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I acquired my first lucid dream. Nothing like I expected. Not sure what I expected. It happened last week, I've just been too busy to post this.

I was on stage with a band, playing at Madison Square Garden. Ironically, the song we were playing was Nightmare by Avenged Sevenfold. The way I realized it was a dream was because I couldn't feel my guitar strings cutting into my fingers, nor could I feel the familiar weight of it hanging from my shoulders. Once I realized this, I performed a RC by sticking one hand through the other. Then I decided to have some fun by jumping into the crowd, which I then surfed through 3 more songs. I then 'chose' to wake up by going to sleep. So yeah, nothing too interesting I guess.

After a few nights past my last entry I had noticed some odd happenstances which triggered my attention. The dreams were more lucid, stable and my dream control was fantastic. However, I myself, was losing balance alot. I kept tripping over myself or sort of hydroplaning on my feet. After a few runs through an obstacle course in a training grounds area i often visit in my dreams, my very own shadow came out from under me whilst i was stumbling over myself once more, and began choking me, saying " I TOLD YOU TO DRAW A TAIL YOU DIP$#!%!"
I woke up and didnt fully recall the dream until later that night. I picked up the 2- dimensional drawing i had done of my dream control form and decided to brush off the dream and leave the picture how it was, as i did not appreciate a tail. The next night was profoundly odd. The first thing i can recall is appearing in dream world with my shadow glaring at me and tapping its foot. I decided to ignore it and go about my dream elsewhere however my shadow followed me, smiling. I begin to be chased by odd creatures in my dream that seem to de stabalize the dream itself and wake me up when i interact with them. I jump into the air and spin around, activating my dream control form, or so i thought and falling on my face. My shadow laughs at me. "WTF?!" i reply. I get back onto my feet determined to get away from these creatures. When i notice I have a tail... a light blue regular size bird tail attached to my backside. My shadow is now cackling as he runs along side me. "What the hell are you doing?" I ask. "Hey, you wouldnt draw the tail so you get whatever i feel like." I run a bit more but the realisation i have a little birdy tail annoys me and i stop running alltogether, being caught by the creatures and waking up. I havent seen my shadow the nights hence, as I decided it was time to draw a tail seeing as my subconciouse was litterally sabotaging my dreams. I will say that the tail does make my dream control form look better and ... it is alot easier to balance with one also and can come in handy when your hands arent free so whatever my shadow was correct.

1. I am eating a bowl of some sort of fruity sauce. Maybe cranberry or rhubarb.

2. I am being chased up a long flight of stairs by a big muscular man. I get to the top and close some sliding glass doors. The man is banging on the doors angrily.

3. I am walking through a mall. I have a big glass bottle in my hand, full of liquid. I see a jewelry store and I throw the bottle through the store window. People start to chase me and I climb up the side of the wall like a reptile.

I had to handcuff a bad lady to another man and me and 2 other women pushed them onto a wooden raft then we also got on. We were on the sea, i looked out and i couldn't see land and it had gone quite dark, i didn't know where to go and felt a little aprehensive. We then ended up on a wet, muddy track, i dragged the raft through it then ran to find my two other friends (they had dissapeared all of a sudden) I found then and we went back to the raft and the bad lady and man had gone. I ran about looking everywhere for them the other two women did also. I opened a drain and she was lying down there, i got a litter grabber and poked her, she moved then the other woman poked her and said "she's still alive" and we all looked about for a way to get her out of there and then we went back again and she was gone. The 2 women friends of mine looked all about the big house, one of the women was banging on the inside of a stain glass window of a room, she said she was scared and she couldn't get out, I tapped the glass gently and she looked at me and walked out of the door, i then ran frantically about looking for the cuffed woman, i got back to the front of the house and saw the other 2 women and decided i would be better off leaving. I walked around a corner and walked casually down a gully trying to quickly get the hell outta there, I had the feeling that i had been there before and that the cuffed lady was very, very bad. I was walking up the road and a woman in black was putting two hats onto the pavement, she was moving them one infront of the other as she walked i spoke to her and said "oh sorry, i didn't realise i was in the way of a funeral" she was nice and chatted to me. I went back to her house with her, lots of people were there and they were all dressed in old fashioned clothing and the house was also very old fashioned. I asked if i could use the toilet and a man escorted me upstairs. I went into the room and shut the red door, the man stayed there and there was a lady at the sink, i saw the toilet and went then i washed my hands. They were both nice and told me i was very polite and i was good for washing my hands. I walked back down the stairs and saw the cuffed lady below, she was pretending to be one of them. I decided to get out so i did and my dream ended there.

