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Date: 08-04-10
Length: 2 Hours
Vividness: 8/10

I was in a house with some random people, including Dakota (my girlfriend), my family and I.
We went out to dinner and took the metro.

We got to the restaurant and took our seats.
My dad sat across and to the left of me.
Dakota went to ask some question to one of the waiters, but when the waiter answered the question, everyone around them screamed out "way to spoil the answer!"
While Dakota was gone, a random British boy sat next to my dad and started talking to him about girls.
A girl then sat down next to me and I got nervous because I thought she was coming on to me.
She left, and Sam Adams (a class mate), who I've known since 5th grade, sat next to me but left shortly after because she realized it was somebody else's seat.

Suddenly, I was watching a commercial, but it was as if I were in it.
It was talking about twins and their "guardian angel".
There was a rather fat boy on a bed, my mind kepy flashing on things in his room; two pairs of shoes, a pair of something else, another pair.
Pairs of everything, relating to some twins he was friends with, like he was made to serve them, or protect them.

-frenchblablabla

Date: 08-02-10
Length: 15 Minutes
Vividness: 8/10

My friends, Mitchell, Graham and I all went to this Crèpe restaurant and were hanging out like we used to.
It was raining outside, and we had just finished eating.

We walked to the car to drive back home, but I realized I forgot my bag back at the table, so I went to go get it.
I started freaking out because I remembered that I left my computer in my bag.
When I got back up to the table, Graham and Mitchell had left a bunch of their stuff too.

I tried carrying everything, but it was way too heavy, so they came over and helped.
I remember small fragments of being at Graham's house, but it was different, and a lot bigger.

-frenchblablabla

Dream Journal #7 May 9th, 2011

Tried another WILD today afternoon nap. I know I had many different interchanging dreams, but I only remember fragments. Also, I had a short FA today and I actually did my first RC in it.

Fragment #1: Me playing basketball.

Fragment #2: Me with Isaac, and I looked down at his legs/feet. I believe this was REM, it was pretty vivid.

Fragment #3: I was sitting down in some unknown place, it was nice outside. There was a plane passing by (there was a plane passing by in reality too I think).

Fragment #4: False awakening. I plugged my nose, and I tried to inhale. It worked. I am guessing it was really startling for me because that is the first time an RC had failed, and as I was inhaling, I suddenly felt my real body inhaling too, so I woke up.

Non lucid, I did have control over the dream though and it was quite vivid. Don' bother reading the first paragraph it's fairly boring but it's something I need to note.

The dream started with me driving down a dark road, it was raining outside or at least felt like it was cold. I was smoking a cig driving down the road minding my own business. I suddenly drove by a Dairy Queen I don't remember if there were even any other buildings around it but it was there I saw a friend that I'm trying to avoid in real life through the window, she took a glance at me so I knew she saw me. It meant I had to go in and say hi to her I walk in the back door for employees only, this place is huge for a DQ lol it feels like I walk through 10 different areas or hallways. I was meeting all sorts of people managers, workers, and everyone was friendly and said hi. The manager that I saw in there was the manager of a Carls Jr near my house in real life. I finally came up to the girl I was trying to avoid and said hi to her she wasn't mad like I expected but was very happy to see me. We talked for a moment she asked where I'd been and how I've been. I just shook it off with saying I was ok and asked her how she was. At that moment something interrupted the conversation, I think it was a customer that needed help so she said she had to go.
When I was about to leave she asked me to hang out with her and go for a run.. I said sure and that second she started sprinting out of the place, I kept up with her until I got outside which is when I saw my cousin Trevor. he wanted to go on a room with us also, so we started running together and the girl suddenly starts to sprint again and gets way the hell in front of us, we were running in a dark park like area with a paved trail about 15 feet wide. My cousin was like damn that girl can run, I was running as fast as I could to keep up but couldn't. I didn't feel tired or anything, but it felt really good to just run full speed. we never ended up catching her and all of the sudden very quickly someone appeared and said I had broke the law and gave me a $300 ticket, it was a voucher like ticket that listed my offences and the amount I owe. The figure told me I had to appear in a court and pay this off right away. The charges were ridiculous, it said I was going over the speed limit running.... and that I had been caught with maryjane on me (lol). The weed charge was a lot less than the speeding charge for some reason :x So I had to navigate my to the stupid court house and pay my fines, I finally got there and there were tons of people standing in an airport like setting waiting in line to pay their tickets. I was comparing tickets with my Cousin and his was only $23 I was pissed. Other people around me had very small charges also. I should have known I was in a dream because the amount I owed kept going up and down, like I was making up for some of it and also accumulating more debt at the same time. That's the end not an exciting dream at all but it was very realistic and vivid while in it, I woke up several times in this dream back into real life but I honestly just needed sleep and didn't feel like trying a DEILD, though I thought about it.

