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It started off i was sat in a doorway, outside it was raining but it was a calm rain which i like, there was rap music going on in the background, eminem i think but im not sure what track. I bounced with my arm like a rapper jokingly as the blonde girl walked past me through the doorway to get inside.

I then went outside as it stopped raining and there was a sort of train but it was setup like a childrens rollercoaster, where the bar comes down onto the lap, but there was no bar.
Anyway i guess it was peoples ride home as people set off, i remember fragments of this part, of me standing on a green bush and one guy in the train saying to me "ah well done now go stand on top of that pole" which was a telephone wire pole.
I said to my friend "yeah if i could get up it"

They all left on the train and as they left one of the people shouted "haha fuck you ya fuck fish face" (it was someone i knew that was joking) so i shouted back "hah ill get you in lesson tomorrow , trust me"

I then continued to walk up a pathway made from dirt and it was night time now, there was a large butterfly on the floor (i could see everything perfectly in colour despite it being night.) It was red and as i bent down to pick it up it flew off, its wingspan was bigger than the palm of my hand.
I kept going up the hill and i went under a tree and the pathway turned into a cobbled stone floor, i saw another butterfly flying up and birds were also in the air so i was thinking "i hope it doesn't get eaten"

A large black raven landed next to me and then looked around for a butterfly, it then froze and looked down the hill, i looked and saw a golden retreiver dog.
The raven now turned to a cat, the cat jumped over a ledge and the dog looked at me, for some reason in the dream i knew this dog i had seen somewhere before or it meant something personal but even now and then i don't know what.
The dog leaped on me and licked my face, i "woke" up into a flase awakening, i was in bed with my actual dog lying asleep next to me, which is actually a king charles spaniel, it started to roll off my bed and as i pulled the edge of my cover up to stop her falling she woke and growled and put her jaws around my hand.
With her only being a small dog i laughed and said "its only me silly" and cuddled her, i then woke up for real.

I remebered no dreams last night

I slept from 10:00 - 2:00 & 4:00-7:00

The milkman drove past at 3:59.

Inner Awareness
melancholy
time speed
Feeling of rejection
Feeling of Separation
Depression
quest/mission


Action
flying
hostage
physical attack
Fight (I rarely do)
Magic - 2
Quest (my life is far less exciting than that right now)
Train (rarely see those here)
Parachute and paraglide (never see those here, LOL)
Hazy - 2
S is sarcastic
Speed of time - 2
quarrel


Form
transparency
person disappeared
place transformed into a forest
dragon
miner's hat
potato guy
tiny people
demi-human 2
wooden boat
huge tiles
parallel worlds
imps
dark
change face

Context
absence of people
college
Integrated School
potentially sexual encounter with a highly unusual person
executive
on stage
Monique - 2
chase - 3
strange place with mom
Reggie (haven't seen him for more than a year, and he lives elsewhere)
Rob (haven't seen him for over a year, and he swore never to go to Bcd anymore)
Mike P and Rob together
Clown store
SA8 in public
Clowns (a rare sight)
Old dormitory (haven't been there for years)
War - 2
Tanks
Restaurant
Cruise
robots
Mom's suggestion of carrying the sack of rice with the help of an artist (yeah, he'll paint all the way home)
On a roof (I don't climb on roofs. Or at least not lately)
Don Bosco (it's been years since I've been there)
Sir Ted and class (we're not in the same school)
School in College (I'm not in school right now)
Needed to pay rent (I'm not renting anything)
Strange place - 3
Helicopter
Wall climbing
Beds outside the house -2
Wide "doorway"
Location is different from the actual boarding house location
S is sarcastic
Repetition (this is based on what happened last week, where I went to S's boarding house)
Wide "doorway"
Location is different from the actual boarding house location
Repetition (this is based on what happened last week, where I went to S's boarding house)
strange perspective
ryan f
dark
sword
strange bed

It is night, and I was going to go to S's boarding house. I already texted him, but I didn't get any reply. I was going in, but the gate going into the area was just closed. Then somebody knocked and was allowed in. I went in with him. The people who let us in said that we should not go in so late, or at least be silent, because the people near the gate are annoyed by the noise of the gate. It's already midnight.

