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I was in darkness and realized I may be awake while sleeping and beginning or ending a dream. I was in the darkness and decided to rub my hands together briskly to become more lucid so I could see something. The darkness clarified and I became aware I definately was not in waking reality but I had no dream scenery but the darkness did clarifiy( I saw some glimmers of light reflecting off something). I knew I was lucid at this point and was happy that the rubbing the hands together worked well. I will use it more often. I decided to "jump" thru the blackness as far as I could to "jump" into a dream or at least into some scenery. On the other side I saw a spectacular sight of dogs dogs dogs of every breed and color and type jumping and some falling and some seeming aggressive and others friendly etc. I can't remember much except I was extremely lucid and suprised to land in a dream of so many dogs doing so many different things. Nuts.
The cool thing is that when I awoke I shared my dream with my family and another family member had dreamt that our and our neighbors dogs were causing trouble so they were looking for me to help and couldn't find me.
finally!! fulll blown lucidity since my renewed commitment starting this year 03/31/11. whew thank goodness I'm back on track.

06.06.2011

Jupiter's great red spot... beware of the Shitties if you go there... (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This broke my lucid dry spell. Its count was up to 10 days. I have been extremely busy these days where I did not even recorded dreams. I told my self I had to do the ToTM this month. I have a 10 month streak completing the ToTMs within the first 7 days, so I did not want to break it.

I had a different job, with a few days off in between. For some reason I could not be at home so I spent most of the day out. I decided to enter a bank and spend the day there, using their wifi with my laptop. I was in the lobby, next to the ATMs and some PO Boxes. A post office employee arrived to drop some mail. I felt I was on the way so I moved away. I realized that if I went there everyday, they would end up calling the cops thinking I was homeless or something, so I exited there.

I decided to go to a McDonalds. I met some people there, along with some girlfriend I had. We sat in front of each other and we had some talk. Suddenly, a train with milk and condiments passed behind me (inside the McDonalds) and dropped some milk on me. I got pretty pissed and complained about it. After some chat with the manager, he told me to sit in other place. I sat on a different table, and the manager sat on my old seat, next to my dream girlfriend. I texted with her a few times and also went by her and kissed her. The dream started to fade, but I wanted to travel to the future to see what was going to happen.

I was in a huge church. I remembered I wanted to search for that girl and find out what was going to happen. I met with some folks and her dad. I told him I was her boyfriend. The dad smiled and told me where she was

I suddenly turned lucid and realized I was dreaming, but I wanted to follow the plot. I saw my real wife sitting in a table, alone, and she said hi to me. I ignored her but then I went back next to her. She looked at her hand and wore no ring, she was shocked. I could feel my ring in my hand. I told her I was dreaming and I had some girlfriend, but no worries because it was just a dream and I loved her in real life. I kissed her and left.

While I explored this church, I recalled the ToTMs and how late I was this month. I started to fly and flew through a few windows, as usually, they shattered. It was very sunny and warm. I saw a huge sea, where I decided to dive into it. I needed to find some sunken treasure. I went down and down and it became darker, but I saw a wooden chest. I opened it and found a few golden bells. I shook them and they made some noise (Same noise as Polar Express ones) I found it funny and brought them back up into the surface.







As I was flying with the basic done, I started to fly at a very high speed, and told myself I was going to fly high up to the moon and beyond. I realized that I needed to go to Jupiter and realized it was going to be quite a trip. I saw a heavy storm and I flew to it, again, at a very high speed. I landed where the storm was and realized that I could teleport from storm to storm. I felt the wind and could hear the lightnings. Suddenly a rough voice (the storm's voice) told me what I was doing. I demanded the storm to teleport me to the Jupiter's storm, on the great red spot. The storm asked me if I was sure, I said yes.

My body lifted and I started moving at light-speed. A few seconds later, I could see Jupiter and how I was approaching to the red spot.







I was excited in seeing Jupiter for the first time. I suddenly landed abruptly and I was there.

