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We are going with 4 people, with our family by train to Rotterdam. We have to transfer to another train. I get off the train, but don’t see the other family members. Soon a train leaves and I guess the family members are in it. I don’t have a ticket myself. I look at the platforms and timetables. I don’t see any timetables. I see a man on the station, but find him annoying, I don’t understand him and pay little attention to him.

I'm just having the same dreams over and over. Many about Zooni, where she is alive again in one way or the other.

And recurring dreams about going back to school, some time passing, and not seeing Felix, and becoming anxious/feeling dread.

Every night, man.

Tuesday, June 28th

I. Late

This dream starts with me eating dinner with my parents in the house I grew up in. I don’t remember the conversation all that well but at one point I am trying to convince them to come to a show I have that night with one of the local bands I play in (a thousand miles away from this house…) She doesn’t want to be out late, etc. I tell her that the singing isn’t the best but I really like the writing and she would also.

As I am washing my dish in the sink, S.A is suddenly there and tells me they are focusing more on the vocals now. She starts singing either the song “Lie Down” or a song that I’ve never heard before; either way what strikes me now thinking about it is that she is somehow singing in harmony with herself.

I am not sure of the reason, but I then travel to the venue where the show is at without any of my equipment. I think I may have been under the impression that the show had been cancelled. I am on my bike and for some reason I bring it to the second floor of a building I’ve never been in. I text J.L to see if the show is still happening, then realize he’s standing on the stage directly in front of me, with several girls behind him and to his left (I suppose this the new “vocal emphasis,” I do not recognize anybody on the stage as being actual band members. They are standing eerily still.

I ask him if the show is on and, if so, when are we playing. He replies that we are to start in a couple of minutes. I am now in a hurry, my absolute least favorite state of affairs. I think about biking down the flight of stairs which I walked up to get into this room, however I see a chain link fence right in front of the doorway at the bottom so I decide this is a bad idea. A 12-ish year old kid looks at me strangely.

Despite my haste, I apparently manage to write down a dream I’d had earlier that night (and remember virtually none of now) in sidewalk chalk down about a hundred yards’ worth of sidewalk on my college campus. All I remember of this is fixing one word. It may have been the word “Directions.” I have to correct myself on making an E, and then have to go back to the beginning of the word to put a D where I’ve accidentally written a B. I am evidently lost in thought so none of this strikes me as out of the ordinary at the time. After this slight detour I find myself back in my actual house in North Carolina.

I am racking my brain trying to figure out everything I’m going to need. I wake up A.L, who is asleep in the living room, and tell him it’s time to go play this show. He walks like a zombie out the front door. I do not even recall whether or not he put a shirt on. Meanwhile I am trying to consolidate all my pedals, and find my black button-up shirt – I had noticed that everyone on the stage was dressed quite nicely.

I am then in a car, presumably on the way to the show, however C.A and E.M are in the car with us for some reason. C.A, in the back seat next to me, is talking about how she is moving out the next day, and how difficult her roommate is to get out of the house. She also mentions that the show is supposed to end at 7:45, and this worries me greatly as I look at the clock inside the car and it is about 7:10. About here is where this dream ends.

II. Fragment – Speeding Over Hills with Miles

At some point last night, I was in some sort of inner tube that went very quickly across land with Miles Davis. We were trying to get somewhere in a hurry. The landscape was extremely hilly. At one point the craft flipped around and I found myself propelling us forward with my feet as fast as I could in a Fred Flinstone-esque fashion.