I have been posting all my dreams in the shared dreaming student work book for months but now that they deleted it I have to go back to posting my dreams here. I actualy really got acustome to posting them there. Anyways here is my dream from thursday in which I completed the basic task of the month. I should have posted it sooner but I was lazy.

05.05.2011

May 2011 Task of the Month (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was lucid in my room. Maby from a FA but I rarely remember the begining of FA lucids anymore. I thought about taking my bo staff with me this time but changed my mind. I walked down the hallway and thought maby I should find my dream guide or do the task of the month. I should do the task of the month, its easy and I can get it done early. I walked past the mirror and into my family room. I picked up an orange off of the kitchen counter and layed it in the palm of my hand. I concentrated on making it levitate with telekinesis/psychokinesis. It lifted up in the air easier than ever. I floated it around the room and then went outside.

I was supprised to see AndresLD there. I should have tried to confirm a shared dream but instead I told him I just did the basic task of the month. He didn't seem amused so I threw the orange at his head. I then pulled it back to my hand with my mind. I thought that was cool and kept doing it like it was a yo yo. Andres got annoyed at me. I thought it might be fun to have a dream battle with him so I asked him if he wanted to fight. (I think I forgot this part for a second. I remember a fragment of sword fighting but don't remember if it was in this dream. Andres would have trasformed into his Fierce Diety Link form and I would have summoned my master sword.) I remembered that I still needed to do the advanced task and looked up at the moon. (which was in the rong side of the sky like it always is in my dreams.) I told Andres I needed to do that first. I wondered what would happen if I crashed the moon into the earth while I was still standing on it. Before I could try to do it with psychokinesis Andres explaimed that it was easy and lifted up his hands toward the sky. I looked up at the moon and it grew in the sky alarmingly fast! I shouted out for him to stop but before I could the moon went down below the horizon. I expected to feel something like an earthquake and the earth to explode but nothing happened. I wondered why that happened and realized now I wouldnt be able to do the advanced task that night. I yelled at Andres and he flew off. I tried to hold him back with telekinesis/psychokinesis. It held him still for a second but he broke free and flew away. I wondered what I should do now. I flew up into the sky and thought about flying into space but thought there wasn't much of a point without the moon. I suddenly destablized and woke up from my mom coming into my room. I still had an hour left before I had to get up so I went back to sleep hoping for another lucid.

4/005/2011 – Pulled into the void and seeing a (Alien) race at war.
spontaneous LD awoke at around 5:30 . Sleep at 10
I awake to a spontaneous LD, I was walking down a unfamiliar street I wanted to fly so I jumped up a meter or so and was floating superman style. I couldn't get any higher though I started floating towards a fence and was trying to swim breaststroke style up higher but it wasn't happening. Suddenly from my left side I started getting pulled I decided again to go along with it. It pulled my over to this high grass hill I could see down the valley there were houses and whatnot down there. I was a bit dubious about going over the edge. ( actually vaguely I remember landing and doing something. ) I floated over the edge still(again?) being pulled I start picking up speed and end up in a void of blackness. After 10 seconds or so some images appear of humans ( at the time I thought they were humans but thinking about it now they were really tall white and skinny). I think they were having a war. They were running around all over the place. After afew seconds I wakeup.

