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I found myself in a forest. There was no sign of other life except for the vegetation. The area immediately around me had been cleared to make way for a mirror framed in silver. The frame had ornate carvings of drills and leaves on it. When I saw myself in the mirror, I had unkempt black hair. I realized I was dreaming. I had reached the forest outside Denn in the Land of Aud. I focused on what I wanted to look like and let the features morph in the mirror. The mirror’s surface started to bend toward me as my eyes turned green and my clothes turned into a black and gold robe. I had become the dream self I envisioned, Presence, and in doing so completed the first of WakingNomad’s tasks.

At this point, I tried to remember another task. Surely there were more, right? I stared intently into my deep, green eyes as I struggled to recall… Nothing came to mind. I decided I would just step into the mirror and see where it went. As my body merged with the mirror, everything went black.

I've been writing down a bunch of my dreams lately but with finals week I've been so busy I haven't had the time to put them up.
But here's a fun one I had last night.

I'm in some military base like place. I'm with a couple of my college friends and it seems we are assaulting the base. There's also this australian ranger kinda guy with us. Through some blur of events, I end up killing Osama bin Laden. However, we still have to clear out the rest of the base. I start walking towards my new suped up car (i dont know where this came from because I don't even have my car up on campus, nor is it new). Suddenly, australian guy jumps out from behind a crate and starts shooting at me with a pistol. I draw and fire at him and kill him.

I jump in my car and my friends open a hangar door and run inside. I drive in after them in my car and the room is filled with armed terrorists. A massive gun battle ensues as my friends spread out across the hangar. Luckily my car has gatling guns mounted on the front. I proceed to swerve around the hangar, running over terrorists and spraying them with my rail-gun firepower. We manage to finish them all off and I wake up, triumphant.

Definitely up there with my most ass-kicking dreams of all time.

Date:08-25-10
Length: 2 Minutes
Vividness: 6/10

I was at my friend Graham's house, except it was way different looking.
I was talking to his mom, Jane, about a computer game that I was playing, except it had to do with questions about my sex life somehow.
She commented on how my bones were not strong enough and that I should drink more milk.

I had a false awakening into another dream where I was in my room with an alarm clock playing the Hip-Hop radio station 103.3 on my desk.
I reached upwards and turned on the stereo on my drawers too.

-frenchblablabla

09.05.2011

More Fire song (L-DEILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I had a FA in my room. I found funny that my L-DEILD technique failed, as it was fail-proof... I decided to write down my dreams, so I went to the kitchen table and opened the microwave for light... but it never opened.

I looked around and my vision was very blurry, found it out but I thought I might be tired. My wife woke up and said what I was doing up in the middle of the night. I told her the Microwave was not working, that I might been dreaming. She told me to stop talking junk and to go back to bed, that the microwave always worked bad (it does on my dreams, lol) I told her that I did not feel awake. I jumped a couple times but did not levitate. My wife got mad at me and started to talk out loud. I showed her my hand and told me, "So, having four tiny fingers is normal for you?" She said, "Yes" and kept complaining I just crushed the door and left flying while my wife was arguing.

It was day now and I decided to fly at high speed. I was about to look for Dreamer when I reached a big home where I met with my brother. I told my brother to compose a song about fire for me, to make my song longer.

My brother said he needed inspiration. I invited him to do pyrokinesis. His hands started to release smoke, but never fire. However, he said:

- Oh fiiiiiiiiiiireeeeeeeeee,
you destroy treeeeeeeeeeeeees,
make them fall
crash some trains
carrying teeeeeeeeees!

My brother said he needed a fire costume. He said he needed to go home to look for one. I touched him hoping his outfit would change, without success. He insisted in leaving. I told him that he was not my real brother as we were not sharing a dream. If he left, he would vanish. He left so I decided to fly away and look for Dreamer when I woke up.

09.05.2011

Composing a song I (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was driving my car and going to the mall with my wife. It was night, very late, but for some reason the mall was open and full of cars. The cars were driving recklessly and it was hard to park, there were little to no parking spots left.

I parked in a place but I was not well parked, so I decided to park in other spot. I parked in reverse gear so it would be faster to get out when I was back. However, I noticed that after parking, I was parked in drive... I told my wife and she said it was OK. I told her no way, I was parked in reverse. I pointed at the gears and said, "See... it is on reverse!" When I noticed it was on Drive...

