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I'm in a big renaissance mansion in some countryside. I am hosting a party with my boyfriend? husband? ... donno what he is but his name is Robert. He seems pissed at me about something, he's flitting around mingling with guests, trying to avoid me. There is a haunted room in the house.

My friend Marianne has also come, and brought a man with her, whom I don't know. Everyone's kind of drunk. I am going from person to person trying to make sure everyone is taken care of and having fun, trying to explain to people about the haunted room and why they should avoid it.

There is some sort of kerfuffle and Marianne is upset with me, which I find really hard to take. I am trying to appease her, try to explain myself and the misunderstanding to her. There is an implication of something that I've done is inappropriate.

There is a weird fashion show going on.

June 29, 2:28 PM

So I have tried to LD yesterday, with no luck. I have been going over what I did wrong, and I think I know what it is. First, I fapped twice that day (lmao). I also did not sleep in my regular schedule, instead of sleeping by 4 AM I slept at 1 AM, possibly making me not as tired. I was also confused whether to doe a MILD or a WILD, and I kind of went with both. I am still experimenting with both, and if I do not have a lucid dream in a month, I will confirm that I am not a person of dreams.

I had a mild dream, but not lucid. I was in a poll, kinda like in TV shows. I had a number 4 on my screen thing, and I was very sad. That is all I remember

Maybe I need to do more reality checks, or dream more relaxed/without fapping.

It is only day 1, but I am more excited than ever to make this work. I will keep trying and learn from my failures.

Peace

sweet series of lucids last night, but memory is getting hazy now. one bit i was talking to this woman and her girl about obe's astrals etc. when the woman said she didnt believe in obe's a had to ask her where she thought her body was now, or what body did she think she was using now. she still said she didnt believe so i just explained that she was basically saying she didnt believe in dreams and left it there. i spoke to her girl insted who seemed to agree that when she dreams she is away from her real body somehow, and i said that i guess when we are flying around in our dream body, that is essentailly what astral travel is.

had a couple more recurring bits. one was a party for me when i dont expect that many people to turn up, then eventually it gets quite full. one woman there was impressed with something i was doing and offered to give me a cheque for 100k to carry on my work. not sure if it was the garden work or just the dreaming stuff she was impressed by, but eventually the offer was withdrawn for some reason. this pissed me off but the party was still good.

it was in this block of flats and a group of tourists turned up. they were from jamaica and eventually turned into the west indies cricket team. by this stage i was flying around looking at things that i had previously planted around the town. there was this awesome 'guava' tree with massive purple fruit on it that was just so beautiful. shame it wouldnt grow here in reality..

the next bit was another recurring place, but i think it doesnt really have a deep meaning to it, just a place that has formed in my mind that i like and revisit. after the place had changed back to a place more resembling reality i asked a guy if he knew the place i was talking about. it was like a bar with a big blue menu screen behind the bar and the music playing was heartbeats by the knife. the bar was kind of part garden centre as well, and we were getting things for the garden and even large daisy like flowers seemed somehow miraculous to me however i still didnt really get lucid at this point as i was earlier. reminded me that i had one earlier in the week where jools holland was presenting a tv show in front of 12 foot daffodils

I've been attempting WILDs for a couple of weeks now, but keep getting stuck in transition because of persistent hypnic jerks, something that has always happened in the past when I've non-purposefully started slipping into REM sleep while still more-or-less lucid/conscious. But, I have frequently in the past (particularly in the morning, if I go back to sleep after my alarm has gone off) gone straight to REM sleep without any problems, so I thought I would try a "WILD" without making a conscious effort to remain lucid, and was kind of successful...

