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Soo I slept about 14 hours last night. I kinda needed it.

I had some dream that I didn't journal (still haven't unpacked my journal) but I made a note to remember it.

I was in a race. Some kind of Mario Kart like thing. It was a long vivid dream, too. We went through all three laps and I specifically remember picking up mario kart powerups. But it was first person and I was actually driving the kart which was pretty cool. The track was on some sort of lost island somewhere. There were wooden pathways like docks held up on large wooden poles that we were driving on. It went in and out of caves and around the jungle. At some point I saved up a star and got to 3rd place, then right before the finish line used it, knocked two people out, and was about to win but then I realized I was only on the first lap. Then, in the next lap, I was in first, but I got hit by a shell, fell off the trail onto a beach, but kept driving. I fell right on top of a box which turned out to be a bullet bill, so I used and and shot to the front. Then it was just me and some other guy fighting back and forth for first for the last lap. He finally got in front of me and beat me. Meh.

I've been having lots of video game dreams lately. Weird cause I haven't really been playing them at all.

[I]I watched a video of Willow Chang dancing. I passed out in my chair, and had this nap dream.[/I]

We are dining together at an expensive restaurant. I answer my cel phone, though I don't really want to take the call.

She reaches over and slowly closes the phone.

"Be here with me right now, Nate," she smiles at me. I shrug sheepishly and smile in agreement. Why does my neck hurt?

Dammit. Physical world. Wake up, move your neck.... End dream.

[I]I wake up, and realize I passed out in my chair at home. It takes me a second to realize where the fuck I am.[/I]

[video]http://www.youtube.com/user/misswillowchang?feature=chclk[/video]

Yesterday iwl, someone talked to me about a 16' trailer I am trying to sell. It is locked to a chain link fence.
The guy, Noe, looked the trailer over and picked up the lock. I wondered why he would do that. I suspected
he only came up to see if it was locked up, and after talking to me, he realized it was. It was odd the way he
picked it up for a second and let it fall as if to say, "This is a cheap lock" or "Oh, it is locked."

Anyway, last night I dreamed that there were two fences, one for the back yard and one for the front, and
there was about a 4 foot space between them. It was wasted space. Then, I knew I had to see if the trailer
had been stolen, so I look back and sure enough it was gone. The funny thing was, it seemed as though a laser
had sliced the fence in half. The line was going slightly downward and perfectly straight. It was intense for what
little of a dream it was, just thinking about what would have cut the fence like that.

BTW, in waking life, I still have my trailer and the guy never showed up today to buy it as planned. I'm going to
come down on my price today. Aren't you glad to know that?

Had a non lucid where my family was drinking. I tried getting some too and it worked. I guess they didn't realize im underage? Well I had a ton of shots and then beer and it tasted good. I started feeling really dizzy haha.

Had another one where we entered some store and there was pipes and different bongs. My dad tested one out. Then I tried the pipe and accidentally hit the marijuana. I was feeling a genuine high. My parents knew that I was high and were telling me that they were gonna fix me, and i was grounded. I was so scared because it was an accident. I asked the shop owner to give me some pills to cleanse me and he did. I was hoping it was a dream but didn't become lucid.

Another one: I joined the airforce but was like a soldier in Iraq. We got into many gunfights and were mainly doing jobs. Pretty long dream and i liked it. We met up with different brigades of soldiers and wierdly some female seargant was getting fingered by a private. I was thinking, im not supposed to be on the front lines if im in ROTC..weird but i didn't catch on to the hints.

Lucid:Was doing something in backyard then went to LA.

Nonlucid: I was like percy jackson or something, and i could smell the bad guys. Except you know there around when you feel afraid. One part of the dream was really vivid and the witch was there. Pretty scary. She had some glasses on that would make her invincible so I took it and smashed them.

Nonlucid: was playing LoL and got owned by lux.
(**been feeling really weird pain in these dreams...even in my lucid I had to wake myself up because something was really painful).

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I'm so excited for tomorrow morning. Tried to get Lucid last night, and I think I managed to do some WILD's, but it was so weird. Like fever dreams, random flashes and very strong thoughts. Oh well, don't recall much of that and I only fragments of other dreams.

21.00: Sleep

00.00: Fragment
*My friend Henrik is about to move. He's on the phone with me and he starts telling me all the specifics on the house. "Hurry up, this guy will arrive any second" he tells me and I start to listen to him more closely. It's got towers and bridges and everything. Suddenly I can see it. I also see an info sign. "David the builder built this house" it says. There's a picture of "David" and he's got a diamond on his arm. The picture is cartoonish. "They haven't needed a single stone to repair since it was built". David must have been one kickass builder.