I waited a bit while they were talking, and then I went further into the place, following the cement path. On the left, I see houses, and then a sea beyond it, with a hint of a coming dawn. I see some houses are so open that I can see the people's bedroom inside. The "doorway" is very wide, and has no door. I also see some people with their bed outside of the house, and there are even some people sleeping on it. It looks like a very small village, with most of the place open ground. There are also some foreigner-looking people sleeping.

I finally reached the boarding house, and I saw G and S there. S was sitting on a chair outside the house, and G was leaning on the table. Upon seeing me, G stood up and S made a "gun" sign with his fingers pointing at me (with his right hand). He also asked sarcastically if I was still alive, and I answered yes, with a tinge of disappointment, probably because I was expecting S to fetch me by the gate.

G asked for down payment for the boarding house, since I will be staying there.

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Dreamsigns:

Beds outside the house
Wide "doorway"
Location is different from the actual boarding house location
S is sarcastic
Repetition (this is based on what happened last week, where I went to S's boarding house)
Speed of time: midnight to dawn in almost an instant

It is night, and I was going to go to S's boarding house. I already texted him, but I didn't get any reply. I was going in, but the gate going into the area was just closed. Then somebody knocked and was allowed in. I went in with him. The people who let us in said that we should not go in so late, or at least be silent, because the people near the gate are annoyed by the noise of the gate. It's already midnight.

I waited a bit while they were talking, and then I went further into the place, following the cement path. On the left, I see houses, and then a sea beyond it, with a hint of a coming dawn. I see some houses are so open that I can see the people's bedroom inside. The "doorway" is very wide, and has no door. I also see some people with their bed outside of the house, and there are even some people sleeping on it. It looks like a very small village, with most of the place open ground. There are also some foreigner-looking people sleeping.

I finally reached the boarding house, and I saw G and S there. S was sitting on a chair outside the house, and G was leaning on the table. Upon seeing me, G stood up and S made a "gun" sign with his fingers pointing at me (with his right hand). He also asked sarcastically if I was still alive, and I answered yes, with a tinge of disappointment, probably because I was expecting S to fetch me by the gate.

G asked for down payment for the boarding house, since I will be staying there.

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Dreamsigns:

Beds outside the house
Wide "doorway"
Location is different from the actual boarding house location
S is sarcastic
Repetition (this is based on what happened last week, where I went to S's boarding house)
Speed of time: midnight to dawn in almost an instant

Non-Dream/Lucid/Non-Lucid

DREAM 1: I was taking a walk in the street while I was thinking about Lucid Dreaming. Through all the way to the home I was thinking about it I didn't even thought of doing an RC!
When I took the bus, my mom just appeared out of nowhere behind me. I was thinking at that moment of finding 2 seats for us (in the dream I was using a strange metaphor when I was thinking about that). I remember that while we were in the bus she was telling me that she wants to play Luxor...she doesn't like at all this game. She is more into Zuma >_>
At home I was staying in the bed looking straight ahead to the window. I was thinking: Wow! Why in the real life all the things seem so real while in the dream they seem so weird? I was starring at that window and it seemed too vivid to be a dream. I was looking at the details, at the form. Everything was so clear that I swear I though it is reality while the dream occurred. I remember I heard my mom talking in the background while I was starring and thinking about those stuff.
DREAM 2: I was still at home watching TV. It was not really my home, but in the dream I considered it to be. (Through it didn't actually looked at all as my home does)
I invited a bud to watch a movie with me. When he came in he though we're going to watch that show that he doesn't like and he went away.
DREAM 3: I was in the park and some kids (even my mom) were doing graffiti. My mom asked me why I'm not doing graffiti too. I took a spray and painted on the yard "WEED".
DREAM 4: I was in my real home again...
I dreamed that I had a dog (which is actually my bud's dog) and it was really smart. (in real life he is silly)
He was executing very accurate everything that I was commanding him, and he wasn't listening to everyone! My bud was there and the dog was still staying near me and didn't just go out playing with everyone. (like he does in real life >_>)
DREAM 5: I was staying in bed. My head was itching and my mom saw me. She was all worried and poured on my head menthol mixture
DREAM 6: I dreamed I bought a new watch clock.


I'm very upset that I lost the SWEETEST CHANCE of being lucid in this dream.
I was doing RCs all the day and in the dream I was thinking about LD and didn't even remembered to do an RC. I'm a shame!

(I swear I am not christian and yet I have these dreams)

My Father's House

I was walking along a sandy shore near a cliff with a group of people. A tall mound of Sand began to blow away revealing I GIANT Jesus buried in the sand. If you've ever seen there Harry Potter movie where you see the one giant... he was that big. The sand blew away just below his torso and I saw him mounted on a cross. His head was hung low and I saw his head gushing with blood where he wore a crown of thorns. Then The King of the Jews rose his head and looked at me. When he spoke his voice sounded as if it was both human and godly. I was terrified. He said to me, "I am now going to my Father's house. Won't you, my son, come with me?"

Suddenly he was no longer there but in his place, was a slow witted giant in shackles. Children were running under him playing a game to avoid his fists smashing into them. I also participated in this game.

June 29, 1:07 AM

I have tried relaxing with the dreamviews suggestions on how to lucid dream. It took me a while to enter a serious state. It felt amazing to block out everything around you, sound, light, even thoughts that humans have every day. I am so amazed by how complex, and I believe we will never be able to get the full potential of it.

I bet that by tomorrow I am going to forget a lot of this, and I will just say " screw this ". I really hope that does not happen, and will do everything in my willpower to stop that. I want to dream, to understand, to remember.

Also, I have been thinking about total control of the brain, where your free will determines on what your brain does. I believe that is IMPOSSIBLE, is like a gun trying to shoot itself.

Anyways, Im off to read some more, play a video game to block out some stuff that happened today, read fiction, then just try to set up a habit for future lucid dreaming days. Also, no fapping (lol)

Dream Journal, June 29, 12:36 AM

So, I was talking to one of my friends about Lucid Dreaming. He says he yearns for lucid dreaming almost every night, and he had 4 lucid dreams in a month. I want to believe everything dreamviews say. I want to lucid dream, the fact to do whatever you want with no restrictions, to see how your brain works in the most awkward positions and times. I want to understand my dreams, remember them and possibly share them with everyone around me. I have read up about Lucid dreaming, and have begun doing reality checks very often. I have downloaded music to see if I will be able to at least relax. I am not planning on having a lucid dreaming today, I am planning to set up a habit to make it easier on me, to remember the most exciting dreams. I have faith, and I really wish I have mind control and sleeping habits. As this is my first entry, and not a dream entry, I want to set up a road for me. Consider this an experiment on myself, and I will post all my results here. I hope to update this every night, if my brain allows me to remember this kind of information. Since I usually wake up often in the night (for no reason) I decided to try WBTB, and see what happens. I also want to have a mixture of MILD's and WILD's and see which one works best. I believe the MILD will be easier for me, but I must remember to not move, as it is essential for my brain to recognize my muscles as idle muscles.

So anyway guys, this is just my first entry, my reality checks are the breathing when your nose and mouth are closed, and when I try to use a hand to go through my other hand. if any of you are reading this, please let me know any tips or tutorials on what I should do to enhance my dreams

Also, the main reason I am doing this is to have no limits, no awkwardness with the actions I do, and just be able to be me. I also want to try Lucid Sex (sorry if this sounds so perverted, but I must try it), but I believe it will be very hard to achieve such state of Lucid Sex.