Non-dream
Dream
Semi-Lucid
Lucid

(Some things happened before this, but I can't quite remember what they were) I am lying face down in a puddle, and hear a male voice reminding me that I'm trying to attempt a WILD, but I'm not quite there yet. That voice gradually morphs into my own voice, which is sometimes coming from an outside source, and sometimes coming from me. I get up and start walking forward with a great deal of difficulty (dream logic said that this was because Sleep Paralysis was setting in) I'm keeping my eyes half closed so I don't wake myself up, and every now and then stop at a "landmark" (tree, road, etc.) and tell myself I need to "save my place" by doing some sort of action (like breaking a branch) so that if I wake up, I'll be able to go directly back to that spot when I start attempting to WILD again. (What???) I get to a large stone wall, and the male voice from the beginning of my dream tells me that there is a small door in the bottom of the wall, and that when I crawl through it, I will be in my dream. I locate the door (which is really just a small hole) and wiggle through it.

After I crawl through the hole, I find myself on some sort of medium-sized rocky hill. To my right is a forest, and to my left is the beach at my cottage. (this was good, I wanted to attempt this month's challenge of diving to a ship wreck and collecting treasure. My plan had been to go to my cottage, because I know it quite well and frequently dream that I'm there, so I figured it wouldn't take a whole lot of effort to keep the dream world from falling apart if I went there) The sky is very dark and cloudy, and looks like it is going to rain. I want it to be nice and bright, and try to will the clouds to go away. This doesn't work, so I wave my hand at them like I'm half fanning half brushing them away, and they fall away down beyond the horizon. It's not quite as bright as I would like it, so I wave my hand again upward like I'm trying to pull something up, and the sun rises behind me and shoots across the sky, too far so it's right on the opposite horizon and the sky is red like at sunset. I "pull" the sun up slowly this time, but then think no, maybe I'd like it better at sunset, and push it back down. I play around with this for a few minutes until I'm happy with the colour of the sky and the position of the sun. I look out across the water, and think that, rather than attempting the challenge of the month, I'd like to recreate the land from the fantasy novel I'm writing (ARRRRG, NO! Stop changing your mind once you're in the dream *slaps dream self... again*) . I look up at the sky and think "castle" and when I look down, the forest is still there, but the beach and water have been replaced by rolling hills and a castle in the distance. But... rather than being the impressive castle in the side of a mountain I had imagined for my novel, it looks like one of those "fairy princess" castle made of paper towel rolls and paper cones, all bright pinks and yellows. Yuck. I decide to at least change the colour to something more reasonable, and wave my hand over it a few times until the colour changes to more muted browns and greens (still not what I want, but close enough). I look around and realize that everything is much darker and fuzzier than it should be, as though my eyes were half close. So, I make the brilliant decision to open my eyes wider...

... And open them in real life. ("Crap!")

Dream Lucid Note

First i woke up at 6 am after going to bed at midnight. I took the trash to the curb and fed the dogs while thinking of my dream. All i remember was a tiny fragment. I have been playing Assassins Creed 2.
Delivering a package in Florence in 1488

I went back to bed at 6:30.

My friend is tasked with finding a special flower that only grows on the top of a mountain. He has been off tryign to find it for quite a while now. I decide that I want to go visit him so I go to a special room in the castle and find a door there. I put a key of intention in the door and then strike the door with a blast of power. The door blows off the hinges into a mountain snow storm and when it lands on the ground the whole room I'm standing in suddenly becomes the mountain too. I see that the door that landed on the ground has turned into a snowboard. Remembering LD teleporting I am shocked into happy lucidity for just a moment thinking that was a pretty awesome teleport. The surprise shocks me into my body and I wake up.

I was living in a cross between Mumbai and Diagon Alley. There was a lot of poverty and there were winding staircases that lead to building upon building stacked upon themselves. The buildings were built poorly, and sometimes they were just mere tents.

The world leaders had decided to destroy the sun. They determined that it was useless for the world since we "could sustain ourselves without it". They did this despite hundreds of thousands of protests that everything would freeze.

When they destroyed the sun we watched as the world was engulfed in darkness. It was a creeping darkness. The scene zoomed out and we saw how it slowly took the world.

I had met a girl named Idani. We took shelter somewhere warm, knowing that it wouldn't last for long.