*Monica wants me to download some anime for her. I try to find "Silver Fang" in English, but I can't find more than a few episodes.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Supplements: 100 mg B6

That's it! I had a hard time falling asleep last night again. But tomorrow I'm getting lucid and I'm testing my physical strength. No powers allowed, and I will challenge anyone to fight me in the dream. Wish me luck!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

I realized that surrendering to the moment in a dream can bring true bliss if you are in the right setting (flying or better yet just falling). Instead of thinking of what to do or thinking of how to do it, just let go and dream in the NOW. this is the second time i have experienced this state of bliss threw lucid dreaming (wilds)

Last night:

I do a wbtb and induce a WILD. 90% of my wilds i enter the dream falling either from the sky or falling threw space. last night i entered the dream falling threw space, it was a dull version of space but instead of making commands to increase clarity i decide im just going to let it flow. I just surrendered to the moment and the joy of being inside of a dream. I then began to push my momentum without alot of effort into a flipping motion. i was doing long slow flips threw space with my body fully extended and my arms stright out, all while falling at about 100 MPH. feeling the wind on my body and the freedom of dreaming. I cant put into words the freedom i felt. after a good 5 minutes of this i stop the spin and yell "increase clarity now" the dream then becomes more vivd and to my saprise im about to crash land onto earth. i then pulled my flight up barley skimming the ground. i fly around the town for a moment deciding what to do (land or keep flying) I see an old lady walking on the street so i decide to talk to her. I land and yell (HEY!!) as she looked back at me she tripped and fell down. i couldnt help but to lauph... come on its a dream. I then ask her what she represents in my dream? she gave me a good answer but i cant remember do to a very long F.A

The point im trying to make is that it can be a better time just letting go rather than trying to complete a bunch of goals...I am fairly new to lucid dreaming but i have ben meditating for 5 years and The pure nirvana state that i reached threw this dream cannot be reached on earth, i can promise that.

Dream - Lucid

I was in a room with my ex, Chris. We were laying in bed, though the set up was weird. We weren't laying next to one another, but he was laying on the opposite side of the bed than me so our feet were facing each other's heads. I apparently lived with Chris. I remember getting up out of bed to take some Tylenol because my whole body was sore (pain leaking into my dream from waking life...sore from dancing all night a couple of nights ago). I got back into bed.

I then remember us getting up out of bed. Chris looked so much different. He was muscular and toned (in waking life he's very big). I thought he had done a good job working out to get to this point. When he talked to me, though, he was a huge douchebag. I don't remember exactly what he said, but he was being an ass. I then knew that we weren't really together anymore, we just still lived together.

Then I remember being in bed with Chris again, although this time, he was sleeping next to me. I wanted to cuddle with him, but refrained. I knew he probably didn't want to. I remembered that we hadn't even had sex in forever.

~

I remember being in the middle of town somewhere with a whole bunch of other people. The sky was grey and cloudy. I was mad at myself because I kept somehow missing History class at 10:25. I had only been to one the whole semester apparently.

Anyway, I then remember seeing some person in a cape fly in front of us. He landed and started to talk to us. He looked like a superhero. He was basically telling us to remain calm, and explaining to us that some sort of disaster had occurred. I figured out that the disaster was a volcanic eruption. The man in the cape flew away. I asked myself if I was dreaming, but it felt so real that I didn't possibly think I was. I thought the superhero man had just been using special effects to make it look like he was flying. I then took my phone out of my pocket and looked at it. I had missed calls and texts from my college's emergency alert system. One of the texts said there was some sort of government warning.

I then remember seeing flashes of parts of my town covered in volcanic ash, signs that had been knocked over and destroyed, buildings that were hit. I asked someone where the volcano was, and they replied "Ashwood". I was really shocked and upset by that, because I used to live there, and I have a really good friend who still lives there. I immediately wanted to make sure she was alright.

Then, I saw these women dressed in all purple who had this eerie calm about them as they tried to get the crowd to listen to them and not panic. I knew they were trying to trick us, into what, I'm not sure, but I didn't trust them, not for a second. I remember one approaching me and trying to talk to me, holding out her hand, but I told her no.

I thought that this must be the end of the world, or at least the beginning of the end.

I was then in some hotel room by the beach. I walked out onto the balcony, and saw that the volcanic eruption had taken out the railing on the balcony. I saw a couple of the chairs laying in the hill of sand that had accumulated up to the balcony. I looked to my left, and saw the rest of the hotel was in the same situation. I watched the waves of the rough ocean crash onto this wooden walkway that was used for beach access. I knew it was only a matter of time before it was destroyed by the waves. I then saw some lady push these girls sleeping in these beach chairs off the balcony and onto the sand hill. I thought she was just trying to wake them up by doing so. The girls woke up and started to laugh as they went down the hill.