I am out, I am going to spend another hour reading up on some more of this, then I will probably go do something that relaxes my brain (read, but I hope no electronics)

Regards,
Joseph (Andy)

16.06.2011

Walking Out Of School (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

At school in B-Block, our Ancient History room, I walked down the stairs to student services to look for a friend that was supposed to have my half-day pass (so I could go home.) CJ walked out from one of the cooking rooms and handed me my pass.
My roll call teacher walked by and saw me with the slip, she said to me 'I hope you're not doing anything naughty.' I laughed and walked out of school.
It was sunny outside. I walked out of the school gates but everything looked totally different. The bus bay was on the highway and a bunch of juniors were already finished. They were throwing around a bag. I sat on a wooden fence and watched for a while, then the bag landed near me. I picked up the bag and threw it, it went flying and landed near the road.
A teacher looked at me, one of the deputy principals. She started walking over. Then i woke up

12.06.2011

Dream I Forgot About (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I don't even know how to start this dream.
Originally, Watto and I were talking. Everyone was taking photos, I think it was the formal, or just after the formal, everyone was dressed in suits and dresses. Seeing as I didn't go, I was dressed in short jeans and a black singlet. The setting was a blue rooms with blue curtains, there was an area was for like, photoshooting.

Then it skipped to the front of the building, I was putting shoes on. It was daytime. There were go karts on the driveway (it was a long-ass driveway.) John and I shared a go kart, he was driving and I was sitting at the back. We were like, racing. John and I were in the lead and the rest were trying to attack us/box us and whatever you do where you try to attack someone on a go-kart.
On the back of the go-kart, i had a kind of cannon. It was situated between my legs of where I sat, and my chair spun around. To shoot the cannon, i placed my finger over where the bullet shot out of and then pressed down. A small, black ball shot out, when it hit something, it blew up. Pretty gnarly for a go-kart.
We reached a bridge, and then John and I skidded to a halt, Tokyo Drift style. I woke up

I was in my house, in my room getting changed. I put on some underwear, and then started to pull up a pair of shorts when I thought.
"Wait a second - I never grabbed these shorts off my chair!"

I RC'd, and sure enough, I was dreaming! It was sometime around mid-day, there was bright sunlight coming in the window, but I had my blinds shut and the light on in my room. I looked up and saw the mirror, remembering one of my goals to look in a mirror and try and see detail in myself. I looked into the mirror, it didn't reflect the room, instead it was a blackness with two of my reflection in it. One of me was normal, and the other.. darker somehow. It was too hard to focus and get detail out of the mirror, and I didn't want to focus too hard so I continued out of my room.

I went into the kitchen, it didn't look how it normally did. There was no 'kitchen' items in here, it was just a room with a bench to eat on. I continued out into the lounge room, oh here's the kitchen in this house! It was beautiful, the walls were painted a modern white with blue accents all around. A fresh breeze blew in through the front windows, which now overlooked the ocean. Awesome!

My mum and dad walked out of the office together and started talking to me. I ignored them, knowing they were trying to put me back onto the dream plot, but then decided 'heck, perhaps I can shake this DC hard enough to draw my dad into this dream bubble.' I grabbed my dad by the shoulders, looked him straight in the eyes and said
"Dad, where are you?" He looked blank.
"What are you doing, where are you going? Isn't this weird? You're dreaming!" He looked around the room, confused and then it hit him. I allowed him to stabilise.
"Focus, dad. Focus on the feeling of my hand."

Once he had calmed down, we started talking. We talked about how weird it was, he bought up how close of a connection this is and something about how painful it would be to experience a death in a dream accidentally while lucid. We sat down on the floor in the loungeroom near a window, the sun was shining in. I slowed myself from falling as I sat, I didn't want to hit the ground, but I did. I swung myself around hanging on to his arm, jumping up and then slowly falling back down. It felt somewhat like repelling down a rock climbing wall, but sitting. The dream started to fade.

"No! Pull me back in!" Crap. DEILD, DEILD, DEILD!

I woke up in full vibrating sleep paralysis, and started repeating my DEILD mantra "I am dreaming, I am dreaming." I stayed in this state for 2-3 minutes until it started to fade, and I woke up and wrote down this dream.

11.06.2011

4th Lucid - odd shaped room (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Yeah, I just realised i posted this out of order.. whoops!

I don't remember too much about this dream, but I rc'd and then I got lucid. There was a lady in the dream, she was brunette. The room was red and very oddly shaped but reminded me of a kid's childcare centre. There was a box that looked like a charity box, but i'm fairly sure it was the entry fee.
The red dot was me, and to the left of me was a door.

