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In an airport with our friends. In my uncles house with the american president and it getting bombed to bits.

I'm in House #1. [So much for recognizing dream signs... :/] I look through a window that looks out onto the patio from the side opposite the dining room [um... in real life, that would be the bathroom window, from which such a view would be impossible...] and see that there's a wasps' nest hanging from the eaves outside the dining-room window.

I'm in the garage, and I say goodbye to P. There are two cool, old, red, elongated, flat-topped cars there (one might have been a convertible). My parents are taking me out somewhere, but I haven't been able to find anything I want to wear, so I'm only wearing my royal blue bathrobe. [I used to have this robe in real life, but I don't anymore.]

[Dreamskip.] I'm driving the brown car into the parking lot where our hair salon and the OSH hardware store are [back in our old town]. I'm naked, so I try to crouch down so that the other drivers around don't see me. When I try to park, the driver of the car that's parked crookedly in the space next to mine decides to back out and straighten his parking job, coming close to hitting my car, but narrowly missing it. I cower in my seat, frightened. When the driver gets out of his car and comes over to talk to me, I look down to check the arrangement of my blue bathrobe, which I'm suddenly wearing again, and make sure it's covering me decently. The other driver tells me that he didn't hit me.

Then, four young boys (10 or so) come to my car and start pestering me relentlessly, climbing in it and all over it and talking to me loudly and annoyingly. I yell as loudly as I can at them to GO AWAY. I'm surprised that I'm capable of yelling with that volume. After I yell at them like that about three times, they finally go away. I'm trying to keep my blue robe on and maintain my modesty, with only partial success. I continue to do so once I've moved from my car to a patio table on the sidewalk outside the hardware store. [I don't recall getting from one location to the other.] People pass me by on the sidewalk as I try to keep the robe up. Next to me on the sidewalk, B.W. and his chorale friends are getting dressed for a performance.

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Side notes:

This was an interesting twist on a classic anxiety dream. It featured the common dream scenario of being naked in a public place and ashamed of it, but it combined that scenario with two stressful occurrences from my waking life: a minor car accident in a parking lot, and the very spirited all-boys class I've been teaching once a week. In the dream, I yelled more loudly than I ever have in real life. Do I unconsciously wish I could yell that loud in reality? It's a plausible hypothesis.

I took a nap starting at 4:30 pm, I laid down on my back starting with just binaural beats, I then did reverse blinking, after about 2 minutes of blinking I started sleep breathing and counting down from 100 in between breathes. My first dream started out with me walking around and feeling heavy as though gravity were increased. My pillow in real life was half way over my eyes and in my dream I could only see half of my vision as though my pillow were still over my eyes, this made me realize I was dreaming. I tried to look down at my hands, but I didn’t have any hands, or at least they were invisible because I could feel them there, then I walked around and started jumping, I was floating slowly to the ground with every jump. Then all of a sudden I was laying on my bed with my pillow half way over my face, I had a completely realistic false awakening, I saw one of my fraternity brothers nearby and I told him I had a lucid dream. Saying this made me do an RC and I found out I was still dreaming. I then became lucid again, I just plain walked around for a while through what looked to be an airport. There were a bunch of people running past me as though in a hurry. One of the people was a woman walking crooked on her hands. I stopped her when we were in a glass ceiling walkway, because she was wearing a skirt and when she was up her skirt was up, showing were her vagina should have been, yes she had bare skin where her vagina should have been. So I tried to turn her into someone else. She sat down and then started jerking around and awkwardly morphing into random different women. I felt the dream coming apart, so I looked down at my hands. I was able to see my hands when I looked down which was a relief, however they were blurry and I couldn’t focus on them. Then everything got lighter and when I opened my eyes, I was back in bed. I stayed put and thought about my dream just in case. I then did an RC and realized that I was actually awake. I then walked to my computer and started writing.