I then remember being in the hotel room, and seeing my mom there as well. A lady in purple was also in there, calmly trying to tell me what to do, all with the eerie, calm smile on her face. My mom was trying to get me to listen to her, but I wouldn't. I turned and ran out of the hotel room.

~

I was in my house. I remember being in the bathroom, looking for some Tylenol or some pain medicine. I rummaged through this basket we have sitting on the bathroom counter. At the very bottom, I found a sample pack of Xanax. I thought it was probably very old. I looked at the date on it, at it had expired in 2006. I didn't care. I opened the pack, which contained a sample of not only Xanax, but another sample of some sleep aid and one of some allergy medicine. I took out the Xanax, which was in yet another pack within the pack. I opened it and took some Xanax. My brother then came in the room and asked why the Xanax was there. I told him I took some.

Then, I remember being in a hotel by the beach again. It was the same one from the previous dream. The balcony was still messed up from the sand hill. I remember my friend Virginia being there, though there were definitely some other people there as well. We were on some trip. I remember us going down the elevator. Our room was on the 4th floor.

I then remember us being in some hallway. We were trying to figure out how we were going to do this performance. We were going to all dance to "Love Game" by Lady Gaga. We just needed more people for it, and had a lot of details to sort out. I remember Virginia cutting up some strawberries and putting them in this plastic container. I helped her cut some up. I remember she said we needed 20 pieces. When we were done, we had to take them back out. Something about the way we drew them out of the container determined something for the show. I remember us talking about how we needed to keep the costs down to $150 per person who was participating (we apparently had a lot of stuff we had to pay for for the show). I remember someone talking about everyone paying $200, but I said that wouldn't work. They argued with me a little.

I then remember having my own apartment again. I had just moved in. I had a cat and 5 mice as pets. The mice were running around under some TV stand. I was keeping the cat from messing with the mice. I looked under the bed, and I saw a pair of shining eyes. I thought it was a rat, and I was a little upset, because I had just moved in. I shouldn't have rats. I then remember leaving, and worrying about the pet mice. I don't remember where I went, but I came back. Lo and behold, what I thought had been a rat under the bed was really another cat. He was brown with fuzzy, messed up fur. I tried locating the mice. I found them under the TV stand. 4 were still alive, and one, a red one, was dead and bleeding. I was really upset. I collected the rest of the mice into the container that Virginia had used for the strawberries. There were still a couple of slices in there. I closed the container. All the mice just stood at the edge of the box and stared outside (the box was clear).

Then, I remember seeing the cats talking to one another. They were talking about leaving into the apartment next door through these open windows. There were more cats over there, apparently. They wanted to visit them, and have them be able to visit. I said no, and closed the windows. One of the cats said
"I can just open the windows again."
I was pissed.

Dream Lucid Me DC SG

I was in a malls parking lot. I was already lucid, but my dream was fading away. Soon I couldn´t see anything but darkness. Then I somehow "rewinded" my dream. I could see the things I had done before getting there, (Walking out of the mall.) but backwards. I stopped rewinding at the point where I was in the mall. I tried teleporting away but, as usual, failed. Then some DC came to me and said he was a blacksmith and could upgrade my keyblade so it could create portals. It took a couple of minutes untill he was done. He gave me two keyblades. I pointed them at the ground and thought it would be fun to go to a beach. A dark portal appeared.
...
I came out of the portal to some underground hut. I opened the door and saw a beach. It was silent. Then I saw a giant lizard coming closer to me. It had some metal pipe attached to its jaw and chest to protect its neck. I ran away from it and pulled my keyblades out of my pocket. The lizard breathed ice at me, but I was too far. I tried hitting it, but my keyblades bounced off the metal pipe. Then I heard a voice telling me that I was heading towards an area where most of them live. (I think it was the lizard speaking.) It also told me that 10% of the islands residents are giant lizards. For some reason I went to the water. (Probably because I was between a giant lizard and a whole village full of them.) It just laughed and said swimming was fine too and went after me. And another one appeared. They couldn´t get close because the back of their neck wasn´t protected and I could hit it. Suddenly I was standing next to a train track. Something said that I was out of energy and needed to recharge. I threw a box to the tracks so it could absord electricity from it. Then I made another portal leading to the clock tower from Kingdom hearts.
...
I was standing on the balcony of the tower. But I wasn´t alone. There were a lot of people wearing black clothes there and they weren´t too happy to see me. I said I would leave and they didn´t need to attack me. But they did anyway. When they attacked the lights went on and I saw some wires leading to the top of the tower that were cut from the middle. I grabbed one of them and used it to jump around the balcony while hitting those people. (And I think there were some other people helping me.) When the fight stopped I remembered that I was supposed to try to share a dream with Shadow27, so I created a portal thinking it would lead to him.
...
I was in a city. There was a tall tower apart from the rest of the town. And of course there was the giant dragon breathing huge fireballs at me. I started flying at it, but I woke up.