The ground was intensely red. I could see the clouds. They were red, gray and black. The wind moved super fast, I felt a few times how the wind hit me in the face and body. However, the wind never lifted me. I could hear a lot of lightnings, happening like every 1-2 seconds.
I looked up into the sky, and all I saw was a huge mass of red and black clouds.

I tasted the storm. It had a watery taste, but it was sour and salty. I also could feel the smell of sulfur and rotten water. I felt the water very strong on my face and hands. The water was warm, but not too hot.

As I was done with the storm, I planned to go back to the previous plot, however, I saw beyond the storm an enormous city with a ton of lights. It looked extremely futuristic. In addition, it was crowded. I decided to explore the city instead and see how Jupiterians were.

The storm told me, "Do not go there, you will piss of the shitties!!!" I ignored the voice of the storm and flew over this town. As I was flying over it, I could see how this futuristic town vanished and saw instead small orange houses inside a red forest. I started to land and these houses looked like pumpkins. I landed and I could not hear any noise, until a Jupiterian appeared. They were like giang grasshoppers. They looked angry at me and became hostile. They were walking on two paws, the largest ones they jump with. The other two pair, were like arms.







I started to fly away from there while I could hear the storm saying, "You won't be able to scape now, the Shitties will eat you. You will not even be able to scape your dream body!" I felt that was a lot of nonsense so I started to fly away Jupiter, while the storm said, "The atmosphere in this planet is way far than yours. It is an extremely long flight to exit this planet, you will not be available."

I kept flying for a long while, until I tried to wake up myself, as I felt it was time to record the dream. I appeared in my bed, but it was extremely hard to open my eyes. I could sense the shitties fighting my eyes so they would keep closed. I saw a dark figure behind my bed, but ignored it. I felt it might have been my dream guide in Freddy Krueger form waiting for help. But I was fine on my own. I kept fighting to not fall back asleep until I woke up for real.

Dream Guide:

Lucid-----Nonlucid-----Comments
I was walking down some street when I realised I was dreaming, so I slowed down and took in the sights. I was in an area that was sparsely populated, and one particular house drew my attention. It was a wooden house with the door open and looked kinda like this
I entered the house and peeped into all the rooms on the first floor but it seemed to be deserted. I then started getting a scary vibe from the house. I called out a few times but no one answered, the lighting was getting darker and darker and I was thinking this could easily turn into a horror dream if I continued being nervous so I calmly walked out of the house. The scene had now changed and the house was on a hill, below I could see a small town with a few shops and some DC's . I decided to investigate and without intending to, I teleported to the town. I could see a small shop and inside was a girl and someone I assumed to be her father, they both looked oriental. I walked up-to the shop and waited for her to serve one of the customers before approaching the till area. She looked up.. and I decided to try something out

hi,um I was told I could meet my dream guide here.

She looked confused and glanced over at her father for help. He approached us and nodded towards me. But before he could speak the door opened and in walked a cross between me and my father. I then realized the shop had turned into a restaurant and that I needed to stay present and not get too drawn into the dream. This guy walks up-to us turns towards me and says

That's not how things work.

I recall trying to remember the exact way he looked but I can only remember that he was wearing a smart purple shirt and plain black trousers. I assume he is my dream guide and ask him what he means.

DG: I'm not meant to be here, but you passively changed the course of the dream.

At this moment I was thinking that as-long long as it worked who cares.

DG: in this scenario we are meant to be meeting at this restaurant, but come with me.

We exit the restaurant and the scene has changed again, we are now in some kind of city. As we start walking he says to me

pay attention to how realistic this is. I look around me and start taking in the sights again but get distracted somehow. He then tells me to go and have sex. I don't even argue and fly off in search of a girl. I spot a potential mate walking with an older woman on the street below, they are both carrying suitcases.I decide to land but misjudge my speed and crash into a building and drop to the floor, I get up and realize that my potential dream guide is leaning up against a wall motioning me to get on with it. I ran up-to the two women and grab the girl. The older woman who looks like her mother starts screaming. I ignore her and start undressing the younger girl. She resists at first but then gets into it.