I took a nap starting at 4:30 pm, I laid down on my back starting with just binaural beats, I then did reverse blinking, after about 2 minutes of blinking I started sleep breathing and counting down from 100 in between breathes. My first dream started out with me walking around and feeling heavy as though gravity were increased. My pillow in real life was half way over my eyes and in my dream I could only see half of my vision as though my pillow were still over my eyes, this made me realize I was dreaming. I tried to look down at my hands, but I didn’t have any hands, or at least they were invisible because I could feel them there, then I walked around and started jumping, I was floating slowly to the ground with every jump. Then all of a sudden I was laying on my bed with my pillow half way over my face, I had a completely realistic false awakening, I saw one of my fraternity brothers nearby and I told him I had a lucid dream. Saying this made me do an RC and I found out I was still dreaming. I then became lucid again, I just plain walked around for a while through what looked to be an airport. There were a bunch of people running past me as though in a hurry. One of the people was a woman walking crooked on her hands. I stopped her when we were in a glass ceiling walkway, because she was wearing a skirt and when she was up her skirt was up, showing were her vagina should have been, yes she had bare skin where her vagina should have been. So I tried to turn her into someone else. She sat down and then started jerking around and awkwardly morphing into random different women. I felt the dream coming apart, so I looked down at my hands. I was able to see my hands when I looked down which was a relief, however they were blurry and I couldn’t focus on them. Then everything got lighter and when I opened my eyes, I was back in bed. I stayed put and thought about my dream just in case. I then did an RC and realized that I was actually awake. I then walked to my computer and started writing.

: I took a nap in my hammock while studying, at around 4:30pm. I was in an a comfortable position except my leg was forced straight which I believe aided in my lucid dream. My dream started with my family and I running through an airport. My dad ran off and I started running after him, I then heard my mom say “don’t worry he’ll be right back” so I attempted to run right back to my mom and sister. The airport then turned into a maze of random stairs, escalators and moving walkways where I saw a massive airport with a fifty foot high glass ceiling and a big open floor down below (I was about three stories up. I noticed two escalators one that goes up and another one, so I ran to the other one thinking it goes down, but instead it was stopped and there was a mother holding a baby and other people standing on it as if waiting for it to move. So I ran down the other one only to and came to two moving walkways, both three feet long and moving in opposite directions as well as a single staircase five feet past the walk ways. I crossed the walkway that was going to the same direction, but there were a bunch of people all walking in the opposite direction as me, so I turned around. My first idea was to jump over the walkway I was just on but instead, there was a tall man who looked confused walking on it like a tread mill. So I went over to the second one however I had to wait for a Mexican looking person with a bunch of tactical gear and a suit (Secret Service Pilot) to cross before I could get across. As I crossed I saw a weird looking Muslim guy, and a lady without a nose (her face didn’t leave space for the nose) they both gave me a feeling of dejavue, because I think I may have dreamt about them before. I found another staircase going down and I followed it down, the only people on the staircase were a blind lady wearing a hijab and another lady wearing American type clothes. I heard the non-blind lady say “see what Im talking about?” to the blind lady and she got mad. I went down one more set of stairs when I finally caught up to my mom and sister next to a building that was built on a flowing field of grass with a street running through the middle. There was a boy also without a face (like the man who has no face on TV) wearing a blue backpack and baseball cap. I pointed this out to my mom and sister but my mom said it was rude, then a bunch of deformed people with crutches, wheel chairs and deformities came out of the building. I assumed it was a college type auditorium for the deformed. I then got on my longboard and rode it into a puddle, but instead of making a splash, the front of my board broke off (very easily) and stayed put. I then went over and grabbed it my mom proceeded to tell me that I needed to get a better one. We started walking, me with both pieces of my board in hand as I told my mom how much I paid for it. I then “woke up in my fraternity room” it had a full kitchen area a bed and a TV. I was still holding my board, but all of a sudden my board started falling apart as if it was an oversaturated mush that could still somewhat hold its shape. My aunt Becky was there and she told me she needed to do some work with these big panels she brought in with her (I have no idea what the work was). I walked over to the counter and closed a Tupperware container with her food in it and said “don’t worry I used my finger without the mush on it”. I then told her “I keep forgetting I live with you because I never see you”. Right then is when I started lucid dreaming, in saying that statement I realized “I don’t live with my Aunt”. And as I thought this my aunt froze and a window in the corner of my vision a window started flickering and changing like a television with a bad reception. The first thing I thought to do was to change my aunt to Linda a family friend, and it worked. After that change I started seeing things as if I was drunk, I tried turning Linda into a Jessica Alba, but the girl kept changing forms and never once looked like anyone I know. I proceeded to pick her up and laid her on the bed. We had sex for a while going into crazy positions and me going down on her, I saw a little light in the corner of my eye no matter where I looked, so I felt myself closing my eyes in real life and the light disappeared. Slowly however I started losing control, because my thoughts wandered to “Is my body actually doing what I am doing right now?” and “What if my roommate comes in and sees me squirming in my hammock?” At this point I had lost almost complete control and everything I saw started changing rapidly. I then started hearing everything around my body louder and louder until I realized I was out of the dream, so I opened my eyes and started writing.

