream."

I'm at the my parent's house in my hometown and its like I just came home for break or something. My older brother keeps telling me that there's been something making noise outside the house the last couple nights. My younger sister tells me "I had a dream you were in Carbondale and there was a Carbondale monster" or something like that. Her friend was there talking about the Carbondale monster too. (Note: I live in Carbondale and attend SIU) I tell them both that there's no such thing but they're both sure there is. For a while nothing eventful happens at all, a door opens for no reason on one of our cabinets, the one above a pantry that holds food, is faced towards the refrigerator and not towards the cabinet that holds our dishes like in real life. Well, anyway, there's a Sheltie in our yard and my dog starts barking. I'm watching it from the dining room window. My older brother is there with me and like "that's weird" and I tell him its just a dog. Then a big german shepherd comes into the yard and stands right behind the Sheltie. All of a sudden, some stuff starts poking out of the Sheltie's ass. My brother says "wait, check that out" and the German Shepherd starts to bite at it. All of a sudden this Sheltie poops out an entire octagon shaped mattress and my brother says "They recruited the dog to do that. He must like fishing a whole lot" referring to the fact that he ate and shat an entire mattress. So this guy shows up in a moving van and starts to pick up the mattress, but he doesn't put it in the van, in fact he's moving towards our garage. I get pissed off and go to the garage and he's in there. This is where it gets weird.

Now, I know this guy has been in at least one other dream and he was doing the same thing: loading shit into a truck in our yard and just being an overall nuisance. He's a bald guy, probably around 6'3 because he's a little taller than my dad in the dream. He's got a plain white shirt on and jeans and is physically fit...a pretty imposing figure. I grab a 2x4 board and tell him I'm going to fuck him up. He's got his own 2x4 and we start to try to beat each other up, sword fight style. I call for help and my brother comes in and tries to punch him and stuff. Its around this point that I just can't fight or put energy into it, like when you try to run away in a dream but can't run fast. He smiles at me like he knows this is the case. My brother then says "I can't do this, I need a nap" and walks away. That cracks me up, like do you need a nap that badly? Anyway I keep screaming for help because I can't fight for some reason and I see my dad running down the stairs to come help. Its at this point that the guy hits the garage door button and tries to run into his van, which is parked in our driveway with the back door open on it. My dad gets there just in time and start to try to beat the guy up, at one point my dad goes for a choke behind his back and he's just way too strong for it to work. My dad tells him "you better not come back tomorrow" and he goes "Is that so?" and then I wake up.

Can remember a few dreams today.

I get lucid in a room, with another person. I was talking to her, but now she isn't interesting anymore. The room looks like the inside of a rich catholic church, everything is in gold, paintings, a big organ. I notice a weird statue to my left, it is a big Charizard in an agressive pose, the material looks like silver. Its shape is made of many Polygons, kinda like in a videogame. I take a closer look and see that there is a hole in its mouth, I wonder what would come out. After inspecting the statue, a bit of water comes out. I think about what this whole situation could mean, but wake up.

That was one of my early dreams, very vivid but not clear. Should have focused on the person I was talking with.

I am at school, doing many things I don't remember. I am in a german class, with my old german teacher. I think I got there late, but took a seat without the teacher noticing me. Before class is ending, JS, sitting 2 seats to the left, asks the teacher if I would help him after class to do some duties, because I apparently am the supervisor of this room. The teacher comes to me and gives me his key, but as he sees my surprised face, he takes it back and says "Ha! You guys can't trick me." Later, I am talking to another german teacher, he would like to get me into his class, but I reply "My current german teacher wouldn't like that."

I am on vacation with my family, near the beach and the mountains. We sit on a bench near our house, and think of what we should do today. Another person comes by, which knows my parents, they let him sit too. We decide to split up.
I am walking to the beach with a guy and a girl together. At the beach, we meet a guy, who is known for being mentally ill, related to a guy from Formel1. He says that in if you search for the meaning of life, you have to dig in the ground. All kinds of grounds are out there, and if you dig deep enough, you would find life sooner or later. We leave him alone again, the girl asks me why this guy was fixated on grounds so much. I tell her that he isn't fixated on grounds, but on life; he is looking for life, maybe because he isn't feeling it enough. While leaving the beach, I feel like we are going the wrong way, but my friends convince me that we are right. I say "Whenever I am at the beach I lose my sense of direction.", and we go on. After a while, we pass by my Ex with her father, we say hi to each other, but not very interested. We meet up with a woman and the dad of the girl, they are talking about work. The dad says to the woman that her last project was so good that she doesn't need to worry about her studies anymore, so shit quit going to university.

