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1. Metal Gear Solid was taking place in my old high school. Since, having played the game about a billion times, I knew one of the major sad parts was coming up, I took the opportunity to sit Snake and Gray Fox down at a cafeteria table, have a conversation, and make friends with Fox (who for some reason was missing the upper half of his Cyborg Ninja suit, was wearing Otacon's glasses, and was carrying a plastic bag full of fake roses). Before everyone went their separate ways, I took a petal from one of Fox's fake roses so that I'd remember everything that happened.

2. Still in my high school, it was time for Home Ec, where we were making pancakes that we could either top with sweet things or with refried beans. Before class started, I checked my pocket to make sure the rose petal I "borrowed" from Gray Fox was still there. Cooking was mayhem. There wasn't enough griddle space for everyone, the classroom itself had sort of a maze layout, and when I finally got my pancakes poured, I came back to discover that a huge guy was sitting on them. Bastard.

3. I was at an anime convention, petal still in pocket. I found a light-up figure of Motoko Kusanagi from Ghost in the Shell, but it was too expensive. There were also a bunch of weird jawbreakers.

4. I'm wearing my orange-red-yellow stripey nightgown. I check desperately for pants pockets, but eventually resign myself to the fact that I didn't really meet Solid Snake and Gray Fox. Bummer.

5. I'm a servant in a family of dogs who have to go into hiding under the protection of the wolf king. During a war with some lions, the pups and the wolf king go missing, so I put on a wolf mask and go into the forest to rescue them. I get killed, but it turns out the whole thing was just a play, and the plot repeats itself a couple times.

6. I'm in a mall where some highly advanced robotic llamas and ferrets are being exhibited. I play with the ferrets.

Time is subjective even in physical life. If you ran a little social experiment where a group of people go inside of a amusement park for day and u timed the duration of the stay with a stop watch to say 5 hrs. I guarantee you'll get different answers about how long there stay was in the park some answers will be way off because their letting there feeling dictate how long the time was that passed. Some peoples day go by fast others peoples day go by slow fast years slow years it's all subjective. We just happen to have a universal clock system that everyone agrees on that doesn't mean the time that goes by isnt subjective for the one experiencing time it's self. With in the dream scape will power goes a long way and u have displayed that u could also verbalize your intentions with commands like "increase perception of time" IMHO ofcourse

Last night I had a very interesting experience with this. My alarm goes off every 10 minutes when I hit snooze, and it went off at 11:41 AM (Was sleeping in). I distinctly noticed what time it was, hit the snooze, and went back to sleep nearly instantly. I had an INCREDIBLY detailed and seemingly lengthy dream that felt as if it occurred over a period of about an hour or two. My alarm went off again, it said 11:51, even though I could have sworn it was at least an hour long. Since the brain can create more rather than simply take in information, supposedly time can seem longer. It doesn't matter how long time actually IS, it matters how your brain perceives it.

NOTE: I said in a previous entry that when something about me changes in a dream, I keep it that way. I decided though, that the whole Jusenkyo Curse isn't something I like much, so I'm gonna end that.*

I find myself in a suburban town. I'm with a group of people I don't know. We're wandering around the back streets of town. There is one girl who is generally annoying the fuck out of all of us. So, a few of us meet up. One girl in our group, was super attractive. She was very, 'distracting.' she looked like she wanted to speak. "Okay." she said. "That girl is annoying the piss out of me. Which ever one of you guys gets rid of her, I'll have sex with you." Boing! We split up. I got over to the girl. I knock her over. Now, I pick her up by her legs and begin to spin around. Finally, I let go, and she flies over a house. She's gone. Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes! I tell the hot girl I'll be waiting around the corner. While I'm waiting over there, I'm thinking about Lauren(DS). now, I become lucid! Well shit. I was looking forward to doing the TOTY, but this dream started to late in the morning. I won't have time. Oh well, sex it is. So, the girl shows up now. I undress, and so does she. Boing! Now, she decides to be fancy. She takes everything off, minus her skirt. Oh that's hot. So, now we have sex. It was actually pretty fast(on account of I don't usually have sex dreams anymore, so the "you know what" came quicker). So, we finished and got up. We redressed. Soon, we discovered that something bad was happening. We went back around the corner. I wasn't sure what was happening, but I was gonna end it quick. Then, something jumped at me.
"Shishihokodan!" I shouted. Suddenly, a large explosion of ki fired up and destroyed everything in its path.
Then, I awoke.