After about a half hour Idani and I came back out of the tent, puzzled as to why the Earth had not drastically cooled. We looked to the sky and saw a sun! It was bigger than our sun, and it was getting bigger as we watched too.

A man was walking past us and seemed to read the confusion on our faces.

"We lost orbit with the sun when we destroyed it. Our planet fell in line with Sirius now," He commented, "but we are getting way too close to this star."

Idani and I looked up again. The Earth had gotten so close to Sirius that we could actually see the sun flares arising from it.

As our planet loomed closer to the star the air was getting hotter and hotter. I heard screaming, and realized that someone had just caught on fire. They ran past us as a screaming ball of fire. The engines in cars were no longer safe because it was getting way to hot. People were getting desperate, if they were lucky enough not to spontaneously combust.

Idani and I went back into the main allies and I looked around for where my parents used to have a small house. I believed that there was also water in the cool basement. We could take cover there.

I told Idani to stay with a man I had met earlier. He was old and looked like wandering ascetic.

I ran back to the allies but couldn't find anything that resembled an entrance to a house. Small ally-side shops had taken over. I went inside one of the shops and looked around. They sold hijabs and other headgear. I pushed my way through all of the fabric to the back of the store where I found a small hallway. There was a creaky doorknob. I opened the door and went down the stairs.

To my surprise, there didn't seem to be anybody living there. I was fairly sure that this was our basement, but even if it wasn't we could still reside there. It was dark, but cooler than the blazing outside temperatures.

I noticed that on the other side of the basement there was another door. I feared that if I opened the door I would find a hostile family on the other side. I opened the door anyways and found that it lead to another empty basement.

I determined that this was a safe place to reside and went back for Idani. I found her and took the wandering ascetic with us. Temperatures had risen so greatly now that not only were people spontaneously combusting, but they were also now becoming ZOMBIES!

While we were running to the hidden basement, Idani told me that she had 30 coins that she could use for water. She had them in a little brown sack. We ran through a dark tunnel and came face to face with a zombie. Idani tripped and ripped the bag, coins spilt everywhere.

The zombie looked extremely deformed. It had giant teeth sticking out of its gums and its skin was burned crisp. I was about to fight it when I was woken up for breakfast.

ok so this isn't a recent dream but this is the one I can remember the most...

so for some reason, I found myself walking through the halls of my Middle school. I went inside the gym and found a huge party. So I went looking for this girl I liked [it was never gonna work out], instead I found my best friend Miranda crying. I asked her whats wrong and she asked me if I loved her. I was silent for a few minutes, then she ran out of the gym crying... After that I woke up

My Dad leaves me in the lobby of a roller rink. I wait a while, watching T.V. carelessly. I remember a "Who's Your Tiger" commercial of Joel Zumaya for the Detroit Tigers. I couldn't remember if he was still on the team, and decided to leave. I left, and found myself on the other side of town. It's a sunny day, and I am at the "Rochester Village" a series of restaurants and shops. My dad is eating outside on the sidewalk with my friend's dad, Mr. Ingraham, and his daughter. I join them at a table under an umbrella, and they are very insistent that I eat. The waitress tells the daughter that her hair looks better than it did yesterday. She thanks her, but once the waitress leaves, she mutters "eavesdropper" under her breath. We order cheesy bread sticks. I ate a few, but don't remember their taste. Soon after, I woke up.

Went to bed 12-12:30
Goals: eat and teleport
5:37 in a soccer game on some generic field and the only other player i recognize throughout is that guy pablo. I rem several plays and i was playing on the line like a wing. I rem one where the other team was moving the ball around and gets it to a forward and i run back just as he shoots. I run and block the shot causing it to roll slowly and then the goalie picks it up. I rem after this i run down line and nobody guards me so our goalie sends it down line to me and i quickly take a shot and miss.

I rem taking a few more shots but dont rem the setup too well and i missed all of them. Only other play i rem is doing a throw in and i can tell pablo really wants the ball. I plan to throw it just a bit down line for him but as i throw i feel the ball slip in my left hand and it goes flying to the left all the way to the other side of the field and out of bounds.