So this dream starts out in Ventura, the town I was born in. Me and my family is watching a news report showing heated debate about something. One side is arguing about using nuclear weapons more extensively, after developing a particle that destroys radiation, the Rwanda particle (not sure why I picked Rwanda). Somehow things escalate so quickly that one side ends up nuking Los Angeles. my family ends up getting into a vault type bunker, and live for ten years in it, until we get a GLaDOS type voice telling us that radiation levels are minimal. we head up, and somehow all of california is a wasteland, like Fallout. Anyway, my dad is killed by the monsters, who look a bit like the Zerg and only attack at night, and I become the head of the family. Somehow we can just drop down guns and building materials from the sky, and manage to hold them off. I use the days to work on the upgrading the shack, and teaching two people, whose faces I never see in the dream, how to play a saxophone and a tuba. For some reason the guy playing the tuba is in a granary, and the woman's saxophone looks like a trumpet... anyway, i finally send for a huge vehicle to get us all out, and we make it back to Arizona, where there is a huge area set up for refugees, that happens to be in my high school, which makes me suspect that the blast affected about half of AZ, since I live in the center... Anyways, I end up causing the entire evil corp, who was apparently run by GLaDOS mixed with Rosie, to revolt against her, and give me a piece of paper, somehow worth a million dollars... I also steal a pretty rock, as its a gemstone mining corp... So this robot starts living with me and the veteran soldier, and we found out it can manufacture water and Rwanda particles using any sort of matter. It then proceeds to switch the soldiers Rwanda needle with arsenic, killing him. The robot splits in half revealing a blood spattered iron maiden, and that's where i woke up.

28.06.2011

Buying a Farm (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This dream was very short but it generally left me feeling a little uneasy. Drew and I were visiting a Farm that we wanted to rent out. Our only expenses were going to be gas, rent and one other thing. I can't remember what that was. We were both very pleased with the farm even though the colors outside were very muted, almost like we were in an old black and white movie. I 'remembered' that the farm was in a worse state than the 'last time' we were here in that now it had electricity and internet and that the paint inside was fresh and bright.

The farmer wasn't even happy about having his farm rented out, though. I don't remember many animals (I had a dream about this very place once in the past, I think) but I remember that they were there. I only remember one fuzzy white animal and I think it was either an alpaca (or llama, whatever) or a goat.

After the farmer made it clear that he didn't want us there by avoiding us and looking very displeased, I went outside. The details here are a little fuzzy. But I came back inside and the house was full of squatters. I only remember not being happy that they were here.

There's a gap in my dream but from here, I was in an overhead view, looking down at 'my character' like I was playing a videogame. I was looking for something in the desert (which was outside the farmhouse now) and I passed an oasis. I didn't feel the heat or the thirst. Then, it felt more like I was playing a videogame when I was viewing the 'map' from above and my 'character' turned into an icon. Next thing I knew, I really was playing a videogame. I -think- there was a celebration? I know I was trying to make my way back to the farm, though and I travelled around a mountain. The rest is a blank.

Can't remember most of this one... it had something to do with building blocks or something, probably due to playing too much minecraft haha. Not really sure what else to say.

6/28/2011

This is by far one of the weirdest dreams I’ve had. First I think I woke up in my room and my dad was ready to go to work (probably because he was already going to work before I slept to attempt a lucid dream). He looked through my Zune HD player and saw that I had some "stuff", and started to chuckle a bit. I think he even said “You better stop with that” in a neutral tone. Then I had a dream where I went to Hooters, but I NEVER been to Hooters. So I guess my mind manifests this underground brothel that’s dark with some turquoise lighting. It was going good, I didn’t see anyone have sexual intercourse, but I think I spotted a blonde sleeping and went up to her to wake her up.

Note I said everything went find until I saw Itachi Uchiha, apparently he was the #1 server for Hooters, and he was having intercourse with these people. I’m thinking “wtf Latent Homosexuality?!?!?!” He was having sex with men and everything! Now even though I’m not into that, I respect those who have those preferences, anyway, it was freaking ITACHI UCHIHA. I thought he was going to MANGEKYOU SHARINGAN my ass if I came closer to him. I thought that was weird enough, until Orochimaru came in a hood outfit (sorry if I spelled his name wrong). Itachi couldn’t see him from that far, but I was close to him apparently. So Orochimaru started to come closer to Itachi to have a bit of fun, but Itachi went all MANGEKYOU SHARINGAN on Orochimaru, which was apparently a defensive reflex that the manager announced. While that weird crap was starting, I was finding a random blonde girl to have some fun with, but the only contact I remembered was seeing one sleeping and me waking her up.

I had another short dream where I was leaving a store with my mother, and some employer called her a bitch. But I and everyone else were laughing. Meh whatever…

I was in my house and I just knew I was dreaming. I decided to fly out of the house, so I flew through the wall and I was out. The dream started to get dark but I could still see everything. Instead of me seeing it with what felt like my eyes I saw it like I was imagining it. I flew through some other objects that I dont remember. I then decided to teleport to the frost giants yard area. I rubbed my hands, but then i dissconected from the dream. I thought I woke up and I told mom in the computer room at 12 PM about my lucid dream. Even tho my clock read 4 AM before the lucid. I did a reality check and it said i was awake. The dream ended.

I need to start using two reality checks.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID NIGHTLY ADVENTURE

Good morning! Didn't recall a single fragment from last night. But was up and at it last night again, the damn shelf we've put up above our heads. I woke up and grabbed it, Monica wrote down what I said.

22.30 Sleep

23.40: Nightly Adventure
*I wake up and grab the shelf above my head. "Oh shit!" I say. Monica who's at the computer reacts. "What?" "Fuck I was so fast!" I say. "Did the shelf almost fall down?" she asks me. "Yeah" I say and fall back asleep.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it! Second night in a row, and I expect to be at that damn shelf for a very long time before I'm confident it won't fall down on my head. I was afraid my snowboard would fall for atleast a year before I stopped having hallucinations about that damned thing. Oh well, might aswell remove it again haha!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

So last night was one of the first nights a few of us decided to try and dream share. The goal was to meet at the top of The Empire State Building in NY and set of a beacon of light so others who were looking to do the same thing might be able to meet with another dreamer.
To prepare for the night I did some light meditation and mantra to focus on completing the main task at hand. I also watched youtube videos of the Empire State Building as well as NY at night in order to gain detail about the surroundings themselves.

Well last night I attempted such a task and here are my dream results.

My first dream (or the one I could remember) happened between the hours of 12am to about 4:53am EST. The setting was not NY however but a sort of bayou (sp?) that you would expect to find maybe down south in Louisiana. I did not achieve any sort of lucidity in this dream but it was quite vivid. I was at this particular location because I was supposed to get an interview for a local newspaper. I was supposed to interview the owner of this sort of mansion style home that was located right on top of a swamp. The setting for this dream was at night, and I remember hearing crickets surrounding the area. The trouble was that a tornado (I know, weird in the south right?) was predicted to just tear right through this home. I was also with another woman, maybe my partner on this particular article. She was taller than me, maybe about 5'8" and had curly brown hair and glasses. We were afraid for our lives because of the more dangerous weather but the owner of the home did not seem as concerned, as if he dealt with this sort of thing on a daily basis. The winds started to pick up, and that is when I awoke to reality.

I immediately wrote down in my dream journal, not really a summary but key words as it was dark and I did not want to forget anything. I got a glass of orange juice, knowing that it may help with my recall. I remember that people who had successfully achieved a WILD would wake up in the middle of the night and try to jump back into a lucid dream, I figured now would be as good a time as ever to try it. (Personally I am a light sleeper so getting up even the slightest amount keeps me up a while) So, after returning to bed just 5 min after I originally awoke I found it hard to get back to sleep and it took me about an hour to finally fall back to sleep. (which was not easy because at this time bird were beginning to sing).