July 1st, 2:51

Yesterday I have dreamed about a cloud. A cloud that was black and thick, and looked like it was about to explode with water. I heard rain, yet I did not see any water from that cloud. The whole sky was clear, except for that just black cloud. I could sense I was in a house I was before, but not sure which one. I could hear the roof getting wet, but still no rain. This dream made me very depressed, so depressed I almost cried. I woke up at day feeling like shit, like there is nothing to do to save me from my misery. It was dark also, I remember that, but it was just a fragment. Nothing else I can remember.

So there was no real definite start to the dream, so I'll just record what I remember.

I remember being in a room where there was a guy who I thought was evil, really wasn't. He showed me how to make a helmet that would help me fight in combat.

I remember coming to the town with my family, we walked into the visitor's center and talked to some people there. They were unfriendly and I regretted coming to this town. But randomly they all left. So we were alone and I asked my mom why they did and she said that they only come to places like these for a short time and then move on. I then remember a big hotel and we were talking about it and how it was going to save the town from going out of buisness.

1. I was by my back door when my brother said something weird (I think). I decided to do a Reality Check and sure enough I was dreaming. I was really shocked that I was actually dreaming. Suddenly I was outside on my neighbor's lawn. I started feeling the house to make the dream more stable. It seemed to be less shaky/ unstable. Then I honestly can't remember what happened after that, I think I tried to have sex lol.

2. I was in my basement with my mom and I think she insulted me and she never does so I decided to do an RC. Sure enough I was dreaming and went the the wall and started feeling it. I then was walking to my guest bedroom where I was gonna have sex, as I walked the dream became unstable and I rubbed my hands. I imagined that the girl I wanted to do it with would be in the glues bedroom. I turned on the light in there and she wasn't there. So I found a mattress and called for her to come. She never did, at this point the dream became unstable and I lost it

Went to bed 1245-130
Goals: Teleport
No memories the first time i wake up around 6
9:04 Watching my sister play a video game like oblivion. She walks through a picture and is now in the place in the picture. In the background i see a large castle with green roof and many mountains and streams. I tell her that this looks very similar to a place i dreamed about, i was remembering a dream i had that took place in africa but still looked a bit similar.

*I rem camping with my family and we are staying in a really big cabin. Ther are random blankets and beds throughout and i rem it being dark in there somethimes and better lit up at others. I rem at one point telling everyone to be careful with my cat in the morning, not to let him outside because he could get lost in the woods. Everyone just kind of looked at me smirking not taking it seriously, so i said how bad would you feel if the cat got lost in the wild over something so careless. I also rem at one point i see a shadow moving across the floor. ITs not that big but when i look up there is a huge spider walking across the roof. We all freak out about it for a moment. I rem vaguely seeing someone outside of the cabin window wearing white.

*Have a flash of my bro trying to get me to buy candy to split with him. Im pretty sure he was talking about starburst but cant rem specifically what he asked for.

*Have a flash of being at some very fancy event or meeting. I rem chairs in a circle around a nice fountain where someone is giving some kind of speech. I look to my left and jason bateman is talking on the phone. All of a sudden some dude, who i think in the dream is his dad, comes over and starts trying to take the phone out of his hand. In the dream i know he is talking to some chick who his family dissaproves of.

11:09 I rem being in some house with another family and my own. The head of the other family is bob saget. Everyone had brough candy and its all set out on the floor for us to look through. I rem jumping; like in between rocks, even though im indoors, to get the candy. All of the little kids are doing this too, except for one a bit further up, he is a little blonde boy with a bowl cut and his mom is watching him and being overprotective.