*Cant escape the feeling i was on another planet, cant rem it though. All i rem is the color blue.

6:51 Strange flash of some kind of military briefing or something. I am sitting down and i her someone talking about how we have a foriegn general or something. The general walks up and its some girl about my age, short brown hair, in a red unifrom. She walks to the front and salutes us and then walks off the the right. Whoever is hosting the event leads her away while tallking about previous wars. He lastly says something like, what do you expect of the sub conscious or something.(sounds like he was giving me a hint i was dreaming)

*Flash of being at school and the teacher switches but at one point she looks like elaine from seifield. The kid who sits across from me has a plastic toy gun and later in the dream the teacer is talking about how they passed a new law for us to carry those guns to school. I rem her showing us a little latch on the gun that allowed you to put it into your folder. Dont rem much else

*I rem just walking into a room with a bunkbed and seeing a doll on the bottom bunk. For whatever reason i start humping the doll.

*Walking somewhere with jessica and we are talking about food. she asks if i eat sometgin and i tell her no because i dont eat butter.
From this point forward i seem to have video game inspired dreams.
9:11 Have a flash of watching in first person someone load an arrow to a bow and arrow. In the backround i hear a narrarator talking about how it is some bow from feudal japan. The bow is yellow and black with little spikes coming out of it. Up the road you can see a person sitting on a horse. The person shooting aims to the left of them and releases the arrow. It flies far left but at the last moment changes course and hits the horse. The person falls off.

10:42 Had a flash of playing some old school looking rpg game

*I rem austing sending me a text message about an rpg game, he says something like i just saw a video where you go somewhere and type, reset religion, personality and intelligence and it reset all three for the character.

*I know i had a dream with chris and rachelle but no matter how much i think about it i cant rem what happened.

*Have a flash of being up on a billboard and im looting somones body like in a video game/ I just rem seeing some arrows on the ground from where i missed, dont rem actually fighting though.

Hi, I wouldn't normally wright my dreams down but I guess I should start...

I was blind and knew I was dreaming. I walked around to make the dream stable. I put my right hand to my belt and pulled out a sword, which I used to cut my own hand to validate that senses where just as strong in the dream world. I felt a sharp realistic pain. I then put the sword back on my hip and tried to open my eyes. I first imagined a fireplace but that got old. I then decided to let the dream suprise me. I forced my eyes open and say a pale stone room, that I payed little attention to. I then jumped and flew through the wall. I was then in a forested area watching my character from WoW turn into a wooden block and fly. I become him for a minute and tried to fly around, it was hard. The dream ended.

I made a sword come from nowhere my dream control is improving.

This is my lucid count since I started practicing lucid dreaming. It's not meant for bragging, but only so that I can see my own progress. Now if you guys want it to be anything at all, then see it as encouragement. This is proof that persistance and dedication pays off.

I took a whole month off last july and a few slacker months during that summer. It's not until late that it has picked up alot, and mostly it's because I'm starting to learn how to DEILD.

2010

January: 1 Day, 1 LD
February: 3 Days, 3 LD's
March: 3 Days, 3 LD's
April: 1 Day, 1 LD
May: 6 Days, 6 LD's
June: 3 Days, 3 LD's
July: 3 Days, 4 LD's
August : 2 Days, 4 LD's
September: 5 Days, 5 LD's - Joined DV
October: 4 Days, 4 LD's
November: 3 Days, 4 LD's
December: 5 Days, 6 LD's

Total 2010: 44 lucid dreams.

2011

January: 7 Days, 8 LD's
February: 6 Days, 6 LD's
March: 7 Days, 7 LD's
April: 7 Days, 11 LD's
May: 8 Days, 10 LD's
June: 9 Days, 13 LD's
July: 8 Days 9 LD's
August: 6 Days 7 LD's

Total 2011 so far: 71 lucid dreams. (30/08/2011)

These are all lucids I have on record. Most of them achieved by MILD but also DILD and DEILD. Only a few were WILD's.