My second dream was about the same as far as vividness but I believe I might have been semi lucid....I remember actually being inside the Empire State Building. I had made it to the target destination. I had gone to the top to find dozens of people up there. It was night and it seemed like the reason that they were up there was because of some sort of death match between two human opponents. They were fighting on platforms that were suspended in mid air just beyond the ledge of the building. (I assume the loser of the match would fall to his death). I remembered that I needed to create a beacon of some sort but I couldn't remember why I needed it. Basically I did not achieve enough lucidity to actually dream share. I manifested the yellow light and pushed it up in the air, I also made the beacon kind of pulsate light. The beacon was set and I was at the top of the building, but as I said I couldn't remember where to go from there. That didn't matter anyways because as soon as I set the beacon the dozens of DC on the roof all went completely ape shit and began to fight and gang up on one another intent on killing each other. I helped those that were about to get beat or tortured. It seemed like the people doing the beating were intent on cutting their prey with box cutters and razor blades. The ones I saved I made sure got to the elevator ok. Then I remember reloading the box cutters with new blades and saying to the attackers. "If anyone attacks me I cut your throat, got it?" Needless to say the DC stayed away from me. Then I saw my ex inside the building. I was concerned for her safety so I tried to follow her and get her out of the building. Then my dream kind of shifted to me going after my ex and the people with her in my dad's mini van. I had finally caught up with them and come to find out that the girl I thought was my ex was really just a disguise, a ruse to get me out of the building. Unfortunately I was unable to get back to the building because I soon woke up after my discovery.

So like I said, not really lucid but I think its great progress seeing as I actually got to the location and was able to manifest the beacon. My hopes for tonight is that I will become lucid and clear the roof of the building of any pesky DC and just wait to see if I make contact with another dreamer.

Non-lucid

My memory picks up in a neighborhood very close to mine, at one of my friends homes. One of my friends come to the door as I am walking up the street with some sort of "Hover Pack" on my back. It consists of two fans on each of my shoulders, and it seems as if it is made out of some sort of black plastic material, similar to a fan. The friend that came out of the front door to greet me, isn't even the friend that currently lives in the home. I begin to fly around on my hover pack, and I go above the house, and soon find myself next to some power lines. I get a little bit frightened and I attempt to avoid the lines to the best of my ability. The next thing I know my friend is flying beside me, and we soon make our way into town, which is not far from the house that my friend came out of. Some how we end up meeting another one of the people I know, and we end up committing some sort of crime, and we are all inside of my car trying our best to flee the scene. While in the car, one of my friends simply disappear, and I do not know where he went. I notice that I am not the one driving my car for some reason. I realize that being in a car is most likely not one of the safest way of escape from a crime scene, so I open the door and tell me friend to stop to let me out of the car. I exit the car, and my friend drives off in a rather fast fashion.

Now I am walking down the street, and I am thinking about how fast he was going, and I am hoping that he does not end up wrecking my car. I eventually make it farther down the road, and I end up at some sort of tunnel. Inside the tunnel, it appears as if there has been some sort of shooting, and car crash. I notice that it is my car that has crashed. As I am searching for my friend, and simply looking about the crash scene, I notice that the ground is simply littered with money. The money on the ground consists of twenty dollar bills, five dollar bills, and ten dollar bills. I begin to pick up all of the money as fast as I can, and I begin to think about the police and the fact that I only have a little bit of time before they arrive to the crash scene. I end up looking down the street on the other side of the tunnel, and I see some paramedics, and police officers coming down the road very quickly. I grab a few more bills off the ground, exit the tunnel and I sit just to the right of the tunnel behind a small wall where the tunnel protrudes out a bit. I sit my money down, and I begin to count it. As I am counting, I notice a rubber glove sitting below my money and out of nowhere comes a police officer. The officer is a women, and she has her gun drawn. She appears to be observing the crime scene, looking for some sort of evidence so I casually tell her about the rubber glove. She picks it up, and asks me to follow her. I try my best to hide the wad of money in one of my pockets as we begin to go back into the tunnel where the crash occurred. I lose sight of the women, so I decide to simply walk around the crime scene. I notice that the ground of the tunnel is made out of some odd plastic material and below I can see water, and a dead body that looks like it has been decaying, or burned.