...I get the feeling that I could be the mentally ill man on the beach.

[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#000000"]05.05.2011[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT]
[SIZE="3"][COLOR="Black"]Indirect Flight[/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#000000"](DILD)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="#000000"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="#000000"][/COLOR][COLOR="#000000"]I can't remember much about this dream because I hit my head on that damn top bunk...curse it when my cousin comes over, this dream was just as vivid, but less realistic than most of mine :)

I was in a huge, wide open hilly area with a town at the base

Can't remember the start :(

[/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]I was looking at the sights as I always do, because I can't think of things to do, and I don't have any control sadly. I looked over the town and saw some people near my firing rockets and they flew on forever and all wildly around. I thought it might be fun to grab one.

One of the rocketeers had a rope on his waist, I took it and asked him to shoot forward, over town. When he did, I roped the rocket and was flying over the town, I could move the rope to move the rocket. [/COLOR][COLOR="#000000"](Most epic thing i've done in a while) [/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]I saw a gigantic building, but I crashed the rocket...into a cloud...

I climbed up onto the cloud I crashed on and ordered it to fly to the building. I felt the wind almost pushing me off, before I got to the building, I fell and awoke from hitting the ground.[/COLOR][/INDENT]

[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#000000"]04.05.2011[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT]
[SIZE="3"][COLOR="Black"]Still No Control[/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#000000"](DILD)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="#000000"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="#000000"][/COLOR][COLOR="#000000"]In my opinion, at least, I have near perfect clarity in my lucids, they are always stable and I am highly conscious and aware in my dreams, but I've been having less and less control lately. The only control I have is, how should I put it? Passive Influence over DC's. DC's will generally go along with what I want, like if I want them to move out of my way, or I want them to do something more specific, they will just by my will.

When I got up the next day I remembered a dream of being in a school bus, travelling cross country, not lucid, this MAY have been what happened previously but i'm not sure.[/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]

I just remember it coming to me that I was dreaming while in my school bus. I had a look around and was thinking what might i do. There was a girl I hate on the bus, and I just thought, someone make her angry. [/COLOR][COLOR="#000000"](Note, I just thought, make her angry, I didn't specify how) [/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]The guy next to her groped her and then she screamed out PERVERT!!!, and beat him down. It was kinda funny to watch.

After more of a look I left the bus, everyone got out of my way and while I walked away I remembered a stabilization thing I haven't done. I licked a metal pole in the bus and it tasted how you'd think it would, cold and smooth. I then did my arm, also normal and then got out and licked the ashphalt, it had no exact taste, but it's texture was rough and jagged, but not as much as it should be.

I looked up and people were looking at me funny. [/COLOR][COLOR="#000000"](Understandable, I was licking ashphalt) [/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]I got up and just walked around as usual [/COLOR][COLOR="#000000"](because of my suckish control, I can't put myself in a fun situation)[/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"] when I tried to go through a door, hoping it would lead to another planet, but it just lead to my school yard, where it would in real life. I tried to directly make a portal, I even tried my special method, fail. I tried multiple other things I was once good at, fail. Dream ended somewhere around here.[/COLOR][/INDENT]

Dream Journal #2 May 5th, 2011

First dream i remember was being in a video game, and i was like looking at the screen you can say. This time it was me and ellean, and we were leveling up our characters or something. I also remember dreaming about a “tutorial” on how to level up or something, this was most likely before me and ellean. Towards the end of the dream, ellean told me that I shouldnt be saying to myself to look for dreamsigns (more specifically- people from school) and instead i should just be more aware of my surroundings to go lucid. Ironic isnt it? lol because I still did not become lucid after he told me that. The dream wasn’t very vivid, maybe just as vivid as my regular dreams. After he told me that, I woke up I believe. But just because I woke up doesn’t mean I became lucid… I think.. lol.