I start eating some while im looking at others. I rem it tasted pretty sweet, i rem looking at a bucket full of caramel and peanuts. I said something about getting it and one of the little kids says, your mad because you cant have caramel or something. There is a girl there too, and at this point she gets up and randomly starts dancing, like shes really into it, as she talks to someone. In the dream i could tell she was interested in me, and she was pretty cute. I rem bob saget asking my dad to go out for a drink and my dad said yeah. I just rem thinking, ok you go drink, i just want to smoke some weed. dont rem much else.

First Dream
I was at a Flaming Lips concert at a local venue with a whole bunch of my friends who were being too crazy and were on the verge of being kicked out. These 2 girls came in and one sat next to me while the other sat on my lap. I thought to myself fuck my friends I'm not getting kicked out of this place. So I behaved (even though you can usually do anything at a concert) while I watched all of my friends get kicked out.

This dream occurred between 1 AM and 5:30 AM.

Second Dream
I was running away from a tornado with a group of people (tornados are one of my worst fears) and thought it would be a good idea to take cover next to a steep hill. The group of people I was with just kept running while I crouched down behind the slope. The tornado ran right over me and I have to grasp the grass to keep myself from flying into it. After the tornado was gone, I ran to a jeep in a parking lot to tell Peggy Hill about my story. I didn't actually see her but I knew she was in the jeep. I later went to a bar to see a special showing of the first Simpsons episode. Me and a few friends snuck into this place without getting charged. The bar was showing the episode on the TV but they were using some strange device to change the channels involving a projector and cups filled with water. Some guy int he bar was being a dick and one of my buddies (who would do this in real life) yelled out to the guy while smoking a cigarette. The 2 proceeded to get into an insult comeback battle consisting of content from 5th grade.

Third Dream
I was in New Orleans (I have never been before but I just knew) jumping from building to building. I stopped on one building and looked at the ground and realized that I had never been to New Orleans and that I was probably dreaming. I did the nose breathing reality check and proceeded to try and stabilize the dream. I then hovered down from the building to the ground but the northern hemisphere of my vision was blocked by what looked like a blanket. I tried stabilizing more but I ended up awake.

This dream occurred somewhere between 9 AM and 10 AM.

Fourth Dream
I was in a coastal town built into a hillside in Cape Cod with my family. Me and one of my brothers met this stranger who was showing us around the town. We had to cross a bridge that was really just a plank of wood and my brother fell in the water trying to cross it. I crossed it with ease and sat at a small food stand. I was very hungry but I didn't have any money. It turned out my parents were sitting just a few seats down from me and bought me the special meal, which was a cheeseburger with a large pretzel in the middle. When I got my meal, it was really a bowl of soup with broccoli and bits of hamburger meat. Some girl I had never met come and sat next to me and we began talking but I woke up shortly after.

This dream occurred between 10 AM and 11:30 AM.

I am at a restaurant with a girl I used to have a crush on and her little sister. We are talking about things that I don't remember, but I deliberately try to include her little sister in the conversation. It is getting late and Ayesha has to get to some ball or dance or something. I get up to go to the washroom and there is a plate of food that is going to be wrapped. Sandwhiches and some cheese. I remember Ayesha was asking me if I wanted to share her limo, and her face was turning red. She looked like she wanted to spend some more time with me. I was so happy at this and thought that I had gotten another shot at this girl that I was too nervous to ask out before. On the way to the washroom I accidently pee in my pants a bit. I get to the washroom and there are stalls for the urinals. They are about 2 feet wide, so I had to really squeeze inside without much room to move. The urinal now looked more like a toilet and it itself extended back a good 2.5 feet. Very wide too and reminded me of a large bird bath. I started to go, but my hands were shaking quite a bit and I tried very hard not to get any on myself. I did it! I am leaving, but now there is a table next to the left of the stall and a wall on the right, creating a bit of an alley. There is a big muscular blond dude who looked like he was on some serious roids on the other side of the table. They were beating people up. I grabbed a knife from the table, there were lots of them and other weapons underneath newspapers or something. Mine is bigger than his so he backs off for a second and tries to go around the table to get me. I pick up another smaller knife, and hold it above my head threatening to throw it at him. He says something about the weight of the knife and is not afraid. The next thing I remember I am at my house with a few other friends and one of them is talking about his strategy for dealing with those guys in the washroom. He says he would have called them Nazis or something which would get them to stop because they aren't Nazis and would let him go just to prove that point.

