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DJ Log: May 24, 2011 – 4:00AM (USA Eastern)
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I am walking around in a large laboratory with another DC, investigating a recent murder which occurred in this room. We are looking for any clues that may be left behind. There are police lights flashing outside and I can hear a dog barking in the background.

As we are searching, we walk near a domed part of the ceiling which has windows around the dome. There is blood dripping from the ceiling here. As we both stop walking and look upward, a body and some debris crashes through the ceiling and lands on the floor. I close my eyes for a brief moment, then I look back up and see that there is nothing wrong with the ceiling. The blood is now gone and there are lights where the windows were just a moment ago. I say to myself, “Why do these things keep changing? What kind of a fucked up dream is this?”

I immediately become lucid and take a much closer look at my surroundings, while trying to utilize any many senses as possible. The windows are back where they should be and there is a large hole in the ceiling. There is a body and a large safe in the midst of a pile of debris in front of me. I can smell rancid flesh beginning to fill the air around me. The lights are all making a buzzing sound and I can hear a lab refrigerator running in the distance. I can feel small particles of debris fall out of my hair when I shake my head. I look around a bit and decide that there is nothing I want to try tasting in here.

I look back at the safe and remember the basic task of the month. I stare at the safe and attempt to move it with my mind. Instead of moving the safe, I develop x-ray vision which allows me to see that there is a gun inside the safe. I look at it again, and after struggling for a moment, the safe elevates from the pile of debris. I lift the safe all the way up to the ceiling using psychokinesis and then smash it against the wall to break it open. The safe smashes apart and the gun slides across the floor. I look back at the other DC, who is standing there completely dumbfounded. He looks at me with a really strange look, then walks over and picks up the gun with an evidence bag.

I lose my lucidity and start to walk around the lab again. All of the details disappear from the room and the dream fades away rather quickly.

I wake up and spend a moment with my eyes shut, recalling as many details as possible. I grab my flashlight and journal, then write it all down. This is my first lucid since I quit smoking cigarettes. Yay!

So this was quite close. I kinda dreamt about dreaming, or however I can explain it. Here goes:

I was in a mall with one of my friends. We walk around looking at shops, when I tell my friend that it is possible to teleport around(like in the movies, with a kind of gadget). He tells me I'm crazy, but I insist that it's possible. So I walk into one of those small rooms where you try out clothes, where this guy just took of his pants. I put on his pants, because thats apparently how you teleport. It's doesn't work, so my friend tells me it's only crazy people who believe in that kind of stuff. This is where it got interesting: So I tell my friend, that I don't believe 100% that it is possible to teleport, but that this could me a dream, and therefore possible. It really annoys me that I didn't pick up on this, and became lucid. I think I was close though, because I woke up just after.

I was in a house, where a girl and I were bickering over some matter. She was inside the room, and I upset her pretty badly, so she decided to shut the door while my fingers were still on the door-frame. I began yelling at her since my hand was stuck in the door, and calling her names. I felt her furry building, but mine did as well. I wanted to get inside the room, but this girl was powerful. Finally, I felt my hand was damaged enough, and spoke up announcing that I would leave. I insulted her one last time, then shut the door myself. This upset here extremely, and I felt satisfied as I walked away. I had only been walking for 8 seconds when all of a sudden I hear a scream, and hands wrapped around my shoulders and chest from behind. I could see from my peripheral vision, that it was the girl I had insulted. She had come through the wall, without breaking it, and dragged me back in with her very quickly. I felt out of breath, and we began traveling upwards so fast that everything was a blur. Eventually everything stopped moving, and I was left in a room with another man sitting at a table. He looked at me smiling, and suddenly I thought to myself "this is a bit strange, I just floated through walls. I must be dreaming!" I plugged my nose and tried to breath, and sure enough I was able to breath. The dream remained stable, and the man continued to smile gazing at me. I asked him if he could show me some new dream powers that I haven't used before. He said nothing, but began to turn plates into swirling spirals and I mimicked his powers. The man showed me many other tricks, but sadly I can't remember most of them because I have waited so long to record this dream! Anyways, after a good 10 minutes of learning new things with this man, I felt he had grown tired of me so I left. I found myself in a room full of resistant women. For some reason I obliged to their requests, almost forgetting that this was a dream. I just wanted to get naked, but they didn't want to. Oh well. the dream faded.