After about two minutes the girl disappears and so do my clothes. I then notice that there are some Muslim guys about to pray on the street right next to me. I start feeling ashamed and look towards my potential dream guide, he gives me a mischievous smile and he too disappears. Ashamed and naked I spot some bins and run towards them. I crouch behind them and try giving myself some new clothes, but nothing works. I start feeling dejected and stop caring about the clothes, I then stand up from my crouching position and suddenly I have some clothes. The scene has changed again, I'm now in a residential area which I recognize as my best friends place. I can see him standing in his front yard playing on his Nintendo 3ds. I tell him that this is a dream and that I have been dreaming for quite some time. I also tell him that my dream guide just screwed with me and ask him whether he wants to help me track him down.

He doesn't believe me so I plug his nose and tell him to breath. He realises that this is a dream and asks me how I plan to find my dream guide. I tell him that I don't know but I'm sure it will be fun, he agrees and we start walking. Then I get swamped by a lot of dogs and wake up.

I was standing in my room holding a ciggaret. I knew I was dreaming and thought maybe I should have an adventure. But the I looked at the thing in my hand and wanted to test my dream control abilities. I focused on it imagining it getting hotter and hotter and picturing an ember spreading. I focused so hard I was worried I would wake up. But I didn't, I was able to make it start glowing and it then engulfed in a bigger flame than I expected. I then smoked it, it wasn't like what my parents said it would be like. I then told my DC mom about it and she gratzed me on dream fire. The dream ended.

Strangely mom doesn't mind me being lucid, yet dad gets angry when he finds out I am lucid. Mom even helps me sometimes.

It cut around a bunch but stayed within the same time frame of one day, and the same story line.

In the dream I was a man and it was the day of my wedding and started out going very well. The setting was never in a church or anything, it was just that me and everyone else knew it was my wedding day. I felt a sense of my life finally coming together, like for a moment everything was going to turn out fine.

It happened slowly, but everyone who was involved in my wedding began to turn on me.

Randomly I was in a futuristic jet plane with someone I didn't know. She began to tell me how I did not care about her and how she was disappointed. She let her hair down and I was surprised to see it was one of my best friends (in the dream, I also think she was my best man). She begins to talk to me about how she wanted to go into the military but she could not pass and psychological exam.

She begins to drift into la la land and I am extremely frightened for I have never seen her in such a state of anxiety. She tells me basically that she loves me and how could I not see that she was the choice. I explain to her that she is my best friend and that it was something I didn't want to loose. She began loosing her mind, and I hit her to bring her back to reality.

We ended up falling out of the plane and onto the inside ledge of a broken sign. We are suddenly in different clothes. I am wearing an open white collar shirt with pants, and she a pink night gown. I try to keep us from falling off but she is determined to get me to fall. I finally do and I hear myself hit the ground, but am ok. I end up being blamed for the whole ordeal since the only story people heard was that I hit her and tried to throw her off a building.

Some kind of dream skip. I walk up to this crowd of men and ask "best man?" to one of them. I am not sure what I thought would come out of it. The man replied "You want me to be your best man?" He continued talking about he would be honored and then switched emotions and said something I don't remember. His son walks up to me and explains that his dad has Alzheimer's and to please leave. I do.

I am on some sort of film set. I am sad about others that are now not going to my wedding. People want me to cancel, but I insist to go on for the friends I have left, although I know that most people had bailed on my wedding and hate me now.

There was a shotgun mic tangled in a xlr cable and it swung hitting my cat in the face. I began to yell to leave my cat alone, but they would not. I grab their DVD spindle in anger and pull the top two DVDs off. It turns into a cat, and I begin to suffocate it. (It was like the cat was on the DVDs but was still real). The people there begin to watch and assure others around them that I will stop before 100sec are up (apparently that is how long it will take for the cat to die). But they all stand around watching and laughing, ready to run off and tell the police after it is over.