I am in a building, and I can hear my dad making a phone call on my brother's behalf, advertising in an almost sing-song manner that they should hire him. I walk into a room and hear the door behind it shaking. Then, it swings open and out bursts a two-year old girl in nothing but a shirt. For some reason, she reminds me of Trisha. Jack, one of my students at the learning centre I work at, is with me and is equally as shocked to see all these young children invading the room.

I am in my old house's garage. Instead of it being concrete, it is made of hardwood, and there is a 1-inch diameter, perfectly circular hole in the ground. Below that, I can see the basement of the garage. (Apparently, this garage has two stories). I drop a red ball down it. Once on the bottom story (somehow), my parents are throwing footballs at the wall, and my brother and I must stick with plasticized ones so we don't break anything.

I have not kept up with this journal for a while. Not surprisingly, my dream recall has really fallen. Oh well, back to it:

The Draft Horse

I am at home. My mother and father are there, and my father has a new horse in the chicken coop. He leads this horse out, and I find out it is just a colt. My mother explains that even though it seems to be full size not that it will grow to be very large. He tells me that it is a young Clydesdale. As I watch, the horse grows to full size, which is about twice the size of a normal draft horse.

Pathetic, isn't it...

Notes| Dream|Lucid

A had a few oranges this night, I heard it helped with recall, and here you go, a fairly vivid dream!

31st May

Jacson, James, Cameron, Maddie, Sarah, Julia and I were in some sort of casino, the lighting of the place was pretty dull. (False memories: we were on a camp and coming in for dinner.) We and other people from school, were all eating dinner in a fairly large room, and the back of the room were big steps, like the steps from my bowling dream, but covered in carpet this time. With no warning, Jacson ran out of the room. I just knew he was going to look for James and followed him.
We ran out of the room into a few corridors joining together, at the far end of the corridor was a sliding door, but we didn't get that far anyway. Jacson was still running, i don't think he really knew where James was, cause James just popped out of a corner to scare the living crap out of him.
After knowing that James had been found and was safe, I ran back inside. The doors were all green automatic sliding doors. When I got back to the room, the tables had been removed and my group was sitting on the steps near the side of a big wall.
We heard a dark, dark laugh.. it was almost like a roar. Some gut feeling, we all just knew there was a crazy man on the other side of the wall.
Sitting on the steps, chatting amongst ourselves when a parade suddenly started. They came through a big door and walked along the area we were having dinner previously. Men, beasts, animals, all in cages. Following behind them all was a lady, about 20-25 years of age, brunette and wearing a tight black leather outfit.. kinda like Catwoman's, but no mask.
Monkeys were let out, they were definitely trained. They started pop dancing all over us, arm waves and the lot! They were jumping over the crowd, running everywhere.
To the side was a Remote Control Car track, starting high and coming down to the ground. Then a RC car came flying down! A monkey casually stepped onto it and started dancing, it was absolutely awesome :p