Dream Journal #12 May 13th, 2011

First dream I remember was being in a car with my mom and we were taking Ian home. We took a shortcut and she did not trust me with the way to go, and we were going like 1 mph so that made me really frusturated and angry lol.

edit: afterWBTB

Had my 2nd lucid yet! Followed by another FA lol.

this one was awesome, and I had a LOTTT more dream control and stabability this time!!! omg lucid dreaming is fucking great. hahaha.

so it started off with me looking at the clock once again. This was a DILD- I’m sure of it. I was in a FA, and I looked at the clock. There was NO time whatsoever, it was just blank. At first, I was going to let this slide.. I was about to say, oh shit my clock died. But then it hit me- I realized I was dreaming. All of a sudden I felt this rush all over my body! The same feeling from my first lucid dream. Everything became way more clear this time, and vivid. I tried to put my “dream glasses” on but nothing really ever came out when i pretended to put glasses on lol. It started out dark in my room again. I went to the bathroom and I almost lost lucidity… but I tried to turn on the switch for the light. No light. Gained my lucidity again. Went back into my room and for some reason the light was on this time lol. My mind was just blown at how everything seemed so real. I looked at the mirror and my face was all weiird and out of proportion lol. Normally this would scare me but I knew I was dreaming so it really didn’t scare me at all. I looked at my hands too! My hands like fucking 10,000 fingers LOL. I was absolutely sure I was dreaming this time. At this point the dream started to fade.. I saw it fading right before my eyes. I rubbed my hands. Wasn’t working. So I found the new solution to stabilizing my dream: Rub my hands AND spin at the same time. I found that this worked absolutely well, the dreamscape did not change and I was back in the dream.

My phone was on my bed, and someone was calling me. It was some weird contact… the words didnt make sense and there was no number. I answered it. All I heard was static I think- again, this sounds scary, but I knew I was dreaming, so none of it frightened me at all. I was like “whatever” and hung up lol. I then tried to summon a pretty girl in my room. That failed. So I was like whatever again.

Then, I wanted to fly. So i opened my window, and I thought “man.. what if this doesnt work, I start to fall, and I wake up?” But again, my mentality was like “whatever” (thats just the kind of person i am). So I stepped on my window frame, jumped like super high rofl, grabbed the roof of my house, and jumped off of it. I started to fall a little bit- but then I remembered I have to believe. So I started to flap my arms, and I started flying! Fucking best feeling of my life lol. The view was so awesome outside my house as well. I was mountains from the far distance and the moon and stars were shining. It was kind of hard to control though, because I would flap my arms once and sometimes I would go a bit too far up or forward really fast. I fixed this somewhat. I then realized that my neighbor was a hot lesbian. I flew on their roof (actually they had no roof, I flew right through it). She was making out with this other hot lesbian, and they took their clothes off. My dream started to fade again LOL so I started spinning and rubbing my hands at the same time. It stabilized again. The two girls started to go outside to their backyard, where there was snow… somehow it became winter and there was snow everywhere now. They started to begin making out there again fully naked. This is where I eventually woke up into my false awakening.

My false awakening wasnt as bad. I was not lucid however. I was typing out my dream on my dream journal and talking to my cousin that I just had a lucid dream. That’s all I really remember. Oh, and my dad walked in the door to wake me up to go to school. Then I really woke up- kind of confused. I almost forgot that I had a lucid dream when I woke up from my FA lol. Turns out I was only asleep for around 40 minutes- I’m not sure when the dream started though.

Yay for 2nd lucid

*Melissa and I are at “Rysovka” hill. I think I had a plan to go there with my friends and that they are there with us. (Back home) My friends ask me whether I have a sledge. I am going to buy one because I don’t have any. When I come beck my friends are cooking something. It’s a fish and when I taste it, it’s pretty tasty. Then I come back with Melissa. We are looking at some pictures. In one of the pictures there is a girl with a tattoo on her leg. The tattoo is pretty good.
I go to buy them fish, because I need some more. I put them on a plastic tray because I don’t have an oven one and put it on the fire. Next second, I quickly pull it back as I remember that it will burn in the fire because it starts melting. Now Sharon is there and is making some comments.

