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14.06.2011

levitation (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

been a long time since i've wrote in my dream journal. this one is only a small fragment. it starts outside, where i am trying to fly straight up, i dont know if i was lucid or not though. i was trying to recreate something that happened in a previous dream, i had soared straight up into the sky, and had traveled to another dimension. but for some reason, i couldnt levitate more than about 30 feet off the ground. i was nearby this car, and a girl walked around it, i think it was hers, and saw me levitating. after a small memory gap, were sitting in some livingroom, on the floor. she had set up some random bottles with labels and had marked spots on the table. she told me to levitate each bottle to its marked spot, so i could show her how awesome my powers were lol. so i levitated each one to its spot, we talked and laughed the whole time. she was really pretty, and i was starting to like her. i felt like a dick when i woke up lol.

Asuka

I was outside with some kids playing some kids and some game with them... Asuka was also involved.

Honey I shrunk Myself

I was in the backyard of my dreamhouse. For some reason I thought it would be cool to shrink myself like in that old movie, "Honey I shrunk the kids". I stood in the backyard and somehow shrunk myself. But as I was shrinking I noticed the ground was wet with dew. When I was the regular small size it was more like I was in a muddy river.
Sam

I was traveling somewhere in a desert town. I was going to see Sam and try to take her away from her family or something. I remember that I was really anxious about not getting caught that when I neared their lodgings I was almost shaking with fear.

Rumsfeld WTF
A dream about rumsfeld. Just watching him on TV talking about nonsense.

Side note 1: This was the night before my english exam earlier today.
Side note 2: When I went to bed I tried using a FILD technique which didn't exactly work.
Side note 3: This dream was very vivid.

Tonight I dreamt that I arrived at my school 5 minutes before the exam started. But then I was on a bus. I got a call from my teacher reminding me that my exam was starting, so I was like "oh fuck oh shit", stood off the bus, and told my teacher that I was "taking a shit, it might take a while". I looked at my phone which said the clock was 10:35. I then looked at a bus plan to see that the next bus driving back to where my school is, would arrive at 10:35. Then I saw my parallel-class' teacher and a sensor. They asked "what are you doing here" but didn't wait for an answer. I drove with them back to my school, which the dream skipped.
When I arrived at my school, I had somehow lost my t-shirt. I really didn't mind, but apparantly people on the hallway found it amusing and laughed at me. I arrived at the exam 15 minutes late.

* This was lost in the crash, I'm just re-posting. *

I went to bed around 6AM and got up around 10AM so everything is very foggy.

I was standing by my desk, talking to ♥Mark on Skype. But like, I was literally talking. He was typing but could hear my voice despite not starting a call, and I think my voice was turning into text on the screen. So I'm standing there, looking at my laundry hamper to the right and thinking, "Oh my god, I have cockroaches."
I lifted up the hamper and there was a cockroach crawling around, like the bugs in Ocarina of Time. It was trying to eat my carpet and I felt so embarrassed that I had cockroaches in my room.

When I woke up, I realized no one ever makes penis jokes about cockroaches.

It was lunch time at school, I was washing my hands, and saw some money just as I was about to go and sit back down at my usual table. I picked up the money and went back to the table. The school was the same, but filled with different, unrecognisable people, apart from my table which had three people that I do know sitting at it. At the table was a person who I find irritating and annoying (not saying why), a good friend of mine, and sitting where I normally would is a girl who almost always appears in the dreams that I can remember. I sat down next to her and started acting like it was a normal day, and told them about the money that I found, she said something which made me realise it was a dream. I was confused at first, but decided that I should really continue the conversation until it ends, then my plan was to leave. As I was about to leave I woke up.

* This was lost in the crash, I'm just re-posting it. *

Zebrah gave me the urge to restart my dream journal and I just happened to have a long, amazing dream this morning. Here we go!