I am disgusted that no one was trying to stop me. They did not care for the cat at all, just what the repercussions of that would do to me. They were using me and the cat just to hurt me, and I could never do anything to hurt them back because their is nothing that they care about enough to hurt them. They had cared nothing for me from the very beginning but I was to stupid and exited to realize that they were liars.

By the time I escaped my thoughts and intense feelings of sadness and anger, I had killed the cat. I drop it in shock, having somehow not realized that I was still killing it. (I was aware to an extent, but was distracted by my thoughts to the point where I convinced myself it wasn't really happening) I quickly dropped him gasping, and as he hit the ground transformed back into two DVDs.

I turned and fell into a bed shaking and hyperventilating. I was so ashamed that I would kill a cat that I could not get control of myself. They people left laughing that I had done it, so they could get me arrested, but I did not care about them. The cat had done nothing to me, but I took my anger out on it anyway. I could not handle that I actually did it, and I woke up and the same position I ended up lying in.

I started the lucid dream by doing a reality check like I did in real-life (for some reason the plug your nose one works really well) The first part of the dream eludes me somewhat, after I did the reality check I decided to try to fly and did it on the second try. At some point I made it to a large building. In this buiding there were a few uninteresting people and a door. I smile and think to myself what I want behind the door, a ton of hot girls. Unfortuneatly it didnt work and there was a class class of small kids so I get pissed and decide to leave the room by phasing out of it throught the wall. After another failed attempt I try to phase again but only my hand goes through. I use the door. Now, I come in to an entirely different room than I anticipated. There are many long cafeteria style table strewn around a large white painted room. The people in it seem to be uniteresting but some of them are soldiers. One of these soldiers and I come up to each other without provocation

"Who are you" I asked
He says his name- in the dream I got annoyed that I forgot it so fast, i think it had 3-6 letters though.
"and this is past my 20th life kid, you have no idea what it feels like"
For some reason I wasnt surprised.

Immediately while we are having the conversation a large machine-like gole with black chains surrounding it appears out of the ground and everyone scatters except for the person I talked to earlier and his large friend. it immediately attacks me with a ranged attack (bullets I think) I easily dodge to the right. It then attacks me with a laser and some missles, they hit me but I smile and get really excited as I willed it to do no damage. I stare the thing down. It trys to punch me again but i jump on its arm, run up onto his back and shout in victory as I conjure large white balls of energy in both hands and slam it into it and destroy it completly.

At this point I felt my real life arm move a bit and decided to wake up feeling awesome.


The only other battle dreams I remember from my life is one where android 17 totally beat me. This time is was the one on top!

i woke up from having a normal dream and was awake for about an hour. i decide to drink a bit of apple juice and attempt to WILD. its much easier and mor comfortable than last time. this time the dream is constructing itself in front of me but for some reason when its ready i still have doubt so i do a few RC's. i am now fully aware i am dreaming. i remember telling myself if i have a lucid dream i will break down some walls. i run towards the nearest wall and punch it but i only create a big crack so i do the same to another wall nothing, i see a door and think. i want to rip the door off the wall without ttouching it so i put hand out as if to grab the door and pull... nothing, i see a window and run towards it as if to jump out but i stop for some reason to turn back to the door and its not there. (could it be that the door never came off in the first place because i hadnt imagined whats was behind it) i wake up back in my bed dissapointed its over but still glad i had it.