Hospital of Pain
I am in a strange place, but this doesn't seem strange to me at all. I am in what seems to be a fairly small town, but the town is really creepy. It seems to be daylight, but thick clouds and fog are dimming the light to more of a twilight, making it hard to see very far in front of me. There seem to be things moving in the fog, moving just beyond sight, and the feeling I am getting from those things is ominous. I remember the plans I made to meet MoSh and help him find Sam, he said he saw her in a previous dream, he saw her being held by demons in a hospital from Hell. I look around to find MoSh, though I am not sure if MoSh will be able to meet me there or if he might be dreaming elsewhere. Find the hospital. I look around as best as I can until I find a sign with a hospital symbol on it, and an arrow pointing the way.

I follow the signs to the hospital, which is a very creepy looking place. I go inside and meet up with MoSh in the emergency room waiting area. MoSh says he can feel that Sam is in there, and she is in trouble. I tell him we have to find her. We split up to check the hospital quicker, heading up the stairwells at both ends of the main hallway. The second floor is where I encounter the first enemies. Ugly mutated things that have some humanoid features, but they also seem to have wings and their heads look like something a small child might make out of playdough.

They also have the ability to cling to the ceilings and drop in to attack at the last minute. The other demonic enemies are on the ground, and they are fast. They move on all fours, more like big bugs than people, though it is clear they are walking on hands and feet.

I fight my way through the enemies, making my way through the second floor. MoSh was to check the third floor, I check the fourth, and the fifth floor is the top floor. I find MoSh in one of the rooms on the top level, he has already found Sam, and she is in bad shape. Her skin is extremely pale, hair hanging lifelessly, eyes solid black, and a blank look on her face showing no sign of emotion.

She looks way too zombie-like for my liking. MoSh says it's Sam, and she needs healing. I agree, and we both use healing spells on her. I can hear enemies outside the room, but something had to be done for Sam right away. The healing helps, color comes back to her face, but she still looks very weak. MoSh and I make a plan that I will try to distract the most of the demons while he gets Sam out. I form Witchblade into a sword and kick the room door open. I go out there and start slicing through enemies with the Witchblade, making as much noise as possible. I get lots of attention. I head farther up, emerging on the roof of the hospital. MoSh will be taking Sam down. Enemies come out from all directions, the winged ones are swooping from the sky, the insect ones are climbing up the side of the building and coming from the stairwell. I don't think of the magic song spells I know, but Witchblade seems to be working just fine for cutting the demons into small pieces. I hear a cry of rage or something, and I immediately know they have realized Sam is being taken the other direction. The demons depart in a huge group. I chase after them, picking off as many as I can from the group as it retreats. I continue doing this until I wake up, I hope I got rid of enough of them that MoSh is able to get Sam to safety.

23.05.2011

Cat takes a run (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in a big home. It was a loft in the top of a building. I had huge doors that brought you to the street (even if I was in the top of a building)

Suddenly, one of my carts ran away. I ran behind her, and for every time I called her, she would go further. Suddenly, I found myself on the streets chasing my cat.

My cat suddenly entered a restaurant and jumped into a table. Somebody grabbed her and gave it to me.

I got back home and found some friend on my way who came with me. While we were watching TV, my friend told me, "A guy purchased a Scooter in the Groupon site... guess for how much" I replied, "$700!!" He said, "$500!" I was super surprised.

In the morning, I told my wife this dream. She checked groupon and they announced they had their very first bike. A Original Scotter for $2600 (instead of $3400)

All that I could remember from last night was something about smoking a joint in my bathroom with a couple of random people. Then I remember hearing a pounding on the door and my parents standing right there glaring at me as soon as I opened it. That's when I woke up. Funny thing is, I don't smoke weed.