Second dream I had was another sexual dream. I was in ralphs house, most likely during a kickback. There was a girl next to me, couldnt really see her face. We started talking dirty I guess lol, and we started feeling each other up. Dream switched a bit and she was on the washing machine and I was having sex with her (everybody else disappeared). This dream wasn’t very vivid and I wasn’t lucid. Nothing felt real either.

I also remember that I dreamt of a girl from my school. I somewhat have a crush on her, nothing really that big. But I’m sure that I did have a dream about her, I just have no idea what happened in the dream.

I had another dream about portals last night.

This is a recurring dream I've had for a few years now.

Another dream leads in to this dream. This is where the portals begin.

I'm at this house and there is a woman and a man there. They have a really high balcony over their backyard.
It's sort of a little square area cut out of their house. I am trying to get away from the man, for some reason I realise I have
to get away from the woman because she is trying to do whatever he is trying to do to me as well.
This fills me with great fear and sadness because I thought she was on my side.

I am suddenly at a pool party. It's one of my best friend's. I tell someone I'm here and he goes to get her.
I realise there is a man following me so I leave and end up in this area which is always the same in this dream. Or at least very similar.
There is this large hall where I'm gathering with a small group of people to figure out how to get out of this place. It's not one house or a closed in area
at all, it's just that we can't get away from here.

We are in this room and one of the girls tells me she'll just be in the bathroom. I don't trust her, she goes in the shower and closes the door.
I debate with myself whether to go in and I open the door. She looks at me through the steamed and dripping glass with vacant eyes, lustful, but not for me.
I close the door and another guy opens it, I think he just wanted to check her out under the premise of making sure she's ok haha

I can't remember how we get broken up, but we do.
I am lying on top of this grate just less than one floor up and this girl and a lady are down the bottom which is a medium sized room with a small hallway leading to a smaller squared off area.

I lower myself down head first to try and see what they are doing. They are ok so I jump down and meet them. The old lady tells me there is only one way out and I have to go.

I argue because I love this girl and I can't leave her behind. The girl says nothing and the old lady tells me I have to go.

She gives me two buckets with portals on them. I crack the backs a bit and place them on the walls so they hang off nails which are sticking out etc.
I realise I'm just going to come out of the other one, I take them off one at a time and put my own portals behind each one. I still don't think this is going to work. The old lady tells me it will work and I remember from the last time I did this (in another instance of this dream) that it transports you to a random place when you do this.

I end up back at the party again. I realise there is a man following me, again. I try to run and I somehow end up back at the place I was before.
I come through the portal and I'm suddenly in third person. The girl is biting my neck. I hear us communicating, in those few small seconds.
She told me she did it for me, I said I didn't want it.

Sunday, May 1, 2011*

I'm standing inside Des Nation school yard with a few old friends.
They are driving what appear to be small off road bikes.
The bikes look like mini Vespa's but build much better and not made of plastic. They look like fun and I want to give it a try.

A friend pulls up and my eyes are fixated on the bike as it stops beside me to my right. I try to make out the emblem on the front, but it's too hard to read. The emblem is a single chrome word.
I ask if I can give it and try and get a yes. I sit down on the bike and start to drive toward the inner part of the yard. Where the newest addition to the school was built a few years ago. I feel out of control yet still manage to steer the bike. It's quite a difficult feeling to explain and I've felt it before. It's actually recurring and happens in many of my dreams.
Maybe a DS?

I'm behind another kid on a bike when I think about this being a dream. I look ahead and there are maybe a dozen other riders driving around the small space between the school and it's extention building. The space looks about twice it's normal size. I think to myself the level of clarity is amazing and decide I have to do a reality check now. I stick my hand in my face and sort of hop off the bike *ignorant to my surroundings. I didn't care, all I knew is I had to do an RC. I count 5 fingers, but it's harder to do so and I skip numbers. My hand is blurry and my fingers seem to shift places. I look away and back and count again. My hand is still blurred, but this time I count six fingers. I decide that I'm dreaming and tell myself "I'm dreaming, this is a dream.".*