I have fragment of driving in some remote area and pulling onto some road where a limosine I think was parked. I get into some kindof argument with somebody. SOme of my other friends and I are booking a hotel room, and talking about all the things we are going to do.

I am playing a board game with someone that I train in Krav Maga with. We are at my dining room table but the table is much wider than normal, and there large sections of it are a vevlet kindof green.

Friday, July 1st

There was an airport.

Please explain your time window for lucidity mapping out your sleep schedule from the onset of sleep until the momment you wake up to begin your day.

My Avg Sleep Schedule & Avg Time Window In Which I Go Lucid-

-In Bed at 12 am

-12-2am non rem sleep no dreams (on avg.) If i do dream during this time they are very short and hard to remember.

- 2am-3:30am ( wake up from alarm clock) Im performing wake back to bed, searching the internet, watching tv, playing video games etc.

-3:30am to 5:30am This is the time i have my most vivid dreams my recall is better and is the avg time i go lucid




5:30am I wake up from a vivid dream or a lucid dream, recall is gd for journaling 90% of the time at this point.

5:40am -7:45am Some dreams but not as vivid recall not as sharpe as before. I do feel rested and energized ready to go about my day.namaste

Lucid

I became lucid in a rather dark area near a rail road. I had questioned my surroundings, and I found the train that was headed toward me was not even on a track. I did the finger through the hand reality check, and my finger would not go through my hand. After that, I ended up doing the nose pinch reality check, and it ended up working. Now lucid within the dream, I found that I was in a rather dark neighborhood with no light source. I simply reached into my pocket, and pulled out a rather large match and lit it on my arm. I remember feeling the heat of the match on my arm, and it felt very real. I kept repeating to myself that I was in a dream, and I continued doing reality checks every now and then.

Just after I lit the match, I heard a roar in the distance and the train was launching over some sort of concrete berm. I put my arms up in the air, and focused my attention on the train in mid flight, throwing it further in the direction that it was already headed. It seemed to have worked, and I lost complete sight of the train after I threw it. I was getting bored of being outside, so I decided to go into someones house within the neighborhood. As I walked inside, I was greeted by my cat, and a very fluffy red textured carpet. It was then that I remembered a teleportation technique that I had found on dream views. I put my hand into my pocket, and I went to pull out a seed. I was coming up with nothing but odd looking white shards, I was thinking too hard about the seed at that time. I figured that it was time for another reality check, so I pinched my nose, and put my finger through my hand with success this time. When my finger went through my hand, it gave me a very odd hot sensation right where my finger went through. I then looked over to my left, and seen some sort of kitchen through a door. I walked through the door, and started my way over to the kitchen.

As I got closer to the kitchen, it looked to me as if it was some sort of homeless refuge because of all of the things hanging around. My cat was walking beside me. Almost immediately after I noticed all of the things hanging, I seen a very old lady sitting in a chair with no eyes in her eye sockets. She had long flowing dirty brown hair, and lots of wrinkles. I tried my best not be scared, as I knew it was a dream, and I then shook her hand and proceeded to ask her if she knew where any seeds where. She was very nice, but she did not directly answer my question. She was speaking, and I really wasn't listening as I was searching for a seed in the kitchen. The door just to the right of her flung open, and another older lady, her friend walked through the door. I remember her saying "Oh who is thing young'n ye got me here?" almost as if they where going to try to do something to me.

I then found a rather large pot on the kitchen stove that was filled with sunflower seeds. I picked one up and I headed for the area just outside of the kitchen with the red carpet. I knelt down, and cupped the seed with my hands focusing on the street out front of my house while looking straight at my hands. The ground in the immediate area around my hands began to swirl, and become blurry. I kept focusing, and all of the sudden I heard a male voice that came from the door behind me that said "Trying to leave are you?" and it broke my focus and I turned around to meet the strange voice. Right as I turned around I just threw a punch and it landed right on his face, sending him out of a window nearby. At this point, I was going to attempt to use a portal technique that I had thought about the night before. I stuck my hands out in front of me, and attempted to rip a hole in the air. I kept thinking about the other side of the portal and my target destination, the ocean. I was going to attempt the basic task of the month. As I went to pull the portal apart, my cat jumped onto my bed and woke me up out of my dream.

Dream - Lucid

I was with someone, I can't quite remember who, but we were outside in the middle of this swarm of little white wispy things.

~

I was in my car with the guy who was apparently my boyfriend. I think he was Asian. I was sitting in the back seat, and my boyfriend was sitting in the driver's seat. I'm not sure where we were going.

A police officer came and sat in the passenger's side seat, and started asking us questions. It was about some safety thing or something, I'm not sure. I was nervous, though, because in the compartment in the arm rest in between the driver's and passenger's side seat, I had a bag with the end of a joint in it, and I also had my pipe in a box.

When the officer finished talking to us, he seemed satisfied. I thought we were home free. Then, he opened the arm rest compartment and started digging around. Fuck. I'm screwed. He dug through it, pulling out some trash and some odds and ends. When he got to the bag, before he had fully examined it, I leaned up and told him it was weed. I wasn't about to deny it and get in more trouble. He didn't say much of anything, but kept the bag with the joint. He kept digging around, but never pulled out my pipe. It was in there in its box, but he never got it out. He left the car with the joint. I was relieved that I didn't get in trouble.

Then, I remember seeing an old car with the engine exposed. The engine had caught on fire. The girl driving it didn't seem to notice. The flames got bigger and bigger as she drove away. I was worried her car would explode and she'd get killed.

I was then with my boyfriend in some room. I think we had just gotten some weed and were about to smoke. I remember holding my pipe. The room we were in was really interesting. There was a huge movie screen, and we were sitting on the other side of a railing. It was almost kind of outside and inside at the same time. I feel like it was really late at night. I remember we were sitting on some cushions or pillows, and there was a huge rack of pretty dressed next to us. I remember being flirty with my boyfriend, laughing and having a good time, but he seemed distracted. It was not a good sign. I could tell that he was having second thoughts about me, and it was only a matter of time before he broke it off.

There were also some cats there, 3 I believe. They were as fluffy as my cat, Belle, but they were a chocolatey, smoky color instead of white. I petted one of them as he came over to me. At that time, I also found out the girl in the flaming car was ok. Her car had exploded, but she had gotten out of the car before it happened.

I then saw Patsy from the show Absolutely Fabulous. She was standing by the rack of clothes and mocking me, telling me that she had planned for my boyfriend to not want to be with me. I was pissed.

I then remember going through the rack of dresses. Some of them fell off the hangers. I picked them up and put them back on the hangers one by one. Some of them were kind of wrinkled from falling onto the floor. I picked up a bright green silky dress. It was very pretty, but not really my style. I said something to my boyfriend about it. I don't think he said anything back. We sat there for awhile in silence as I let my mind wander until I woke up.

dreamed that i was hanging out with friends in manhatan and i met a woman who looked like a young Eva Herzigová with longer blonde hair. it was a perfect dream; almost, all my friends were there to watch this beautiful woman persue me. stayed with her for the weekend in the city, had a ton of great sex then she told me she had to go back to her job but she would call me when she was back in-town. something seemed odd about the end of the dream and the next day i felt the need to go back and look for her to make sure she was telling the truth, but i could not find her. i had a piece of paper with her number on it but i did not call her.