I have had quite a few lucid dreams. My problem is I want to talk to my subconscious and it doesn't seem to want to talk to me.
My latest dream I did the usual thing I do to lucid dream. I read for at leat an hour in the early morning. Then when I went to sleep I told myself I wanted to have a lucid dream and that I would be in a field of daisys and horses and calmness. When I went into the lucid dream I was in the middle of a tornado and sitting on my bed. I was a bit shocked but I said stop it a number of times sternly and then it stoped . I also was in the dark so I said I needed light. little by little the light got brighter until I saw two of my brothers sitting on a floor. I sat down with them and talked to them. After a while I decided to confront them. I said to Fred. "you know I am having a lucid dream and you are a dream character. You are not my brother. He turned away. John did the same. finally I went to fred and told him i really needed to talk to my subconscious only he just staried at me and said 5 down 2 across..

I was talking with people in my grade about driving to school (our brand new privilege). I went to sign out on the sign out sheet (which was in some type of garden, sitting in bright green dewy grass). Then I was in the hallway of the church my school rents rooms from for english and history classes, but the hallway looked like one of the classrooms. Gabe and Max R. (I don't want to put the full name, but since there are two Max R.'s, so I know in the future, NOT CURLY HAIRED YOYO MAX) and other boys were talking about some gross driver's ed movie (the kind they use to make you scared of accidents) called "Concrete" (which is funny because the real one we watch in California is called Red Asphalt). Gabe insists that it is actually called "Santa".

Tiny bit of precog (it's a little bit of a stretch) but we talked about asphalt in history class today.

May, 2011

Synopsis: The Goblin King takes me away and forces me to sing (he was no david bowie!)

Note: Before I fell asleep, I asked my subconscious to make me lucid no matter what. I instantly thought of a gross restroom because thats a big dream sign for me. But I hate dirty restrooms, so I told my subcon, anything but that!

The Goblin King and My Song
(abstract portion of the dream) '
Me and my sis are watching Doctor Who. A storm descends onto a large building, and the Doctor knows "who" the storm is.

The Doctor climbs the tower to face this ancient demon, the lord of demons. He does his magical Doctor stuff, and creates a time vortex to suck up the demon and trap it for all time. The demon rears his ugly face as hes sucked into his demise. Hissing and screaming, he threatens that he'll return. And then, just before hes completely engulfed by the vortex, he spears the Doctor with his scorpion tail, and takes the Doctor with him into the abyss. The Doctor is dead.

(the dream becomes more vivid)
Years later, me and my sister were living safe on a hobbit hill, when I hear thousands of steps rushing towards us. Its a goblin army, an army that was once led by the lord of demons. If the army is back, does that mean the demon is back to?

The goblin army surrounds me and my sis and pins us down by spear point. "Friends of the Doctor, we will kill you!" they said revealing the plot line. I knew me and my sister were in danger because these goblins kill without mercy, unless

"We surrender! Take us to the Goblin King, so I can bow down before him!"

The goblins look at each other confused then sputtered "then we will!"

So they take me and my sister to the goblin castle. The King is said to be the right hand of the ancient demon, raised as his son. As we approach the throne room, every goblin and gobliness was so well mannered and regal.

"Presenting the two sisters of the hobbit hill!" Trumpets sounded. Guards open the golden doors. And a red carpet is laid out before the throne where a child was sitting! A kid! The Goblin King is a kid? I can play this game!

"Your majesty were so honored to meet you!" Me and my sister bow before the child king and his court filled with teenagers.

He doesn't look pleased. He looks really annoyed. And bored, which is dangerous, because maybe he thinks killing innocent people is fun.

"Do your people sing any songs?" He asks

"Lots, we have all sorts of songs"

"Sing me a song"

I know one! No wait. Every melody, every rhyme that Ive ever heard or known just disappeared from my mind. I stood there desperately with hundreds of teenagers and their caddy eyes watching me. I can't remember any songs! Why can't I remember?

I look to my sister whos not taking any of this seriously and she starts to sing "Twinkle twinkle little star" in a really weak voice.

The child Goblin King tightens his fist, I think he's snarling. This is not going good. My sis is gonna get us killed at this rate!

"My Lord!" I interrupt my sister "Can I sing to you in prose a song of my own? If only, you would provide the music?"

"Great idea!" He claps his hands and a band behind him begins to play.