2 Dreams from last night

Me and 3 other people were in water, it was like a very, very deep river but on each side there was a cliff. I had to go under the water to turn something, not sure why but i was really scared my other friends were waiting above the water. We had to be carefull because a giant octopus lived down below the water and if it caught us it would kill us. It was a dark gloomy place that i didn't much like. I got out of the water and saw the big octopus come towards me from my right side, i started to climb the cliff and the giant octopus was right beside me, i could see his big tentacles on the cliff so as i climbed i grabbed them and pushed them off then i thought i'll use them instead to help me get up to the top. I kept climbing then my vision went, i couldn't see anything but black and a slight glimps now and again but was very hazy, i kept feeling for the tentacles to help me get up. I scrambled to reach the carrot that was hanging at the top, i knew if i threw it for the octopus it would leave me alone to go and get it. I got to the top and quickly felt for the carrot i then grabbed it and threw it, the octopus quickly dived for it and went back into the ravine!

Dream 2

I was on a beach and i heard a man and lady singing, i turned round and saw them, i looked down and saw the golden sand beneath me and there were a few shalls scattered about too. As I walked over to the 2 people i noticed that it was Lionel Richie and some woman i dont know, they were standing by a big cliff, i walked round it to an enclosed area and they followed. There was a wooden chair on the sand so i walked over to it, it was a sturdy wooden chair which had a small hole in the middle of the seat area, i looked in the hole and inside it was an empty milk bottle, one of the small fat ones. I sat down and considered having a wee on the chair because i was desperate but they were watching me so i didn't LOL.

I was in Island Park (real place), a man promised a real trip. I know it meant acid. I felt anticipation and then rejection when it did not come through.

Then I'm traveling somewhere. My dream cars are almost always like clown cars. Like I'm oversized or the car is too little, and I feel like there is never a roof. Anyway.. I'm driving and going over hills and I notice I can see the outlines of the states and it's like I'm driving on a map. I was between Kansas and Missouri. I felt lost and I didn't know where I was supposed to be going, but I know I had a destination. I don't know if I was being followed the whole time or if anyone had been with me, but I remember shouting at someone in another car, telling them I was bound to get lost and I needed help. It was someone I knew, but that's all I know about them.

According to my memory, next I was in some sort of forest, but it was slightly cartoon-like. I might've been in the same dream, because I know more came before this, but all I can remember is thinking of Yogi Bear and then a bear-like creature appeared. At that moment, I felt I had just figured out something big. Something spiritual, something for myself. In fact, thinking the name Yogi, the appearence of the creature, and the epiphany-like feeling all hit me simultaneously. I wish I could remember more about this part, because it's making me think of my spirit guide.

>>> Later on, during a nap.

I'm dreaming of being at work (where I had just been.) I'm sitting on pot of chili along with a friend, and it actually felt quite awkward, but I was supposed to sit on it to keep it warm. Then once it was at the right temp, we were supposed to stick it on the stove-top. I also remember talking to a co-worker about one of the managers and something that was going on with him. I remember looking around and realized that the manager I was talking about had been staring at me the whole time. I pretended that I didn't say anything.

I'm not sure if it was a WILD or a DILD because I dreamt about it a while ago.

Anyways, I'm walking outside of my house, and I'm thinking of a way to meet up with walms. First I tried my "go to sleep" technique to change the scene. I laid down, and closed my eyes....felt myself melting through the ground, and all of a sudden, I popped right back up in the same area...eyes wide open. Then I tried black holes. I threw one on the ground....didn't work....threw another...didn''t work...and another. The black hole actually comes out, but it looks like someone spray painted the grass. I jump on it....nothing. I try it again and an actual black hole appears on the ground, but I get the same results. I figured that I must have been thinking that it wasn't going to work, so I get all my positive thinking going, and it still doesn't work.