The lady walked up to Cameron, Jacson and Maddie and moved them away from us seeing as they were talking. She then walked up to me and asked, 'Do you want your parents back?'
'They're not my parents.'
'They can rejoin you, but you must make sure they are quiet.' I had the impression that she was trying to imply, if my friends were not, she would do something nasty but i knew she wouldn't. She just seemed too familiar.. 'Actually, I have decided your group will come sit with me as punishment.'
I really didn't mind, I wanted to know more about her anyway. I wanted to know how I knew her..

We sat a couple of steps further up, me sitting next to the leather suit lady, i don't remember what the rest of my friends done, I recall them coming to sit with us, but i don't remember anything about them after that. I started questioning this mysterious lady. OH- I'VE SEEN HER BEFORE! Or at least, i think i have? She could cover her body in flames by will.
"Can you teach me magic?"
No answer.
"Is your flame for defense only, or can you attack people with it?"
"Defence only"
"So you can only put it around yourself?"
"Yes"
A man from the circus started performing. He was slim, but very muscular, tanned and had Asian features. He had two tribal tattoos on his shaved head and over his upper torso. I think he was standing on one of the cages performing.. breathing fire?
I felt a connection with him, but not a connection of my own. I looked over at the lady in tights, "You like him, don't you?"
She smiled and blushed.

This brunette lady seems also very familiar to the girl from my second lucid dream (previous post).

i am in my room seeing a four faced cardboard figure on the floor and after i take a mini tour in my room i see that the figure isnt there anymore but that its downstairs on the floor in the grass and i ask myself how did it get there ( and instead of reality checking) i simply say that when i get outside i will take it

Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid

May 30, 2011: I am flying. There are lots of trees and plants around me. I am now lucid and I say "Nature is my muse." I see that the scene is beautiful, but there is also something creepy about it. I bite a branch and try to eat it.

I see a tree house and remember one of my tasks. I make the door of the house open with my mind and hand gestures. There is another inner door. I make that one open too.
Now I am inside a building. I open several doors and window with my mind and hand gestures. I am quite happy with myself. The windows bend like the talking window in Peewee's Playhouse.

I point at another door and make it open by swinging up from the top, rather than the side like a normal door.
I go outside. It is a busy city scene. I find a woman and approach her. Remembering the other task, I tell her about this tree from another country. I make up a name and tell her it has delicious fruit.
I see a small tree in a pot, on a table on the sidewalk. It has a single orange-like fruit on it. I taste it. It is juicy and tastes OK. I give most of it to the woman, who seems to love it.
She turns into a cat, as usual.

I point at other trees and say they also have good fruit. There is one with purple fruit and another with red or orange fruit.
For fun I make people float off the ground and others fly backwards. I grab a bicycle, spin, and throw it. I also try to make someone say something.

Notes: This is the task that KingYoshi suggested:
"Walk up to a random tree and say out loud, "This [insert random tree name] tree, produces the most delicious fruit. Then search the leaves for the fruit and eat it."
I didn't quite do the second task correctly. But there was a tree and fruit and I tasted it, so I guess it's a pass.

I dreamt that I was a German soldier shooting Jews. Problem was, the bullets parted in mid-air and I could not be sure that the Jews would die. Atmosphere of confusion.

This is the first time I dream about a book I read. Yesterday I spent most of the day reading a disturbing book where the protagonist is an Obersturmführer.

The crazy part is , when I woke up I didnt notice anything strange about this dream. I was not lucid obviously.

Just had two dreams. In short, the first one involved me getting a tour of a brand new farming concept that was supposed to keep pests and weeds out. The owners then came out of their house and explained to me that they have very few problems, and the occasional mosquitoes. I went into their house and the dream plot changed almost instantly. I was in the kitchen helping my grandma make homemade buttermilk pancakes for breakfast.