Huh. I've been having a lot of gaming dreams since u joined DV. Here is my most recent one;

I was playing battlefront 2, but the game was a lot better and had different rules. You were also playing the game in first person. I was a commander of the army, whatever that means, so I started out as a jet trooper. The game map looked exactly like mos eisly. The CIS appeared to have an advantage, they had genosians. Some of them would randomly land and turn into droidekas. The droidekas looked different as well, they were silvery shiny, had no head, and looked cooler, like a crab. The first thing I did was walk out of the cantina. Two genosians popped from the air in front if me. For some reason though, they were friendly to all people. I flew up to the arena in the center but noticed another clone get blasted away on my right. Somehow having a near unlimited supply of jetpack, I dashed over and back to look at the situation. A magna guard, a droideka, and general grievous. Grievous saw me. He charged forward into another area filled with troops though. I sneak attacked the magna guard and took him out. The droideka had different ideas. He put up his shield and fired at me. I somersaulted away and flew to a better position. I hit him a couple times with my EMP launcher, then he went away to recharge. I saw grievous and decided to attack him. He had half his hit bar gone anyway. I jet packed behind him and stuck a grenade on his back and looked for the droideka. Grievous exploded as I landed in front of the droideka, movie style . He was hiding behind a building. He put up his shield just in time to absorb my grenade. I ducked behind the small wall he was behind. His shield was almost down. I shot an EMP at him. It was my last shot. He didn't die. But,I had a few more grenades left. I tossed two. *He tried to get away, and he did. I followed him only to find that another clone's grenade got him. I flew into the arena to take the command post. Jango Fett was there. He saw me first and one shotted me. I *respawned and tried again. He didn't expect me to come back so I shot him in the back. He had a lot more health though. We both jumped into the air. I circled him as he charged up his blaster. For a fleet second I wondered how he did that, Jango had no weapons that charged, and almost became lucid. I didn't though. I shot Jango but missed. We kept dueling then ran out of fuel. We both landed on another building on the bottom left side of the map. It was impossible for anyone else to interfere. I shot, and hit. Jango was almost dead. For some reason though, it counted as another person's kill. I got mad at that. I took control of the command post, but then emperor palpatine slashed me in half. As I died I wondered why the CIS team had so many hero units.

I leap out of bed.

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There is an ancient Aztec City before me, and I am its god. This is Nowhere, in the land of fucking Nod.

It is bright day. I am surrounded by strange feathered demons. I shoot fiery knives from my hands at them in a circle, roaring. I run through dreams.

Everything is bright and vivid. I leap upon demons, ripping their heads off, and feeding them to my symbiote.

I turn into Superman, and save little children from nightmares.

I wake up laughing... in the Biodome.

So i couldnt sleep when i went to bed.. i was with closed eyes like 1 hour and something and was trying to sleep and LD.

k after hour i sleept i had some wierd dreams i dont remember that good..



then there was a girl a star i think and i was following her she was naked(?) and i wanted to ... her
then i did started dong that like 2 mins and changed position aswell and continued like more 2 mins..

after that i woke up and sleept again ... then i went somewhere in forest or park with a friend and my bro i guess and we were going to S-Bahn (Train station).
we went ther and my mom was there with my bro ok so i went inside and my bro had to go somewhere and my mom aswell..
then i teleported somehow somewhere on the roofs xD... cus something happened and on the roofs there was like a pointer(->) telling me jump to the right at the other appartment.


k i walked abit to find a opened window.. and i jumped
i am inside i see 1 guy sleeping..
i am like lolz , he woke up he is like wtf i explained him there was pointer sayhing i can jump from here etc etc k then he told me to close that window i did and was searching the door to go downstairs to 1 girl i knew.
i went downstairs there was police people running on the roofs no idea why and i went down
i knock the door she opened i went inside we tried to have sex i think but somehow i teleported to my Class room at the desk and sleeping so tired...
then the teacher a 2 womans 1 woman explaining smthing
then next woman says now lets do maths but write , orally .
then the teacher says to me wake up wake up
i tried slowly i was full tired and i woke up in real life..

now i m writing this after 5mins of waking up ..


karli

This is just a fragment that I remember because I remembered a lot when I woke up I was just to lazy to write it down.

So it started up with me in some kind of control room and I left the room to walk outside. It kind of looked like the interior of a spaceship. I walked out and I started levitating things and throwing things around and it made me believe I was lucid because of the powers, however I was just dreaming about the powers that I had possesed.

That's about all I remember.