I'm fed up with it, so I tell myself that there's a green warp pipe around the corner, ala super mario bros. Low and behold, there is one. I jump in it, and it's full of water. Not any water, raw sewage. So I'm sinking farther and farther into it contemplating drowning, and finally I end up in a house. There are two blonde girls in there. I'm walking around, and every time i breathe, random bubbles come out. I head towards the exit, and open the door, and just outside of the house, it's normal air. Obviously it's time to experiment with this. I stepped outside, and breathed normal air, and back in the house, and saw bubbles come out of my mouth. I did this back and fourth about five times, it was really amazing.

Rest of the dream......pretty much sex.

Dream 2

I was at a party outside, there were tables laid out and Mac-donald workers behind them serving food, i asked for a burger and they done the food really quickly, like fast forward and instead they gave me loads of chicken and stuff and some sachets of ketchup then the other gave me a bottle of ketchup. I went across to my friends (DC friends) and we all shared the food and laughed about how much there was. I then went and stood by a green-house, i placed my hand on the door frame at which point a loud firework went off and the door of the green-house slammed onto my fingers, it hurt really bad, i looked at them and they were bruised and i went to show my friends. Another big firework then went off wrong, it made a loud bang and frightened me to death, it was right by me and made everything shake. I ran across and told my Mom and Dad as i looked across i could see loads of smoke pouring from where it had exploded. I saw my hubby and we got into the car and drove about, the road was very twisty and curvy and rough and bumpy which i didn't like, as we were driving we heard a loud BANG that scared us both it was an explosion at the bridge infront of us and there was loads of smoke from it, i screamed "ohh my god" i thought we were going to die. Small bombs were falling off the steep bank onto the road, i saw a big lorry crash into one and it exploded, we both shit ourselves then i went on to have dream 3.

Dream 3

As i woke up from dream 2 i went into SP, it was all black and i suddenly began falling, i got scared and thought to myself "calm down" i also slowed my breathing down, i was still falling and spinning and it was still black i then felt the fear coming back so i thought to myself "calm down and relax it will be ok" after i done this i stopped falling but felt like someone was with me, i relaxed myself again then woke-up.

Dream 4

A scary dream but also funny: I was looking in the mirror and messing with one of my front teeth, i wobbled it a little and heard a "crack" noise, i pulled it a little and it suddenly fell out into my hand, i looked down and saw my tooth but it also had half of my top lip attached to it, it had a chin attached to it aswell, i found this very odd and looked in the mirror, i saw myself with no front teeth and i looked at my lip and saw where it had worn away from the bit that was attached to my tooth, it was red and the skin was tight and had healed. I placed my tooth and the other parts next to my mouth and it didnt fit so i turned it around and thought maybe the chin bit goes at the top as the chin onmy face was still there, it fit perfectly. I took it away and smiled, i smiled like a granny but thought i looked ok LOL!

I was in a boat what seemed like a pond (not 100% sure) with a friend/coworker from school Jacquie.
I looked down at my leg and realized that there was a large gash about the length of a pencil in my left calf. In the gash I could see all the way to my bone with ligaments scattered around. My ligaments were kind of like the thin rectangle plastic twine that is used to bind boxes, only it was green. It was almost like my leg was hollow, and there was no blood.

I was like "ah....maybe I should call a doctor."
Jacquie looks down and is like "Yeah, you should."
I get on the phone which is attached to a large, square, metal machine sitting behind us in the boat. I keep getting transferred and by the time I get a doctor on the phone the gash has extended up to my knee and almost around my entire leg.

They ask me what the problem is and I explain what is happening with my leg and ask if an ambulance can be sent to my old high school (I guess that is where I was). As I do my (where my tibia and fibula would be was just one bone) calf bone snaps off my femur and ligaments snap and bounce around. I quickly grab it and hold it in place so that it doesn't get so mixed up that I don't know where things go anymore.

"My leg just fell off." I tell the doctor
She asks "Are you sure this is a serious issue?"

I honestly wonder if it is. Am I over reacting? I think. I begin to mumble and tell the doctor that I would like to come in anyway, just as a precaution.

She says "Well, call back when you are sure what you want to do." and then transfers me to a machine that gives me facts about the hospital. I hang up angry, and decide to go to the hospital by myself.