I told her I was dreaming, that this was making no sense at all. My wife started complained and got mad at me. She started arguing that I was wasting valuable time. I started to fly and left my "wife" speaking and shouting in the middle of the now empty parking lot.

I took a flight but realized my dream was stable and clear enough. While I was flying I started to recall that I needed to do something that was requested over Dreamviews... I took me a while to remember, until I remembered Rman told me to compose something in a dream. I found it funny because I am not into music at all, and neither into poetry.

I chanted the following:

- Fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiireeeeeeee eeeeeee, oh fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiireeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
- oh fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiireeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, of fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiireeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
- great fire, that burns it all
- like the phoenix..... I rose....... from fiiiiiireeeeeeee"

I decided it was good signing and enough. I decided to look for Amity. I got to a big lot with signs. It was day now and I could see on a sign, "This is Amity: We are astrally connected, we always have been. I influence and change my dream world, so you do on mine"

I flew for a while more until my dream started to vanish, so I decided to L-DEILD

I woke up at about 3:30 in the morning after I had decided the night before that I was going to try to WILD. I managed to get into SP a few times, but got distracted by my air conditioner and other little sounds so I would get knocked out of it quickly. After a half hour the alarm I had set for trying to WILD went off, and I decided that I wasn't going to try anymore that night. I lie down and I feel SP creep up on me really quickly, and I ignore it because I didn't want to try to WILD. The next thing I know I'm standing in a field from the game Minecraft.

I was amazed at the fact that I actually had a successful WILD, and at how amazing my surrounding looked. I did a RC just to give my self confidence, and sure enough I felt air go through my pinch nose. I walked around, feeling the cube trees and the cube ground in awe of how real everything seemed.

Suddenly I found myself in my bed, and I did a RC to see if I woke up. Once again the RC check out, and I realized that I just had a false awakening. I was curious to see how much control, if any, I had over my dream. I decided to try to make a person appear, and I had just the person in mind. I walked in front of my door and said aloud, "when I open this door Samus will be on the other side"(I've been playing basically every metroid game lately). I open the door and sure enough I see Samus in full armor on the other side of the door.

She walks in and deactivates her power suit, then sits down on my bed. I noticed that her eyes were almost blood shot, and I thought that she was high. She starts to ask me for some kind of drug, and I figured that since this was a dream it could be where ever I wanted it. I said it was in my desk, and as she looked for it I turned around to she what was outside. I turn back around and I see that Samus has been replaced with a guy, and he kept saying that he needed something. I was mad that this random guy replaced Samus, so I try to get rid of him by telling him to be destroyed. He just looks at me like i'm crazy. I didn't want to waste any time on him, so I left my house and found myself in a neighborhood that didn't look familiar.

As I sarted to run around I thought about trying parkour, but just as that thought came up I hear my mom's boyfriend Mike say that I was going crazy and that I needed help. He starts to chase me, along with my mom and sister. I run, not wanting to be caught as I was afraid I might wake up. After a long chase I lose my family, and then realize just how long I have been dreaming. I start to ask why my dream was lasting for so long, after all I thought that I was going to wake up really quickly when I had my first lucid dream. I decide to try to wake my self up by holding my breath, and just as I realized that it wouldn't work I found myself in a bed inside and office building. I did a RC, which checked out, then decided that I should just enjoy the dream.

As I look around I hear the familiar "there he is" from Mike. Some how they followed me, and this time they cornered me easily. They kept saying that I was going crazy and that I needed help. I quickly pinch my nose to see if I could breath, and I looked at my hands to see how they looked. Both RC's check out, and I told them that I wasn't crazy and that I was dreaming. They insisted that I come with them, so I decide to follow them while I looked for a way out. I saw some metal doors at the end of a hall way, and that when I got a crazy idea.

As we walked I thought to myself "there will be some pliers around this corner". I pick up the pliers that I just spawned and then thought "there will be a blow torch around this corner." I pick up my new blow torch as we round the corner and then I try to run. My sister grabs me and puts me in a head lock, and starts dragging me towards a meeting room full of cops in trench coats. As soon as we bust in the door all the cops get up and start shooting at my sister. All but one of the cops miss, and the cop that shot my sister had to reload before he hit his mark. The gun he was using was really strange, because it was a revolver with what looked to be two prongs sticking out of where the cylinder should have been. After being shot my sister just walks it off until we get out of the meeting room. Her grip weakens and I break free. I run to the doors, but when I try to weld them shut my blow torch completely destroys the metal frame, leaving nothing to weld with. My family had worried looks on their faces as I dashed out of the building.