The setting looked very much like my high school, which was designed after a prison, as far as I know. So the cafeteria was in the center and there were four wings of classes extending from it, like wings of cells. There was a huge hole in the center of the second floor so you could see down into the cafeteria, or jump down if you felt like breaking your leg. In real life, there's bars and railing that go around the second floor but in my dream, that wasn't there, just a ring of large, painted cinder blocks at the edge. People in the dream were sitting on them and no one seemed worried about falling backwards and dropping 25ft.

Anyways, the beginning is a little foggy. I'm sure there's something there, but I mostly remember things really taking off at this point:

I was sitting on the cinder blocks with a girl in a large, white winter coat/trench coat. She looked a lot like me, now that I think about it. She also looked like this girl. Her face kind of varied between the two and I'm almost positive she was actually me and I was someone else hanging with her, but that comes in later.

So we're chatting it up, I'm telling her a story and she's listening pretty intently, but at some point, she starts looking around frantically, gets up and runs off. I glance at another friend nearby and we're both pretty confused, so we run off after her. When we catch up, it's clear she's having some kind of panic attack. We lead her back to where we were and she sits down again and I start firing questions. By now, I'm the other person so I'm going to refer to "my" actions as, "X [action]..." while her actions will be, "ShI/HIr/etc [action]...", okay (the I is to help you remember that she's actually me)? So I was actively playing X in the dream, but the girl was me.

Anyways, X says, "Are you okay? What happened? I was telling you a story and.. and you were doing that..." The gIrl had started looking around frantically again, but shI nodded as if listening, so X continued, "Are you freaking out because of all the people? What's going on?" There were more and more students/people gathering around on the cinder blocks and it seemed to make hIr panic attack worse, to the point that she was hyperventilating badly. X crouched down and got on their knees between the gIrl's legs. It was a pretty intimate moment but I don't recall it feeling sexual, more romantic in a platonic kind of way. X put their hands on hIr lap and said, "Hey. Look at me, just me. There's me and only me, just me. You're fine." ShI looked at X and held eye contact for a long time. Everyone in my/X's peripheral vision began turning red and the space behind the gIrl's head was turning black. We stared for a long time and eventually rested our foreheads together, still holding eye contact. ShI was obviously feeling much better as she embraced X, who was sort of rubbing/stroking hIr thighs but it was still mostly non-sexual, though the feeling of intimacy had certainly heightened. This went on for a very long time, just a loving embrace and a bit of friendly groping with nothing but the sound of breathing, I think X whispered something but I can't quite remember. This moment in the dream was saturated with very genuine happiness and I felt upset when it was over.

Now things get a little weird. The gIrl fell asleep against X but everyone assumed she died. It didn't seem to be a big deal though, like no one really cared. X cradled her and laid her down on the cinder blocks, which sort of reminded me of my dog, so for a few seconds, the gIrl was my dog. X gave her another hug but overall wasn't feeling very much remorse and no one else around seemed to notice what happened. A few minutes later, shI woke up/came back to life and ran towards this giant gash in the wall which led to a rocky tunnel, but X grabbed her, held her back and said, "You know you can't go in there!" The gIrl smiled and nodded and we/they sat on the cinder blocks again. X continued explaining, "There's.. sort of like.. another world in there. You know the robots from the movie iRobot? They're like that, very advanced, humanoid androids, but they were banished to that world. We can't go in there or we'll affect their way of living." The gIrl grinned and said something, X took note of how straight her teeth were. ShI ran off yet again and this time made it into the tunnel, so X and the friend from earlier flipped out and went after her.

I can finally get rid of the X/ShI/etc! Everything was back to normal now, the girl was a different person and I was just me again. So we came to the last corner of the tunnel and I was afraid to be the first one around it, so I turned and grabbed "orange" behind me (for a few seconds, we were colours. I was red, maybe, behind me was orange and behind them was blue) and pushed them to the front and they went right away. I followed quickly after because I was also afraid for them, that they would get hurt because of me not being the "leader".

We entered a room that was so white, you could hardly make out any dimension. There was a stream going through it and even that was such a light blue, it was nearly white. A blue MS paint styled salamander popped up and this was apparently the girl from earlier. It was missing a hand and wasn't animated and I couldn't even hear it, but I was under the impression it told us not to be in that world.