Had a lengthy dream in which I attended a camping/music festival. At some point I decided I was going home so I took my tent and sleeping bag and bailed from the festival. At some point I ended up sleeping in a car in my sleeping bag, a car that wasn't mine. I awoke in this car (still within the dream) and began to walk with the intention of heading home still. I found myself suddenly walking along the highway in front of my house. I approached my local bus stop where there were a bunch of people hanging out. Waiting for a bus maybe who knows (come to think of it no cars were driving at any point along the highway). I began talking to this fairly attractive girl and started to touch her arm. As I did she said told me I couldn't do that. At this point I realised that I could, that I was dreaming and I could do whatever I wanted. As soon as I realised this the girl and all the other people disappeared, it sometimes happens when I get lucid. I started hopping about with the intention of running as fast as I could along the highway, I wanted to get a run up and then fly, it works for me. I could feel myself slipping though and I started furiously rubbing my hands and looking for something to touch. I very clearly remember flipping horizontally all of a sudden and felt a huge rushing feeling on my shoulders. I kept repeating to myself not to wake up or lose the lucidity.

I did however and slipped back into the regular dream. During this dream I figured something had gone wrong and I attributed it to being really drunk and spent the rest of my dream feeling hungover and have flashbacks into what I assumed were parts of my previous drunken stupor.

i dreamt i walked into my bedroom with girl i dont recognise she has a toddler in a car seat and sits the baby on top of my drawers, she goes to the toilet and i say to the baby "you ok wee man" the girl shouts from the toilet "shes a girl, i reply "i know its just habbit because of my brother"

Older notes ; Dreamed of machines, Pondered upon creationism in my dream.
Someone in my dreams told me ; I like ur dreams.

Hey if someone of here is trying to share a dream with me don't be shy to let me know.


6/6/11

People from my school sitting around a table. I passed a note to N and asked her something in that note.

Later a friend of hers called me in and told me what she wrote down, apperantly N wrote down on the note ; Fack you !


I was walking down the street with an old or maybe even a new friend, he said;
"remember when u told me about DMT? "
i said "Yeah , sure"
"So, let's do it man. i'll make the DMT at my house u take care of the ingrediënts"

I am 95% convinced this was a shared dream , as i planted some seeds about DMT with people and i believe they hatched. So i'm probably getting DMT soon.

I am outside a gas station at night when I see this girl I took a class with like two years ago. We recognize each other, and she invites me to a movie. I can't remember whether I said no or yes, but she then invited me to drink with her. I said, sure, but, are you over 21, because I'm not, and we need someone to buy the beer. She said she was between 20 and 21, but her brother will buy beer.

I had two other dreams which I had in my head when I woke up, but my alarm made me forget them.

I was back at school after 2 days of summer break. I showed a new girl on my buss the turtle i kept in my back pack all summer. Weird I know. When i got to school I found myself in a white walled classroom, with several people I knew and several new faces. I said hello and i got the odd feeling that everyone changed. I went to the hall way and got intercepted by Billy, a guy who wont realize that he cant beat me up no matter how many times I have bested him when he was dumb enough to try to put me in a head lock or something els stupid. He wanted to fight to "prove" who was dominate. Why couldn't I convince him that we are not friends and that I don't give a crap what he thinks as long as he is far away from me. I accepted the challenge and Billy kept insisting to fight at my house, I tried to tell him that mom thinks that he is no better than pot scum and that she would shoot him if he came within 100ft of the house. He didn't listen The dream ended.

Awake Non-Lucid

I'm walking out of the front doors of school. It's a beautiful sunny day, and my friends wave at me to come over. "Paul's looking for you," she said quietly into my ear. "He told me to give you this."

She took out a parcel wrapped in blue. I glance around and ask her to put it back into her bag. "What's this for?" I whisper, wishing we were at her house instead of at the school gates. We start walking.

"He's going to ask you out," said Rochelle, with a teasing smile on her face. I groaned internally. I still haven't made a decision about him yet. It's a well known fact between us that he has a crush on me. I mean, we're friends and in fact I used to like him. Maybe still kinda do. But I just don't know if he's boyfriend material. God...

"Hey!"

I hear Greg behind us. I look around to see a group of guys, all of who I'm friends with, walking behind us. Shit, Paul's there.