I go to stand up, having to use my broken off leg to hoist myself onto my good leg. As the bones scrape together I feel the first pain in the dream. I let out an exhale of pain as I wobble to my feet. I start walking, and Jaquie is suddenly someone else. We enter a courtyard area and I suddenly nabbed by a guy with a gun looking for an easy hostage. He at first grabs my friend, but quickly lets her go and grabs me after seeing my leg.

We are quickly surrounded by a SWAT team with all guns aimed in this direction. They had been chasing him for awhile and I was annoyed that I was about to be the reason he got away. I wasn't scared as much as I was annoyed that I could not get away on my leg.

The SWAT team goes to move in and he shows off my leg my forcing me to stand up. (I am somehow sitting again) I do, and writhe in pain as my bones scrape together again. I try to hold my leg straight up to keep myself stable. Everyone lets out a gasp full of pity and I am really annoyed. I think to myself, "I don't care if you feel bad for me, it would be great however if you guys would actually help me. I need a hospital more than a childish groan."

My condition was however enough to get the SWAT team to back off. One of them for whatever reason seemed injured I go up to him and ask him if he is ok. I am pretty sure he had a moment of "she is asking me if I am ok". He says yes and slips me a gun, I nod in recognition and take it. My captor came up and pushed me away from him, resulting in me stumbling awkwardly backwards.

As soon as I gain my balance, I take the gun, aim it at his head, and pull the trigger. Nothing happens. I realize I did not cock it and that I am an idiot. I reach to cock the gun with my thumb but it doesn't feel like it is there. He raises his gun and aims it at my head. I see that my gun does not have a cock but two buttons in its place. He fires, luckily it does not work, and his gun beings to smoke. I hit the button on the left. (I somehow realized duh! I didn't hit the button.) and proceed to shoot him in the head.

He falls down dead and I am on to the next step of getting to the hospital. Everyone begins to cheer, and I thought, crap...now they are distracted and I will never get there. It calms down quickly however and they get me there.

I am checking in to the hospital as I wake up.

4 dreams i remember from this night

1) This dream was about me and my 16 year old daughter but in this dream she was only 6 months old, she was in her pushchair, we were looking around a shopping complex which had about 5 floors to it. we were looking for the shop "BOOTS" we went into the lift 3 times to find it, we got to the top and it still wasn't there even though the sign said it was. I was pushing my daughter up a slope and another woman was in the way trying to block us, i said "excuse me" but she still didn't move so then i screamed at her "fuckin move"! lol. We got past and went into a room, there was a T.V. crew there, i saw a steep bank and tried to get down it with the pushchair, we fell down it and landed in the water below it was like a deep stream, the pushchair was slightly tipped on it's side my daughter was crying then she started going mad as she went under the water. I rushed to help her and quickly unclipped her from the pushchair, i held her tight to keep her safe. I scrambled back up the bank with my daughter in my arms, i sat on a chair and told someone that i needed help to get the pushchair back up. I cradled my daughter again in my arms she was all wet and cold so i tried to warm her up, the T.V. crew woman asked if she could film my daughter and i said it would be ok so she began to film her, i began to tickle my daughter and she laughed, i knew she was feeling better then.

A bit of a strange dream really but here goes... I was in a big city, most of the buildings were quite high and had a silver colour to them, it was as if i was in the future. I had 2 or 3 other friends with me (not anyone i know in RL just DC's) we were dressed in silver all-in-one suits and had guns. There was a man that we had to destroy, he was very hard to catch, he was also dressed like us but had a gun and red stripes on his shoulders. Our guns shot like futuristic laser guns. This man was chasing us and we were all firing at him, then we began chasing him, trying to catch him instead. Others came, some were on our side and some were on his side. We saw a ship, like a big silver space ship and we went inside to look for him, i spoke to a woman on our side and said "us 3 are the good ones so stay with us" at that point she looked at me with a very odd look and headed towards a door, she gave me a filthy look then went through the open door, she then shut it quickly behind her, someone shouted "look" i turned round and saw the nasty man standing outside his space ship and he had his helpers beside him. I didn't know what to do but then saw my 2 friends run outside, i decided to run after them so not to be left alone. When we got outside they all began to shoot at us, i kept getting hit and was nearly dead but just in time one of my friends threw a marble sized ball to me, it had a bright green light in the middle of it, i crushed it open in my hand and it revitalised me back to perfect health. I swung round a pole and kept shooting at the evil man and his helpers, then i woke up!