These dreams come in different segments but they're all connected. Also, I've had these dreams before on several different occasions. This time I had more lucid control over them, they were much more vivid, and I have little trouble recalling them.

The start of the first dream took place in a ravine, some dark rocky trench flanked between two buildings, like an alley. I was with a friend and we both came across a mannequin at the bottom of the trench. The mannequin was alive and she told us to retrieve the key inside her in order to continue to the next half of my dream. There was a hole in her thigh, so I ripped off the plastic skin there and found a series of plastic tuppaware containers that were filled with food. We opened each container and emptied the contents to find the key. The hole in her leg that held the tuppaware got deeper and the small plastic containers got bigger. The more bins we opened, the more rotten and bug infested the food became. My friend was disgusted and didn't want to continue looking. But I finished on my own because I wanted to continue the dream. I found the key in the last largest maggot inhabited container.

The dream continued without my friend but I was accompanied by Vin Diesel (the actor) and Optimus Prime (a Transformer). We had a mission to stop a latex fetish woman who tortured and killed people. While we staked out the factory she used as a hideout, Optimus and Vin were perched on a nearby warehouse roof. Optimus was in his truck form and I suddenly realized that he was stuck in this fashion and he couldn't transform. Vin said he knew a way to unlock this, so he jumped off the roof and wandered into the latex lady's factory. I've had this dream before, and I consciously remembered that Vin gets tortured and killed inside the factory, so I jump off the roof and pursue him in order to prevent the same outcome as it would usually happen.

I entered the building and it was lit by red lamps, like a dark room. Vin Diesel was floating in a pool of blood and tied by the wrists and ankles so he was immobile and couldn't escape. The woman was beginning to saw into his skull and I fought her off. At first, I thought it was somebody else fighting her, but it was me, just in a different body. I have brown eyes and black shoulder length hair in waking life, but here I had long blond hair and white eyes. I also had gloves with the imprint of skeleton hands on them, but when I fought with them, they became real bones and claws. The woman continued to struggle against me and eventually pinned me down and cut my face into a very intricate pattern that resembled tiger stripes on my cheeks and a thorned crown on my forehead that had the word "condemned" inscribed in the middle. They looked like a henna tattoo rather than scars or fresh wounds. She laughed at me and said I was worthy of making a movie out of. That upset me, I felt mocked and belittled. So I smiled and fought her back more viciously, saying that movies are fake and nothing like real life. The real world is full of pain and suffering and confusion and the cinema world is something that takes us away from fake synthetic things like her. I could clearly hear the song "Blue Orchid" by The White Stripes as I continued to scold her and beat her.

Thoughts and Stuff There were other small segments that involved stuffing hundred dollar bills into my bra, more tuppaware incidents that had nesting doll qualities, and screwing a girl that I used to have a thing for (still have a thing for? lol). Most of my dreams have been very nostalgic and exhausting to recall lately but this one made me wake up refreshed and curious. If you would like to share some insight, feel free.

there is a change in the style of my dreams now or my recall regarding personally knowing the charactors more and more

me and a friend and some others are in his house(old youth friend) and we are just hanging around but my dog is in the house and then my dog growls at my old friend and then my friend to prove he is alpha/after all its his house we are in starts to discipline my dog but overboard and then my dog wont back down and he starts slapping my dog into submission and my dog runs off but is still barring teeth and not submitted