[some kind of transition]

Me, the girl, and a few other friends entered a grocery store very late at night. It was dimly lit and there were only a few people purchasing goods. I'm not sure what we were buying, I think it was pet food of some kind. Anyways, everyone in the store is kind of.. staring at us, like they know we're not from there and shouldn't be there. I heard some "wooing" behind me and turned around. This man in a suit carrying a leather bound book was walking funny and was slightly crouched, staring at me and yelling, "Woo! Woo! Wooo! Woooooo! Woo!" He kept staring at me and continued walking weird until he approached his desired aisle at which point he abruptly started walking in a very calm way with good posture. I whispered to the girl that this place was a little strange and we should probably leave soon. She nodded and we didn't even bother buying anything after seeing this one guy at the cash register. He stared at us with such disgust and anger, had vivid blond hair and looked kind of like a redneck from a beat up trailer park. Feeling pretty freaked out, we left.

It was only me and the girl now. We were walking down this alley outside the parking lot, which had a wooden fence on one side and a chain link fence on the other. I could barely make out a guy in the parking lot staring at us and was creeped out when he started making duck/bird noises. The chain link turned into a wooden fence and I somehow knew we'd be safe if he couldn't see us. So we're walking and she's way faster than me. I grabbed her sleeve and said, "I can't believe how fast you walk! I guess your strides are bigger than mine." We laughed and she said sorry as we came up to a corner in the alley. It led to a dead end/the back of a building. There was a street lamp in the corner and we both walked backwards to it and squished ourselves into it (the corner). I was slightly behind her but we were mostly beside each other, somehow able to totally relax without falling down. I could see a bed "growing" out of her side in my peripheral vision. I was staring ahead and wanted to put my head on her shoulder, but was nervous. I also wanted to put my arm around her, still too nervous. I said, "Are you comfortable?" After a few seconds of no response, I glanced up at her face and she was looking at me. She smiled and said, "Yeah." in a very warm tone.

I "woke up" in my room, like I would most mornings. I looked at the time like most mornings, but an impossible time was displayed on the clock, making me become aware. I heard a voice and woke up.

Fragment: Watching a movie with some other people. We're drinking in the theater so I end up slightly tipsy at the end.

Fragment: Playing some sort of game online with a friend Russel. Morphed into Warcraft 3 (old game). 1v1 Heroes fighting and I was at an extreme disadvantage (lvl 4 v. lvl 7). I lose a bunch.

Walking home from Chris's house. I notice that the high school was having some sort of a convention/meeting/gathering. Nothing notable there so I keep heading back home. Somehow some older guy and his girl end up over at my house, in my room. I want to call someone, but my phone is dead. So, the guy shows me how to charge it directly from the socket. He disassembles the socket, sticks some paper clips into it, then attaches my battery. After I make my call, I find him on my bed, with his dick out, preparing to jack off to some movie on his computer. His girl is in the bathroom. I walk out to ask my dad if he'll drive him home. My dad comes back with a google maps that shows that he was close, but there was roadwork so it would take 50 minutes. We ask him if its okay if we drop him off halfway and he says yeah.

Band Room, sitting next to Ben, I have no instrument so when they start I just sort of follow along. After playing for a little bit we go to studying something. Melissa comes over and sits on my lap. Not wanting her to get poked, I get up to go get my textbook. I have to fight Sam Brannen for it, because he claims its his. When I return, Melissa is in the chair in front of mine and I sit down. We study diseases eradicated by medicine.

Outside, at a table. Turk (from scrubs) and some people are there. He orders a Turk beer for himself and a round of Bud Lites for everybody else. People bitch that he's being stingy. Then, he orders everyone a Turk beer and they bitch that it's a crappy beer. People start leaving. We have a conflict because some people are just tossing their trays in the garbage. I try to help put them away correctly.