I was at a school, i had to squeeze past loads of kids that filled the hallway, i was heading towards the hall. I got there and saw loads of blood on the floor and there was someone on a bloody bed, i thought they must have had an accident or something, there was blood everywhere.I didn't go in, instead i went into another room to my right. I looked and saw 2 hospital beds and remembered i had to have an operation and that one of the beds were mine. I stood next to my bed and looked over to the other one, it had a ladies nightie on it and it was folded really neatly and mine just looked a mess, the other lady also had a nice dressing gown hanging abover her bed, i was worried because my stuff looked scruffy compared to hers. I then found myself in the area i used to live in, i was standing by the pub on the corner, i remember some lads coming past me on bikes, i was waiting for the bus. The bus came and i got on, it kept taking me the wrong way so i decided i had had enough of it and got off.

i'm on my way to Cedar Falls a made up town and i was going there because of a book i had read. the book was actually The Catcher In The Rye but for some reason it was called Cedar Falls in the dream. i am almost there and it hasn't been a short trip, i've been driving for almost a week and sleeping in my car and i had been staying in one town just outside of Cedar Falls and i was eating in a diner and four other strangers were there but they were all on their way to Cedar Falls because that's a popular thing i guess. anyway then this person i know named Freddy came in to work and i was like, 'how are you working here, i just saw you before you left?' and he said, 'i'm just working here today.' then there was this house. i never had to get inside the house, but there were three times i had to get out of it. it was surrounded by water, like it was sitting in the middle of a pool and the front step was level with the water. the water never moved. there was algae everywhere and four awkwardly shaped floating ice chunks like in the antarctic and the only way to get out of the pool was to jump from chunk ti chunk. they were wobbly. so i was with these four people from the diner inside the house and they all want first and then i went, and this happened three times, and i went last and i always fell in. the water was warm. the people i was with acted like i should have been really upset for falling in the water but i really didn't mind. i did back flips and played around and i could breathe under water (which didn't strike me as odd) and when i got out i was dry (which again didn't strike me as odd) and then i woke up.

Was with allen. I was some type of sniper or something for a group of powerful villians. I has in some way upset them and was no longer going to work for them. I was in paris. Allen and I quickly packed some bags and ran out. The streets were covered in rain and it was dark. We had to flee by that night. A old man stopped me in the streets. He asked if my name was lana. Lana was my fake name for while I lived in paris. I answered by saying not anymore and I walked away. I felt sad by this because I loved my life in paris. Next thing I know, that old man was chasing allen and I. I jumped behind some bushes. I knew I was dreaming at this point. I willed the man to go away and he did. Then I forgot I was dreaming. (Dammmnnnnn itttt). Suddenly we realized we left an important document at the apartment. There was no way we could make it out of paris with the document. We carefully went back to the apartment. No one had been there yet. We grabbed the stuff. When I openned the door for us to leave, 4 or 5 man were waiting for us on the other side of the door. They rushed in. They pulled allen into the bathroom and tied me to a chair. I was filled with fear of what might happen next. It sounded like allen was having the shit beat out of him. I was realived when they said that they just needed me to kill just one last time for them. I agreed as long as they stop hurting allen. They did. They told me that they would keep him as hostage until it was done. I left in all black close with an envelope with the name and address of the man I was to kill. I read the name and knew that it would be a near impossible kill. I looked back at allen and became extremely anxious

I had a few dreams last night, i can't really recall alot of them, one was that i was being hunted and shot at, i was in some sort of cavern, i got outside where there were pools of water, dirty, sandy water. I ducked my head under it thinking i could get away but i couldn't and i thought " well if they kill me i wont really die" I should have got lucid at this point but didn't, it was just a bit of commom sence that came to me for a split second. I kept hiding and dodging. The things shooting at me weren't human looking in the face, not sure why they hunted me either. I think if i remember right it was something to do with trying to capture me for someone.