I saw a family concerned about some of their dogs fighting today outdoors and they appeared not to know what to do and were treating the dogs harshly/ animals taking care of animals imo

interesting thing is my old friend in this dream is the brother of my old girlfriend in the previous dream and two seperate nights

recall is improving

so I was in a room full of people and I was socializing and my old girlfriend was there who I know longer knew well and she was divorcing her husband and so she was friendly/flirty and touchy feely(warm hugs) and I started to have special feelings for her again and then we began briefly to dance and I asked her...so your getting a divorce huh and it was like this weird feeling of not being as close as we felt surfaced because obviously I did not know her well enough to know her situations so all we were feeling was probably an illusion so anyway here was the kicker

she looks down at her leg and tells me she has cancer on her knee...........then I realize that she is getting social support from old friends and such and that was what this was all about and then she looked fat and turned into an obese person(she was previously very fit) and then another bigger person and even I became bigger and I was no longer under the illusion of possabilities with her but just of a good friendship and then we three(not sure who else it was) sat down together on a couch or bench and just kinda looked forward

There was this huge line. I was following some friends and we were sort of cutting lines. Anyhow, when we stopped i stood in frond of G. Then he told his friend in dutch, she is standing on me. I turned around because i was astonished, first because he spoke dutch (fact is he is german) and second because he said i was standing on him whereas i wouldn't know how. I said no i am not standing on you I got pushed.

We were watching a competition of some sort and I was sitting and enjoying it. Then G sat next to me and started to talk to me. I remember I had dry skin so i took out some cream and put it n my face. Afterwards he picked up my cream and looked at it and he touched me cheeks. He said aaaw, your cheeks are so cute and then started to poke them.

I was at a gas station (the one i stopped at yesterday) and we were walking towards the car. Then we hugged each other and I was a bit cold. He had a black leather jacked and i reached underneath it. I remember feeling the contours of his body, I remembered his well shaped body (and ass.)

I was at a very uptight school and every on was wearing uniforms. I was with someone who got all freaked out and said that if we didn't leave now we would be late. So we started to move but then she froze and was like, our uniforms were not correct and we had to change but i said that if we did we would not be on time.

had a dream where my dad was teaching at a chalk board however he was a false teacher and then i started to think it was not really my dad although it was? (starting to have dream cues again) but I did not go lucid so then I hear a phone ring(the chalkboard and my false dad teacher were outdoors by the way) so anyway I hear the phone ring and answer it and it is really my dad/ interesting(delayed recorded dream)

I was in a swimming pool. I had to participate in a swimming competition. We had to do 4 different strokes. We started with breast stroke nothing wrong with that. Immediately afterwards we had to do the back stroke. It was odd because some already went into the water and they stared to swim different strokes. Then we had to do another one and I started to late so I didn't dive in but i jumped in the water. At the end I had to do the butterfly stroke and that went well. After I was done I saw someone I knew. We went to a smaller more warm pool and went in. Then there was this girl who was chasing him and we went under the water to try and avoid her. It unfortunately failed. Somehow we wanted to get rid of her and then i was kissing her? And actually luring her to the exit. Then we pushed her out and I was with that guy again. We started kissing and went into the big dressing room of Marveld swimming pool. I remember seeing a lot of couples,,, being intimate with each other. I was still kissing him and upon arrival at the big dressing room, which was empty, we got intimate as well. Then one wall suddenly collapsed and we went somewhere else, meanwhile still kissing each other after every several steps we took.

1) My mother and I were somewhere in front of a hotel or whatever and it was supposed to be a new one in HK. It was a purple building and we wanted to book a room for me and mom and grandma. We had to pay 1300 per person and my mom acting all business like asked if she could use the phone. She called someone and then confirmed it could not be cheaper. Then we booked a room saying it was for 2 people only but all three of us went there.

2) I still lost my camera. I was in a shop where they sold lots of stuff including lots of small tubes to put your stuff in for the airplane. Suddenly there were two bags and Tony said I had to look in them. I was looking and still could not find them.

3) I was somewhere with 2 other people and I was cleaning very large stairs which were covered by leaves. Then i was playing a game. My perspective turned into 3rd person and it was as if i was playing a harry potter game. I was walking around searching through caves and using spells.