My heart is racing. The dream feels too real. What am I doing? I can't sing! The music plays and plays. The goblin king taps his fingers. Hes getting impatient with me. The teenagers sneer.

"I..........love.........the wilderness..........

I love the burning sun in the sky
And the warmth on my skin"

The music is getting louder, and I sing louder too

"I love the river of the forest
And dipping my head in her waterfall"

The wild goblin teenagers are actually dancing to my crappy song, and with dream magic they sing along knowing everything Im going to say! The dream gets full blown Glee'ked! And the entire goblin court sings the chorus with me!

"Other people get drunk and wasted
Not me!
Nature's all I need!"

One blond goblin belts her lungs out and steals the show! Now even im getting into it!

"ohhhhhhh and the moooon! She's so beautiful
I'm in love!

We love the burning sun and the warmth on our skin!
And dipping our heads in the waterfall!

Other people get drunk and wasted!"

Which was really funny because half of the goblins were swinging their beers as they danced

"Not me!
Natures all I need!"

Im out of ideas, so I just repeat the entire song and they sing along. But the crowd starts to die out. And little by little I'm the last one singing and get the cue to shut up!

"Other people get drunk and wasted
Not me!"

I didn't even get to say the last line! They just exploded into cheers and clapping! Wow. Im so glad they liked my song!

The goblin king looks very pleased. He comes down from his throne and smiles at me.

"I have a gift for you!"

My sister interrupts him, all um, business like

"Thank you very much for your time Mr. Goblin and your kind gesture." And she holds out her hand to shake his

"Uh, no not you. Anyone but you. I should kill you"

And my sis takes an awkward step back and disappears from the scene.

"But you, follow me. There is something really special that I want to show you"

I silently follow the Goblin King, wondering what he wants to show me. But he takes me to....the bathroom?

The child king is now an old ugly goblin of a man. The public bathroom was horrifying! Goblins were crapping in the floors of the stalls! There is piss everywhere. And theres this machine in the center of the bathroom that actually squirts piss at you!

"Aaaahhhh!!"

"Aaawwww.....Pure urinic acid. Like lotion. I use it every morning" says the Goblin King as Im horrified

"Is..........this........what you wanted to show me?" No no no no.

"Actually sir" says a janitor who I think is just spreading crap and pee everywhere "Its really nasty stuff. And I dont think you should use it my Lord"

"What? No. My doctor told me, this shit is good for your skin. Urinic acid! Try it!" And he presses a button on the machine and it squirts pee at me

"Aaaaaaaahhhhhh!"

More crap plops on the floor next to me

"OMG!"

Someone get me out of here! Then I wake up. At first I'm pissed that the Goblin King showed me crap. But then I remembered that I asked my subconscious to make me lucid no matter what, but please no dirty bathrooms! Well the Goblin King didn't care and wanted to show me that I'm dreaming. Thanks Goblin King, even if I was too dumb to get the message!

Goal: meet with Raven and get Sam to a safe place away from the dream demons trying to interfere with her free will.

Sam's guide

I was with Sam's guide. She was showing me a graph with stick figures of me and Sam on it. There were circles around us and were shaded blue. Sam's guide took them off the paper and was putting them somewhere. I'm not sure what she was doing with this.

Knocked out

I was at some big mall or bus station doing some work. I was with a woman (sam) and we were trying to get on a bus together. But I was confused because I thought I worked there. The woman got on a bus at a later time and I was trying to go with her but the boss was telling me I would meet with her at a later date and she was off.

later I wanted to board the bus to go where she went but the man said I wasn't finished work yet. I insisted on boarding and ran from behind the bus to board it but the man put some sort of glowing baton on me and knocked me out.

I woke up at the man's house and said I was delirious and was brought to his house for protection. I said I remembered he knocked me out and kidnapped me. I said something like I was going to call my lawer and throw his ass in prison. He didn't like that and we argued I then ran out of his house.

Jaguar.

I woke up on a couch with a man there. He said he found me and rescued me. Me and this man were so similar. it was like he was from another dimension parallel to mine. We are both working on similar things and compare notes once in a while.

I was on the couch alone when a small jaguar came up to me and tried to bite me. I somehow shank it in size and held it's jaws shut. I then found the man and told him that his jaguar dog tried to bite me. He said it only does that when something is wrong. I told him him that often in dreams dogs bite my arm if Asuka is in trouble and needs help. He said he think his jaguar is sensing that Sam is in trouble.

Sam

I'm in a hospital room filled with many beds. Sam is sitting there and surrounded by demons.

Dream Journal #20, May 23rd, 2011

I don’t remember much of my dreams.. all I know is that they were very vivid. Also took 100mg of Vitamin B6. I remember me and alvin playing some type of weird game… don’t remember what. My brother also had kdd’s phone for some reason. I come outside and I hear kdd say “make some ribs!” to my mom, and ask if it’s her birthday. She says no it already passed and kdd says “oh happy belated birthday!” I go into the bathroom and I pee, then i wake up (thank God i didn’t pee my bed).

After WBTB:

don’t remember any dreams it was a long weekend, so i’m not that disappointed.

Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid

May 22, '11: I am in the side yard/woods of my parents' house. I see two or three large crane-like birds that are blue. I call them "harper birds." All but one flies away.
I sneak through the woods, back to the house. I have to be careful because I know there is a large dangerous animal that wants to catch me.

There is a very big lion/tiger statue made of scrap metal. It comes to life and runs after me.
I am ready for it, and I shoot it with imaginary arrows, in the face and many times in the body until it falls and stays down.
I believe the animal had been hunting me in a previous dream.
It changes so that its head looks like a cardboard skull of a large wild cat. I hit it and ask it a question like "What is the enemy of my enemy?" It doesn't answer so I ask it again more sternly.

It answers by saying "Will you learn to trust (follow?) the wind?"
The animal thing turns into a dying person (genderless?) I am somewhat lucid. I kneel down, holding the person in my arms. I say "I have to go home (wake up)."
It says "I'm going home too," and it implies that we are going to the same place, or will eventually.
I say "Will we meet again?"
It says no, but seems uncertain.
I say "goodbye" as I wake up.

Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid

May 22, 2011: A woman and a young guy (18 or 19) are in a car with 17th or 18th century style chairs, and no roof. The woman gets out and goes to the door of a large building.
They are both like characters from the Matrix, in attitude and appearance. They are wearing long coats.
The Boy thinks he knows everything, but is wrong. He thinks a man loves the woman, but the person is actually a woman. The boy has chocolate on his mouth as he talks in a serious tone.

A corner of the building, near the door, looks like the walls are made of human skin and painted over. The woman lifts the thin walls, they were just lightly glued together. She says the wall is full of guns, or weapons.
Inside, there is a secret room, where experiments or some secret activities are done.

Now I am part of the action, not just observing. I hear someone say there is a new species.
Suddenly, an alien monster appears, although I don't see it. I run and jump on top of a wall. The creature sees me and runs very fast towards me. I shoot at it but the bullets are useless. It jumps at.

I yell out "Stop! Pause!" and the creature stops in mid-air. I have no idea what to do. I say "I guess I just... get killed." Then the creature gets me and i wake up.

So I really want to get back in the hang of things.

I slept for a really long time and have a bit of recall, but not much.

I think I'm back in uni and I'm climbing a building to it's very top. I somehow end up in Felix's room, which is very wide and gray, and well protected. It doesn't seem to have nay door, just a small attic-like entrance on the carpeted floor. It's pretty high up. I walk around, I get a little anxious that Felix might come up here and find me and think I went here intentionally. But then I'm like, no way. Lo and behold, the attic door starts moving, and I see his hands making their way up. I get really panicked and wonder how the hell am I going to explain myself. I make it obvious I'm in there and he stops moving and is like..uhmmmmm..who is this? So I tell him..hehe..it's Rabia..I didn't realize this was your room. I make up some lame excuse and he accepts it with ease. Funny he is not freaked out that I'm in his room. Before he even gets up there, I'm already talking regularly as if nothing happened.

There was another dream I can't remember much in which I spoke to him for a really long time, and discovered that he was actually a really dull person. I remember waking up kind of panicked, and feeling relieved it was just a dream. It was a bad dream, all right.

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