"Open your present!" Greg shouts, the guys all jump about and whoop excitedly. I roll my eyes with a grin and tell them affectionately to shut the hell up. But Sophie pulls the present from her bag and hands it over. I sure hope this isn't embarrassing.

I rip open the paper to find a bundle of notes. They're sealed in an envelope, with a heart on the front. Oh god, hearts? I blush, but start reading.

There's a lot to read through, so I skim over it mostly. It's not entirely to do with me, mostly it's a few compliments and jokes. In fact, it's really sweet. The guys behind us cheer and start to act out.

Greg turns to Sean. "Oh sweet darling, will you be my lover?" He projects loudly, in a clipped, clear voice, sweeping his imagined hair back and fluttering his eyelashes.

"Oh," begins Sean, looking to the sky and pouting his lips. "Why yes, sweet darling, I shall be yours forever!" He sighs dramatically and they fall into each others arms. Everyone cheers and laughs, and I even smile to myself a little, they're still funny even though they're taking the piss.

I walk ahead of the others and sit on some steps with Sophie and Rochelle. They mutter insults at the boys, though they're grinning and I hear fondness in their voices. They are really the biggest bunch of idiots i've ever seen, but they're awesome. I hear Paul behind me. Y'know what? Why not? He's sweet and I like him.

I stand up and smile.


This has just confused meee.....

It's the 1890's. I am one of the first union organizers. I am trying to convince a group of factory workers to stand up to their employers for safer working conditions. The trouble is I can't get anybody to attend the meetings. Whenever anyone is seen working with me, the fat cat factory foerman has them beaten or killed. The boss is a big sweaty bald man with a greasy comb-over, an ugly black suit with a gold chain across the solar plexus of his jacket. I manage to finally get a meeting together with 2 other workers at the factory, and as I start to tell them what the effects of the chemical run-off into the working camp water supply, two big thugs crash the meeting. One guy is wearing a black turtle neck, tight white pants a pork pie hat and is slapping an ugly blackjack into his left hand. The other is small in a greasy white suit. With sharp features. They tell me I have one chance to break up this meeting before things get ugly. I tell the other two to run, that I would hold these two monsters off.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was in a big theatre. The theatre was kind of crowded. The lights were on, but a show was playing. It was apparently the Ed Sullivan show where the Beatles played.

I was surprised by the songs. The first song sounded a little bit like a Beatles song, but it also sounded modern. It may also have sounded like the "Boss Boss" song, by RC Succession.

The second song sounded even more modern. I could also hear it very vividly. I was really surprised by this song. I was surprised I hadn't heard it before, and that the Beatles had chosen it for the Ed Sullivan show. But I really liked it.

I was now getting up on stage. I was taking part in some kind of performance show, like a karaoke show or something like that. I felt like there was a band somewhere, but I didn't see a band: only a couple of guys leading me up on stage. The stage was empty and seemed to be made up of two or three tiers of some kind of beige-colored, polished material.

I knew I was supposed to sing the Beatles song I had just heard. But I didn't know the song. I thought that maybe all I was supposed to do was lip-sync with the song. I figured that if I paid enough attention to the words I could do that on the spur of the moment.

I now faced the crowd. The song was playing. The song was full, so the singer's voice (don't know which Beatle it was: didn't sound like any) could be heard. But I was actually supposed to sing out loud with the song.

I actually got through the first verse pretty well by sticking to the sounds as I heard them sung. I ended the chorus of the first verse pretty loud, with a lot of enthusiasm. I had a feeling that sooner or later the singer's voice would be withdrawn, and that I'd have to sing all by myself.

The second verse was starting up. I was really afraid I didn't know the lyrics. But I figured that if I heard the first words from the singer, I'd probably recall the rest of the song.

At some point I may have been back down in the crowd, or I may have had the view of a camera looking into the crowd. I may have realized that the crowd was really a group of my peers and that I didn't have to worry so much, even if I did a bad job.