4) I was in a cafe and i wanted to drink something. Then i remembered reading that Damon Salvatore drank bourbon so i decided to order a glass of bourbon. I was at the bar and was looking at a lot of bottles that was put up as decoration and then asked the bartender whether he had bourbon.

5)I was wondering what to wear. I eventually chose to wear grayish things so I wanted to match those with my high heeled grey boots. I couldn't wear them however because it was so hot outside. Somehow i made my hair colour silver by spraying something on it. Suddenly i also had bangs again. I met up with A. and sat somewhere in front of the cafe because we were waiting for other. We thought we could spot them easier if we sat in front. I was texting and then got a text that they were sitting in the back. There were 4 people. N, K, and 2 others i don't remember. They then came over and sat with us. I remember thinking, why didn't we walk over there? Because there were 4 of them and 2 of us.

6)I was in Maastricht sitting outside in the evening alone wondering and waiting. Then my brother passed by and asked me whether i wanted to join him and his friends to go out. I said no i am waiting for some people. Then 2 people appeared, those who I was waiting for. Then we went to a club and I wanted to find my brother. Suddenly I was somewhere else, it seemed like a forest and I saw pokemon walking around. I saw a lion and I was amazed. I kept on walking until I reached a sort some elemental gates. There were a lot of other people who also wanted to get in. I remember walking to the side and we had to do something prior to get in. I passed and then I walked towards the main door. Which was apparently a fake door. I felt embarrassed and then continued to the smaller door at the side. It was a huge building, almost castle like and I got lost. I walked around for a bit and then found several people i knew from my old student association, and i remember feeling a huge relief. I then went to a huge table to sit alone because i needed the space for the others to come but the other unknown people went to sit there as well. Then I went to another table where a lot of people i knew was as well.

So I had my first false awakening today.. crazy because it seemed really real in my dream! I had fallen asleep normally, hoping that my subconcious would be aware that I was dreaming. In fact, the opposite happened. Fell asleep, and awoke around 2-3 am in the morning, I was like ughh and went back to sleep. This is where I had my false awakening. I woke up again, this time in my dream. I swear it felt real. I had also taken 300% vitamin b6 before bed. When I woke up in my bed, it was dark and everything so I couldn’t really see anything, but the feeling I got was pretty realistic. I looked at the time, and this time, it said 12:00 am! I was like WTF? Last time I woke up it was around 2-3 am. I’m so mad at myself for not relooking at the clock, because I only glanced at it once. I eventually concluded that when I woke up around 2-3 am, THAT was a false awakening, so I was like “hmm, whatever.” I then got up for some odd reason and went to the bathroom to take a piss. As I was peeing, no pee would come out. I kept trying and trying, but still none. This is when I woke up. I PROBABLY would have gone lucid had I not woken up, and I probably was being more and more suspicious of me being in a dream- which is probably the reason why I woke up. I don’t remember my thought process at all when I was in the bathroom, but I sure know that I was getting pretty close. When I woke up, I looked at the time: 4 am. At this point I was majorly confused, and did multiple reality checks. They all passed. This was when I concluded that I had a false awakening, and I was pretty astonished lol.

Unfortunately I remembered a few more dreams but I have now forgotten them, because I had some busy work to do as soon as I got up in the morning and had no time to write them down right away.

MoSh and I are in the Water Labyrinthe inside the Crust between the Surface and Hollow Earth.

I start freaking out. I feel claustraphobic. We are in a great spacious lit underwater cavern. We can breathe water or nothing. Still, I fear. MoSh tells me to calm down. I scream at him, and the dream vibrates... or am I becoming... non...

you're in FEARWORLD NOW BITCH.

I am in some level of hell ruled by fear. There is chaos everywhere... its nightmares of people running in fear from all sorts of things... a shared nightmare. GET ME THE FUCK OUT OF HERE. I see Xaphor open a portal and I jump through to the Moon. I rip off a large slimy parasite from my back. Stephanie appears and spears the parasite. Washu and Janet say the want to study it. Stephanie drops it on the ground and walks away.