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12.06.2011

3 Day Long Dream (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A nap in the afternoon. I think this was after work, I don't remember. In a period where I wasn't getting much recall at night.
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The dream started off late in the afternoon, it was fairly dark. It was a sort of camp around a house that looked abandoned, haunted, even. We were pitching our tents around the house. Julia and Sarah helped me pitch me tent (near the side of the house) and they pitched their tents next to mine.. ontop of a puddle of water.
After everyone finished pitching their tents, we went inside and explored? the house. We looked at the dining room, it was poorly lit, very dim. The colour of the walls was a very worn out orange colour. Then we moved to the living room. We were all sitting in a circle, I think we might have been considering playing 'spin the bottle'. I was sitting next to Andie and Sean, they were cuddling.
I decided to call it a night and went back to my tent. I recall walking out of the room and out of the house, but nothing between that. I walked into a different tent to the one I set up.

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cut
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I was in a carpark with my girlfriend in her car. It was a 4wd, though (not her car IRL). We were cuddling, then her mum appeared and started putting (groceries?) in the back. I decided i needed to bail. Infront of the car, I saw my mum. She waved to me and i said bye to Megan and bailed out of the car. I ran over to mum and we drove away.
I remember on the trip home, I was checking my pockets, I thought that i'd lost something so I told Mum. She said "You've only been gone for 3 days and you lose something." I also recognised the scene outside.
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cut
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At home, i'm in my room infront of my wall chargers. What's different was, there was a double adapted. This part of the dream felt so so real. I texted my girlfriend to tell her I found what I thought I lost. Then I woke up.

So.. that dream went for 3 days and I was asleep for one hour. This makes me hopeful that I can change the time ratio in my dreams.

07.06.2011

3rd lucid - As A Ninja (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The dream started out at a sort of temple/hall with Cameron, Alex (Dark_Merlin) and I. We walked out of the hall into a hallway, it was held up by big red wooden pillars and lit up by candles on the red pillars.
We reached a round kind of 4-way-intersection in the hallway. Cameron and I decided to duel with our swords. He stood across from me, we circled once and then leapt at each other. Our swords clashed in the middle. After about a minute of two of slow sword fighting, our speed and strength increased by far. With each clash, the metal of our swords clanged and the sound of steel hitting each other filled the hallways. Alex disappeared when the fight started.
I noticed a crowd beginning to form around the circular intersection. They were all wearing robes, samurai-styled robes. I think we were a clan of ninjas. Cameron must have lost his attention, or i struck him by surprise. He toppled over in pain.
In looked down on the ground, his arm was sliced off. A clean slice, but no blood spilled out. The arm looked like plastic. The crowd emerged on us and healers came forward, the healers were taller and wore binge coloured robes, like Chinese monks. They carried Cameron onto a small mattress and address his wounds. I don't remember seeing them pick up his cut-off-arm but I saw his arm bandaged.
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cut in dream
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The next the that happened, Cameron and I were in a tower of a castle(our ninja clan's castle, presumably), within the tower was like a mosquito net, I think it was supposed to conceal us. We were being attacked, Alex's clan members were running infront of our castle. They wore a full navy-blue ninja set. Taking out his bow, Cameron looked at me and said, 'Good thing, now I snipe these bitches.' He alway's was the sniper type.
Arrows were shot up at us with rope attached to the end of them. I pulled out my samurai sword and sliced the arrows in half lengthwise. I grabbed the arrows by the end and pulled them out of the wall, all while Cameron started shooting at the enemy clan.
I jump out of the tower and over a fence. The next thing I know, i'm in my bedroom. Sneaking out the hallway, i checked the kitchen before i walked out. Then I went to check the main loungeroom. IMPOSTERS! There were 3 navy-coloured ninjas. I threw the arrows I was holding at them, but it did nothing. I leapt at them and swung my katana. They went down easily.
I got lucid here. I summoned a hot chick to the right of me. I'm fairly sure i received a BJ. Thinking of one of my dream goals to manipulate time using a door, i jumped back to my room. Then I woke up.