I found myself in a park type area, and I was wondering what to try next. I tried getting some other people to appear, but nothing happened. I decided to try what I read in someone's dream journal, and walked up to one of the people in the park. "Do you know what way I need to go to get to professor Oak's lab?" I asked. They pointed me in the direction of a bridge, and I thanked the person. As I got closer to the bridge I was a bunch of good looking girls in bikinis all crowed around someone. I recognized that person as Jack, one of the people I don't like in my tech class. I got angry because of all the attention he was getting, and decided to try and shoot fire from my hand to get rid of him. While the fire didn't come out of my hand, he still disappeared and I was satisfied. Then I noticed all the girls were laughing at me and that made me mad.

I followed the girls to their destination, and I wasn't happy when I found out what it was. A fashion designer walked out from behind a runway being build by creepy robot versions of the guy that replaced Samus earlier. He starts welcoming all the girls to his modeling tryouts, while I was wondering why in the hell this guy was in my dream. As that went on I noticed the dream getting darker, and the next thing I saw was the back of my eyelids.

09.05.2011

Crashing road madness (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was driving my car at night and needed to enter a freeway that was pretty packed. I saw several cars that were crashing, but everything was in slow motion, because the car's were getting very damaged.

Suddenly, a black bike got behind me and started to honk. The bike hitted my car a few times and damaged it also.

The bike got in front of me and tried to force me to crash with him, getting on my way and braking, but I avoided him. I decided to get off the freeway and call the policy.

I had incredibly vivid dreams last night, but I had to work so I only took a few notes and I know I'm missing part of it. =(

I was looking through an old composition notebook of mine and found sketches that were really amazing. One of them had a park bench sitting overlooking a river. The water was in such good detail that could almost see it flowing (should've done a RC.) It was in a sort of 3D style. I was amazed that I had drawn something so good. I was about to show someone when I realized that my friend, A, had used my notebook at one time. She's an artist, so I assumed she did them, which made more sense. I was a little disappointed.

The same dream, just later on. I was at a house I used to live in a long time ago, a doublewide, but it was where my home is now. I was talking to this girl when I realized that she was my new sister. We were standing in front of the bathroom mirror discussing make-up. She was pointing to the eyeshadows that were hers, then she said I could use them but just to ask. That's when I told her that I really liked the eyeshadow she got for me. She asked me which colors they were, and I started describing the same exact eyeshadow that I wear in waking life. I named off the colors, slowly as I tried to remember what they were. Purple, orange, yellow, and a maroon color. When I woke up I was surprised to have remembered something like this from my waking life. Was I semi-lucid, maybe? (BTW this is the part I was forgetting.) After the eyeshadow thing, it made me want to start getting ready for school. I looked at the clock and it was 12:55am. I was debating on whether I should sleep or stay up and do my make-up early.

Then I noticed that some people from my work were at the house. M is fighting with her boyfriend, K, and is being pretty aggressive. I tell them I need a bag of weed and he's going to help me. We go outside and he's still acting violent. He tells me that he has to go to R to get the pot and that I have to go with him. Before I could say ok, we're zooming off in his car towards this field that is next to my house. I'm not in the car, I'm like hanging on to the window or maybe in some kind of side seat, but totally not in the car. He's going way too fast to make the turn, I realized, and we drive straight into the field going at an incredibly high speed. I could feel the woosh and see everything in a blur. Then as he gets dangerously close to this house he starts to do a 180 in an insane wide turn. I'm so scared by this point and wake up before we make it. I remember thinking the car was going to flip.