The police force has now gathered at the opposite end of the tunnel, and they are working as a group to pull up one end of the plastic cover, which appears to be the road. They pull up the cover, and the water inside somehow disappears leaving the body exposed. They pull out the body, and toss it through the air and it does not move, as if it is simply a mannequin of some sort. I begin to walk away, exiting the other side of the tunnel, and I wake up just after I exit.

So as i said my dreams are alot vivid this days.. i think banana's help alot ;D
so i remember i was in my restaurant where i work... again .. then i went out of kitchen and went to bar.. and i Lucid Dream there , i saw 2 Hot girls eating ot drinking and talking..
then i started touching both they're breasts lol , then i said in german get naked for me?
she said i did before ... lol
then i woke up ....
it was very short LD...
like 15 secs max.

so what i remember more is... i was in cyprus and somewhere else also.. and i was running swimming too i dont know what the f..
but one moment i had to ride with 2 friends with bicycle somewhere "On other World"
i was riding fast with bicycle and also with 1 Road in the air... almost fail ..
then i went to the right it was like valley ...... there were like 10 feets people flying and trying to catch us , we also could fly and run away
then my friend found 1 girl doing gymnastic.. she was almost naked and he went there he raped her in 2 secs finished lol.

what imore remember is i was swimming but that wasnt much vivid .


thanks for reading

I listened to two pieces of music in a row. I remember thinking of one of them as 'twisty'.

I was walking around the yard of my old neighborhood. It was a searing hot summer day. I walked to the end of the road surrounding the houses, and I saw two animals laying in the sun, unresponsive. They looked kinda like smaller, thinner beavers without the flat tail, instead they had a normal one. One of them was a grown up one, the other one was half the size. I assumed it was parent // child. I took the animals and put them in the shade. I viewed them for five minutes and left. A while later, I came back to the yard to see what was happening. Apparently, the two had reincarnated into new bodies. Still remaining the same species and having the same age diffrence between the two animals though. So I asked them to follow me, they were confused. (Apparently these were sapient animals, and could also talk) They asked me "Why?". I told them I had something important to tell them.

So I sat with them on one of the porches and explained to them what had happened. Apparently they were grateful. Somehow I just simply knew that these were the same animals. They were younger and had a light brown fur instead of a dark brown to black one, but they still were the same.

For what they were grateful, I don't know anymore. In the dream I suppose I knew the reason. But now that I'm awake, it's unclear. Did I ease their suffering? Did I save them from dying? (Obviously not). What were they grateful for?

22.6.2011

Buggers (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID







Dream: Protection

★★★★☆

Tasked with protecting this girl around my age, I quickly discover she isn't human. No, she's one of them, sent to understand human society and culture during this time of war. Even so, I find myself caring for this girl, and when the invasion finally does hit, and boulders are crashing down around us, I refuse to allow her to go back to them only to have her body vaporized and her memories absorbed into their collective hive-mind. So, I nab a fighter jet and we flee. . . only to crash a short time afterwards on the border of a hick river-town.

The only people in town able to help us are asking too high a price, but she knows something about me, something I had forgotten. Our desperate situation and a reminder is all it takes for me to take the initiative, dredge our plane to the surface with my TK, and repair it instantly. . .

Dream: Military School

★★☆☆☆

Enrolled in the academy, I find myself living a mix of military and student life, but things quickly get out of hand. Shenanigans ensue and I find myself taking a dip in full uniform in the lake the night before an important day. Apparently, it was the only thing I could do to avoid being caught out after curfew.

Fragment: Bros.

★★☆☆☆

Super Nintendo graphics and a Mario Bros. Game make up my world, as I help guide my brother through a particular difficult level. Unfortunately, he's being resistant. Normally, I wouldn't care, but lives are at stake here, and one more spill into that lava would kill more than the sprite. . .