Dark bar, some people and Brita (from Community) are there. We are having a good time. Brita starts being a drag. Somehow we find out that she's dying from cancer and that she's started a new religion. I look over and there's a glass counter that I didn't notice before. I head over to it. Behind the counter is an African guy passing out free dessert and scriptures. The dessert tastes like nothing, I can't understand the scripture and Brita starts bitching. I tell her to go die faster and try to walk away to another table. Our previous table is empty and the other table is full. I see Senor Chang toss a spinner.

I was at some sort of high school playground. Wierd for a high school. We where going into the building, but suddenly I realized my shoes where gone, it coulda been the elvs. I worried about who I could steal shoes from. We where entering th building, oddly no one noticed. I then found my shoes. I was suddenly in a hallway where there was an inch of water on the floor. I ran and fell on my stomach sliding down the hallway. The other kids cheered me on. They then got a teacher we knew and he watched me do it again. HE thought it was wierd but interesting. A few minutes later he watched a second time, I looked at my shirt and wondered how it was possible for my cloths to dry like magic. I slid again, wondering if the same thing would happen again. Then I was somewhere els in the school, talking to Synthia. She was not happy with me. I do not know why. She told me I was annoying, and would not leave her alone. Again I had no memories of such event. She then got mad and bared her arms. I noticed that oddly they where skinnier then normal, usually they where abnormally buff. The dream ended.

1. My family visits MGM studios at Disney World. One of the main attractions seems to be a large kissing booth with "famous people," but all one can see of these people is a pair of lips. There are text descriptions of each person under their lips, from Einstein to Disney himself and more. I explore for a bit, then head to the exit area, where a friendly Disney employee offers Purell hand sanitizer and a station for making PB&J sandwiches. As I exit into a garden, I look up at the sky and see two missiles streaking down towards the ground. I remark to myself how much the missiles look like breasts, then run to the impact site. My dad is nearby, pissed off, because the missiles were aimed at his bicycle as punishment for trying to enter an attraction through a forbidden doorway. He mentions he might not have been on best terms with Disney, as they caught him littering before.

2. Some sort of four-color version of the webcomic Cyanide and Happiness. The characters are attacked by a shark while on an ocean raft, and they hold it off. The dream ends when the characters start to peel layers off of themselves, revealing different shirts.

3. Vague account of bounding like a dog through a streetlight night...

1. It was the end of the summer, and I was going back to school. My cousin walked with me. To get there we went through this really pretty forest. The school year was going to start with our class going on a train ride and having class with snacks in the train. Everyone was supposed to bring a couch to sit on. Even though my cousin wasn't part of the class, I decided that he could tag along. We picked out a couch from several that were just sitting in the forest. It was royal blue, and the seat cushions were very light yellow. Pretty hideous. I picked up the left end, and my cousin picked up the other end, and we started carrying it to the train. We got to the train, which was sitting just outside the forest. The track went for a little ways where you could see it, but then it curved into a gorgeous canyon full of fruit trees. The non-forest place was lighter than the forest. The forest was like a night but with really bright moon and stars. The outside place was like a day but with a really weak sun that had very yellow light. Anyway, I told my cousin to put down the couch and I went into the train to scout it out and find a good spot. It was already really crowded, and the only spot to put a couch was right in the doorway. D was sitting on the left side of the couch that would be to our right, and I wanted to sit next to her, so I decided to orchestrate the couch placement so that I would end up next to her. The problem was, my cousin had the right side of the couch, which was the side that would be next to the left side of her couch. We picked up the couch, and I hurried forwards so that I would be the first one in the train door. Then, I maneuvered the couch so that it was backwards. That way, our left side aligned with her couch's left side. The downside of this was that our couch was looking at the wall so we wouldn't be able to see the professor, and also we would look weird. I wasn't too worried about that, though. I sat down on my side of the couch and sure enough, I was right next to D, only on a different couch. I expected my cousin to sit down on the other side of the couch, but I guess he didn't want to sit backwards, because he wandered off. I thought he would probably be able to find a seat somewhere else. The next thing I knew, I was on the right side of the couch. I kind of questioned how I had gotten there, and my mind said that the train had lurched forward and that I had slid. Someone got up to close the train door, but they left it a little open, and since my couch was facing the door, I could see a silver tree with pink leaves out the doorway. I looked around and saw Cassie to my left. I started telling her about some interesting tree I had seen in the forest, but she interrupted me and said, "We haven't seen each other in like three months!", the point being that I hadn't even said hi but had just launched into telling her a story. We both started laughing and hugged each other. Then she started rubbing her shoulder against me, like a cat. At first I thought this was weird, but then I decided that it was a reasonable thing to do, so I started rubbing my shoulder against her.


2. I am in the car with my family, pulling out of the driveway. My brother asks, "Where are we going again?" and I tell him, "We're going to California to eat, because that's where I picked for my birthday." My friend texts me, only my phone beeps differently than it does irl: sort of a short-long beep that's the same pitch both times, and the tone reminds me of the color blue. The text says, "Hey, happy birthday! We wanted to come over and make art with you, how does that sound?" My vision switches to him and Cassie putting glitter on masks. There are about six other people with them, but they are all wearing masks so I can't recognize them. I think, "aww, that's really sweet" but I tell him "Sorry, I'm going to California with my family, and I won't be back until tonight, so we can do it then." I don't text him or even call him to say this, I just say it out loud, but I know that he heard it.

Dream - Lucid

I remember I was with a group of couples, and we were all getting married. We had previously had to pick who we wanted to marry. I saw the other couples get married. It wasn't really a normal ceremony, but a quick ceremony. It was in this dark, stone room.

It was my turn to marry who I picked. I think it was a girl? I don't remember. But we got married underwater in the weird stone room.

I then remember being in a crowded room. I was looking for who I married, who wasn't a girl anymore, but a guy...Carlos Santana to be exact. I remember seeing the other married couples in there, but I couldn't find Santana. I think he was late meeting up with me.

1. I'm on my recent girlfriend's Facebook, where I see her pictures from field school. She's shaved her head, and she's standing with an old friend from college S. T. I laugh, shut my laptop down, and head into the night. I go to a bank, where I'm trying to get a summer job. On my way in, I see the same girl, but she has a full head of hair and is wearing our green senior class shirt. She says softly to me, with a bit of worry in her eyes, "I was never here." I don't know what to say, so I pass her and enter the bank. I don't get the job, but my parents are in the bank and walk out with me. She's still there, although my parents don't seem to notice her. She affirms, "Seriously, if we somehow meet I was never here."

2. I'm at the opening game of the World Series. Joseph Stalin is opening the ceremonies with a rant about Russia's nuclear capabilities.

5:25
Stir Fry
Just a flash of someone cooking a bunch of mushrooms and onions and stuff in a frying pan, Its really big to begin with but they get another size thats even bigger.
6:46
Passenger
In the passenger seat of a car driving through a city at night. There are some people i never even see in the back seat of the car and they are being obnoxious. We are listening to some music which in the dream reminded me of 30 seconds to mars. I cant rem now exactly what it sounded like but in the dream i rem it being very detailed because at one point i wanted to practice being present in the moment in the dream. I rem doing so and focusing on the music and the sights to bring me into it. I start to and within a few seconds feel immense bliss in the dream, much faster and more intense than what i usually experience in waking life. I rem being kind of overwhelmed and wanting to talk to one of the people in the car about it, i start to look around the car but i never actually look at any dcs. The dream must have been very realistic as being in the moment did not trigger lucidity for me, Im glad my awareness is starting to come through more in my dreams though.

(I dont rem how the dream gets to this point, or if its even the same dream. Im a passenger in a car at night again and the scenery looks similar but i have a hard time finding where the flashes link up.) Now I rem driving somewhere with jessica and austin. We pull up to a parking lot, driving up a hill and turning the corner, it has one of the gates that you have to pay a toll to raise. The scenery actually reminds me of la noire. When we get there, jessica is driving im in the passenger and austin is in the back, austin says to jessica youre not gonna be able to get in through there or something similar. She doesn't listen to him and drives right through as he says it again. She pulls up and now im watching our car in third person and it looks even more like a video game, similar to la noire. She parks kind of funky like going over the lines and i dont rem past this.
WBTB Flash
Just remed a flash of walking through the house at night, and its like a WBTB attempt. I go get a banana to eat before going back to bed. I just vaguely rem walking to the kitchen and getting one but dont rem much else.
8:42
I'm innocent
(When i woke up from this dream for some reason i sat up, and it really scrambled my mem of it. I did my best to put it in order thought)I rem being in like an office setting with jessica but we dont work there. We are in like the lunch room but we can hear whats going on where everyone is working. I can hear elaine benice from seifeild. For some reason shes in there and asks everyone working, who here watches fox news. Me and jessica kind of smirk and look at each other as we listen. I think about peaking out to see who all raises their hands and elaine asks again but this time says like fox news at 9 or something.

Next thing i rem is we are back at my house and the cops have showed up. I dont rem exactly what we did but in the dream i know it was weed related. The cops are asking my brother and sister all of these questions while me and jessica stay in another room. I rem worrying that they will search my room but then i reasure myself that they probably wont just start searching considering they are just asking questions. Then i try to think if i even have anything and in the dream and conclude that i dont.

Jessica is nowhere to be seen in the dream now and i go back to my room. I rem sitting on a couch that looks like a really fancy bed and looking over seeing my bed against the window like i had it along time ago. The blinds are my old white ones and the window on the right is partially open. I rem looking at all of this and knowing it was strange but not really knowing why.(seems my awareness is slipping in here and there, just not in full force.)

Now i go into the hallway and ask lissa in her room if the cops are still here. My brother closes the door kind of laughing but i cant tell if he did because the cops are still in the room. I stand on my toes and theres is like a two inch gap at the top of my sisters door. I see her and my bro in there laughing, my bro sitting in my sisters computer chair but no cops so i relax. I go back to my room and my brothers friends comes in smiling. Dont rem past this.

I was in my bedroom, there were worms everywhere. Maggots, earthworms, larvae. They were infesting my bedroom. There were worms hanging from strings like spiders, worms in the bedsheets, worms in the clothes. I couldn't take it anymore! I ran out of my bedroom and out of the house, and "woke up".

I was a tribal child and our group was getting together to share our dreams from last night. People went around in a circle and the elders predicted what they thought the dreams meant. When I shared mine, the elders possessed little concern, and told me that I had some conflicts which I had to resolve.

I went to sleep the next night, and had a horrible, much worse dream. I dreamed that there were people who would abduct individuals in the night, take them to their "farm", crucify or hang them, and then wait for the bodies to rot. The people would then eat the worms and maggots from the bodies.

When I told the tribal elders of this dream, they expressed much more concern. They had several tribal members patrol the area at night to guard the camp. All the while, I was obsessed with spelling out 'THEY EAT WORMS' out of magazine letters.



I did this over and over again, trying to find the perfect letters for each, trying to put my message in the perfect spot, and spending hours on this task. I became a monster myself, obsessively making that sentence over and over again.

And, my dream had been correct. During the night, a man on patrol had been abducted and taken away. The tribal people didn't want to say what had happened to the man, but we all already knew.

The next night everyone was on patrol. The goal was to catch the killer. I was armed with a rifle and stationed near the beginning of the tribal perimeters.

The killer returned, this time with a strategy that fooled all of us. He snatched up a young little boy and I, and took us away. He took us over a bridge, so far away that by the time we got there it was daytime again. He took us into a trailer, and told us that he was going to show us his farm.

He opened the backdoor of his trailer, and right outside the door were bodies of people. Each body had its own post that it was tied to. The bodies were bloody, and many of their intestines had been removed, strewn across the yard. They were bleeding from the eyes, if they were fortunate to still have eyes. The worst part, was that some of these dead corpses still had fragments of life in them. They were just barely hanging on as worms and maggots ate their insides.

He told us that at first it was nauseating to see, but after working here for sometime it became a 'healing process' to him.

I think I've had this dream before, because even though I woke up, I knew that the chain of events would lead to us being his next victims.