The dream then begins to blur and fade away so I immediately begin to rub my hands. I could feel the contact and my vision started to clear, but I blinked and my vision started to fade once more. I'm not sure if the blinking caused it, but now rubbing my hands does not work. In an attempt not to lose the dream I begin to spin. I spun for maybe one or two seconds and started to feel a sickening feeling in my gut. My vision was now complete darkness and I felt a zooming, spinning sensation. Nothing was forming around me so I started to spin some more. Moments later a shower of sorts appears around me. It looks like a swimming pool shower or one you'd find in a high school gym. There are two smaller kids in bathing suits standing there looking at me. I was still spinning and couldn't stop myself no matter what I tried.*

I wake up to the black of my eye lids. I'm excited and eager to write it in my DJ, but I think I woke up to an FA because I woke up again later after a short dream.

...well, hi there.

I'm back.

Well, I'm sufficiently embarrassed. Nearly everything I'd learned from lucid dreaming is lost now, because of my ignorance. I've been away from lucid dreaming for what has to have been a year now, and I've started to miss the adventures I've had.

From now on, each day I remember a dream of any sort, I'll post it here. Hopefully, before too long, I'll be back up to speed.

Anyone got any tips for getting me back on track? If so, message me. I'd love the help!

05.05.2011

(Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was at a friend's house. Silvana, Andres, Maria and Lusho were also there. It was a sleep over, and we had already decided where we would each sleep. I slept at a couch in the living room. The next morning we went for a run, it was snowing outside, and everything looked grey and white. It wasn't cold though. We went back to our friend's house, and aparently one of us had left a lamp turned on, which almost caused a fire. The night before, our friend's dad had accidentally burned a little piece of couch. He was now spazzing over how careless we were. I told him it wasn;t our fault, and that he had done the same mistake last night. Only then I realized that my friend's father was Howie Mandela, from Deal or no Deal. He then dared me to play, and I accepted. I almost won the million dollars, but instead walked away with 500,000

so i was dreaming last night and remember this scene it was like GTA 4 but with a weapon that seemed like Destroy all human's weapons "the game" and halo . so it was like a 1st person GTA scene that i was in and i shot people and all of a sudden i cycleing through the weapons and find a gun that i dont know what its purpose was it only hade like 36 bullets the bullers were big about the size of a cork but bigger with caps on it it was a big alien'ish gun i then found out the gun swiped memory so i shot a bullet everyone ran then when i shot them with that gun they would return walking casually i hade about 3 other guns that i didn't try out "if only i would of" but the dream was cool.

Date: 08-02-10
Length: 2 Minutes
Vividness: 7/10

I was in a room.
A strange circular blockade, built with these big pillows completely surrounding me.
In the middle was a also a circular blockade built with the same pillows.
Directly across from me on the other side of the middle blockade was a man.
He looked awfully crazy.. Like he wanted to kill me.

He started chasing me around the circular "play area", but could never catch me as we were running the same speed.
However I knew that if at one moment I took my eyes off of him, he could fly directly across the middle, mimicking a Boo from Mario.

-frenchblablabla

somethin about zombies.. omg, I have no recall of this dream what-so-ever . I know it was good though. I ended up hiding out in Britain in a campus with some other survivors. Then something freaky deeky happened, but I'll leave that to the imagination :'D

Date: 08-01-10
Length: 10 Minutes
Vividness: 4/10

I hardly remember the first part at all but I got flashes of me playing some sort of video game.

Moving forward, I was at a store sitting on a couch.
My Aunt, and possibly my girl cousin was with me.
At some point, my guy cousin (Quentin) climbs in through the window, feeling very sad after being rejected by this girl he asked out. We all sat around talking about it when suddenly a ladder appeared by the window.
The girl Quentin had just asked out started climbing through the window, but my aunt exclaimed that we didn't want her there, and she started begging to let her in.

The dream skipped forward and I started walking to the second half of the store with much more people in it.
It was very foggy, and extremely darkly lit.
On my way there, I crossed my mom.
I walked up to a freezer box and I grabbed what I thought to be a towel right next to a bathrobe, but right as I grabbed it, it turned into a pair of jeans.

-frenchblablabla