Slightly lucid, just didn't have enough focus and vividness to do anything with it. So I'm not counting this as my first lucid
Woke up after way too long and was just in the middle of a dream that probably could have gone for a lot longer, I attempted a DEILD

I entered the dream:

I was in a gymnasium at an old High School, it was the first day of school and everyone was pretty much frantic and lost. I kept trying to find my friend Nicole to say Hi to her but I never found her. Eventually I run into this DC who looks almost like someone I know but not quite, it looked like it was a sister of one of my friends. I asked her hey are you Claire's sister? She answered yes and you must be Derrick, I've heard about the things you do. (Idk what she was talking about) The last thing I remember was looking up at a basketball hoop that was above us and then she was gone and the bell rang to get to your first class. I sat through my first class, we worked on a project and it was quite boring. During this whole dream I had the feeling like I was 'magical' or I could do anything I wanted if I really wanted to, so I was slightly lucid. After the first class my schedule didn't show me clearly where to go from there to my next one, I was trying to find Mrs. Gruenkeys class, she was a foods teacher that I had while I was in High school, I assumed Nicole and Kelia would be there.

I was a little pissed because I couldn't find my class so I thought "Ok, I'll just teleport out of here...." I teleported into my car and started driving on a very long Highway away from the school and where I live, I ended up in Airway Heights a place a ways away from my house. I looked at some sort of time device and it showed I had 5 minutes to get back to my second class. So I teleported back but it was too late, I waited for my third class and it finally started. I sat in the very back of the room in a desk, I had a feeling everyone thought I was weird, probably because I was sitting back there trying to conjure things and do magic :X I tried to show people how amazing I was but no one looked or cared. That's when I just gave up and laid my head on the desk and took a nap for 5 seconds. I woke back up to everyone yelling oh my god did you just see what Derrick did! He's magic I can't believe it! I don't know what I did because I was asleep, but they seemed to like it

One of the first things that I remember is being in a clothing store. The guy behind the desk tells me that I can pick out a bikini for free for some kind of event that was going on tomorrow, like a concert or something. I had a bad feeling about him, that he was just being nice so that he could see my body. I looked around the store anyway, for a pretty long time because I felt uncomfortable with showing off so much skin. So, I found this blue tie-dye shirt with a black lace back to put over my bikini. After I decided on the shirt, I appeared all of a sudden in my mother's red van & I remember seeing one bag already full of bought clothes that my mother must have gotten & an empty bag. I stuck the shirt in the empty bag because I didn't want to pay for it (it was way too expensive). Then, I appeared back in the store & found a blue tie-dye bikini. Soon after, my mother came to tell me that they caught me on the security camera stealing the shirt, but I convinced my mother & the guy behind the desk that I didn't steal anything & that I was just setting the shirt down until I got everything together, & then I would have payed for it. The guy behind the desk either said that he'd forgive me or that he believed my explanation. He then gave me this globe thing that glows, spins, & changes colors. I thanked him. All of a sudden, I was in my bed with the globe thing set on my nightstand & my mom lying next to me telling me that I ruined it when she was the one messing with it the whole time. I then decided to twist it & it started to work again.

I woke up naturally at 3:45 am & went to the bathroom. When I fell back asleep, I was in a different dream entirely.

There was a sort of family gathering going on. I remember seeing nearly all of my close relatives on my mother's side of the family. For some reason, in the room that we were in, there was an old pinball machine & my Japanese teacher standing next to it. We decided that we would work on it together & get it working again. It was implied that he had worked on the same exact machine before. The next thing I remember is my mom handing off my aunt's half-black baby to me while on a balcony (she doesn't really have a half-black baby). At first she just set the baby on the arm of a plastic, dark green patio chair. I saw the baby's head flop & it nearly toppled over. I picked up the baby, who was particularly squirmy, & watched from what I thought was a safe distance at what was going on below the patio. Well, the baby ended up squirming out of my hands & over balcony. I immediately jumped after. As I was falling, I saw a gigantic air mattress, which I missed, but I thought maybe the baby might have landed on it. I remember lying there on the ground, pretty much perfectly fine just a little out of breath & lightheaded, but I acted like I was dead when I saw my mom, who came down & sat in a chair & cried. Then, I acted like I miraculously snapped out of it & went upstairs. I looked at everyone's faces, especially my aunt's. I asked if the baby was okay. She (I think it was a she) didn't survive & no one wanted to talk about it anymore. I remember getting my first look of my aunt's significant other at this point. I was surprised for some reason that he was black. Then, everybody left room, except for my aunt. I sat down next to her on the couch & I hugged her & apologized & let her cry on my shoulder. Then I remember writing, "I love you," on the spine of the book that she was reading. The next thing that comes to mind involves a pillow that I had just sewed. It was coming apart, so I went to put it in my aunt's car so that it wouldn't get damaged further & made a mental note to fix it later. When I got to the car, there was this mentally challenged teenager (male). He was trying to do something in the trunk of the car (or maybe I was) & a big machine of sorts fell & what I assumed to be my aunt's dog went completely nuts. The leash was somehow attached to the car & the dog set off, pulling the car along with ease, while the mentally challenged teenager was trying to steer. In the meantime, I tried to jump out of the car before it really picked up speed. I remember getting out but the dog chased after me. The next thing I know, I'm in Chicago or a city equal to it. I was there because I was trying to avoid my family because I had already killed the baby & now I fucked up my aunt's car, lost their dog, & probably left the mentally challenged teenager to die (I'm still not sure if he was also one of my aunt's kids). At one point, I was looking out from the second-story window of a shop & I could see my family walking around on the sidewalk looking for me. Then my cousins looked up & saw me but I tried to disguise myself by making funny faces & crawling away on all-fours. At this point, I was hiding behind a hat rack & I see two people from my Japanese class. I immediately put on a Gilly Hicks hat (as a sort of disguise) that was pastel-colored with hair-like yarn attached to it.