Had some weird things going on last night. I'll explain them the best I remember them.

1. I had previously been in some course about Marine Science or something. Whatever it was, it was relevant to whatever happened next. I'm with my friend Emily, and I look out the backseat of the car, and there's a woman out in the water fishing. She's only about knee deep in the water. All of a sudden, a very large manatee surfaces and starts playing with her and rolling around on her and all that. It's got a baby with it. Within minutes, there's also a shark, a dolphin, and several other marine species. I can't figure out why. We watch for a while and then drive away. As we're driving off, a giant bald eagle comes to join in.

I return later and find nothing but an old shark.

2. After waking up from number 1, I decide I want to have a lucid dream and try to DEILD. I don't know why, but for the first time ever, I hit Sleep paralysis. I feel a vibration start at my feet and go up my body. I imagine a dream landscape that I want to go into. All of a sudden, I'm interrupted by HA. I hear a clangor of horrible bells, and a word starts bouncing around the screen of my vision (my eyes are closed). The word starts with the letters FIN, but that's all I can make it out. It's made of a fluorescent green font, and very jagged. Every time it hits the corner of my vision, it sends a shockwave. I open my eyes and am gasping. I then try again and hear a low, loud voice slowly say my name. I'm too scared to try again.

3. Something about being in a restaurant or pub or something. Somebody wheels in a really old racing car (from the 50's, maybe) and are looking at selling it to the owner. I then see a miniature classic car driving around the store.

3. I see a little prologue about GIR (the robot dog from Invader ZIM) talking about how humans have to go through a trial or have already failed it or something. He flies away, up to space, as behind him, a cloud of yellow gas or dust starts spreading out. I join the dream in an abandoned apartment, or multi-level house. There are no doors. I run through a doorway and a man behind me seals the door off with some kind of clear wrap and some tape. I go into the next room and find a couple people there, discussing what they will do next. As they discuss the plans, I look over and see the room I was in is already filling with yellow gas. The door to this room is now sealed off as well, but poorly. I run to my right and try to leave through the other main door, but find all of those hallways also blocked off with the gas. I hear them yelling about how it will suffocate everybody. Thinking on my feet, I break a window, and prepare to jump off the second story balcony into the pull. As I'm hanging from th e balcony, I suddenly realize I'm dreaming. I jump down and look around me. It's dark outside and I don't like it. I clap my hands and a beam of light appears. I try everything I can think of, including yelling at the sun and the sky to light up, but to no avail. I then go over to a tree and, for some reason i still don't remember, decide I want it to be red. I yell at it to turn red, I point my finger at it, I snap my finger, nothing works. So then, I place a hand on either side of it, and expect my hands to create red. It does nothing, but when I pull my hands away, they are both red. Then I start losing the dream. I remember then that my goal was to ask a dream character what happened to them when I woke up. I bent down now to feel the grass and try to remain awake, as well as spinning. Just before waking up, I could feel myself spinning, as well as myself laying in bed, at the same time.

Dream - Lucid

I remember being in a church, sitting at a pew. Some really creepy piano music started to play, and people started to chant this weird song. Bars came down from the pews in front of everyone and trapped us (kind of like the safety bars on roller coasters). I looked to my left, and 3 or 4 guys in suits were sitting next to one another chanting, looking extremely creepy. I was a little weirded out, so I somehow got of the bar that was trapping me and left.

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I walked into the dorm I was supposed to be living in for the semester. My mom had it all set up; she had my bed all made and my clothes all put away. The dorm looked much nicer and spacier than the one I had freshman year. In fact, the floors were carpeted, and there were 2 TVs!

However, there were 3 other beds...I had 3 other roommates. o_o

I remember laying down on my bed. I figured out it was a water bed. My mom had made it up with some really nice bedspread. I remember it being a dark red color. I remember talking to my mom, and her saying I probably wouldn't be able to go to bed early, because she remembered hearing the other girls talk about some German person coming in that night. I then asked my mom if she had brought my underwear and pants. She said no, and I asked her to go get them, or maybe I said I'd get them myself, can't quite recall.