Non-lucid

My memory picks up driving through a town very close to my own. It seems as if I have just left the movie theater, and I am headed home. I notice that drivers around me seem to know little about driving overall. People are cutting other people off, and going over to the turn lanes at the very last second which causes two cars to be jumbled up in one lane. I seem to be getting caught at every single stop light in the town, and this town has a lot of stop lights throughout its entirety. I finally come to the stop light that can be found just outside of a local "Lowes" store, Lowes is a rather large home improvement store. I take a look up at the light before I cross, and it seems as if the light is yellow but I am not sure within myself because the weather in the area seems to have gotten a bit foggy and I am unable to see the light clearly. As I approach the four way intersection, I look at both side lanes and I see that the light opposite to mine is still red, so I decide to gun it. I pass the light, still unsure if it was red or yellow, and I then begin to hope that there are no cops around to pull me over. Right after I think about cops, I look straight to my left and I see a cop posted up just beyond the light that I possibly ran. I get nervous at first, but then I realize that he is not going to follow me for whatever reason.

I keep going further down the road, and then I notice that two cops are chasing me. One in a sort of SUV, and one in a regular police cruiser. They both have their lights on, and I feel as if they are going to catch up to me, given the speed they are going. I decide that it was a good idea to put the pedal to the metal for whatever reason, and I begin to speed at seriously dangerous speeds down a crowded city street. Somehow I end at a hospital setting, that doesn't even exist in the city I was driving in. I am still in my car, and I am out front driving through the garden area that the hospital has to the right of the front entrance. I decided to drive in the garden, believing that I would be able to lose the police by doing so. I drive around on the sidewalks, and I must not be in a car at this point because the sidewalks inside the garden are rather small, the driving closer relates to a golf cart, or a go kart.

The cops have all disappeared at this point, like they where never there. After awhile of zipping around corners within the garden, I realize that the air is filled with some sort of odd smell. I look around, and other people are trying to figure out exactly what the smell is as well. I dismount my vehicle, and I join the search. The garden is filled with a lot of different trees, and plants alike. The middle of the garden is rather empty and filled with grass and other objects. The sides of the garden are rounded in some way, and have plants and trees planted along its length. I hear one of the other people looking around, and it seems as if they have found something. She is an older lady, and she has found a squirrel with a cut in its side, it is bleeding. The animal is not moving, and appears to have been dead for a little while. We all agree that the smell originated from the dead squirrel and the lady picks it up and I see nothing more of it. After the squirrel was removed, I look across the garden and see various animals and birds running around. I awake after that.

Wed morning 06/28/2011

120mg lithium
1 Natra sleep
250mg choline

My mother gave Toni and me each windchimes. I held mine up close to my face, saw that it was blue, and it was weird dreamlike all I could see until I moved it away from my face, and then I could see that the top of it was a light blue pac-man ghost with a glass shard hanging from it in the middle of the chimes nearly the same color about the length and breadth of my forearm. I don’t remember what Toni’s was.

There was also something about flying a flag, that I can sort of see in my mind and it wasn’t really a flag...and my mom gave me some clothes that were too big that I thanked her for, and Toni was saying how if they were ...some kind of particular size, (the right size) then I’d be even happier and somehow as she was talking it was like the clothes in my hands were changing to the right size and also changing into capri jeans that I like.

Dream - Lucid

I was having a birthday party at my house. It was nighttime. There were a few people there, girls mostly I think. The only one I can really remember though is my friend Grace. I "remembered" having a similar party before.

There was lots of food there. I remember I was sitting on the couch with a paper plate full of food. I also remember there being this honey dip stuff sitting in the kitchen. It looked like it was in a big alcohol jug or something. The jug was clear and had some writing and "x"'s on it. We kept asking the girl who brought it what it was, but she wouldn't tell us. I remember there was a spoon in there and I picked it up and watched the honey drip back into the jug.

I remember a lot of this dream repeating itself with minor changes.