On a couch next to Rachel. There is a TV on like TC's house. Rach is talking about Justin. Things feel off and I become lucid. I continue talking to her to stabilize. As Im talking, it fades. Breif awakening and HI begins to form. Feeling of being tested in front of a council of Light beings. Felt I could pass by being brave and rational. Knowing that it is only HI. Felt that I had passed, but the feeling of the test being real accelerated the HI. Began floating and thought 'hey'. Shound 'hey' echoes in different tones. Free Falling song begins to play. Doesn't sound like the song until the chorus. Float by a large transparent cube. there is writing on it. The writing is very sharp and clear. Dream begins to form. Its dark, in a park like place. Sidewalk, street lights and grass. I want to jump in and start walking, but I relax and fall into the dream. Literally let gravity take me until I had to catch myself. Was pretty pround of this entry and walked around confidently. no fear. Opened eyes, maybe waking eyes. Pressed my eyes shut, but I could still see. Struggeld with stability for a while but woke. RC fail. reality.

[center][size=18]9.5.2011[/size]
[color=blue]Somewhere in a desert, there are two ships inside a hole, both tied to the ground with wooden planks, so you can walk on and off them. On the ship there are people we don't like (and who don't like us themselves). My home is really really far away, the house is like ours in vienna, a little bit bigger. My whole family is in there and I sleep in a niche on top. I notice my ipod is lost. I go to the ships and on an edge besides one of the ships, there is a computer, which I have to do excercises on. Someone stole my socks. The pirates see me and run out of the ship. I jump (very high) over the ship, but I stop the jump while still in air, so I don't get too far and fall into the hole.

Me and my friends are in a query. Its full of people and we talk a lot. At the end there is nothing, but anyone wants to get there.[/color][/center]

Talking to a girl with bright orange eyes. "I could stare at your eyes forever.' 'You know it's a dream.' she says. 'If this is a dream, then I could fly.' I argue. Later, I'm in a high ceiling room. Feels like a cafeteria. Random hand RC. 6 Lucid. The Random RC shocked me. Didnt actually think I was dreaming. The surprise just made me laugh. I looked at someone and just laughed hysterically until the dream faded.

I'm walking to the bus stop with a new girl I've never met. She knows Erin from Aikido. 'He looks different with his hair cut.' I think how he reminds me of my bald dream guide. 'Ya he looks like a skin head.' I joke. We get on the bus and sit down. The volley ball team comes on and sits down around us. Brian is on the team now. John has braces still. They're all in uniform.
Later,I get home and call out for Shea but then remember that he is dead.

I remember every night from 4th through 6th grade I would wake up from a dream were I was falling and have butterflies in my stomach, if you know what I mean by that. this isn't a dream but I thought I'd share it. I have to admit I wish that's the way it was now so I could just start flying instead of waking up in fear. I used to die every night in a dream. Which would be what woke me up. I rarely die in my dreams now. Which is good I guess.:lol: