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Dream Fragment

I was a TIE Pilot I was flying. I think I was in battle.

Dream

I was in the body of Hey Arnold it was like I Quantam Leaped. Something bad was going on and I waved to some guys whn I left a bank. Then a police officer said "Hey, kid!. Don't wave to them,there bad people!" He had some kind of speech impediment.

I then went home and it was different instead of a board house it was an average house. I went to the kitchen and talked to Grandpa (Arnold's Granpa not mine) He was still crazy and spoke in his usual voice.

Side Note

During the Hey Arnold dream I was partially lucid.

It took me like 4 hours to get to sleep.
Before I got to sleep I was in a park and my friend threw a ball at me and it woke me up.

non-lucid - Notes - lucid

04-08-11 I am in Holland staying at Ruth's place, though the place is quite different to how it actually looks.

The house reminds me most of all of a country side small farm. There is a main house and a converted garage, which is white, connected by a yard filled with small stones and some light foliage.

We are staying at the converted garage. A lot of the dream is oriented around being outside moving and returning to the garage. When I say we I include Kaiser and Duki.

One night Kaiser and I are in the garage alone and he is talking about this Japanese artist and as he mentions the name I recognise it. He plays a track and tells me something about this particular track is one of the two possibilities you get when downloading his stuff for free. It is randomly selected between this and another. I think he likes the other better.

He does some exercise that is supposed to be strength exercise, but amounts only to him flexing his muscles without weight. At first I find it strange, but then I consider that when you are lacking the stuff why not at least make the best of it.

I am getting trained to be a gunner in some sort of APV. We are talking about what positions in the vehicle would be best, and we sort of agree that my position as the front gunner would be preferable.

I ask how may people it carries and he says “30 I believe”

The following morning we are awoken by some general noise and we can all tell that something is up. The yard outside is crawling with people in camouflage suits and somehow I know they are with The National Guard/Local Defence Volunteers. They are headed for the garage.

Duki starts getting into his camouflage gear, and I loose track of Kaiser. Duki gets caught and I manage to get out of another door towards the front of the garage away from the yard. I get into my mili suit and walk back in. They aren't chasing me which means the disguise worked and I discover that these are the Dutch version and they are scared because apparently we have made a defence or military agreement with the queen of Denmark.
…

I am a Roman officer walking around in a castle. I am ordering units around by drawing squares on the ground with my finger as you would expect from any RTS game.

The only problem I am finding is that when I try and select units I keep knocking them over inevitably because the motion is making my hand run through the squad.

When this happens the soldiers turn to tin soldiers and become useless.

I walk down a bridge, well more a combination of a corridor and a bridge made of what looks like limestone. On my right there is a boy who is collecting tin soldiers that he can use for something or sell.

I become mad at him and tell him that he should give them back. He doesn't and so instead I start taking the small petty coins, black in colour from him.

He immediately starts crying, he will be in trouble and the small amount of currency I have taken from him really means a lot. I feel majorly bad, like sledgehammer-to-the-chest bad (actually still feel it thinking about this part ^^). So I stop the activity and instead I start giving him some change I have lying in my pocket.

The change starts out with 20-50 Euro cents, really worth nothing to me, but almost a fortune to the boy and in the end I give him a Euro.

This next bit is cryptic to explain with my logical brain system switched on, but I will try.

I explain to him that it is rather funny that I am giving him these Euroes, when they haven't even developed a currency system in Denmark. (whatever, made sense in the dream ^^).

I ask Jørgen Kirke Dude, who is sat close to me (now we are in a garden of sorts) wearing a toga when they will introduce a system of currency in Denmark. He say that in 67-68 or so, which will amount to about five days (Actual time is around the 9th century)
…

I am standing in a garden looking out over a field. Something isn't quite right, I don't recognise the place and I turn lucid. I bother not with reality checks or anything of the like, I just know.

I look around to engage my senses for a while. It is slightly windy and the clouds are dominantly grey. I marvel at the details of the plants around. They are all green plants with some greyish white and pale pink/purple flowers.

The clouds seem somewhat off, they are too jagged if anything. Though them being there still leaves a greyish tint to the light of the dream. I look out over the field, which is beige in colour though the wheat also sports some green elements, which I believe is unnatural to the real world sort.

I take off in flight out over the field. I ask the dream for help again with the confidence problems. I let my hand run through the wheat as I fly above the field.

I am stopped by a barking dog. It looks like a sheep dog, one of those black and white ones and it is aggressive. It barks at me and snaps it jaws. I give it a quick slap and realise it is actually scaring me a bit, but I remember to remain calm and try to avoid violent confrontation. As soon as my mindset towards the dog change, so does the dog. It transforms into the cutest boxer pup and I sense all aggression depart from it. It jumps up my leg and look over my shoulder towards a farmhouse in the middle of the field.

I (think I might thank the dog first, not sure though) take off into flight and fly over the house. There are a couple of men down working the garden and I sense something like father and sun. I ask them if they can help me and I get a somewhat hostile response, but am asked to fly around the back of the house.

I do so and I ask another man, think he is younger than the first I saw. The mood is hostile and I don't know if he actually say anything before a woman shouts out of the house.

“Why do all these lunatics have to show up when the weather is bad”
I look around and notice that snow is either already fallen or coming around shortly.
I tell her that I was guided in her direction for help with my confidence problems. I am standing over her jumping lightly on her fence making it look easy.
she tells me something like “Ah, well forgive my potential rudeness, I have no time to be politically correct, but my ancestor was an Indian (rather than using the term native American) and I might be of assistance..”

I wake up

I was in a mansion of sort, mostly made of wood. I don't know who owns it, but I think it was like a dormitory of sorts for our organization. I was trying to hold on to a powerful creature (reminds me of Visser Three, but in Pokemon form). I finally released it in a room, and I ran down a flight of stairs, and out of the place.

I jumped/passed through a river. I tried swimming, but then there was a huge eel. It shot its long, sticky tongue at me. I tried cutting it off. I continuously swam until I reached dry land/cement. There were two of them. I hurried to climb a tree and used my ability to blend with the tree colors.

I'm home in our store.

03.08.2011

Invading The Alien Structure (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in the same hallway from my previous dream -- except this time I knew it was inside the skitter structure. (These are the big buildings over cities from Falling Skies.)







I turned around the corner and was with Hal & Tom Mason. (Drew Roy and Noah Wyle)











We all had G36C guns with iron sights. We ran down an empty hallway only to hear a skitter.

It was shot in the head once and killed. Around the corner was a garry's mod general prop -- triangular prism this time. Some knights on horses came running down the hallway and Hal curled into a ball to fit inside this prop -- as it was no-collided (visible but passable, like jumping inside a pool of paint.)

They left and he continued forward -- as did I. THey came back and I jumped into this prop. They were on white horses and reared them directly over the prop. However, they never came crashing down on me, and instead turned and ran off. I got out and saw no sign of them.

Dream fades.

Hotel Games

Inside of a large hotel with a large group of peers, none of which I recall knowing in person. It might be a school trip or one planned with friends, not sure.

The group is split up into teams. Each room appears to have a challenge or regular task involved for the team to progress onto the next room. I am unsure if there is a prize, or even the main objective of this.
I do, however, remember a cute dirty blonde girl on my team. We had to seat our team in a line for one room and she sat very close behind me, her feet poking uncomfortably at my butt.

I decide to take a nap after work

I wake up and remember one eerie-ass dream @@

There is a large family of brunettes, of which I am a part of. We are at a restaurant with dim lighting and a dark oak/wood finish theme. It looks fancy. Only part of the family is seated at this table with me: a brother, sister, and baby brother. The table is located right beside the kitchen doors and all night we are hearing an argument, possibly between a dishwasher and a waiter. The fight is loud and unnerving. Nearing the end of this argument, my brother picks up my baby brother and walks over to the kitchen doors, opens them, and walks in. This brother has a droopy appearance. Overweight, patchy stubble, thick bottom lip, dark circles around his eyes, greasy shoulder length hair.
I hear yelling, a blender, and then silence.
Of course my sister and I are in disbelief that anything would have actually happened, but out of fear I grab a metal mug and stand to the side of the door, waiting. The brother walks out. We make eye contact for a brief second, which seems like a frozen eternity, and I know what has happened. The brother walks away. Completely mortified, my sister and I are frozen in silence.
The parents join the table, along with some other relatives. The mother is slim, short, and has curly brown hair - this is where it gets hazy - The parents tell him to put "it" upstairs. They dont explicitly say what, but I assume it's the baby puree. The room they specify is known by the family to be unused because of some haunting or supernatural reason.

Psychic Girl

A black girl falls asleep on a couch on top of some nut which she crushes. When she awakes, she is on set of a studio for a talk show and she has developed psychic powers.

Adventures in Korea

I am in Korea with my friend J. We are in an area on the way down from the main street to the subway.
In this area there are two entrances for washrooms at one wall and right across from this are the stairs going up to the surface, which change direction to the right half way up. To the left of the washrooms are the stairs down to the subway. The women's room is on the left and the men's is on the right, located at the corner of this area. The walls and general area have an orange and red color scheme.
We are in front of men's washroom when I decide to launch a fake attack against J. Grabbing her from behind, she lets out a fake scream "Help!"
Then, some douche trying to be a hero, jumps out and starts attacking me. I start to get pissed because I was having fun so I chase this guy up the stairs and wake up.

Everything is cartoon like in appearance and I am just a spectator.

The dream centers around a black guy who has the power of super speed. (no racial) Other people with super powers were also introduced attending the same high school. I could tell that this dream/show would bring together and unlikely group of misfits with supernatural powers.

In a car with some people, one of them is wearing a tight cowl and maybe a mask
then
Fantasy Football
I am riding my bike in my old neighborhood towards my elementary school. I ride up onto the field where we used to play football and to my surprise the field looks much larger and a huge game is going on. The players on the side I am facing appear to be giants or large monsters in regular dress, but the colour scheme is yellow/purple. An alternative rock or indie song is playing in the background with the verse "Give it to me Lola . . .".
I have joined the team of regular people and I try to bring down this huge girl, she must have been 10' tall, in a hoodie, shorts and hat, all of which are purple and yellow.

then

2 other dreams I didnt record
heh lazy

Yearly Goals

8-4-11


Due to recent dream events I have to scrap all the goals for this year, save finding out more about the short haired girl.

My dreams have lead me to the conclusion that I am intentionally editing my dream experiences and memories. By being woken up by others, I have caught myself telling myself to forget a part of some dreams while starting a new parts. I kind of suspected this and was keeping a more lucid eye out for this and found a couple of clear instances of this happening.

There also seem to be kinds of "secret side doors" of sorts where I seem have put memories or ides, in the form of dreams, for safe keeping. To get into these places I have to spot or feel them (which means being lucid enough to look) and be able to enter with the appropriate frame of mind. Sometimes rarely I find myself in these secret places but there is a pressure, a mind-frame, an expectation to have a certain frame of mind. Usually I am shocked to find these places and do not get into the mindset quick enough and the dream seems to literally push me out of it. I have an innate attraction to these places. I think these places are highly effective communication tools but what they would say or do, or why I would hide them from myself, I don't know. The few I have stumbled across, and still remember, seem to be unpopulated by DC's and the places have a very strong feeling to them. I usually am very lucid as well yet do not feel like myself in these places which is different than all other lucids.



Find Info on Short Haired Girl
This is stated in my previous task posts but she is a reoccurring DC that doesn't act like any other DC. I have found no info on her at all since posting this goal a few months ago, she can be elusive.


Find the Secret to the Secret Dreams
This may take longer than a year or maybe I'll be surprised and have it solved before the month is over. Still I have to find out what is behind my own "wizard of Oz curtain" and why I have it there.

1. I'm in a dorm at college, playing the newest Grand Theft Auto game. Eventually I get bored and return to my own room, which is full of frat boys from my study abroad trip. They're rifling through my stuff, and understandably I ask them to leave. When they don't I start to yell, then threaten to call campus police. They do leave, but slowly, and I threaten the last one out with a baseball bat. After a bit of peace, one of them calls me, but I ignore the ring. Suddenly, I realize that I'm late to class.

2. I'm watching some sort of Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure / Crossroads crossover movie. The main character, a guitar playing youngster, has a book of scales that he carries like a hymnal. He engages in a guitar duel with the Devil; as they play, the Devil's hands expand unrealistically to make jaw-dropping gaps, but the kid's hands do as well. After a bit of this, the kid breaks out a soulful ballad, saying he's "already used the Paganinni."

3. I'm in a swamp at my grad school, which is adorned with placards showing hunting spots for deer. It's a little before dusk, and I can't see any colors. As the sun sets, I realize that my feet are plagued with green tree frogs! I get out of there and call my parents, who say they've been in a concert the whole time.

4. I'm at the grad school rec center, watching some documentary about NCAA basketball. The players are described as "pistons in a well-oiled machine," not as people. Inspired by their fitness, I borrow a ball and start shooting (poorly). After a bit, a bunch of big guys gather around my court. It was reserved by them, and embarrassed I slink off to the elliptical room. My mom wanders into the room, saying she's been looking for me.

5. I'm at a concert with my brother and a random girl from college (A.H). The band is a rather classical one, with instruments of cello, recorder, and violin, but the players are dressed in odd anime-inspired costumes. After their set, one of the players jumps down and starts to mingle with us at a large table. He gives us snarky logic/math puzzles to solve, and I find I can't beat them. I'm embarrassed, but after the table has dissolved he comes up and apologizes to me. I say that I actually enjoyed the challenge.

1) I'm in a two story house, glass front door with a chandelier above me. Two staircases to either side in the entrance room. I have my fingers aimed like a gun, and fire (complete with self made sound effects) and fire at enemies of some sort. They appear to be my age. There is a lag of a few moments between me "firing", then the are hit with a bullet. Gun shot wounds appear on them and they collapse.

I charge upstairs, and see another target and a young boy. I gun down the other, but the boy lobs a grenade at my feet. I throw it back at him, but feel pity for him, and run next to him and pick it up again. I turn around and throw it at the top of the stairs, as I see many enemies at the top of it. I begin firing into them and the grenade explodes.

-Scene Shift-

The flash of the grenade covers a change in scene. There is now a little girl on a stool in the middle of the floor. She follows me and I go looking for Romo. I see "him" off in the distance, in a cave system. There is a fence or gate between us. He looks... different. A middle easterner with a dress on.

It all began with a prelude. These alien invaders from another planet who were way more advanced than us, had taken over a flying ship of ours and placed it in their mother ship. Now, the humans had no idea that they had been captured, so the aliens had to be sneaky. I'm in a secret room with 4 or 5 different people, all of them important in one way or another. We are inspecting this giant gold monolith that has been there for ages. It was emitting a faint aura around it, and humming. Me and 2 others decided to go out and investigate, while 3 people stayed behind. Somehow, we ended up in a forest, but it was extremely foggy. We all had a bad feeling and soon the other 2 guys were picked off. With them gone, I decided to run back, to see what else was happening. In the secret room, one man had been stabbed, and another was taking cover. The monolith was freaking out, changing colors rapidly and vibrating, so I touched it. When I did, it collapsed into one piece, melded into the floor, and a door opened. I entered, and now I was in the alien ship. It looked a lot like Halo 3, and there were some humans there as well, although it seemed they were there against their will. I scouted for an exit, and I saw a teleporting device straight ahead. I dashed to it, and when I jumped on it, I was catapulted over to another platform, this one just on the coastline. As I flew over, I could see that a full out war was taking place, this area obviously overrun with aliens. Then it turned into a video game, about who could run through the alien lines the farthest. A minimap appeared and also an upgrade screen. There were a few different types of enemies. There were small ones disguised as humans; there were giant plasma shooting aliens, seeker aliens, and several others. I ran in about 500m, dodging and weaving enemies, when I realized I could shoot back. I got an upgrade point, and decided to use it on the minimap.
"Why is it so difficult to see?" Asked a mysterious voice.
"It's the fog of war." I replied confidently, focusing more on my game
"Fair enough," it replied.
I was running back now, and I was asked by Edward how far I was.
"Not far at all." I said.
"I'm about 1000 meters out, but I'll wait for you until you get here."
This is the part where I woke up.
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I woke up into a lucid dream. Mr. Bean, Edward and I were in this area that resembled Medieval Rome. We were walking along, talking, and I'm not sure that they knew I was lucid. I told Mr. Bean about using the 5 senses to keep you lucid longer, and it seemed to me that he knew exactly what I was talking about. We walked a bit further, and I rubbed my hands together for better clarity. When I did, it was almost as if it got really bright, and then vividly clear. Either way, we stopped at this place near the water, and I remembered that I wanted to create my companion. Mr. Bean and I sat down, while Edward was up searching for something. I closed my eyes, and concentrated on my companion. A dragon. I had not given it too much thought, and that's why I made it a baby dragon. I opened my eyes, but it took a second for the dream to come back. I warned the 2 about the fact that the dream may collapse. My dragon appeared in front of me, curled up into a ball. I picked it up, snuggled it against my chest, and telepathically spoke to it.
"Your mine."
After I said these words, the dragon tingled a bit, like when you get goosebumps, and pushed it's claws gently into my upper right shoulder, like a cat would. I then remembered that I had wanted to fight my pet, so I summoned a sword. I wanted a Katana and a parrying dagger. When I opened my eyes, there was a barrel, but with nothing in it. I focused again, but this time it was a flimsy piece of metal that wobbled around. As me and the dragon faced off, an ambush struck. They were Arabian mercenaries, who had come to kill us. I still swung at my dragon, but nothing happened. So I ran around this square building to my right, attempting to flank the attackers. Ed was supposedly and apprentice witch(Wizard), and Mr. Bean was his master. But secretly, Mr. Bean doesn't want to teach Ed, because the road to the Archmagi is fraught with danger. Anyways, as I ran around, I saw a guy with a sling, and to shoot rocks at the others. I roared a battle cry as I ran toward him, distracting him. I swung at him, hitting him in the right shoulder, then the left shoulder. I missed the next swing and then hit in on the left side of his torso. My blade legitimately sucked ass; it was like a piece of sheet metal. The merc, wounded, decided to run. I said
"Eh, what the hell, it's my first battle."
So I chased after him. I rubbed my palms together, but it didn't clear up quite as much as I had wanted. I ran my hand against a wall as I was running, and the scene instantly became crystal clear. I chased him for a while, a few times getting close, but never stopping him. I heard him yell,
"We've never had this much trouble with an easy fight before! Maybe a medium fight, but not this!"
He then was cut off by the others. Now the others were an adventuring party, and we were in a place that more resembled Stormwind from WoW. My dragon was gone but I knew it would be back. We talked for a little while, before I ended the dream.


3 others and myself were walking around in an abandoned city. It turned into Gears of War, but with gigantic bosses; such as the Broodmothers, and a 50ft tall mutant spider. My gun interface was exactly like Red Dead, so another and myself decided to suicide bomb while the other 2 escaped. I got there a little later than the other guy, and he had stirred up some major trouble. I whipped out gun after gun, one of them was an AA12 auto shotgun. I saw a piece of pie in inventory that Ed gave me, and decided to eat it now. I had no dynamite, which confused me. Then, the scene changed dramatically to a period way back in time, about the 1600's. A scientist was talking to a wealthy man about his new discovery. He used Magnesium Sulfate and something else, to make a concoction that exploded.
(I searched Magnesium Sulfate the next day, and to my surprise, it WAS actually used in primitive explosives. I had no previous knowledge of this. )

okay, so there were 2 fishlike characters that lived in my basement. they wore suits that would keep them wet and they walked on their fins. there was a fishtank in the basement that held other tiny fishes that they captured. the pink fish was the girl and the green fish was like guy. so they went diving to go get some more tiny fish creatures. they were going to get a whole family of tiny creatures, but they got scared and tried to swim away, but there was a human in the water who got to them before the fish did. then i woke up.

I had a waking life tarot reading scheduled for a mom and her 3 daughters today.

Last night I dreamed that I did the reading with the mom and that she drew the card The Knight of Swords.

I told the mom about my dream and then read for the 3 daughters but had to tell the mom that i didn't have enough time to read for her because I had to pick up my wife from yoga class.

One of the daughters said "That's why you did the reading for Mom in your dream".