I then remember one of the roommates coming in. She had long-ish dark brown hair pulled back into pigtails. She definitely looked like a freshman, probably about 18 or 19. We said hello. I commented to her about the carpets and about how much nicer that dorm was than my old one. I remember her putting away her underwear in dresser drawers. It was mostly thongs. She started telling me about what she was going to wear the next day when her and her boyfriend bought weed.

I then remember I had somehow gotten my pants and underwear, and I was putting them away in the two dresser drawers below the two that the other girl had put her things away in.

I remember seeing a flyer about some girl named Irene who, if you payed her a dollar, you could have your cat in the dorms. I thought about bringing Belle, my cat, into the dorms. I thought about her sleeping on my bed with me. I don't think I decided to bring her for some reason.

I also remember thinking about how I kinda felt like a freshman again, new to and excited about the college world.

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I was in high school band again. I remember sitting in a band room. My high school band teacher was there. I had my clarinet, and was reading the music on the page. The reed felt weird in my mouth. It was an old reed. I remember I was close to last chair. I thought I may have actually been last chair, but a couple of people sat down to my left. They had 3rd part music, and I had 2nd part. I thought hard about playing clarinet regularly again.

I remember thinking that maybe I should play bass clarinet instead, since I have one, I played it all through high school, and there were no bass clarinet players in this band. However, I stayed where I was and continued to play.

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I remember trying to "Like" something on my old friend (who is no longer my friend in waking life for some reason :/) Jane's Facebook. It said that she didn't allow "Likes" on her Facebook.

I then remember seeing her playing something on the piano. I wanted to help her, because she was having trouble. I started trying to nicely help her. She accepted the help and was being very friendly towards me.

Then, I remember seeing a monitor on Kacey's computer. The background was a picture of her and I jumping in the air doing some weird karate poses. If you started the computer up, it was a video that stopped at the point that we jumped in the air, turning it into a picture or still-frame. Random.

Anyway, we all had to go to this pep rally thing that was outside. Everyone was standing up in a grassy area. People were performing some talent show. Jane was going to play the music that I had tried to help her with. I remember seeing either me or someone else with these crazy, giant porcupine-looking quills in their hair that was part of some cheer leading or dance squad called the Quillin' something or another, I can't remember. They were going to perform against another cheer leading or dance squad.

But back to Jane. She got up to the piano. It looked like a child's play piano, it was red and low to the ground. She put her music up and just stared at it for awhile. A man was standing behind her, and asked her if she knew the music well. She said she didn't, but she was going to play through it anyway. I was standing to her right. She would start play, would mess up, then start again. I felt very bad for her, I wanted to help her. This went on for awhile. It got to the point where I had to look the other direction.

I then remember something about being in two different groups. We were somewhere that we weren't supposed to be, in some shack or some other kind of building. People were looking for us. I remember some piece of seafoam green yarn that was split into to different pieces, but converged into one piece. I remember someone on the other end of it who was in the other group very far away talking using the yarn. You could hear her through the yarn. She was asking for help and sounded like she really needed it.

I remember at some point being back where we were supposed to be, and being surprised at how far away we actually were.

Raven and I come tumbling out of portals into the Biodome. We collapse on the grass in exhaustion. I feel someone carrying me. I am semiconscious.

Angels carry us through a wormhole to their temple. They take us to a special healing chamber. They place energy shields over us, then flood the shields with healing light.

I feel asleep, yet awake.

We awake hours later. They give us a tour of the temple. They use energy technology. They don't call it magic. Everything is amazingly deliberately beautiful. All the buildings and plants are arranged in a way that looks natural as if the building just grew out of the ground. They remind me of the buildings of the Protoss.

Every time I touch something, it charges me with energy. Wow.